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Immortal! Merlin Merwaine AU
They've known for a very long time that Merlin would outlive Gwaine, as soon as they realized he wasn't aging. Merlin put an aging spell on himself and for awhile they could pretend they were growing old together. In his last moments, all Gwaine wants is to remember Merlin as he truly was.
Whoever said immortality was a gift had clearly never experienced it.
#bbc merlin#merlin#merlin emrys#gwaine#merlin gwaine#merwaine#i swear i do draw things other than Merwaine#they just have a choke hold on me#also everyone be so proud of me#i was so brave here#i drew HANDS?#and for the first time in awhile attempted to age a character???#like not WELL but I did it#AND i spent literally two weeks on this#which is a lot for me#because im a weakling that uses to quick sketches that just take a few hours#also#fuck backgrounds#who needs em right?#anyway#i have more information about this if you want it#I have a lot of time to think of angst on my long drive to and from work#is it an AU if Merlin is actually immortal in canon?#idk
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oliver and orion hong really invented being pathetically in love with your super cool gf/fake wife/mission partner huh
#got me punching pillows and screaming#foul lady fortune#foul heart huntsman#june is tearing through her tbr this summer#have read smth like 15 books since the start of june#which is a lot for me
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Guys, I might have gone slightly insane and preordered the 20th anniversary collectors edition Constantine Steelbook bundle

#I am who I am#I really do adore this movie#I watched it like five times last year#which is a lot for me#constantine#constantine 2005#john constantine#hellblazer#dc vertigo#dc black label#dc
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"you should watch Kamen Rider Build, it has heated drama between men" Yeah, but more specifically (and importantly), it has heated drama between THESE men. These two being petty little bitches to each other is bringing me so much joy
#kamen rider build#blood stalk#night rogue#tokusatsu#kamen rider#toei#seriously though this is so fucking addictive#I've watched 14 episodes in three days#which is A LOT for me
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Classmate: We were in target and they started playing this song from a horror movie, I can't remember what movie it's from, but I started freaking out like 'what is going on!'
My Starkid Trash Ass: Where's that spooky music comin from!
#nerdy prudes must die#starkid#max jagerman#bully the bully#bury the bully#l0ser talk#im trash#ive seen npmd like 5 times already#which is a lot for me
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I have so many WIPs open and they're 75% Jay/vik and none are close to being done haallllllpppppppp
hoping to get a few actually done by this weekend
#not all for here a couple are for other stuff#but you guys sent so many good ideas I have like 6 drafts going currently#which is a lot for me#ar/cane#jay/vik#kaze thoughts
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i don't usually post mog update screenshots on here but LOOK
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LOOK
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THEM!!!
#i got the pieces for this through pure blood sweat and tears#i did WAR MODE for these boots#which is a lot for me#anyway bisexual nonbinary hispanic resto druid werewolf with a twilight corruption let's get it#wow#wow oc#world of warcraft#wow transmog#sfw furry#anthro#worgen
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one of the timers that run my life just went off and i realized i haven't eaten yet today and rapidly went through all 5 stages of grief
#i am too tired to eat today i cooked and cleaned up after cooking yesterday#which is a lot for me#updates on my boring life#the timers are bc i have meds that have to be taken at strict times in relation to each other and to when i eat#i have to eat in half an hour and i'm not looking forward to the attempt
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thinking about old things
#some of these ppl will never know that I wrote a yumalia ship fic on wattpad years ago that got almost 10k views#which is a LOT for me#like#i wrote this thing 6 years ago#before season 3 came out i think#or that's when i started it#and then edited it after it had#it only had 5 chapters#and hella unfinished#LMAO#no title#just “A Yugo x Amalia FanFic”#cuz I didn't know what to title it LMAO#if yall know what I'm talking about#hi#I did that#that was me#it's no longer listed tho#sorry skajfh#wakfu#wakfu yugo#yugo#wakfu amalia#amalia
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Maybe if I go to sleep now I could have enough energy to write and do other productive stuff tomorrow
#journal entry ᝰ.ᐟ#last time I wrote smth I procrastinated for a good week or two and spat out a little iver 1k words in one day#which is a lot for me#Ran baby I will get to you when I have attended to more important things 🥹#maybe if I take a small break fron tumblr I could get stuff done#idk tho#ALSO ANOTHER THING DJDNDJNDNDDN I NEED TO TYPE THIS OUT IN TAGS#bc I know no one will read all of that here#but I really find myself emotionally disconnecting from a dear friend :((((#this unfortunately is just how my brain works. if I have a feeling I'm not a priority and haven't talked to them#I will start detaching#I had friends who I thought I would be friends with for a long time. Took me about a month to get over them after splitting with them#like genuinely I cannon be bothered if I start feeling weird vibes. I cannot be botheres when I know you don't wanna talk to me#maybe it's for the better. maybe it's the midnight angst talking rn bc I am soooooooooooooo eepy#stay away! 🧿
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How come you're all about "feminism" until it's time to protest? We haven't seen you make a single fucking post about the LA riots and it's really disappointing.
Hi friends. This is your reminder not to reply to questions like this. You do not need to self-report your behavior. This is a guilt trip designed to make you violate your own Miranda rights.
