#sedate me i beg

[rekishiteki]

Ardent Affection

Summary: You just really love Jing Yuan

Words: Around 1.5k

Warnings: Fluff the whole way through; reader is not described in any way and implied to be a long life species; reader and jing yuan are very clingy and a little possessive; jing yuan decided to be cheeky so this ended up kind of suggestive at the end

Notes: I wrote this for meee!!!!! It's self indulgent!! It's what I want to do with jing yuan!!! It's been months and I'm still so down bad for him. I'm so in love with him it's making me ill!!!! Done trying to edit this so take it before I explode from the yearning

This is also an offering to his rerun banner. I need my beautiful husband so please let me win my next 50/50 and his lightcone 👉👈

You're relaxing with Jing Yuan in his gardens. He's lying on his side with a hand propping his head up. His eyes are closed and he looks content to be here sunning himself. You're sitting with your back resting against his middle. His other hand is placed on your arm and you can feel the rise and fall of his chest. It's comforting. You let out a content sigh, basking in the serenity of the moment. Your thoughts drift to Jing Yuan as they tend to do, your gaze drifting along with it. You examine him and his beautiful features, heart tightening with the love you feel for him.

"I wish I was as old as you." The words come out of your mouth impulsively, the barely formed thoughts surprising you.

Jing Yuan's eyes open. He looks curious. A moment passes before he responds. "How come?"

You purse your lips before turning away to think. Knowing this Jing Yuan simply lets the hand on your arm start gently stroking you. He'll patiently wait for your answer. He always does.

After a while you turn your body to face him. One hand is supporting you on the ground while you rest the other on his side. "Because," you pause and squeeze the hand you have on him. You're always nervous to voice the feelings you harbor deep within. But in the end you can't help being an open book for him. He makes it so easy to do so. "Because maybe I could have known you sooner. We could've had more time together. And... you wouldn't have had to be alone for centuries."

He's silent as he takes in your words, eyes never leaving you. Then an amused huff escapes him as he brings his free hand to cup your face. The smile Jing Yuan's giving you drives you insane, the one where he looks so utterly in love with you that it constricts your heart to the point it feels like it's going to burst from the overwhelming affection you have for him. Those feelings are where this thought originated from. You love him so much it makes you greedy. Greedy for him. You want his everything and you want to give him everything in turn. You hate that you've missed so much of his life. You want all of him including the past you can't have. To make him irrevocably yours, and you his.

Jing Yuan draws you closer, his thumb lovingly caressing your cheek. It brings your attention back to him. You wonder how much of your thought process he's aware of. Your noses are almost touching now. He's smiling as he speaks. "I have you now."

It takes a moment to find your voice as you find yourself lost in his eyes. "Is that enough?"

He's staring at you like he wants to get lost in yours too. "More than enough. We have our whole future ahead of us, don't we?"

Something inside of you snaps. The way he says it, like it's obvious the two of you will always be together. For a long time. It makes you delirious. Delirious with love. And you need to act on it or you really will burst. So you surge forward to kiss him. And he must have been expecting it because he's already turning on his back and taking you with him. The hand on your cheek moves to the back of your head to press you closer. Your own hands are gripping him tightly. His other hand now on your waist squeezes in response. And so the two of you lie there, luxuriating in each other's sweet kisses. You want to kiss him forever but the need to breathe wins out. You break away with a sigh. Jing Yuan's eyes gleam with mirth as he watches you and you feel as if your breath's been stolen again.

You wonder if you should say something but the only thing you're capable of coming up with is a flurry of I love you's. Jing Yuan seems to know what's rattling in your head for his gaze softens. He brings a hand up to your face again but this time you lean into it and grab it. He chuckles. "You're always so sweet for me," he says, looking so incredibly fond of you.

You hum in acknowledgement. "I love you," you mewl. You love Jing Yuan so much, how could you not want to be so sweet and good for him? He's gone through so much yet still remains so good and kind hearted without ever expecting anything in return. But you want to return it. You want to give him the love he lives by and fill his life with joy. This is the second origin of your thoughts. If you knew him longer you could've started making him the happiest man on the Luofu sooner.

"I love you, too. Very much." He says it like it's a secret just for you, all while looking horribly smitten. It sends your heart soaring. You smile at him and there's no doubt it's just as smitten as his.

