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can i just say. and this is probably a niche hill to die on. that i am so gobsmacked every time someone vaguely hints at the idea that jotaro doesn't care meaningfully for the other crusaders, usually particularly kakyoin and joseph, when those two actually tend to be the ones he reacts to being hurt the hardest
like he cares for his loved ones!!!! that literally plays into his character motives in every single part he shows up in!!! stop lying to me!!!!!!!
#kiki.txt#jjba#i'm going to ramble in tags actually. excuse me#ok. rereading sdc and so confused at the general perception of jotaro and his friends/family. he's not NEARLY as flat or as dickish#i understand that the anime (particularly the dub) tends to slander him but even then he still clearly cares for them! i'm confused#i also understand that a lot of people dig against jotaro and kakyoin as a dynamic because 'they're popular' and that generally disliking#popular things across media is a thing that i've seen consistently everywhere but the discredit to them simply as a DUO and not even as a#pairing is so..... odd..... like they're considered to be a duo that clicks for a reason. i enjoyed them even before i got into the fandom#every time i see someone say jotaro is overrated/dull i take a shot and assume they're an anime-only or only read the manga like once btw#joseph and jotaro also have a neat dynamic and they obviously both love and care for each other. like they're not going to go around loudly#or anything but literally the entirety of the lovers and the prelude to the dio fight IS jotaro being worked up over joseph getting hurt#equally i don't know if it translates to the anime as much but joseph is VERY complimentary when it comes to jotaro. like he sings his#praises so often and reminds everyone that he's his grandson so frequently (d'arby the gamer is a good example of this). either way it's so#peculiar....... there's not enough avdol and jotaro content btw (also in canon) because jotaro obviously looks up to him and avdol jokes#around with him on the occasion they interact after their intro which doesn't start very well. it's very cute#i do think an important thing to note about jotaro's character is how he acts AFTER his intro because he's so drastically different. early#jotaro and later jotaro aren't the same character and i do not mean this in a character development way. excluding the jail incident he's#completely different and probably shouldn't really be taken into account (especially considering the amount of slapstick in araki's intros)#and i think that's really???? what people center on for his character? Which sucks balls bad!#anyways. i could ramble more about this if asked i have so much to say but sigh. jotaro cares so much for his friends and family he's not a#flat fully cold asshole character regardless of whether you watch the anime or ova or read the manga. you just have poor media literacy#i wouldn't recommend watching solely the anime for his character though. the dub also changes a lot so it's... questionable#i love the anime and it's still important for him though. also adds neat stuff. i need to stop myself. i have many thoughts on the matter#jotaro kujo#joseph joestar#noriaki kakyoin#adding in case anyone sees: i am not saying that he is perfect about this. in fact he is very ass about it with jolyne and holly and that's#very important. he also is in fact an asshole sometimes. NOT as much as you guys are making him though!#please don't get me started on how much of a dick etc people make kakyoin to veer away from the 'woobified' characterizations of him#in fact i think that's bad if not worse because it CLAIMS to be in character. hes a prim asshole at times but not that angry or dishevelled
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sometimes i get nishiki i really do
#snap chats#like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him#BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS#this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned#you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM#I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON#literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is#its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine#everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it#its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu#i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture#its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...
