#rin immediately immediately showing how much he loves and cares for yukio

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also i didnt post about it last night bc it was like 4 in the morning and i felt deranged but thissss interaction. genuinely destroyed me and i'll be thinking about it forever and ever.

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Established relationship, Bon's thoughts on Rin dressing up as a girl for the bathroom mission! Teasing!Rin, flustered/shy!Bon

For anyone not in the know, it's chapter 41:

The boys all rocked the look, lol. I do love that Rin and Ryuuji didn't tie their ties properly xD that Shima has fully adopted the look, that Koneko is not comfortable with the skirt length, that Takara is chatting with his pupet about the look, and that Yukio said no on the school uniform, lol.

I hope you enjoy this, it's not too long, but I tried to keep Rin teasing. I think Bon crashed somewhere along the way xD

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“Ryuuji!” Rin sang, eyes all bright and somehow bigger looking with the mascara and eyeliner.

Bon was still blushing, but at least he could blame it on the blush he was wearing. (Though he wasn’t sure it would convince his boyfriend.)

“Yes?” He asked, firmly keeping his eyes up on Rin’s eyes and not the everything else. (Especially not the way Rin’s tail made his (short) skirt lift a bit. Everything about the uniform was shorter and tighter than the boy uniforms, and that was horrible for the girls and wrong and it shouldn’t be that way, but Bon was entirely helpless to the way it made his heart thunder and his breath catch and his body want. (The girls never had, so he was a bit confused about the whole thing, but whatever was going on, it was the Rin of the situation he was feeling that way about, and the clothes were making it all more and he was quite possibly in a lot of trouble because Rin seemed to know.)

Rin shimmied closer, tail giving a slow wag that made his hips sway, and they did not sway that way in slacks. Slacks didn't lift up a little either to show more thigh and--

Bon gulped.

“What do you think?” Rin asked, trailing his fingers along the ribbon tie Bon was wearing. He’d painted his nails a soft pink to match the skirt and Bon had never really noticed pink but sweet Nirvana, he was noticing it all now. 

Bon had no idea what Rin was saying, but his boyfriend was moving closer and the toe of his mary janes were touching Bon’s boots and now Bon was looking at the thigh high stocking (socks? What were these things called?) and Bon had always liked Rin’s legs but these hugged his calves and made his knees look nicer (how could knees even look nice?!) and Bon was staring way too much at all of it.

“About?” Bon managed to ask, but his voice came out all raspy and Rin’s grin grew big enough to show his fangs. He tilted his head a little, making the baubles he’d used to put his hair in small pig tails catch the light, and now Bon was looking at that, and he still didn’t know what the conversation was about and how was there so much to stare at?

Rin’s tail gave an excited swoosh as he stepped fully into Bon’s space, laying his hands on Bon’s shoulders (under the collar so the touch was closer) to heft himself up a little so they were almost eye level. It meant Rin's body had to press against Bon, and the soft pull of this fabric was different than the pull of his actual uniform, and it seemed thinner somehow. Thin enough that he could feel the press of Rin’s nails and feel his heat.

Rin had put on some silvery eye shadow. It was sparkly and made the blue fire in his eyes seem like it was flaring and—

Bon swallowed thickly. His face had to be entirely red at this point. Even his ears felt warm.

“I asked if you wanted to come over for dinner.”

Bon was pretty sure he was dying. He didn’t think he’d breathed since Rin had taken the first step towards him. Bon nodded hard and Rin’s smile got even toothier. 

“What was that?”

“Yes,” Bon croaked. “I’d love to. Just, uh… I’m gonna change.” 

Rin’s lips immediately dipped down in a pout. “You don’t gotta.” 

“I’m not walking around campus like this.” Even if there were only a few students on campus right now. He wasn’t going out looking as ridiculous as he did. He was not pulling this outfit off like Rin was.

“No one will care.”

They may not, but Bon wasn’t doing it anyway. He gave his head a firm shake, remembering the way Izumo and Shiemi had cackled all too well.

Rin settled back on his heels (they clicked against the tiles) “Ryuuji,” he said, squeezing Bon’s biceps through the too-thin shirt. “Please!”

“No.”

Rin huffed. “Fine.” He stepped back, letting Bon go, and turned on his heel. Bon’s eyes promptly lowered back to the skirt. Rin took a step forward, hips and tail swinging hypnotically, and then he peered over his shoulder, eyes sparkling as Bon wrenched his eyes back up to meet Rin’s. 

“But I,” Rin purred, “am keeping mine.”

Bon swallowed again.

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Hug Headcanons: Revisited

a/n: ive felt like i should rewrite this for a while now. i hated seeing those stuped ~180 words, so.. thats why were here! xD i added yukio to the mix as well, since ive gotten this ask >:) huge thanks to @no-remorse​, who beta-read it for me <33

Tiny edit: I’d love to hear the feedback for this one! <3

Warnings: Spoiler in the last headcanon in Yukio’s part!

★ Characters: Rin, Yukio, Mephisto, Lucifer, Amaimon, Astaroth.

★ Words: 2,1k.

Rin:

no matter where, who’s watching, or what had happened before, he’s gonna give you a big, big hug! he absolutely lives for your hugs, it soothes him emotionally so much and works as immediate relief.

almost always his one hand wraps around your waist, while the other one goes on your head as he nuzzles into your neck; his hugs are always tight, almost as if you were about to get taken away from him - he doesn’t really feel like that inside, but.. he likes feeling that you’re here. present. for him.

after a fight, he immediately runs into your arms and almost makes you both fall on the ground as you nearly lose your balance when his arms wrap around you; feeling your embrace, your warmness.. something in his mind switches right away and he’s calm. he’s still shaking, but it gradually stops as he relaxes in your arms.

at first, he might be a little shy, but when he gets comfortable, he can’t keep his arms away from you. He just.. loves feeling you. hugs make him somewhat vulnerable, because he lets his frustration out, and at the same time - Rin gets an extreme dose of serotonin. He tends to place his forehead on yours just before he loosens his hold on you, and eventually moves on do to his things.

depending on your height, he still loves hugging the same! if you’re short - during hugging, he also places his cheek on your head, leaving a soft kiss on your hair. if you’re tall - he loves!! hugging!! into your chest!! or whatever he reaches!! he’s just snuggling into you like a madman.

he gets butterflies in his stomach when you hug him from behind and almost starts stuttering. (do it when he's cooking or sumn,, but u didn't hear it from me) 

also, please, PLEASE wrap your arms around his neck. he’s gonna MELT.

Yukio:

his hugs are rare, but it’s not like he doesn’t touch you - it’s just Yukio being Yukio; hugs make him vulnerable, similarly to Rin, except that it’s Yukio’s way to “open up” about his problems a little. It’s surely a very small step forward, but it shows that he's trying, yet he doesn’t realize how much it actually helps him.

he prefers to hug somewhere where there are not so many people around, not necessary in private completely, but as long as you’re the only one with him in the room, he’s down for a hug if he feels like it (or you beg him enough lol).

he’s usually silent during hugging, but he really “quietly” lets his frustration out, you might even catch him sighing. at first, he embraces you with only one arm and places his head on your shoulder, but when it hits him - the emotions, that he’s been waiting for years and now he’s finally able to tell someone everything - he’s almost crying, but he intertwines his other hand with yours instead. even though there are no real words shared, his love language involuntarily shows the beauty of his complicated personality.

now, he’s a little “unwilling” to hug you, mostly because of all that emotions crashing on him, but he feels so much better afterwards.. it’s unreal, he feels like you used some kind of magical spell on him.

the worst time to hug him is probably when he’s angry - and while it seems like a totally normal thing, it doesn’t work as comfort for him - it makes him even more upset, so it’s really best to leave him alone for some time. he knows your intentions are good though, so usually, he comes back to you with a calmed mind and apologizes.

I picture his S/O being in this mess in chapter 126, where the twins just beat the shit out of each other, and suddenly Yukio’s s/o comes up to him and stops from shooting Rin - he’d have that mental wall blocking him from hurting you in any way, just when he realizes he points his guns at your face or grabbing his hands and attempting to get Rin out of his target range - both of those things and any similar scenarios would end up with him looking at you with those beautiful, yet unfortunate eyes showing so much pain and sadness, along with that broken expression on his face, hoping to understand him.

Mephisto:

we’re gonna have fun here. hugging with Mephisto is pretty common, he likes touching you physically and doesn’t really care if people see it - he’ll push boundaries as far as he can, but unless it’s someone or something really important, he stops and gets serious. 

^unless it’s Arthur, he could politely knock on the door. Hearing the permission to come in, the first thing he sees is Mephisto hugging you with a hand on your lower back, heading dangerously onto your ass while casually giving him random papers and smirking at him. wow.

if you think the twins’ grip was tight, Mephisto’s gonna literally try to squish you into his body - it’s not hugging if your bodies aren’t touching themselves in EVERY possible way. You could be practically glued to him and he won’t complain - in fact, he’s gonna have that shit-eating grin and tease you by saying “hmm, aren’t you needy, darling? you can’t be away from me even if I work!” (even if.. it was him who called you over...)

he GETS handsy and you can’t do anything about it. and he really does it on purpose, just to tease you and see how much time it takes for you to get either horny or snap at him. nonetheless, he likes to place hands around your waist or just on your hips, then shove you into him, so he’s able to whisper sweet nothings in your ear.

hugs definitely show his rather “softer” side, the silly one - but he also doesn’t hesitate to hug you when he’s serious; these hugs, however, tend to be quicker but more intimate. even if it’s just him standing next to you and placing his hand on your hip while watching the dark sky, stars flickering slightly as you feel a slight, cold breeze hit your face; you look at him, wondering what he’s thinking about, this incredibly sharp mind with hundreds, perhaps thousands of different thoughts. Is he reflecting? Reminiscing? Regretting? or is his mind wandering around some silly thoughts? Yet you’re the one left wondering, not noticing his emerald eyes have focused on yours a while ago. You take your eyes off him, slightly embarrassed, hearing only a faint chuckle and feeling his grip tightening on you as you two once again gaze at the glittering galaxy above you.

Lucifer:

due to his body being not as strong as Mephisto’s - he’s usually down for cuddling instead. however, when some of the elixirs do their job, he’s gonna give you hugs pretty often.

prefers to be in private when he really wants to give you a genuine hug; he doesn’t want to show others he fell for the trap named “love”. he lets himself be a hypocrite about it, for once (ekhem satan and yuri).

Of course, tiny hugs wouldn’t be forgotten while attending stuff anywhere else on Dominus Liminis, but they’re just quick hugs when you walk past him. he isn’t ashamed of you by any means, in fact, he’s proudly walking along with you most of the time, having a hand either on your waist or interlaced with yours.

Lucifer’s hugs are very, very confident and send butterflies to your stomach - he radiates that strong energy to make you feel secure in his arms - the world could be falling, but as long as you’re in his arms, he’ll do anything to protect you from any harm, even if this means losing his precious body.

sometimes he hugs you in his own, unique way - he interlaces both of his hands with yours and places his forehead against yours, closing his eyes and sighing softly. while you might think it’s not really a hug, it’s definitely a very sweet gesture. you can get a kiss on the temple or a few sweet and uplifting words whispered in your ear too, if he feels particularly affectionate that day.

his views on physical contact are... a little bizarre; he’s confused and doesn’t fully understand the purpose of it, yet - he will admit it’s quite satisfying. feeling your lover is definitely something that feeds the feelings he’s had deep within him. he might be a little stiff when you introduce him to this too, no matter how many times he’d seen humans do it - experiencing it for the first time is new to him, but surely it is something he grew to enjoy.

 so what’s that “hugging” thing again? you just wrap your arms around someone and.. that’s it? are you supposed to just stay like this? how long? - that’s pretty much half of his thoughts going through his head when he hugs you.

it takes him quite a long time until he “learns” it just “makes him feel better”. he understands (kinda) the idea of it, but deeper down, he’s still pretty puzzled.

