#reblobbing this because idk why

[smaller-comfort]

day 2 reblob. and notes! sleep deprived rambling, mostly.

-Yes, technically I ought to write them in order, but I really don't care anymore. Everything sucks right now, I'm going to just post the goddamn porn.

The general outline for Staycation is theoretically:

Saturday- there actually is a scene for Saturday, but it's just a brief intro thing where they talk about stuff they want to do. Also Resh'an gets his ass eaten on the kitchen table.

Sunday- already posted; Aephorul dissociates and uses Resh'an as a chew toy. (I still really, really like that one as a character piece.)

Monday- petplay, Aephorul gets to wear his collar, and does not use Resh'an as a chew toy, because he's better trained than that.

Tuesday is supposed to be the needle play/play piercing scene, but it can be the suspension/rope play one instead.

Wednesday is this one.

Thursday, they aren't doing *anything* sexy because Resh'an's ass is going to hurt too much. (I guess Thursday could be watersports/omorashi if I actually want to take a crack at writing that, but really, they're just going to roll around in bed eating takeout and being useless.) (More useless, I mean.) (Resh'an: We're decorative.)

Friday is supposed to be the multiple orgasm extravaganza when Resh'an finally takes off the chastity cage.

I could push Friday out to Saturday, and maybe still squeeze the needle play in there. Hm. (This would not be the evil scientist roleplay- it's a play piercing scene, where Resh'an sketches out what he wants and Aephorul sticks him full of needles. They don't even have sex; its really just about soft feelings and giving Resh'an a corset piercing. Its challenging for me to write because I'm bad at visuals, and the visuals are kind of all that's going on. Structurally, it's also kind of identical to the rope scene, although maybe they do have sex in that one. I haven't written much of either of those yet.)

-All of these stories are kind of experimental in one way or another, but I'm really very pleased with the way their relationship dynamics play out on the page. I'm at the point where I'm not really feeling self conscious about it anymore, at least, so that's nice. My biggest fear is that I'm writing them in a way that feels generic, but I'm pretty sure I've made them too weird for that.

-This is my widly self indulgent feel-good sexy AU, and that's why Aephorul has piercings and Resh'an has a tattoo. (He probably has more than just the one, but the back piece is the main thing, and he gets it around the same time that Aephorul gets his piercings.)

(Honestly, he definitely should have more tattoos- probably nerdy ones. I'll have to think about it harder. Bad at visuals!)

-There are reasons that Resh'an likes to wear chastity devices that aren't just 'everybody thinks it's hot'- maybe I'll write a story that gets into those reasons at some point. It's more about Resh'an setting boundaries around how he wants to be touched than anything else. (But also, it's because everybody thinks they're hot.)

-How many kinks do they get into because Aephorul wants to practice something he learns in medical school? Probably an alarming number, actually; it's really for the best that he was always planning a research career path and not direct patient care.

-In my head, they live in a townhouse, but idk how they get away with not getting noise citations all the time if they're sharing walls with neighbors. Maybe there are attached garages between each unit. Either way, it's a single story, 3 bed 2 bath with an eat-in kitchen. The third bedroom is packed with junk that they keep saying they'll go through and clear out, but they never do.

-Again, because this is a feel-good AU, they also live in a magical place with robust public transportation and pedestrian infrastructure. Resh'an usually rides his bike to work; Aephorul takes the bus. They do probably have a car, and Aephorul still has a motorcycle, but they don't drive much.

Title: Staycation: Mid-Week Rating: E Paring: Aephorul/Resh'an Modern AU; part of the Staycation series

Aephorul is on vacation; he's going to enjoy himself.

This is pure pwp smut, featuring (in no particular order): bondage, nipple torture, cock cages, sounding, orgasm denial, caning, and Resh'an kind of just generally getting reduced to ground meat, sexually. Both characters are having a great time.

warnings/heads up: The sounding is not a focus and happens incidentally to the chastity cage, but it's there; there's also a very brief mention of needle play.

I keep being like "is this too derivative or too similar to other stories I've already written" and then I just have to remind myself that the two cakes philosophy is real and valid, and none of my other baked goods have involved caning, so that's at least a slightly different flavor.

