#she wants me real baddddd

[unbear-ably]

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When the PRETTIEST person on this app basically proposes to you, I love u Indie <3 <3 <3 (I'm I allowed to send this right back to you as well right, I don't know , still going to do it though). You guys should actually go check her out!

[frenchgremlim1808]

it might sound weird coming from me but I would honestly prefer a ranmaru mini ep and a hinako one over a kanna mini episode. This might sound shocking to some since I'm a big Kanna fan and I already stated my distaste for ranmaru but yes I would honestly prefer a mini ep about him first.

I think mini ep are an excellent way to give depth to a character make us change our way of seeing them and depenibg their already excellent traits. The kurumada mini ep is truly a masterpiece in my eyes because I already liked kurumada but it really deepened his character in so many way, he wasn't just an angry man. The kai mini ep, oh god the Kai mini ep is so good it made me realise that Kai was probably one of the best written characters in the game. Mini EPs make me like the characters even more, and give them so many layers.

Compared to what people might think I want to like ranmaru, really, I really hope that maybe this mini episode will make me like his character, for now I think that he is a bad person and a boring character, but I want to like him like the rest. Giving depth and explaining why he acts this way that's what I want. Hinako is such an interesting character which we know nothings of, who are you what's your real identity and name. Who are you truly fake hinako. I'm so interested into giving those characters depth complexity to make them truly special. Which I swhy I want characters who I do not care or like that much to get mini episode first before the others.

Kanna is already the best character in the game,I already love her, and having a mini ep will just be a bit of fanservice for me. Kanna does not NEED a mini episode right now, I do think she DESERVES to have one someday, but maybe later.

This is the same reason a Keiji mini episode would be useless I think, I know he will get one but we already know everythings about that guys. I know he will get one since he's the writer pet but still he does not NEED one immediately.

So yes nankidai please do mini episodes on characters that really need it, to give them depth such as Joe, hayasaka, Miley, ranmaru, fakehinako,mai etc.

BUT YTTS KANNA IS STILL MY ONLY HOPE IN LIFE I NEEED IT SO BADDDDD

[our-t4t-experience]

I love my girlfriend sososo much. I get to help her with experiencing "girl things" and I'm so happy for her.

I had so much built up anger & resentment for feminine things due to being transmasc and feeling forced to present as a girl when I was younger...

But... seeing her be so happy and excited over things I used to hate about myself... It heals something in me y'know? It makes me so full of joy & love. I can't help but appreciate it and the amount of joy it brings her. <33 I wanna support and love her for as long as time allows me to. 🥺🥺🥺

Aaaugh t4t is so healing and loving. :sobs: 🥺🥺 I've never experienced love like this before. I wanna hold her gently in my hands and whisper sweet nothings/reassurances to her so baddddd!!! >.<

I just want her to know she is loved, appreciated and adored. She deserves so much. I'd give her the entire world if I could. <33 🥺❤️

(Ughhh <3 wanna kiss her so bad now... 🥺🥺 goddangit yearninggggg so much arrgghhhhhh)

I could rant about her forever I think haha

ur so real for this i like buying my gf pretty dresses i just bought her one for valentines day (:

[anxious-lee]

4, 12, and 13!!

Also not on the prompt, but what’s your tickling origin story?

4. I'm the lee that never unburies her face bc I'm so flustered (original answer I know)

As a ler, I'm not sure, but I'd hope I'm a nurturing ler. All I want to do as a ler is make you feel beautiful and adored and worth it

12. I want to be wrecked so baddddd but idk if my sensory issues would let meeee

13. Tickle hugs!! It takes the two loveliest things and combines them into one!

Tickle origin story? I'm so glad you asked!

I've always felt this way, since as long as I can remember. I have no idea where it came from, where it comes from for anyone, but I didn't question it until I was in middle school. At no point before that did I think "why are you so obsessed with tickling? What's wrong with you?". It was just something I understood as a fact, it didn't need declaring.

I knew enough at that age not to tell anyone. It didn't feel like shame exactly. This was just one of those things you keep to yourself. I never felt that there was something wrong with me, I knew I wasn't hurting anyone, and if i knew someone else thought these things, i wouldn't think any less of them.

I have been tickled a handful of times when i was super young, but I didn't like any of them. Once was from my dad and a couple times from my brother. I didn't know that you could enjoy tickling from specific people and hate it from others, so I just assumed I hated all real-life tickling. And that's what I told people. I hated being tickled. (Or so i thought)

One of my most significant memories about this sort of thing was when my mom almost discovered my tickle-art notebook I hid in a drawer. She didn't look in it (thank god) she just put it away with my other notebooks. But that was it for me. I had to get rid of it. It would only be a matter of time before I really got caught. So I sharpied over every page, put the notebook at the bottom of an empty trash bag, buried it in other trash, and brought that bag out to the garbage can outside.

That's about all I have to say about that! I've since come to accept what I am and what I like and I'm very happy 😊 but tickle starved

[jihyocentric]

the drabble.....the art......puppy!hyo enjoyers (me) are being FED

nonono but i wanted to say abt the pup!hyo drawing, i used to have a german shepherd when i was younger (kinda where i got the idea that jihyo was a german shepherd to begin with) and he always had one ear up and one ear down. thats how i always think abt him and now to see jihyo like that really hit me...made me tear up fr ty l4zylurker it was a good drawing and i also love ur art!! u did fantastic!!

and then i read the drabble and i did cry. just a little bit. nayeon came back!!! they're together again!!!! but im so glad jihyo told jeongyeon how she actually feels. and her being super chatty was tooooo cute poor jeongyeon but hey those are the things you for the people you care abt right? and she was so attached to her too ough the things jeonghyo does to me

it was the reunion scene that got me IM SO SOFT AND IT WAS SO SWEET jihyos entire world revolves around nayeon they are so so perfect i love them too much

AND THEN IT WAS BREEDING TIME DLKJSLDKFL GOOD FOR THEM...until jihyo gets in trouble, the whole moment where she just goes "please dont be mad" while cumming on nayeon I GIGGLED A BIT POOR JIHYO IS GONNA GET IT BADDDDD

ahhh but the confession was cute!! 3mix is moving along real nicely good for them!!

it was a great fill, ty for it lumi!! and incredible art too this blog really has it all

keep doing great things!!

