#real story btw idk if its true or not but thats the story that went around my school

[emissary-of-the-moon]

I have a midwestern country Twilight agenda to push so heres my list of things Twi does/experienced from a certified midwesterner

- goes and stands on the deck as soon as there's talk of severe weather rolling in

- "ya know it wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the wind chill (winter) / humidity (summer)"

- very large bonfires (like we're talkin doesn't fully go out for days)

- long ass goodbyes (bonus points if it ends with Twi slapping his knee and say "welp 'spose i better get going")

- "ope", "don't cha know", "smells like rain" (not for the wolf reasons)

- any variation of talking about the weather

- way too many miscellaneous story about the hometown (like "oh those trees are in front of the school cause some kids died")

- complaining about the cities™ (bonus points if one city is the 'cake-eater' city)

- complaining about construction season

- complaining about people not knowing how to drive "we get snow every year how do you forget how to drive in it"

- bring your tractor to school day

- everything is a 20-30 minute drive away

- "jeet" (did ya eat), "jever" (did ya ever)

- nosy as hell

- really fast walker

-calls mosquitoes 'skeeters'

[bombshelllblonde]

hiiihihii!! im backkkk to tell u abt my rdr playthough bc im bored asf haha

¡love this game omg!! the graphics, the story, the details UGH!!!!

hunting is actually so fun for no reason- i bought so many fancy ass guns too 😭

also my play type whenever i play ANY story game thats open world is to do every possible thing every except the actual story so i get a bunch of stuff and then its so muvh easier

in short i have 6000+ dollars 😋

bonus of exploring everything is i got thw white arabian and i love her sm ‼️‼️ i named her pearl and she is my baby

dress up is my seconf favorite hobby

my fav outfit rn is the red vest w the floral pattern on the front (i forget what its called) n the black french dress shirt underneath + the bison necklace talisman

(also arthur w medium-long length hair n short facial hair>>>)

this game is so detail oriented, its kind of insane- im doing a high honor run atm, and i came across the blind beggar for the third (?) time and the blind guy said and i quote

"that is which killing you will finally help you, friend- to hear and see."

is this foreshadowing this feels like foreshadowing

also ik arthurs dies (bc of tiktok edits and fics, they artists in this fandom is amazing!!!) and im not prepared at all 😭 im going to procrastinate so bad 

ALSO CHARLES DESERVES SO SO MUCH I LOVE HIM

yk the hole lil speech he has at the campfire yk "most human beings seem to know why they were born but, for me- its seems i was just mean ton hurt and suffer myself" that one

im bawling istg if he doesnt get a good ending im going to be writing a formal complaint to rockstar games

anyways

tw opinions (ik bro its crazy to have opinions in 2024 whattt no wayy)

ive gotten to the point in playing where im in ch 3, and the only way i can progress the actual story is to help micah rob a stagecoach or whatever

micah is a bastard and i dont like him

him as a character is rlly well written and awesome but,,,,,hes,,,slimy,,and i hate him,,,,so he can wait for a little longer ☺️

my favorite characters rn in no particular order is

arthur (obviously) , charles , sean , javier , tilly , marybeth , and kieran

my pookies ‼️‼️

moving on im so sorry this is so so long 😭 idk anyone who likes rdr irl lmao

anyway hope u have a nice day and no wolves attack you and spoke ur horse who bucks you off a cliff

(in rdr btw)

((true story also))

yo, having 6k in chapter 3 is amazing. good for you!

my first playthrough i got the white arabian and i named her Lemoyne Tree as a tribute to the state of Lemoyne and my favorite post malone song Lemon Tree. But she always got super dirty so i then went to the lake next to Strawberry and tamed the red chestnut arabian. I LOVE LOVE LOVE that one, she's gorgeous and arthur always gets that one when i play it. my beautiful baby girl Diablo <3

also yes. heckin FUCK MICAH BELL. even from the beginning he's been a slime ball. hate that man <3

i won't go too far, but just keep yourself high honor towards the end of the game. you need that to be your first ending. :')

Charles deserves the absolute world. just listening to him speak and hanging out with him at camp, and the missions you continue on to do with him throughout the game are so much fun. charles is someone i wish i could have in my real life because he seems like he would be the best person to speak to and hang out with. he is so lovely and down to earth. even arthur says it a couple times throughout the game. charles gets a good ending i promise.

my top blorbos are Arthur, Dutch, Charles, Hosea, and Josiah Trelawny my absolute beloved <33333 just wait until you go on the mission with Charles to find trelawny. one of my favorite missions ever ever ever ever!!

a lot of people dislike dutch, but i love him so much. he is my actual father. i love him.

i also hate john. let me know how you feel about that little greasy weasel of a man. :)))

i'm so so so glad you're having fun and i am very invested, so please continue to keep me updated on what ur doing because i need to live vicariously through you. if i could erase my entire mind and replay the game over and over again for the first time, i totally would

[okthatsgreat]

For the headcanon thing, I'm specifically asking you for a Celeste headcanon on behalf of that person who didn't get Celeste headcanon. Checkmate, Lee - rotate Taeko Yasuhiro in your mind until the headcanons manifest. 😎👉👉

UR KIDDINNGGGGG oh god. ok concentrating concentrating

headcanon a (realistic): do not bring her to board game night if you were planning on winning or having fun. she takes every single game so seriously and kicks ass every single time. she becomes a millionare in monopoly and nobody was aware that was even possible. shes even good at quiplash because she memorises the stupid jokes that her classmates keep repeating day after day and puts that into the text box each time. of COURSE her classmates are going to pick the answer that says "freeby fazber" why WOULDN'T they

headcanon b (may not be realistic but it is hilarious): see the thing about celeste is it is truly impossible to tell what parts of her story are real and what are complete lies .. i think she lives an extremely average life outside of being "celestia ludenburg" and that is why she created this false persona in the first place. born to a working class family definitely went through it a bit when she was younger but was able to garner quite a bit of notoriety and wealth from gambling to get her own place-- but definitely not enough to live in luxury. enough to get her out of poverty but not enough to avoid living paycheck to paycheck yknow. the REAL headcanon i have is that every single time she brings one of her classmates back to her home she rents out a different spot each time just to keep them on their toes. eventually she lets one of them (idk sayaka maybe) finally enter her actual house and its this one bedroom apartment with no air conditioner and a bunch of gothic lolita posters everywhere and sayaka genuinely thinks shes being pranked until celeste is like "no im being serious. youve signed a non disclosure agreement btw this information will not be leaving this room"

headcanon c (heart-crushing and awful, but fun to inflict on friends): i dont think even celeste is aware of what her true personality is anymore. i really do like to believe that there are parts of it that are still left over, most of which is fuelling this deeply rooted imposter syndrome she certainly tries not to dwell on, but by all means her desire to seperate herself from taeko yasuhiro has caused her to practically forget who she once was. telling celeste to "stop lying" is much easier said than done, and i think it'll take years before she could ever reach the point where she is truly authentic and "herself". and even then celestia ludenburg will certainly still remain in a lot of her actions and speech patterns. she wont just wake up one day and suddenly be vulnerable and fragile and guilty, it's gonna take her a loooooooong while to adjust

headcanon d (unrealistic, but i will disregard canon about it): i think she's a bit geekier than she lets on GHFDKG its that small bit of taeko thats still there......... she would never admit it in a million years but sometimes, SOMETIMES, shes able to listen in on hifumis ramblings and go "oh i remember that show. his opinion about this character is totally wrong. oh well time to add that to the list of things i do not like about that man." oooooooo also fun fact whenever i write celestia in my "danganronpa is a reality tv show thats been going on for ages" aus i always always write her as a character that adapts with the changing trends. same with ibuki!! her aesthetic adapts over the years towards what is more recognisable with the target audience at the time, and while it definitely isn't as noticeable as ibuki's style swap there are certainly a LOT of wild changes team dr tries to throw at her before quickly reverting her style back and pretending it never happened ghfjdksgk

headcanon ask game!! :)

[mettywiththenotes]

Okay I just need to say something

I'm kind of confused here... maybe it's just me but has no one ever like. watched a show or piece of media that went from light-hearted to dark?

For example, gravity falls? Steven universe? Or Amphibia?

I feel like its such a trend now for media to be like this, especially Western stuff

Like I know BNHA isn't a cartoon; it's an anime where usually what you get from the title, thumbnail and description is what you get

But I feel like it's a little... double standard-y. For people to look at their own western shows and be like "YEAH this is super cool cuz it gets real DARK and actually tackles some really important subjects later on!" or "This show is so smart, like there's hints to the world they live in being corrupt but they don't go into it UNTIL the 2nd season! It's such a good twist but they guide you into it so well!"

And then look at BNHA and be like "It was so misleading like why did it start off so fun and wholesome then turn dark :/ like wtf that's not what I signed up for :/"

As if its not the EXACT SAME with Gravity Falls or Steven Universe or any other western show

I think there are other animes that are wholesome then go dark too btw. I mean I can't think of any off the top of my head for examples but I KNOW there's gotta be at least some out there that only get into stuff like abuse and corruption way into like a 2nd or 3rd season or smthg

And even if you're someone who doesn't watch cartoons/western shows a lot, or even at all, couldn't BNHA going from fun to dark be seen as just another way Hori subverts the Shounen tropes? That he didn't settle for What's On The Box types of plot lines, like some Shounens do? Couldn't you see it like that?

PLUS I just wanna say that BNHA DID lead you into a darker plot early. it hinted pretty well at the corruption of society. Some people are under the impression that it started off "too late" into the series but like. We all watched the Sports Festival, right?

You know, the same Sports Festival that showed a NUMBER 2 HERO, a HIGH RANK PRO, being an abuser with 3 kids and a wife in a mental hospital and somehow slipping under the radar AND keeping his job THIS FAR into his career with nobody ever knowing what he does. And then there's the audience with their mindset of "oh she's frail DON'T HURT HER BAKUGOU😡😡" and then literally being called out by Aizawa about their behavior

A BEHAVIOR btw that was exhibited by ADULT PROS. To the kids of the NEXT GENERATION. What do you think that says about how they treat people with "lesser quirks" or the sexism of the industry? How do you think they take that behavior into their jobs if they're willing to scream it out in a stadium to teenagers?

