#sense for them or not. is this guy calm and sensitive? doesn't matter! he's going to do and say the same things a silly chatterbox type

[leatherbookmark]

dear god that would be turbo cringe or whatever, but seeing all those annoying little things in fics over and over again really makes me want to write one in which they're not obligatory funnymoments but rather like, words that have meaning and weight and so on

[creative-clawmarks]

Longass Vampire AU Loredump

I feel I should preface this with the most important fact of this AU: supernatural beings are not actually a part of this world.

What I mean by this is there is no secret society of vampires, there is no chapter in the medical books on lycanthropy, and ghost hunters still have not found conclusive evidence. As far as you or I or anyone else knows the cast of MH are the only things like them in existence.

Because the Operator did this to them.

It's a parasite, and its strategy is to make people into predators then mop up the trail of bodies they leave behind.

As for why their monstrosity takes the specific forms it does? The Watsonian Explanation is that we will never really know, such things are beyond people's understanding. The Doyalist Explanation is that I have taken the character's metaphorical roles and made them literal to give myself an excuse to draw sharp teeth.

With that out of the way, here's what these freaks are actually capable of:

Alex (Vampire):

Standard package of fast healing, unnatural speed, and unbeating heart. Probably immortal but I guess now we'll never know.

Drinks blood, of course. But I like my vamps fucked up so there's a good dose of gory cannibalism for flavor.

He won't combust in the sun or anything, but his skin is especially sensitive to heat and his eyes are especially sensitive to light.

Heightened senses, especially hearing. He could hunt someone down with his eyes closed just by tracking their heartbeat.

Venomous, specifically paralytic toxins. Once he's bitten you there's no running away, you're basically screwed.

Fangs and claws are retractable. I also gave him a forked tongue because he's like a terrarium snake to me :)

"Once more I have seen the director go out in his lizard fashion."

He can purr. Because I know what the people want.

Tim (Werewolf):

Standard package of fast healing, unnatural strength, and canine features. Would rather not think about whether or not he's immortal.

Does not hunger for human flesh. If given the opportunity he might maul a deer tho.

Burned by the touch of silver. He also personally thinks wolfsbane is gross but that's unrelated.

When in human form he's mostly that, human. Sure his senses are sharper and he can grow out his teeth and claws a little bit but otherwise he's normal.

When in wolf form, on the other hand, he is DANGEROUS. I'm talking bite through steel tear you in half only thing that can stop him is a silver bullet dangerous.

The wolf form is analogous to Masky in this AU, as in he turns against his will whenever he's threatened or misses a dose and he won't remember much whenever he eventually turns back.

The only time he can change under his own power with his mind intact is during the full moon. He looks forward to it every month because without the threat of loosing control being a wolf is rad actually.

If you scratch him under the chin he goes boneless. Doesn't matter what form he's in.

Brian (Ghost):

Standard package of walk through walls, disappear, and fly. I don't think the term immortal applies to this situation tho...

You know the excuse that ghost don't just physically manifest cuz they don't have enough energy for it? Yeah he's so incandescently pissed that he's tangible more often than not.

Its actually kind of the opposite conundrum where he has to focus and calm down to actually use his ghostly abilities.

Salt circles will totally work on him, but good luck catching him first lol.

Even if you can't see him you can still sort of feel his presence, the room will get colder and the shadows will get deeper.

If you catch him on a bad day he can pull some Poltergeist TM level shenanigans.

Can't really communicate like he used to, his mind is too broken and detached from what it once was. That's why all the ToTheArk videos look like that.

If you were to put a spirit box in the room with him all you would hear coming out of it is his death screams on loop.

Jay (Mortal):

He's just a guy lol, poor bastard doesn't stand a chance.

Why yes, he has read Twilight. Why do you ask?

[milesandcorysupermacy]

All jokes, mami

42!Miles Morales x Hothead!Black!Reader

Genre: Angst to fluff

Warnings: First time writing but I think it's pretty good 🤷🏾‍♀️, use of n word, cursing, Miles crying, mentions of trust issues, that's it I think

Word Bank: Hija: daughter Bien: Good Muy Bien: Very Good. Ay Dios mio: oh my God Tia: Aunt

Summary: You're having a great time with Miles, Talking about drama and laughing your ass off! But, when you go in the bathroom you find some press on nails that DAMN sure aint yours, and are WAY too dramatic to be his mom's. What do you do?

You're sitting in Miles' room. 'Neon Guts' by Lil Uzi Vert and Pharell playing in the background. You guys are doing what yall usually do, gossip about things that go on at Visions.

"Nah, that nigga was trippin', ma. In what world is it EVER ok to crease another man's forces? I'm not the issue."

Miles said in his own blissfully ignorant (hilarious) way. Talking about yet, another incident he's had within the past two weeks with the same guy, Bryson. He hates this man with everything in him. You try to get them to stick together since they're 2 of the handful of students that are minorities. But, as I said earlier, he's ignorant.

"Bae, I get that, I do. The forces were clean. Fresh out the box." You say, trailing off. Playing with your faux locs, thinking of what to say next. Trying to tread carefully because you know Bryson is a sensitive topic. He's your ex, and yall are still cool. But, Miles just NEEDS to be throwing blows with him all the time.

"But that doesn't mean you punch him in the face! A simple 'Ay watch where you goin' bro' would've worked perfectly, but now he look like a busted, lightskin, balloon." You say doing a horrible impression of Miles and his suave brooklyn accent.

Miles chuckles at your description of Bryson, deciding to add onto it.

"Nah, he don't look like no balloon. His ass look like a clown. Matter a fact, a whole ass circus, and he the star. That nigga a bitch anyway. He really think he look like Drake?Nah, bro. Yo ass look like French Montana, stop playin'. Like, Drake? Nah nigga more like Brake, because he needa pump the brakes and slow down before Plankton come and steal the secret formula for that big ass forehead! Cartoon looking ass." Miles said breaking you two out into a fit of laughter. Silent laughter. The worst kind of laughter.

The laughter where you two are just rocking back and forth on his bed, slapping each other's arms and legs, wheezing slightly, and barely gasping for air. You two calm down and you think of a joke. You gasp from realization.

"Nah, because why do he for real laugh like Mr. Krabbs?" You say laughing again. Miles starts laughing too. Snorting this time, which only adds to the excitement.

"I love how funny I made you, Mami. I'm rubbing off on you, bien. Muy Bien." Miles says in a slightly creepy way.

"Damn, I can't even get credit for being funny, Morales?" You say pretending to be offended.

"No, it's better like this." He says before giving you a peck on the cheek and putting his hand around your waist.

After like 5 mins of talking about more drama at Visions (with no laughing fits). You and Miles settle down and start cuddling. With 'Good Days' By Sza in the background. You wrap your arms around his back, with your legs on the outside of his. Miles, just laying on his back and wrapping his arms around your waist. (I hope this makes sense 😭) Cuddling in a bear hug kind of position. You guys stayed like this for about an hour, and just as you're about to doze off, unlike Miles who fell asleep 20 minutes ago. You have to pee.

You slip your hands from around his back, and try to subtly move his hands from your waist, but he woke up. Damn, getting to the bathroom is not gonna be easy with his clingy ass.

"Where ya goin', mamas?" Miles mumbles half asleep, with a raspy voice. Your heart flutters from the nickname.

'How tf does he have this affect on me, and he's half asleep?' You thought.

"Baby, I gotta pee. I'll be right back, ok?" You say trying to dumb it down since only half of his brain works at the moment.

"No, you're gonna take too long. Just stay with me, we'll get you a pamper or sum." He says gripping your waist even tighter. You usually would've given up because of how sweet he was being, but you deadass were gonna pee on yourself.

"Miles." You say sternly. He lets your waist go with a dramatic sigh, and you walk into the bathroom.

You do your business, flush the toilet, and walk over to the sink, starting to wash your hands. But- oh, what's this?

You pick up a pack of orange, rhinestone, one inch, press on nails. You don't wear press on nails. Shit, Miles would know because he pays for you to get your nails done. You feel the anger boiling inside of you. Maybe they're his mom's? No, she hates orange. It reminds her of Halloween. "The devil's holiday". You remember that's what she calls it and you start to smirk. No! You're supposed to be mad right now. You finish wiping your hands on a paper towel and throw it away. Grabbing the nails and marching into Miles' room.

You see miles on his phone, he must've been waiting for you to come back. Or texting his other ho-

"Hey, Ma-"

"Whose nails are these?" You say throwing the box at his face.

He groans and inspects the box, tilting his head in confusion. "I dunno, these seem a little too... crazy to be yours, why?" He says completely oblivious.

"Nigga" You chuckle from anger, pacing around the room. "Stop playing dumb. Miles you're not stupid, you've never been stupid. So I know you understand what pisses me off, and one of those things is lying. Imma ask you one more time, Miles Gonzalo Morales. Who's fucking nails are these?" You spat gritting your teeth during the last sentence. Miles shot up out of the bed, knowing what you were getting at. Trying to convince you with all his heart he'd never do that. This poor boy has lost enough, and he's not about to lose you to a pair of ugly ass nails.

"Mami, I promise I don't know who's nails those are, It's wild that you're even accusing me of this right now. You came over every day this week!" Miles expresses, desperately trying to give you enough evidence.

"Yea, and I always come over after school, maybe your hoes have a scheduled time for after I leave. Who is this bitch? Hm, Miles? Is it that Mexican girl on the 2nd floor, she seems like she's our age." You scream at him, sure that Rio had woken up from her post-work nap.

"Mami, I don't love anyone but you, I promise, ok? Even if I did, with all the money I spend on yo shit. You really think I have enough to buy another girl some nails?" He shouts back. Pointing to the Gucci Mini-Purse he got you for Christmas, he had saved up all year to buy it ever since he saw you eyeing it at the mall. But he could have it back now and give it to his other hoe.

