#schizobabble

[monstertsunami]

i spilled pasta in my backpack and got so mad that i made a traumacore edit about it

[0ctodoggo]

sorry for being inactive. im incubating a new never seen before type of brainworm. please bear with me

[gremmin]

I was diagnosed with bipolar 1 but now I’m diagnosed with the full schizophrenia, PTSD, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Cannabis Use Disorder and ADHD.

I don’t know how to feel about my schizophrenia diagnosis. It seems scary it doesn’t seem right, I have these issues that no one really seems to know what I am. But if I am full schizophrenic I wish I didn’t have to live my life around mental illness but it seems to gravitate to me. I don’t know if that’s a bad thing or not. I lost friends trying to talk or vent about my issues but they didn’t like it so they left. I have nothing else to banter about. Not much changes but I’d rather be alone I think. No drama or having to repeat myself that I’m not trying to sound bad. No one understands. Those look at me weird when they know I’m SZ. I just wish I could be treated normal but I’m not normal so there can be no normal..hallucinating or having sleep paralysis isn’t fun, it makes me dizzy and it makes me scared.

*june 14 2023

[attacksfrommars]

Was just diagnosed with schizophrenia after living the past 8 months in deep psychosis, unaware my brain had turned on me. I've always struggled with depression etc and would always deal with being the 'crazy' friend, which would always piss me off when my friends called me crazy. But now that I'm actually 'crazy' well ... I definitely need new friends. Cue ~ 'youll never see me againnnnnnn'. But dam I really did disappear, unaware my schizophrenia was officially onset I actually pulled a gone girl.

[monstertsunami]

nooo!!! phenotypic traits dont contribute much to phylogony- thats an outdated principle that can only get you so far! to get a truly accurate record, you have to compare the genetic history of the two! the differences in ancestral backgrounds between maids and princesses- not accounting for occasional interbreeding between the two populations -suggests that they are two different species, and that frills & headdresses are homoplastic traits that evolved convergently to fufill similar purposes.

all maids wear dresses with frills and clean things. the princess' dress also has frills but she does not clean. so it's not the frills that make the maid clean, but it's something else entirely...

[darkheartslayer]

Type of shi I’ve been on lately

[d0rkguy]

About my post about how shitty Co09: the flip-side was. Someone asked about the Jeffery part and that "he was always a weirdo" and "it was implead he had a foot fetish before!"

So because of that im gonna rant about it between other things.

I get the point that Jeffery its a full ass incel weirdo, you don't even have to be big brained to notice because that's the whole character deal, he's the geeky weeabo incel, but still i feel the foot fetish thing had crossed a line, idc if it was implead before still it hadn't to be showed it, but if it was wanting to show it then do it in a funny way without litearlly sexualizing someone (that someone being Jecka who turned into a foot hoe because of that and was plain disguisting). They hadn't should do Jeffery more of a creep or other of the characters more unlikable

Talking about Jecka and a little other stuff that annoyed me, they made her suffer througth out the full game and finals, it's just pure suffering to her. Nicole just got out of character, they had make her so much unlikable between other characters (not saying Nicole was good before but still theres a difference between character who makes bad things/its a bad person to whatever happend there). They made Crispin more annoying, wich i wanted to drown him more than usual. His schizobabble about stuff that make him sound cool in his head annoyed me more than the medium level usual..

The whole game feeled like they forgotted that had a establised a canon. Also still talking about Jeffery: I feel like they had made him a little more miserable than normal, example, the ending were he dies because of Nicole, own JEFFERY'S MOTHER hated him its just so sicking about it. Imagine being an asocial person with diffucults to interact with other ppl, then get killed and your own mother says that about you, doesn't sound kinda fucked up guys?.

But anyways ig my rant ends here, ty for reading it.

[snowbunnytrick]

Honestly HOW do you deal with the antis in the fob fandom like it has a crazy amount of them (compared to other fandoms I've been in). btw I love your work! thank you for keeping us well fed 🫶

thank YOU!!!! 😚😚 honestly i’ve been dealing with this for the entire time that i’ve been in fandom and especially ever since i found out i was a shotacon. none of it gets to me anymore because i know that i’m a functioning healthy well-adjusted woman irl who never lets fiction bleed into reality, so baseless accusations don’t get under my skin. i know it’s not true lmao. i just straight up ignore most of it and the stupid shit that people say openly i send to my friends so we can make fun of it together. it’s my favorite activity. get a group of schizobabbling fujoshis in one room and you’ll never feel alone

[libraryangymrat]

Eyes Without a Face: On the paradoxical presuppositional axiomatic claims at the interstice of materialism and the empiricism of qualia.

I do not believe in Atheists anymore. This is not to lend any particular credence or affinity for denominations with which modern man has become quite accustomed to, whether with ire or with fondness; no- I mean in an even more aggressive criticism than Georges Bataille affords to the faux opposition to Idealism afforded by the "Dead Matter" of Materialism, that the modern self-designated Materialist no longer believes in the presupposition of dead matter. The field of Psychology, and to a greater extent even Sociology, has ushered in not the death of God but rather the death of belief in physical or chemical determinism via the language of essentialism and the compartmentalization of this premise into the realm of the Taboo.

