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🖤STARKER MAFIA AU FIC REC POST🖤

Hiii @livingtobethevillain !! First of all, thank you soooo much for your kind words about This Is Family Business, it means so much to me and I'm literally crying happy tears rn😭🥹💜

I have a feeling that you might read more Mafia AU fics than I did, but I decided to make this post and share what I know!!

�� @snowstark Masterlist has so many gems, and I think these fics were the first starker ones that I fell in love with. Especially (Mafia AUs): Lie To Me Once written with @vaguekiwi and Masterpiece written with @authoressofdarkness They both are in the masterlist with more amazing stuff.

🖤 @professional-benaddict has this Masterlist, which includes Mafia AUs!! Also, Rafni loves this trope, and maybe can give more recs too??👀

🖤 @starkerkitty has the fic Primed for Mercy written with @khalixascorner , which, I quote @starkerkitty , is "verrrrryyyyy smutty and features a bad Aunt May" ©️

🖤 And finally, the fic A Hole In The Head by @cagestark It's not finished, but it's.....amazing. Sort of my Roman Empire that I kept rereading and rereading and rereading, especially some chapters.👀 Like, writing this post made me want to read some of them again🤣

If anyone wants to add some awesome Mafia AU recommendations, please share in the comments to this post, it will be amazing!!!

Let mafia take over the starker world (as if it hasn't already duuuh).

[snowstark]

i loooooove the dragon with the sexy voice hehehehe - 🐇

HSJSKS SMAUG aka mister benadryl cucumber patch 🤪✌️

[blushing-starker]

My loves, my dear ones, my sweethearts, mi amores, for the love of all that is holy, I am begging you to reblog my stuff if you enjoy it, please. Out of ten reblogs, two are Rafni and Gracie supporting my stuff and the other right are bee, mabel and or laney continuing a conversation. Please, feed me with reblogs so I may actually be motivated enough to produce, otherwise I'll just wither away while watching gay tiktoks.

[puppypeter]

write down the important things and bring the paper!! you can even give it to the doctor directly as well c:

i did that once with my psychologist, because i knew i wouldnt be able to speak those words without becoming a sobbing mess, so i wrote it down instead and she was super understanding

i hope your appointment goes well and best of luck darling!! i’m rooting for you!!💗💗 - rafni🐇

Thank you baby💖

I have written everything down in a notebook, but maybe I should write it somewhere I can give to her... it’s just talking but I still find it embarrassing af cause it’s gastro stuff ahahah 

just hope she takes me seriously and doesn’t just dismiss it as anxiety/stress or not eating/exercising properly (since the problem was there even with none of the stress and when I was following a proper meal plan and had a pt!!)

[vaguekiwi]

What trope do you like to read vs what trope do you like to write? - des

I read smut a lot more often than I write it (or consider writing it, smut-reading is actually a big part of why I even got back into fandom.)  Same with darkfic/’very controversial’ content; I read a lot of it but the thought of writing it doesn’t entertain me very much. (Okay, there is this super dark smutty zero-plot Spiderio concept in my head. But, I’ve got to be honest, I don’t think I’m ever gonna bother to write the ideas down let alone make a fic out of it. There’re already eight thousand similar things out there anyway.)

More general angst/whump I’m good with reading or writing. I like plot-heavy stuff or adventure/romance/slow burn in both situations. Umm... i read a decent amount of ageplay now (thanks Rafni 🐇) but am not super intrigued by the idea of writing it. I’m open to reading/writing Modern AUs or TimePeriod AUs or Genre AUs (sci-fi, fantasy, mystery, etc.) pretty evenly.

[blushing-starker]

Thank you , Jae and Charlotte! I love these things!

1. Name/nickname: my actual name is Kiara! Friends call me Sophie! (Cuz I have bad memories with that name and wanted a happy association with found family.)