Like. I feel like people who say "the corrupt stuff was tackled too late into the show" are completely missing the hints in the early chapters/second season of the series

Plus. Also. THATS THE POINT. The point of the corruption being properly shown later to us is to show how EASY it was to hide. How all the outcasts slip under the radar so easily. How corrupt Heroes are protected by the propaganda of the industry because they are always INTENTIONALLY shown as "The Good Guys"

Idk. I'm just confused as to how some people can look at their own western shows/cartoons or other animes and say its so smart for "disguising its true story" or whatever but then turn to BNHA and say they didn't like the plot twist of darker societal issues

[festeringfae]

i regret to inform you my brain says no sleep til we conquer the terrible movie Heavenly Creatures in its entirety

btw if yr reading this aware of my love of Rope (1948) that’s because that shit is not only very far away from depicting the actual events that “inspired” it but the homophobic murderer propaganda of the real case also heavily involved antisemitic propaganda as well, and Rope explicitly compares the actions of its protagonists to Hitler and condemns them and was screenwritten by a gay Jew. Also most of the homophobia is imo undercut by Jimmy Stewart’s character’s blatant hypocrisy and flat out lies. Jimmy Stewart’s remorse at the end of Rope has all the credibility of a Tati Westbrooke apology video. anyway, time to say bye sister to peter jackson again, here we go. my cat has joined me for moral support.

i accidentally hit a button and the movie went away.......VRC player is trying to save me from myself

the increasing emphasis on Deborah being “ravished”......Do Not Like That, Marking It As Lesophobic, Acknowledging That Might Be Unfair and Doing So Anyway, insert Shane Madej gif saying “and so we do condemn, wholeheartedly!”

wait is this supposed to be satirical of the British monarchy at the time? where is THAT context, Peter???????????????

ok i have figured out whats bugging me about Melanie’s portrayal of Pauline and it’s that everything about it, both including and excluding things that are believable for a teenage girl to have done irl, S C R E A M S the evil gay lackey trope. No wonder I was fumblingly comparing her to Igor earlier. I’m gonna need to stare at a screenshot of Scorpia for hours after this.

oh it’s not commentary, she was just assigned an essay or something on the Windsors and the assignment said about royalty so she gave a report on her OCs

okay there is genuinely shocking stuff going on here and i was gonna say “i feel like i can’t commentate on it because there’s a lot to unpack and i feel like i don’t know anything about it really” but then i realized thats because we are not SHOWN or TOLD about it, and so now my criticism about this not being a documentary extends not only to good taste but also just like?????????? YOUR MOVIE IS DISTRACTING ME FROM ITSELF BY MAKING ME WANT TO WATCH A DOCUMENTARY ABOUT IT INSTEAD

ironically i remember telling my mother that my main takeaway from the lord of the rings movies was that i wish i had read the books so i could actually understand what was going on

for a second i forgot the narration was all diary entries and so i was about to get SO HEATED about them writing letters to each other from the povs of their characters who are married. i mean i still am but mostly because straight or not that is some GAY SHIT that i did when still closeted to myself so like. MAYBE WE JUST PRIORITIZED WHICH HOMOEROTIC STORIES WE TELL, EH?

how is there still a fucking hour of this movie left

at least they also write letters as themselves

isssssss juliet’s narration actual juliet letttttters or nooooooot if you’re going to be sporatic abou what you caption anywayyyyy can you let me knooooooooow

i feel like some people might argue that turning true crime into a narrative doesn’t necessarily have to reflect the truth of the events, and i would just lilke to say: Those people? Are wrong! If you are going to consume real people’s trauma for entertainment, the very least you can do is not lie or spread misinformation about what happened! Not a debate!

love to eat breakfast right when the close ups of puking blood are happening

also love the inherent ableism of as the letters are implied to be getting ~creeper~ (they honestly? aren’t? without the context that she eventually kills someone?) as Juliet looks more wan from TB. also the ableism of implying the TB might have influenced the whole thing, brain wise? idk enough about medical shit to dispute that. but like oh your friendship is getting clsoer now that youre isolated, and also you’re writing in someone else’s pov in love letter ways? thats when youre getting more evil, no lesophobia! (YES LESOPHOBIA, PETER! I SEE YOU FRAMING THESE SHOTS!)

okay NOW theyre getting creepy, fair enough

this all would have been more effective if they hadn’t looked inexplicably ghoulish during the first half of the movie

honestly can we just call this high budget gaysploitation or whatever the term is and go

THE SPLAT NOISE WHEN PAULINE PUTS THE RED PAINT BRUSH OVER THE CAMERA..........PETER JACKSON THIS IS A REAL PERSON WHO MURDERED HER REAL MOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m so glad I torrented this instead of giving it any royalties, oh my GOD.

it’s only been 11 minutes since i said there’s still an hour left of the movie T-T

I’m getting more breakfast because fuck it

[conchstellations]

watching the 1990 LOTF movie!! my reactions:

hello all!!!! i was bored at midnight again so here it is: me watchin the 1990 movie, for the first time, hell yeah!!!!! here we go!!! its got the other movie to live up to, so im excited for a comedy lmao!! tl;dr at end if u want!!! its kinda long btw lmao

- castle rock entertainment??? piggy u better watch out bro

- fuck is that the pilot???

- k this isnt a big thing but why are they in water? the plane left a scar in the earth, they were on land.

- okay, again, me nitpicking. but idk, to me, they dont look 12?? maybe its just cause theyre all dressed up n that but they dont look like 12 yr olds to me like the last movie

- why tf does ralph (?) have a glowstick lmaooooo

- why are they all together. where is my conch. wher are my stupid ass choir outfits. maybe im not there yet and they have them, but i want my stupid cloaks!!! jack would not stand for this!!!

- why TF is the pilot alive???

- am i supposed to know whos who by now?? did i just miss that?? which ones ralph? which ones jack?? wheres simon???

- conch??? the conchs main job is to bring them together, and here theyre already together so???

- piggy already makin me love him gosh piggy is child

- okay so im guessing brown hair kid is ralph

- piggy protecting conch rights

- i do like piggys sass... very iconic

- okay whAT??? is that blonde kid supposed to be jack?? first off, jack has red hair. second off, there is no way in hELL THAT MY basTARD child jack merridew would let ralph win the election just like that??? wheres my choir??? wheres my c sharp???

- okay jack would for sure call piggy shitbrain nvm

- mY CHOIR WOULD NOT ACCEPT THAT SINGING. 

- wheres simon????

- r they fuckin cookin lizards??? nvm look away simon pls dont be in this

- is thAT BITCH supposed to be Simon?? hes got a lot to look up to. also why the FUCK is the adult alive. taht ruins the whole purpose of the entire book

- was that a dream??? sorry im dumb af lmao

- alrght simon is kind of an adorable hild and he likes lizard maybe hes valid?

- idk.. for some reason this ralph isnt like, giving me ralph vibes?? hes just not bring like ralphish u know??

- now im getting a little bit more of our beloved lil bitch ralph..

- okay wtf is going on lmao

- “SHOVE THEIR DICK IN THE CONCH” had me laughing for a solid fucking 30 minutes. william golding who??? whoever wrote that line is the new icon

- ‘EAT SHIT AND DIE”  okay wtffff im so confused but also vv entertained

- for some reason jack’s character is like 100% off, but also somehow 100% on point “thats exactly what i meant” like holy shit. like idk hes not jack but just sometimes he radiates “jack if he was allowed to swear and was less of a lil bitch” energy

- ok simon and lizard?? valid

- i swear to FUCKING GOD i will kill that child!!!

- im gonna cry. wtf. why would you kill his lizard. even this movie’s jack seems like he thinks thats fucked up and hes a psychopath. also, lemme say, at this point, i think most of the book characters would beat the shit out of someone if they were mean to simon like that, bc the choir were his friends, and ralphs tribe respected him, sooooo

- why tf is it simons job to take care of the adult that shouldnt even be there? liek wtf hes grieving asshole

- no fucking duh hes scared of everyone but simon i would be too 

- honestly kinda glad they let ralph say fuck he deserved it

- “back off man im sick of ur shit and sos my gang” fuckin got em

- let me guess pilot dude is the new beast???

- honestly wtf is goin on lmao

- okay piggys actor actually made me sd when he was crying about his glasses so good job

- simon comin through with the glowstick. also, good job simon

- well at least the lord of the flies looks terrifying as always

- are samneric putting on warpaint this early?? bc i WILL NOT stand for that shit. i am a samneric STAN Ok??? they were two of the tHREE left when simon died who didnt become cowards and go savage. they wree LOYAL to ralph until they were LITERALLY tied up and FORCED to join jack, and even then they helped ralph!!!! so fuck u. samneric are better than that.

- oh simon :(

- im glad they actually kind of (?) shwed simon like with the pig head bc last movei it was just ike them flipping the camera from pig to si so idkk

- ok that was a pretty ralph move to bring up the fire 24/7 lmao

- piggytits?? tf

- simon with hus fuckin glowstick lmao

- awe, simon

- okay HOLY SHIT. the sounds of what i assume to be them fucking stabbing simon are horrific. and then that cut to simon’s fucking mutiliated corpse?? holy SHIT. like as much as im complaining, thats the gruesome shit i expect from this book. i was expecting them to shy away from it bc its so awful, but im SO glad they didnt, bc that gave me fuckin chills. finally, something i can praise them on. thats the lord of the flies i expect. 

- i feel bad for ralph.. good job

- ok good. samneric came back. good job again.

- ok. nvm. the disrespect to my loyal children. alright.

- okay that child screaming as hes being whipped?? wtf.

- ok that line of piggy being scared that the russians will take them nad make them go into the olympics? gold. 