"You know what? You can have this back since my only purpose is being a charity case, fuck nigga." You say taking out your keys, phone, headphones, Lip Gloss, and card out of the purse, shoving it in your pockets. Throwing the purse at him.

"Mami, you serious right now? Sit yo hot-headed ass down and listen to me, you actin' crazy!" Miles grimaced realizing what he just said already knowing your reaction.

"CRAZY?!?!?! I WILL SHOW YO ASS CRA-"

"WHAT IS GOING ON IN HERE? Dios mio¡ It sounds like the real housewives in here. Hija, what did he do this time?" Rio asked.

"Mama Rio, who's nails are these?" You ask her. (She gave you permission to call her that after the 6th dinner together, don't worry)

"¡Ay! I was looking for those, they're Miles' Tia's. She came over yesterday, and was showing me them. She took them from Miles' cousin because that little mama is only 12 and does not need those." She said grabbing the nails and walking out the room to call his Tia. Leaving you and Miles in the most awkward silence. You slowly turn around to see Miles standing there. You thought he would have some sassy remark but no. His lip was starting to quiver and you knew what was next. He starts letting tears fall which surprised you.

"Papa, why are you crying?" You say walking over to hug him. Feeling the worst guilt ever.

"I....I thought you we're gonna leave me, Mami. I would *hiccup* never do something like that to you. Honestly if the roles were reversed I'd forgive you. I don't think I can even see my life without you. I'm so sorry." He says.

"Miles..." You whisper.

"It's not your fault I shouldn't have jumped to conclusions. You've done nothing to prove that you're untrustworthy. I have trust issues and that's something I need to work on. Not you. I'm so sorry, baby" You say sitting down on the bed for one of the most needed cuddle sessions yall have ever had. And after a few minutes of comfortable silence, Miles breaks the ice.

"What if I just made my mom cover for me, and I am cheating on you?" He asks with a shit eating grin.

"Miles..." You warn

"All jokes, mami"

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FIRST FIC! what'd yall think? I'll accept constructive criticism. If you have a request or a way for me to make my writing better, just send a ask!

[tinytinyblogs]

Mingi As Your Boyfriend

Boyfriend

(n.) A person who 90% of the time annoy you, and 10% of the time makes you forget the 90%

Ateez masterlist here

This man will blush as red as a tomato if you give him any compliment. He is so soft and kind, please protect him. Mingi is a very sensitive person. He's easily embarrassed, and he blushes easily. But this doesn't mean that he's not confident. He's just very humble and doesn't like to brag about himself. Mingi is also a very kind and gentle person. He's always there for his friends and family, and he's always willing to help out. He's the kind of person who would give you the shirt off his back. Mingi is a precious gem, and he deserves to be protected. He's the kind of person who makes the world a better place, and he should be cherished.

You love to squish his cheeks and tell him how cute he is. He always protests, "I'm not cute!" but you don't care. You keep going until he gives up and just smiles at you. Mingi is a very cute person, and you can't help but squish his cheeks. He's got these big, round cheeks that are just begging to be squeezed. And when you do, he always blushes and protests. But you know he loves it. He'll say things like, "I'm not cute!" or "Stop it, you're embarrassing me!" But you just keep going. You know that he's secretly enjoying it, and you love to see him blush. Eventually, he'll give up and just smile at you. He knows that there's no point in protesting. You're going to squish his cheeks no matter what he says.

Mingi admires you a lot. He can't help but wonder how there could be someone so perfect. Sometimes, he can't stop giving you compliments. And you need to remind him that he is also a very perfect person in this world. He always sees the good in others, and he's always quick to compliment them. He's especially complimentary of you. He loves the way you look, the way you think, and the way you make him feel. Sometimes, Mingi's compliments can be a little overwhelming. You might start to feel like you're not worthy of his praise. But you need to remember that Mingi is just being himself. He sees the best in you, and he wants you to see it too. So next time Mingi gives you a compliment, don't brush it off. Take a moment to appreciate it. And then, remind him that he's also a very perfect person. He's kind, thoughtful, and loving. He's the perfect person for you. Mingi needs to hear these things from you. He needs to know that you see the good in him, just like he sees the good in you. So don't be afraid to tell him how you feel. He'll appreciate it more than you know.

Mingi freaks out if you hurt yourself. He'll panic and run around, trying to think of what to do. He might say things like, "I need to get a bubble wrap for you," or "Maybe you should be with me 24/7 so I can make sure you're fine." He loves you very much, and he can't stand to see you hurt. When you get hurt, he feels like he's failed you. He wants to protect you from everything that could hurt you, but he knows that's not possible. So when you get hurt, Mingi's first instinct is to panic. He doesn't know what to do, and he's afraid that he's going to make things worse. He might say things that don't make sense, or he might do things that aren't helpful. But he's just trying to help. The best thing you can do when Mingi is freaking out is to stay calm. Tell him that you're okay, and that he doesn't need to panic. Remind him that you're there for him, and that you'll get through this together.

Mingi is so proud to be your boyfriend. He thinks he's the luckiest guy in the world to have you. He'll often proclaim to everyone that he's the best boyfriend ever. Mingi is a very confident person. He believes in himself and his abilities. He also loves to show off. So when he's with you, he can't help but brag about how great of a boyfriend he is. He might say things like, "I'm the best boyfriend ever!" or "I'm so lucky to have them. They are the most amazing person in the world." Mingi's proclamations might come off as a little arrogant, but he doesn't mean them to be. He's just really proud of you and your relationship. He loves you very much, and he wants the world to know how lucky he is to have you. So if you ever hear Mingi proclaiming to be the best boyfriend ever, just know that he's really just trying to show you how much he loves you.

When Mingi is sick, he turns into a big baby. He doesn't want anything else. All he needs is you. He wants to stay close to you all the time. Mingi is a very independent person. He's always been the strong one, the one who takes care of others. But when he's sick, all of that changes. He becomes weak and vulnerable, and he needs someone to take care of him. And that's where you come in. When Mingi is sick, you're his everything. You're the one who makes him feel better. You're the one who takes care of him. You're the one who makes him feel safe and loved. When Mingi is sick, he just wants to be close to you. He wants to be held by you. He wants to hear your voice. He wants to feel your warmth. He wants to know that he's not alone. So if Mingi ever gets sick, just be there for him. Hold him close. Take care of him. Make him feel better. And he'll be yours forever.

Mingi loves doing everything with you by his side. He's always eager to learn new things, especially if it means spending more time with you. He loves the way you're interested in his hobbies, and he loves the way you make him feel. He loves learning new things, and he loves sharing his passions with others. When he's with you, he's always eager to learn about your hobbies and interests. He wants to know everything about you, and he wants to share everything about himself with you. Mingi also loves the way you make him feel. He feels loved, supported, and cherished when he's with you. He knows that he can be himself around you, and he loves that. You and Mingi are meant to be together. You're both passionate, you're both supportive, and you're both interested in each other's lives. You're a perfect match, and you're going to have a wonderful life together.

[faeiapalette]

This situation has already become a bit tense and despite that, i still want to give my opinion about this because I CAN'T TAKE ITTT—

The truth is, i don't support either ‘side’.

On the one hand, what you mention is true about how some put Ayato on a golden throne where he does nothing and is 'perfect', and i personally don't like that because i mean, then you missed the whole point, bro.

Literally the plot of More Blood was that Yui began to idealize an image of Ayato that was not him.

Why say something like "Ayato-kun wouldn't do something like that!" when yes? even i, as an Ayato fan, recognize it, because i feel that when you want to appreciate something you should do it for what it is and not just for the part you want/want it to be. It's okay to question some things your favorite does, people.

Reject that Ayato possesses his claws like any other character would be to deny him in some way. It doesn't matter if he is the more good, approachable, ‘human’ and cutest —all this said by Satoi— of all the diaboys.

Ayato is sweet, sensitive, funny, loyal, brave among other things; but it's also true that he can be VERY angry, selfish, arrogant, self-centered, dumb... and kind of an idiot, but that's okay! ♡ because in the end it's what makes Ayato... Ayato.

I even make fun of Ayato by calling him my 'pendejo favorito'. /srs

I'm not going to get upset just because someone doesn't like something i do. I don't like Kanato or Shu, and i don't see why someone should throw ugly comments at me because of that, you know?

even if you said —it's an example—: “Ayato doesn't have traumas, that's why he's the most normal lol” like someone i read, most likely i would say something like what a fooool and go on with my life. There's no need to get violent.

And, i also agree in that sense that some say that "Ayato's Route is the only true one", when— then... why would there be the possibility of choosing other boys? It doesn't have much sense, right?

But that's another point i want to get to.

Ayato is the protagonist. He is the main hero.

And it's not because i'm saying it! says Rejet, Satoi and half the japanese community. To deny it would also be like covering the sun with a finger on your part, because he has always been there and it is a fact, there is always a boy who is the main one in all otomes. As everything.

And because of his role, that means he's more connected to the main story and the heroine than the other guys. And it makes sense, Satoi loves Ayato and Ayayui, even mentioned that Ayato and their concept was the first to see the light of day. They have always been the main couple; even in the anime!

I don't know how to explain it—? but they work really well, they have a very nice chemistry and in general, it almost seems as if they were created to be together ♡ even when they are not a couple, Yui loves Ayato a lot and he even helps her in some routes that are not his with her boy, like Kanato and Laito ones.

But that DOESN'T mean the other guys aren't important, not at all. They can be the demon king as well as Ayato in his destined routes and ALL routes are canon in their own universe. They are all important and interesting.

Honorable mention: as an Ayato fan too... i don't think his route in LE has been ‘that’ bad. Definitely being booed so much in his Route was something terrible... but in terms of story, CGA, character development —by Ayato and Yui— it was pretty good. Maybe it's not the best, but it's not the worst either.

Thanks for reading, have a nice day!