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« to the stray dogs »
#and to the second stray dogs anniversary of yours truly ����#bsdrewatch2023#bsd#dark era#technically 2 years and 10 days of having dived headfirst into bsd. but who's counting. aight story time#dark era is so special. somehow it always reminds me of the first time i watched bsd#5 eps in i thought to myself... huh. dad (huge animation & big-brained stuff fan) would love to watch this too#and he did. so every saturday i'd go over to his place and binge as many eps as we could until we finished it a month or so later#and the part i felt he liked most was dark era bc he was HOOKED- and i was overjoyed.#(i.e. he's a Lot of fun to be around when he's interested in something. the wonder is palpable)#not even the 'woah dostoyevsky!?!? bit got him quite like dark era did and it's such a fond memory to me#maybe bc it was the longest of our rare watch parties and the weekly anticipation was real. maybe bc i found my favorite piece of media-#-and the circumstances certainly played a part... yeah. unforgettable#<- when you need an actual post for the ramble so you whip up a phone gif and it looks reasonably crisp?? huh#tldr how was YOUR first time watching bsd?#*edits#*gifs
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Missed a lot of streams so I'll try and queue some clips later when I can! Been touching grass (and I recommend other folks do it too if they're feeling overwhelmed / burnt out or just feeling bad in general)
#mod talk#I run this thing like I'm getting paid to do it and I gotta keep reminding myself to ease up a bit#sad I missed the IRL stream but that'll be nice to watch later#I'll queue some other people's clips when I get home / when I can#I enjoy helping other people stay up to date with QSMP stuff since a lot is going on and folks miss things#but I also have a long history of burnout so I gotta be real careful#I know most people probably aren't looking at RA expecting it to act like an update account but I still do feel a little bit bad#like I said — I'll try and queue stuff if I can#TBD#''Dont run this like this is an update account you're getting paid to do'' I say#while actively apologizing for not running it like an update account#listen I know I'm being contrary. I'm trying my best out here
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#i'm just doing this to remind myself that this was an actual point in time 😵💫😵💫😵💫#ok i'm gonna be honest and say i'm not watching wdyey right now because i'm gonna binge it later but i'm planning on watching it#i know ifylita isn't here for two reasons: i'm not watching it now and it's techically not friday for me when it airs#poll time let's gooo
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I'm going to a DCI show tomorrow for marching band bc we do an annual field trip for it, and there was this shirt i wanted from last year's performance that I never managed to get ahold of and now that it's been a year since the tour it's been marked down to $10 :3
I am very happy
#the shirt saga was interesting#basically i didn't have time to buy it from the tent while we were there and then by the time i checked the website it was sold out#but then it got restocked#and i asked for it for christmas#and my dad commented on it bc i dont ask for shirts so i figured id get it#but no#do then i figured birthday since its a few months later#also no#and then i stopped checking#but its marked down now!!!#im gonna buy it#i told myself (and my mom) that id get ahold of it one way or another#and i will succeed#if anyone is wondering which one its the 2023 wyoming troopers lasso the sun tour one#bc that was my personal favorite performance that i got to see#i am not from wyoming#but it was awesome and i think they deserved to win more that the band that did bc they made significantly less mistakes and#had a more cohesive theme#bonus points it reminded me of hnoc by the mechs#bc sun imagery and wild west theme#if you want to watch a version its on youtube on the 2023 troopers drum and bugle corps debut at 1:15:55#although the colorguard has a few mistakes on that video#but the one i saw was *chefs kiss*#potat rambles#marching band#band#potat's band chronicles
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I was starting to get a little bit too upset about the Purgatory event and do you know what i did??? I closed the qsmp tag, closed my eyes, took a deep breath and did something else :) It's *alright* to be a bit upset about some stuff, it's totally normal. But we all need to chill and take it easy. It's a game. Getting upset at cc/admins will get you nowhere. If there's a problem, the cc are *all* adults, they can talk to each other. Yeah, some things might seems unfair (i'm the first to think that!) but those feelings will get us nowhere so let them go and do other stuff !! :)
#qsmp#imma be honest#a cc did something that made me upset and i was starting to get aaaangryyyy#so if it happens to anyone else listen to me#close the fucking stream where they're at and watch someone else or do something else#and come back later#thats iiitttt#no need in being upset over a minecraft game lol#((i'm saying this to myself also lol a little reminder for mee))
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Woooo new people make games video! It’s gonna be a depressing one!
#time to learn so many new things and be mad about it#oh it’s one hour… yknow what this’ll be my treat for after I do some homework#I should be reminding myself I also have a bojackhrse watch party to look forward to later today#this is a post i made
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Ralof and Hadvar (share dialogue bc Bethesda got lazy about the civil war) both say they were worried they'd find your dead body.