- piggys laugh is so pure

- why the fuCK are they finding instruments lmao

- poor piggy

- did roger just wolf whistle at ralph what the fuck is going on

- holy SHIt this movie does not hold back on the blood. but, wheres my conch explosion?? if ur gonna show him getting hit u gotta show the conch exploding. although, the conch means like nothing in this movie lmao

- okay wow piggys dead body cool cool cool

- ralph fucking YEETED that kid to the ground lmao

- okay, ralph crying?? good acting

tl;dr/conclusion/my thoughts: hooooo boy so i see why everyone likes 1960 one better. 

first, lets start with the obvious: why this isnt lord of the flies. because its not. if this wasnt telling me that its lord of the flies, i would think of it as that, really. first off, the conch. the conch represents civility, it brings them together. its important. when piggy dies, it dies, representing how all civility is now gone. i maybe saw the conch three times this movie. didnt do anything.

second, the pilot, captain whatever. the point of the beast to me is that they made it up. sure, the corpse was real, but it didnt pose a threat, it was simply a corpse. they made it into what it was, therefore proving that they are the beast. sure, the pilot here was harmless, but he grbbed a boy’s foot and was therefore making himself a possible threat. maybe its not a big deal i guess.

third, the characters. the point of lord of the flies is that they are rich kids who havent gone through anything. theyre the perfect, spoiled kids who havent done anything wrong. half of them are in choir. chOIR. in this movie, lets take jack for example. they said he stole  a car and got sent to military school. no. the point of jack is that he was a perfect kid. leader of choir. he was manipulitive and got even ADULTS to trust him. its part of hs character, showing that this perfect choir leader kid went fucking insane to prove how literally everyone can be evil. also samneric???? the direspect!! they were loyal to ralph until they were tied up and FORCED to join jack, and even then, after roger like beat the shit out of them, they were STILL loyal. fuck you.

so those are the MAIN reasons why it wasnt lotf. 

now, what i liked i guess.

the swearing was NOT lotf, and it didnt fit with the story, but ill admit that i laughed, so i guess thats a plus.

second, i liked how they showed the gore, i guess? sounds weird, hear me out. lord of the flies is a gruesome, violent, awful book. theres descriptions of death in detail, and im so glad they showed it. when simon’s body was there, literally torn to shreds? the shock of it, the true savagery you see that these boys murdered him SO violently, is amazing, because thats the essence of lotf. simons death shows how theyve lost all their civility, and showing such a gruesome corpse really brings that through. so good job.

and now, of course, the obvious: thats not the characters i pictured when i read the story. simon doesnt look like that, ralph doesnt look like that, jack doesnt look like that.

 where did the choir go, too? forgot to mention that, and i think that also adds into the whole, theyre supposed to be perfect kids and then become savage thing. also, the choir was a group. they voted for jack and went with him for a reason. 

so yea, thats that. dont know why people would read this lmao but thats my thoughts!!!! i just need to keep myself busy when i watch movies and to make sure i focused, i figured id just write down my thoughts as i went. if u wanna watch for free, look up lord of the flies 1990 google drive. 

;)))) and yea im posting this at 230 am lmao why not

[elvesofnoldor]

im losing my entire fucking mind and i dont know anything abt myself anymore and why? why? all cause one day in undergrad, out of nowhere, i went “hey am i a woman?” like i was asking myself what flavour of cheesecake i wanted for dessert. That was like, right after i felt comfortable with the fact that im a lesbian. And the answer should have been simple and short: “yeah duh you dumb fucking bitch, why did you ask? why do you think asking this is fucking productive? forget about it!” But no, i decided to engage with the question and it opened a fucking pandora’s box, and this question latched onto me like a fucking parasite, because this question allows me to think about another crucial question im always afraid to ask myself: am i truly attracted to men? With lesbianism, i can answer this question with ease by saying, no, these flimsy “crushes” i have on like two or three boys when i was a child/teen were result of compulsory heterosexuality, boom, that’s it. simple! not to mention, i know that lesbians can experience attraction to men in the past and even had past relationship with men and still be lesbians, sometimes sexuality isn’t solid as a brick, and none of that should have mattered! 

 so yeah, lesbianism is the answer i LIKE, yet part of me is not satisfied with this answer! of course! why not! since when am i ever satisfied with anything EVER?  over time, i started to want a “man’s body” when i see a cis dude with bare chest in picture, and it seems like i started to identify more and more with...masculinity and manhood...in general? even fictional men? at times? i dont fucking know! its a huge mess! and confusing! and my memories are all blurry and false and twisted by my current perception. sure i think i always kind of aspire to “androgynous looks”, but i like being a lesbian! At first, i was like, maybe im a non binary lesbian cause oh baby i know im not bisexual-- i dont want to be with men, but i want to be with women and that’s a certainty. And i know i had one real crush in life--sure it brought me nothing but misery but i know i had one true crush and it was a girl, a friend, from my high school-- whereas my possible feelings abt real boys or fictional men are very flimsy in comparison. still, part of me started to think that perhaps i can only process these feelings i might have for other men/boys in the past if i can...idk see myself as another man? i dont fucking know! Literally, it’s the most unproductive thing to think about! More importantly, i did not fall in love with any real man nor do i want to fall in love with any man! but i still kept questioning myself about this, cause i kept having these strong feelings abt,  FICTIONAL MALE CHARACTERS. And idk, part of me was like, “maybe you’d be comfortable with your attraction to men if you...are a man?”, and yeah i actually engage with this line of fucking thinking. its so fucking embarrassing that MEN THAT ARE NOT REAL can have such ridiculous heavy impact on me, it’s fucking ridiculous and i hate it!!! Every time i started to get invested in some stupid story that doesn’t matter cause it’s a fucking fictional story, there is like, this ONE MAN, one fucking bitch, that i felt very strongly about and it didn’t feel entirely platonic. i knew i was not straight since a teen and it took me FOREVER to even seriously consider that im a lesbian even though i dread the thought of being with men for the longest time, precisely because i keep having these weird strong feelings about fictional men every once a while!!!! 

makes no mistake i explored more rational options. during this time i made a rant abt it on here--i didnt want to! i tried not to make personal posts cause i dont want to bother strangers! but idk i guess my attention seeking whore ass just have to put my personal feelings out there eventually or i will die? anyways, a very nice mutual talked to me abt it, he was a trans man and as it turns out we shared a lot of similar experiences in regards to gender, and you’d think--hey maybe that helped? but no it fucking didn’t. it was nobody’s fault but it didn’t help, cause i clung on my womanhood for no apparent productive reason. i was still confused and, well, like a normal person i was like, let’s have human interaction! let’s actually explore my attraction to women! you don’t want to be with men so forget about them! forget what you might feel abt them! explore what you KNOW! explore certainty! so i did and ofc it ended up in shit, cause a girl who has a girlfriend (it was a closed relationship btw) asked me if i wanted to “hang out” on a dating app for wlws called HER and i genuinely thought it was a date? didnt know she has a girlfriend until AFTER we met. i wasn’t actually even surprised that she didn’t actually want to date me, because im ugly! im not attractive! im not even attracted to myself lol! plus she was very nice and cool and i was just happy that i made a friend with a fellow lesbian. but after that, i lost motivation to use that dating app, because one minor set-up and failure is all it takes for me to give up, its always like that with me. because im weak and pathetic, its always been like this. 

yeah at one point i basically said im non binary on my bio, but  i rather tell ppl im a lesbian and be done with it since im not entirely sure abt being non binary. Also, I know that non gender-conforming lesbians are everywhere, cis lesbians who are uncomfortable with gender identity exist! butches exist! they are here and they deal with it and they find community. but i don’t identify with...being butch? it was very nice to see gender non conforming, tom-boyish or butchy women out there, they  gave me hope, they are my heroes but i just dont feel like...they are me? i dont feel like feminine women either, im attracted to feminine women but i dont identify with their look and their femininity. like i said, this is a huge fucking mess. 

And now i have finally fucking done it, huh, dorian fucking p*vus, a gay male character. The clownery of it all! how the fuck, do i explain to ANYONE that i, a lesbian, have feeling that isn’t entirely platonic about a fictional gay man? yeah thats right thats why i romance him! i lied! ok! i fucking lied, it was cause i want to fuck him! ok! yeah, i know, ridiculous. i feel like im disrespecting him, that im , idk, fetishizing him, but i am not! i can’t be! i love him so much it hurts? it shouldnt be like that. i really shouldn’t. i cant make sense of this, its driving me nuts. still, this whole ordeal eventually got me thinking abt my gender, yet again, and it pushed me over the edge and i even told my dad that i want to transition this summer, that i am a man because i thought maybe i’d be much happier and less repressed if i can just accept that i like men-- if i can explore this possibility. i know i will NEVER accept liking man as a woman, and i know i already kinda have some sort of identification with manhood and masculinity, so why not! i was coming up with solutions! but i didnt even fall in love with a real man, and i was considering this serious level of transition in my life that requires time, money, and the process concerns health risk??? for what??? i was looking up all these info about transition, for WHAT? i gotta be out of my fucking mind! the most ridiculous thing is that while i always like a number of female characters, i would never feel as strongly about any of them in particular as i would, for that one fucking man. Even merrill, like, i love her and i genuinely feel like i want to be with a girl like her int he future but i dont feel as strongly about her as i would for dorian, for some, fucking, reason. 