Thank you for the opinion 😳! Another calm and reasonable one in a pot full of venoms - that i’m discarding bc i out of patience to deal with people who let their anger blinded them - i must say. Trivial matter, i do love how you could be both reserved, rational and (bubbly? Lovingly?) expressing your love for your oshi. You got him a nickname too! 😆 (i’m still struggling to find mine haha.) Good for you girl, good for you.

About the latter parts, i don’t really have much to say. There’re paragraphs that i agree with, and statements that i don’t. Though i still respect your opinion nonetheless. Last part, indeed! The route makes senses to me in a logical way. That way, it doesn’t appear “bad” to me either. And… that’s it. Have a great day too!

[positivelybeastly]

🖤 for any of the o5? I’d say all but that’s a lot so dealers choice I guess

attractiveness:

repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.

Already answered Bobby here, so I figured I'd go with the next most interesting and go with Scottie. You know, it's funny, you'd think Hank would have more of a thing for the guy with red glasses and emotional issues, given who his not-quite-canon boyfriend is, but Scott honestly doesn't move the dial for him. I think he recognises that he's a very good looking man, intellectually, but he's not Hank's type, to put it mildly. Too slim, not enough Simon. :P

personality:

grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.

Even back in the old days, I think Hank was emotionally sensitive enough that he wouldn't write Scott off as 'boring' the way you'd often see Bobby do (mostly in ANXM) - I think he's always been very aware that Scott holds back as just a matter of course, and what kind of effect that can have on his mental health. That being said, as Scott's grown, and he and Hank have grown apart, I think Hank has begun to like him less and less. He knows Scot'll do what he considers to be the right thing, and that he won't stop fighting to the last man - but as far as most versions of Hank are concerned, that's what worries him. He doesn't like that for Scott, and he misses having a friend where he instead just finds a commander.

how likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending / fuck no! / never / no way / not likely / not sure / indifferent / I’m asexual / maybe / probably / it depends / fairly likely / likely / yeah sure / yes / would tap that / hell yes / fuck yes! / wishing that could happen right now / as many times as possible / we are already having sex.

Even before Hank began to loathe Scott, this was never on the table, I don't think. You'd have to go back all the way to, like, the 60s to find a place where this makes any sense to me, even if I have read the occasional fic that finds a place for it in New X-Men, where it was extremely raunchy and extremely well written at the same time. Anyway, not in my conception of Hank.

level of friendship:

never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.

Ahahahahaha ohhhh. These two haven't interacted on panel since 2018, and I don't think they've even mentioned each other by name since then. X-Force Beast ironically does swing back around to almost sort of respecting Scott, but with the proviso that he doesn't think Scott went nearly far enough with his Utopia era methods, and I still don't think he likes him, just because I don't think he likes anyone.

first impression of them:

i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.

I feel like Hank would have been the one most receptive to Scott's leadership in the O5, if only because he's the one most likely to take it all a lot more seriously and see the wisdom in his battle tactics and methodology, while Bobby and Warren, being younger and more inclined to jokes, see him as a killjoy. Jean, of course, being the final addition to the team, is a lot closer to Hank's side of this equation, though that's obviously fuelled by other things.

current impression of them:

i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.

These two allegedly buried the hatchet during Hickman's Avengers run, but honestly, this was a friendship that pretty much died 15 years ago (has it been that long?) and neither of them seem particularly interested in fixing it. One of my major concerns about what's going to happen for a post-Krakoan Hank is that they're just going to plop resurrected Beast on an X-Men team and pretend everything's fine again, which - I don't want. X-Force Beast salted the Earth for all of his relationships, and, from my outsider perspective, almost everyone on the X-Men failed to be there for Hank when he needed them, so I don't want them near him. It doesn't make emotional sense for anyone involved for them to go right back to how it was.

[lazywriters-blog]

Worse case scenario

Yandere tartaglia/childe [reader insert]

Warning: Mentions of kidnapping, slight development of stockholm syndrome, sensitive reader, unhealthy behaviour, isolation, forced marriage, mild NSFW, poor reader is confused.. kinda like a part 2 to home sweet home.

Sorry for any errors present in advance!

Summary: After recovering from a bad fever, you're starting to feel a little unhinged, but isolation surely can't be that bad right? Since you've never gone outside for 5 months. It's like you are not affected by it.

You wonder if it's okay to feel this way.

There's this overwhelming.. feeling that no matter how much you attempt to dominate it, it just remains, lingering, trying to control your every thought and speech. Having a strong sense of emotions can both be beneficial and disadvantageous, it makes you feel things.. on a larger scale, guess that's what makes you so sensitive. Maybe that's why you were avoided due to your frequent overreaction. It's not your fault, it's just how you were made, and you are not ashamed for it, even though you've been made to feel bad about it, from time to time.

Surely isolating yourself from social interactions wouldn't be so bad, since you barely even talk, just a pretty doll that can follow you around, and speak when needed. You wonder, if this ordeal your in could be detrimental to your mental state, confined, in a attractive room with everything you might need, it's basically just how you lived before your inevitable capture, nothing's really changed except for the new environment and rather frightening group of malicious people, who were ordered to stay watch just so you don't try to escape, by none other than their lovesick leader.

At the start of it, you got sick from all the stressful events, and forced to swallow down a dozens of pills just because you refused to take any, for a good reason, and even so, after you've somewhat calmed down, you're beginning to think this is no different than your usual line of living, or you are starting to adjust to your environment, perhaps worse developing a Stockholm syndrome. Even though, this should affect you brutally, nothing's changed, you've gotten used to not talking at all, given this was how you were even before your kidnap. Is something wrong with you? Are you taking all this in a wrong way? You just can't know for sure, are you starting to lose your sense of rationality, or are you just too confused to understand.. anything.

Reading books was never a problem, nowadays books are what keep you company, other than the usually check ups by ordered maids, you've never really developed a friendship with anyone, fearing you might involve them in a dangerous position, this guy who calls himself 'childe' seems like a troublesome person, troubled mind and manipulative tactics, from what you've witnessed so far, he's not easy to fool or deceive, but does seem like a guy who would get irrational in moments of desperation, or thrill. You are uncertain whether his innocent loving, and teasing persona is true or not, you can understand and relate to his tactics in a way, ignorance is bliss they say, and feigning ignorance might be the best course of action, if you want your sanity to be reserved. This man has seen things you would never want to witness, he's been through things you could never imagine. How else can he be so ruthless?

You wonder if he can read your face, you don't wanna look into his eyes, or even look at his face, he frightens you, and you don't know why. Pretending a neutral facade is your speciality, unless things go south real quick it breaks, but you can be good at keeping your emotions bound. Bottling it up to be specific. He chuckles, his fingers climbing on top of yours, caressing the ring that circles your finger, you can hear his breath, drawing nearer steadily, this moment is heart pounding, not in a good way. "I like it when you're so vulnerable around me." He speaks, fondness soaking into his eyes, "this way, we have nothing to hide." He grins, squeezing your hand. You take a deep breath mentally, finally gathering the courage to look up, and still you just can't bring yourself to look into his eyes for more than a second, "I didn't know you were so shy, love.."

"How was your trip?" You asked, eager to change the topic. "Oh.. the same old, nothing new. Forget about me, I wanna know what you did without me around. Surely you didn't try anything naughty, right?"

"No. I didn't do anything other than reading books and waiting." You replied. "Oh! Waiting for me? That's so.. cute, you're finally coming around!" He smiles wide, his face inches apart from you. His eyes now closer than you'd like, this is making you anxious. "Yeah.." you gave a weak smile.

"Nobody's troubling you, right?" You quickly shake your head, looking down at your laps, uncomfortably. Hoping he wouldn't take note of your nervous mannerisms. "Good." He said. He settles his hand on your cheeks, softly caressing your soft skin. "You've been taking care of yourself- that's great." He mumbled. For a moment, it's quiet, eerily quiet. You can hear your heartbeat at this rate.

Hearing him shuffle forces you to look up, just in time to feel his lips grab a hold of yours, pushing your faces closer, you feel him hungrily rub his lips, and you can't help but feel disgusted, before it could escalate, you push him away, words already coming out of your mouth unfiltered. "No. I told you we won't do anything intimate until we're married, didn't I?" You retorted, feeling somewhat violated.

"Sorry! I just couldn't help myself!" He laughs, that playfully glint in his eyes says otherwise. He's testing you.. how easily can you be swayed by sexual desires? He sure likes to toy with people, and you are no exception. You hate this about him, you wish to get outside, away from this pscoypath but don't know how, there's no way you could escape with this level of security and craze. You'd like to think you can, but.. you don't think he's going to let up even after that. He's dangerously interested in you, you can see that, how unhinged and overbearing he becomes when you come into view. He likes you, a lot. But not the good kind.

"Geez relax! I promise I won't do anything. Really! So then... when should we hold the marriage hm? How about tomorrow?" He smiles, and it doesn't seem like he's joking. "Tomorrow..?" You mutter.

"Yeah, we could! The sooner the better right?"

"But.. how is that even possible, preparations will at least take a couple of days-" childe grins, pressing his finger on your lips to silence you. "Shh Shh- you needn't worry. It's not impossible! Besides I always like pushing pass my limits."

Dread is all you can feel, it's too much to think about, your mind just abandoned you, and you can't think of another comeback to save your skin.

"Well then, shall we get started?"

[misslolasynastry]

Celebrity Synastry Analysis

Married at First Sight - Season 13

Ryan and Brett

Couples' Synopsis 🗯: Brett (yes her name is Brett) is a more liberal pop-chic, glamour, outgoing type of woman. Ryan is conservative, country music, outdoorsy, camo hunter, introverted guy. So far up to episode 11, they arent really into each other but they get along okay. You can tell that there isnt much of a spark, yet they still participate in activites. First day of the wedding, they were like oil and water as Brett felt uncomfortable with Ryan's lifestyle and views as she grew up in a more socially relaxed upbringing. Ryan is more quiet and soft spoken so although he peeps things he doesn't say much. Brett leads most of their activities together and although she is aware of their differences she's modest and optimistic about it. They dont argue theyve just sorta accepted how different they are and casually press on. They look more like coworkers that dont talk much. Ryan has gone on to say that he doesnt feel a connection with Brett and so he doesnt put in much effort toward the relationship. I created a poll amongst fans asking if they think Ryan's lack of connection is valid OR should he try more to make it work as Brett does? The results were 55% with 75 participants leaning towards them just not being a good fit. I agree in that regard.