-🐶

STOP MAKING FUN OF THE BREEDING TIME let me liveee 😭

yeah their ears are so cute 🥺 the part where hyo is chatty was something i kept thinking about, i think she's super talkative with jeongyeon bc they talk about things nayeon won't understand,, like nayeon doesn't care about sports, she doesn't play games and stuff and jihyo finally found someone to talk to when it comes to those things so yup it's adorable!! she's a little too much but jeongyeon will listen

idk if you noticed but i was planning to make 2yeon have a past together,,, it's what jeongyeon was about to tell jihyo when they were having breakfast: 2yeon had a thing for a couple of months when they first got into uni and they didn't end up together because 1) they were just trying out new things and they didn't really fall in love back then and 2) jeong found someone else (and they obv didn't work out together), so yeah they became besties over the time and then nayeon got jihyo and the rest we all know

[carmenized-onions]

the want is the back story

my brain was spiralling and I couldn’t type at the pace I was thinking but fuckkkkkkk

Richie and Chip dealing with Fak Faking

And her pulling on her Somm hat and only pulling out top shelf wine!!!! Empty their fucking wallets

And her heart hurting cuz she gave douchey chef her meal. My godddddddd

And also Carm feeling he’s only a replacement for Mikey I SOBBBBV

this makes sense-- As far as i can tell, unless there are some lovers too afraid to admit they are lovers, most people really don't want Tony and Mikey to have dated, as far as i can tell, at least. If you're a contrarian reading this: LET ME KNOW I'M INTERESTED!!

The Fak dinner was a delight, and it's nice to re-read the chapter and go ahhhhh,,, this is so light and funny mostly,,,,,, and then just stop reading after the water scene, just stop there, and then everything's totally fine

MAKE THEIR POCKETS HURT!! DUDU DU DU DU DU DOO. Had to do real wine research for that-- I mean I always do, but yknow. Wine can get fuckin expensive gang. 200 is not the highest it gets-- But I just figured it'd be the most expensive The Bear is willing to do.

It's fun that cherry has become like, the staple flavour in this series somehow. Reading back i forgot that Tony has a lifesaver in chapter 3? and it's fucking cherry flavoured. I thanked a mystical being that Tums has cherry flavoured chewables. Just so good and deeply painful-- cherry on top (had to).

ALL HIS FEARS CONFIRMED BABYYYYY IT'S ALL BADDDDD

[hwaightme]

hello its me again and im back!

i just got done and im AAAAAAHHHHHH so please forgive me if this seems all over the place its because it is...

also for anyone who might be reading this please read long exposure BEFORE reading this cause imma bout to spoil like there's no tomorrow beacause i loved it so much and i need to get all this excitement out somehow.

SPOILERS UNDER THIS PART

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i didn't know it was possible for you or even for any mere mortal to top the absolute masterpiece that was Use Me… Honestly you know how much i loved use me… me??? a mingi biased??? it seemed impossible. But you didddd!!!!!! like gorllll. everything about long exposure was PERFECT

ok so first of all the setting! you set the mood so expertly right from the get go! i felt mc’s drive and passion for her job and also the admiration she had for hwa like you could feel he was her hero. and then i love how you introduced woo in the middle of this. he appears like a disgracious spot in the middle of the beautiful photograph between mc and hwa. and you feel the real switch in mc’s heart. like you can feel her resentment and i loved ittttt.

i want to ENDLESSLY praise your character development!!!!! you are so soooo soooooooo good at that! you said in the intro that everyone was toxic in this fic and it’s true but exactly like hwa’s picture they seem only black and white at first glance but all three of them are SO MUCH MORE!!! they all are a beautiful palette of grays. as i was reading i felt even if all of the characters were making the unethical/immoral decisions none of them were evil per se. none of them were unidimensional. They all had so much depthhhh!!! it’s insane!!!! Like honestly i couldn’t even bring myself to hate woo because you did such a great job at painting him through his vulnerable side. even though he was clearly the asshole here. But honestly that phone call… where he wanted to protect mc from hwa who he thought became violent that was so sweet and it made my heart ache honestly but at the same time i was sooo happy for mc to finally let go of woo because she deserved better. somehow i felt all of them deserved better. also that's just pure speculation on my part but i cant help to doubt seonghwa’s passion will pass the test of time like so many artists switching from one muse to another. because so many artists are fuel by frustration, imagination, desire and even pain, rejection. and once you touch the dream, once you grasp the unreachable and you leave the realm of possibilities then the passion turns routine and the mystery turns habit… im scared seonghwa will grow tired of mc and she will end up hurt again and im rooting for her so baddddd.

i wanted to also talk about just the way you write…. girl it’s insane it’s just pure art!!!!! like the way every single sentence flow naturally after the previous one and you paint perfectly every picture, every emotion. You articulated this triangle so well. like as a reader i connected so well with all three of them. and the way you used photography analogies and just figures of speech beautifully some passages felt like poetry!!!! like damn you’re insane for this one!!!

And that brings me right to the next thing! girl are you a shapeshifter of sumn? like everytime i read one of your pieces, you can easily pass yourself as an expert in that field. Like i read motivate me i was convinced you majored in psychology and now im like is bai a photographer too???? like you make it so real!!!!! 

and hwa speaking french here and there i was about to LOSE MY MIND!!!!! (french is my native language) like i pictured it soooo welllllll with his low and quiet voice and it got me melted into a puddle! like he was so assertive but so respectful and so just ugh perfect. and him going to Brussels!!! i was like THIS IS MY CITYYYYY!!!!! like i was so happy!!!

and girl the smutSSSS (plural what???) like the first scene with woo i loved it really gave the vibe “it feels so wrong but so right” at the same time! i love how woo knew exactly what mc was picturing and she was so parched for seonghwa’s touch that she didn’t even take the time to deny it and used him to get off to the thought of her boss. so scandalous i LIVE FOR IT!!!! and the scene with the man of the hour ??????? omg!!!! like when he asked mc to start by herself while he took the pics i was like AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH and just losing it! and then the rest i can’t even talk about because im still in my feels and yeah…

AND GORL THE ENDING!!!!!!!! the things it implies!!!!!!! i like to think the woo did it!!! i love unhappy/bad endings!! i love to see the villain win so that really was the cherry on top for me!!!! 

so yeah! this was perfect to me like everything! i loved it so much!!!! all across the board it was just 10s everywhere! 