In the early stages of hugging, Amaimon didn't realize how strong his hugs were - if he didn’t break any bone of yours, then it’s a miracle. As soon as he noticed you almost passing out, he stopped and the guilt of possibly causing you harm has kicked in, so he promised you to make it up the best way he can.

Amaimon doesn’t realize it - but as time passes he grew used to hugs! Especially greeting hugs, which at this point he doesn’t realize he gives  - it’s become a habit of his.

not a fan of long hugs - to say it bluntly, he becomes bored if it lasts too long (unless there’s been a fight beforehand, in this case, he understands you want to regain the sense of security that physical body is able to give). he likes quick hugs instead, which he gives more often.

Amaimon’s hugs are pretty simple - he wraps his arms around your waist and that’s.. pretty much it. He might rub your back sometimes, but to be honest - he just likes the simplicity. Funnily enough, when Behemoth notices you hugging, he also wants to participate! Tiny demon bounces your way and while it’s near your leg, he starts clinging to it and nuzzling himself (Amaimon’s kinda >:((((((( when he sees Behemoth snuggling, but it’s his boyo so he forgives him).

However, Amai gets really mad when he sees you hugging someone else than him. Unless it’s a close friend or family member, he’s.. somewhat accepting this, but if it’s someone he doesn’t know - he’ll either try to fight them or take you bridal style in his arms and just go away.

He also gets awfully handsy, which he probably picked up from Mephisto. His one hand might slowly slide down to grope your ass cheeks; when you look at his face questionably, he’s just gonna place the other hand on your ass as his answer.

Astaroth:

his understanding is even worse than Amaimon’s, so he’s initially against it. he doesn’t understand the purpose of it and it's very hard to convince him otherwise, saying something along the lines of “if you need your “physical contact” we can fuck on the counter”.

continuously asking him would only make the situation worse, as he’d get annoyed more each second, eventually making him leave the house for a few days. one situation, however, changed his mind the most - he’s once lashed out at you, leaving you crying. he left nonetheless and waited a few days until he cooled off. feeling bad for his actions and regretting doing it for once, he came back, but instead of confronting you - he left a withering rose with a note.

he’s learned a little bit from that situation - seeing that you accept his quirks, he decided to try out some of your ideas - including hugging. and oh boy, how wrong he was.

he will NOT admit he likes hugs for his life; very “tsundere” approach to it, but you can catch his face being relaxed sometimes.

his favorite hug is.. hugging you from behind! whenever you’re cooking or being busy just in general, he loves surprising you with a hug, encircling his hands around your belly as you flinch slightly, not expecting him. as an apology, he places a gentle kiss on your shoulder.

due to him being nasty, you gotta bear with his dirty-talking he’s “performing” every time he hugs you. he also WILL tease you by groping your chest with no shame, attempt to give you hickies, and after a while - move his hands dangerously near your chest.

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Headcanon: Omegaverse

Warning: little language and sexual moments

Problem: I don't push others away and label genders, I hate it. This is for any and all to read not just fem readers.

Rin x Reader 🔖

🔖Rin as a omega just think about it, soooo kawaii 😍

🔖But seriously he'll try and keep his second gender a secret, he doesn't want to be looked down on by anyone.

🔖You can't tell me otherwise!

🔖But when he met you his omega senses clicked right in. Your strong, brave, a little mean but also bit of a temper bitch.

🔖But perfect

🔖Taking suppressments, acting all high and mighty not letting anyone press him down

🔖Being a fake alpha

🔖Your alpha like status made your profile shine, not just that your one hell of a knight and tamer. Best in the class

🔖He wanted you to take him as your mate then and there. But he had to ignore his instincts and use his head.

🔖What made things difficult was his doubts and uncertaint thoughts. That wasn't all that held him back you both had things to do, important things to focus on and dreams to achieve.

🔖Fuck no! That's not what holds him back!

🔖Your freaking last name is holding him back!!!

🔖Pheles, bloody hell you had to be the clown's kid.

🔖He wanted nothing to do with Mephisto anymore the clown was enough, but you were nothing like that guy completely different that what he fell for

🔖Your personality, the way you are, he didn't just desire your body for sexual use or his heat. He wanted you as a person to love and care for, making you happy is all he wants.

🔖But it'll never happen. His a demon and his afraid to tell you that.

🔖Later on something kept running on his mind, if your Mephisto's kid and his a demon are you one two

🔖Have he not seen it or something?

🔖So he went straight to the source and ask Mephisto himself it was irritating talking to the clown but what piss him off more was that Mephisto answered him with a question

🔖"Why is it that you wanna know?. Mr okumura."

🔖"Come on man just tell me, stop beating around the bushes and tell me!"

🔖"So rude. Yes (Y/n) is indeed blood related to me, so what do you think?"

🔖He was lost for words he was happy and worried at the same time.

🔖Could you be together if you know about him

🔖Your already great friends have a lot of fun together enjoying time doing stupid shit when you two are chilling together both your IQ's drops to one, but being near one and other just felt right to him.

🔖Finally working up the courage to ask you out.

🔖This guy went all out! brought roses dressed in the nicest hoodie he owns did his hair even wrote a speech that took a week to finish

🔖It all flopped, he got nervous suttering not making sense at all, the words that left his mouth came out as wrong as if his chatterbox broke. His palms all sweaty smudging the ink on them making it hard to tell what he wrote.

🔖You just stood there with a smirk trying not to burst into laughter, the second he came to you with roses dress like a slop you already know that he wants to ask you out.

🔖You just sat back enjoying the show.

🔖It was cute, but started getting annoying.

🔖You had to sush him placing your hands on his cheeks, "it's okay chill, Rin. Yes I will go out with you." Those few words made him the happiest omega alive, he couldn't ask for more. Maybe ask your dad to fuck off cause Mephisto was peaking his out from a corner behind you.

🔖But his happy.

🔖When you two started dating it was a little confusing all the couple stuff not knowing what to do or what's right or wrong, what your partner wants or likes.

🔖You where all cool and relax about it figuring things out along the way... on the other hand Rin was dumb as fuck, he didn't know shit he even took exstra time Googling what couples does?

🔖When he finally found the perfect blog that shoot his taste, he started experimenting. With hugs

🔖He loves hugging you from behind pressing his chest against your back and hocking his arms around your waist, rubbing his cheek against yours.

🔖But you prefer, embarrassing him making him blush. You hug him normally wrapping your arms around his waist pressing your bodies against each other his face in your neck and your in his, but your hands though goes straight down to his buttcheeks giving them a squeeze

🔖He blushes fifty shades of red!!! No end becoming all defensive and making no sense, but secretly he likes it.

🔖With hugs comes cuddling, but your form of cuddling is a bit different whenever he is busy or chilling you just lazily get on him.

🔖In cram school you sometime lean on his side wrapping your arms around him protective, when his studies you sit on his lap facing him as your bodies press together he rests his chin on you shoulder looking at his work, when he lays on the bed you just flop on him no matter what position just fall on him

🔖Holding hands, no big deal you two use to do it a lot before dating, just taking each other's hand in the mall or in public making sure not to lose each other in big open places

🔖It came naturally to you two not one of you are embarrassed or nervous. It was okay

🔖Next's was kissing, he expected a normal peck on the lips, but from you he got the best make out session of his life, but what he hates the most is when your angry that you found a new way to cool yourself down.

🔖Yes you kiss him just a normal average kiss, but to get to the kiss you suddenly without any warning whatsoever grab a hand full of his hair forcefully pull his face near yours.

🔖At least his happy you don't curse or kick random things around you or break whatever is in your hand if your holding something that is, as much as you used to before.

🔖When eating together you and Rin started sharing food without knowing, at times making each other taste your food or genuinely splitting a milkshake.

🔖Rin is actually very simple, pretty much gullible and naive at times, so taking him on a date is pretty easy you once took him too the aquarium and he had a blast like a 5 year old kid, so next time just take him to the zoo, he'd run around pointing silly things out and do all the things mention for kids.

🔖You guys take naps together all the time, just shows how much you enjoy each other company but it's best to find a different napping place other than during class.

🔖Rin is good at cooking we all know that, he loves to bake but you not so much. Your father is freaking Mephisto Pheles ofcourse your going to love junk food just as much as the clown does. You rather have instant ramen than eat a full course meal Rin took hours to make just cause you hate homemade meals.

🔖One thing that Rin will never stop is wearing your oversized hoodies it has you scent all over it making it feel like home to him, not just that he likes getting you two matching outfits or secretly pick out your outfit for the day. He even brought matching bracelets which you love thinking it's cute your omega wants to show his love

🔖You love reading and it makes you relax jumping into a new world, while Rin lays on your chest between your thighs sometime taking short naps or not, while you run your fingers through his hair letting him enjoy the little massage

🔖But.. You suddenly get pissed and either through the book or literally take a lighter wanting to burn the book which he has to stop you.

🔖 When the others found out about your relationship they where actually suprised it took them this long, especially Yukio.

🔖in all honesty Yukio tried giving Rin the talk, which ended awkward.

🔖Mephisto knew from the beginning, he really didn't care as long as your okay that's that.

🔖Suguro was beyond furious, jealous by how Rin got a lover before him which turned into a big mess of teasing and yelling between the two

🔖The others congrat you guys happy for the newly formed couple.

🔖You love Rin but sometimes you can't tolerate the people he hangs out with, you hate Shiemi and Yukio.

🔖Shiemi once tried to take your omega. Which result in you giving her a rude attitude and telling her to shove off. But Rin was quick to defend her... it turned into a full blown argument.

🔖And Yukio, tried separateding you two by secretly getting you mad at each other, you where able to catch on fast and exspose Yukio, Rin turned to your side on this getting angry at his brother.

🔖Sometimes he gets jealous that you hang out with Suguro and Shima the most. He get all whiny about it which you reinsurer him your only his alpha.

🔖When you get jealous you immediately turn violent, you once tried to kill Shiemi for wrapping her arms around Rin's arm, or when Shura hugged him to her chest, even when Izumo wore Rin's jacket.

🔖Ready to tear off their heads. But you have to contain yourself.

🔖At some point you did stumble upon Rin's nest, it wasn't in his room but in one of the many rooms in the dormitory he and Yukio lives in alone, it was like any other nest filled with blankets pillows you could find one or two suff animals in there and clothes... your missing clothes.

🔖But you just left it not wanting to do anything to it, it is his save place after all you have to wait till he willingly allows you in on his own terms it is privacy after all.

🔖Scenting is something you guys do regularly, Rin just wants your scent to feel comfortable he got so use to it, makes him feel uneasy if he doesn't get to rub on you. You enjoy it equally if he doesn't scent a stuff animal or two that is yours you might get angry and punch a hole through the wall

🔖Rin loves you dearly but he didn't bonded with you in the way he thought he would.

🔖Somehow you came down in a rut affecting him aswell, falling into an early heat.

🔖Your will power was long gone force yourself on him giving him the most lovable night he'd never forget you where so gentle and caring taking care of him before yourself. It took everything in you not to fuck his brains out.

🔖But with that it came with you slipping for a second, biting on nape so hard making him bleed, made him scream in pain mixed pleasure.

🔖it took you awhile to have Rin bite you in return cause he didn't what to hurt you and was nervous about it.