Below is an example I give for basic synastry clients. One thing astrology doesnt account for is having a connection, as 2 people can be completely incompatible yet still crave each other in a love/lust way. Ive also seen couples that had highly compatible charts but they werent interested in each other. However, despite lacking a natural bond, theyre more likely to come to appreciate one another over time due to how naturally smooth things are. Synastry is more for analyzing the differences in 2 persons' behaviors and personality, as well as how they interact with each other. Youre able to see where you disconnect and where you have similarities. I do them for couples, family members, and best friends.

🌞 Sun - Leo * Scorpio

Represents what each person takes pride in and is the core of their personality. They are incompatible here because they view life and take pride in very different things. Their Suns also create a square aspect which intensifies how polar they are. Leo Suns are more extroverted and take pride in the joys of life, creativity, romance, independence, and things that encourage spontaneity and challenge. Scorpio on the other hand is a deeply emotional intimate sign, as an empath are often more introverted in relationships and prefer a slow and steady intensity. Scorpio is also more a codepenent sign as they feel at their best an most powerful when theyre in charge and can command change in their surroundings. This doesnt work very well with an independent Leo Sun as both of them are fixed (stubborn) signs, one emotional/sensual and the other more playful/fiery. You could see this on their wedding day as Brett felt out of place while Ryan couldnt figure out why Brett couldnt just let go and enjoy the moment.

🌛 Moon - Virgo * Cancer

Represents how each handles emotions, feelings, the way they feel nurtured and nurture others. They have compatible moon signs as their zodiacs are both introverted, sensual, slow and steady, as well as sensitive. Virgo moons are the organizing perfectionists so they tend to pick apart everything they sense and how theyre feeling. As an earth sign theyre very grounded but at the same time are constantly trying to perfect their relationships with others. If youre paying attention to the little details, they will love you for it. Cancer moons are the motherly type and at times codependent because if they care for someone they will try to protect and "mother" them. As an empath they are very sensitive to the feelings of others and do things to try to keep the peace. Because both are introverted, slow paced, and sensitive emotionally this pairing works well. You can see as Brett and Ryan are talking that they feel comfortable with each other especially when sharing their feelings.

🗣 Mercury - Cancer * Libra

Represents the way you communicate, process information, and the key to what goes on in a person's head. They are incompatible here because they process information and communicate very differently. There is also a square aspect which indicates being more prone to misunderstandings as well as having alternate viewpoints on many topics. Those who watch the show can see that they have very different social lives and beliefs. Cancer is more sensitive, family based, an emotional speaker, and empath. Cancers are in a way more dreamy and poetic conversators. They are sensitive to the things others say and fear hurting other's feelings as well as hearing harsh words. Libra is more intellectual, analytical, extroverted, and social. Librans are peacekeepers and enjoy light hearted fun conversation, they arent afraid of blunt direct speaking but dont take well to conflict. However in ways both individuals are people pleasers as these zodiacs feed off the other person, in order to respond in a way they think is acceptable. Ryan prefers a communication style thats more emotional poetic and intimate, while Brett wants someone to joke with and is engaging to have a good time. They dont really talk much and as you can see, Brett engages him more than the other way around. Ryan doesnt feel emotionally connected so often opts out of conversation unless its deep.

💝 Venus - Libra * Sagittarius

Represents your creativity, romance style, inspiration, and foreplay. They are compatible in this area as both zodiacs enjoy this more light and fun essence when doing different activities together. Libra Venus tends to love social activities and things that bring a bit of challenge in to the mix, having a peaceful loving relationship is important to them. Sagittarius is the spontaneous optimistic adventurer, enjoying someone they can grow with and exchange ideas. And because both are able to let go and have fun, theyre able to spend time with each other despite differences. You can see this in the show as both Brett and Ryan still participate in activities together while other couples struggle more.

😡 Mars - Capricorn * Libra

Represents the way you respond to conflict, what motivates you, and the style of sex you prefer. They are incompatible in this planet as they resolve conflict in very different ways. Capricorn the fatherly hardworking zodiac can be more withdrawn and stern, seeking to take some time to calm down before trying to resolve things. They approach conflict by way of hardwork, discipline, structure, conservatism and law. Capricorn Mars play by their rules on whats right and wrong and can have a traditional stance on things. They can get emotional and defensive of what they deem to be law. Libras dont mind approaching conflict head on, because when resolving they tend to remove emotions and analyze the situation. Theyre considered the best judges of the zodiac due to their ability to find balance and bring harmony. However, Libra Mars can be people pleasers and kinda passive about things. If they feel the other is uncompromising they will withdraw. Although Ive never seen them argue, I can predict that Ryan is more on the sensitive side and very matter of fact, while Brett may attempt to get her point across then cave-in once Ryan is noticeably uncomfortable. Although they may be able to trigger each other in the mood by way of Venus, Capricorn mars prefers more slow and steady lovemaking, while Librans like things more fast paced and fun in the bedroom. Im willing to bet that Ryan enjoyed Tantric yoga more than Brett did.

When it comes to aspects traditionally I would break down them all, but when first looking at someone's chart in a basic synastry standpoint, I analyze longevity factors first. Such as aspects to Saturn, Pluto, North Node, and at times Juno. But to keep this shorter, I'll stick to the 3 major aspects. Conjunctions, Trines, Squares

😇 Saturn Trine North Node - support each others growth through maturity and discipline

👥Saturn Conjunct Uranus -traditionalist vs nonconformist, the unexpected and practical nature of each other is beneficial, but feelings of restriction or unpredictability can crumble the relationship

💣Saturn Square Moon - saturn sees moon as overly sensitive while moon feels restricted. It grows worse over time as each feel misunderstood, its up to Saturn to reconcile this issue by being more attentive.

😇Pluto Trine Sun - encourges confidence, positivity, and has a transforming effect on each partner, mostly Sun

😇Pluto Trine Jupiter - optimism remains through difficulty which allow both to persevere through challlenges

😇Pluto Trine North Node - pluto has the ability to transform and empower North Node on their path to success

💣Pluto Square Lilith - good intentions can get lost in the mix as pluto person attempts to transform liliths obvious struggles

😇North Node Trine Mercury - Mercury stimulates North Node's intellect regarding their purpose and karma in unexpected ways.

👥North Node Conjunct Jupiter - optimism and a sense of purpose motivates each other. This can help them succeed in things they do together.

💣North Node Square Neptune - the future of the relationship can be very cloudy, they may seek to look at each other for inward healing and North Node will lose patience for it all

💣North Node Square Venus - indicates differences in where each person wants the relationship to go, Venus prefers lighthearted fun and romance while North Node takes their path more serious.

📒 Final Thoughts: Based on their compatibility and aspects, there isnt much spark or longevity between them. And they may never quite align for that reason. They could attempt to work through these problems but for a lack of connection on Ryan's end, hes less likely to try to make it work. Brett is at least open to it but having different lifestyles and alternative desires for a relationship will make it hard to move forward. This is why having a mutual connection is so important in a relationship because both partners at least have that glue to try and make differences work. The only thing theyve got going for each other is the ability to understand each other's emotions and have a good time. But when examining aspects, Ryan still views Brett as overly sensitive and not disciplined in her reactions. Even if they did press on with their relationship, they may still find it dull, just based on the lack of fun aspects in their synastry chart.

🧜🏽‍♀️ For inquiries regarding synastry charts please visit my profile introductory post, email misslolasynastry@gmail, or shoot me a message. If you'd like me to analyze a celebrity couple im open to doing so as long as you have both birthdays on hand. I can also analyze family members as well.

[cottoncandyjester]

Yandere ocs

So I figured I should show them off..and make stories for them cause this idea won't escape my mind no matter what. Please be gentle on them

All artwork is made on picrew I don't own any of it

As far as they go I'm accepting request, questions for the characters to answer and just questions about them and if you just wanna talk to them you can via ask

Warning: contains both sfw and nsfw headcanons..also these boys are yanderes so they are kinda toxic

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Theodore,21

Gentle giant

I'm not kidding he's 6'3"

Half japanese half american

Is a college student studying to be a doctor

Just the sweetest sweetheart

He comes across as ditzy though

He is the mom of any friend group

Will spoil his darling with affection and love

Best hubby vibes for sure

Works himself to death to provide for you both

Will give you all the headpats

"you're so sweet, a perfect angel"

Got his scar from his childhood

Loves sweets

Likes to make you lunch shaped as animals

Wholesome boy

Will never hurt you

Can be strict about self care

But completely forgets about his own self-care

Works so hard to please you

Makes sure you are never sad or anything

As far as his yandere side

He isn't the type to get violent but is definitely the emotional manipulation type

Will make his darling seem absolutely insane

"sweetie, you shouldn't leave be logical here"

He will make his darling question their own decision making

In his eyes you are too fragile for the outside world

Listen to him, he is only trying to protect you

Doesn't like it when you fight him

Prefers a sweet darling but if you are a hothead he'll love you just as much...though your fighting and struggling will be a challenge

Will drug you if that's what it takes to keep you calm

"Just listen to me, okay? Why would you ever need to think or make your own choices when you have me?"

Definitely has a low sex drive more of a cuddler

But when he wants it he's such a gentleman about it

Will seduce you with a nice meal first before asking to make love

He will never force you to though cause he knows what that feels like

Can spend hours kissing you

Definitely has a kink for purity

If you act super innocent he just can't help but pull you into his lap and love up on you

Doesn't do any feral sex unless you've pushed him past his breaking point.