Thank you so much for writing this!!!!!!!! im so glad i found your page!!! you write the best fics ever and you’re an absolute sweetheart <3

ILYSM <333333

Hello there I am speaking to you from the afterlife because the Seonghwa Paris live just made me feel all types of ways and I was repeatedly destroyed but ANYWAYS MY ANGEL YOU ARE THE KINDEST SWEETEST BEAUTY I CANNOT <3 <3 PLEASE This is the highest praise of all time and I am a sobbing mess on the floor…. and omg…… I am thinking back to just how my heart fluttered when you sent in your thoughts about Use Me… you know I still come back to that post? AND NOW I WILL BE LOSING OVER THIS ONE FOR ALL OF ETERNITY BECAUSE ;~; my word this is just…. this just means infinity to me. Thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

It was really interesting to try and immerse myself into the photography world, as I feel like this is just such a beautiful, deep realm that very much connects with inner emotions and their expression, so I am so OVERJOYED that you felt the mood of mc and her relationships with both Seonghwa and Wooyoung! Also omg that analogy is just so brilliant - the disgracious spot… I am genuinely floored and so grateful for this!! And yes, I find that professional pursuits and the arts are just such an interesting driver, so really the fact that you found my attempts at integrating that to make sense is just making my heart sing.

I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU LIKED THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT OMG!!!!!!!!! This is something that I am constantly trying to improve upon, because I truly believe that every single individual is so multifaceted - quite literally a universe in a body, so to make someone have only one trait is… it is unjust, so with each work I try my best to learn how to deliver emotion and feelings as best as I can. I bow to you… your words are an infinite motivation and inspiration, and really make me want to continue on this beautiful journey that is writing and reading and appreciating the world itself. Thank you. And not me ceasing to breathe for a second when you said the 'beautiful palette of grays' - I am legit tearing up…. One of my favourite quotes of all time is from Sir William Shakespeare's Hamlet, which is "there is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so", and so I want to try my best to make even the one who is initially an antagonist, or portrayed to be one, to have their reasons, their rationality, their own heart (how you describe the personality and decision-making that Woo has here is just…. I am…. I am speechless because this is making me overwhelmed in the best way, I am so grateful). Also, the point you make about Seonghwa, it is just sending me into such a wondrous spiral of ideating what this world in Long Exposure could become and be - as you say, there really is the risk of him moving on - he is a chaser, he wants to capture what cannot be captured, and while it is a permanent frustration it is what drives him, and here he is, with the world in his hands…. and what would that mean for the future? Can this artist, this visionary, this innovator live with reality when he wishes to invent his own?

I am currently SPEECHLESS… really I am stunned…. coming from such a gifted writer (seriously, I reread your work - Partition at least three times) this is just beyond what I could ever hope for. I know I am saying thank you in every sentence but really…. again, to quote Shakespeare, this time taking from Twelfth Night: "I can no other answer make but thanks, And thanks; and ever thanks". The triangle was definitely an experiment for me, since before Long Exposure I have mainly (if not completely) focused on singular pairings with low 'romantic conflict' if you will, so this is just so unbelievably encouraging, and I am going insane from your kind words ;~;

AHAHAHAH I am lowkey obsessed with researching different careers and professions, because seriously… there is so much cool stuff out there, everything has such amazing intricacy and the little things that make a job are just so beautiful… I want to try my best to do this justice, so I am so happy that you enjoy my little deep dives <3 And ahem…. not me… being um… inspired by you O_O because this was around the time when you were talking about the Brussels concert and were posting about your experiences…. Anyways imma just hide right now ahah ily <3 (also not Seonghwa saying a few words in French during the live!?!!? SWOON)

EHEH INDEED THE PLURAL; Genuinely the first scene had me… thinking thoughts as I was typing it ahah - exactly as you say, "it feels so wrong but so right" ahah; so much for Wooyoung trying to sculpt MC in to what he wanted to see, only for her to envision someone completely different. Slowly but surely, Woo disappeared from her viewfinder (due to his own… interesting decisions)… AAAH I am so so honoured that you enjoyed the second scene~ really it was interesting to figure out how to blend photography and intimacy, considering that really… in many ways this is what Seonghwa is trying to express but is the first time it is done so explicitly… AND GUUURL I AM IN MY FEELS RN!!!!

I am a sucker for ambiguous, open endings ahah, it may be cruel so very sorry ahah but I am so so glad that you liked it!!! EXACTLY WHO KNOWS WHAT IF WOOYOUNG PULLED A "OH YOU ARE NOT MINE? THEN YOU CANNOT BE ANYBODY ELSE'S EITHER";

Again, you are stunning, you are perfection, you give me all the serotonin and dopamine and I feel so truly blessed. Thank you so much, I love you 3000 and I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY GRATFUL THAT I HAVE MET YOU AND HAVE THE PLEASURE OF SPEAKING WITH YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU TALENTED, KIND ANGEL ILYSM!!!! MUCH LOVE AND BIGGEST HUGS <3333333333

[nyctophilin]

When i say im hurt, i mean IM HURT BC OMFG Y/N AND HYUNJIN??? LIKE I WAS SUS ABOUT HIM SINCE PT II BUT STILL WOW,,,POOR HAN LIKE I WAS ROOTING FOR THEM BUT AT THE SAME TIME I TOTALLY GET Y/N CONFESSING TO HYUNJIN AND LEAVING HAN BUT BROOOO I FEEL SO BADDDDD POOR HAN BEING LEFT ALONE LIKE THAT 😭🤧 HE JUST WANTED REAL LOVE BUT ENDED UP BEING ALONE,, RIP HANS HEART 💀😭

Don't be hurt! It will make me sad. :((

I feel like a lot of people expected Y/N to end up with Jisung anyway. And there's nothing bad with it, but it's better for both her and Jisung that she ended up dating Hyunjin for various reasons.

He really wanted just real love but first he has some problems he has to take care of. Y/N rejecting him will make him realise what they are and give him time to work on them.^^

But we can still be there for him and hope he finds a new lady to love.💕

Until then tho, RIP JISUNG'S HEART LOL.

[lesbehoesordietrying]

Get to know me tag

Rules: answer these 84 statements about yourself then tag people

Tagged by: @shippinggayandallthatjazz

LAST

Drink: water

Phonecall: my sister, my nephew wanted to say hello

Text message: “sorry im busy” , such a lie

Song you listened to: one call away- charlie puth

Time you cried:  today 

EVER

Dated someone twice: No 

Kissed someone and regretted it: have yet to regret a kiss

Been cheated on: nope

Lost someone special: Ya

Been depressed: also ya

Gotten drunk and thrown up: ya, i think my tally is like 3

Favourite colour:  blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

Made new friends: yep im surprised too

Fallen out of love: i mean probably?