...that metaphor may have gotten away from me. Anyway. Enjoy!

[ihatebnha]

Shut his cocky ass up by drenching his lips and face in kisses. Just smooch him all over

He can grumble all he wants but you can tell he loves it 🥰

BABE, DID YOU BLOCK ME CUZ I LITERALLY CANT SEE YOUR ACCOUNT OR REBLOBS OR REPLIES😭😭😭 and I’m so sad!!! And dk why!!!!!!!!

But anyway yes!!! Tries to get mad or snarky or smart w/ you only to be defeated by the “but I’m so nice to you?” kisses you give. Goes from holding his finger up at you to… “oh. Okay. Keep doing that😮‍💨”

Like, UR LUCKY WE WILL, DINGUS. He can just wait and watch when you end up taking away his kisses for something real. He folds so fast.

[magical-girl-hell]

A Question of Worth by MagicalGirlHell

Archive of Our Own / fanfiction.net

Chapters: 22/?

Fandom: Thor (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Iron Man (Movies), Doctor Strange (2016)

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Relationships: Loki & Thor (Marvel), Hela & Loki (Marvel), Hela & Thor (Marvel), Loki & Tony Stark, Tony Stark & Thor

Characters: Thor (Marvel), Loki (Marvel), Hela (Marvel), Tony Stark, James "Rhodey" Rhodes, Vision (Marvel), Stephen Strange, Wong (Marvel), Jane Foster (Marvel), Brunnhilde | Valkyrie (Marvel), Hulk (Marvel)

Additional Tags: Canon Divergence - Thor: Ragnarok (2017), Canon-Typical Violence, Blood and Injury, Body Horror, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Fight Scenes, Angst, Humor, Thor (Marvel) is Not Stupid, Earn Your Happy Ending, Unreliable Narrator

The Odinsons' encounter with Hela goes awry when she doesn't arrive in time to stop a fight from breaking out between them. Now, with Hela trapped on Midgard, Thor must rely on help from old friends and new ones if he wants to defeat her before she can find a way off the planet. There's just one problem: will any of them be able to trust Loki? And perhaps more importantly... should they?

(Updates Mondays and Thursdays.)

[whumperooni]

Idk if you like haikyuu much, but if you do, you should totally join aoyukai’s server!! It’s super fun, everyone is really sweet, PLUS I’m pretty sure I saw you reblob a text post with papa ukai and there’s a really sweet and funny girl in there named... Ace? Or Lauren? Who has a bot and roleplays as tons of people- all around I think you would like it a lot!! You obvi don’t have to but it would be a lot of fun to have you in there :))))

I actually really love Haikyuu;;; It’s my favorite anime! (sorry bnha)

But, um, so my last fandom (I mean I still love it and everything but i’m not publicly involved in the fandom) was Haikyuu. I wrote for it for about...three? years. And a couple of months ago I kind of just did a slow fade out from it because Reasons. (Nothing bad, just mostly personal stuff going on in my life and feeling generally unhappy with my writing at the time)

I ended up hopping over to bnha and kinda did a 180 of my writing style. I used to never ever write Reader x Character fics, actually! This is all new to me!

And it’s been really great for me as well- I have a lot more confidence than I did before.

I love Haikyuu and I love reading fics for it, but I’m not entirely sure I’m comfortable actively joining servers again and talking to writers from the fandom? (Mostly because I’m a lil nervous someone will figure out that oh, hey, that’s actually ***** wtf why are they writing incest porn now??? and having to deal with all that)

Maybe in the future though? I’ve actually been tempted to try to write for it again, but I’ve kinda chickened out each time;;;

I think I just need to relax for a lil bit before dipping my toes back into the pool.

But! I do appreciate the message and the suggestion! And I’m sorry for being so rambly and oversharing!

[rzdhc]

I go to bed now, I'll finish BEEF and TFC in the morning

still open to drawing more lesser drawn hermits!

feel like drawing some hermits

which hermits do you think have had the least amount of fanart these past few weeks?

[marstonheir]

my url please and thank you xx

SEND A URL AND I WILL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING;

Do I Follow Them?: duh

Why Did I Follow Them?: i dont remember??? probably because you’re flawless. but uhm i first followed you when i was a lil baby on this website and idk why i followed you then either. but im so happy i did because that shaped me so much as has our writing together.

