#record of rangnarok

[amphitriteswife]

Sounds Of Broken Memories

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Pairing: ! Loki x Sigyn reader

Warings: latest chapter incident

Disclaimer: Sigyn belongs to @miss-seanymph-pani. This shit kinda badly written tbh

Setting: normal au!

Source: shuumatsu no Valkyrie/ Record of Ragnarok

Characters: brunhilde, Sigyn reader, Loki

Genre: angst

Tags: @shark-queen-101 @tinyy-tea-cup @vilereign @monstertreden @nicasdreamer @jonquilclegane @riseofamoonycake @imperfectbloodmoon @swallowtail-lotus @gabelesimp @sigyn-foxyposts @heldril @bromeliae @brokensenseofhumor @telvess @salmonpoki

Language: English

Note: I got inspired by my own feelings? Mostly sadness cause i just tried to put feelings into words.

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How long has it been since the last time he saw you? He doesn’t remember, all he knows is that he knows that’s it’s way too long. Loki closed his eyes and plopped onto his bed. The feeling of regret and embarrassment flooding over him. How could he ever show his face? Not only did he piss off the gods by wanting to side with Brunhilde, his wife divorced him in the process which only pissed the Nordic gods more, but some gods of other pantheons too. The image of the other gods looking at him with pity worried him more than their anger. Odin had been quiet but his silence spoke enough for him to know that he shouldn’t do anything reckless. Thor could only look at him with pity, he was never one to show many emotions but it was clearer than ever. Though, he rather had Thor’s pity than the anger of his gold haired wife Sif, who could possibly murder him with one gaze of her anger. It felt as if everyone was against him, and it bothered him greatly. He couldn’t help but feel even more emotions, it scared him. How could someone as mischievous as him feel like this? He never cared how other’s felt by his antics…so why does he care now? He didn’t know. He never felt this way…not until now…He sighed again and put his arm over his eyes. He felt a wave of strong emotions overwhelm him, in a way to hold himself together he bit his lower lip very hard. He was sure that was going to leave a mark. He closed his eyes wanting to get away from everything. The feelings. The hurt. The confusion of what he feels.

Loki felt his eyes water a bit and pushed himself of the bed. He paced around the room a bit. His hands finding it’s way to his face. His breath got heavier. The realization and the weight of the situation getting even more intense. It feels suffocating, it felt as if there were a million hands on his body, all representing things it could be. Guilt? Regret? Hurt? Realization? He couldn’t pin point it. But there was one that he could…one that made him suffocate….The hands gripping on his neck, it felt as of someone was choking him…or was it to tell hom that it was his really his fault? Or was it to tell him that the guilt was weighing on him? He tried his best, he really tried, to not let the suffocation get to him. But it got too much…so much and he bursted in tears. It looked so pathetic doesn’t it? A person who hurt others crying for something he done. Knowing he can’t take it back. Knowing he’ll have to live with this guilt. The guilt of hurting his Sigyn, the guilt of his family being broken up because of him. The guilt of the pantheon losing a precursor Valkyrie because of him, the guilt of acting as of he is a victim, when in reality he is the one who hurt her. It’s pathetic. So pathetic. A god isn’t supposed to be like this. A god doesn’t cry. A god doesn’t show mercy or remorse. A god doesn’t care what he does. Especially not the Loki, the got of mischief. Then why was he here doing all the things he wasn’t supposed to do? Why was he being pathetic? Is he pathetic?

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He doesn’t know. He can’t deny, not confirm. All of this is too much. It’s too much. He can’t handle it. He can’t. It’s too suffocating, too heavy, too strong, too confusing. He doesn’t know. He takes deep breaths. Trying to keep himself together. His breath slowly steadied…a bitter laugh escaping his lips as he lets himself fall to the ground, his back against the wall. Is this what it feels like? ‘Is this what you felt at that moment Sigyn?’ He understands now. It’s a dark pit. A void. A void that crushes you heart, it makes you feel so much yet nothing at the same time. It’s simple yet complicated. It can be your milestone and you’ll get out stronger…or it’ll be your end. He sighed again and pulled himself to his feet. Loki’s eyes drifted to a portrait. A portrait of her. How could he ever have done this to her? She was a strong woman, even when she was human, a Valkyrie or a goddess, during all of them she was strong. He felt so much guilt, instead of being the one she can rely on, the one she can turn to, he was the one who ended up being the one who hurted her. He hated that. He hated that he ever liked brunhilde. He only liked her because she represented his wife. Brunhilde had her own lover and her loyalty to him. He hated it. He hated what he did, he hated what he caused. But above all he hated himself. Loki walked up to the painting, his fingers lingering on the dried paint. It touched it as of it could crack if he put to much pressure. His eyes scanned over the painting, taking in every detail. Her hair, her face, her eyes, her lips, everything. He needs to remember it. He needs to know. He needs to see her again. He must. He has to. Yet he can’t. He’s to scared. To afraid. Afraid of facing what he caused. Afraid of seeing hurt and sadness in her eyes that once held love and kindness for him.