What does this mean? With the full sequencing of the human genome and the ability to systematize the engineering of procedurally generated outcomes at scale, the blank slate should have gone from a premise of a black box of unobservable informative principles and causative drives that fashion a person into form with a minor degree of predictability into a fully mapped out terrain of phenotypical and socially engineered layers of compositional partitions that make a person who they are. Of course there is the epistemic crisis innate to self-observation innate to the experiential flaws of qualia insofar as one cannot readily make distinctions between the perception of a thing and the thing in itself.

What does this mean? It means that we have empirically reached the boundaries of all observable human behavior and empirically mapped out what causes what. The human condition is no longer a mystery, all that really remains is documenting what has readily become apparent... Of course, that isn't how things played out, is it? The term "Essentialism" is a pure and moralistic refutation of a material reality, of a theory of dead matter, and a return to the metaphysics of idealism that has been associated with schizophrenics and those "redneck Christians" whom have been thoroughly relegated to the lowest echelons of status and agency within society, a people to be ignored and regarded with a general apathy.

What emerged in the place of Materialism? Experiential reality has now, as a result of certain psychological trends, been pushed into a sort of "super-empiricism" that epistemologically supplants any and all scientific research on the matter of neurology and biology that has been developed throughout history. Yes, we have arrived at a point in civilization in which the Qualia has been abstracted and released from the confines of dead matter, and into the categorical ontology we would normally assign to the Soul. To attempt to constrain the experiential phenomenon of "Gender" to scientific consensus of biology is rebuked in favor of the obvious super-empirical (as the self-referential narrative cannot possibly fail to interpret the difference between the thing in itself and the thing as it is perceived) truth that a person's cognition exists irrespective of their material composition and that the empirically observable material composition is less prudent to understanding what a thing in and of itself is than the metabolics of ego manifesting itself as the consumption of dimorphic products as an attempt of ritualistically engendering the psyche.

This is all to say that consensus has holistically abandoned the attempted hyper rationalism of the Atheistic materialists. We're not even just at a generic Idealism, but somewhere between the Platonic and Gnostic realms of Idealism. The premise of material composition that fails to embody the essence of the thing in itself because the qualia's spiritual relationship with the abstraction of Gender (it is an abstraction as it has zero relationship to the material elements of sex) would register to a true materialist as schizobabble, and yet...

[gorey]

trip goals tonight: listen to the playlist we're about to make, write some schizobabble, message people as little as possible during bc our last two trips we were somewhat distracted responding to people and we don't want that so we'll turn do not disturb on

[monstertsunami]

[0ctodoggo]

my mariyam plushie finally arrived....... why does she feel kinda bootleg

[lordelmelloi2]

And then there's times you get where it's like, idk lets say we're talking about Kiritsugu, and it's not Right to bring up Kiritsugu grooming Maiya or anything, or we're talking about Natalia and we're Romani's Law-ing the weird shit that was written in her Fate/Zero glossary entry, sometimes we need to just sit and joke about Kiritsugu being a lame bitch and Kirei having a huge crush on him ... idk. Fate has a lot of crazy ass people in it. A lot of them have genuinely done some awful, awful stuff. Some people take that seriously at times and some people will never take it seriously or talk about it with any seriousness because they truly don't care and they also don't care about anything other than media consumption and fleeting pleasure from cheap entertainment. I personally will always lose the IDGAF war, I care way too much about literary and media analysis to not care or not give my 2 cents or treat a character's actions with the gravity that it holds when its appropriate or necessary to talk about/bring up. People who have no backbones will bitch about "moralizing" about "fiction" whenever you talk about treating certain topics with a certain weight or anything but won't even give change to homeless ppl if they look too dirty or will get scared if someone's schizobabbling out loud on the bus LOL

[br0th3rf34r]

bryan cranston is in the backseat of this car, yelling infowars schizobabble at mulder for like ten minutes . it's hilarious.

THE X-FILES | 6.02

[commieschizo]

everythings a psyop again but its ok, i can handle it. i just schizobabble all day. i want to stop but i am afraid. i dont want more meds cause the cia might be in on the experiment. had visions. they want me to be the antichrist. i was posting like the antichrist with knowledge i was a sleeper cell. i think the cia tested me and lol. they did it. they created a native american to describe to them what religion is on facebook. someone warned me of the path i was taking once, idk i think he might have been pretty cool. i tried to catch up with him. i apologized to him sincerely and he talked about his life. that was nice. i have only been dumped for so long i t thought i would always experience it. fucking incel but a whore me as a hookup culturist but what does each other think on the internet? idk ive been thinking in memes fed to me for years and my spotify talks to me now. everything is connected ive never read 1984 and i know thats how we live because natural trips i was taking when strapped to a bed for god knows how long literally in delirium. i have abused too many drugs for this. what the fuck is in my brain

[whiteingale]

Tranny schizobabble.

i forget that when most people talk about porn they mean boring real life hetslop instead of awesome drawings of girls in cute and unusual situations