Do We Role Play?: yessir

Do I Want To Role Play With Them: always

An AU Idea For Our Muses: girl no. we got too many. but also what if cassidy was katherines kid.

A Song For Our Muses: im really bad at picking these tbh uhm it depends on the muse tbh. but house of wolves by mcr comes to mind. also the curse of curves because her family be thicc. send me the music ask i reblobed ill pick some good ones.

Do I Ship Our Muses?: frederick and cass pls

What I Think About The Mun: amazing iconic beautiful smart. a true queen

Overall Opinion: perfection. if you arent following esme youre doing it wrong.

Blog Rate: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 1000000

@etresroyaux

[alayaavijnana]

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR YOU TO REBLOG AN ASK MEME, TIME TO RUB MY GRUBBY HANDS ALL OVER YOUR ASKBOX >:^)!!! ok though seriously here are the characters: bakugou, killua, orga, pitou, josuke aaaaand viral from gurren lagann (because why not >:^) )

i’ve always been 2 scared to reblob but im love u, ty for the ask :-) !

BAKUGOU:somewhat attractive | eh | not really my type | pretty (sometimes??) | handsome | beautiful | stud | gorgeous | SWEET LORD MERCY

can you relate to this character on a personal level?: no | not really | somewhat | yes | they are me

would you date/be friends with this character in real life if they were real?: total bros | friends | best friends | date | become their steady boyfriend/ girlfriend | neither | i don’t know |

OK bakugou is dumb and has too much pride but uknow what if i were skinny i’d act the same way too so ! go off bakugou. but thinking about him in rl reminds me of the boys in middle school who scared me kkkkk rip

KILLUA:somewhat attractive | eh | not really my type | pretty | handsome | beautiful | stud | gorgeous | SWEET LORD MERCY | the most cutest little boy in teh entire world

can you relate to this character on a personal level?: no | not really | somewhat | yes | they are me

would you date/be friends with this character in real life if they were real?: total bros | friends | best friends | date | become their steady boyfriend/ girlfriend | neither | i don’t know | ADOPT

PITOU:somewhat attractive | eh | not really my type | pretty | handsome | beautiful | stud | gorgeous | SWEET LORD MERCY

can you relate to this character on a personal level?: no | not really | somewhat | yes | they are me

would you date/be friends with this character in real life if they were real?: total bros | friends | best friends | date | become their steady boyfriend/ girlfriend | neither | i don’t know |

JOSUKE:somewhat attractive | eh | not really my type | pretty | handsome | beautiful | stud | gorgeous | SWEET LORD MERCY

can you relate to this character on a personal level?: no | not really | somewhat | yes | they are me

would you date/be friends with this character in real life if they were real?: total bros | friends | best friends | date | become their steady boyfriend/ girlfriend | neither | i don’t know |

VIRAL:somewhat attractive | eh | not really my type | pretty | handsome | beautiful | stud | gorgeous | SWEET LORD MERCY

can you relate to this character on a personal level?: no?? | not really | somewhat | yes | they are me

would you date/be friends with this character in real life if they were real?: total bros | friends | best friends | date | become their steady boyfriend/ girlfriend | neither | i don’t know |

ok remember when toonami aired gurren lagann in like.. 2014? that was when i seen it and i don’t really remember much about him?? i didn’t even remember the whole immortal thing until you brought it up awhile ago and i still dont think i know why??? hdjkfgjf i remember hating him and then the time skip happened and he chilled out. or became depressed idk but i think i liked him yeah? :v 

[wallnoises]

vent post dont reblob

i feel really shitty about my academic progress. like, technically i’ve been doing my assignments and projects and turning them in on time but i feel so fucking... stagnant and amateurish in terms of how much i’m improving and it’s basically because i hardly ever draw outside of classes anymore and i feel like such a fucking talentless hack whereas all my other peers have been zooming ahead. idk i just feel like i don’t belong in general- anywhere- and it’s fucking shitty as hell and being basically one of the openly trans people in the program just makes shit even worse and makes me feel even more like an outsider.

