#probably just emptiness
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Lately i have been feeling like half a human? hollow? soulless? Like i changed and lost some fendamental parts of how i used to be? I feel lacking in a sense, i feel so lacking to the point that it started to feel like not just an identity issue but an issue that is making me feel like i lack things to be a full human being like i used to be and feel, let alone be myself.
#i dont know what the actual fuck is this#probably just emptiness#but it feels weird#i hate it#dissociation??#bpd stuff#mental illness#identity issues#chronic emptiness#and i am scared it wont go away#i wish it goes away soon#dpdr
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#fanart#yugioh#seto kaiba#i feel like i have so much to say about this drawing but my brain is empty after posting it on twitter and IG..#i based this on a stock photo of some blonde kid challenging an evil version of himself to a game of chess#also i feel like i could definitely come back to fine tune the rendering in some parts#and i'm not sure if i'm entirely convinced by the palette of the final piece..#i got impatient like i normally do and just wanted to post xD#i will probably revisit this in the future for colour adjustment and rendering touch ups
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Yearning from the nothing dimension [rambling in tags ^^]
#i really couldn't make a version with a bunch of eyes that i was happy with on the bottom part#and then i realized thats fine and not everthing is going to look cool and awsome all the time. kinda emphasizes the space though.#anywho do you ever think about how lonely it must be in the tree or dark side of the moon. like all you can do is watch and wait#imagine falling in love with someone you can only see glimpses of#someone who you just found your mind wandering closer and closer to untill you realize just how happy they make you and how they make#the vast emptiness of a prison feel because your so far from someone whom doesn't even know you exist#Anyway!! had some thoughts about sm I'll probably draw more laterrrrr bc I just cant draw today ^“^#cookie run kingdom x reader#shadow milk x reader#shadow milk cookie x reader#i hope my rambling made sence to someone. im not very good at articulating myself
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It's just guys night talk! Don't worry about it!
(Read Tiger Tiger and shake this man awake so he can finish that thought!)
#tiger tiger#remy bonnaire#jamis arlesi#Comics I meant to post a week ago but I have been...extraordinarily sleepy.#Remy is the ultimate yearner and he is about to explode...these last few updates have had the Tigers discord in a vice grip.#We all knew he was going to say something that would devestate Remy.#But this??? This near confession? “I wish you would look at me like that?”#If I was Remy...well yeah I probably would also just lay in bed. Awake. Pondering and internally exploding.#But ough...the agony...his heart had settled on loving this man from afar and now...now he wonders. If it doesn't have to be so.#The boys are fighting (internally and with themselves).#If you haven't red Tigers yet but are reading this: What else must I do to convince you? Draw more men's tits?#God! If I must [I shake my head at an empty audience] I can't believe I'm being forced to do this!
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thinking about how they said grover was affected the most out of everyone bc he was alone and how nico and bianca stayed for 70 years inside that hotel and didn't forget each other bc they were always within reach and how that little detail makes their story even more devastating bc they got through it together and the moment they got out they get separated and then bianca never comes back
#they had their memories erased as well but didn’t forget they were siblings#and inside that hotel they could've easily wandered off but they didn’t#u have little nico yelling for her in the bg of this episode and being so excited and they were probably having fun together!!!!#no thoughts head empty just the di angelo siblings#bianca di angelo#nico di angelo#di angelo siblings#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#pjo tv
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Gotta be brave
Bug Fact: Rest and sleep is necessary for many species of arthropods. The more sleep a bug gets, the more likely it is to live longer.