Laughed until you cried:  that is my life?

Found out someone was talking about you: i mean i have siblings? i KNOW i have been

Met someone who changed you: doesn't every human encounter kinda affect you?

Found out who your real friends are: ive always had “real friends”

Kissed someone on your facebook friends list:  yepity doo

GENERAL

How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life:  like 99%

Do you have any pets:  no, its a sad day

Do you want to change your name: not really im kinda attached to it.

What did you do for your last birthday:  drove to my brothers, it was in a cramped car with the fambam so not fun.

What time did you wake up today: 6am... my sister woke me to help with a test?

What were your doing at midnight last night:  probs dreaming

What is something you can’t wait for: working at my old high school, getting a dog and reading to it harry potter.

Last time you saw your mother:  today

What are you listening to right now:  the sounds of the dryer and the fire crackling, the sound of my typing aswell. 

Have you ever talked to a tom: yes?

Something that’s getting on your nerves: injustice in any form, someone assuming im stupid, life? 

Most visited website: Tumblr is my life 

Hair colour: brown or mousy brown?

Long or short hair: both? growing out an undercut is a bitch

Do you have a crush on someone:  define crush/ probably?

What do you like about yourself:  my humour, kindness and my eyes and my friends.

Want any piercings:  give me infinite money, i will be a walking piercing display book

Blood type: human

Nicknames: lil avocahoe, loz, loza, lozenger, churchill

Relationship status: Single 

Zodiac: Capricorn

Pronouns: she/her

Favourite tv shows: i mean have you seen my blog? wynonna earp, supergirl, oitnb, carmilla, one day ata time,  anything gay or political. 

Tattoos: none, i want them so baddddd

Right or left handed: right handed

Ever had surgery: nope

Piercings:  just the usual lobe ones

Sport:  softball (yes its a stereotype but im a good catcher)

Vacation:  i need one

Trainers: those things your run in? the only exercise i do is running away from problems

MOST GENERAL

Eating: a cheesy

Drink: i like coke no sugar

I’m about to watch:  the other side of my eyelids

Waiting for:  a smile that will stop me in my tracks

Want: money and love (im a cold money driven Capricorn remember)

Getting married:  not atm but hey any volunteers?

Career: teaching or psychology idk

WHICH IS BETTER

Hugs or kisses: hugs 

Lips or eyes:  eyes

Shorter or taller:  im not heightist :)

Older or younger:  similiar age to me is fine

Nice arms or stomach:  i mean both?

Hook up or relationship: whichever is more fun

Troublemaker or hesitant:  hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed a stranger: yep

Drank hard liquor:  yesssss i need some rn

Lost glasses: i can see so no?

Turned someone down:  yeah, sorry dudes

Sex on the first date: not yet

Had your heart broken: Yep 

Been arrested: not as of yet

Cried when someone died:  yes to both reality and fantasy RIP Dobby

Fallen for a friend: unfortunately 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

Miracles: nahhh

Love at first sight: idk?

Santa Claus:  i mean will i get presents if i say yes?

Kiss on a first date: can you believe in that? 

Angels: umm waverly earp? yes

OTHER

Best friends name: i dont have one, rude to bring that up.

Eye colour:  blue

Favourite movie:  the day after tomorrow, star dust and pitch perfect

Favourite actor/actress: Natasha Negovanlis, Elise Bauman, Anna Kendrick, Gal Gadot, i have alot okay.

Tagging: @practicing-reckless-optimism @alphashiver

[cc6512-old]

Can you image Gohan says some light dirt joke and cautch by chichi?

Now I am at that situation f....kkkkkkk.

I just not mean to but I said something in my family WhatsApp group I think iamverystupid ... my baddddd I want to die nowwww. My mum is going to annoying me all the day omgggggggg.

My mum not that strict but never talk sex to me and I know she strict with that sex topic........I was very nervous with her if I say something wrong.....although I am an adult and 31 and I have a child......

In fact I like talk dirty joke with my real best friends xd (girls only lol)

I need tons of Coca-Cola now......

[silent-of-spirit]

World of Warcraft rant below, in regards to datamined info about the Battle for Azeroth expansion. Spoilers abound, but much of this is subject to change, considering we are still in Alpha (Here’s hoping) @inner-muse because you Get Me (tm) on this particular subject.

(Warning this is like PURE salt. I KNOW things may change, I KNOW that Blizz is known for retconning lore. Just... allow me my salt. I am Tired (tm))

Salty rant brought to you by this.

So, Night Elves. The Night Elves have been a historically strong and prominent race in lore. Their empire spread over much of Azeroth in ancient times, and even since, Kalimdor has largely been under Night Elf influence. This is a people who created one of the strongest and most fearsome armies Azeroth has ever known, comprised entirely of women while their men lie sleeping beneath the earth in barrow dens.This is an army that gave Warchiefs pause, an army that could not be overtaken by the might of the Horde. This is why Night Elven territory has largely been left alone despite the heavy Horde presence spreading over Kalimdor.

This is a people who has beaten back the Legion not once, but twice with very little - if any - outside assistance. This is a people from which some of Warcraft’s most powerful lore characters come from. Azshara, Illidan, Malfurion, Tyrande, a race which Ysera gave her favor and which holds the favor of one of the most powerful Goddesses in Warcraft - Elune, AKA the mother of the Naaru?

And this is a race that has been consistently shit on since Cataclysm. This is a race whose leader loses more of her spine with each new expansion - a woman who, historically, was known for her strength and fearlessness, who was chosen to lead her people because of her ability to do so. She is a woman who doesn’t crumble beneath pressure or difficult decisions, a woman who will accept an alliance but will not bow before them. She is a woman who has always led her people in a way that strengthens them, and a woman who would not hesitate to cut any ties that would hinder their progression. Tyrande is proud and fierce while still serving her people and her goddess with little regard to herself.