🔖But afterwards you showed off the mark wearing it with pride, pinning your hair up (if you don't have long hair just ignore it.) And wearing shirts that exspose more of you neck and shoulders.

🔖After bonding you two stayed near each other having issues with separating for more than half an hour, this result in you leaving your dad's home moving into the dormitory Rin lives in both of you claimed a different room.

🔖Rin rebuilt his nest in both of yours room giving you full access.

🔖Others seem to keep asking you what it like in a alpha x alpha relationship, which confused you.

🔖But you simply answer with either ignoring them or "Just like any other relationship?"

🔖After becoming intimate, you love walking around him shirtless and pantsless. You can either get a blush or a horny moan out of him.

🔖Something more intimate is taking a bath with each other you can't keep your hands to yourself at times like these.

🔖giving each other pet names are normal and cute.

🔖Rin mostly prefers calling you- Babe, sweetheart or handsome/beautiful.

🔖You on the other hand call him- Baby cakes, love, Darling or idiot

🔖But in bed he once accidentally let a Daddy/mommy kink slip his mouth, it turned you on more than ever.

🔖But in bed you call his name mixed with a lot of dirty talk. Which gets him all rile up.

🔖Studying together is not a good option anymore you both can't concentrate, can't keep your hands off your lover, randomly start goofing off or get horny.

🔖You regularly get more piss off at Yukio more than Rin does, When mission come around your either stuck on a lame team or with Rin not allowed in the action.

🔖During the camping trip or exercise, instead of bringing back a lantern you kinda got lost in the forest.

🔖And only reunited with the others when Rin went viral, blue flames every where the trees burning and mist of the students were injured.

🔖Yes Amiomon did think about using you before Shiemi but it wasn't a good idea since Mephisto refused for obvious reasons.

🔖Number one the would have not been able to control you much less get underneath your skin though to your superior abilities.

🔖Number two you would've beating the shit out of Aniomon even if he wasn't your uncle.

🔖And lastly number 3 Your a demon with a class near Mephisto, he could've exspose it if you fought Amiomon but keeping you a secret from the order is more important than Rin.

🔖After all that crazy shit, Rin couldn't look you in the eye now you know he's a demon there could've been hope if he was just any other demon but his the span of satan himself.

🔖He doubt you would want to have him as your omega anymore.

🔖It sadden him and made him depress losing the cheerful happy attitude. Not just his behavior that changed as well as his scent it started becoming displeasing and disgusting.

🔖You treated him the same as you always do, you already knew everything since Mephisto opened his big mouth and blab to you long before you and Rin got together

🔖your also the first to feel the change in your omega, but thought it was cause of the way the others treat him.

🔖But it wasn't the same when he avoided you and didn't let you in him nest.

🔖At some point you had enough, doing something that an alpha shouldn't, you drag Rin straight out his nest to confront him

🔖It started in a argument leading of to crying and yelling, it ended with you mostly trashed the room, and the words never spoken once from you

🔖"I love you!" It made Rin extremely happy knowing you love him dearly.

🔖"I love you too"

🔖You two were finally on the same page again, continuing your relationship. Loving and cuddling.

🔖When the others treated Rin bad you where the one to comfort him and give him a not of ice cream.

🔖That's till Izumo birthday came aroun, You don't celebrate birthdays since your a demon and all much older than you look.

🔖You even helped Rin decorate the cake that was clearly Christmas themed, which confused you but you just brushed it off.

🔖Until Suguro yelled at you two claiming it was clearly not a birthday cake.

🔖They could understand Rin's explanation being that his birthday is really close to Christmas it is natural to celebrate the two on the same day not using up much money.

🔖You on the other hand were a different case, they where honestly worried, who would tell someone

🔖"I don't celebrate my birthday, I really don't care and truthfully I don't know the date to my birth?"

🔖What?

🔖Yes, you read it Mephisto never told you, and you really don't care about minor stuff like that.

🔖You suggest to them to just give the cake to Mephisto, your old man isn't much of a Christmas fan after all

🔖It was fun. And so where the rest of your days with Rin.

🔖Really happy.

***

Thanks sis for the request... I'm blocking you🤗❤

[extreme-technicality]

Parental KiriBaku hcs incoming

For a while he says he doesn’t want kids. Completely shuts Eijirou down when he brings it up, rolls his eyes and checks out when other people bring up kids around him, and all he’ll ever say when asked directly is “I don’t want fuckin kids”

But one night. One night is a rough night, because there are kids involved. A villain attacks a museum and there’s a group of middle school kids there on a field trip. Not all of them make it out ok. Katsuki and Eijirou are two of the first heroes on the scene.

Ei sees how Katsuki is with them, sees how he calms them and cares for them, and he remembers all the times Katsu ever said “I don’t want kids” “fuck kids”

They get home and Ei finally asks him why

And it’s because he’s scared. He’s scared to death that he’s gonna be a bad dad, that he’ll fuck up the same way Mitsuki fucked up with him, because he’s too loud and too angry still, even after years of therapy. That’s not to say Mitsuki is a bad mom, she just wasn’t ready to be a mom when she had Katsuki and formed some really bad habits. Habits that translated over to Katsuki, and he’s overwhelmed by the feeling that he’s never gonna be ready to have a kid

When he’s done spilling his heart on the floor, Ei pulls him into a hug and tells him it’s gonna be ok. That not wanting to make the mistakes your parents did is a good reason to not want kids. That he’ll wait until Katsuki is ready to talk about kids before bringing it up again, and if he never does then they’ll just have to be the best damn uncles to Mina and Tetsu’s kids, and Mido and Ochako’s kids.

And the night passes. And another night. Then a week. A month. A year. Two. Five. They don’t bring up the subject, and they regularly babysit their nieces and nephews.

One night after dinner, they’re both silently doing paperwork in their shared home office when Katsuki clears his throat and beckons Eijirou over to his computer

He tilts the monitor slightly and an adoption website is up, open on the information page. Katsuki doesn’t look Ei in the eye.

Eijirou kisses the top of his head and just says “ok”.

“That’s it? You’re not gonna question it or anything?” Katsu still isn’t looking directly at him, and his voice holds the slightest hint of a waver.

“Why would I? I trust you. If you’re bringing it up, then you’re ready to have the kids conversation, right love?”

“…I don’t know. I just– I can’t stop thinking about it, and picturing how a kid would fit into our place, how easy it would be to convert the guest room into a kid’s room and maybe this into a play room. But.”

“…but you’re still scared,” and the way Katsu tenses tells Ei how right he is.

“What if I’m really not ready, Ei,” he whispers.

Eijirou takes a moment to click on a tab he noticed over to the side, and once the page loads he nudges his husband. “We can always foster one first.”

Katsuki reads the page, scrolls through slowly, then exhales long and low. “You’d be alright with that?”

“Of course. I want kids, true, but not if we both aren’t comfortable with the risk. This is a good place to start.”

“What the fuck did I do to deserve you?” And he finally looks at Ei.

He grins a little, leaning down slightly to kiss the pout off his face. “Existed.”

The process is long and slow, but they make all the required changes and provide all the required documentation. They meet their foster daughter a few weeks after Katsuki brought it up.

She’s a quiet kid, with brown hair and eyes that look like she should be laughing more than she does. Her name is Rin and she is eight years old, the orphaned daughter of an English teacher and a counselor at a drug rehab. Her Quirk puts people to sleep with her voice. Eijirou loves her immediately, and even if Katsuki doesn’t show it quite the same way, so does he.

She grows up and gets less and less quiet with each day, except when her gaze gets far-off and misty and her foster dads know she’s missing her first family. She tells them about her twin brother– Yukio, whose Quirk could wake people up with his voice– after two years. He’s still alive, but in a different place because he’s special needs.

Ei and Katsu do a little digging and find that, while it wouldn’t be impossible to foster Yukio, too, it would be hard. Harder than it was to get the clearance for Rin. Nevertheless, they push for it to happen and three months later they get a call from the agency.

“Yukio is available for a home meeting. Does Sunday or Tuesday work better?”

Tuesday is Rin and Yukio’s birthday, so without hesitating Ei replies “Tuesday.”

He confirms the information the agency needs, then hangs up and slides down the hall in his socks to tell Katsu and Rin the good news where they’re working on her homework in the kitchen.

“Rin, princess, there’s going to be a special birthday surprise for you on Tuesday~” he sings, grinning broadly at the way her eyes widen.

“What is it??” she asks, bouncing slightly in her seat.

“Can’t tell you, then it won’t be a surprise,” he chuckles.

She whines, then turns to Katsu like he knows and would be inclined to tell her. Katsuki just smirks and says “what Papa said. Now, you have homework to finish before Tuesday.”

That night, after Rin is sound asleep, Katsu asks Ei what the special birthday surprise is

“Yukio is coming for a home visit. If it goes well, we’ll be fostering him too. I just got the call today.”

“That is a special birthday surprise. She’s gonna love it.”

Tuesday comes and Katsuki and Eijirou greet Yukio and the agent at the door while Rin is still at school. Half an hour later, Katsuki excuses himself to go pick her up.

“Ready to see your surprise?” he asks just before opening the front door.

“YES, Baba!”

She freezes when she sees her brother. Katsu and Ei don’t think she’s breathing, not until Yukio looks over and, smiling, says “oh hi, Rin.” Then she’s rocketing across the floor and pulling her brother into a tight hug, burying her face into his shoulder. Awkwardly, Yukio puts his arms around her, too.

A watery-sounding, muffled “I missed you, Kio,” winds through the room, and it has even Katsuki blinking back tears. The twins separate and Rin hurriedly dries her eyes, before turning to her foster dads again. “This is my birthday surprise?”

“Yup,” Katsuki confirms, nodding his head. She beams, eyes scrunching into slits. They spend the rest of the day playing and reconnecting, Rin walking her brother through her homework and how her school works and giving him a tour of their home and showing him her room. The hours pass and all too soon, it’s time for Yukio to leave.

“I don’t want you to go, Yukio,” she says as they’re walking him out. She sounds miserable, and Katsuki, Eijirou, and the agent share a look over the kids’ heads.

“Well…”

“Actually…”

“As soon as Mr. Bakugou and Mr. Kirishima create a living space for Yukio, he’ll be living with you,” the agent finishes, bending down slightly to look Rin in the eye. She gapes, then whirls to face her foster dads.

“THATS why you were trying to sell the workout equipment??”

“We’re gonna make that Yukio’s room, if he’d like,” Ei says.

Yukio thinks for a moment. “I’ll get to stay with Rin again?” The three adults nod, and he nods too, decisively. “Then yes. I’d like that.”

Two weeks later the room is redone into Yukio’s space, and he’s moving in. It’s too late in the year for him to be transferred into Rin’s school, so they hire a tutor to homeschool him until he can enter middle school with her.

And that’s how they live for the next two years. Katsuki and Eijirou are the parents of two tween terrors, and yes there are less-than-happy times between the four of them. But day by day, Ei can see the fear leave Katsuki as he learns how to be a parent.

A week before the twins’ thirteenth birthday, Katsuki blows open their bedroom door and says “Ei, we’re having a kid.”

Before he can do much more than look up and get really confused, Katsu is shoving two packets of paper under his nose and saying “It’s Rin and Yukio, sign here and here.” The packets are adoption papers, already neatly filled out and signed with Kirishima Katsuki and a blank space where Bakugou Eijirou is supposed to go.

He grins and takes them, cheekily saying “What, do I not get a say in this?” as he’s reaching for a pen. Katsu just rolls his eyes, but he can’t hide the tiny smile on his lips.