i headcanon the lavellan i used to romance dorian as a trans man, cause i was thinking, perhaps this would put things into perspective. and yeah, i wanna fuck dorian, but also i want to envision what my future CAN be using my lavellan as a proxy. things were simpler with my lavellan. he was handsome and had no body image issue, he was fit, transition was easy for him cause magic and he virtually spent no money on it, he was passing, his family and community fully supported him, he had a lovely girlfriend before he knew he was trans. sure, he has problems and issues to deal with but none are the ones i gotta deal with. he is not me, but he has what i wanted and what i wish i had: beauty, confidence, a girlfriend, easy FTM transition, and he is a man so he’s legally allowed to fuck dorian. but i did not transition, and im still a cis woman with long hair, and ppl looks at me and they probably still thinks im straight, im not straight but i AM a ugly cis woman and i dont think transition’d help cause i might just become a even uglier man lol. And if i dont become a beautiful, stunning man, then i dont want to become a man at all cause if things dont turn out perfectly for me, i dont want to do them and its always like that for me and its why im a fucking failure on everything right now. so many trans people are not passing, but they deal with it, not me tho! i can’t, cause im a pathetic baby!!!  i cant deal with any minor inconvenience in my fucking life i guess!!!! And i cant help but to feel weird about having a trans man as one of my ocs. maybe i should make him cis instead? im so exhausted,  i cant help but to feel that my trans mutuals want to just pull the trigger on me and unfollow me cause you all are silently judging me for having a trans oc when im still technically, cis. well judge me in my fucking face you fucking cowardly fucks! Am i cis? well idk, probably, maybe im just a hysterical crazy bitch of a cisgender^tm woman who is constantly uncomfortable with her gender, maybe thats all there is. who knows, all i know is that im burnt out, that i don’t know anything anymore and it was all a huge fucking mess that things dont matter. this is causing me nothing but pain and confusion and i dont want to be wrong myself. ftm transition is not, “oh geez lets just explore a option” kind of deal, its kinda fucking serious  and its stressing me out. i dont know what i want, who i am, anything and i can’t afford to be wrong so i dont know!!!!! i just dont know!!!!!!!! i talked abt with a therapist actually but all therapist do is to LIE lie AND LIE and tell me things i already know, “you need to be careful with about transitioning! it’s a big decision” who pays you to say this garbage to me? “you are capable and beautiful and you can do this! believe in yourself!” as if ppl saying this shit is enough???? as if i still need to go see a fucking therapist if i am magically ok after i talk to somebody and they tell me lies that sound validating????i know they dont believe in what they said anyways. “you are ok! you are fine, you have no problem” BITCH I WISH I AM OK, BUT AM I OK? IM FUCKING NOT AND YOU ARE $60 RICHER THAN AN YOU ARE AN HOUR AGO! FUK YOU! LIES LIES LIES!!!!! men lie too, i put on some bad eyeliner and some random creepy dude came and told me im beautiful! beautiful my ass! im fucking ugly and i know it, you really think im fucking stupid you fuck? am i just being a special snowflake? are the things that i know for certainty actually certainty??? nothing about me feels real anymore, and maybe im just being dramatic but  my self perception is non existent and i feel like im just lying to myself even though i thought i was being truthful and ppl keep telling me lies and nothing helps. im living on lies and it is festering 

[weeaboo-horror-stories]

I am bisexual.

When I was in the 4th grade, at age 11, I met this really cute girl. She was about, what, 4'6 ft tall? She was actually my classmate, but I was always socially awkward. It's a long story, but we eventually became friends. She was REALLY smart and hardworking (in our school, if you're an honor student, you're REAALLY smart.) while i was lazy and average. Of course, back then we were still children. (Btw let's refer to her as "Maki" instead) We both loved anime, and we were total weebs. At that time, I was obsessed with Hetalia. I influenced her to watch it, she was a shugo chara fan. Anddd so she also got addicted.

Anyway, I was pretty fond of drawing, and people saluted me for my skills. Maki worshipped me like a God no im sERIOUS and called me "sensei", because i gave her lots of tips. She overestimated me too much. To the point where she neglected her studies just to talk to me. Although, I myself did not notice that. She always told me that she never had a true friend, and I was her first friend. She always told me that she loved me, and that we will forever be friends until we die. 

Her mother started to notice the big drop of our grades, and blamed me for it. She also started talking back to her, although Maki said that she did that back before we were friends.

Fifth and sixth grade came by, (i am from asia, 6th grade is our last year in gradeschool, but we still remain at the same school.) and her mother's anger at me grew, for Maki's behavior became "worse", as Maki explained. She forbid her to see me, and I was hurt. But she still constantly followed me, we were inseparable. 

Her mother even asked for a transfer of section in 6th grade, just for her to get away from me. But that didn't work either.

I didn't understand, she still remained an honor student, so what's wrong? I was hurt.

So one day, I confronted her. I wasn't rude, if that's what you're thinking. But she screamed at me and demanded at me to leave her daughter alone right in front of the school's catholic church. She called me a demon. Everyone in the school was looking at her with shame, and looking at me with pity. I shaked the tears off, I didn't want her to see me cry. I left afterwards in tears, it wouldn't stop. The only thing that cheered me up was a friend that went with me in the car (because no driver). She was my childhood friend (first friend too. We've been friends for almost 12 years) let's refer to her as Aka.

I never realized I was bisexual until freshman year came. But that's where the real thing comes.

At that time, the school year was ending, and I told her that maybe we should be apart

I had two reasons for saying that.

One, is because I didn't want her to get hurt anymore. Her mother abuses her. It just hurts me to see her hurt, and yet still smile. 

Two, is because I felt odd. I think about her everytime, I go nuts when I don't get to talk to her for a day. I felt so crazy that I didn't know what it was. I had a crush on a boy back then at 4th grade, but the feeling was different somehow. I was so confused. 

When I told her to break it for the 3rd time, we did. But afterwards, we came by again. She told me that she was so sad. I didn't know what to feel, so I smiled at it. It was March. 

My weeaboo phase ended at that month.

I started to watch different things like the vampire diaries...etc.

Afterwards, I have come to the thought that I had feelings for her, so I told her that we should be acquaintances starting our first year of highschool.

When we found out the people we will be classmates with, I told her to be friends with a certain person (lets call her Eli?)

And so she did.

But, I realized how jealous I was after nearly a month.

She made a bunch of friends, while I...made nothing. But that's not why I was jealous

I was jealous because I wasn't with her everyday like we used to, it's not the same anymore. I felt ignored. So I sent her a message. And she answered with

"Heya~ Recieved ur text but ddnt recive load, im NOT trying to ignore you though, i thought we were aquaintances and yes i knew u helped me a lot and i appreciate u for that but you dnt hav d right to tell me whether to make friends or not, because we have our own lives n i do wat i want when i wanna do it n i wanna make friends so what? I actually did make lots this first few weeks of school already. Plus i dont think we can relate to each other anymore.. I love hetalia & anime still but u've gone out of d fandom n went to TVD n PLL, im not really interested in that though,sorry.I still belive dat anime could be real while u think their jst living in ur comp screen. Im not trying to judge ur opinions because i respect ur opinions owo scouting is actually fun though, its not boring nor tiering at all, its pretty fun >w< i luv it. Believe it or not i still miss you but i dont think we can relate. I hav 2 study everyday n night, my grades matter to me, so please dnt say im trying to ignore u by not going to fb, i jst hav 2 study thats y. I cant be on here all the time n i barely hav time to get on here because im trying to make up for my failing ones.. n my phone dsnt lyk recieving load idk y. btw i sti believe my friends wnt leave me and yeah thats all i gotta say bye see u :)"

I felt offended..somehow

So I confronted her, told her that I wanted us to be friends again. But she didn't want to, for she already got a new set of friends. And of course, I wanted to cry. But I didn't want to show it. 

I wanted to shout. 

There was another message, it was her apologizing for offending me. Of course, I didn't see that message. But I confronted her the day before, I think she was offended. No...she IS offended. I felt baddd 

I don't want to reveal anything else, but I sent her a total of 20+ apology messages through deviantart and facebook from July to March of 2014. 

I was seenzoned, and there was so reply.

I cried every night.

I felt so obsessed, stalking her through every site.

I was friends with Eli, and I asked her about what Maki thinks of me. She said that Maki didn't want to talk about it, but she disliked me. Ouch. 

Although, Eli DID say that Maki had an older brother and an older sister who was married, but I knew those were big lies. She only had one sister, which was younger than her. I can't believe she lied, she wasnt the type of person to lie.

At January of 2014, I met a guy from the higher batch (can we call him vans). He made me realize that I was bisexual, that I loved Maki.

So, at April of 2014, I sent her my last message. I even confessed to her that I had a crush on her.

But at October (or so) I sent her another message through deviantart, admitting all faults.

I didn't expect her to reply, but when I checked my deviantart page again, she replied.

I'm too lazy to look up what she said, but she said that she forgave me, asked me how I was, and all. But she sent another message that said that we couldnt be together again, but we are good now.

I was so happy that I cried, screamed, and burried myself in the pillow. Literally. 

Until now, at sophomore year, I still see her. We're still not classmates, and our classrooms are far from each other, but each time I see her..my heart still tends to ache.

We are from different clubs (she is from the english club, while I am from the art club. If the art club wasn't so full, I think we would've been clubmates.)

Next school year, I have a horrible feeling that we will be classmates, due to the fact that I am pretty sure we took the art course. Our school will sort us by course next year, and I'm not sure what I will do if I were to be her classmate once more. Will I breakdown and cry in front of her? Or smile at her, and fall for her all over again? It's not fair. I still want to see her. 

I hope her mother will accept me one day, and I will be able to be close to her once again. I am okay with being "just friends", I just don't want to be apart from her. I hope she understands. 

Maki, if you're reading this, thank you. Thank you for letting me experience being loved, feeling loved. I'm sorry for being such a horrible person back then. Thank you so much.