2. Gender: Female

3. Star sign: Sagittarius! 🎯

4. Height: 5'3 :-(

5. Time: 11:47pm /12:20am now

6. Birthday: Nov, 24

7. Favorite bands: panic at the disco, fall out boy

8. Favorite solo artists: Taylor swift, Conan gray

9. Song stuck in my head: the manda(d)lorian theme and I love you baby, and if it's quite alright, I need you bABYYY

10. Last movie: the man from uncle, no, wait, it was the producers

11. Last show: the mandalorian, watching with the fam now actually!

12. Blog creation: shippinggirl2424 was two years ago, started using it last year, this one was this summer! I can barely believe it!

13. What do I post: reblogs for shippinggirl2424, some original writings in reblogs and in the past, a few rants; og moodboards, drabbles, edits, mainly for starker, some rants and a few reposts in blushing

14. Last thing googled: ksksksks, spotify wrapped but @vanillapeter , it still didn't show me the stuff in the format I've seen around ?

15. Other blogs: @shippinggirl2424

16. Do I get asks: yes! From friends! Please send asks! I live for them, genuinely! It's real fun! Relieves the headaches!

17. Url origin: rafni helped! she suggested it when I said my fave color is red and I wanted some soft starker. I owe it to her!

18. Following: um, 123? Ish?

19. Followers: 245 here! I'm so grateful for every single one of you! Thank you!

20. Average hours of sleep: ...ah hem...

21. Lucky # : 8

22. Instruments: none, actually! I can sing a bit, though.

23. What I'm wearing: short gray sleep shirt, pink pj shorts

24. Dream job: accomplished, economically stable writer

25. Dream trip: one way ticket to universal orlando, id happily live in that park with the old 1950s facade and the lakes and the birds and the food and the rides and the colors and the lights and the laughter and the

26. Favorite food: mac n cheese with breadcrumbs and sauce

27. Nationality: I'm Caribbean, would rather not specify where

28. Favorite song: um, right now? Gravity falls theme song

29. Last book read: um, um, jesus, the golden compass? Or like, the devil all the time which is a thousand times better than his first book, like, don't even bother with his first book, I felt horrified and hurt

30. Top three fictional worlds I'd live in: mcu, Hogwarts, the world from either the golden compass or the secret of moonacre valley (I love that movie! It's amazing! Go watch it! It's a book too! Still haven't read it tho! Might soon.!)

Thanks again, guys, I really enjoyed doing this!

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[professional-benaddict]

Hihi Rafni!! Cookie anon here 🍪❤️

I'm a university student and I'm friends with the librarians and they have a small room with fairy lights and leaves and stuff where you can chill out and I was thinking of college student! Peter stressing out and librarian intern! Tony showing him the room and they sit there together 😖💖

aHhh hiii lovely!! It’s been so long🥺🥺💗💗 Im so happy you dropped by with an update!! I hope you are doing well at uni and managing these new times all right🌸🌸

As for Peter and Tony, that sounds so precious ahhh😭😭 Tony’s a genius so the library is perfect for him because he can memorise the books and where they belong. Plus, he can often tinker with his programming on his computer when there’s nothing to do🫣💗 He and Peter would click so well, but not in the chatty way. There’s something in the air between them and only now do they understand what «comfortable silence» means. This is it😌😌✨✨

[professional-benaddict]

battling with mental illness so tough rafni, want to be little but there are just some icky stuff that pulls me out of my headspace/regression :( (neurodivergent things i guess 😓) -🪐

babe i’m sorry for being late to this!!🥺🥺 do you know what exactly is pulling you out of headspace? is it negative thoughts about regressing or smth else?

i guess my best advice is to relax!!🥺🥺💗💗 regressing and being in your headspace is okay and nothing to be ashamed of. it’s just you in your little room and you’re not harming anyone else. and if you’re getting distracted by your «adult» responsibilities or worries, i’d say my best advice is to tell yourself to worry about it later. you need and deserve time to relax, and worrying is very rarely productive. you can save it for later (and then you most likely won’t remember it🤪)💗💗💗

[professional-benaddict]

RAFNI BUNNY, HAI HRUUU :3 I HAVENT ASKED THAT IN ABWHILE ANDBI CANNOT WAIT TI HEAR FIME U SRRY AM THIS EXCITED BCS I MISS YOU ALREADYYYYYY -🪐

HIIII💗💗 I WENT FROM ZERO WORK TO TWO FULL WEEKS AND BASICALLY ALL FREE TIME IS BOOKED FULL OF SOCIAL STUFF WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY im a lil😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

[professional-benaddict]

tags for me/yall to find my stuff

[professional-benaddict]

Lmao isn’t it amazing how you can never know what one is thinking?