Their birthday comes and Rin and Yukio tear away the wrapping paper to find more paper still. Rin whines, disappointed that she didn’t find something flashier for her thirteenth birthday. Yukio, however. Yukio actually reads the packet.

“You’re adopting us?”

Her head whips around, so fast that Katsu and Ei are somewhat afraid she gave herself whiplash, to look at her dads. “REALLY?!”

“Yup. The certificates should be here in a day or two.”

She shrieks and jumps up, throwing herself into hugging them with all she has. “Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthank—”

Yukio, while less vocal, still grins widely and says “Thank you,” himself.

That night, when the house is dark and Katsu and Ei are lying in bed, Katsu speaks. “Hey, Ei?”

“Mm?”

“I think we’re gonna be just fine.”

Unseen in the dark, Eijirou grins and laces his fingers with Katsuki’s. He pulls his hand up and kisses the back of it before murmuring, “Of course we will. It’s us.”

“Mm. Go to sleep, Ei.”

“Love you, Katsu.”

“I love you too.”

[askingexorcists]

How would Rin and Yukio handle their child if they were self-harmful or suicidal because they disliked being part demon? (Bonus points if you do Amaimon, Mephisto and Lucifer!)

Trigger warning? Mention of self harm

Rin:

He would of known he had to deal with this the minute he found out he was going to be a father

He wanted to raise his child like how his father raised him, but chose not to hide their demonic identity 

He tried to teach his child that not all demons were bad, which he did, but he could’t stop people from hating on them anyways

He feels so utterly helpless

He doesn’t know what to say to them because honestly he feels the same way

Once he finds out there hurting themselves he’ll go insane

At first he has no idea why they would even consider hurting themselves 

Like how did they even get this idea?

He’s confused, and panicking, and mostly scared

Even if their demonic abilities let them heal 

It’s still the most terrifying thing in the world to him

He pleads you to stop

He makes sure any sharp objects are kept out of view

He even pre-cuts all your food for you so you can’t use a knife

But he still panics, because he can’t take away your claws, or your fangs, or your flames

He eventually breaks down and apologises to you that he can’t do anything

“I’m sorry that this is what you are, and I can’t fix this! I want to give you everything I can and more, but I can’t do this. I understand better then anyone how you feel, but this is not the way to cope! Please don’t do this to yourself, your everything to your mother and me. We want you to be happy, and proud of who you are. Being half demon does mean your discriminated against, but it also means your a valuable ally to those who trust you, and your friends trust you. Your so strong, and totally badass, and you shouldn’t be ashamed of yourself!”

Yukio:

He also thought about this upon his s/o’s pregnancy news

Yukio would immediately seek medical help for his child once he finds out they are self harming

He has so many questions

Why would anyone do this to themselves?

How did they even consider this?

Does it really make the pain go away?

He’s more of a psychical doctor rather than a mental doctor, but he believes that there are others who can help

He’ll be angry and unreasonable with them, which makes his child feel worse

But it’s only because he cares so much

He never wanted his child to live this life

Apologises to them for how this happened

He’s always been strict for their demonic side to say stable

He’ll makes sure they attend regular therapy sessions

He’ll treat them like an infant and be more cautious around them

Tbh if he doesn’t have his own demonic powers by time he’s a dad he’s gonna be hella pissed

Mephisto:

He’s actually really surprised

He never expected this from his child

His child would be spoilt from the minute they were born

Mephisto never expected his child to have any problems other then the obvious ones you’d expect

He wants to show his child how being a demon is the best way, and something to be proud of

And ofc he know’s the basic demon etiquette 

Once he finds out their self harming, he’ll drop everything

He’s so alarmed they went to this length

“Sweetie, no no no, you don’t want to do this to yourself, Daddy loves you a lot you know, now sit down and tell me whats wrong, okay?”

He’ll try to talk things out with them, and try make them see reason

His child the most important person to him

He tries make them comfortable and feel like their in a safe environment

And whilst he may not be the best at showing care he is the best as giving protection, although he never considered protection from themselves would be necessary 

He wants the best solution for them

He would spend any amount of money on the best medication, the best therapy program, the best rehab facility, but in the end it all comes down to them and what they are most comfortable with

Amaimon:

Honestly has no idea what you mean?

Why would you dislike being part demon?

He’s never questioned his nature, so why should his child?

He would tell them ‘It’s okay’ and ‘It doesn’t matter’, because he doesn’t understand what they are saying

If they repeatedly keep bringing it up, and complaining about it, he may get mad

Especially if word got around, or if they said it in public

He would be so embarrassed that a child of his, a child in relation to Satan, hated being a demon

Satan already has Rin and Yukio as his ‘bastard children’

As for the self harm, he couldst care less

He would be more confused then anything

He’d just hang above your bed from your ceiling, hovering over you

Repeatedly asking what your doing, and why your purposely hurting yourself

He can’t understand the concept of it

He wonders if it’s some game or something humans do

So he probably tries it

Finds it boring an doesn’t continue playing 

Lucifer:

He would be embarrassed and outraged at this

A child who doesn’t want to be a demon?

To him most humans are worthless, other then the ones who help out in his work, he cant stand them

Only humans he deems dedicated to the Illuminati can be trusted

So to find out his own child is having these thoughts displeasures him greatly

He attempts not to let this out in the open

And urges his child to stay quiet

When he finds out his child is harming themselves he will be concerned immediately 

Although he’s strict with his child, he does care greatly

Mainly because that child would be an excellent research factor

A perfect vessel, and a step forward for his organisation 

And he wouldn’t want any harm to come for it

He may also care for his child as well, more so if the child was created with a person he truly loved, and not just for research purposes

He would have someone he trusted monitor his child, who he would isolate for their own safety and for observation 

He reads up on this ‘self harming’ to learn more to help out

[yuki-d-raizel-blog]

Believe Me

Chapter 10/??

Relationship: Rin x Reader (Your/Name) , (Full/Name)

Summit: Inside the class there was the same confusion of always, Rin and Bon were fighting over something stupid, Shima and Konekomaru were trying to stop them while Shiemi and Izumo were laughing for the scene. Everything was as always. Until the bell rang. The Exwires notice that the professor was late, but nobody knew why. When the door opened… A new student arrived to the True Cross Academy. She’s smart and strong, still a quiet and solitary person. Moved by a strange feeling, Rin would like to know her, help her if he can but nobody would think that that student was someone so… special.

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You open the fridge to check the ingredients and ask if Rin has any preferences. When you turn, he’s touching every tool he can see. Magazines, knifes, pots, the oven, everything is brand-new and is stimulating so hard his curiosity.

“He’s so simple and easy to read.” <<Hey master chef, do you prefer Italian, French, meat or fish?>>

<<C-can I make dinner again? I wanna try everything… I’ll clean->>

<<Don’t say that. You’re a precious guest, I can’t make you clean and cook.>>

<<Eh? I don’t mind it, for real! I really love cooking, you have fresh ingredients and new-brand tools, so…>>

<<Then let me help you.>> you move aside and let the fridge open, <<You’re the chef and I’m your assistant. What about this?>>

Enthusiastic, Rin starts to select each ingredient and gives you instructions. As you prepare the different type of blends, he washes and chops the vegetables and the meat. Once everything is done, Rin dries his hands and follows your movements with the corner of the eyes. While you’re pourring the flour in a bowl, he keeps watching your figure, when Yukiya’s words raise inside his mind.

“If I touch a little higher on the shoulder, she’ll jump…” he stops behind you and touches you with one finger in a spot.

<<SWEET JESUS!>> you catch the bowl in time before it fall, <<Oi->>

<<Very interesting.>> he has a smirk and a very sadistic face, <<Come here (Y/N).>>

<<Don’t you dare! Bad Rin!>>

<<Caught ya!>> he assaults your hips touching all the weak spots in a second, <<Now (Y/N), on a scale from 1 to 10, how ticklish are you right here?>> Rin circled your bellybutton torturous slow with his index finger. The demon smirked when he felt your body twitch under his touch before he decides to add a little more pressure.

“Don’t laugh for the love of god!” you’ve tried sucking your stomach in to avoid the ticklish touch and you bit your own lips to keep the giggles inside. “(Y/N) don’t!” but when Rin decided to spider-tickle around your bellybutton and gently scratch at his waistline, the dam broke.

<<Well, that’s an 11 for me.>> the boy laughs down at you, who are trying to swatt his fingers away, but it’s not working.

“Goddammit!” you really tried to fight against your friend’s teasing hands but it seemed like the son of Satan had the worryingly talent to tickle you right there, where it made you grow and fell helplessly into the floor, squirming and laughing under Rin’s torturous touch.

<<What’s wrong, (Y/N)?>>

<<Little->> you tried sending him a glare but then there were suddenly finger wriggling and digging into your underarms sending you into a hysteric giggle fit.

<<Aww is someone a bit ticklish? Maybe here too?>> Rin is smirking down at an air gasping classmate before that cute girl throws her head back in the floor and her hands uselessly clutching his wrists but she hasn’t the strength to actually push him off.

“I’ll die from lack of oxygen and out of embarrassment! Fuck!” you should be thankful at your body, when Rin dugged his fingers into your ribs, he fell off due to your suddenly back arching. Your face is red and your voice sound suffocate, so he stops. All the flour is on the floor, in your hair and probably in his too.

“What am I doing?!” thinks the Exwire while is sitting on your legs, “She’s trying to catch her breath… Woah, stop that thought right away Rin! You can’t think at it!”

<<You bastard…>> with an invisible move, now you’re on top, <<How dare you!>> this time you’re the one that will torture him, and he will beg for mercy.

<<Wait, it’s not fair->> he tried to stop your hand too but like it happened to you, he lost all his strength and couldn’t do anything against his teammate.

<<It’s so fair!>> your fingers are long and thin, so they can go everywhere without problems, <<I’m not even touching your tail, I’m magnanimous!>>

“Oh, I forgot about it!” he moves it in your neck, <<Bullseye!>> your body tense immediately and Rin has the chance to bring you down again and tickle you even with his tail.

<<YoohU uSheeEd YoUhR tAaaahil! It’S NhOt FaIhr!>>

<<It’s so fair!>>

“Don’t steal my lines!” you can’t talk anymore, your hysterical laugh won’t stop, when an idea born in your mind. Using the last strength left, you move your legs and close them firmly on Rin’s hips, hitting his tail. He loses his force but manages to not fall on you, <<Hah… haa… this is… the second time… you caught me… off guard…>>

<<I’m getting better then…>> he feels the grip on the hips loosen, “She has really strong legs. They’re thin… I get it, she is the personification of the proverb -don’t judge a book by its cover-“ <<!>> when he looks at you again, your face is so red for the embarrassment… “She’s so cute with that hard blush- Wait, if she’s reacting like this it means…”

<<This is not… good…>> you relax your head on the floor, <<I can’t help it…. Around you I feel protected and safe, I always let my guard down… Being around you isn't good for me…>>

“Maybe Yukiya was right. I’ve never seen her with that hard blush with somebody, only me.” he lends over your face slowly, “I feel like without her I can’t do anything anymore. She’s my strength and weakness, what am I supposed to do with these strong feelings?” his body is moving instinctively.

“He’s gonna... kiss me?” you felt his tail twirled gently in your leg and his hand has moved until it reached your fingers, “He has such strong and incontrollable powers, but he’s caring with the others, even if they hate him. While with me is gentler, vulnerable… Every time I discover a new side… I love that. I’ve never had a weakness; until now. He has my life in his hands and I’m fine with it. In the past I would fight against it I’m sure, nobody was able to control me as they liked.” you put your forearms on the floor and push yourself a little higher, "If I’m not resisting… How much I love him for change even myself?”