Is a switch so if you want to top him he'll allow it but he is far more comfortable being the dom

Hikaru, 21

Young and famous model

Full japanese

Comes from a family full of actors

Flamboyant as hell will actually crossdress if he wants to cause fuck gender roles

Monster Dick energy

He comes across as loud and hyper

Seems super sweet and bubbly

Loves to dress up his darling in cute clothes and spoil them when they are well behaved

"look at my adorable baby! Oh you're such a cutie!"

Is a strawberry milk boba drinker(*cough* like me *cough*)

Will take you on shopping dates if you are good

Is the type to flaunt his credit cards

Is actually a degrading king

He isn't the nicest yandere

Will kill an entire army if he has to

Will degrade the absolute hell out of his darling to break your self esteem and self worth

"baby, who else will want you? Honestly darling do you think anyone else actually cares about someone as worthless as you?"

Kinky as fuck

Has a bad temper

Don't piss him off or he will hurt you

"why would you ever need to leave! The only one who cares about you is me! Everyone else will just use you and throw you away!"

Is the type to try and make his darling as clingy as possible

Wants a housewife type darling no matter the gender

Wants to come home to an obedient lover ready to give him a kiss, dinner, and a BJ

Always wants to love up on you and have you in his arms

Will be grouchy if he sees you getting too confident in your looks

He fears that if you have too much self confidence you're going to leave him

"what are you wearing? It's absolutely hideous. Hmm? I bought that? Huh you must have looked cute in it then but right now you kinda look like a pig"

All in all he's a brat

If you try and dom him he will absolutely fight back and it will lead to some feral sex

Axis, 18

100% blind

full japanese

Despite not being able to see he doesn't need a cane or anything

Though he likes it when you offer to hold his hand in public

Works at home as an artist

Is really good at it and had some of his work in museums

Like spicy foods

Dumbass

Like super dumb

"hey, babe is tomato sauce a smoothie? Or maybe it's like jelly..but made out of like tomatoes"

Is basically a puppy

Can't keep his hands off you

Is always kissing and loving you

Praise giving king

Has hightened senses so he definitely remembers your smell and how you walk

Always has to be with you

Never leave

Never

He can't handle it

Is the exact opposite of hikaru

Makes it seem like he will actually die without you

"don't leave! Please! I'm helpless without you! [Y/n]! Don't leave me by myself!"

Will make you quit your job

Will make you move in with him

Acts pathetic when you even mention leaving

Hugs your leg and sobs hard

Has fake fallen many times to get you to think he truly is helpless without you

Will have a screaming tantrum if you walk out the door

Just painful screams and sobs while he claws his own face and body out of absolute insanity

Will keep doing that until you come back to him

"s-see, I'm helpless without you. I'll die without you, I need you so please..stay with me forever"

As far as sex..

He is definitely cries during it

Loves you so much that he is just sobbing while fucking you cause you feel so good and he loves you and-

Is like a dog in heat

Loves just feeling all over your body

Sex with him usually lasts many rounds and involves him humping you to death while he sobs and drools all over you

Will sub for you if you want him to

Will honestly do anything you want as long as you are touching him

Prince, 24

Horny 24/7

Full Korean but moved to Japan shortly after birth

Gained his name out of a magazine..thanks mom and dad

Works as a bartender

Usually a one night stand kind of guy but with you it's different

Loves sloppy kisses and cuddles

Bad boy

Aka he pretends to be a bad boy but is actually a softie who loves dogs and long walks on the beach

Goofy as hell

Loves to make you laugh

He isn't used to having a real relationship so be easy on him

Doesn't like restricting you and lets you do basically anything you want

Of course you belong to him though so no doing crazy things

Like to take you to work with him and gives you free drinks

Definitely has a fan girl club

The word sex escapes his mouth every three seconds

Sex with him is usually amazing

He's knows exactly what he's doing

As long as you love him it's all good

The moment you try to break up with him or distance yourself he loses it

"huh? Huh huh huh huh?! You're kidding yeah?! Stop joking around"

Gets hella paranoid and locks you in his house while pacing around not sure what to do

Will kill for you like absolutely will slaughter someone if they get too close to you

He changes so dramatically it's hard to see him as the same laid back flirty guy

He gets tense and panicked

"you can't leave okay?! Don't even try to ask!"

Will start to calm down if he sees you are accepting your fate

Thinks sex will solve his problems

"you just need to see how much of a man I am yeah?! Then you'll stay right?! Of course you will!"

Spirals out of control

You belong to him in his eyes so you can't ever leave

Clearly has abandonment issues

Will try to do whatever he can to make you happy though

Want it and he will get it

just stay with him and he will be okay

Will try and do whatever he can to make you just as obsessed with him as he is for you

Clearly doesn't have experience in loving someone

He's not used to wanting someone to stay with him so he takes drastic measures to assure you never leave

Even tries getting you pregnant or making you disabled to make you make no choice but to stay

Yuki, 21

Not picking favorites buuut-

Sleepy boy

Oddly enough is super athletic and strong..despite not working out

Half japanese half american

Responds with sounds or very few words

Forked tongue- not given to him by choice

Owns a tattoo and piercing shop

Despite this he doesn't own any tattoos

Loves to put his head on your lap or stomach

Prefers chubbier lovers but honestly will love you regardless

Will sleep the entire day without eating if you let him

Doesn't like speaking but if he has to he will

Hates any sort of loud noise, has sensitive senses

Is pretty lazy but if he has to do it he will.. though he will make random grunts and grumbles the entire time while pouting

More of a cat than a person

Quite moody

Only you're allowed to touch him

Anyone else who does he'll glare at and act cold towards

Likes to hug you from behind and lean against you no matter your height

If you're shorter than him expect him to put his chin on your head

If you are taller he's nuzzling his face in your back and taking in your smell

Can't cook to save his life

Almost burnt the house down cause he fell asleep while cooking

It's fine cause he eats microwave dinners and snacks from the convience store

Low sex drive

The king of sleepy sex

Usually all sex with him is slow,teasing and just filled with sleepy praise and compliments

Unless he's jealous or stressed then it's just rough fucking

Doesn't really act like a yandere at all.. buuut-

Honestly thought you two were dating this whole time

What do you mean you two aren't a couple

No no sweetheart you two were dating the moment he laid eyes on you

If you try to break this fantasy he will shut it down

"we're dating."

Try and say no and he will not be able to handle it

All his delusions keep him from breaking down but if you absolutely say that you two aren't dating he will snap

"stop talking, we are dating. So stop lying"

Doesn't like the thought of kidnapping but he will do it if he must

Will even work from home if he has to

He isn't really a violent type so he won't kill for you but he will absolutely spread lies and use blackmail to get what he wants

All your friends and family think that you eloped with him and never want to see them again

It's better for you both if you just play along with his games

Will definitely tattoo his name on you

He won't ever gag you cause he likes to hear your voice but if you try to scream he honestly won't know what to do

The loudness makes him tear up and he just covers your mouth with your hands begging you to stop

"It hurt. Too Loud. Please."

He just wants to love you he doesn't see what he's doing wrong

He just wants to be with you forever so be good and don't fight him

Is definitely the stalker and stealing clothes type

Will make a nest of all your things that smell like you and he'll just lay in it being in absolute peace

Has scared any and all potential lovers away

Mostly through blackmail

He is easily jealous but pretends not to be

As soon as you walk into the house he is there to smell you to see if you smell different

If you do you are taking a shower with him immediately

If not then yay cool cuddles and kisses

[punkscowardschampions]