Like now I’m wondering if any of patients have med kinks lmaooo cuz I know I dooo

yEayea id be MORTIFIED if a health professional found out i have a medkink💀💀 bUt luckily my thoughts are my own and i can have my fantasies😌😌

im still riding my dentist appointment high🤤🤤

[professional-benaddict]

quick question! What do you think of suppositories and enemas?

Hello, honey bee!💛 I’ve never tried them myself, but I definitely want to! Am too scared to do it myself tho so I need a mommy/daddy to help me out🥺🥺 (bonus points if the enemas and suppositories are ‘for my own good’ sksk)

[professional-benaddict]

Yo big same on the whole fantasizing about being taken care of shit lol. I don't have a medkink (weird for loving this blog lol, I know), but like? Still a mood. Esp cuz I'm a little, & also physically & mentally disabled in ways where like, I legit do need a caregiver lol. I don't /have one/, which is rude & unfair of the universe, but the point still stands. :P I'm a very sick little baby & I just want to be coddled & looked after. ;-; Idk why I'm sending this besides, like, bonding? ^.^;;

yESyes!!! I don’t have a CG either and that is totally unfair >:c I have anxiety and it often involves like physical aches/nausea/dizziness so I feel sickly often too.

Just imagine laying in a hospital bed with clean sheets and blankets, you’ve got two stuffies under your arm and dozing while you listen to all the white noise in the hospital. Heart monitors, beds being moved, IVs and poles being fixed, doctors and nurses talking and walking...

And then, the sliding door to your room opens. You open your eyes blearily to see a nurse, she’s your favourite. “Hi, sweetheart. How are you doing? Did you like your lunch? Good, I see you ate. Now, I’m just gonna check you over, give you some meds and then the doctor will come later. Is that okay?” It’s all okay. You’re safe and taken care of.

[professional-benaddict]

Wh... what is... what is moomin? -lore anon

Oh my God what is Moomin? Basically everything that is soft, pure and loving in this world and my entire childhood and half of my personality today?

Okay so, the Moomins were created by the Finnish author, and lesbian, Tove Jansson. She started out with books and comics and then these stories were later adapted many times by different broadcasters.

The most famous adaptation is the 90s Japanese animation and this is the one that stole my heart as a little girl and still brings me so much joy. I highly recommend this show because it is seriously so calming and nice. The animation is stunning, the music is breathtaking and the stories are lighthearted and fun🌸🌸

[sydneyshipsstuff]

so uh last night at like 4 am i couldnt sleep, decided to walk my dog, and came up with this bad boy. It’s a rough draft, though. um @professional-benaddict read it and told me to post it, so whatever rafni says goes. 

-Little! Peter with like everyone lmao (platonically), but main pairing is Tony x Peter. everyone is 18+ and Littles are known. but yeah, I call this “uncanonically Canon AU” because it follows canon character tropes (except Peter).

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so i LOVE the doctor trope w stephen and tony to death, like probably a lil too much, but hear me out

--canon tony and the avengers with not canon (aka powerless) little peter

--im thinking how they met is before peter became classified as a little, he was smart smart. so, he still gets the internship, but a real one this time.