[karenfordonte]

in rihannas house low key lmfao old kite dream confirmed here

Still editing this post/Rough Draft:

so i slept alot today its almost 7 now just woke up not too long ago

i had a dream that tarry was out to bust some evil cops in our area cause they were planning to steal me and take me home to be evil to me but the Sargent she called their boss that which denise said to call her a sargent yesterday she described rihannas hard video as her lol bossing the army around lmfao but

yeah then when i woke up still half asleep tarry finished the adding onto the dream i just had she said all the other areas around my area already taken care of lol

and when i went out to smoke after the dream i saw the kite in that one dream same kite outside physically ok not dream but that dream i was in rihannas house and that was the sarcastic bitter pill of truth evanessance album cover on christas tongue but honestly that 4 days part was bs since i had that dream never what i wanted etc ew ok

im really too addicted to my elantes lol

and its funny cause today is when i chose to open up to tarry about what happened to me then she left and i slept lol

i was told a long time ago riri steals my diapers out the trash at christas back when i was blind to their corruption but i think theyve been taking evidence out of our trash so i heart flow when to put stuff in the cans lol yeah i just vomitted today a lot ish lol

ive seen movies about people in these situations usually the cops help those victims change names and etc hides them so

the best ones watching my house 24/7 probably lol as always for a long time cause godly real fbi is legit like fbi you have to be best at using a gun probably only gods can do that lol psychic heart flow etc

i talk to denise mainly tarry is kinda more quiet but i can tell shes legit lol

idk how my tobacco bag seems so low in amount today i just opened it

but my two hand sanitizers jane said she never saw those either

and i just got those with adrianna lol

and idk where my other stuff went but lol idk uh i think i gotta throw more evidence away now lol

i bet the cops were right there once adrianna left the crime scene with me lol

the tv of the crime show in our room right now said arianna was so fixated she couldnt let it go she was obsessed with staying with her husband lol good luck lol

christa said she was paying for all ashleys collage (to be a psychiatrist almost done she said) thats alot of money she mustve had lol and one time christa showed me her and ashleys texts and one time ashley was on the phone when christa went outside with me and it made christa cry cause ashley didnt seem to believe her excuses  like christa told me so

i think emma was an elante and one time her mom told me she was poisoning her husband btw with cat ear drops she showed me the bottle i thought she was kidding at the time but i didnt wanna get in the middle  heard some horror stories some by emma about her childhood one one time the dad fed emma bad meat that gave her pinworms one time out of no where the mom insulted her very fucked up and i stood up for her emma was my first gf and my go to best friend for many many years

golden snitches is funny

denise always tells me whos legit in the house whos not sometimes she low key changes it says one is nice when thats when his true self takes over yeah that one is legit lol and also shes right the couple here is funky those people for my nose aint right made me more nauseous the whole living room smelled so bad ew heard the couple is looking for a new place cause the staff mad at them too

yesterday me and denise made a cake and had icecream so it felt like my bday lol

everytime jane says to limit my smoking is days i sleep alot anyways lmao like she is legit

i keep getting nauseous off and on still been laying down almost all day today i wanna buy me one of those back massagers to lay on that heats up cause heat helps my back pain a ton i noticed when i had my good jacket on so ive been putting it on my back

ive been having alot of random pains i notice i cant bend over too long in bed a certain way just trying to lay down  it hurts alot and sometimes the leg twitches still hurt alot and theyre annoying my arm twitches not that annoying but when i just wanna relax my legs annoy me and my jaw used to only pop on my left side but denise pointed it out to make me notice its on the right side and not when i close my teeth together anymore when i almost close it now they mustve been trying to beat my face but yeah id laugh if dee andre thought he broke it when its cartlidge lol it bends naturally yeah but like all this paragraph is new since christas house

one time for my first sepsis hospital visit i wasnt even confused that time christa called the emts and i told them christa gave me two antibiotics she told them she didnt and told them im just mentally ill but thats bs but i wanted to cover for her during that time cause i heard it was illegal to share prescriptions but yeah

i have to buy the massager kind of heat cause regular heating pads are dangerous to lay on it says it on the lable and for hospital kinds are warnings like that too so yeah i probably cant ask insurance they probably have dumb kind lol i'll look for a water proof one just in case lol you know what no legit water proof ones on amazon so idk where my bed protector cover fabric went but oh well i'll just buy another one

for a long time for pain meds only dilauded in the iv worked (i was told thats the strongest one in the hospital) but when tara lets me have ibuprofen that works alot man im so glad meds when legit work lol but being poisoned and drugged didnt help too for my past  ps i think god controls the FDA just saying lol i need a full body massager but its more expensive but its ok

ive been sharing my tobacco with denise but ive seen her only have a couple cigs in a pack before etc many times she multiplies the cigs and seemingly money but she keeps it low key and she eats before i eat so i trust her of whats legit just in case and i think she adds to my tobacco bag etc cause the ammount in there always changes so yeah

ps for the samples i left in the trash i stopped bleeding so maybe that was just for the samples, they had my hair brush for a while, spit samples, vomit, and now poop from here this house too so yeah lmfaothe voice is cool to guide my heart etc

ps on dr oz i saw a guy that says no one needs to go on a detox diet to detox, that the body is naturally excellent at detoxing so yeah lol

ps i think i want a character thats a me donte thats black thats named theo lol or skyst im not sure yet but i love that name too lol

i think i gotta throw the lotions i have here away lol cause as far as i know they were at christas house and christa gave me the dove one lol i barely used it lol christa gave me that you can open so yeah ps i dont think the laundry soap i just got came with a seal on it why do stores do that lol  i threw away all the lotions and perfumes and cheap make up christa lied said its expensive its probably dollar kind lol

riri said she dated asap rocky to make him look dumb and shes god so she got herself pregnant lol cause he said shes his one and only but almost all her music is about me so shes hilarious lol  cause asap has a history of fights so yeah some argue why be with him after she went through chris brown but she just stunts people's growth the evil ones not listening to god like those who arent godly yet by selling them stuff and they shouldve been god promoted lol

cause this isnt that romantic:

and that the press always says anonymous person(s) told them that they always together and really romantic etc but lol yeah etc etc its funny some articles uploaded late use same pics from past articles lol its like lol even denise says she plays men before they play her and that she'd rather suck jesus's butt than to deal with bs basically lol

[pattilicious84]

Joyride

So I had horrible boyfriends in the past. My first real boyfriend, Chris, was a narcissistic, abusive, psycho. But I was with him through what some would argue, are the most formidable year. From 13-19 I was with this boy. He cheated on me with all my "best" friends. Whenever he got the chance. Which always baffles me now btw. Cause not to sound conceited or anything but all of us, including myself, were way too hot for that prick. But anyways, he beat me. All the time. He beat me with a wrench. He smashed food in my face, spit on me, broke my stuff, etc. The last straw was when he kidnapped me. I was trying to break up with him. I was at my house. He was at his I thought. But I broke up with him on the phone at my house and got in my car to drive to my friend Nathans to go to his grandmoms for dinner like we did every Tuesday. But as I was turning out of my neighborhood Chris was already there. He followed me in his car. I was so scared. I didnt know what to do. He rammed into the back of my car a few times. He hit it hard the last time as i was pulling into nathans neighborhood and my lit cigarette flew out of my hand. I pulled in nathans driveway and ran. Didnt turn the car off. Didnt shut the door. Just ran and screamed for nathan hoping i could get in before chris got me. But that didnt happen. He caught me and dragged me to his car and put me in. He then proceeded to drive to a secluded wooded area in Pasadena. Hitting me nonstop along the way. He told me he was gojng to kill me and leave me there. He punched me in the head over and over. Finally i was able to talk him down by reminding him about how much trouble he was going to be in. He took me back and dropped me off down the road cause there was like 10 cop cars there and I told him to go take refuge somewhere and I would straighten it out. The police were no help when i walked up. I had a softball size lump growing out of my forehead and other bruises. They offered me no medical attention and actually came up with the story themselves that i had banged my head on the steering wheel when chris pulled me out of the car. And i went along with all of it. Because i was young and stupid and didn't want to get him in trouble. And I always laugh about it now when i tell the story. But i am so scarred by what he did to me. Not just that incident but all of it. And i push it away. I honestly didnt even realize how much it traumatized me til i was watching one of those damn true story shows where a girl was kidnapped by her bf and i heard the 911 call and just started crying. Idk how i am supposed to get over something like that. Im just the denial and laugh type but when im alone its different. Idk. But i think thats where my panic attacks stem from. Im ju

[briteboy]

MORE ASKS I’VE BEEN IGNORING!!!!!!!

GET ‘EM WHILE THEY’RE HOT

P.S. ALL OF U WHO SENT ME THE CHAIN THINGY ILYSOMUCH 

Why is her step-douche such a foken piece of shit? omg i hate him

some mysteries are never meant to be explained tbh. why is he so ugly and evil? who wronged him? but also who cares he’s in jail forever now good riddance ugly

I know this is probably really bad, but after I saw the newest molly posts, I thought of that video where the little girl is yelling "MISS KEISHA, MISS KEISHA, oh my fukin gosh she fukin dead"

OMFGFD I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT THAT VIDEO WAS SO I JUST WATCHED IT AND I’M LAUGHIN

i don’t blame u i bet when it happens i’m gonna be like “u know she ded”

(To the previous anon) i agree with you so, so much! In Poland, these dumbass politicians are letting shooting pregnant bisons (?? Im not sure how they're called) become legal. Like BITCH WHAT. Can you imagine??? A fucking pregnant lil' cow getting shot????? I feel Molly's pain on an emotional level rn (sorry if this is too nsfw, just needed to get that outta my system...)

i think this was in response to someone saying that hurting pregnant women is one of the worst crimes but um WTF shooting animals at all makes me itchy but pregnant ones..............nah that’s......nah

it’s ok get it outta ur system i’m here 4 u

the first thing I check in the morning is your account.... you have me whipped! ;|

OMG WHA LMAO REALLY that’s wild. i feel like i’m the only one who looks at my page which is dumb but like idk i still feel like a little kid that no one cares about lmao. but then you guys exist and amaze me with your responsiveness every day and i just ;____________; ily all

hi Sunny. first of all i'm gonna say i love your story and your editing style so much! your blog is goals like literally. i need an advice if you don't mind. you always find such amazing angles for your pictures while mine are so boring. any tips or tricks you can share?

