#sigghhhhhh

[franken-loser]

Me when i find queer media with good/healthy/happy canonically queer couples:

Wow this is so cute!! (never thinks about them again)

Me when i find either queer or queercoded media with sad/unhealthy/unhappy ending canonical or non canonical queer couples:

GODDDDD GET OUT OF MY HEAD WHY CANT YOU JUST BE HAPPY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I JUST WANT YOU GUYS TO LIVE HAPPILY AND HEALTHILY WITH EACHOTHER FUCKKKKKKK (thinks about them 25/8)

[brainrot-stitch]

Making fits in adopt me and then they become characters which I then draw part 1

Silly goose :3

[goobiegoo3000]

Coming up w cute ass date ideas suck when you’re single 😭😭😭

[irbcallmefynn]

Once again feeling the "this platform does a lot to make me unhappy and I kinda want to quit" vibes but also the "there are literally no other platforms out there that feel good to use" vibes

I love feeling trapped in Tumblr. <-lying.

[hirudou]

so normally i can handle an insane amount of stress. i can juggle 5-6 different things, i can handle my issues on my own. but moving back in with my grandmother is devastating for me. shes abusive, manipulative, and destroyed a good 8 years of my life. shes why i don’t celebrate my birthday anymore, why even the tiniest amount of clutter makes me nauseous. and worst of all, the source of a great deal of my trauma and ptsd, is her son. and she wholeheartedly believes he’s innocent.

i know its a few months. thats it. but knowing i have to go back there, even for a short amount of time, is making me lose the energy to keep going. i get it, its better than being homeless, but she makes it very clear sometimes im not her blood relative. she makes me feel sick, and worthless, and small.

so between all of this, and falling out with friends and being ghosted left and right. as well as work, and this looming move thats approaching— im really at my limit. my mother keeps telling me to step away from the internet, and games, and whatever. but being isolated is the last thing i need right now. idk what to do with myself anymore, im losing weight, im too tired to cry about it. im just incredibly numb and just want to sleep all the time.

i really really try not to vent like this on the dash but i want to get it off my chest. i dont have anyone to talk to about this without getting the same “ get over it “ or “ itll get better “ kind of talk. sometimes i just need to vent.

[thxnks4themrms]

I miss my bfs guys

[transjarlaxle]

if i make an actual commissions post so i can afford my prescription thats two weeks late you have to prommy to rb it ok

[snotallgoodman]

Can’t WAIT to talk to my therapist tomorrow 😝

[aplaceofnonsense]

i really wish i didnt have an assignment due tonight because i have ciritcal roll on but i feel like i'm missing *everything*

already potentially planning a potential re-watch....

[baconcolazz]

hi um an update. I got my phone back and though my mother was planning on giving me my laptop back too I kinda sorta maybe took it to my Grammys house without her knowing and my grandma thinks she knows since she said she wanted it back since she bought it but she only had it so I could use it there so NOW I gotta go back to my gmas house, sneak the computer out with me, sneak it BACK into my mother's room, but I gotta wait TWO WEEKS because my bday is next Sunday after this one AND it's too late to go back to spend the night. wish me luck

[brainrot-stitch]

Important question

:3

[tylostoma]

newfound thing for stallone after rewatching rocky.. he was really very gorgeous.. don't know how i never saw it before...

[saltedsolenoid]

speaking of rainstorms and witchcraft I would LOVE to pick up some storm water while I'm here but I don't think my grandma would take kindly to me stealing some of her water in one of her glasses for witchcraft reasons

[loverofallthingssmart]

10 minutes to eat my lunch…..

[whomst-the-hell]

no bc i would like to think that the media thats had the biggest impact on the course of my life and my current interests and my plans for the future is stuff thats like. Good.

but it was actually my little pony and fairy tail, chronologically

anyway tag this with the stuff you liked when you were 7-13 years old that unironically changed your life

[lovinggreeniehours]

🔎🩵🎧! (@comfortingstars)

hi haze!!!! :D

warning the tags are an earful of me gushing 😭 😭 don't mind that

🔎 for something f/o-related in my room (or something that makes me think about them)

okay im going with arifive because ive been waiting YEARS for an excuse to show these off 😭 😭

when they got married in the apocalypse, finding rings in the rubble was impractical, so they ended up with this instead :') they tied and cut the strings while saying their vows!! and yeah. i used to wear mine until we managed to get actual rings (temporary, because i intend to buy us better ones) because the string is loose and slides off often. now we leave them with my five funko pop hfdsfggdsdgh

🩵 for a fact about s/i

god oh god i haven't talked about tua s/i in so long,,,,,, um. he has regeneration powers! he's basically immortal 👍 due to time travel/multiverse mechanics being very complicated, i won't go into full detail explaining it. it's just that he isn't supposed to die. his power gives him the responsibility to be everpresent in every timeline to keep everything in order. not that he's aware of it (yet? season 4 hasn't come out yet, so we'll see)

🎧 for a song that reminds me of us

finally // beautiful stranger - halsey!!!!!!! <3333 the amount of times ive turned into mush from this song. it's them post-canon :')) with no apocalypse :') enjoying being together without any looming threats and just being married. finally hfdgjfdhhdfhj