--hes hanging out with the other interns when he feels himself regress. he freaks and goes to hide in a bathroom or something

--he runs into (probably pepper??) someone and they help him get out of the tower because he's obviously very vulnerable

--they (pepper?) take him to the hospital to get tested and find out hes a high care little. once they find out peter freaks out because omg he cant work like this

--(pepper?) assures him that they will figure it our, but with no CG, and just for plot sake, he also is living alone at this point so they dont feel comfortable sending him home, so he stays overnight, at least, in the hospital

--(pepper?) goes to talk to tony himself about this since hes the one who chose and hired the interns. tony isnt quite sure what to do because peter is one of the best in their group

--(pepper?) suggests that he go have a one on one talk with peter and see what the boy wants to do with his future, and also meet with the doctors to see what they think is best for his future

--now, tony has met peter a few times, and the kid is pretty cool, but he never really cared about him (harsh, but canon tony is pretty reserved so yuh) so, when he goes into the hospital room to talk with him, hes mentally preparing to never see peter again

--but, when he walks in, he sees peter sat on a cot carefully coloring in an avengers coloring book, and his entire aura is different and /adorable/

--as if he wasnt already kinda done for, when peter notices he's there, he looks up, eyes blown wide and a kid-like face on full of awe

--he sits on the end of the bed and they simply stare at each other before peter finally gets the courage to ask why tony is there, stuttering through it like an adorable mess

--tony freaks out, because as good as peter is, he planned on letting peter down, but now that hes here, all he wants is to see the boy.

--instead he smooths his nervousness and easily asks about how the boy is doing. he asks if peter has a CG, and predicably, peter just sadly shakes his head

--anyways i dont really know how this part would be worded, and it probably wouldnt happen in just one day, but eventually tony asks peter if he wants tony to take care of him

--peter is a cutie and accepts, again dont really have this part planned out, im akward when it comes to writing about the adopting of a little

--he goes with tony and since he lives in the tower, he also gets the avengers as glorified CGs. now this is the part i LOVE

***added part by Rafni:

"I’d imagine that Peter would just be kept in the hospital, like he doesn’t need any meds nor saline so he doesn’t even have a drip nor is he hooked up to any monitors. He is just there in the hospital pyjamas colouring and waiting for someone to take care of him🥺👀"

And since there’s no medical concerns (anymore) the nurses would have more time to just chat with Peter and make sure he is like mentally taken care of 🌸🌸

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tony stark- he's obviously the main man and does all the main caring. hes the one who sleeps with peter and makes sure he gets food, and plans the days. he also sometimes will hand make little gadgets (safe ofc) to occupy peter. he gets peter little engineering/inventing kits and will hold back any groans he has as peter hits his leg with a plastic hammer and screwdriver. he also is the one who is ALWAYS there, when he cries, when he's happy, when he's sad.

thor- he lets peter play with his hair, and even lets the boy snuggle, and sometimes even chew on, mjolnir (because of course peter would be worthy)

steve rogers- he lets peter look at and hold the shield. one day he finds the boy curled like a cat dosing on the inside of it

natasha- she speaks in russian to him, and when he goes outside to the park, shes there making sure no one disturbs him

wanda+sam (i had an idea for them when i originally thought of this, but i cant remember it now :/)

bucky- he lets peter also mess with his hair, although more rare than thor, but he does let peter suck on his metal fingers when hes really small, and will scratch peters scalp with it, the metal scratching much better than normal skin. also if he ever gets a fever, the cold of the arm feels amazing on his forehead

bruce- not strictly canon since hes more sciency than doctor, but i imagine bruce is the one who does checkups and takes care of the meds when peter is sick

stephen- he doesnt do it often, plus he's not at the tower much, but hell do little harmless "magic" tricks to excite Peter and when peter gets grumpy, stephen will give him a little stress spell thing to calm peter down

peter quill- i imagine hes the one who is down to do lots of fun stuff, but is also the most reckless towards the actions suited towards littles, getting a lot of scolding from tony. also, he has great taste in music, so when peter has bursts of energy, he'll bounce around the room dancing to old 80s music

rocket- hes the closest peters ever gonna get to a pet, and with lots of bribing from tony, rocket /occasionally/ lets peter pet him and feed him "treats", sometimes peter will ask rocket to do a trick like jump or spin, but rocket with always decline...at first. peters trademark pouts do the trick because either rocket will concede and hurt his pride, or tony will see and threaten rocket into making his little boy happy. its always worth it to see the happy little squirms and claps