Jing Yuan stills and you don't have any time to react as he's the one surging forward to kiss you this time. However this kiss is different. It's searing and tantalizing. You feel your world tilt as Jing Yuan turns to settle over you trapping you under him. His lips part briefly and then give a chaste peck before pulling away to grin at you. It's a playful grin, almost smug. He tilts his head to the side almost as if he's challenging you.

You're wide eyed as you take a moment to recover. Then you laugh and shake your head, smiling all the while. "You're such a scoundrel."

"Only for you." You can tell how much he's enjoying this from the delightful smirk he's wearing.

"Yes, yes, you're my scoundrel." You reach up to pat his head. There's a small hum as his eyes close momentarily in pleasure.

"Do you regret being loved by a 'scoundrel'?" The amusement is clearly written on his face. It's evident he knows what the only answer is.

You scoff. Fleetingly you wonder how to continue but Jing Yuan's assurance in your love for each other always makes you want to be sincere. So you smile and answer, "No. I could never."

A quiet moment passes where Jing Yuan simply returns your smile before he's leaning down to press a loving kiss to your forehead. "Good. I'm afraid there's no escaping from me now." Suddenly, you're very aware of the hands that grip your waist a little tighter and how you're effectively pinned beneath him. It's like he's saying you're his and the thought sends a thrill through you. You're in the palm of his hands now and that's your favorite place to be.

You bring up your arms to wrap them around his neck. You easily pull him closer to you. The two of you stare at each other as the silence simmers with a gentle heat. It's broken—but not gone—when you quietly tell him, "I wouldn't have it any other way. Because you can't escape from me either."

Jing Yuan practically lights up at that. He grins, pleased. "I'm all yours." You think Jing Yuan likes to enable your possessiveness. Something about it seems to fill him with satisfaction. Maybe it's knowing that someone could feel so ardently for him. That somehow you've chosen to love him and never rescind it. Or at least that's how you feel about him and his possession of you. It does make you greedy. He's greedy. He'll take whatever you give him and return it tenfold. You two are lovesick and doomed to never recover.

The thought is tickling. You laugh. There's no need for words so you simply lean forward to kiss him. He meets you halfway. You can't tell who started it but it doesn't matter. Each one speaks of the love you hold for the other.

Jing Yuan pulls away with a nip to your bottom lip. Your breath hitches. Both from the action and the way he's now looking at you. He wants to proposition you. You know he will. And he knows you'll agree. He'll be so nice and sweet as he asks you it'll leave you swooning. You both know this and yet it never gets any less exhilarating.

You can feel the anticipation grow within you as you watch him draw closer. Jing Yuan rests his forehead against yours. He's smiling. The desire in his beautiful golden eyes holds you captive. One of his hands is lightly trailing down your arm to grab your hand. He interlaces his fingers with yours. The two of you remain like that for a moment to take each other in. Finally Jing Yuan says to you, "My dear," and it's spine tingling the way he calls to you so reverently. "Allow me to express my love for you in other ways. Let me show you how good I can be for you, hm?"

His words send a delightful shiver through you. "Please, Jing Yuan," you answer him but it's more of a plead. He really is so good to you. Whatever he gives you, you also want to return tenfold. Jing Yuan gives you one last fond smile before he's up and carrying you to your shared bed. The love you have for him is bubbling up again and threatening to overflow. You also want to express it in other ways. To tether him with sweet adoration and endless devotion like he readily does to you. It's a fulfilling game of give and take neither of you want to end.

[posallys]

Just saw that the pearls take the trio to FUCKING MONTAUK and not santa monica which i honestly approve of....Poseidon going "...on that day, I'll be right by his side" AND THEN CUT TO HIM AND ARES GETTING READY TO FIGHT EXCEPT IT'S. AT. MONTAUK. THE PLACE POSEIDON MET SALLY. THE FUCKING PEARLS WERE MEANT TO TAKE PERCY AND SALLY BACK TO THE PLACE THE THREE OF THEM SHARE, THE PLACE IT WAS UNDERSTOOD POSEIDON WOULD HAVE TO WATCH, THAT HE COULDN'T BE THERE FOR THEM UNTIL PERCY KNEW ABOUT EVERYTHING. AND NOW HE DOES. AND NOW POSEIDON IS THERE AT MONTAUK IM GOING TO FUCKING VOMIT

[imgondeletedis]

all i am gonna say is yerin ha is a lucky lucky woman. im forever jealous.