Also, they are not riots (Freudian slip, fed?), they're peaceful protests and are a democratic right under the first amendment.
where to find your local protest donate to legal funds my local immigrant support network
be safe out there, i love you.
#i have people i love i am protecting. that will always come before clout lol#i will not be making posts about this yet until i can lol#which is very upsetting for me i promise. we all know i LOVE to expound on a subject.#btw the reason i point out the word ''riot'' here is that in general i have seen that as a MAGA dogwhistle-#they're trying to rebrand the issue as ''violent uprising'' and there's a LOT of reasons why that's a dangerous thought pattern
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Disability is not a punishment, but I think the world would be genuinely improved if every person involved in writing or regulating ingredient labels was mysteriously inflicted with at least one food allergy falling under each of the following categories: "natural flavors," "modified food starch," "artificial flavors," "spices," and "color." Down with ingredient labels so vague that they defeat the entire fucking point.
#i'm sure there's categories i'm forgetting so please add on actually#but these are the ones that make me and family members want to tear our hair out#allergyposting#disability#ableism#my allergist & i mutually agreed i should get tested for an annatto allergy#which is what's used to make a lot of foods yellow/orange.#do you know what a lot of yellow and orange foods say on the label? “COLOR ADDED”
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(also feel free in the tags to clarify Why you made the choice you made!! :0c)
#polls#tumblr polls#For me I think the top ones would be the House. The Money. or the Friend Group. But I ultimately might would go for the house#JUST becuase it would be my Dream House which means it would already meet mostly all of my specifications#and what I might be looking for. which would save a lot of time searching or customizing/rennovating.#Also because I could use that as a way to leave the US lol.. like .. if I get to choose my dream location.. couldnt I just choose some othe#country?? But I wonder how that works. Can you legally 100% have full ownership of a property in a country yet not be a citizen of that#country?? Would you show up and be like 'erm.. i own this house.. so i shall now live in it' and theyd be like 'uh no. you cant live here#despite owning the house. leave.' ??#So I think the initial process of 1. scraping together funds to actually MOVE myself and my most valuable belongings physically#TO another country. and 2. figuring out how to STAY in that country . might end up being difficult.. BUT. if I could just work that#part of things out then.. dream house?? security for once in my life?? stability?? :0#Though the $1mil is enticing it's also like.. I feel .. with the way housing prices are now... that's not much???#it's a lot I guess if you plan on like.. investing half the money and staying in an apartment for 5 years while you grow your wealth#or something. but if you're a 'I Need Stability NOW' ready to settle down person who would be most interested in owning a property rather#than nice clothes or a car or whatever other investments you could make then.. eh..?? It seems like unless you're okay with living in#a small town or kind of far away from the city - even some SMALL houses in majorly populated areas in the US will be like#$600.000 - $900.000 or something. like that would be MOST of my money. Which I know you could just pay partially and make#payments on it but idk.. in the option of just outright owning the house it seems like it'd end up being cheaper.#Plus I would want to own it fully asap because I'd be afraid of losing it somehow otherwise. like it being taken for medical bills or#something. which I thought was supposed to be - not IMPOSSIBLE - slightly more complicated legally if you actually have#paid off the house in full. I guess the issue then would be utilities and property tax and such. But I feel like thats overcome-able??#Like I could just stipulate that my Dream House has a little furnished addition or something and then find someone#with money and be like 'Look you can live in this extremely nice area with amazing ameneties and updated everything and ALL you have#to do is give me money to cover the utilities and property tax.'' or something like that. Like the little furnished addition is nicer#than the actual house. they have their own pool and spa and movie room or something and Ill also cook all their meals for them#or whatever (how luxurious it would be depeneds on how high the property tax actually is/how much I would need to entice them into#why it's a good deal for them to pay it for me lol). idk... something like that.. ANYWAY#I asked a few people I know though and one of them answered they'd rather have a romantic partner. the other one said they'd like#to be able to choose someone to die lol.. So I'm curious what people value the most
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Yall ready for this?
#michie#beanies#i wasn't gonna post this initially but I'm in the middle of reformatting#and its gonna be at least 10 minutes I think#which is a lot for me
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ok so i think that my favourite fantasy subgenre is The Inherent Tragedy Of Being Born Into Royalty. which mostly means that i like to read about gay princes but with some nuance
#ethically i am opposed to monarchies and empires. i think being born into a royal bloodline is inherently traumatising#which makes for the juiciest tastiest drama in stories obviously#either you become a bad ruler and people will suffer at your feet. or you become a good ruler and you no longer belong to yourself#how much will you sacrifice at the altar of your ideals?#It Compels Me. Narratively#also books like the goblin emperor have a big autism appeal in like. the court had a lot of nonsensical rules and you have to mask so much#apparently i am such a parody of myself that whenever im like. i have a drawing of my current blorbo#my friend immediately assumes it's a prince based on their vibes#IT'S NOT ALWAYS A PRINCE... SOMETIMES IT'S THE EMPEROR'S SECRETARY.... OR A DEMON WHO'S A KNIGHT.............. I CAN BE DIVERSE#anyway im currently reading the hands of the emperor AND a prince4prince web novel. that's the vibes rn
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