i just hate how i’m... always living inside my own head and i hardly ever talk to anyone so i mostly end up just doing this to myself and it’s my own fault i’m like this. whenever i do actually make shit it’s dumb personal garbage that no one but me really fucking cares about and all i do is go through my same rituals and habits that do nothing but keep me seated in familiarity cuz i’m too chickenshit to ever break the cycle and do something with my life.

sure i’m making new friends and volunteering and actually going out to do things sometimes but what does that fucking matter when i can’t escape the fact that i’ll always be a stupid fucking weirdo who talks to herself all the time and is only remotely interested in the same three or four things she’s always been fixated on for years. why am i forever in this fucking rut

[ihatebnha]

There's waayyy too much pressure on people that write for free on here. I won't say it's all from people that only read because a ton of it seems to be self inflicted pressure maybe because as people we want to keep chasing that high we felt when something really popped off OR we only see value in our work if other people do. But like - not everything (even if you do everything "right") is going to pop off. If someone's main focus is to get notes (which seems to be a lot naturally ofc) then yes you want to appeal to the masses. If you veer off then yes there will be a dip *but* at times that dip will go away because new people will have filled in.

It's just unfortunate because so many people joined to express their interest and now what? Holding back?? For what?! People will either read whats in front of them or and go find the content they want in the sea of blogs that is Tumblr and that has nothing to do with you. And not to mention "readers" (in quotes because "readers" and "writers" is such a silly divide when people should be encouraged to do both) change interests too. There will always be someone that wants to read what you write. Numbers can get to people's heads when it comes to followers or interactions but also last time I checked Tumblr isn't sponsoring a single person in this lil community. In cliche words, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain. A post gets 100 notes and not 1000? Your boss isn't going to come to you asking why you didn't hit those numbers. Your followers aren't paying you so if you want to switch it up go for it. And again with the pressure thing, just because you write a Dabi piece doesn't mean you have to be a Dabi blog now lol I mean unless you want to. Heck one day you might decide to write something for side character 10 from half a scene (stares in beefy tired cop from mha) in a no name anime just to get it off your chest and that's totally fine. *sigh* That was a lot and idk if it made sense but basically give yourself the grace to express yourself in your own space.

A lot going on here so I apologize if I don't address it all. Also apologies because I was out when you sent this and couldn't respond.

I think... for the most part, you're right on the mark about most things. Writers sharing any content at all is such a good, good thing, right? But like you said, there's also tons of self-inflicted pressure to do well as well as a shift in views... so even though I agree that people shouldn't base their work's worth on notes... what's being talked about here is how people are craving the old amount of interaction vs. new amount of interaction.

(And not just for singular pieces, but overall. Even if someone is chasing the high of one specific thing that popped off... there is still a noticeable difference between how that occurs now in comparison to when the community was "booming" per se.)

I actually wrote a lot more in response to this that I ended up deleting... but basically the distinction here is just between craving notes specifically... and craving the appreciation of those like-minded to you... similar to how much easier it was to find them a year ago.

Besides, though I don't want to invalidate what you said, much of the making content process DOES rely on talking to other people... so creating a space (a blog, such as mine) for both writers + readers means both honoring that dynamic by creating some form of interaction between sides. Not just through notes... which niche stuff does get, but also... comments, reblobs + asks... which is much rarer when it comes to what isn't popular (Bakugo) and are what people are talking about when they complain about topics like this.

Combine that with the fact that the sea of tumblr blogs is now HARDER to use and more concentrated with people who don't use it the same way WE use it/used to use it (AKA, the people who just want one specific thing)... it's not even the lack of notes that people struggle with, but rather, just the fact that, in a way, things are a lot different now. Before, there were places you could go to celebrate broad niches (such as DC, villains + etc)... now it's just... be popular already or post Bakugo or flop as a blog.

And if you want blogs to survive... for readers to BECOME writers... for there to be more than just ten popular people at a time... this is a problem.

(And I could talk about how the self-inflicted pressure comes from feeling like there's still a chance to go back to how it was before, blah blah blah, which makes it harder + etc because we CAN'T)

But I think what I'm just trying to express is that, when we talk about this switch, many writers and readers are just in mourning of what once was.