HI thank you so much ;-; sooooo i’ve been thinking about this question the past couple of times i went in game, trying to figure out how to describe how i take pictures. for one thing i live in tab mode lmao. meaning you press the tab button on your keyboard to go into camera mode and get all these sexy angles and super zoom and stufffff. i almost always zoom in super far idk why. so there’s one tip. i honestly just play around with going up and down with the q and e keys (i think?) until i find angles i like. i take a lottttt of pictures with so many different angles just so i have a lot to choose from. basically i try to focus on different things in each picture in order to get a mix of the most diverse and dynamic shots possible. you just need to experiment and get creative. i know that’s the most vague advice ever but really just try a new angle that you’ve never considered before and i bet you’ll get cool results. an interesting setting is also the biggest factor, because certain objects and their placements will give you interesting results. 

i honestly want to print out your reaction pic to that one post and just hang it on my wall, put it in my heart locket necklace, stamp it on people's faces, start an email thread with it. i love it.

an add on to the last ask i sent about your reaction pic. i've been looking at it religiously since it was posted, and i dont regret a minute of it. LMAO I'LL STOP NOW.

SAKJDLJKGKSDAF STOPPPP LMAOOO i looked so ugly but that was my pure unadulterated reaction to that question and i trust you all to not judge my ugliness and instead share this reaction with me. i’m glad u liked it that much, i just printed it out and i’m cutting it into a small heart to put inside ur locket ok

everytime i hear cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant i think of a serious case of the novembers like its so fitting and then i get all emo when i listen to it lmao rip

OMMMMGGGGGGG YESSSSS how have i never made that connection before honestly. cage the elephant is one of my faves and i’ve seen them perform twice actually!! i’m watching the music vid for that song now and even that reminds me of my story ;-; i cry

thank you for sending this, and also i cry @ the fact that you used the actual title *dies* now this song is gonna make me emo til the end of time thx

i might sound like some crazy stalker fan but i just want to say you are so freakin awesome and nice and funny and cute and (i can go on forever) so caring! i love your blog so much and all the hard work and care you put into all your posts and followers. thanks for making my day and making me smile so much. you have no clue how much i look forward to seeing your posts and your hilarious hashtags and answers from asks and AMAZING story posts. im sorry i just wanted to let you know ur awesome ily

OFMG WHAT!!!!!! I AM ONLY AN EEL!!!!!! but no you don’t sound like a crazy stalker, i actually love this, you’re too sweet, thank you ;-; i’m just blushin so much reading this omg. YOU EVEN LIKE MY TAGS WOW that’s true love. ily ;-; <333

how do you get your sims' facial expressions to line up with your scenes? I feel like my sims' faces are never right :(

tbh i just use a lot of the same neutral poses...my go-to’s are @helgatisha‘s poses lol. they’re the easiest to work with when i do just plain talking scenes, and often i tweak my sims’ eyebrows and mouths with the liquify tool if i want them to look a bit more concerned, sad, mad, happy, etc., it works like a charm!! i also tend to play around with angles, you’d be surprised how much a different angle can enhance a scene.

Hey smol bean, I'm sent you an ask and now I feel bad that it probably made you feel anxious because you didn't answer it. It was the one about you not liking my posts, I have anxiety too so I'm sorry If I made you feel sad. I think I'm just looking for validation from people I look upto you get me? Anyway sorry again, don't worry about it! Love you!

hiya bb, i know you saw my answer to your original post (and i’m sorry it got some negative attention, i didn’t mean for that to happen by any means) anyway don’t sweat it, and i really appreciate this follow-up message. you didn’t make me feel sad, i just wanna know what i can do. it’s just a hard question y’know. i understand what you mean, i think everyone wants validation to some degree. tbh you can just come off anon and message me, i promise it’s not as nerve-wracking as it seems! ily

How did you make Santi's tattoos? I want some like that for my Sims but idk how to do it

boop

I HAVE A FEELING THAT MOLLY IS GOING TO DIE DURING THE BIRTH OF THE BEAN OR IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER STEPFATHER FINDING OUT ABOUT THE BEAN

WELP U WERE RIGHT ABOUT ONE THING

how did you make your characters page on your blog like that?

uoohhh like what?? i used this theme (monolog) if that’s what you mean aheh. here’s a guide on how to use custom page themes

okay so THIS IS MY THEORY: they might keep the baby and molly might actually carry it to full term, but then the kid dies in childbirth and either molly also dies or maybe kills herself or gets killed later? or maybe she's still alive but just won't speak to santi anymore cause she like can't look him in the eye after all of that or idk?? since ppl were sending theories i wanted to add mine lmao. another possible theory is that the stepdad finds out and kills her but thats TOO DARK omg

TOO DARK U SAY...WELL!!! it’s not AS dark as you guessed but only marginally

If Molly turns out to be alive and raising their kid alone (though from what I'm seeing in response to most questions I think that may not be the route) am I allowed to slap Santi (unless Molly didn't give him the option to help) because raising a child alone is not easy I've watched my mom do it for years.

YEAH i would give you permission to slap him lmao he would be a grade A piece o’ shit if that were the case. i would never ever write that tho because santi does own up to his actions if they’re that detrimental. his altruistic nature, no matter how backwards, would never allow him to do that.

There will be complication with the abortion so she will not be able to carry a baby anymore and she's going to kill herself OR her step dad is going to find out and he'll beat her to death. And in both situation Santi his blaming himself because he wasn't there at the right time... Okay I really really hope I'm wrong now !

I don't even follow your story very closely but every time I see your posts my heart hurts.

OMFG...that’s how u know the pain is real

but like wow my stuff is really so visceral that even my apathetic followers can feel the hurt...that’s real...that’s real my guy

omg!! you should 100% play or at least watch a playthrough of life is strange! legit the best game ever made, its so beautiful. the storyline kills you a thousand times over (much like your beautiful story) <3333

yaaaa i’ve heard lots of good things about it!! my bf played it actually, maybe he’ll revisit it again someday and i’ll watch him do it (i’m only a fan of video games if i can watch them like a movie lmao) thank you btw <3

I am shook and I worship you and your story and you are amazing WOW BYE

WORSHIP LMAO WHAT!!! PLS I AM UNDESERVING...ily tho don’t worship false gods

Do you let Molly and the younger versions of your characters frolic around your main save or do they have a separate one?

UM YES LMAO because i didn’t even know you could have separate saves until after i started the flashbacks lmao i’m...a noob. i don’t want separate saves anyway because 1) it’s too much of a hassle switching back and forth and 2) it gets too confusing for me and i’d be afraid of overwriting one save with another and NOPE too much anxiety for that soooo yeah there’s three santis in my game: child, teen and adult lmfao (fun fact: teen santi’s name is literally just Lil Santi)

I made it to my senior year with 6 A's and 1 B ... Be proud of me too? 😂 Lmao I told this to people and some of them were just like .. okay cool?! LMAO it's so funny but also kinda sad

I AM PROUD OF YOU TOO!!!!!!!!! my smart childrens

“okay cool” UM PLEASE that’s a feat...at my school if you got an A in a class in senior year you were allowed to be exempt from the final. so yeah that rules. ily

[yoochann]

92 Truths

Rules: Tag 20 people

I was tagged by @jxnhees (who btw is great for being able to keep conversation with me: a brick wall) @kangyoochanie @wacested @seyoon-ace and also (technicallyyyyyy) by @junheeschoice 😘

THE LAST…

1.Drink: sparkling grapefruit water (ik ik fancy right?)

2.Phone call: ehhhh it might have been for some kinda takeout

3.Text message: uhhh the s f 9 group chat more specifically kim i guess

4.Song you listened to: whiplash - nct 127

5.Time you cried: i didnt say this ok but it was definitely during the yh dance practice that went up yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER…

6.Dated someone twice: nope i would have to date someone first 

7.Been cheated on: no

8.Kissed someone and regretted it: nope

9.Lost someone special: sort of 

10.Been depressed: yeah

11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: nope

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

pastel  pink

yellow

baby blue

15.Made new friends: yeah

16.Fallen out of love: nah

17.Laughed until you cried:  all the time

18.Found out someone was talking about you: unfortunately 

19.Met someone who changed you: yes

20.Found out who your true friends are: mmmmmm

21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no lol

GENERAL…

22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them but tbh who uses facebook???

23.Do you have any pets: i have 2 cats and a dog

24.Do you want to change your name: i guess my names fine

25.What did you do for your last birthday: ha funny story we went to go see a performance in boston, but i was really stressed about school at the time and fell ill and yeah that ruined everything lmao

26.What time did you wake up: 7? maybe cant remember

27.What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping 

28.Name something you cannot wait for: graduation next year

29.When was the last time you saw your mother: couple minutes ago 

30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: hmmm i kinda wish i grew up in a better area tbh

31.What are you listening to right now: diplomat’s son - vampire weekend

32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah

33.Something that is getting on your nerves: idk man maybe like general negativity?

34.Most visited website: tumblr and google docs

35.Elementary: is this asking like if ive been through it? then yes

36. High School: almost done

37.College/university: planning to go

38.Hair color: blonde (but like honestly basically yellow)

39.Long or short hair: longish like mid back

40.Do you have a crush on someone: not a legitimate one  

41.What do you like about yourself: idk my eyes? or maybe like i’d say im a pretty soft person in general so maybe that

42.Piercings: my ears

43.Blood type: no idea! but like probably O thats the safe guess

44.Nickname: jess

45.Relationship status: single

46.Zodiac sign: gemini

47.Pronouns: she/her

48.Favorite tv show: for korean shows its weightlifting fairy. for american shows its chopped

49.Tattoos: no

50.Right or left hand: right

51.Surgery: nope (im getting my wisdom teeth out soon tho)

52.Piercings: this was already a question

54.Sport: never lol. unless u count dance then ive been doing that for like 12 years 

55.Vacation: I want to go to Japan during cherry blossom season!!