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#Hornet! Don't harp on the poor boy.#Dewi is still afraid of the dark. He just doesn't like to tell the bugs this#Also hearing a human scream in a cave you THOUGHT was empty is probably the scariest thing ever#Had this page almost done for a while but shading and motivation is HARD!#Dewi's Adventures in Hollow Knight#Dewi's Adventures in Hollow Knight V2#hollow knight humans#my art#comic#hollow knight au#Lilybug Comics#art#Hollow Knight#hk fanart#hollow knight comic#hollow knight art#hk art#hk au#sam#zote the mighty
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ghost
#this caption is actually a reference to Ghost (1990 film) wherein that lady makes pottery with that ghost dude and then (IM JOKING)#(... OR AM I?) (i probably am) anyway this is me finally executing on those poses i doodled out on paper a while back#. this has no subtext. none subtext left orange. i promise. dont even worry about it. im just drawing shapes its ok#lucabyteart#sifloop#artistic nudity#cw nudity#cw eyestrain#<- look at me being nice and polite. anyway im only gonna vaguely maintag for ppls blacklisting reasons#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#this is for the sifloop tag followers. hello freaks. whats up#if you remember the original doodle (which im PRETTY sure i posted. its also in that free sketchbook pdf i put out) thats why this is Orang#my orange. wait fuck god damnit . sure maybe this is also a reference to the poem room. sure. im deciding this right now#bangs gavel. this is about the orange poem now. and isnt just a random fucked up visual i latched onto it was meaningful the whole time#peel an orange open. what the hell man. could you do this with the bathroom door Locked at least. christ#but for real i drew this once again in brain turned off mode. as in i got to the colouring phase and went 'fuuuuck' because i hadnt thought#that far ahead at ALL. just no thoughts head empty canvas full of weird bullshit. anyway i think it looks baller as hell
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[ID in alt]
Guess that makes me Evil
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I could not stop thinking about how Vex is probably dead in DR, that shit makes me so unwell
Also, version without the lyrics below, bc I like both:
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#LIKE HE'S MOST LIKELY DEAD. given the realm time-difference at least#unless you like the time travel theory but#even that aside he was banished to the icy wastes#he could've died from that just as easily as time#zane is never going to get his lick back and he has to reconcile with that#hhghghghdkghdkhgkdkgjdfdkfld#im normal. promis#the song's "hop-skip-jumpin- part was very much what inspired this piece for (probably) obvious reasons#it just tickled the brain#foxgloves were not part of the plan at first but the top half felt empty and i wanted to have something for the roots to be coming from#so flower meanings; of course; is where i go first#foxgloves just fit.#esp white ones#anyway i had fun doing this :D took like seven hours but jdkfjdkfjdkjfd thats fine#sunn art#dont repost#lego ninjago#zane julien#vex#fanart#artists on tumblr
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I love you insane, slightly obscure Wizard Of Oz lore. Everyone say thank you Frank Baum for inventing aromantic people and also the power of friendship and also insane body horror
#Found a beautiful fic where hes aro and has the worst inhumanity dysphoria in the world 💖#The fic isnt whats pictured here its just what got me back into woz lately and thinking about tin man#(the fic is called Alexithymia btw give it some love its really good)#ANYWAY I like Tin man#I need him to shake and retch and find no relief because he has no stomach to empty and for that to only make him spiral further#I havent actually gotten to the part in Tin Woodman Of Oz where he finds Nimmie but this is how I hope it happens#Maybe one day Ill make an actual chopfyt design I think itd be fun but Id probably have to make a Fyter design first and I dont feel like i#wizard of oz#oz series#oz books#tin woodman#nick chopper#nimmie amee#chopfyt#art#digital art#fanart#Munchkins like putting flowers on everything but Nimmie doesnt get to be as fashionable cause shes a servant#I actually took some inspo from Boqs servant uniform. Just a little. Mostly just the making her gray
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A lot of the time when people say a character is a golden retriever I’m like “that breed does not mean what you think it means” but you know what? Charles is a golden retriever
He’s affectionate and friendly and energetic and smiles all of the time always, you kick him and he’ll still smile and run right back to you after
But also Goldens are typically ranked as the fourth most intelligent dog breed, after only Border Collies, Poodles, and German Shepherds, but everyone always reaches for them as a metaphor for “no thoughts head empty just fluff and love”
And that’s Charles too. He announces Edwin as the brains and keeps his smile on and bounces around and is so casually sweet everyone figures he must be running on vibes alone and actually when they’re back in the office he’s the one doing the more visibly nerdy magic, the stuff you’d normally assign to your autistic-coded Q-archetype basement-recluse wizard, he’s creating complex enchanted items and writing runes and mentally managing hundreds to thousands of items in his bag. And he’s just as much a detective as Edwin is.
He just also grins and jumps and projects friendliness like his life depends on it, and people assume.
#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#mine#disclaimer that the commonly spread around intelligence ranking is sourced from a guy#who has… limited credibility. and is also largely based on obedience intelligence (and doesn’t that say some interesting things#about Charles)#which ranks down more independent but extremely intelligent breeds like corgis#(who also suffer from the same ‘assumed dim bc they’re friendly’ thing as goldens)#and also of course breeds are not homogeneous and ranking intelligence is inherently flawed#even in individuals#BUT the fact remains that goldens are in general very clever and very underestimated#probably a whole character study to be had in the fact that people as a rule don't like it when they think you're smarter than them#don't like *you*#and Charles knows that. very well#so he not only lets people think he's head-empty he actively encourages them to#no no Edwin's the brains. I'm just his sweet innocent naive (guard) dog#because he's not no-thoughts-just-vibes. but people like him better when they think he is
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there's something about garrus and shepard admitting to each other that the worst thing about the end of the world would've been facing it apart. they've been to hell and back, they know there's nothing they can't do together. in the first conversation back on the normandy, garrus says "if this ends with us dying in a giant explosion taking out a reaper, remember that i took the killshot." even if they die, it's obviously going to be together. where else would either of them be?