Buster & Rio

Buster: Back in the 24 yet? Rio: Not quite Rio: Working out if there's a way to get the fundz without getting the 'rents in on the drama Buster: I'll spot you flight money Buster: My boy'll be gutted like, making me ask 'cause he's ready for round 2 Rio: Not for free you won't Rio: What you after? Rio: Ick, no thanks, break the news gently for me? or not Buster: Course Buster: I like the idea of you owing me one, that's all Rio: Ha, well I don't! Buster: Suit yourself Buster: Make your own way home then Rio: That's the plan Rio: Might hang about, just to annoy you, like Buster: You ain't that special, babe Rio: Yeah right Rio: Don't need to tell me, remember Buster: Yeah you got told good and proper last night, like Buster: Unlucky Rio: Yeah that makes sense Rio: don't wanna share me 'cos he ain't bothered, ok Buster: It does when you're only got the one brain cell Buster: Pick better if you want coherent shade thrown at you Rio: Says you Rio: you're out here not picking at all, what do you know? Buster: Plenty Buster: More than you if last night's anything to go by as well Rio: You never seen a domestic? Rio: Not the end of the world, or mine, trust Buster: Says you Buster: Have fun being stranded in my ends Buster: He did you a favor there Rio: Its Chelsea not Chi town Rio: so dramatic Rio: maybe I will Buster: You love it Buster: Up on your socials cause there's no crying in the club Rio: No tears left to cry Rio: Only his Rio: I'm not arsed, McKenna Rio: past his sell by date Buster: Onto the next. I hear you Buster: You could've done better than James but like you said, not arsed Buster: Not a night to be picky like Rio: You've got no room to chat there Rio: but exactly, not like I'm planning on bae-ing him up Rio: Needs must, right? Buster: Yeah Buster: Buy your own bling, his taste is shit Rio: Sly dig? Buster: No, like he literally had his last girl dripping in fakes Rio: Even if it was designer that would be gross Buster: needs must Rio: No, if you can't afford it yourself, you shouldn't be rocking it Rio: Sad Buster: Don't need to tell me Buster: He's a sad case. His ex too Rio: Back at ya Rio: I've got eyes Rio: More depression than the 30s round here Buster: Just think, if you took my money you'd be miles away Rio: I don't like owing people Rio: Especially not you Buster: More fool you Buster: I'll leave you to the delights of this postcode then, shall I? Rio: Not going to even offer a tour, rude Buster: You ain't no tourist Rio: Yeah well, I'm bored Rio: oh my god Rio: did you give him my number?! Buster: Do you think I'm a fucking amateur Buster: Course not Buster: You might not wanna be in my debt but he'll be begging before day's end Rio: Surely I didn't, eurgh Rio: Either that or he's a hacker on the low Rio: Brilliant, why are all your friends so letchy Buster: Beats me Buster: Hang on, I'll have a word Rio: Well that will look suspect Buster: I've had to warn him Nance before now, not gonna bat an eyelid about me doing it for my cousin like Buster: Sorted Buster: You're welcome, babe Rio: Not a master of reading cues then Rio: That doesn't count as a favour Rio: trying to make it 2-0, I see you Rio: but thanks Buster: Fuck off that one's free Buster: No means no Rio: Encouraging to know you've got that bit down pat Buster: Nice to know you thought I didn't Rio: You're surprised? Rio: You know the vibes you put out Buster: I ain't never got with a girl who was any less than enthusiastic Rio: Only got your word on that Buster: Fuck you Buster: That's all you should need on that Buster: I dunno what kind of lads you hang with but that ain't me Rio: Don't be so touchy Rio: That's what bragging sounds like Rio: compensating for something Buster: Whatever Rio: Ugh Rio: Sensitive this morning Buster: You know where the door is, babe Rio: Barred 'til I got the funds Rio: but I'm going to get breakfast Buster: Splashing cash you ain't got? Buster: Nice one Rio: I got enough for a sandwich calm down Rio: at least my moneys my own Buster: Here we fucking go Buster: Wondered how long it'd take you Rio: Its true Rio: I work Buster: And I study. So what? Rio: So what, you're trying to buy me off with your rents money Rio: Get a clue Buster: I'm offering to help you with money we can afford to let you have Buster: Christ Rio: Ain't yours to offer Rio: or claim like you earnt it Buster: You want me to wake my mum and dad so they can do it? Buster: Fucking hell Rio: Exactly why I'm not taking it Buster: Forget I fucking said it Buster: Jesus Rio: You get really arsey when you get called out Rio: too used to your trust fund friends Buster: I get really pissed off when I try and help someone out and they throw it back in my face for no reason Buster: Like I said, forget it Rio: 'Cos you're used to buying everyone off Rio: Lame Rio: and I didn't ask for your help Buster: You don't have to. You're family Buster: But fuck you then Rio: Sell it how you like Buster: Chat what you like Rio: I will thanks Buster: Go for your life Buster: I got nothing to add Buster: You know where I am if you change your mind Rio: don't tell your parents, alright Rio: and you ain't seen me if mine ask Buster: I'm not a snitch Rio: not meant to be here, deffo not with him Rio: one problem solved, you're welcome, guy Buster: Like I said, they're not hearing it from me Rio: Cheers Buster: See you whenever then Rio: You said your parents aren't up? Buster: Not yet Buster: They didn't get back until after me last night Rio: Dirty stopouts Rio: I need a shower Rio: distract 'em if they get up? Buster: What's in it for me? Rio: I don't know Rio: What do you want? Buster: Not to have to talk to my parents Buster: You're gonna have to make it worth my while somehow Rio: Fine Rio: Work out the fine print later Rio: deal? Buster: Yeah Rio: I'm good for my word ask anybody but I ain't going back to whatshisface or hitting someone else up just to get clean like Buster: Come on then Rio: I am Rio: Gotta google maps this shit, I dunno where I am Buster: I take it back, you are a tourist Rio: Oh, like I've been here so much Rio: if you recall, had to make a quick getaway this morning Rio: I got you, 10 minutes or so Buster: Ready when you are Buster: Rents still sleeping sound Rio: That'll be my 🍀 Buster: Jinx yourself if you like Rio: Since when have you been Mr Caution? Buster: Since I'm putting myself out for you Buster: With no reward yet Rio: I'm thinking and walking, God Rio: and they're not THAT bad Buster: Says you Buster: What do you know about it? Rio: Its not like I haven't met them, Buster Buster: And? Buster: You said yourself you never come here Rio: Alright, why are they so bad then? Buster: Why do you wanna get into it? Buster: Not had enough drama like Rio: I don't know Rio: Seemed like you wanted to talk about it Buster: Well I don't Buster: Don't wanna chat to you as standard I'm not trying to get personal with it Rio: Whatever Rio: There's your favour sorted then Buster: Bullshit Buster: You're not getting off that easy Rio: Worth a shot Rio: You could be more helpful, this is worse than a secret santa Buster: Yeah I could Rio: Prick Rio: Don't blame me when you get something you don't want then Buster: I'm basically counting on it, no worries Rio: Masochist Rio: Why would you not want something worth it Buster: I'm waiting to see what you think I'll think is worth it Buster: It'll be hilarious Rio: Ugh Rio: now I'm not even going to try Buster: Thought you didn't have to try? Rio: That's different Buster: Course Buster: Not a cop out at all Rio: Well, you're not inspiring my generosity here Rio: have to wait and see Buster: Face it, Cavante, you don't know everything Rio: You think you're that unpredictable? Buster: Clearly 'cause you're that stumped Rio: Nu-uh! Rio: Gotta give me time to source it Rio: not throwing cash at you like someone would Buster: If you're thinking drugs don't bother Buster: I can get my own Rio: I'm not Rio: Degenerate Buster: Middle-aged mum Rio: Fuck off Buster: You're coming to me, I ain't coming to you Rio: For your shower Rio: not for you Buster: Still need my help though Rio: Nah, I can soap myself up Rio: Don't try and lord it over me now, we got a deal Buster: Don't have to try Rio: No you're not allowed Rio: check the fine print Buster: I ain't signed nothing, babe Rio: Oral contract Buster: Says you Rio: Fine then I'm free too Rio: Can't have it both ways, boy Buster: Whatever Buster: Bored now Rio: Can't blame me Rio: no round 2 for you this morning? Buster: I wouldn't be talking to you if I had anything better to do Rio: Doesn't really answer the question Rio: not with your taste Buster: You're one to talk Rio: What, he was hot Rio: you wanna talk middle aged mums forreal Buster: James ain't Rio: No but he doesn't count Rio: I had to Buster: You can't say shit to me then Rio: You trying to say you have to sleep with generic vanilla bitches? Buster: Unless you're offering to find me a girl who ain't Rio: Big ask Rio: See what I can do Buster: That gonna be your favor like? Buster: Good luck Rio: Tried dating outside of the W/SW postcodes? Rio: Or a black girl Rio: just not white Rio: Expand your horizons Buster: How many times are you gonna make me try in one convo? Rio: You gotta if you want to fuck someone half way decent Rio: not going to fling themselves at your feet like the basics, duh Buster: Never said I wanted to, that was all you getting invested Rio: Have fun with mediocre and less than then? Rio: Strange boy Buster: Cheers Rio: What's the matter? Rio: Scared you won't get nowhere when its not fish in a barrel? Rio: Interesting Buster: Not looking to put effort in where I don't need to Rio: You may as well stay at home with your hand if that's true Rio: what's less effort than that? Buster: Girls throwing themselves at me Buster: Doing all the work Rio: Clearly not all of it Rio: You wouldn't be so fucking moody if they were Buster: Moody? You're hilarious Rio: What else would you call it? You're not fucking prince charming, you know Buster: Why should I give you my best? Buster: I've told you before you ain't that special Buster: Take it in Rio: What about your sister, hmm Rio: WHO are you giving your best to? Rio: Not the basic bitches, clearly Rio: Think on Buster: What do you care? Buster: Nothing to do with you like Rio: I care about Nance, like Rio: Its family, like you said, don't need reason more than that Buster: How we are is between me and her Buster: She can come crying to you all she wants, don't make it about you Rio: I'm not making it about me, dipshit Buster: Stop trying to get in the middle then Rio: Sort it out then Rio: If you were doing a better job I wouldn't need to Buster: You're the only one who wants it sorted Buster: Me and Nance know where we stand Rio: Latter might be right but the former isn't Rio: She's not going to tell you herself 'cos you'll just be a twat about it Rio: but she does want things to be different, I know Buster: No, she wants me to be different Buster: Ain't happening Rio: You're planning to stay an annoying 17 year old forever, yeah? Rio: Cool Rio: She knows who you are, Buster, that's a cop-out Buster: She wants me to go back to being the kid I was Buster: No can do Rio: Alright Rio: You'll work it out Rio: I'm here Rio: Let me in Buster: On it Buster: Finally Rio: Not my fault you kept yabbering Rio: I only went wrong once Buster: It's your own fault you never shut up Buster: Be quiet now at least, yeah? Rio: Pot kettle Rio: Not gonna sing in the shower whilst sneaking am I Rio: Whaddya take me for Buster: I don't need to answer that Buster: You already know Rio: Fair, I don't need to be insulted further Buster: You don't wanna Buster: It might do you good Rio: If that'll cheer you up, feel free to go for it whilst I shower Rio: BRB Buster: CBA Buster: Sooner I stop chatting, sooner you will Rio: Done and done Rio: Like I was never here Buster: See you around then Rio: Toodles Buster: Let me know if you ever make it home Rio: Such a drama queen Rio: think my Ma would be on the blower if I never came back like Buster: Not to me Rio: No but assumedly you talk to your parents on occasion Rio: catch me on the evening news, hope they pick a decent photo Buster: You and your ex probably Buster: Assuming he snatched you Rio: Awkward when he comes back empty-handed Rio: left me in a ditch somewhere Buster: Wouldn't be the weirdest place anyone in our fam has woken up after a night out Rio: No less embarrassing than some kid in Chelsea's gaff Rio: I'll take it, Curtis will be freed when I turn up not dead, its chill Buster: You should've just come to ours Buster: Brought it on yourself Rio: I hope I do get murdered now Rio: just so you can be quoted as saying I was 'asking for it' Rio: yeah 'cos you'd have loved that, ruining your evening Buster: Not likely. The house is big enough you don't have to see me or I you Buster: You could've taken Nancy's room. Not like she's using it Rio: Well at the time he seemed a more tempting idea Rio: we've all made that mistake, yeah? Buster: Yeah Rio: Shit night all in all, eh? Buster: Reckon we've both had better Buster: You want some coffee or whatever before you go? Rio: Alright Rio: How dead are your rents, can I come down and get it or should I stay where I am Buster: I'll bring it Buster: Unless you want to sneak back out and we can go pick some up? Rio: Yeah, don't think I've ever had a cup of coffee made by you, might not be the day to risk it Rio: Hmm Rio: Do you think I'll fit into anything of Nancy's/is that really cheeky Rio: She's bloody tall Buster: Fuck off. The machine's epic. Loud though Buster: There's enough shit she's left here to choose from, bound to make something work Buster: I might have stuff girls have left here but I have no clue if it'd make a full outfit like Rio: I'll be sure to sample it another time I'm not playing fugitive then Rio: I doubt the lost and found in your room is gonna be much better than what I had on Rio: Gimme a sec, meet you outside Buster: Fair Buster: Take your time in that maze of a wardrobe like Rio: Has she got any clothes in Dubo like? Madness Buster: Even more I reckon Buster: I thought lesbian's weren't meant to give a shit Rio: Shame about size and different taste or I could be tapping that shit up Rio: She's lipstick, not butch Buster: Don't get me started on the make up in her bathroom. Christ Buster: I swear some girls get with me just to raid it Rio: I mean Rio: cheaper than MAC Rio: but you said it that time, not me Buster: Letting you know so you've got no excuses Buster: I've got a rep, can't be walking around with you looking a state Rio: Charming Rio: I'll do my best, lily-white foundation ain't gonna cut it though so you'll have to deal Buster: I'll do my best Rio: Don't worry, if anyone ask, you don't know me Rio: separate tables, the whole shebang Buster: Well yeah, if you're gonna hold up the place to get your cash I want no part in it Buster: Fucking up my chances of being a shit hot lawyer before I've started Rio: Heaven forfend Rio: Not even gonna fight my case when you finally pass the bar? Buster: Might do Buster: Family rates like Rio: I can't rob another Starbucks to pay you Rio: not logical Buster: We'll work something out Rio: Add it to the IOU pile Buster: Course Buster: You ready yet? Rio: Was you insisting on a full face of slap Rio: I don't usually bother but you asked Buster: Shouldn't bother on my account Buster: Not even gonna get a good view when you put your balaclava on Rio: I had to, just to be petty and keep you waiting, like Rio: at least my eyes will look killer Rio: red lip too obvious though? hmm Rio: decisions decisions Buster: You always look good Rio: What was that? An actual compliment? Rio: Who are you and what have you done with Buster McKenna? Buster: Shut up Buster: I'm just saying Rio: Lips zipped and glossed Buster: Come on then, I look well suss standing here Rio: Neighbours curtain twitching are they? Ha, wait 'til I come out then Rio: At least I've got respectable girl clothes on or we're busted before we even get there Buster: Just don't open your mouth and they'll never know you ain't that respectable girl like Rio: Oi! Rio: Accent or content shade? Either way, fucking cheek Buster: Your accent's nice. It's a shame bout the rest of you though, ain't it? Rio: I'm a delight and you know it Buster: Yeah course Rio: Right, lets go Buster: Finally