57.Eating: fave food is probably like ice cream 

58.Drinking: green tea or smoothies 

59.I’m about to: idk mess around some more and not be productive

60.Listening to: know me - dpr live

61.Waiting for: legitimate relaxation

62.Want: svea made me emo so now i want to meet my internet friends :’(

63.Get married: eventually but not too early in life

64.Career: architecture or design 

WHICH IS BETTER…

65.Hugs or kisses: hugs

66.Lips or eyes: eyes

67.Shorter or taller: taller

68.Older or younger: younger dont @ me about this tho

70.Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 

71.Sensitive or loud: cant choose tbh i guess sensitive

72.Hook up or relationship: relationship

73.Troublemaker or hesitant: either but i guess hesitant 

HAVE YOU EVER…

74.Kissed a stranger?: nope

75.Drank hard liquor?: i only drink cute drinks so no

76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: nope 

77.Turned someone down?: i guess?

78.Sex on first date?: no

79.Broken someone’s heart?: idk probably man 

80.Had your heart broken?: ofc

81.Been arrested?: nope

82.Cried when someone died?: yeah 

83.Fallen for a friend?: 👀👀👀 anyways…..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

84.Yourself?: eh 

85.Miracles?: no lol

86.Love at first sight?: nope

87.Santa Claus?: nah

88.Kiss on the first date?: i mean if youre really feelin it sure i guess i probably wouldnt tho

89.Angels?: mmmm not in the religious sense

OTHER…

90.Current best friend’s name: kelly/ellen sorry i cant choose

91.Eye color: blue/grey

92.Favorite movie: i dont really watch movies maybe harry potter

tagging 20 people is really going to be a challenge but lets go! I tag @seywow @aceandchoices @javajaeyoon @kimsseyoons @princechani @dnghn @princeseyoon @inv-ace-sive @seokf9 @byeonqkwan @princerowoon @kang-yoochanie @cacetus  @blubluebaby312 @donghuns @kim-seyooned @imwonwootrash @7ace @kang-chan @99hwis

[meme-sauce]

Hi! What are some other reasons you dont like thirteen reasons why? People tell me to watch it but idk im not really sure? Id love to hear the other side too. (Love your blog btw)

Hi! Thank you! I’ve gotten a few of these in my ask box so I’m officially answering this one, but it’s for everyone else who asked too. There’s a lot of anger in here but it’s not directed at you anon! Just the book. (Please keep in mind I have not watched the show, nor do I intend to, so most of these are based on the book. This will also contain spoilers.)

1) Hannah Baker is a selfish hateful bitch. I really hate the B word, but honestly, I dont know what else to say. All suicides are selfish honestly, but she killed herself out of straight spite. She even says that its for revenge. Yes, there were some god awful things that happened, but she destroyed her family, her future, and honestly herself just so she could get back at the people that hurt her. Pathetic. I had a friend who’s client killed themselves, and they were devastated. It wasn’t even a person in their family and they couldn’t get out of bed for weeks. I could never imagine butting my family through that just to get revenge, and make people feel bad for fucking me over. 2) Basing off that, Hannah blames everyone for her suicide except for her own damn self.  Every single one of the issues she talked about sucked, but they could have been solved in so many ways other that suicide (again, I can not believe someone would do that to their family and friends.). If she talked to the people, or went to a real counselor, or did fucking online schooling whatever, she could have avoided it. There so many options she could have taken to better her self, but she allowed what people had done to her to control her. She uses the tapes to show how other people caused her suicide, but her hand was always the one on the trigger. 3) Blame of other people brings me to my next point, which is basically the same as number two only more specific to the School Counselor. I honestly cant remember his name right now, Mr Porter?  I have no clue so Ill just call him SC. This poor dude. He’s just a school counselor, but suddenly he’s the most responsible for her death? She says on that tapes that he’s the only person standing between her and suicide. What kind of god awful burden to put on somebody?? Who fucking does that?? Tells someone they’re the only thing stopping them from killing themselves?? Gross people that’s who. And the real kicker is, she didn’t even tell him. She didn’t even tell him half of the whole story. She said there was sexual things that happened with a guy, didn’t tell him if it was rape or not, and when he offered solutions, she wasn’t open to them. The poor dude did his best, but when who you’re talking too won’t help themselves, there’s really nothing more you can say. He told her to move on, because she wouldn’t press charges or even talk about what happened, and she twisted his words into inspiration to kill herself. And in the book, they talk about how horrible he is for that!!! She tells him he can take the tapes to hell, Clay calls him awful or something. He did his best with what she told him!! And even then, it is not his responsibility to make sure she doesn’t kill herself. Yes, counselors should help, but saying he was the one thing standing between her and her death is???? Crazy??4) This takes me to my next point. Clay. Clay Clay Clay. This whole time, shes talking about people who wronged her, and Clay is wondering how he got on the list. So when it gets to his tape, I’m like “Okay cool maybe the Author will explore the grey areas in this book, and how even good people can do bad things, or about how people you expect to be good can really fuck up, accidentally or on purpose, or fuck maybe it’ll only be a little thing and the author can use it to show how even small actions can impact a person (I wouldn’t say to a point of SUICIDE, but just show the impacts)” but then the tape comes on and its “Clay you don’t deserve to be on this list. You’re the odd one out”. How, fucking, convenient. Our Hero Clay Jensen, who didn’t do anything wrong!! He is exempt from all of her hate so we can have a likable main character. Wonderful. I rolled my eyes his entire chapter. 5) OH Also! talking about Clay’s tape, let’s also talk about (again), Hannah’s absolute fuckery when it comes to dealing with her problems. Literally pushes away anyone who could help her. She doesn’t even want to be helped, and at this point, shes going to twist every damn thing someone says to fit her own self justifying agenda. She says people caused her suicide, but she caused it her self by allowing it to happen. She didn’t help herself, even when she could, and wont take responsibility. Also, she fucking traumatized this poor boy for the rest of his life by making him listen to all the awful things on a set of tapes “he didn’t belong on”. Fuck off Hannah Baker. 6) The book is plain unrealistic. This is less of a character thing and more of something I noticed the second time i read it and it just made me hate it more. First off, literally no one does that shit. No one gives a fuck in high school. if someone cares enough to tell everyone that Justin felt up Hannah on the playground, no one is gonna care enough to believe it. When was the last time you heard a rumor about a girl getting felt up and went  “ wow this must be true what a slut I hate her”. It’s also unrealistic in the sense of the way it portrays depression, which is very poorly and Ill get to that more later. When I’m depressed I can’t even get out of bed, much less orchestrate an entire guilt trip with cassette tapes. Also the fact that Clay knows every single person on those tapes and their backstories despite having very different social groups as them? I’m not buying it. 7) It’s portrayal of depression and suicide. It makes it seem like its this beautifully sad pain. No. False. depression is like,  not getting out of bed because you’re physically unable too. It’s not taking a shower for weeks. It’s crying at two AM for no fucking reason. Miss me with this “I began to see the beauty in giving up” bullshit. You want to show suicide? Show what really happens. the wreckage people leave behind. Jay Ashter or whatever his name is goes into it a little bit when he’s talking about how her parents left for weeks and how the school counselor looked when he found out, but thats about it. Mainly it talks bout why she killed herself and how other people caused it, but not a realistic version of what the aftermath actually entailed. People, especially young people,  might look at this without knowing the true consequences of suicide or impacts of depression and get the wrong idea; namely they killing yourself is a revenge tactic to make everyone see how right you are and feel bad about what they did. Depression isn’t romantic emptiness and suicide isn’t a way to get revenge. It’s a serious issue and it just felt so… empty.8) While I’m not 100% sure, I’ve heard that not only does the Netflix series show the suicide, but also a really long rape scene. Can anyone say Yikes. Lets create a show about mental health and things that cause it,and then not give a fuck how said show will impact viewer’s triggers and mental health. There’s more but this post is already long as hell so I’ll end it here. I’m not the best writer, so there are some concepts that may have gotten muddled and not thoroughly explained, So i apologize for any misunderstandings someone gets if my words aren’t clear enough. I think you get the concept though.

[chrisdonefinessing-blog]

Talking to a stranger

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: BUILD THAT WALL!!

You: BUILD THAT WALL!!

Stranger: what?

You: MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!!

You: DON'T YOU AGREE?

Stranger: how old are you

You: like 5

You: and a half

Stranger: lol

You: Nah man wassup girl

You: how are you?

Stranger: do you like getting stoned

You: Hell yea

You: you got something?

Stranger: what time is it whereever you are

Stranger: nah i'm just stoned

You: 15:00

You: And I'm sitting at home on omegl

You: My life is great

Stranger: are you spreading weird propaganda about trump

Stranger: on omegle

You: Hell yea thats my dog

You: Don't you agree with him?

You: I just think that the world should belong to us white people you know

You: We gotta stick together imma right?

Stranger: you think im white?

You: Looks pretty white too me?

Stranger: cool

You: Where you from then?

Stranger: Singapore

You: Oh shit

You: Just like my ucnle

Stranger: lmaooooooooooooo

Stranger: i'm gonna take a hit k

You: You got a bong?

You: hahahaha

You: Oh shit you one of them cute girls, that look all innocent

You: But you lowkey bad as fuck

You: I love that

Stranger: such a stoner

You: Hahaha man I could use a hit too

You: Oh damn

You: You took that real nice

You: SO how do you get weed and stuff in singapor?

Stranger: i dont live in singapore

You: Oh so where do live?

Stranger: where you from

You: Try and guess

Stranger: US?

You: Nah

You: No ones ever guesses it right

You: It's in europe

Stranger: europe

Stranger: ah

Stranger: uk

Stranger: ?

You: Sort of close

Stranger: how old are you anywway

You: We have shit weather just like them

You: 18

Stranger: im in melboune

You: AND A HALF

Stranger: talk about shit weather

You: Oh ofcourse

Stranger: hahaha

Stranger: im 19

You: Ain't it like summer in australia?

Stranger: yeah

You: That must be trippy as hell

You: So it's warm af during christmas?

