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#please don't judge me (too much)
tapakah0 · 1 year
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I CAN'T ONE HOUR PASSED AND I REALLY AM STARING AND DOING NOING Does anyone have happy reunite songs???? Or maybe just some short edits with sound like "I'm back"??? I feel like I'll need them today (Because I don't ajhjha[pd I don't have reunite songs do they even exist??)
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edderfly · 2 months
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Edd
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Edd
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alchimistetyche · 5 months
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Low effort Hatsune Miku drawing featuring a special guest. I can't be bothered to put much more effort into this lol.
Thank you to two fellow fools for the inspiration (@silliestofbilliest and @serious-little-guy)
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rosecoloredtease · 5 months
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just a little sneak peak bts shoots for later this month ▪️◼️◾⬛
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ad-1812 · 2 years
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It's their episode. We're just playing in it
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miiblr · 4 months
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You guys should friend me on here (I've had this switch for awhile)
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SW-7243-5432-3142
YAY ^ let me know if you friend me ya
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isaarne · 1 year
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What if... What if... I read another book? What if... I entered another fandom?
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mel-loly · 1 year
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-Plush of Mario✨
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stellacadente · 2 months
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i realized how much it scares me that my mind will convince itself of even the ugliest things if i start thinking them often enough and it's... yeah. like i had a good session with my psychiatric rehabilitation therapist i think it was very useful but then at the end i got hit by this feeling of fear... like i'm so scared of myself and how low i can get
#like i convinced myself the only way to deal with my pain and my problems was to attempt suicide so people would know i was suffering#bc i wasn't able to tell them#and i really really for real believed it and i did exactly that and it's very scary to think my mind can get so twisted and believe these#distorted versions of reality or twisted ways to get what i need or all the negative things i think of myself#and like i guess this is just part of working on getting rid of these beliefs. that i'm realising just how deep in them i am and that it#scares me#but it's not a nice feeling. i'm really trying not to judge myself for it that's not useful. i'm still learning how to not judge myself#for every little thing but god it's hard i'm so used to thinking i'm too much or not enough or too emotional or too stupid or inadequate et#just every bad thing under the sun#but even trying my hardest to mantain like a non judgmental view of this issue... the fear is the hardest part rn#it's just... i don't even know who i am? and that's also something we're gonna work on and started to a little#but i don't know who i am and so i just believe abt myself whatever the situation leads me to believe. whatever my bpd leads me to believe#whatever others lead me to believe#and the last one especially is perhaps my biggest issue. i don't know myself and i don't like what “myself” currently is and i live for#other people i live to please others i do things so others will like me or at least not dislike me so i can hate myself less#and really that's no way to live. and this is something this therapist is making me realize and understand#but it's just seriously so.... scary all of this all of this realizing i'm just an empty vessel that i fill up depending on the person i'm#interacting with and that i am.. nothing. like not nothing but like nico is not a formed person. i have molded myself to other ppl's tastes#and needs and if i try to look beyond that there's just this void or at least this question mark#i don't think i have like no personality? but well i do have a personality disorder so that's fucked me up! and it's! aaaa!!#if i think about the things i have convinced myself of by sheer repeating thek to myself all the time in my dark moments...idk#and like it was manageable when the dark moments had reduced and i was relatively okay. but as soon as i got bad again... oh#it started being a constant bombardment of negative talk to myself abt myself and a constant telling myself#well pretty much that there is no worth to be found inside myself. so unless this pain somehow goes away by itself i'll kill myself#that was basically my train of thought every day multiple times a day for months and months#that is scary!!!!!!!! that is so!!!! i'm so#sorry this is a mess. i'm trying not to cry bc i'm at my parents' house and my father's around but. yeah. just lots of feelings#and again it's probably normal i mean talking about these things is good! but feelings are bound to arise and some are hard to deal with#suicide tw#sorry i forgot the tw in my being upset in the moment
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spidybaby · 5 months
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Last week was so tiring for me, I got bad news and was out of my house early in the morning and got back extra late.
Barely got any sleep and was crying out of frustration. Mostly because of the bad news that I was not over yet.
I managed to write something. Writing is my relaxing method. Something it takes more time than usual, and I'm sorry about it.
Life got complicated, and I just want to sit down and write to keep myself sane.
Love you all for your patience, I know it's tiring having to wait and I really appreciate you waiting on me.
Hope you are fine ❤️ and safe
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ghost-in-my-backyard · 11 months
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fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk
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wisheduponastar · 1 year
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Ok, I just wanted to share a random conversation I had with my friend on the beach. It's about seagulls. Which are the rats of the beach. Sea-rats, if you will.
Friend : It's [the seagull] looking at me like it will eat my children
Me : You don't have children
Friend : But if I did... it would eat them
And I'm coming out and saying that statement was fair. Those seagulls were massive and horrifying
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whysamwhy123 · 1 year
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Also, this: E.T, but like...with wrestling...
Please explain! It sounds delightfully different.
*nervous laughter* It sure is...different. This is one of those ideas that I truly do not believe would appeal to anyone other than me. I'll most likely never write this or post it for various reasons, but I'll give a summary and throw together a little snippet from a random scene. Basically, on the way home from an indie show, Jim sees a woman, Kris, fall from the sky and land in a dumpster (because wacky meetcute!). Turns out, she's a straight-up alien who ran away from home and accidentally ended up on Earth! So Jim helps her acclimatise to life on this strange new planet and through him, she discovers pro wrestling, falls in love with it and decides she's gonna be a wrestler too! And then whoops, there ends up being a love triangle, with Jim being torn between his longstanding feelings for Dustin and his newer feelings, falling hard for Kris, god why am I like this this is terrible I should never be allowed to write anything
''So...let me get this straight,'' Dustin said, pinching the bridge of his nose in exasperation. ''You met a girl after the show, brought her home...and then proceeded to give her your bed while you slept on our couch? Jim, buddy, I think you missed out on some crucial steps here...''
''Maybe this is his kink?'' Greg suggested helpfully.
Jim threw his hands up. ''No, I told you, it's not like that!''
''Then what is it like?'' Dustin asked.
Jim ummed and erred for a few seconds. How was he supposed to explain this to them? He barely understood what was going on himself!
''She...she says she's not from around here, exactly.''
''You mean Philly?''
Jim gave a long sigh. ''Yes. She is definitely not from Philly...''
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noah-kuttler · 3 months
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"i'm extremely normal", she says, as she makes a fanmix for a character in a game that was left for dead some ten years ago :-)
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ignaciwhore · 8 months
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gay ghost confirmed
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meltedhorror · 1 year
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Fun fact, I'm not normally scared of clowns but meeting one always puts the fear of god in me
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