Or, she used to be. Now Blizzard tosses us the watered-down priestess who quakes in the face of the encroaching Horde, who bends over backwards to meet the demands of a King who would not do the same for her people (I LOVE Varian, don’t get me wrong, but if you think he would show the same devotion to the Night Elves that Tyrande does to the Alliance, well... agree to disagree.) A woman who spent ten thousand years aching for her lover, but still leading a strong and proud people, who falls apart the moment he returns? That is not the Tyrande I know. That is not the Tyrande I accept. With each expansion she becomes more unrecognizable - a spineless, blithering creature that makes me wonder if Blizzard even remembers their own lore. And now? With the burning of Teldrassil? You expect me to believe that she would not fight with everything in her to protect the World Tree? To protect her people? Her home? She has a goddess on her side! One who quite literally speaks through her at times and will imbue her with power.

But Sarah, we don’t know yet that she doesn’t fight back. Okay, okay, I will give you that one - but with this caveat. I truly believe that if she fought the way her character would, then she would not have survived the burning of Teldrassil. Datamining has showed us that Tyrande is alive and well.

Back to the People. Cataclysm wasn’t the beginning of Blizzard showing the faltering might of the Night Elves, but it was the most prominent stepping stone to further lore and expansions that continue to stomp all over the Night Elves. Now, okay, okay, I know, the Cataclysm destroyed major Night Elf settlements and lands... but not their armies. The Sentinels were split between Teldrassil and Feralas (both locations which the Cataclysm itself did very little in the way of destruction), with very few of their numbers actually falling during the events that rent the world. (Remember, a singular army that actually stopped the Horde from taking Night Elf lands. No backup, just THEM.) So now all of a sudden the Horde are invading Ashenvale? And making like... a lot of headway? (I know the reasonings behind the invasion. The invasion itself makes sense, but not how FAR they got) So... the sentinels just... do nothing? And the Night Elves can’t take back Ashenvale? I’m sorry? Please direct me to the place where this makes sense cuz like... it doesn’t. (Not bringing Hyjal or Desolace or Darkshore into this because the Cataclysm had much more of an impact than the Horde did in those zones) And yeah, the Cataclysm dealt the Night Elves a serious blow. I’m not discounting that, but their armies are still intact.

An army of expertly trained warriors from a race that is known above all else for their fierce pride. They would not sit idle. Even while helping their devastated territories, they would have more than enough numbers to march to Ashenvale and drive the horde back out. MORE than enough. The Horde presence was barely a blip in the grand scheme, and yet Blizz tried to tell us that they could not be pushed back, and that the elves are struggling to find purchase in this newly rent world. Ajhegdfkjg. The Night Elves are probably the most ADAPTABLE people in Warcraft lore. They survived the Sundering, survived the Legion TWICE (four times if you count BC and Legion now), survived demons and the Nightmare and betrayal and power and corruption and a world that has done everything in its power to see them wiped clean of it. They survived it ALL and THRIVED (not to the extent they used to, granted, but compared to others?) They moved, they rebuilt, they replanted, they trained and grew and prospered in the wake of all THAT and now you tell me that the Cataclysm is too much for them to come back from? AHjjhdgfh.

Mists wasn’t as hard on the race as a whole, but it was really a turning point in regards to Tyrande and how much her character had declined in SUCH an out of character way. Sending her people to a new land while the Horde still pressed in on Night Elf territories and their Warchief cackled in glee in nearby Orgrimmar after the bombing of an Allied city on her continent? Are you serious? *deep breath* Always always always she would put her PEOPLE first, not the runaway whelp of an allied king when there was still so much at stake. (Again, LOVE Anduin and Varian) The Night Elves didn’t even get a chance to rebuild before she was sending them off to places unknown at the command of Varian Wrynn. *salt salt salt salt*

Draenor? Same shtick, but with weird space-time travel that the Night Elves should want NO part of. (Hello? Well of Eternity anyone? Weird magic leads to baddddd things. Night Elves were RAISED not to trust that shit or anything having to do with the Void, which, let’s be honest, most weird time-space magic is usually Void related in some form or fashion)

Legion? *deeper breath, distant screaming* This expansion was the worst thing that could happen to Night Elves as a whole, Tyrande included. Yes, yay, we get to journey back to their ancestral homeland but then BAM we are smacked in the face with a corrupted World Tree, corrupted ghosts of a once noble order, a desecrated Vault and corrupted Wardens, the return of Illidan the Betrayer and all his cronies who are literally Part Demon, remnants of their people who survived in a protective shield only to turn to a well of arcane power (HELLO WELL OF ETERNITY AGAIN), Azshara’s naga cronies, tortured ghosts of Aszuna, satyrs everywhere you look in Val’Sharah, Old God bullshit, MORE Legion, and a consistent theme in the expansion is whacking us in the face with how easily Night Elves can be corrupted, used, and tossed aside. Weak Night Elves are like... half of all the content in the expansion. And that’s what upsets me so much, is that they are being painted this way and shoved in our faces as THIS and they are NOT weak, NOT easily corrupted (at least not any more than the other races), NOT power-mad, (the list goes on) And like? They face all of this absolute pile of shit in their ANCESTRAL HOME and they don’t even give themselves time to GRIEVE before they are leaping in to drive the darkness back. Like what about that is weak? Nothing, but hey, let’s paint them that way anyways.

And Tyrande? I cried actual tears at how she was portrayed. Malfurion too, though less so. Where did her fire go? Where did her spine go? Where is that ferocity and tenacity and pride that made me fall in love with her in the first place? There is so little trace of it left in this expansion that it actually felt like a physical blow. Instead we see her as a whimpering girl (aside from her interactions with Thalyssra. That is the most in character I have felt her be in a long time.)

And now we have a coming expansion that threatens to diminish the Night Elves and their proud history even more (I love the overall, okay, but the Night Elf stuff and Teldrassil REALLY bothers me). Not to mention, Sylvanas’ datamined dialogue regarding Teldrassil and Kalimdor? It feels like forced and lazy writing - a lore-shattering shove just to be able to justify the whole “separate continents” thing without really delving into why it is necessary or acknowledging the Night Elves and their history and how UNLIKELY it would be for the Horde to even get far enough to manage to torch the World Tree.

Yes, I am a Night Elf fangirl, but I think I am justified in feeling the way I do. When I see people who main Horde even seeing this pattern and saying the Night Elves should get a break? That should say a lot. We have been consistently shafted for no real reason other than lazy writing, and I am just... Tired (tm)

End rant.