gamora- she's the resident story teller. when its bedtime, she'll share her cool space stories, leaving out the gory/scarier aspects. it always does the trick as hes out in minutes. sometimes hell catch her and peter q engaging in loving activities (ie kissing, hugging, whatever), and he'll just giggle away, and as embarrassed as gamora gets, not being an openly affectionate person, she might just go to the extreme to hear the cute giggles out of the little boy

clint- hes pretty chill with peter. he also likes to play games with the boy, playing things like peek-a-boo when he's super small, or playing darts when he feels older. tony isnt /too/ happy about it, but its better than quill so he doesnt say anything.

pepper is there too because i love the idea of tony working away somewhere and pepper calling peter in, handing him a few sheets of paper, sometimes actual documents, sometimes just scratch paper to entertaim the boy, before asking peter to deliver them to tony. she always has a smile when peter eagerly nods with his whole body before running to the office to give tony the papers. it almost always ends with peter in his lap, but it /always/ ends in tony praising him, saying something along the lines of 'theres my little helper boy. look at you'

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--on any particular day peter wakes up aged up, he doesn't even miss his old internship because this life is so much better, although on these days tony actually lets him help with some safer stuff in the lab with him

--also, they are still the avengers and still have to save the universe. tony leaves him in the care of Happy or Pepper, trusting them both to handle him. sometimes, it ends in disaster. sometimes, they are lucky enough to find happy laying on the couch, with a drooling little boy soaking his suit

--no matter how things end up, it never gets old being able to come home and cuddle up with the reason tony wants to save the universe.

--its no surprise peter is able to help the man just as much as tony helps him. tony stops locking himself up so late at night so he can put peter to bed and cuddle up. he stops drinking when he's stressed, instead finding his boy and reading a story to him. his hookups end, he wants to be there for peter all the time. he gets more work done, the added bonus of having a pretty little boy in his lap helping keep his mind on track.

--tony still has his canon issues, but having peter there makes everything a little more manageable. and when he eventually gets too old to be ironman, its okay, because his universe is lying in bed, a red pacifier in his mouth, and a family of superheroes softly arguing about who the boy loves most

--and despite tony being a narcissist, he knows this is not that, when he thinks that without a doubt he is peters favorite. after all, peter helped him see the good inside the bad

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so uh yeah thats all i had to say. maybe in the future it will become an actual thing, idk. i still have so many projects im working on first. feel free to add whatever you want to it though !!

[professional-benaddict]

I had a vague idea in the shower, and my first line of thought was Rafni would like this... Hear me out- Little Peter is hired to be a kind of therapy dog at the hospital? Either a friend for the littles staying there, or to help caregivers who are there long term are need to be around littles to be healthy. Maybe he meets his daddies there? Either as coworkers or because his daddies have some health issue they're there for? Thought you'd like this au, do with it what you will...

This is a BRILLIANT idea I looove it!!😍😍💗💗 Thank you sm for sharing and I hope you like what I came up with🌸🌸

part two

Daddies Steve and Bucky, +18 Little Peter, patient Tony, nurse Nat, Littles are Known, Littles can work as ‘Support Littles’, hospitals, surgery, heart problems, recovery, fluff, whump

Peter is excited, he always is when he gets to go on these missions. Daddies say excitement is good, but Peter knows better than to hop and run around here. So, he keeps his excitement within himself, although he still has a little skip in this step while walking hand in hand with his Daddies. 

The hospital is a familiar place to Peter, but not because he has been a patient, but because he works here. Well, his Daddies get the paycheques, they say, but they promise to spend the earned money on things Peter wants. After all, it is money that he has earned. 