[astrolowheeze]

Zodiac Speaks! : 1, Truth or Dare

Leo: Hello my fellow zodiac viewers! It's Leo, your host. Today we have a very, very special game, planned out by yours truly.

Virgo: What is this?

Leo: Hold on, okay? I got this 😎 Anyways. It's time for truth or dare!

Aries: Alright dudes!

Scorpio: Yeah! I AM THE BOSS!

Aquarius: *says to self* You THINK you're the boss. I am the meme lord™

Virgo, Taurus: *gasp* WHAT?!

Taurus: I thought we were baking today?

Libra: LOL SAME

Gemini: RIGHT??

Scorpio: Why bake when there's something called Pizza Hut delivery?

Capricorn: *raises eyebrow* *thinks to self* Does it really matter… I just want to get on with it…

Pisces: *looks at Capricorn* … yeah…

Capricorn: Wait, did I say that out loud? Oops.

Leo: Yeah? Well, nobody cares!

Cancer: That's rude.

Taurus: What she said.

Aries: Just don't be sensitive butts.

Leo: I'm kidding. Joking around. Jokes. You know what those are, right?

Sagittarius: Um??? Hello?? Can?? We?? Just?? Get?? On?? With?? The?? Game??

Aquarius: Omg?? Question?? Marks?? Are?? So?? Quirky?? Pls?? Stop??

Leo: Everyone! Calm down now children! Your host has to speak! *clears throat*

Leo: So basica—

Gemini: YOU SUCK LEO

Scorpio: YOU TELL HIM GEM!

Leo: If you'd let m—

Gemini: YOURE JUST LIKE VIRGO

Aries: YEAH FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT

Virgo: Um excuse me??

Leo: Okay how am I li—

Gemini: *grabs microphone from leo*

Leo: HEY!

Libra: *snapchats whole thing* y'ALL

Taurus: You guys are childish… I like it.

Gemini: Since Leo had to be a butt—

Cancer, Pisces: *snort*

Gemini: … and take such a long time for the introduction, we won't really be able to finish all the stuff you have for us, folks. There's a partwo.

Sagittarius: Did you just blend the words "part" and "two"?

Gemini: *throws on shades* That I did.

Leo: *sarcastic* Oh, Gemini. How amazing you are. Who knew the words "part" and "two" would blend together perfectly. You deserve an award. A prize.

Virgo: Leo. Calm down dude.

Pisces: OoOoOoOhHhHHhH Virgo taking charge ♡__♡

Virgo: … what?

Capricorn: … what?

Pisces: … vat…?

Everyone else: … what?

World: What?

Pisces: Oh, you know. Just get on with the game!

Gemini: Okay. *whips out phone*

All of them: *get in a circle, by birth date*

Gemini: CutieGirl00303 asks Aries a tru—

Aries: Aw, seriously? A truth? 🙃

Gemini: Don't be sad. There'll be a partwo.

Gemini: Anyways… she asks, "If you were to be stuck on an island with three other signs, who would those three other signs be?"

Aries: Hmm… I don't know. One of them would be Vir—

Virgo: Huh? Why me?

Aries: Because you've got brains and stuff.

Virgo: …

Aries: And I'd also bring Scorpio and Sagittarius. Cause they're cool.

Gemini: Okay then. *passes phone to leo*

Leo: *looks up from sulking* Me? The honor of leading? Again? :,)

Gemini: Just… cmon man!

Leo: Okokok. BlazerBoy13 has a dare for Taurus. He dares them to… *raises eyebrow*

Taurus: What? Dares me to do what??

Leo: … kick Aquarius in the back…?

Taurus: WHAT?!

Aquarius: *glares at taurus* if you even try…

Taurus: *swallows* I'll pass.

Leo: Whaaaaattt?? Okay, that's understandable. *looks at Aquarius* *looks down at phone in terror*

Leo: Moving on…

Scorpio: … I will never move on from them… I love them… I gave them my heart and soul an—

Leo: Ahem!! Someone dares Gemini to pat Libra's back until it's their turn… huh? That doesn't sound too hard.

Gemini: O.o

Gemini: These dares are lame…

Leo: *sighs* But you have to do them.

Gemini: *walks over to libra* Hey dude. *slaps Libra's back so hard, a hand mark appears.*

Libra: *stands up* WHAT??? OUCH!! OUCH!! OUCH!!! OU!!!!!!!!!!!! C!!!!!!!!!! H!!!!!!!!

Pisces: *jolts awake* WHAT

Libra: *starts crying*

Cancer: What? Someone is crying? And it's not me?

Libra: DUDE!

Gemini: *laughs* Sorry man. This was getting boring.

Sagittarius: And the fact that Gemini is my sister sign…

Cancer: *runs to libra* Ouch. We should get some ice on that.

Leo: I'll help. *helps libra up*

Taurus: I'll go with you guys!

Leo: Oh. In that case, I'll stay here. Host responsibilities you know.

Scorpio to Capricorn: lol. Can't spell responsible without Leo.

Capricorn to Scorpio: That doesn't even make any sense.

Scorpio to Capricorn: You don't make any sense.

Taurus: *rolls eyes* Yeah.

Cancer, Taurus, Libra: *exits living room, goes to kitchen*

Leo: Sorry guys. The very amazing Gemini here HAD to do that, so I guess we'll be continuing in part two.

Gemini: *partwo

Aquarius: yeah we geddit.

Leo: Comment truths or dares for any sign! And who knows, we might see them. That's all for now! Bye!

Sagittarius: LMAO BYE 🔚

~~end~~

Astrolowheeze // IG

[cottoncandyjester]

Hey guys im sorry I haven't been posting, honestly tumblr is making it hard to. every single story I write tumblr crashes then deletes it so it's been HIGHLY frustrating...guess I need to invest in a laptop or a better phone

Sorry this was so long I always want the boys' back stories to be only 2 parts

This story contains: death, torture, abuse, toxic relationships, murder, violent themes

"you're too soft! They are sinners theodore why are you being so damn sensitive"

Theo winced at the punch his father landed which caused him to stumble back his back hitting the table which held their latest victim, a young woman that theo cleaned up and dressed in his mother's clothes, he didn't like the sight of her all bloody and mangled it made his heart sting.

Theo never helped to Kill any of these women, only cleaned them up and made sure they looked beautiful in death it was his way if asking for forgiveness.

When he was ten he idolized his father but it's been two years since he caught his father and been training under him to take his place and all that love vanished he found himself feeling nothing but hate and disgust for his father, what made matters worse was the fact that his mother had to take half the brunt of his father's anger.

"I won't do this anymore, you're wrong. Women aren't devils, mother is an angel and I wont hurt her"

Theo's harsh remark earned him yet another punch in the face this one knocking him down as he spat out blood the metallic taste making him sick to his stomach.

"you're a damn fool boy, I'll make you see her filth"

With that his father left him in the attic to starve for the night which was always a common occurrence. As he laid back on the floor the boy let out a dry chuckle.

"Just a little more...then you'll be the one burning in hell father"

Theodore felt everything go black and it wasn't long until he had passed out soon waking back up in bed with his mother caring for his wounds. He could smell her sweet perfume and hear her soft humming, something about those things made his heart flutter in the purest of ways.

"you should be careful theo, you know making him angrier will only result in pain"

"it's okay, we'll leave together one day..just me and you.."

There was silence after that and for a while things were okay, the family was quiet during dinner and once it got late theo figured his father would have went to bed forgiving him for his outburst in the morning.

Theo woke to the sound of two metal objects clashing together, the sound was enough to stir him awake though when he tried to move he realized he was tied up against a chair. That clashing noise he heard was his father sharpening a few knives, the sight made theo's blood run Cold.

"f-father?"

"god told abraham to kill his son, and abraham was about to do it like a loyal sheep. God will make you do awful things theodore and as a man we must do them"

Theo frantically struggled against the ropes binding him only feeling more and more stressed as his father stepped closer and closer thing soft steps of his shoes making theo feel like he had to puke.

What's going to happen to me?

Am I going to die?

Theo felt his father press the tip of the blade pressed softly against his forehead on the left side of his face, the cool metal only brought theo to reality more, his father was going to kill him cause god said so.

"i-i know we are nothing alike but please-"

"we are absolutely nothing alike! You are exactly like your mother a sissy little housewife! You were never going to be a good man or husband! When I asked God for a son I thought he would send me one I could be proud of!"

Rage fuelled theo, he wasnt sure why but something about what his father said made him want to scream, his father was wrong... absolutely wrong.

"I'll be a perfect husband, and a better Father than you"

As soon as he said those words theo felt the sharp pain of his father pushing the blade into his skin earning a sharp inhale of breath trying not to show too much weakness. Theo kept thinking about his mother and how in a way he was protecting her, their goal were to run away safely together.

"we might have one thing in common theodore, you have a devil in you just like me..it's time to show you just how tainted you are"

With that theo felt a harsh intense pain as his father dragged his blade along the boy's face earning screams coming from him as he thrashed and tried kicking but his father pressed his knee onto the boy's legs now carving his skin off in such a slow and unbearable way that it was driving theo crazy

"accept your sins theodore! This is your punishment for being unloyal!"

Theodore couldn't stop screaming as the knife raked down his face roughly cutting a large chunk of his skin clean off, the pain was so great he was close to fainting but his father came prepared and injected him with an adrenaline shot.

"p-please f-father please please please..."

Theodore at this point didnt know what he was begging for, maybe death? The overwhelming taste and smell of his own blood was making him sick and not to mention there was a lot of blood pouring down his face.

I'm dying.. god has forsaken me

"may you be reborn as a perfect child next time"

Theo kept his head down but felt a soft kiss on his head before hearing footsteps walk away from him before the door to the attic closed, his father left him to die!

Theo swayed side to side hoping to get free, if he could just get to his father's desk and grab a knife though without his glasses seeing things far away was near impossible though he could see the shape of the desk.

"mother needs me, I can't die.."

Theo grunted in pain as he fell forward which wasn't his plan but he'll take it, with every fiber of his being he crawled and scooted along the ground towards the desk before seeing a knife handle over the edge of the desk. Thankfully his legs were tied just his arms so with some embarrassing attempts to stand of even kneel before turning around to grab the knife with his hand.

Before he could cut himself free he heard banging on the attic door before a crash, the sound was enough to startle him into cutting the palm of his hand and dropping the knife

"argh! I-it hurts!"

Soon the attic door opened and rushing towards him was his loving mother, her frantic questions and worrying about him made him feel far better especially when she untied him from the chair.

"I'm leaving tonight theo, my fiancee is waiting for me outside"

"t-then let's go mother! Now is the perfect time to go!"

There was a tense silence after that as theo felt his mother bandage his wound up, his mother was hiding something and he didn't like it.

"w-we have a little girl and he's very protective of her and well with how your face looks now you'll scare her and I don't want to bring any baggage from my pa-"

Theodore felt as if his head was spinning, what was she saying? He did everything for her he almost died for this woman and she saw him as baggage to toss away before going to her new family.

"y-you're going to leave me here? J-just like that?! I protected you from him! I made sure he never hurt you! Were you ever going to bring me with you?!"

"keep your voice down theo, please calm down you're scaring me-"

"I'm scaring you?! I'm the one scaring you?! How could you?! I'm your child! I love you!"

He watched his mother look down shamefully and slowly back away clearly afraid of what will her next words do to him. Theodore was feeling a little unstable at the moment, his own mother just betrayed him can he truly trust no one in his life?

"your eyes just...look just like him. I can't theo I'm so sorry I can't it's too painful for me.. you're too much like him"

That was the thing that broke theo all together, it was like his brain just snapped and no clear thought came just pure anger and pain. How could she think that?! Theo thought he was nothing like his father absolutely nothing!

"no! I'm nothing like him! Nothing! He's abusive and a horrible man how could you say that!? I thought you loved me but you're just like him-yeah you're like him not me! I'm pure! A good person"

Theo couldn't stop himself, before he knew it he had grabbed the knife he dropped earlier, the large blade held tightly in his hand and scaring the one person he thought he can trust.

"w-why do you want to leave me? You're just embarrassed of me..you don't want me around cause you hate me"

"no no no baby I love you I just-"

Theo swung the knife slashing his mother's arm, hearing her cry out in pain made him only smile as he gazed at her fearful expression. His sense of reason was vanished and all he wanted now was to show everyone how much they hurt him

"maybe if you were a better mother I wouldn't have gotten hurt all the time, maybe if you weren't too busy being a good wife instead of a good mother I wouldn't be in such pain!"

"t-theo please I just-"

"why couldn't I just have a normal family?! I prayed for one! So why!?"

Theo slashed at his mother again and again over and over sloppily slashing at her without caring about where he aimed. He was far more focused on releasing all this pain and betrayal he felt

"why doesn't anyone want me?! Why don't you want me! I want you so what's wrong with me?! Why am I so broken?!"

Theo ignored the sobs and begging for her to stop, they were not processing clear enough to him he just wanted to hurt them to hurt them in ways they hurt him. Her thrashing soon stopped but it wasnt enough for theo, he moved ontop of her now raising the blade and slamming it down inside her chest his eyes glossed over as he did so.

"I'm not like him, I'm nothing like him! I'll be a good father! A good husband! I'll never abandon my family! Never! Never ! Never!"

The knife slipped I his hand and when he tried to catch it he grazed his hand before hearing the knife clatter onto the ground, theo panted heavily before looking at his hands seeing hands were lightly bruised from gripping the knife so hard, he then looked down at his mother and her horror stuck face.

"look at what father did, I told you we should have left before...it's okay I'll protect you"

Theo reached out taking the scarf his mother wore before putting it on himself before pressing it to his nose and taking a deep inhale, the sweet scent gave him shivers.

The sight of his dead mother made the boy tear up but he honestly didn't realize he was the one who had did such a thing, it was something he refused to accept. Now gripping the knife he once had before he creeped down the attic stairs each step more and more anxiety fuelling, from the quiet sounds it seemed like his father was asleep.

Theo had never acted out so violently than when he saw his father sleeping soundly in bed, once again much like before he had completely snapped now walking over and plunging the knife deep into his father's side earning a painted grunt along with his father's eyes to snap open

This caused theo to panic and he did the first thing he could think of which was to bite his victim's ear using that time to shove the blade into his father's chest before biting his ear off and spitting it onto the ground in a feral snarling mess.

"t-there's your demon... y-you're just like me"

"I'm nothing like you! Nothing!"

Theo gripped the knife blade shoving it deeper til it became stuck and his father stopped breathing, what struck theo as odd was the lack of struggling..didn't his father want to live? That escaped his mind as he tried wiggling the blade out of the corpse only to whine lightly at how stuck it was

"heavy, too heavy"

Theodore decided his next plan was to change out of his bloody clothes except for his scarf of course and to turn on the gas stove as high it can possibly go, he used his bedroom window to escape since his mother's boytoy was still waiting for her outside.

One match, it took one match to burn the place down starting the fire in his bedroom and letting it spread. A few minutes after theo jumped out the window the house roared to live now completely on fire.

Theodore only 12 years old had killed his parents and burned the place down, he had no one else to turn to no family or anything so he turned to his local church. They sent him to a boarding school where he grew up and found a passion for medicine as well as helping others.

His dark past always haunted him, he was known as the boy whose family died horrible deaths. There were always rumors about what happened that night some say that his father killed everyone before burning the place and stabbing himself others think that his mother's lover killed them all in an angry rage. Theo would always just shrug and laugh it off thanking God that he's alive

Those dark desires of having a family only grew as he grew older, it became a twisted obsession that festered stronger and stronger by the time he was 18 he was already waiting for marriage..after all a good husband waits for the perfect bride.

"theo? Hey theo? Hello earth to theo?"

Theodore snapped awake only to see his sweet darling staring at him worriedly, he must have fallen asleep in his office again. Theo simply smiled as he stood from his chair

"what's wrong?"

"well, dinner's ready have a good dream or something?"

Theo chuckled softly before running his fingers through his hair trying to come up with a suitable answer

"just dreaming about the past my angel, though I should focus on the future with you after all the past is the past..."