[jmcmxciv]

Get to know me

Tag game! Rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

Tagged by @stellagetides​, thanks wifey! Even tho you didn’t tag me first...... I’m not tagging anyone bc this was hella long and i don’t want any of y’all to hate me but if you feel like doing this, obviously go ahead!

THE LAST: 1. drink: peach ice tea 2. phone call: my sis 3. text message: a friend 4. song you listened to: Beth Ditto - Fake Sugar 5. time you cried: this morning, watching the OB finale. i was NOT ready for any of it

HAVE YOU EVER: 6. dated someone twice: eh, sorta but not really. i wouldn’t really call that dating so, no. 7. kissed someone and regretted: yup 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yeah 10. been depressed: nah 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: unfortunately

3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. black black black when it comes to clothing 13. purple 14. orange

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yes!!! 16. fallen out of love: no, i’ve been head over heels for katie all this time 17. laughed until you cried: i always cry when i laugh, i’m a weirdo i know 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes, when @czasemsraczkaczasemnie​ showed me the texts between her and Alice​ when she was on her way to see me in Krakow. that was a wild trip hahahhaah 19. met someone who changed you: i believe everyone we come across in life change us in some way so yeah, definitely 20. found out who your friends are: i don’t know honestly. i guess nothing that big has happened that it would’ve made me rethink my friendships in any way 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yeah

RANDOM: 22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: i don’t accept anyone i don’t know at all but most of them are still just acquaintances. so i really know maybe half of them. 23. do you have any pets: my mom has a dog who i affectionately call a Little Idiot 24. do you want to change your name: nah i’m cool with it 25. what did you do for your last birthday: CRIED BC I HAD JUST SEEN LANA DEL REY IN THE FLESH WHAT THE HELLLLLL. but anyways, that was at midnight on my birthday and on my actual bday i raved at a techno party in a thunderstorm and that was pretty cool. until the festival was interrupted for a few hours which made me miss Sampha and Goldfrapp and half of The xx. but it was still cool altogether. 26. what time did you wake up: about 10 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: watching Glow with my sister 28. name something you can’t wait for: for my thighs to stop being sore. me and my sister downed a few beers before we entered the festival area on sunday and for some stupid ass reason we thought it would be fun to try to squat on one leg and then try to get back up. which was impossible obviously bc i do not exercise ever but yes that happened. a lot. and i’m in a lot of pain now. please, do not ask. i do not know. 29.When was the last time you saw your mother: a few hours ago 30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i would love to start uni this fall instead of having to wait yet another year bc i didn’t pass, again. it sucks so hard knowing exactly what you want to do for the rest of your fricking life but not being able to bc you didn’t pass the exam you thought you had aced. #foreverbitter 31. what are you listening to right now: Au Revoir Simone - Somebody Who 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yeah 33. something that is getting on your nerves: right now? me being so damn bitter over me not starting uni this fall. like, just get over it already??? 34. most visited website: i wish i didn’t have to say this but it’s the truth so, tumblr 35. what do you like about yourself: i’m kindhearted and always put others before myself. and also, my taste in music is 6/5 36. favorite food: carbs in general but pizza and chinese are always my go-to’s 37. hair colour: dirty blonde with lighter blonde highlights/sorta ombre 38. long or short hair: shoulder length 39. piercings: ears 40. blood type: i don’t know even. we tested it at school once and i was AB i think but i’m pretty sure i messed it up somehow 41. nicknames: jess if you don’t speak finnish and jesu if you do, plus a bunch of dumb ones my family calls me 42. relationship status: a single pringle 43. zodiac: leo 44. pronouns: she/her/hers 45. favourite tv show: ORPHAN BLACK ORPHAN BLACK ORPHAN BLACK damn i’m gonna miss that so much. Bones is amazing as well and so are Got, AHS, HTGAWM, JtV and HIMYM and yes i definitely picked them bc i love acronyms 46. tattoos: not yet but i have a couple of ideas 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: haven’t had any 49. If you could choose to be an animal, what would you want to be? I’d wanna be a tiger bc they are fricking gorgeous 50. sport: i watch hockey and sometimes ice skating if i happen to flick through the channels when it’s on. i don’t really enjoy doing any at the moment. except tipsy squatting apparently. 51. vacation: what are you asking really? my last vacation? or my ideal one? i have no idea so i’m just gonna say that my mini euro trip this summer was amazing and next i’d like to go anywhere i haven’t been before. my goal in life is to see as many places as i can 52. pair of trainers: again, what are you asking??? my favorite ones? how many i own? what? i don’t know what to tell ya man

MORE GENERAL: 53. eating: love it, not eating anything right now unfortunately 54. drinking: i would be drinking water but i left my bottle somewhere and i’m too lazy to get up from the couch. but dehydration is cool too so no problem. 55. i’m about to: i should go to sleep but chances are i’m just gonna keep refreshing tumblr until i pass out. if i ever finish this, thank you a-lice for making me suffer 56. waiting for: this thing to be over 57. want: money and world peace. not necessarily in that order. and actually, if you just give me world peace i’m happy without the money. 58. get married: definitely 59. career: i wanna be speech language pathologist so baddddd and i wanna specialize in post-acute brain injury rehabilitation

WHICH IS BETTER: 60. hugs or kisses: both are great obviously but i’m gonna say hugs 61. lips or eyes: ummm eyes i guess?? i don’t know??? 62. shorter or taller: i really do not care, except that maybe if a girl is a loooot shorter than me i’ll feel like a giant and that’s not something i would necessarily enjoy 63. older or younger: preferably about my age but it doesn’t really matter if we click. i wouldn’t date anyone under 20 tho 64. nice arms or nice stomach: i literally do not care at all. all arms and all stomachs are nice and i will fight anyone on this. 65. hook up or relationship: relationship all the way 66. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, but i sometimes make trouble unwittingly

HAVE YOU EVER: (why are there two different parts for this?? just asking) 67. kissed a stranger: yeah 68. drank hard liquor: unfortunately, yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: nope 70. turned someone down: yeah 71. sex on the first date: i wouldn’t plan on it (okay i forgot this was have you ever so edit: yeah) 72. broken someone’s heart: i don’t think so 73. had your heart broken: kinda yeah but that was super dumb and i’m 1000% over it 74. been arrested: not yet but if i ever enter the US again i probably will be. the smooth criminal that i am 75. cried when someone died: yeah 76. fallen for a friend: sorta yeah but only briefly

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. yourself: sometimes 78. miracles: not really 79. love at first sight: no 80. santa claus: sure 81. kiss on the first date: why not 82. angels: girls? angels? absolutely

OTHER: 83. current best friend’s name: i don’t really have a best friend 84. eye colour: greenish blue 85. favourite movie: WONDER WOMAN was amazing and also i love carol and the handmaiden. hidden figures was good too. somehow i’ve forgotten the names of all the other films i’ve watched in my life so i’m just gonna go with the four. plus, i’ve definitely seen mean girls more times than any of you combined and this is something i’m legitimately proud of. no joke.