The programme that Peter is part of, which he cannot pronounce himself, is called The Long-Term Caregiver Patient Little Support Programme. It is more commonly know as just Little Support, and Peter has the amazing title of ‘Support Little’. It makes him sound like a superhero, and that is exactly what he feels like when walking into the hospital for his mission today. His task is to spend time with caregivers who are very sick or badly injured, and give them some relief by playing board games, colouring together or just talking. Most of the time, just the presence of a Little will brighten a caregiver’s state of mind, and that will have a positive effect on their bodies as well. 

The boy has got an ID badge and everything, and so do his Daddies. All three of them had to go through testing and training to join the programme, and partly it was a tedious process, but they are all happy they decided to do it regardless. Especially Peter, who despite his Little classification has a strong will and desire to help people. Being a Support Little can be a weighing task at times, when the caregivers are very poorly, but the hospital staff are very good at evaluating who is fit for a Support Little visit and who isn’t. And even better, Peter is not obligated to take on any task. He will do as much as he wants and feels like he can handle. That is why he has both Daddies with him on these visits, to make sure Peter does not take any harm from it. 

The boy holds his hands out dutifully under the antibac dispenser by the lobby in the hospital, and then rubs in the alcohol in his hands like his Daddies have taught him. Steve and Bucky also get themselves a handful of the antibac before they head up to the right ward in the large building. 

“Who’re we gonna help today, Dada?” Peter asks. 

“It’s another man today. His name is Tony, and he’s recovering from heart surgery.” His Dada, Bucky, informs him while leading the way. He has got his phone in his hand with all the necessary information. 

“So, we can’t see doctuh Stephen? Cause he helps people with brain problems.” Peter states, looking up at his Papa, Steve. The blonde caregiver nods. 

“Yeah, the heart doctors are helping the guy we are seeing today, not Stephen. We can go see if he is in his office, if you want to say hi.” Steve suggests, but Peter shakes his head. 

“No, he’s super busy. He’s helping people, Papa. Fixing brain stuff.” 

Steve chuckles. 

“All right, all right.” 

The trio make their way to the cardio ward in the hospital. Peter knows his way around here, but Steve and Bucky would never let the boy wander by himself. He is just a Little after all, so he needs guidance and support. And so before they head in to see the caregiver patient for today, Steve and Bucky make sure to check at the nurse’ station by the entrance to the ward. Bucky picks up Peter so that he can see over the counter, and the boy gasps in delight when he spots the nurse at the station. 

“Nat!” 

The red-head nurse looks just as delighted at seeing Peter, and smiles widely at the boy. 

“Hi, Peter! It’s so good to see you. How are you?” 

“Am good! Thank you!” Peter replies, remembering to put on his good manners.

“Are you here to play with one of our patients again? I’m sorry I wasn’t on call when you were here last week.” 

“Hmm! That’s okay. Am gonna see a... Tony! Daddies said he’s got an owie heart.” The boy says, pointing at his own chest to demonstrate where the organ is located. 

“Tony Stark, specifically. He’s in 313 according to the email I got.” Bucky says and shows the information to Nat. The nurse just brushes her hand to show it is okay. The trio is quite well known here, after offering their services for over two years now. 

“Yes, I’ll show you right away.” Nat says and gets up, gesturing for the family to follow her. While they walk, the nurse briefs them on the patient in question. “So, Tony’s been in and out here for a while, but this was his first major cardiac episode that lead to emergency surgery. He’s getting stronger every day, but just very slowly. The doctor was hoping that spending some time with Peter might speed up his recovery.” 

“That’s why we are here.” Steve says with a smile, and Nat nods in return. 

“Here we are. I’m just let him know you’ve arrived.” Nat says and slips into the patient room with the numbers 313 by the door. 

Steve and Bucky know to wait outside for the nurse’s permission, and so does Peter. But, his excitement is kicking in again, with a hint of nerves as well. 

“You nervous, baby?” Bucky asks and noses at Peter’s temple. The boy hums thoughtfully, his eyes fixed on the door in front of him. 

“I wanna help him.” Peter replies, feeling a bit impatient already, despite the short wait. A minute later, Nat opens the door wider and invites the family in. 

“He’s ready for you now.”

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let me know if you want a part 2 c: