#player!bella ramsey x reader

[williamswifey]

𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊 𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐘 (𝐔𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐍) - 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐒𝐄𝐘

pairing ; player!bella ramsey x fem!reader

summary ; you and bella had been friends with benefits for the last few months. the only agreement? no strings attached. but how could you not fall for bella?

content warnings ; cursing, heavily implied sexual themes, insecurities, angst w/ a happy ending

a/n ; i promise this is the only non-lowercase intended fic that i will EVER post. i forgot to make it lowercase intended and by the time i realized i was over halfway through the fic and i figured y’all could deal with it…anyways enjoy!

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Bella sat on the side of your bed, putting their sweatshirt back on, which moments ago had been lying in a pile with the rest of their clothes.

You were laid against your pillows, red in the face as you caught your breath. You were laying in a bra and underwear, as you slipped on a t-shirt, turning towards Bella.

Just before you could sit down, you saw Bella getting up to leave, eyeing their backpack which sat against your desk chair.

“Bella? Where’re you going?” You asked, combing a hand through your hair.

“I forgot I made lunch plans with a friend,” she waved off, “I’m late.”

“Oh,” you replied, swallowing harshly as you looked at the ground. Bella’s lips were still puffy, their hair slightly disheveled from your hands tugging at it. They threw their cap on to conceal it’s messiness.

You didn’t know what else to say. You and Bella were friends, nothing else than that. Your…arrangement had begun months ago, when you were both lonely and bored.

Only the problem is, you wanted more. At first, it was a stress reliever, but now, being in Bella’s presence made you more stressed than anything else.

How were you supposed to tell your friend you had feelings for them when you had both agreed it was a no-strings-attached agreement?

How could you tell them how you truly felt when you knew you would just get rejected?

Bella was a player. You knew what you were getting into when you first started fooling around with them. You often teased them for the fact they always had a new girl around their arm, and you never met the same girl twice.

Still, you felt stupid as you watched Bella finishing putting their shoes on, ruffling your hair with their stupid, irresistible smile as they closed the door behind them.

You couldn’t get out more than a half-hearted ‘bye’ as you heard your front door open and close, and you were alone again.

You flipped your head on your pillows, and you could smell remnants of Bella’s cologne on your sheets.

Part of you wanted to break off your friends-with-benefits agreement, but that was truly the only alone time you spent with her nowadays. You used to hang out all the time, whether it was getting lunch or catching a movie together—but now you only hung out in groups, unless they were tangled within your bedsheets.

It killed you to know that you were nothing more to Bella than a friend, and it killed you even more to know that Bella wasn’t looking for anything serious.

Of course she wasn’t. With their constant traveling for interviews and filming, they simply had no time for a girlfriend. You were lucky enough that they had moved their schedule around a couple times for you—but you assumed they did that for others, too.

Plus, Bella was going on a date. They said it themself, lunch with a ‘friend’. It frustrated you to know that they were probably putting an arm around a random girl, making her laugh and paying for her. You felt stupid for wishing it was you.

An impulsive idea struck your mind, and before you could rationalize it, you were grabbing your phone, clicking on Bella’s contact.

‘We need to talk.’ You typed out on the phone, before pressing send.

You were about to power your phone off, too scared for their reply, before a text popped up on their screen.

They already replied.

‘Sure. Tonight?’ The text read.

Through slightly shaky hands, you sent back a thumbs up emoji.

Tonight would either make or break your friendship.

By the time night fall came, you were anxiously pacing around your living room, with no idea what you were going to say to Bella.

‘Hey Bella, I think I’m in love with you,’ or ‘I think you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever laid eyes on and I’d really like for you to be mine,’ didn’t exactly seen the right way to go.

Maybe you’d just stop the friends with benefits as a whole, and move on.

Yeah, that seemed like your best idea yet.

A knock at your door made you jump, your palms suddenly growing sweaty as you looked through your peephole.

Bella stood behind the door, fiddling with their rings as they chewed on their bottom lip. They looked nervous, almost as nervous as you.

You opened the door after taking a few deep breaths, coming face to face with Bella. Your heart began to hammer in your chest.

“Hey,” she said breathily.

“Hey,” you replied, ushering Bella inside.

Bella sat on your couch, as you stood in front of them.

“I don’t think we should continue our little…arrangement,” you spat out suddenly.

Bella raised an eyebrow.

“Okay, if that’s what you want.”

You bit down on your lip. You guessed this really meant less to Bella than you thought. Was she not going to fight for you? For the both of you?

“What?” You said.

“If you’re not comfortable with it anymore, I’m not gonna make you do something you don’t want to do,” Bella said, sounding nonchalant.

You wanted to scream.

Silence broke out within your living room. Bella glanced at you, awaiting your reply. You didn’t know what to say.

“Do you not care or something?” Were the words that followed your bewildered expression.

“Of course I care.” Bella replied.

“Then why aren’t you fighting to keep this?” You said, your voice raising. Your heart was pounding inside of your chest, this was not going the way you wanted it to.

“I mean…it’s a friends with benefits arrangement—I didn’t realize it meant that much to you…” Bella rubbed a hand at their temples.

“Just forget it, Bella,” you sighed out.

“I don’t know what you want me to say, you’ve been acting so weird lately—”

“Yeah, because I like you!” You shouted, standing up, “you keep ignoring me! You stopped hanging out with me—we only hang out in groups. It’s like I don’t even matter to you anymore!”

Oh my God. You did not just say that.

You clasped a hand over your mouth, eyes wide as you waited for Bella to say something…anything.

“You…like me?” Bella said a few seconds later, chewing at their lips.

“Can you blame me? You’re gorgeous, Bella. But please, I know you don’t feel the same way and I don’t want to lose you as a friend…”

“I need to process this,” Bella spoke, cutting you off.

You shut up abruptly, pressing your lips together as you nodded.

“Yeah, okay.”

And just like this morning, you watched Bella leave, unable to say anything to make them stay.

***

You had moped around the entire rest of the night. You tried to soothe yourself by dressing in your favorite pajamas—fuzzy duck bottoms and a ratty old tank top.

You had been halfway through a pint of your favorite ice cream, watching reruns of Friends on your couch, when you heard a knock at the door.

What the hell?

You couldn’t lie, you were a bit skeptical of opening the door, because who would be there at 2 in the morning?

Maybe it was your exhaustion, but you hadn’t even bothered to look through the peephole as you swung the door open.

Bella stood on the other end of the door, words immediately tumbling off their tongue.

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t’ve have left,” Bella panted out, “I didn’t leave because I don’t like you. It’s quite the opposite, actually.”

“I didn’t stop hanging out with you because I hate you. I stopped hanging out with you because I didn’t trust myself to not kiss you. I didn’t trust myself to not tell you how I felt, because I thought you’d laugh in my face.”

You blinked, as Bella’s words settled in.

“And I tried to tell myself that I’d get over you—but that was two months ago…and if anything I like you even more than I ever have. But you’re not mine…as much as I want you to be.”

Bella swallowed, running a hand through their unruly hair. You blinked.

“As much as you want me to be?” You repeated in a small voice.

Bella sighed, running a hand down their face.

“Well, yeah,” Bella said, their voice coming out nervous.

“Wait, what?” You asked incredulously, “did you just…confess your feelings for me?”

Bella scratched at their neck, their face going red hot. You noticed the way they began to stutter over their words.

“Um…yes? I assume you feel the same way based on this afternoon…but if you want me to go, I’ll go.”

You shook your head.

“Don’t go.” You pleaded.

“Okay.” Bella agreed after a moment, taking a step towards you.

You weren’t sure what possessed you to do so, but you felt yourself being your face closer to Bella’s closing the gap between your lips.

For a moment, you were afraid you made a mistake. Just as you were about to pull away, Bella kissed you back.

It wasn’t like all the other times you’d kissed. This kiss was full of passion, full of emotion, full of…love.

You pulled away after a moment to get some air, and you rested your forehead against Bella’s.

“God, you have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to do that.”

You chuckled sheepishly, scratching at your neck while Bella grinned.

“Good thing we’ll be doing it a lot more often,” Bella spoke as you led them inside.

And for once, Bella came in not just as a friend. But as a lover.

[wintersoldierslover]

my fic recs masterlist

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Bucky Barnes:

all bucky barnes

headcanon  -  blurb  -  one-shot  -  series

dbf!bucky  -  brothers bff  -  bff’s brother

neighbour  -  housewife reader

lumberjack  -  firefighter  -  bodyguard

priest bucky  -  college

football player  -  hockey player  -  boxer

professor  -  teacher  -  librarian/bookshop

coffee shop  -  soulmate  -  royal

other AUs  -  taboo

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Stranger Things characters:

all eddie munson - all steve harrington

eddie and steve (x reader)

billy hargrove - jason carver - mike wheeler

dmitri enzo antonov - jim hopper

robin buckley - nancy wheeler

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Outer Banks Characters:

all Rafe Cameron

all JJ Maybank

Rafe Cameron and JJ Maybank (x reader)

Pope Heyward - Topper Thorton

John B. - Sarah Cameron

Kiara Carrera

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Marvel characters:

Wanda Maximoff  -   Kate Bishop

Natasha Romanoff  -  Yelena Belova

Peter Parker  -  Pietro Maximoff

Steve Rogers  -  Stephen Strange

Frank Castle  -  Matt Murdock 

Moon knight  -  Steven Grant

Joaqín Torres - Clint Barton

Loki Laufeyson - Druig

Eddie Brock - Miles Morales

Miguel O’hara - Hobie Brown

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Harry Potter characters:

Sirius Black - Remus Lupin 

James Potter - Poly!Marauders

Lily potter -  Cedric Diggory

George Weasley - Fred Weasley

Severus Snape - Tom Riddle

Draco Malfoy

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Avatar (James Cameron) charachters:

neteyam - aonung - lo’ak

rotxo - kiri - spider

jake sully - neytiri - tsu’tey

tonowari - ronal - colonel quaritch

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Top Gun chracters:

Fanboy  -  Hangman  -  Rooster - Bob

Iceman

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Wednesday characters:

Xavier Thorpe - Ajax Petropolus

Wednesday Addams - Divina

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Bridgerton characters:

Anthony Bridgerton -  Benedict Bridgerton

Colin Bridgerton

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Criminal Minds characters:

Spencer Reid  -  Aaron Hotchner

Derek Morgan

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The Last of Us characters:

Joel Miller - Ellie Williams

Abby Anderson

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The Devil All The Time characters:

Tommy Matson - Lee Bodecker

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Uncharted characters:

Nate Drake - Sam Drake

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Euphoria characters:

Elliot (Euphoria) - Fezco

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On My Block characters:

Mario Martinez - Oscar Diaz

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Modern Family characters:

Luke Dunphy - Alex Dunphy

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Ted Lasso:

Roy Kent - Jamie Tartt

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NHL players:

Matthew Ktachuk - Trevor Zegras

Nolan Patrick - Tyler Seguin

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Actors:

Sebastian Stan - Joseph Quinn

Jamie Campbell Bower - Danny Ramirez

Drew Starkey - Rudy Pankow

Ben Hardy - Bella Ramsey

Jenna Ortega

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Miscellaneous characters:

Eli ‘Hawk’ Moskowitz  -   Marcus Baker

Rodrick Heffley -  Hunter Sylvester

Lloyd Hansen - Ari Levinson

Nick Fowler -  Tangerine

Rhett Abbott - Hayden ‘Harvard Hottie’

Colin (Not Okay) -   Min Ho (Xo, Kitty)

Ash (No Exit) -  James Maguire (Derby Girls)

Jake Peralta - Nick Miller  - Brian O’conner

Anakin Skywalker - Bruno Madrigal

Tadashi Hamada - Kakashi Hatake

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Miscellaneous real people:

Billie Eilish - AEW Hook

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*Updated whenever there’s a new character <3

[xhollandlilsx]

Bad News - Bella Ramsey x Footballer!reader

Warnings: Fluff?

Bella and I weren’t very public with our relationship. We did post a few photos here and there, nothing really PDA, more just funny photos of eachother.

So it wasn’t our favourite thing when fans would take photos and post them when we’re on dates or are showing PDA. That’s why we’re both sat in bed together as we stared at the news article on my phone, her head rested on my shoulder as we both confusedly frowned at the phone.

There was a photo of the two of us outside a venue in which we’re both laughing in each others arms in one, and the next we’re kissing. Though the photos weren’t what bothered us the most, it was the article. ‘Y/N Y/L/N and mystery girl’.

“Mystery girl?” I laughed slightly, looking at them to which they shrugged letting out a small laugh too before both of us looked back at the phone, and I clicked on a video.

‘Footballer Y/N Y/L/N, and actor Bella Ramsey may have called it a day on their relationship, as new photos surfaced of Y/L/N with a mystery girl outside of Huster Lounge in London on Saturday’

We both tried to hold back our laughter as the woman spoke, Bella’s fingers tracing shapes on my thigh, as I leaned my head on theirs.

‘The photos come just days after Ramsey posted this photo to their story,’

The photo popped up of Bella sat next to Pedro in an interview chair from her perspective.

‘Showing they are clearly over in the United States. We know Ramsey and Y/L/N weren’t the most public of couples and haven’t posted eachother in a while, but this might be the proof we need that the pair are no longer together. I’m Jess Thomas and this is-‘

I clicked off the video and we both let out a laugh.

“They do realise planes exist right?” I laughed, the photos of Bella and I weren’t clear and it was only the back of their hair, but I would’ve thought people could still tell if was them.

“I know. God, you wanna check instagram?” They offered holding their phone up.

“Go for it” I shrugged with a groan and rubbing my face.

They opened their phone and started scrolling through Instagram, some fans offering their condolences like I was dead, and some angry at me. Though that was only 10% of fans. The rest knew it was Bella in that photo, some of them calling out the news sources, and some of them arguing with the people who thought different.

I shook my head before taking their phone and throwing it on the rug on the floor, before leaning on my side on my elbow, my palm under my temple.

“Okay that’s enough of that” I rolled my eyes and rested my hand on their stomach in the opening where their night shirt had risen.

“You think we should tell them?” They asked tucking a piece of hair behind my ear, that had fallen out of the ponytail I had in.

“Not yet, let’s let them sweat a bit” I shrugged with a smirk.

“You think fans will ask you at the game tomorrow?”

“Oh definitely. But with it being against City, I don’t think they’ll be too focused on me” I laughed slightly. I had played football since I was able to walk which lead to being scouted at age 10, to being the youngest player to play for the Lionesses senior squad ever.

Bella and I met while I was in LA celebrating the Euros win, fans started to speculate when they began posting at games on instagram, and I began posting photos of behind the scenes.

“Good. And I’ll be there, front and centre, wearing this…” They grinned before jumping out of the bed, leaving me still lay on my side as they ran over to their side of my wardrobe which I don’t touch and took out a pink United shirt with my name on the back, and replacing the one they were currently wearing.

“Oh my god” I laughed covering my face, purely out of joy, the best feeling when you’re a footballer is having your significant other stood there wearing your name and cheering. It drowns out all of the fans put together.

“You like it?” They asked giving a twirl and showing me the Y/L/N and number 11 on the back.

I just nodded looking at them between the gaps in my fingers.

“I said do you like it?” They laughed climbing onto the bed and onto my lap, moving my hands from my face and pinning them either side of my head.

“I love it” I grinned finally making defeated eye contact with them.

“I love you” They smiled leaning down to place a quick kiss on my lips.

“I love you too, ‘Mystery Girl’”

“Oh ‘mystery girl’?”

“Oh my bad, you’re now my ‘ex girl’” I grinned.

“Wow!” They nodded with raised eyebrows.

“Yeah, might have to give this shirt to the girl I was with” I smirked, to which she grabbed the pillow from her side of the bed and hit me with it, before I laughed and flipped us over.