#santi im sorry for AGAIN giving you trauma

[bluelolblue]

can i ask yuo about how you see santino and vincent’s relationship ? :3 (<- starting to get devoured by the sanvin)

Santino D'Antonio and Marquis Vincent Bisset de Gramont

Ofc I'm happy to answer! :D

I see their relationship as very toxic

Now this is just my like headcanon and how I think it would be like

They're both hungry for power, it's just that there's always one that's gonna be more dominant in that

Always one that's gonna be more manipulative to get what they want no matter what. And that someone in this case, for me, is Vincent

There is a thin line between between passion and being toxic with loving a person, obsession and complex love and Vincent knows how to use everything against Santino to get what he wants

Okay, it's also a little inspired by my oc's, but trust the process

Santino has his personal secrets just like anyone else, so it's something he doesn't want to share with anyone. Yet when he did open up to Vincent when they were early in their relationship, just because Vincent pretended to be someone who he can trust, Vincent later on used all that against him

Santino was kinda naive at first since, let's say, Vincent was his first boy love and he wanted to be a good boyfriend to him. And Vincent learned how to have Santino on the leash since he noticed how Santino desperately tried to be good for him, good enough for someone

Not to mention the trauma Santino has from everything he went through in his childhood. How his father treated him and when his mother died. It all left such a big impact on him which also turned him into the person we see...and Vincent just added more salt to the wound, just added more into that fire

Vincent's biggest and strongest weapon is his ability to manipulate, use words very well, I think we can all agree on that, even in the movie we can see that. So he would literally use Santino's past life to control him and make Santino obey to him

Even if Santino talked back, because he was tired of Vincent's bullshit, Vincent still managed to somehow manipulate him into getting what he wants

It also goes for their sexual life, Vincent rarely listened to what Santino wanted and needed. Flirting too, if Santino wanted to flirt with him when he was in the mood and Vincent wasn't, Vincent would either ignore him or insult him. But whenever Vincent was in the mood, he would do anything in his manipulative ability to get Santino into the mood, no matter how much Santino didn't want to, no matter how many times Santino told him "no"

Santino is more of a person who likes to have physical contact, cuddling, hair playing, gentle moments like that. But Vincent...isn't that much. So, Santino even got touch starved with him

Now, Santino isn't a weak person, he fights back, he doesn't want to listen to Vincent most of the time and in the end he realized just how bad of an influence Vincent was on him and how he is actually a selfish manipulative person. It's just that Vincent is too good with using his words...and it's something Santino learned how to recognize and how to respond to all that after he got hurt multiple times

"Fight fire with fire" - to engage in conflict the same way the opponent is

Santino also kinda started doing the same to Vincent, try to manipulate him when Vincent started his manipulation and sometimes it worked, sometimes it didn't. Vincent knew he couldn't keep Santino under his control for so long so he had to be quick and smart with his...plan

Vincent just wanted Santino so he have more power in the position he is, so to use him for his own good. Once he got that, Santino was of no use for him anymore. However, Santino was done with him and just wanted Vincent out of his life, never to see or hear from him ever again

To which Vincent was kinda okay with but he still just mocked him and used the memories they shared against him, making Santino feel guilty for some happy moments they had...or at least he thought he was happy in those moments

Another part of Santino got broken and he learned never to trust a person again, never to open up again. Bc if he does, he's gonna get hurt like this again

And they started to hate each other...even if they're not together anymore. But the obsession still remained in both of them

They're both drama, maybe I'll even write more about their relationship since yeah I love drama and the dynamic between them could be very interesting

I hope you liked my yapping abt these two :3

Feel free to ask me more <3

[romanarose]

Fic Recs

I'll admit I've been slacking. A lot. It was a high anxiety summer as you know, and I've finally been able to pretty much cut ties with an abusive friend who was causing a LOT of those anxiety and panic attacks. BUT I want to rec some of my fav writers and fav stories.

To keep the presure low on myself I am only linking ONE story per writer, whatever story that speaks to me. I do hope if you like the story you'll check out more from them!

Please remember to reblog their stories if you read them, and if you feel inclinded, leave a kind comment! Big comments are fantastic but even a short "Great story!" Means the world!