Right before the lips could touch, a phone ring and break the atmosphere. Both of you are blushing and can’t even speak, so you get quickly away from each other.

“That was so close! Damn it!” you two had the same thought.

While the Exwire checks the phone, you clean the mess you’re done with that silly tickle war. Fortunately, all the ingredients are safe, lack only the flour. You replace it and wait for your friend to comes back.

<<You’ll pay for this, four-eyes!>> Rin takes the call frustrated, <<What you want?>>

<<Sorry nii-san, I would only tell you that Shura wants to continue the training with your flame.>>

<<Gimme a break! It’s summer holidays, you can’t do this to me!>>

<<You’re under Vatican’s observation, you->>

<<Yeah, yeah. But when the training will be over, I’ll do what I want!>>

<<Until you don’t destroy anything and your flame will not go wild, I’m fine with everything.>>

<<Then bye, stupid four-eyes!>> the son of Satan ends the call and with a growl he looks at the sky.

<<Everything ok?>> the girl approaches him slowly for not invade his privacy, <<Need to go back?>>

<<Eh? No, no.>> he looks really pissed, <<Yukio told me that I must do my training with my flames.>>

<<I think you don’t need it.>> you speak honestly, <<Yes, your powers are strong but it’s all a mental issue.>>

<<What do you mean?>>

<<Let’s eat first!>> Rin goes back with you and while you two are cooking, you answer at him, <<When I used my powers for the first time, I thought I’ll hurt everyone, and they often went wild. Yukiya told me that I mustn’t fear them, but accept them and accept myself for what I am. It was hard, but I did it. Now I can control my powers easily, and rarely go on berserk like the past.>>

<<So, what can I do?>>

<<First, accept yourself.>> she sets the table with glasses, drinks, plates, <<You’re afraid to be alone due to them. You’re rejecting your demon part, don’t do that, Rin. I know it’s difficult, but when you can finally see who you are, then the others will understand that you aren’t a weapon or a danger.>>

<<You really believe that?>>

<<Of course, I know you enough to prove it. One day maybe, I’ll show you my true powers and our roles will be inverted.>>

<<Eh?>> both of you sit on the chair and began to eat, <<(Y/N)->>

<<My strength and existence are like a catastrophe for humans. Except for Shion, everyone has rejected me and tried to kill me when they saw my true powers. Will you react like them or not?>>

---Continue...

Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18

[springlock-bonnie]

Everyone leave Yukio alone.

....Just kidding, literally do the opposite. (see below)

Yukio’s always been going through shit, but the fandom tends to write him off as the “mean” character and leave it at that. Kato finally decides to drop the bass, and now we’ve collectively shifted over to “Yukio, what the fuck”, because now he’s being angry at characters other than me, now. This stupid (persuasive) essay’s gonna look at Yukio’s personality and troubles, a little deeper than “Yukio’s mean to Rin :(”. Also, I’m biased as fuck and have only good things to say about this boy. Let’s roll.

Let’s start from the beginning, what we all universally know about Yukio as a baby. Yukio started training to be an exorcist very fucking early. It’s partially due to schizophrenia, partially due to his desire to take (what’s that one meme right now) Direct Action to supposedly protect me from the outside world. His theory was basically if I’ve always been protecting him in the physical world, he had the upper hand in the… supernatural world? Sure, let’s call it that.

Yukio’s seven years old, deathly afraid of guns and loud noises, but continues along with dad to be the best fucking exorcist at an even younger age than Fujimoto, just for one little asshole that still throttles him on a regular basis. He wants to follow dad, because dad is literally the Paladin, and almost the first thing you learn is the True Cross Exorcist categories and stature. Yukio was lucky our dad was who he was, and took advantage of that.

Growing up, Yukio was only ever working. Think about it. Going to school like a good boy, doing his homework, constantly disappearing on exorcisms, and then doing that homework too. Because he’s so little, he has to be Great. He doesn’t have time to be The Little Boy Exorcist, he has to kick everyone’s ass (Shura included) so that they never think of him as too delicate or inferior. This is where when you guys go “he thinks he’s so important *eye roll*” I physically feel my toes catch on fire.

So his childhood was maturing too fast. Maturing too fast, no matter the reason, is never a good thing. It means something bad happened, or is happening. Yukio isn’t mature because he’s such a mentally healthy boy. The rod up his ass is there, but it’s caked with maturity way before his time (idk how to phrase that). Yukio was naturally very smart, but he was still a kid. But there’s no time to be afraid of butterflies. You have to follow dad, who everyone looks up to, including you. You need to be where dad is.

Dad is also… dad. You may not have seen much of Fujimoto, but from what you did see you can kind of see, he wasn’t very good at being “fatherly” because he never wanted/planned to be. Two baby demons were just sort of plopped in his arms. Bless his soul, but that man wasn’t what Yukio needed emotionally. Ever wonder why the poor boy misses a mother he never had? He knows mom equals soft. Mom equals comfort, affection, love… whatever you want to say, mom means something different from Fujimoto, in Yukio’s eyes.

Yukio clings to that because he lacks it. I’m not like that, dad wasn’t like that, and mom’s been dead since literally our birth. So forgive him for fantasizing about someone who’s maybe gentle with him, or stops and asks him genuinely how he’s doing. He’s feeling a lack of caring, whether he registers it or not. It’s not like he’s going to ask for it or anything, b-baka! We’ll come back to this in a few paragraphs.

Yukio needs to be the best. Not because he wants to be looked up to, not because he wants to feel superior, but because he’s always behind. Even ahead of everything, he needs to be the best at a constant. He’s working up the ranks, but he needs to be able to take on everything. Not only that, but meet everyone’s raising expectations. Yukio? The Yukio? Yukio Okumura? If they think he can shoot three hobgoblins dead in mid-flight, he has to be able to do that.

Yukio does not think he’s better. He thinks he needs to be better, and is willing to do whatever that takes. In fact, that sentence might as well be his motto. Now we’re at Yukio at 15, when dad dies. What does Yukio do immediately? Question dad on following him. “Dad, you just died, should I kill myself too?” Now, he’s lost. Now, dad isn’t his superior, he has to impress people on his own and make it on his own.

I’m not denying we had troubles. He blamed me for dad, I was fucking livid he lied to me for half our life. But he’s human. Ish. He’s a baby, and where we see his early maturity, we have to understand he literally mentally age regresses. Those little scenes in the anime with him suddenly crying as a child because he’s scared? How it’s in that blank room, and is usually directed somehow to dad? That’s his coping mechanism that he’s alone as an adult now, at 15. He has to be.

Everything he is doing, he is doing for me. Remember that. Remember that’s his sole purpose to being an exorcist, and the only reason he yells and hits and is a total ass. It’s because he can’t show weakness, not to anyone. Because if he’s even gentle to one person, everyone’s going to hear about it. Don’t break down, don’t break down. Keep your chin high and be the fucking best. Don’t slip up. Don’t make mistakes.

Remember when you were 15? You might be that age or younger right now, but someday you’ll realize 15 is very young. Dude, I’m 18, and 16 y/os give me a headache. Yukio is young. He’s not even close to hormone maturity, and he’s scared shitless, all the time. But he’s a prodigy, so at 15, he has to act 25. That’s what he’s doing.

Yukio puts others needs in front of his own. He always does, even if it comes off as “mean”. Alright yeah, I do joke about how in the movie he was like “exorcists don’t save people, we kill demons”. WhOoP dE dOo I jUsT LoVe ShOoTiNg a GoOd DeMoN nOw AnD aGaIn. What are we, the republican presidential candidate? But look at all he does. The only times you have to argue are in Kyoto, when he was like, “shit, I guess the Vatican’s going to kill my brother.” But are you really going to hold it against him? He’s not going to argue with the higher ups, and get himself killed, who is arguably the best chance they have at actually getting me out of there. Off what y’all have seen, I happen to know he’s argued mercilessly with them. So basically, when they said death to Rin, they were done with him arguing already and he wouldn’t be of help.

In example of selflessness, Shura’s little arc. It’s a terrible example, but Yukio wasn’t there to kill Hachiro. He was there to assist Shura. I mean, Tiny Boy was like “hey I’m legal I’ll give u a baby so u can be reborn” even though he didn’t want to. Then, he concocted that stupid plan of tricking Serpent Man just to 100% get Shura out of her contract for good. But you know, Yukio’s mean and thinks he’s most important.

Yukio desperately needs something like what he’s searching out for in the recent chapters. Look at how he pried around for mom, and then continued to. Look at how he reacted with Sheimi. He’s trying to reach out, but what’s that Marina and The Diamonds “Numb” quote? “I can’t open up and cry, because I’ve been silent all my life?” That’s my boy. He probably doesn’t even know how, anymore.

Yukio had the potential to grow up really soft and sensual, but lost that ability with his desire to protect. So now, we’ve got this outer shell we see, which is cold and stiff and doesn’t show a lot of emotion. It isn’t because he’s mean. I see a lot of jokes about Yukio not wanting to open up about his feelings. You’re very right, but the joke part of it is where you’re still on the wrong idea.

Right now, Yukio’s going through demon bullshit. Demon bullshit means even more intense emotions he’s not even used to showing in the first place. You know how he’s aggressive, attacks, and then suddenly turns around and apologizes? That apology is genuine. He doesn’t even know what’s going on with him. It’s scaring him, too. I’m not saying his actions are justified. I’m not defending the fact he’s threatened and hurt people.

AND HEY HOW ABOUT THAT CHAPTER 93. That suicide isn’t just, oh look at me, I might as well. And it isn’t a sudden thought. (Side effects may include) suicidal thoughts or actions aren’t spontaneous and not thought out. Yukio wasn’t like, hey turns out True Cross sucks, time to bippity bop the fuck right out. As far as canon material goes, Yukio’s considered death since dad died. But is it really that crazy of a stretch to deny that? Yukio’s never been mentally stable.

I think my main beef is the fact sometimes even folks who see all this, don’t care. “Yeah but he’s reacting inappropriately”. Ah yes, sorry Oliver, I’m sure you would behave so much better in that situation. It’s easy to demonize (Heheh) a character and forget everything human about them. Yukio is very easy with that. It’s so, so easy to look at his “mean”-ness and go “man that kids an asshole, fuck him”. I did it too. But you have to remember he is (part) human, and he has emotions.

And if you want to argue I’m looking too deep, go ahead. But Kato’s stories are the most beautiful things to analyze and I know for a fact she’s not just shitting out some asshole character with no other redeeming qualities. She’s too respectful of every single one of her characters for that. Especially not in comparison to Astronerd, where Yukio stems from. Let’s talk about that for a sec, shall we?

Astronerd, in short, is a story about a boy named Yoshio Fujiko who loves astronomy. But he’s finally decided he’s done with that, and doesn’t want to be viewed as a freak anymore. He briefly talks about his bullying with it. He talks about his crush, Tezuka. He discovers she likes astronomy, too! But it’s okay that she does, “because she’s cute.”

Aliens suddenly come down to destroy earth, and tell Yoshio he’s the subject they’re going to cryogenically freeze to set as an example to other planets to never be like earth. He asks why was he born (*cough*), and they joke and say if someone figured that out they’d get a medal and the aliens would put on a display of fireworks instead of blowing the world up. “But, an inferior life form like you has no chance!”

Yoshio’s about to sign, when he gets a text from Tezuka (who he was mean to), still believing in him! So he gets on his little scooter and races to the school to apologize. Suddenly, there’s a huge crater. Yoshio’s tired, and the aliens are like “what the fuck! You’re killing yourself over an apology?” and he goes “no, it’s not the apology anymore.”