Loki felt his stomach drop. He began to doubt everything. What if he wasn’t going to see her again. What if she moved on…then…he has nothing left. He’ll lose everything. He doesn’t want it. He knows now. He knows. He knows that he wants only her and not Brunhilde….is it to late? Too late to say sorry? Too late to tell her how much he loves her…how much he would take it all back? Too late to choose for her? He doesn’t want that to happen… He suddenly realized that he was gripping the golden frame of the painting too hard. He missed her…he can’t explain it. This room…this floor…this palace…it doesn’t feel like home anymore… he sighs and softly pressed his forehead against the glass of the painting. He won’t hear her laughs anymore. He won’t see her smile or her scoff when he pulls a prank, he won’t see her look at him again…he won’t see her enjoy the nature of the Norse landscape again… Loki’s form trembled against the painting. That’s right. What made this a home. His home. Was her. She was the one that felt as of he was at home…not the palace or the broken memories they shared…Just her. She was enough.

Parallel lines never meet. They go on forever and ever, but never touch. Same goes for perpendicular lines. They meet once, but they’ll drift apart forever…perhaps they were meant to drift apart…

[my-name-is-apollo]

Do you watch record of rangnarok? If yes, what's your opinion on it? Is it worth checking it out?

I am reading the manga, because the anime is banned in my country for the "offensive" depictions of Hindu deities (lmao)

I'll be completely transparent with you, I started reading only after Apollo made an appearance, and I kept reading because I like his design in it. I have caught up on all the previous chapters so:

Things I like about it - character designs, the action scenes are cool. There are gods from different pantheons (but Greek and Nordic gods are more in number). Hermes and Ares have playful banters now and then, and Ares (for some reason) is tsundere about Apollo.

Things I dislike/don't care about - The author takes a lot of creative liberties, it's mostly inaccurate to the myths. The fact that gods can die is a big turn off for me. But even some of those inaccuracies eventually become kinda fun to read yknow, or at least it's not glaringly bad (unlike a certain other webtoon) and what makes it more bearable is that the fans acknowledge that it's inaccurate and don't treat it as a source of information. Also, it's a battle manga, and I've never been interested in those, neither do I know how any of the powerscaling stuff in it works. And probably because it's focused on fights, there's not much fleshing of characters done for the most part. Also, there's only a handful of goddesses that show up, and none of them fight. Some gods name their techniques/weapons after certain goddesses (Poseidon names his after Amphitrite, Demeter. Apollo names it after Artemis) and that's pretty much the only time they get mentioned 😭

So in short is: read/watch it if you like sexy gods and humans face off in a death match half naked and don't care too much about inaccuracies here and there (and everywhere, actually)

[quackson-klaxon]

I bet tom kept on going about thor: rangnarok even when he realized that it wasn't recording anymore because he's just that much of a fanboy

[amphitriteswife]

🎀some information about me🎀

Hi! I’m Tanisha. But you can call me anything you want! I don’t mind what pronouns you use but i do prefer she/her. I’m straight and I support the LGBTQ+ community. I’m from Suriname but i live in Europe!

I mostly write about shuumatsu no Valkyrie but any request about the fandoms are open!

🩵💛I’m involved with these fandoms🩵💛

💙record of rangnarok/ shuumatsu no Valkyrie

💙Blue lock

💙 final fantasy 7 (crisis core, original, remake ect. Just anything with ff7)

💙lookism

💙 the villainess is a marionette

💙bleach

💙Jojo’s bizarre adventure(to part6)

💙creepypasta

💙legend of zelda ( bow + ToTK)

💙obey me shall we date

💙obey me night bringer

💙 arcana twilight

💙 land of the lustrous/ houseki no kuni

💙 naruto

💙yakuza (0+kiwami)

💙death note

💙kill the villainess

💙tue love operation

💙 Death is the only ending for a villainess chapter

💙 Code name Anastasia

💙stray kidz or other kpop

💙castlevania

💙mythology

💙psychology

💙art

💙manga

💙manhwa

💙blood of Zeuz

💙Trigun the stampede

💙My love story with yamada kun

💙Full metal alchemist

I Write:

✅angst

✅Nsfw ( go wild I don’t mind)

✅comfort

✅fluff

✅cheating ( not ror or snv because they have wives)

✅ headcannons

✅character x reader

I will not write:

❌cheating with Record of ragnarok / Shuumatsu no Valkyrie character.

❌things to do with bashing other women.

❌ gross stuff

❌character x character

❌homophobia or anything insulting

❌character x oc

It may take a while for me to write since i’m not active much on here.