[willthezombieboy]

this is so them

[luxhesperus]

oh.

oh.

i just realized that the live action's ending is an inverse of the novel's.

where in the novel, when qiushi goes back to reality, the dead stayed dead but he did not lose nanzhu.

with the LA, everyone is alive but jiushi lost lanzhu.

[mouriros]

GRAAAAH I MISS QBIRDDUO I MISS THE FEDERATION SISTERS I MISS THEM I MISS THEM

Imagine imagine Imagine having a sister and extension of yourself a mirror that will always have a slight delay but also be the only reflection of you that you feel is 'true'.

Because its qbaghera and qjaiden, who both saw eachother in the federation and Nothing Is Canon but they said 'holy shit, could we be sisters' and and and

And its two birds and theyre on a wire and qbaghera whose feathers got plucked and whose legs caved in when she found her old room who is horrified into submission and whose voice shakes even when shes as confident as she can be. Qbaghera who Ran Away. Qbaghera who was tracked down and forced back into her creators' hands

And then its qjaiden who remembers Nothing but has this natural and, to her, simple and Obvious trust for cucurucho. Who has these Big and Gorgeous wings yet who never learnt how to fly. Do you think qbaghera knows, Knew how to fly?

Theyre eachothers perfect replicates yet their color palletes are opposites and one has lost everything and the other is horrified of losing everything and one has no reason to not trust the federation for theyve been the kindest to her while the other cant get a single word out against any staff members because shes just praying she isnt forced to bleed again and AUGH

I MISS MY GIRLS!!!!

[barbwillbrb]

So I can draw this fucker and I’m gonna make that everyone’s problem. I kin Rolan but the things I wanna do to this man would make Shar lose her mind.

Time to get real unhinged on main real quick.

I’m gonna hold his hand so hard.

Anyhoot YurgirinasuitYurgirinasuitYurgirinasuit

pls forgive the sloppy as hell cell shading we be learning here

[lastoneout]

hahaha made a MISTAKE a looked up a surgical procedure I might need and what the FUCK is with medical professionals being like "you don't need to be put under for [painful and potentially traumatizing medical procedure] it's fine" ffs

[joelsfarabee]

seeler saying “this feels like home here”

[raspberry-lava]

Reading a really angsty camila and luz toh fic. nobody talk to me

[to-thelakes]

what would y'all say if i said that i'm currently working on a very long luke alvez (from criminal minds) x reader oneshot, like currently standing at 8k words and i'm nowhere near done with what i want from this one-shot. what would y'all say?

i've been having a very rough, depression filled week and have been watching criminal minds a lot bc i'm SO CLOSE TO FINISHING and i'm simply a whore for luke alvez like, i would let that man do unspeakable things to me. him and frank castle are my motivation to go the gym (which i have been doing despite feeling like complete crap) and i just am literally writing so much for this man. it's angsty, it's fluffy, it's whore-ish, it's self-indulgent. it wasn't meant to be this long but it was all over for me when the reader says that she would do 'unspeakable things' to luke bc he's taking care of her while she's drunk off her head (don't worry, they don't do anything while she's drunk). i can't be stopped. it's 3am and i need to go to sleep and that's the only reason i'm stopping but like, do i just keep this to myself or do i share my absolutely whore-ish fantasies?

[nobie]

It's making me physically ill thinking about Filoni ruining Thrawn's character...

[the-stone-of-queer]

Can we please talk about Rebecca’s West Ham match earrings being the same as her “annual confession in Ted’s office” earrings BUT NOW THEY ARE LONGER

[toritorisstuff]

Why has no one edited Rose or Ethan to Rosemary by Deftones I’m LOSING IT!!!!!!

[inquis1tor]

i cant stop thinking about being close to logan and maybe im standing on my toes to be closer. maybe hes supporting me a little bit and hes letting me trace his chin and jaw, feeling his facial hair too.

[scrunkly-scribe]

Me rn