And, my favorite fuckin quote via my mom ever,

“I really was a fool… and fools don’t change unless they die!”

ANYWAY HE FUCKING MAKES IT (Kato told a mildly happy story?!) LIKE SOME E.T. BULLSHIT (and then determines life is too precious) apologizes to Tezuka, and admits he’s an astronerd! He then realizes he was born for realizing that, at that moment. And the aliens are like “shit! Fuck! He’s right! We gotta keep our promise…!”

If I was to go deeper into the summary, you’d see that Yoshio in a sense is a very watered down Yukio as far as things go. He suddenly thinks his life his hopeless, but upon almost dying, he gets a second chance, and ends up literally saving the world and discovering who he is. I’m not saying aliens are going to descend from the heavens and tell Yukio he’s actually an angel (it’s implied), but I think Kato’s planning on… basically explaining that Yukio figures himself out, and it betters him as a person (go Kato, go!)

In conclusion, Yukio is a complicated perfect boy (perfect boy) who needs (and deserves) lots of attention and affection whether he thinks he wants it or not. He’s stiff and mature because he needs to be, and he does everything he does for a selfless reason. He doesn’t want to be the best exorcist to fuck with people. You just gotta remember his original reason.

JESUS FUCK THANKS FOR READING

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New Releases 6/27/17

Happy New Release Day! This weeks consists of robots in space, everyday life of a fledgling superhero, a trip across Europe, a power called Geass, a class made of assassins, and more.

In Books --The Adventures of a Superhero Girl by Faith Erin Hicks “What if you can leap tall buildings and defeat alien monsters with your bare hands, but you buy your capes at secondhand stores and have a weakness for kittens?” The everyday tales of a super girl as she saves people, as she updates her family on how she is doing, and as she tries to keep a part-time job but forgets to remove her mask before work. With an arch-nemesis who’s only superpower is letting our hero know she is doing the superhero thing wrong. This particular version of this graphic novel is a expanded edition. It was originally printed in 2013 but has been reprinted a few times since. This edition will include two new stories and new art. I have never read it before but I really wanna give it a try.

--Descender volume 4 by Jeff Lemire, artist Dustin Nguyen One day giant robots appear out of nowhere bringing death and destruction across the galaxy. As a consequence all robots are now outlawed and are hunted and destroyed by bounty hunters. Ten years after the attack an android named Tim-21 awakens to find his home destroyed and the human boy he was bought for gone. Tim sets out to find his human along with his robot dog and a mining droid. But Tim will be hunted down as his robot DNA might just reveal how to defeat the giant robots if they ever return. I love this series. This is probably my favorite release for this week. I started reading this series early this year. It is very good and the art is amazing. Dustin Nguyen did a wonderful job with the watercolor. There’s a great cast of characters but Tim is probably my favorite character. I would definitely check it out. I recommend it to everyone that I help in the graphic novel section at work. If you love robots, robots in space, and the exploration into what defines being human (there’s rogue robots who just want to live instead of being destroyed and will fight back) then read Descender.

--The Gentleman’s Guide to Vice and Virtue by Mackenzi Lee I first wrote this down to research it because I was imagining the worst. I was thinking something along the lines of, ‘they are not publishing a book that says treating women in such a way is okay’. But then it became so much better. Henry Montague’s days of pleasure and vice; with both men and women, are rapidly coming to an end. His father is going to force Henry to start taking care of the family estate. As a final hurrah, Henry invites his best friend and secret crush; Percy, to travel across Europe with him. When one of Henry’s reckless decisions sends him and Percy into a manhunt it will have Henry questioning everything he knows. Including his thoughts about the boy he secretly adores.  The description of this book did not go at all the way I was expecting. I’m really excited to give this a try. I love everything about it already. As long as it doesn’t end up supporting treating people like crap, basically. 

--Land of the Lustrous volume 1 by Haruko Ichikawa The Lustrous are crystalline lifeforms; each gem has unique powers, who are hunted by a group called lunarians who would turn the Lustrous into decorations.  I mostly want to read this cause I immediately thought of Steven Universe when I read the description. 

--The Waking Land by Callie Bates Lady Elanna Valtai is fiercely devoted to her King who raised her like a daughter. But when he mysteriously dies, Elanna is accused of murdering him and must flee to her homeland full of magical legends. And to her birth father who was branded a traitor. Now she must confront the powers that have stirred within her and seem to grow as she connects to the natural world. Now Elanna must stop the threat that has chased her to her homeland and rebel against the kingdom she once called home. It reminds me of Uprooted by Naomi Novik and I really enjoyed that book.

In moives/tv shows --Assassination Classroom S2P2 The conclusion of Assassination Classroom is finally out today. The truth about Koro-Sensei will finally be revealed. But once Class E learns the truth, will they be able to assassinate the best teacher they’ve ever had? If you haven’t seen this series before or haven’t read the manga yet, you should. This series has had surprisingly good character development. When I first started reading the manga I thought it would just be this silly series but then it became so much more that just silly. It’s a really good blend of comedy, action, and can be very sweet. I haven’t seen the anime yet; although I own the first season, but from what I’ve seen and heard it follows the manga very well.

--Blue Exorcist Complete Box Set (blu-ray) For the first time the hit anime is out in a complete box set. Twin brothers; Rin and Yukio, were raised by an exorcists named Father Shiro Fujimoto. One day their home is attacked and Rin finds out his biological father is Satan. In order to avenge those that were lost during the battle Rin decides to train to become an exorcist in order to defeat Satan. Blue Exorcist is a really good series if you haven’t seen it yet. I’m not sure how well it follows the manga though. I think the end of the first season was different from the manga but I’m not 100% positive. I did flip through some of the volumes when season two started and it looked like the first part of S2 followed the manga pretty well. The set does cost $159.98 but the first season is available for streaming on Netflix and both are on Crunchyroll.

--Code Geass: Akito the Exiled The OVA series of the hit anime Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebellion. It’s five episodes but each episode should be around 50 minutes. Characters from the series will make an appearance. I’m really excited for this release but all it has made me want to do is to rewatch the original series. Characters will be returning for this but I’m not quite sure how or what part they will play. 

--Panda Go Panda (on blu-ray) A little girl who lives with a Panda and it’s baby. I didn’t know much about this title until it was mentioned in a panel at a con I went to this year. Afterwards, I found out that it was getting a blu-ray release. From what I remember our main character either thinks that PapaPanda is her father or PapaPanda offers to become her father while her family is away. Throughout the town tries to let her know that her Papa is a panda and the police and most the town try to catch them. It looks really cute. It’s only 80 minutes long. It’s two episodes.

--Sea Prince and the Fire Child (on blu-ray) One long ago fire spirits and wind spirits lived as one till one day the Lord of the Winds drove a rift between the Queen of Fire and her brother, the King of Water. Ever since then, the fire spirits and water spirits have been at war with one another. One day the Prince of Fire and the Princess of Water met and fell in love. Their only chance of living together means traveling to a distant star where fire and water spirits live in peace but they much reach the hill of Elysium by the next solar eclipse. 

--Sword Art Online Box Set (blu-ray) One of the top favorite ‘getting stuck inside a video game’ series around is now available in a box set. All 25 episodes with some special features. The blu-ray is $159.95 and the dvd set is $69.98 BUT the dvd won’t be out until 8/1. Personally, I am holding out a small, small hope that I might come across the limited editions of the parts. I have the first one but missed out on the rest. If I break and buy the set someday, I’ll probably get the dvd. Unless the blu-ray set happens to have a good sale someday. I’m in no hurry cause my heart still heavily belongs to .hack//sign. SAO has some great fight scenes but I have stronger feelings toward .hack//sign. 

--Yu-Gi-Oh Dark Side of Dimensions The original crew is back! Yugi and the gang are about to graduate from high school. Then trouble starts when a boy named Aigami arrives. He blames Bakura for the death of his mention; and former holder of the Millennium Ring, and it out for revenge. It’s up to Yugi to save Bakura and the rest of his friends. I managed to catch this movie when it came to theaters. It was great because I hadn’t seen Yu-Gi-Oh in a long time. Most of the original voice actors returned to dub it which I was very happy about. There was a minor change in a characters back story but it had been so long since I had seen the series that I didn’t notice it until someone pointed it out to me.

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Oxymoron

Title: Oxymoron Fandom: Blue Exorcist Summary: "My, my, this is really extraordinary," Mephisto commented. "Never thought Father's heritage would resurface again." Blue flames, tail, and sharp teeth against Grace, halo and wings. Because some say that Satan once was an angel of Heaven so the idea that one of his children might inherit his Grace isn't far from impossible. Shirou really wished somebody would have told him that though. Then again - how hard can it be to raise a demon and an angel? AN: Basically Yukio is a nephilim, Rin does not care for human etiquette, Shiro underestimated parenting and Mephisto is as helpful as always: not at all. AO3 Fanfiction.net Consecratio Apotheosis, Anathema Figuring out Yuri's location was easier and harder than anticipated at the same time. On one hand, it should have become obvious where she was hiding weeks ago and Shirou had no doubt that Mephisto had already figured it out some time ago. She had managed to slip away from Section 13, and even more importantly, Mephisto’s watchful eyes. There was no way the Ba’al’s arrogance would allow Mephisto to lose track of Yuri for long

Sadly, the part that made it hard to find Yuri, was the fact that the area was full with demons. From small ones, not more dangerous than coal tars, to demons big enough to make Shirou wonder how the hell Yuri, heavily pregnant, had come through here unharmed. Then again, she was carrying Satan's spawn so maybe those demons left her alone or protected her even. Not to forget that Yuri had always maintained a close relationship with her summons, who were far more frightening than most demons Shirou had come across in the past twenty years.

"She's close!" Mephisto announced cheerily, seemingly unbothered by the cold.

Freaking demon bastard, probably had a spell around him to keep him warm while Shirou had to suffer. The white haired man really wondered what persuaded him to become best friends or whatever with Mephisto.

They tramped further through the snow until finally reaching a cave. It was guarded by two snowmen, who seemed to be on the verge of tears, and so let them through without any resistance. For a moment Shirou considered it being a trap, but then decided against it. Traps weren't really Yuri's style. She loved showing her opponents how powerful she was head-on in those rare cases she decided to fight.

"Something feels off," Mephisto spoke up again, this time sounding actually concerned.

Shirou turned to his companion and was graced with the sight of an unnerved appearing Mephisto. That was something Shirou believed to be entirely out of Mephisto's ability to express. Even after the Blue Night he hadn’t looked too out of place. Now though there was something seriously worrying the Ba’al. Great prospect. They turned around the next corner, reaching the end of the cave and so Yuri.

She was tired and exhausted, eye bags very prominent and her breathing flat. She wouldn't make it through the next hours. At least not here, maybe in a hospital with good personnel but not here in the middle of nowhere.

Odd how he first assessed the state of his old teammate instead of the two children, glowing blue and white-

Shirou's eyes widened. He had expected Satan's spawn to be there, that was no secret. The child was entirely covered in blue flames that harmed neither them nor Yuri, or anything really. Their ears were as elfish as Mephisto's and the aura they had- well, it was familiar enough to the other Ba’al Shirou had already encountered to confirm their relation. That the child didn’t look as much as monster as expected, well, that one was a little surprising but nothing Shirou couldn’t deal with, unlike the other surprise.

"My, my, this is really extraordinary," Mephisto commented. "Never thought Father's heritage would resurface again."

Shirou followed his gaze to the other twin. Extraordinary really seemed to underestimate the whole situation.