[silvermccloud]

here goes my long emotionMessage

OK SO LOOK this is something that has been on my mind a lot. It’s been 5 month since i lost something near to me. Something i love dearly. someone who i can see in my future. I mean techinally called my ex but i don’t like that term so we shall call her my past lover ok. First let us take it bavk a bit. We met 4 years ago in a church and we got together in a movie theatre after a sniff of the nose. Yes i sniffed her nose to ask her out. Judge me all you want. Anyways we were fine for the most part thru out our entire relationship until that one dreadful morning. This is the morning i let her know i was talking with another female. I can hear the oohhs and awhhss and the fuck that nigha comments being made already ok ok cool. I did wrong. I hurt her baddddd! i mean bad i mean almost committed suicide bad. I told her that morning there is this girl who i was talking to. we are going to call this girl ‘lil mouse’. lol anyways i talked with lil mouse for a month. Lil mouse was cool but not wifey martial for me so from the get go i knew this girl wasn’t it. Well why did you leave My past lover for lil mouse you ask? well as i looked back at the situation i liked her because of her mind. how she thought and all that. My past lover at the time was literally down my throat about seeing my phone and trying to find dirt on my phone that wasn’t there. i didn’t like that. Plus we lived together so i would work and she would be at home. House dirty but watching netflix. That is why i left. Bad thing was i did it after her birthday…. I just didn’t mean for the other girl to be there. that was my fault. i’ll take the blame. i beat myself up over it every fucking day of my exists. Anyways, after a month we get back together and i plan on trying to mend the wounds that i gave her. 7 months went on and i thought hey we are back to our normal selfs. That is when the arguing started. We argued so much about dumb stuff it made no sense. I argued to the best of my abilities to keep us together so i thought but apperantly that spit us apart even more. she was feeling the after affects of the who Lil Mouse thing so i guess she was second guessing the get back together. i argued because I wanted my feelings to be heard so much. They simply weren’t. i couldn’t stand it. it go so bad that one night i yelled i’m done with you and bring me back my keys. Thus begins the last days of J&S vs the world. After seeing my wrong i fly to her house to apologize. get she lives about 30 mins away from me and i got to work in the morning but f it. she means the world to me. so i make it there and she doesn’t wanna talk at first. finally comes out because i talk about suicide. i legit weep for like 30 mins just to hear i think we should go on brake. next day after work i go over there and she tells me. she wants a fully break up. pain hasn’t settled in but i am just like ok just keep me in your life. Thus begins my depression(I’ve had depression for a while she was the one to keep me away from it) but she talks about our break up on social media and it got guys attention. she post his messages on social media and has no problem doing so. I get worked up about it. she blocks me from her social medias. I go to work one morning then get a call that she got in a car accident. Car accident lead to me taking off dang near a week of work (We are still not together, nor did i spend the night) that night they let her out the hospital. i let her sleep and a person’s name pops up on her screen with kisses and all this extra shit so after she wakes up( btw, this is her first night back) i ask her about the guy and she says it is no one. Turns out, she calls me a lame and tells me to get my charakas in order since i am worrying about this guy. i got a feeling he is more than a friend. my feelings are usually right.( i find out i was right a week and a half later.) later that day(first night back from hospital night) i felt like a fool for caring for this girl and she got a nigha on the side waiting and it hasn’t even been a week in back up or it has but too early for a damn near 4 month break up. Later that week i ask her why she is putting me thru all this pain she said this is what you put me thru and i am going to put you thru the same. I was fine with that, i suggested it so i would rather take my L like a man. Ok cool. i am thinking after she feels her wrath is done we get back together. haha WRONG AF! she continues to try and find new guys and leaves me in the dust. during this time i got the lowest point in my life. i never thought the body could produce so much water. i started cutting myself (she did to) and i tried to commit suicide 2 times.(very unsuccessful. God had a purpose) She was part of the reason of this want to die( i still do) but i always had depression. we don’t talk for a week or so(before that we were suppose to work on us being a couple again. I write and record a poem. send it to her. she listens to it but no reply to the message. (in the poem i ask her does she still want the passenger seat before i drive down the road of life) Months pass and i get a call from her just telling me about life and how she missed me. so here i am like AYYYYY!!! can i finally get her bavk?!?!?! but at the end of the convo she hits we with the Idk if i still wanna date you spill like come on, wtf. (During this time she wasn’t talking to anyone) We fast forward to now, i been feeling something inside me push me towards her all the time now so i been calling her , texting her good morning text , and i even wrote a long ass note to give to her. Bought her flowers. the \weird lovely dovey time shit right. So i ask her about what is up with her and me? she tells me she still isn’t feeling me and she is lowky talking to someone. I said wtf!!!??!?! you.. were.. whatever. I feel i will never get my chance. That is real. What we had and i feel like what we can make is still real. I mean i am human. shit happens. I mean not bad shit like that but i mean ugh.. i have days i feel we are then others we aint and the we ain’t started coming in lately. all i know is when i try to be like her and move on something pulls me back and points towards her direction and then from there i can’t get her out my head. this shit fucks me up everyday and i feel myself climbing back into my dark place. i think i want to make this work because i can feel deep down that she does but is scared to try it again. I am fine with our relationship being rocky for some months to a year as long as i know that she is here and not going anywhere. I have ppl tell me all the time that we are gonna be together forever. or that’s your wife just give it time. Idk i don’t wanna feel like this anymore. It has always been her and noone else. ugh.. send help.

