#roseredmutant

[valorousimperial]

🌶 for lil

I love his softness, his sweetness. He lays a firm hand to whatever he sets out to do. He's always ready for a little squabble, just to be contrary.

I love his soft, fluffy hair and his pouty little frowns and his little blunt teeth.

Wonder what he's going to think when I'm done molting, hope he isn't spooked, nervous as he can be.

[summonsofink]

I love his big doe eyes.

[bmkarkat]

I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW KANKRI'S MATES KEEP GETTING MY NUMBER BUT LIL JUST TEXTED ME A PICTURE OF A PIZZA THAT IS MORE CHEESE THAN IT IS PIZZA. I, FOR ONE, AM FUCKING HORRIFIED.

[carnivalsoration]

💭💭💭

you and nep should wrestle so i can break it up. it’d be hot. you really need to try to listen to people’s experiences a little more, you got a bad habit of assuming your point of view is the end all be all until proved otherwise, and it’s usually painful for everyonei admire your alt, but he was way different from you or xanthe. it’s a little baffling, sometimes, that you’re the same person. ... you’re so damn young, and it shows

[amourete-blog1]

Lil I swear to god if I have to see the words “carbonated milk” one more time.

[coralcalypso]

#y9u look cute

38D thank you!

[eridacnis]

@roseredmutant replied to your post: i guess he apologised that should be enough

I th9ught vague p9sting is shitty?

oh come on that wwas barely vvague

[valorousimperial]

> Kankri, Tyfora: Gossip

sugaryexcess I sink I'm like, growing as a person and stuff in really big and significant ways~

valorousimperial Oh, yeah? Talk to me about it! I love hearing when you have good feelings about yourself!

sugaryexcess I've got low standards about my progress sometimes so it mig)(t not be like, excellent~ But Cae's been doing pretty bad lately~

valorousimperial He has?

sugaryexcess And even t)(oug)( we're kinda dating rig)(t now, I can't visit )(im in convalescence becod I'm me, )(e lives on Prosperity, and it's a secret~ O)(, yea)(~ I'm not s)(aring personal stuff, it's all public now~ You know )(ow t)(e Alternian part of )(im was a slaver?~

valorousimperial You're dating???? Also, yeah.

sugaryexcess Only kind of, commitment is )(ard and I R-EALLY don't want to jinx it~

valorousimperial I didn't know you guys were kinda dating!

valorousimperial What's your leaning?

sugaryexcess Reddis)(, concupiscent, but )(e's a quadsmeary kinda guy~ It's not pale t)(o, obvs, I would've told you t)(at one~ We went on like two dates, we're not moving particularly fast~

valorousimperial I'm so interested in this stuff. I didn't know you were polyquad!

sugaryexcess I mean, we did fuck~

valorousimperial Nice!

sugaryexcess But as far as frequency of romantic outings~ Yea)(, I've always tended t)(at way but some timelines find it more illegal t)(an ot)(ers~ I've just got lots of feelings~

valorousimperial Same.

sugaryexcess It's a R-EALLY BIG S-ECR-ET so please be careful, I know you will be but y'know~ I know!!!~ It's your best feature and your one flaw~

valorousimperial Anyway, personal growth, and stuff!

sugaryexcess Well, )(is Psii got )(is permission to get a clown to put Psii's memories of t)(e kinda questionable stuff )(e did in Cae~ So now )(e's got trauma related to )(is own face and is just now coming to grips wit)( )(ow bad stuff was~ So )(e's doing really bad~ And I can't see )(im~ But I'm not creepily trying to find ways to get in t)(ere anywave, or get )(im away from )(is real quads so )(e can come find me~ And I'm talking to )(im and )(e says I'm kelping and I keep being all weird and emotionally mature and smart~

valorousimperial That's a step in the right direction!

sugaryexcess And I've been talking to Nadaya!!!~

sugaryexcess )(e doesn't know t)(e extent of our reeloceans)(ip but I've been really mature and cool and excellent about it, and )(e's not visibly disgusted and s)(owed sympat)(y for my not being able to be t)(ere!~

valorousimperial Oh, shit, sweet!

sugaryexcess Yea)(!!!~ Idk I'm just I would've never been like t)(is wit)(out you And otter people too

valorousimperial Mostly Xanthe, but I'm really glad that you would credit me in this whole thing.

sugaryexcess It's ebberyone You all did t)(is and I love you so muc)(

valorousimperial I love you so much, too, oh my gods.

sugaryexcess 38*

valorousimperial *:B !!! I've been flirting with a Darkleer lately, myself. And also I kissed Xanthe the night before last.

sugaryexcess Oo)(~ O)( MY COD T-ELL M-E ABOUT T)(-E S-ECOND FIN FIRST If you're inclined to s)(are, I mean~

valorousimperial Okay, so??? I've been flirting with him for like. A long time. But he's a goddamn dumbass and hasn't noticed? Gods, he stresses me out.

valorousimperial So for human christmas he gave me this little goofy looking flute thing, and it's very cute. He taught me how to play it a bit, I taught myself how to play it some more.

sugaryexcess )(e's sooo like t)(at omfg~ Aw!~

valorousimperial So I wrote this song, and it's a long one, and I just called it Xanthe. It's a five minute musical description of our entire relationship, from start to now.

sugaryexcess You're so fucking romantic~

valorousimperial So I played that for him, and he was like. "It was very pretty, I loved the end of it," which was the part where I was like trying to communicate "I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU, YOU BASTARD!" And I told him that the song's not finished, but I need his help with how the rest of it goes

valorousimperial And he's like "I don't get it"

sugaryexcess COD COD!!!!!

valorousimperial So I had this television monitor, and I turned it on, and it played some music I wrote for my *cello,* and showed a big black spade!!! AND HE GOES FUCKING GET THIS HE GOES "I already told you it's fine that you and Lil date!"

sugaryexcess XAAAAANT)(-E AAAAAAA

valorousimperial AAAAAAA!

sugaryexcess I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND

valorousimperial THAT'S WHAT I SAID, WAS "AAAAA!!!"

sugaryexcess CODDDDDDDDDD

valorousimperial Like! While walking toward him, I was going AAAAAAAAAA because my pan had just!!!! Shut down! And I climbed in his lap and kissed himm! And THEN he got it! And I kissed him again and he kissed back a little, but then he made me stop because he wasn't *sure* he felt the same, because he spent so much time thinking THAT THIS WAS JUST NORMAL BEHAVIOR FOR ME!!!!!

sugaryexcess I wouldn't )(ave been surprised if )(e was just like "O)(, t)(is is for Lil, rig)(t?" XANT)(-E

valorousimperial I'M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND WAITING FOR HIM TO GET BACK TO ME! AND LAST NIGHT HIS MOIRAIL HIS!!!! MOIRAIL!!!! MESSAGES ME! AND APOLOGIZES THAT XANTHE IS A DENSE FUCKER! (That's what Lil called him) And I have to be cool about it, right? I have to be like "oh, you know, I've been flirting with him this long, I can wait for his answer!" But like!! I don't feel that cool!

sugaryexcess You really do~ It'll be okay, my love~

sugaryexcess Do you want to )(ang out or somefin?~

valorousimperial Yeah. That Darkleer's coming over tolight and I'm going to tease him til he screams, but I would love to see you right now.

sugaryexcess Distractions are good~ I'm sorry about Xant)(e!~

valorousimperial Corvin says he thinks we'll be fine? Which is encouraging? But Xanthe on his blog said, uh Let me grab it, valorousimperial sent a post i mee... The last thing is me.

sugaryexcess )(u)(~

sugaryexcess Do you know w)(at's up?~

valorousimperial Corvin said very ominous things But I don't know specifically? Like, it's something to do with Corvin. Corvin has to go somewhere, and he's taking Xanthe with him, and he doesn't know if he'll be back?

sugaryexcess )(m~

valorousimperial And he says I can hug him if he comes back.

sugaryexcess )(M~ Yea)( okay let's let )(im manage t)(at first~ 38(

valorousimperial Yeah, no kidding.

[hosteriumfictus-blog]

roseredmutant replied to your post: WELL, THAT WAS UNPLEASANT.

??

I HAVE, YET AGAIN, WOKEN UP TO FIND THAT I STILL HAVE A PULSE, DESPITE PUTTING IN A REQUEST WEEKS AGO TO SEE THAT FACT AMENDED. THEY MUST BE VERY BACKED UP AT THE MAIN OFFICE.

[carnivalsoration]

> You see the video on His blog first. you let it pass by, knowing what it's bound to be, knowing what she wants to do by posting it there. ... But when you see it on hers, your pusher just clenches. What is it about /her/ that does this to you.... The first few seconds of the video are her goading you (no just tumblr, part of you insists, but it was you that made it happen), and you ache. Sorry Lil. ... Not that sorry.

> You watch the video, earbuds in so only you can hear his scream, see his blood. ... That's an image you're not going to get out of your head for a while. Part of you wishes you didn't like it so much. But even still, you don't think you could have watched it so calmly if you didn't.

> You think about the camera person for a while after that, how trembly they are, how fucking weak. ... If you could talk to them, who knows what you could make happen. Just a bit of communication, a bit of urging....

> If only you could figure out how.

[halcyonheresy]

Youre on the floor.

You fell off the couch

Its time to cover your eyes and emit something between a strangled yowl and a piteous whine

[574rc45m]

@roseredmutant replied to your post: 1M N0T B1TTER AB0UT ANY SPEC1F1C EVENTS 0R...

):B ?

MY BRA1N D0ESNT L1KE MAK1NG MY B0DY PERF0RM SPEC1F1C M0VEMENTS

[well2hiitthii2ii2awkward]

roseredmutant replied to your post: “˜You’re probably the only one out2iide my quad2 thiinkiing/iintere2ted...”:

"9ne 9f the few"! I kn9w what I said!

II forgot you followed thii2 lmao oop2.

[maelstrodylidae]

W)(y does )(e keep telling us to be)(ave. 

W)(at t)(e fuck does )(e know.

[amourete-blog1]

> You grab the nearest pillow off the couch and BOLT to whatever part of the house Lil is in.

“KANKRI VANTAS!!!”

[clawandfang-blog]

@roseredmutant replied to your post “#Safety furst Lapin … This has to be a coincidence.”

Hm?

I just remembered something odd.

Mom used to use that name for me...