"They have wings and- is that a halo?!" Shirou exclaimed.

Mephisto nodded, frowning at the child.

"I have to admit, I didn't see that coming," the Baal continued, still assessing the situation.

"Didn't see what coming? What? That one spawn of Satan is a freaking angel?!"

Mephisto rolled his eyes at him, giving him an appraising look.

"You might want to tone it down, there are children here."

"Tone it down? Samael, I can deal with a lot of stuff, Heaven knows I put up with you after all, but angels are even too much for me-"

"Bickering with your boyfriend again, Shirou?" A gentle voice interrupted him.

Shirou turned to Yuri and, just like he always had, replied with a heated "Bastard's not my boyfriend!"

Growing up together had established typical questions with the same never changing answers.

Yuri's laughter, even if more timid, still sounded like bells.

"That's what you always say but I've never seen proof that you're not-" She interrupted herself with a coughing fit that sounded everything but good.

"Seems like I won't have much more time left, huh?" Yuri said as soon as she had recovered. She then adjusted her hold on the children carefully, making sure to not hurt the dark tail, Shiro spotted only now, of the demonic twin, or the wings of the angelic one.

"The one with the flames is Rin," Yuri told them. "Written like phosphorus. He's the older one."

For a moment Shirou thought Yuri was trying to joke, naming the child that. She had always had a biting humor and been a bit ironic. Then again the components of that name were beautiful too and well, it wasn’t like they didn't fit.

"Yukio's just a bit younger. My precious little snow angel. He- he's a bit sick I think," Yuri bit out between breaths, which sounded far too whistling for Shirou's taste. Perhaps he had given her more time than she really had. "Please take good care of them, Shirou. I- I know they'll be great."

He wanted to tell her that he couldn't. He wasn't there to take care of her children, he was supposed to get rid of them for good- and her too if she resisted. She was defenseless now, it would be so easy to fulfill the mission and go back to being the exorcist he was supposed to be. Still, something was stopping him and he couldn't quite pinpoint what it was. The fact that he could tell that those children had human souls? The memories of a young Yuri running around his teenage self’s legs probably weren't helping either. He hadn't been good with the other children back then, still wasn't good with children, and yet she had wanted him to play with her. She'd always been such a weird person.

"She's dying," Mephisto spoke up again, pulling Shirou out of his thoughts. It wasn't like him to let his thoughts drift so much. Maybe he'd taken too many missions lately.

"You could go ahead with your mission now," Mephisto continued, a sly smile on his face just as if he already knew what Shirou was thinking. He probably did, that bastard.

"They have human souls," Shirou said, his grip on Kurikara tightening. "I can't kill them."

Mephisto nodded, though Shirou doubted the King of Time cared about moralities as such. "Well then, I suppose I could-"

"The remains of S13 are no place for them," Shirou immediately interrupted. "You made failed copies there, not humans."

Mephisto crouched down, poking the cheeks of the winged twin. "And where else should they go? They don't look human to anyone but you."

And even to him they didn't look that human, only felt human and that still made a difference to him.

"Then I'll take them," Shirou argued and turned to the twins again, who were peacefully sleeping, unaware of how much the world wanted them dead. "Like I said, I put up with you, this can't be harder."

Taking in a demon and an angel? He put up with homunculi, failed clones, successful clones, stupid researchers, a shitton of demons and Demon Kings on top. This couldn’t be any harder, Shirou was sure.

Carefully he too crouched down and reached for the child closer to him, Rin. He hesitated for a moment, afraid the flames would burn him, but then picked the baby up. The blue flames were warm, comfortingly so in the cold. Not at all like those horrors he had seen at the Blue Night. He adjusted his grip, fearing it was too tight and he'd wake Rin up, but the boy kept on sleeping. Picking Yukio up turned out to be a bit tricky with just one free arm and Mephisto being as helpful as always: not at all. Eventually he managed though, the baby's wings folded together carefully. He had to admit, calm like this the twins were even adorable.

"Now look at this, already being the perfect father!" Mephisto announced, a gleeful smile on his face, far too wide with too many teeth.

It was then that the penny dropped.

"You tricked me," Shirou said, glaring at the demon.

"Guilty as charged!" Mephisto answered, still looking as stupid as before. "There's no way I would take them to S13, my dear siblings would end up knowing and I can't afford that, not with how tense everyone has been lately. I'm not parenting material anyway and I don't have the time to take care of them. But you? Yes, you have lots of time you're currently spending on unimportant stuff that you can put into raising those two. So, what you say? Still doing it?"

Shirou glared at the Demon King a bit longer before redirecting his gaze to the twins. "It's not like I have a choice, do I?"

"Not really, no," Mephisto answered.

"What are we doing with Yuri?" Shirou asked. He could tell that she was still there, but her presence was fading and soon would be gone.

"Leave it to me!"

Then Mephisto lifted his right hand, the movement already familiar.

"Öffnen!" He called, for once not sticking to his usual chant. Seemed like he wanted to make sure that this was secure. [Open!] Above Yuri a portal opened, slowly coming down on her and taking her to one of Mephisto's many pocket dimension.

"Now that this is done, we're going somewhere warmer!"

Mephisto repeated his one word command and this time the portal took them away from the cold place that gave birth to something that, for now, Shirou considered his betrayal of humanity.

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The mystery trio au was an inspiration for the Ford ver. I was even thinking that F would show up at some point and/or Rin would convince Ford to contact Stan. I picture their meeting as Ford looking for 'demon kid' when some other kids make fun of his hands. Rin overhears and attacks them for it. Rin is 10 and Ford notices how strong he is. He is the first person to say thank you to Rin and it wins him over enough to show off his strength more and agree to ask his dad if they can hang out.

Shiro is iffy about this strange adult showing so much interest but rumor paints him as obsessed with the strange and shadow gov contacts hide how successful he has been in finding it so he allows Ford to hire Rin for some light housekeeping.  Rin does it, but also runs around after Ford carrying equipment and weapons and learning how to use it all too. Ford sucks at teaching school subjects but he does manage to teach some meditation and focus techniques so Rin manages to at least not fail.            

They do stuff for the next few years and here is where I can’t decide what to do next. I agree Yukio would fit well here and I can see Rin learning about crash site omega and begging to bring Yukio along because *spaceship*! And Ford agrees bc for all that he cares for and likes Rin he projects onto these twins like with the niblings and he wants to know the ‘smart’ twin better. From the moment he sets foot in a real alien vessel Yukio decides to rethink his life and takes a job as an assistant.

There is one scene I want in the Ford ver. It’s late, Rin is 15 now and has been working with Ford for years. He is the one to get briefly sucked into the portal. As they are firing up the portal again he calls home and has the following conversation. “Dad? Hey, funny story but I think we’re in trouble. See, a few years ago Boss summoned a demon for help, and I didn’t say anything bc it could be friendly for all I knew. Long story short: THE DEMON WAS *NOT* FRIENDLY! OH SHIT!” Hangs up.

I can just imagine Shiro’s panic at that phone call. He immediately tries to call him back, but gets nothing. Tries Yukio and gets nothing. Next thing Ford knows, there’s an extra anxious papa bear bursting into the lab. Things do not go well for anyone involved.

And oh yeah, Ford would be projecting so hard that it is not even funny. Sure, he likes and is fond of Rin, especially as various things remind him of his own brother, but he would totally connect more with Yukio. As long as he doesn’t try to say Rin would be totally okay with them basically going their own way and never really being together again (which was kind of the feel I got in Dipper and Mabel vs the Future), we should all be good.

Plus, Rin would totally try to get Ford and Stan to patch things up. How many times has he said the same sentiment to his friends in the actual manga/anime?

Also, for this AU, I get the distinct feeling that Mephisto would know everything that’s going on, but not say a thing to Shiro or anyone else until everything’s over. Heck, he and Bill probably would have tea every few millennia. However, this doesn’t mean Mephisto like the chaos demon. He’s too fond of humans and what they create. He does admit that Bill has style and a lovely appetite for chaos.

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Fandom: Blue Exorcist/Ao No Exorcist Pairing: Bon/Rin Soulmate Au: Shared dreams until you actually get to meet. Part: One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six, Seven, Eight, Nine, Ten, Eleven , Twelve , Thirteen

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They’d made it back to their little park. The world was turning hazy around the edges, and Bon just knew they had a handful of minutes, if that much, before one of them woke up.

“Hey,” Rin turned towards him at his quiet murmur, “I… I think I know where this is.”

Rin’s eyes went endearingly wide. “Really? Where?!”

Bon shook his head and took Rin’s hands in his own. It was dizzying to think he could actually hold the real thing soon. “I’m not gonna say, I mean, I probably can’t? But, if it is what I think, then—” he swallowed and tried to fight off the blush lighting his cheeks. It didn’t work, so he just felt too warm, and a bit sick with the mix of worry and excitement. “Can we meet here? Where we always wake up?”

Risking a glance showed Rin regarding the little grassy park-like area with a fond, excited smile. “Yeah,” Rin mused, “it’s perfect. And we both know how to get here from anywhere else.”

Bon opened his mouth to reply, or possibly tell Rin that he was crazy about him, but the entire world went shimmery and faded away as he woke up a split second before his alarm went off.

He grinned at his ceiling. He was leaving for True Cross Academy tonight. 

Several hours later saw him standing in front of a public bathroom mirror with significantly different hair, and a few new piercings. He wasn’t sure how the whole thing looked, but he liked it. At least they made him look less like his drunk father. Not that anyone should know him outside of this city. Tokyo should be far enough to get him out from under Tatsuma Suguro’s shadow.

Determined not to take a single yen from his parents, he had to go with the bus option to get to Tokyo and True Cross Academy. They managed to book an overnight trip, so they’d be arriving in the morning. They took a row near the back and crowded together as closely as they could. He didn’t want to look as nervous as he felt, but it was his first time leaving Kyoto without any of their temple members. 

All he really wanted to do was go to sleep.

Rin would have had his first day at the new job, and he'd be sad about Yukio leaving, and either of those was enough of a reason to have him wanting to go to sleep and see Rin.

Besides that, part of him wanted to tell Rin how much he meant to him. To tell him he loved him, but he also really wanted to tell him that in person. Just talking about the kiss had made his stomach go wild and his heart pound, and he had no doubt he was going to dream up some ridiculous night sky and probably reveal himself as the sap Rin undoubtedly knew him to be.

He’d be as careful as he could about what he said and try to keep a bit of distance from his soulmate. Rin was worth getting it right, and hell, they’d waited over a decade at this point, a few days, or weeks (please god, don’t let it be any longer than that) wouldn’t make too much of a difference.

There was no reason to wait. Tugging his hood up and leaning back in his seat, it only took a few minutes to fall asleep.

Bon blinked his eyes open, and felt his stomach lurch in immediate horror.  He’d never seen the sky so dark, or such huge storm clouds rolling through the sky. Something had to be terribly wrong. Horrifically wrong to cause a storm this size.

Bon’s head jerked to the side and the panic in his gut got worse when he realized Rin wasn’t by his side. A quick scan showed he wasn’t anywhere in their park. 

Lightning shot across the sky in the dangerous promise of the oncoming storm. Bon struggled to his feet and glanced around helplessly. The city was huge and there was no way to immediately find him. Rin could be anywhere, and Rin was so really fast when he wanted to be. 

Wait, last time this had happened… The old abandoned building! Rin had hid there before, maybe he was hiding there now?

Bon took off to that building, clumsy in his worry. He slipped and slid on the quickly dampening grass as the skies open up and poured over him. He was fairly certain it had never rained here. It had turned dark, thunderous, and dangerous, but the rain had never actually fallen. Now it was, and it just solidified the terror in his gut. He was soaking by the time he reached the old building, and cold through,  but they weren’t the reason he was trembling.

“Rin?!” He shoved the door open with a bang and rushed inside. It was entirely dark, but there was a strange scent in the air. Almost like smoke, but… off.

There was no answer. He took another step forward and sucked in a breath to call again, but something else caught his ear. It was barely there, but Bon could still recognize the sound of a sob.

Bon dashed ahead and towards the sound. It was coming from the same Rin had hidden in when they were kids, but now the curtains had been drawn, none of the lights were on, and it was pitch black in the room. The sobs were obviously coming from in here. The storm was now raging outside, which just added to the almost physical darkness. A kind of darkness that felt like it was pushing down on him. A kind of darkness that had never been in their dream world.

“Rin?” His voice came out in a nervous warble he couldn’t fix, “Where are ya? I can’t see.” 

“Ryuuji?” Rin’s voice was followed by a clatter, “No! Stay away!”

That was coming from the teacher’s desk. Bon took a few cautious steps forward and collided with a desk. He muffled his swear and kept moving forward. Two more desks, and he finally found the right one. He could almost see Rin’s outline against the rest of the blackness of the room, but he wasn’t sure it was Rin until he plopped down next to him. 

“No,” Rin was shaking from the force of his sobs, “I’ll hurt you—”

Bon found his arms and slid his hands up to Rin’s shoulders to tug him into an embrace. “What the hell are you talking about? You wouldn’t hurt me. You’ve never hurt me. What happened?” It had to be something horrible. He couldn’t imagine what it could be, but he needed to get Rin closer to make sure he was here. Not being able to see was just making the worry twist tight in his gut until he could hardly breathe around it. 

Despite his insistence that Bon couldn’t be near, Rin immediately curled against him. His face pressed to Bon’s chest, adding to his soaked state as he wailed into Bon’s hoodie. Rin was clinging to him. He was trembling and holding onto Bon like he would disappear if he loosened his grip at all.

He’d never heard anyone cry like this, and it was terrifying. Rin clearly didn’t have any control of himself, and if the heartbroken sounds he was making didn’t give away his anguish, the storm would. He was trembling, and each sob that wrenched its way out of his body made him spasm anew until he was gasping for air he couldn’t get between wails. 

It hurt to hear, and Bon had no idea how to make it better. Everything in him wanted to help, but he didn’t know how.

Wrapping Rin up as close as possible was a start, but it didn’t feel like enough. Not even when Rin was in his lap with his arms and legs wrapped around Bon because the sobs were still wracking his body, and nothing Bon tried seemed to help. He pressed kisses to Rin’s hair like his mom would, he rubbed Rin’s back like his dad would, he held him close like he did for Konekomaru, and none of it made the shaking stop. He couldn’t coax any words out of Rin, and he couldn’t think of anything to make whatever this horrible thing was better. So he just held him close, rocking him gently, and finally started to murmur few mantras to try and calm himself and Rin. 

He wasn’t sure which of things it was, or if it was just time, but Rin managed to get a few deeper breaths, enough that the horrible gasping sound quieted a little. Encouraged, Bon slid his hand up Rin’s back to his neck, and then into his hair.

“No—” Rin’s hands flew to cover the sides of his head, almost like he was in pain, and he curled away from Bon’s chest.

“Woah,” Bon dropped his hands back to Rin’s shoulders, “what’s wrong? Please, can you explain any of it?” He couldn’t help if he didn’t know. He needed to understand and fix whatever this was.

Rin shook his head frantically. “It was my fault, I—” he sucked in a ragged breath that sounded painful, “—I’m a monster.” His head snapped up, and for a moment Bon could see his blue eyes in the pressing darkness, they almost seemed to be flickering with fire, “He’s dead, and it’s my fault!”

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Hey there, I love your blog! Could I ask you some headcanons of Rin meeting Yuri in the past? Maybe little Yuri (she was like five years old I guess?), adult Yuri or both of them? Thank you so much >w

enjoy!! im so sorry it took me so long! ><

Rin:

When Rin meets little Yuri, he’s slightly lost - he doesn’t know what to do a little since Mephisto told him not to interact with anyone. Since it’s way too late for that, he decided to stick to her for a while.

He didn’t really expect to meet the young version of his mother, but the longer he’s with her, he starts to realize more things they both shared as kids; it warms his heart and makes him smile softly at her.

she refers to him as “older brother” which GREATLY surprises him and makes him slightly uncomfortable, but he can’t really blame her.

when she plays with Rinka, he goes into panic mode immediately. whenever she invites him too, he instantly puts his hands up in defense, laughs nervously, and shakes his head, saying “NO! nO, ahaha! better not!” and mumbles quiet “and you shouldn’t either..”

surprisingly, he enjoys doing simple things with her, like showing her how to build a snowman or angel in the snow. seeing her so happy automatically makes him happy too (ignore the fact that he just really liked building that snowmen... sigh, like mother like son).

meeting older Yuri makes him feel kinda.. proud of what she’s become. a young, now woman, who cares about others more than herself, confident and beautiful. it’s totally different and a little strange, but he can’t do anything about it.

spending time with her older self.. makes him want her to actually stay with him, and Yukio. He notices her motherly side, how she cares about him even if she isn’t aware of who he really is - makes his head spin with different scenarios playing inside of it. even if he knows the outcome already, even if he pleads in his tiny voice in his mind for that moment to become the reality he wants now to have, the sting in his heart reminds him why he’s there in the first place.

when he accidentally lets one of his thoughts out loud, he’s panicking. he doesn't know if she recognizes him or not- but what catches him off guard are her uplifting words, although somewhat filled with tiny confusion - Yuri tells him words so heartwarming he feels his eyes tear up so slightly. although he left her in the same state with no answers - he’ll cherish that words to his last breath.

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Believe Me

Chapter 6/??

Relationship: Rin x Reader (Your/Name) , (Full/Name)

Summit: Inside the class there was the same confusion of always, Rin and Bon were fighting over something stupid, Shima and Konekomaru were trying to stop them while Shiemi and Izumo were laughing for the scene. Everything was as always. Until the bell rang. The Exwires notice that the professor was late, but nobody knew why. When the door opened… A new student arrived to the True Cross Academy. She’s smart and strong, still a quiet and solitary person. Moved by a strange feeling, Rin would like to know her, help her if he can but nobody would think that that student was someone so… special.

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The next day.

[Rin, wake up! You’re gonna be late for your mission!] Kuro is trying his best, but the Exwire is still sleeping.

<<Mmh…Mission? That’s not today…>> he rolls under the covers to block the sunlight.

[Yesterday, Mephisto canceled it and he assigned a new one more important.] the cat explains everything hoping that his owner is listening.

<<…How did I come in bed?>> he sits up looking at the sheets with such a funny face and bed hair, <<I was with (Y/N) last night, doing my homework.>>

[She took you here!] Kuro jumps on happily, [She knocked and Yukio opened. You were in her arms sleeping like a rock. You looked like a child!]

<<What?! Wait, ok she’s strong, but I’m not light as a feather!>>

[For her you were like air.] Kuro remember your face very well, [She laided you, greeted Yukio, me and then left.]

<<Oh my god!>> the boy hides the faces with his hands, <<Why did I fall asleep?! I was having so much fun with her!>>

[Yeah Rin, but the fact that you’re late for the mission doesn’t change.]

<<Oh crap!>> he jumps out of the bed and runs around the room finding his clothes.

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The class is waiting in front of an abandoned building. Professor ___ is checking his clock, Shiemi is near him, Bon and his group is reading the plant, while you continue to stare at the palace in a distrustful way.

<<(Y/N)-san, is something wrong?>> Yukio comes nearer, <<You look uncomfortable.>>

<<Is dangerous here.>> you say holding the swords, <<My blades are reacting to something…>>

<<Your blades?>>

<<Yes. They can perceive superhuman presences.>> moving your gaze to the teacher, you add, <<Due to my past, I can feel them too, and right now, my body is emitting strong alert signals. I don’t like this at all.>>

<<I see. Can you understand who’s hiding in that building by that?>>

<<I’m not sure of it. These signals are the same when I’ve fought against Amaimon.>>

<<You’re joking, right?>> the other professor has eavesdropped the conversation, <<How can you say it?>>

<<I didn’t say that it is Amaimon.>> you clear the tone, <<But I’m sure that is powerful like him.>>

<<Sorry, I’m late!>> Rin comes running and stops before he would hits you, <<M-morning…>> he’s breathless, and the mission isn’t started yet.

<<Okumura-sensei, please give us the orders.>> you move forward reading the plant, <<I want to go home, this place make me feel sick.>>

<<Alright. You and Rin check the highest floors, which means… from fifth to tenth floor.>>

<<Roger.>> you take Rin’s hand and walk, <<I really don’t like this place.>>  

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You and the blue Exwire are walking towards the last floor. In the previous ones, there was nothing unusual or suspicious. Among you two reigns the silence, the more you climb the stairs, the more your anxiety grows. You’re keeping a hand on your sword, and thanks to the silence, Rin can hear the sword hilt moving awkwardly fast.

“She’s afraid….” now he can even hear your heartbeat. <<(Y/N).>>

You jump immediately, “I must hide these negative emotions! Right now!” <<Y-yeah?>>

<<Are you ok?>> he reaches you climbing two stairs at once, <<Is something wrong?>>

<<I’m fine.>> you forced yourself to smile, <<Let’s go, this is the last floor.>> you open the door uneasily and take a few steps foward to check if the way is safe.

“I can feel your fear (Y/N), you’re not fine.” Rin decides to stay quiet, maybe you don’t want to talk about it, and he respects and understands that.

<<Rin, I have a proposal for you. Would you listen to it?>> “I need to reset my mind! Don’t worry is not him, so keep your calm and don’t make your partner worry for nothing!”

<<Go ahead.>>

<<During summer holidays, would you like to come to my house and show me what you said last night?>>

<<Are you talking about manga, videogames and anime?>>

<<Yeah. I’m curious now that you mentioned them.>> your shoulders are relaxing little by little, <<Or you’re busy already?>>

<<No, I’m free! Sure, I’ll show you everything!>>

<<Really? Tha->>

<<What a lovely boyfriend you have found, my dear.>>

<<!!>> you pull out immediately your swords and slowly moving backwards, <<…..>>

Rin saw the terror in your eyes, so he enters in a defense mode, <<Who are you?!>> with a single movement of his hand, the strange man creates a big explosion.

<<Okumura-sensei order the withdrawal, now!>> you scream in the microphone on your ear, surrounded by the fire, <<Rin, are you hurt?>>

<<What the hell- (Y/N) you’re bleeding!>> he’s under you, in your shoulder there’s a deep wound, probably caused by the explosion or by a blunt object.

<<My, my, you’ve managed to escape again.>> the man advances between the flames, <<You’re so hard to capture.>>

[(Y/N)-san explain me the situation! What was that explosion?]

<<I don’t have time for that! The withdrawal now!>> you moved away from Rin and both of you are walking backwards towards the door.

<<Yukio, (Y/N) is hurt! Do as she say!>>

[For all teams, this is an order! Retreat now!]

<<You’re not paying attention to me, do you?>> the man charges again, but both of you were able to dodge the hit, <<Then, I have no choice.>> he’s raising his arm.

“Fuck!” you run towards Rin, “I must take him away from here, but there’s no time!” the first idea born in your head is dangerous, but this isn’t the moment to care about it. Jumping, you grab Rin’s abdomen and break the window. Right after that, the explosion blows up the entire floor.

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