he tells her he always knew he'd see the normandy again. his faith never wavers. if anyone can do this it's her. and he's got her back. no matter what. no shepard without vakarian, all the way back to earth, all the way through london. and then at the last possible moment, they get separated and have to face the end of the war alone. stranded lightyears apart, no way to know if the other survived.
but they both do and after a lot of recovery and probably some therapy they retire somewhere warm and tropical where they can enjoy their lives together in peace :)
#mass effect#shakarian#female shepard#garrus vakarian#oc: alexa shepard#otp: it'd be an awfully empty galaxy without you#the citadel date gets me every time. i always notice another thing that just emotionally devastates me lol. the WORST part??? oh garrus...#someday i will write my post me3 reunion fic. not now probably. but someday.
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this is the vibe im getting from em
#inazuma eleven#fubuki shirou#afuro terumi#aphrodi#afufubu#maeart#hoping i draw more since design finals r over 🙏 i still have some exams but theyre just like#exams i can do those in a day i can study for those in a night in a jeep ride to school even#idk what this means man i just think theyre cute#no thoughts head empty doodle just rotating them in the brain#the most thought i put into this is probably to make the outfits alike thier casuals in canon#in which the only one i could find of fubuki in the wiki was#him in an ugly ass lime t shirt only no layers?? fubuki??
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autismffini who's got that echolalia, but because they're an affini even their verbal stims have devastating hypnotic potential. she's hanging out with all the doll florts and they're just stood there going "wawa!" "awawawa!" "ababababa!" at each other. she decides to join in, but when she does it, because of the way affini talk it's suddenly like everyone is in this echo chamber with ten different voices saying "wawa" at slightly or entirely different pitches, tones, and maybe even lengths
the repetitive and slightly rhythmic nature of the wawa'ing in particular has a way of getting stuck inside of one's head, regardless of how goofy it is, and the affini in question is somewhat perplexed when all the dolls start going glassy-eyed and their own wawas gradually slow down and become more and more slurred as she keeps going
#hdg#human domestication guide#affini#hdg shitposting#floretposting#empty spaces#dollposting#me and my floret spend 8 hours a day in vc and probably at least 4 of those are spent just going “wawa... wawawawa... awawa”#she does this thing where she sometimes stretches the wawa out to be like a horror movie sound#and it's actually bizarrely hypnotic#“Waaawaa... Waaaaaaawaaaa... Waaaaaawaaaaa...” it's WEIRD i tell you but it does hit
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thank you for a great art fight! here's some of my final attacks. had a blast, already missing it - see you next year!
#my art#art fight#artfight#artfight2024#anthro#monster#furry#genuinely already missing it i always feel a bit empty for the first few days after art fight ends#it takes up SO much of my free time in july nowadays like july is just the art fight month. to me#hoping to fill the void by doing something that's been eating away at me for years at this point#which is to start taking some of my oc projects more seriously.....and start developing them into something...#i know i can (probably) never make money off my ocs but i think i will start eating my hands off if i don't try to tell their stories#all fun and games but also it's like an obsession 2 me i love my characters....i love them...#and unfortunately i most love my least marketable characters#but whatever i'm sure there will be a couple people who care#feel like i'm at a crossroads and i'm picking the least desirable path but also there's some release in that....#i need to follow that advice that's like make art for yourself and five other likeminded freaks#anyway i'm rambling.....again....it's what i do in the tags
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Supernatural September - Day 2 | Identity
#spnsept24#destiel#Destiel art#dean Winchester#castiel#spnfanart#wiggleart#this is part of a scene I’ve had in my head for years but never wrote#the scene was post empty rescue and cas had to make a choice about going fully human or angel#and in the scene cas makes the comment to Dean ‘you’d probably hate if it I chose Angel’ or something#not exactly those words but whatever. that prompts Dean to say what I just drew up there#that he loves Cas and Cas is Cas whether he’s human or an angel#and it was all inspired by comments I used to see of people arguing for Angel endgame cas saying he’s always been an angel that’s who he is#that’s his identity etc etc and this show in part is about shedding those predestined roles#and so that argument always bothered me#I’m a human endgame person but I don’t mind angel endgame in some cases but#when the whole argument is that being an angel is who cas is I’m like maaaaaaan shh#wkeljflskdjfkldjvd
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The Assistant Manager [prints here]
[Done in procreate. Total time: 42 hours 12 min]
#piratedllama art#art#procreate#realism#animals in weird places#surrealism#dark art#liminal space#liminal horror#horror#horror art#flamingo#bird#empty store#abandoned#liminal art#kenopsic horror#background ref is a photo i took of an empty store next to my house#title is an ode to the job i just lost </3#being unemployed is a lot like being a lone flamingo in an empty sofa store#probably#surreal art#creepy art#bird art
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