Nazir gets you out of the coffin (though granted at Babette's instruction since Babette was the person who saw you go into it) and still does everything he can to help you.
Brynjolf LOOKS FOR YOU. THERE IS LITERALLY NO OTHER CHARACTER THAT DOES??? He is so worried about you that he leaves the cistern to find you.
#ill think of more later im taking a beat today or trying to#im watching next in fashion and reminding myself i left fashion design for a reason
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That's annoying how sometimes I hyperfixate on some series and characters and I can't say if it's temporarily hyperfixation or would it stay 😭 Now I'm reading jjk so I'm kinda hyperfixated on it rn but when I'll end reading it I can't say if I'll stay in the fandom or would it just fade away. + Sometimes I crush on a character while I'm hyperfixated on a series but when I end the series hyperfixation on it and on the characters leave 😭 I wish it would be more stable tbh? I mean, I always have one series and character that I'm super hyperfixated on, but except that main hyperfixation rest tends to be a temporary one. Plus the worst is that when I have new main hyperfixation the previous stop being my hyperfixation 😭 And like, I don't have control over it but it's just sad to be so into a fandom and then suddenly it's just not it anymore. Tbh I miss my old hyperfixations and the feelings towards these series and characters.
#alter {☁️}#actually autistic#actually audhd#autistic things#hyperfixations#proship#proselfship#selfship#I miss my tokrev phase#I wonder if Inumaki will stay being my f/o or not after I'll end jjk 😭#sometimes i remind myself on some series and like omgg xyz character I love them sm!!!#and then later i forget about them#those shoujo bishounens that i crush on but then i kinda forget about them#akhem Pierre Ikuto Tomoe Mizuki#Mizuki is my spirit animal I kin him#I don't remember about him usually tho#Same with like Ikuto. I love catboys#but then I don't watch shugo chara and forget about him#and then i remind myself about it and watch A LOT at one time and I'm like OMG IKUTO <3#I usually either don't watch/read something at all or I do it in one go 💀#I wish I could delight series more and not watch/read it in one go 😭#also because of it all sometimes I don't know who should I add to my f/o list because like. I don't remember about them in daily life#but when I do remember about them I love them. Or like when I'm rewatching/rereading the series
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i really am marrying a man that watches smosh in 2024
#smosh now is so different from how it used to be when i watched it in 5th grade#he shows me clips from their videos sometimes and its literally not the same thing so i can appreciate it and its not bad#but the name reminds me that yes he is showing me a smosh video. sometimes ian is there#there are so many aspects of our relationship that make me wish i could go back in time to tell my younger self bc she would be so excited#i wish i could go back and tell myself that over ten years later. the love of my life is showing me smosh comps. and hes crying laughing#what if we just signed the marriage license now. i need him
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i will shut up abt this i promise but like. the concept of being in a stable safe mutually loving whatever relationship is INSANE . like how can you ever feel bad about yourself or wounded or whatever again. it’s like a superpower or somethi ng. <- doesn’t know what she’s taking abt bc she’s never experienced it or the absence of it after having it merely the negative space of it and is filling in the gaps w logic or something. but it’s INSANE to me. like of course i feel like shit about myself i am catcrumb unloved.jpg!
