#plus. my blood pressure has been uh. consistently concerning lately
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I couldn't sleep but I have Shit To Do Today that I can't risk missing so I am mainlining caffeine. it's 10:30am and my chest is full of hummingbirds. This is maybe fine
#at least i have a doc appt today lol#I haven't been in. uh. a very long time#i am extremely healthcare avoidant#but I Need to quit smoking and for years I've failed on my own. so im gonna ask for help with that#plus. my blood pressure has been uh. consistently concerning lately#so i need to start monitoring that closely (and will be helped most by quitting smoking)#and it's my wife's doctor whom she loves#so unlikely to get the standard Just Diet About It and Come Back Next Year “advice”#:) ANYWAYS i am going to crash Hard at around 5pm#but i gotta make it until then and it's gonna be hard :c#i dont even remember what time i woke up yesterday so im just. freeballin it ig#rambles#personal
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