Dead Dove Do Not Eat and all dark fics will be in red. Might make a whole other dddne tag list on my dark blog on of these days lmfao

Moon Knight

Fractured Moon by @melodygatesauthor : DDDNE Yandere Moon boys x reader, non con, extreme violence but such good interpretations of the boys

Friendly Favors by @runa-falls best friend steven, friends with benefits??? friends to lovers??? yes plzzz

Rydal Keener

Oxford Comma by @whatthefishh : Collage AU, Rydall is cunty, serves cunt, and eats cunt. What can I say.

TLOU (Most of what I'm reading rn if im being honest)

Linger On by @ramblers-lets-get-ramblin : Pre-outbreak!Joel, angst, yummy smut, ft. my boyfriend, Tommy (Angela said I can be Tommy's gf)

Caught by @toxicanonymity : Inspired Keep Cry'n, Joel catches you when you try to run, masterbates onto your face. part 2 has TOMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Maintainence Man series by @gracieispunk : Joel is a, well, Maintenace man in our building! He is married but that doesn't stop him from fucking you

Hungry Hearts @atinylittlepain : If ya'll know me, you know I love Bruce Springsteen. I have 2 fics named after springsteen songs, one joel one javi/santi/reader. I've fallen behind on the series but loved it enough to make fan art! terrible fan art but still! Pre-outbreak, takes place in two timelines- college age and then the 2000'. Joel has Sarah, reader is ellies mom which I think is fun.

Exit Wounds by @strang3lov3 : No fic masterlist so I tagged the main masterlist. Now listen. I love Tommy Y'all know I love tommy... but cheating on tommy? Im so sorry baby. But ur also an asshole lol. Had it coming.

Creep by @theywhowriteandknowthings : I- ugh just read it. darkish but nothing insane like the wrong way lmfao. pretty mild comparatively but use discression but THAT TWISTTTTTTTT

Only Daddy That'll Walk the Line by @millerscoffee Yellow istead of red bc its not like. dark but Joel's pretty mean

Not A Survialist Girl by @tightjeansjavi again yellow bc joel's a dick lol but THE DIRTY TALK?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Miguel O'Hara

Halo by @missdictatorme : Miguel O'Hara goes full Nathan Bateman and fucks his ai. Whore.

Only You Only Me by @astroboots : so im behind on this one too. What about it! Im terrible I know but like Hungry Hearts above I may be a slow reader but I didn't forget and also did stupid fan art of this great fic too. lol. Anyway plz read this, I cant give a great summary bc im only a few chapters in but if youre in the oscar fandon you know cici writes only bangers

No One But Me by @koshkamartell : You try to break things off with Joel and begin spending time with the hot librrian in Jackson. Joel does not like thi

Triple Frontier

Under Neon Lights by @campingwiththecharmings : sexy drunk sex with my baby boi, santi <3

Through the Scope by @ssuperficialspacecadett : Reader works for Benny and falls for frankie. Great relationships with all the boys, reader has sexual trauma so you knoooooooow i eat these fics up!!!! lovely to see all them be appriciated with special focus on FRANKIE my precious lol guy

Shared Breathes by @frenchiereading : DAD FRANKIE x teacher reader. Triple frontier may have forgotten Frankie has a baby (he deserved the money for her) BUT WE DID NOT!!!!!

The Story of Us by @pimosworld : You served in the military with the boys but they made a deal not to sleep with you. Years later after helping you escape abuse, one by one they begin to waver aka you fuck them all. FishBen as a bonus!!

Goddamn have I really only been reading TLOU XD lmfao makes sense bc thats mostly what Im writing. That and the Javier pena x reader x santi and then the will fic but im soooooooooo much of a TLOU whore rn its insane.

Im sure ill remeber some more amazing TF fics soon but for now here we are!

Gonna plug real quick my latest one shot tho bc it's a holiday and I can self promo if I want! Shana Tova, moon boys x non jewish!reader where the moon boys share a part of their jewish identity with you!

THANK YOU TO ALL WRITERS FOR YOUR HARD WORK, I APPRICIATE YOU!

If you ever seen my like and not reblog know its just bc I forgot and im sorry. If you ever tagged me in a tag game and i never responded its bc I forgot and again IM SORRY

If I didnt tag anyone and you think i didt think your fic was worthy THATS NOT IT im simply overwhelmed with how much ive read and how this summer was and i just havnt organized it all. Im sorry!!