[kittyminhyuk-blog]

Get To Know Me Tag

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (I’m not tagging 20)

Tagged by: @supersaiyum @minpuphyuk and @stan-the-best-stan-monsta-x ( a loooooooong time ago)

Tagging: @wonholyange @sonhyunwoomx @imchangki @reila-ravkong @94chae @wonhonnie @minhyuku @jhmx

THE LAST: 1. Drink: iced coffee 2. Phone call: my friend, she was lost 3. Text message: all the happy birthday texts 4. Song you listened to: S H I N E  F O R E V E R 5. Time you cried: The last time I laughed too hard so probably like two days ago

6. Dated someone twice: ew 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: so many times 8. Been cheated on: No 9. Lost someone special: :( 10. Been depressed: Haven’t we all 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: too many times (to add to @supersaiyum ‘s pro-tip, try to avoid throwing up in your friend’s garden, or a club toilet, or a sink, or your colleague’s bathroom, or your bin... or your hands.......

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: black, blue, grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: All of you guys!!!! 16. Fallen out of love: I haven’t even fallen IN love lmao 17. Laughed until you cried: almost every day 18. Found out someone was talking about you: meh probably 19. Met someone who changed you: quite a few times actually 20. Found out who your friends are: I think I’ve learned not to care so much who you consider friends 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I don’t think so... other than close friends obviously

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I’m gonna say 98% 23. Do you have any pets: 3 cats, one pup 24. Do you want to change your name: I don’t mind my name 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: IT’S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY WOO & clearly I am doing this  26. What time did you wake up: 8am after having a weird dream about being the child of a mob boss and going to court??? idk where that came from 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping like the old lady i am 28. Name something you can’t wait for: I can’t wait to go home at the weekend

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: a couple a weeks ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: my appearance & self confidence 31. What are you listening right now: SHINE FOREVER  32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my lack of motivation :/ 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr probably    

35. Mole/s: I have a lot, i think i counted once and it was like 60 holy moley 36. Mark/s: i have scars on: chin, chest, stomach, back, left forearm, left upper arm, thighs, shins and all over tops of feet. iM a MeSs??!? 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a fashion designer lmao i can’t even colour match what a stupid child 38. Haircolor: blonde 39. Long or short hair: Long the longest its ever been i think 40. Do you have a crush on someone: I’m not convinced I get crushes anymore lmao 41. What do you like about yourself: not much... I’m quite strong i guess 42. Piercings: I had lots but i don’t wear them any more :( 43. Bloodtype: A something 44. Nickname: ash, ted, teddy.

45. Relationship status: single (perpetually) 46. Zodiac: Cancer 47. Pronouns: she/her 48. Favorite TV Show: rpdr/first dates/sense8 49. Tattoos: None sadly 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: None I’ve been pretty lucky 52. Hair dyed in different color: its been: white/pink/purple/blue/brown/blonde 53. Sport: pole 55. Vacation: i want to go on holiday so baddddd 56. Pair of trainers: 1 they’re trusty... plus you dont need trainers for pole

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: BIRTHDAY CAKE 58. Drinking: water or cofffee 59. I’m about to: get ready to go meet someone for a birthday coffee 61. Waiting for: A HOLIDAY ANY HOLIDAY PLEASE 62. Want: a skinny body lol 63. Get married: not bothered 64. Career: medical

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: both but hugs for longer please 66. Lips or eyes: E Y E S  67. Shorter or taller: not too much taller than me, im too short i cant reach... 68. Older or younger: depends on maturity 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 100% 71. Sensitive or loud: both is good!

72. Hook up or relationship: hook ups are easier and im a commitment phobe lol but i probably need to grow up and have a relationship some time or another

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: im the hesitant one but i like knowing troublemakers

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: many times 75. Drank hard liquor: MANY TIMES 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses:dont need them (thank goodness) 77. Turned someone down: yeah i should stop doing that 78. Sex on the first date: Nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: I hope not 80. Had your heart broken: no.. again... commitmentphobe lmao 81. Been arrested: nope 82. Cried when someone died: Obviously 83. Fallen for a friend: no thank goodness

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Nope 85. Miracles: nope 86. Love at first sight: I hope it exists but i don’t think it’d happen to me 87. Santa Claus: no but cute concept 88. Kiss in the first date: if it feels right sure 89. Angels: nope

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: i don’t have a best friend rn 91. Eyecolor: grey/blue 92. Favorite movie: Trainspotting

done

[monareign-blog]

I want to love on someone so badly that I think I’m getting feelings for my roommate ... lol

I got her some sunflowers which are her favorite flower and when I showed them to her she was so happy and smiling and I immediately came in my pants I guess it’s good that most girls don’t have dicks because I think I would get easily obsessed. I love feeling desired sexually and emotionally and I never really felt that way in any of my relationships, it was always me pursuing and that shit gets old after a while. With guys it’s so easy, simple and predictable. And I always feel SO desired. Like there’s nothing in life they want more than to just be inside you, it’s so hot. With girls I feel insecure that they gone leave me for the real doink :/ How they gone take me serious with my plastic doink :( Besides I don’t like pussy but I love dick. It sucks so baddddd cuz I’m not attracted to guys at all, maybe like 10% but that’s mostly just idolizing them. I would probably never fuck one cuz they’d have to be really hot but none of the hot ones will fuck me because I’m a 6.Lmfao

[baby-namjoon-archive]

2, 11, 36!

2. Talk about your first kiss. LMAO I Knew this was coming back to haunt me:I was around 7 years old, they were Several Kisses make out sessions if you will, it was me playing boyfriend-girlfriend with a girl, and uhhhh let’s say I thought it was normal that I always wanted to be the boy!!!! and that i was such a bottom even then!!!! lmao that’s all the truth I’m going to say while sober try your luck next time if u want details

11. Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.Ok so!!!! I once posted about it, but I think the best dream I EVER had is one where I dreamt I was married to an amazing woman!!! and that my mom was there being friends with my wife and that i had a child!!!! I’m so happy that i remember it even now because I remember how it felt,,,, I was so happy tho i remember sobbing in my daughter’s arms (she was like 17 at least??? they grow up so fast) bc i longed for it to be real again so baddddd lmao it was amazing and if i go into detail i’ll sob!!!! hehehe even the dream I had with namjoon wasnt as good as this one and let me Tell You the Namjoon Dream™ was Good as Fuck

36. Talk about some of your guilty pleasures. Cough!!!! honestly I always say I stress bake and while that is true it is also true that baking is kinda my guilty pleasure!!!!! like damn i shouldnt do it but !!! i love it!!!!!! also some really bad comedy movies ig??? like i really really love GBF, that movie is my guilty pleasure I love it so much that I cry