Stranger: pretty much

You: You're wild

Stranger: just love my weed

You: Do you often just sit and get high by yourself?

Stranger: sometimes

Stranger: my friends

Stranger: arent here

Stranger: so i decided

Stranger: to stumble upon this place

Stranger: hoping its not a dick

Stranger: or a bot

You: How you know I'm not a bot?

You: or a dick

Stranger: nah as in

Stranger: a lot of people are just

Stranger: dick pics

Stranger: or dick cams

Stranger: whatever

You: Are yea I get it

You: It's like gay porn on here

Stranger: yeah

You: Is it late?

Stranger: yes

You: In melbourne

Stranger: 1.11

Stranger: am

You: Sunday?

Stranger: monday morning

You: Don't you have school tomorrow

You: ?

Stranger: yes

You: That fucking sick

Stranger: the key to people not thinking youre stoned

Stranger: is to be stoned all the time

You: You is smart

You: Gotta remember that one

You: You often stoned in school?

Stranger: anecdotes you learn from omegle

Stranger: done it before

Stranger: dont do it in tutorials

Stranger: tho

Stranger: dont recommend it

Stranger: ahahha

Stranger: esp the discussive ones

You: Hahaahah

Stranger: get too slow

You: Man why don't girls like you attend my school

Stranger: stoner girls?

You: Litterally half my class thinks weed is the devil cabage

Stranger: lmao

Stranger: devil cabbage

Stranger: omg

Stranger: its life

Stranger: its magiv

Stranger: magic

Stranger: its love

Stranger: i love to cook while i'm high

Stranger: i like to bake while i'm baked

You: Punss for dayys

Stranger: i have chocolate chip cookies now

You: Oh man you got me hungry

Stranger: my friends call me munch queen

Stranger: we used to get high with each other

Stranger: and i'll just buy lots of food

You: I love food too

You: It's like one of the best things in life

Stranger: i agree

You: Trying to watch this football watch

You: Hence why I'm looking away sometimes

Stranger: what match is it

You: Man city - Swansea

Stranger: the opposing team

Stranger: my dad supports man u

You: Nah fuck them

You: I'm sorry but your dads a scum

You: I don't like Man city either

Stranger: you hold strong opinions m8

You: Liverpool <3

You: AHHAHAAH you look mad stoned

Stranger: i am

You: You live alone?

Stranger: for now

Stranger: my housemate is moving in soon

You: So your in ilike college

Stranger: uni

You: Oh damn ain't that kinda early?

You: Yo those ropes look mad comfy!

Stranger: they are

Stranger: i guess so

You: I need cop myself one

You: Here in Denmark you don't attend Uni untill your like 21

Stranger: holy

Stranger: i graduate when i'm 21

You: What are you gonna do after?

You: You figured it out yet?

Stranger: nopeeeeee

Stranger: idk

You: Nah me neither

Stranger: what you doing now

You: Shit it's hard to find out what you wanna do rest of your life

Stranger: just take it slow

You: Don't think theres a word for it in English

Stranger: stoned

You: It's called "gymnasium"

Stranger: do you like chocolate

You: School leve wise it's kinda like High school and college

You: *level

Stranger: ah i see

Stranger: cool beans

Stranger: laptops are so hot

Stranger: what music do you listen to

You: Oh sotty

You: *sorry

Stranger: nvm football game

You: Right now Kendirck

You: Lamar

Stranger: sweet

Stranger: he's really good

You: You know the song Hood politics?

You: It's the one I'm listening to right now

You: It's fucking sick

You: How bout you?

You: You rate Drake?

You: I fucking hate Drake

Stranger: hahahah

Stranger: more into old sch rap?

Stranger: or like

Stranger: more lyrical rap

You: Oh for real?

Stranger: do you like rap that tells a story?

You: Hell yea

Stranger: there's an artist called hopsin

Stranger: um

Stranger: the song

Stranger: lemme go see

You: Ah yea I went too see him live last year

You: He came to my city

Stranger: omgggggg

You: fucking lit

Stranger: sick

You: I love his Ill mind series

Stranger: me too

You: But he kinda had beef with Tyler the Creator

You: Which btw is my dad

Stranger: i think tyler is weird anyway

Stranger: ahhahahaa

You: Yea but I love that

You: he's crazy

Stranger: but like

Stranger: his songs just feel disruptive

Stranger: i need the beats smooth

You: Listen to treehouse

Stranger: i'm just a chill person

You: og smuckers

You: Smuckers is incredible

You: One of my fav songs ever

Stranger: i like childisj gambino

Stranger: but you probs hate

Stranger: him

Stranger: ahahahah

You: Oh shit yea Donald GLover he's my 2. dad

You: Nah I fukcing love him

You: You heard aweken ly love then right?

You: *my

Stranger: don;t think so actually

You: His new album

You: It's amazing

Stranger: i like v 3005

Stranger: and sweatpants

You: Yea that's my fucking jam!!

Stranger: but i havnet heard the new album

You: Listen to it, it's a lot different

You: but still very good

You: OH THAT REMINDED ME FRANK OCEAN IS COMMING TO MY CITY TOO THIS SUMMER

You: IM SO FUKCING EXCITED FOR THAT!

You: What's going on?

Stranger: cool beans

You: Is the shits hitting you hard?

You: haha

Stranger: a little

You: Man don't you think you need to get some sleep soon?

You: If you finna have school tommorow

Stranger: true

Stranger: k

Stranger: thanks

Stranger: bye

You: Wait

You: Do you have insta?

Stranger: yeah

You: I need to see that pretty face again

Stranger: butterfruit

You: Fucking butterfruit hell yea

Stranger: is it sunday where you are

You: Yea sunday

You: mid day

You: Damn you got a lot of juu

You: Do you trap or something

Stranger: trap?

You: Ah nevermind hahahahaha

Stranger: you mean deakl?

Stranger: deal*

You: Yea

Stranger: nopeeeee

Stranger: just a regular purveyor of the finer things in life

You: Hey I fell you girl

You: *feel

Stranger: getting into my stoner habits

You: Man we gotta smoke together I I ever for some reason end up in Mlebourne

Stranger: yes!!!!!

Stranger: cheers

Stranger: to that

You: You're appartment look mad nice too

Stranger: yeah its chill

Stranger: i have a huge kangaroo

Stranger: like

Stranger: a soft toy

You: Oh shit

You: You trluy are Australian

Stranger: no just look at it

Stranger: its super cute

Stranger: im a kid

Stranger: its huge

You: Damn you probably hide your weed in there

Stranger: noi leave it pretty much out in the open

Stranger: hahhahaha

You: You're so fukcing chill

Stranger: the laws here are pretty lax

You: ahahah

You: But it's not legal tho is it?

Stranger: not yet

You: I was in the Netherlands recently

Stranger: what is your opinion on kanye

Stranger: how was holland?

You: Kanye is fucking tight

Stranger: sweet

You: And Holland is sick

You: you now everyhting is fucking legal their

You: Can you rank Kanyes albums from best to worst?

You: That's how I judge a person, on how they rank his albums

Stranger: rly

Stranger: ahahahaha

Stranger: ok

You: Yea it actually says a lto about the person

Stranger: ive heard like one or two songs from 808s & hearbreak

Stranger: niggas in paris is nice

Stranger: chance the rapper

Stranger: i like most of chance's songs

You: Chance is dope

Stranger: pablo

Stranger: so sleepy

You: Yea that wasn't really a ranking, but im gonna give you the benefit of the doubt

You: Becuase your high and cute

Stranger: ok ok what about the kanye songs that i hear the most

You: Yea sure

Stranger: i'm so sleepy tho

You: If you wanna go to bed, go ahead ahaha

You: You need to be ready for school tommorow

You: so it's fine

You: It must be mad late also

Stranger: famous, that part (the one with schoolboy q), who gon stop me, no church in the wild, clique, gold digger, black skinhead, heartless for when i was younger

You: Ayyy they all lit

You: Aight you're good to go

You: Except maybe black skinhead

You: Not really feeling his Yeezus album

You: But it's cool

You: I love your smile damn

You: Man city just scored

You: fuck

Stranger: you against man city?

You: Yea bunch of rentboys all of them

You: Are both your parents from Singapor

You: ?

Stranger: yeah or so at least thats what they tell me

Stranger: i just saw a creepypasta article about the dangers of omegle

Stranger: ahahahahah

You: Oh shit what does it say?

You: Sorry for talking in the phone

You: Hahaha you sleeping?

Stranger: i didnt read it

Stranger: i just saw it across google

You: Yea theres alot of creeps on here for real tho

You: note trynna generalise a lot of those Indians are sketch as fuck

You: ngl

Stranger: weird site

Stranger: weird people

You: Yet I've just spend 3 hours of my wekeend on it

You: ..

Stranger: how was it

You: Yea it was amazing when I saw you

Stranger: psh ok thanks

You: Made it worth it going through all those crusty ass dicks

You: Hey if you wanna go to sleep, Then I don't wanna stop you

You: you look tired as hell

Stranger: thats cause im stoned too

Stranger: i should sleep

You: When do your classes start?

Stranger: 10......

Stranger: 8 hours

Stranger: but i got some grroup assignment due before them

Stranger: then*

Stranger: so

Stranger: i'm gonna power nap

Stranger: and do my shit

You: Hahahaha

Stranger: stoner life in uni

Stranger: this is really bad

You: I feel you

Stranger: i do things at the last minute

You: don't we all hah

Stranger: true

Stranger: ok goodnight

You: Can I just see that pretty smile one last time

You: please :)

You: Thanks sweetie!

You: Sleep tight yea

Stranger: bye stranger!

Stranger: nice meeting you

You: and don't get too high all the time aight

Stranger: yeah i know i shouldnt

You: It's cool tho you bad af

Stranger: tbh you should do it when you're with someone you rly like

Stranger: it gets girls horny

Stranger: this is coming from a girl

You: Ayyy for sure honey

You: Oh well, take care angel

Stranger: ok night