#purrs#imbeing insane about it i know it’s not that simple / reductive and i will still feel like shit abt myself once im in a relationshp (if i#get to be ♥️) and there are lots of other legitimate reasons to feel shit agtbyiurself. but it’s like no ficking wonder i feel inadequate i#am a 24 year old who lives at home and has never held a hand or whatever next to two 50sometjinf year old married men with pets and phds. of#course i am going to feel inadequate and stupid and lonely. like i canttttt 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 and th w worst part is you can’t just go out into#the world saying that and looking for that it has to find you so i will not join any dating apps or whatever but i don’t fucking go anywhere#so im not going to meet anyone and i knowi am so young and stupid and just having a horrible day that is reminding me of horrors. but the#way i am mentally shoving my whole fist in my mouth. OF COURSE I FEEL LIKE SHIT I DONT HAVE A LIFE PARTNER!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT HAVE THAT#SAFETY AND STABILITY AND TRUST AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!!!!!!!! AND I NEVER HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#delete later#like this is what makes me crazy abt parents and kids too and whyi don’t think ihave kids. bc i think (and i know this is wrong / unhealthy)#it is a primal human need to be mutually someone else’s number 1 person and when you have kids it’s like you’re gonna love your partner more#than the kids and then the kids (read: me) watch that and get fucked up over it. but also that could just be me reacting to the UNSPEAKABLE#psychological damage of being a twin. which again is ridiculous bc it’s n out like abuse i just had to share something with someone else si#since before i was born and ofc there was more like actually kind of abusive stuff on top of it LOL but that aside. idk what im saying i#just feel so crazy. the amount of composure it takes me every day to not start SCREAMING with frustration and envy when i see ppl being#RIGHTFULLY DESERVEDLY visibly confident and loved. like ok valentines grinch go sit in the drainage pond forever please. but it’s so crazy#like how are you supposed to go through the world unaware of how much love you’re missing out on because you’re young and then you realize I#it and then somehow you miss the train and you are scared you are going to d*e alone ♥️ im normal
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im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian
#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work#where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched#swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free#& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao#but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk#knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs#cest la vie i suppose#after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao#was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!''#then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦#my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later#its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling#definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm#anyway. wheres that post#''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs''#its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case#mwah. mwah mwah mwah#<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful#and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3#godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao#bee speaks
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Song of the Day: March 8
“Cosmo Canyon" by Nobuo Uematsu for Final Fantasy VII
#song of the day#sliiiightly cheating as kaylithographica reminds me we haven't actually heard this in its entirety in the game quite yet#but it's one of the songs I enjoy most and I do love Red and we did make it to Cosmo Canyon today#I've been talking mostly about game progress in my tag babbles these last however many days but I have a sillier project as well#as I watch the game I've been going through my bookmarks and drafts and notes to myself and organizing things#it keeps my hands busy and it is a project I try to undertake every spring-ish so I was about due anyway#and I am very proud of myself because I have taken my 'deal with later' bookmarks from nearly 2000 down to a mere 800#a pittance!#(a lot of them I just shuffled to different better-organized folders but still! all progress is progress)#my tumblr drafts is also well over 1000 but it's also much better organized#once I finish with it I'll dump it all into the queue and probably it'll be hmm.#spitball math says probably 800 into the queue and 200odd to otherwise deal with#that's 80 days of queue at the current pace which also seems roughly correct#the post that came out yesterday that talked about queue lengths was four months after I first saw it but it was otherwise delayed#my queue stopped while I was sick in December and again while I voyaged in January and I think for work a few times before that#so I am in accordance to my own rough yearly rhythms still mostly on top of things!
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I have the next three days off and I've already settled on making it a priority to clean up my place. I have already finished with the kitchen and living and now I'm starting on the bathrooms before finishing up with the rooms. Let's see if I'll be able to have the next couple of days free to read and relax so on my last day off I can for the first time ever cook myself Chicken Alfredo!!
Look at me being excited about boring and mundane days haha, I'm such a loser. Oh well
#i actually have to remind myself to watch a couple of YouTube videos on cooking chicken alfredo before Wednesday#i am not necessarily worried about the alfredo sauce though because my friend shared with me a recipe and instructions on it#i trust her so that's not a concern.#i am just wondering what parts of chicken do they use and how too cook them and incorporate it with the sauce.#okay —#oh later today i am going to write down for two people '10 things I love about you"!!#i'm excited about it because it'll help me let it out so i can appreciate the facts and move on#even if they won't see it#!!!#i almost forgot that my friend asled me to meet up at a thrift store later today!! pretty excited about THAT#i gotta clean the bathroom and then freshen up!#okay—#please excuse my personal ramblings#hope all is well with you —#personal
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why is #THAT show so bad this season i'm so bored!!!
#i will watch ep7 later but i doubt it will be any better#i guess i will rewatch s1 again to remind myself how good it used to be
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