#smol hiccup will be so stressed

[doodles-with-noodles]

You know what awaits you… rambling round instead of artwork! Ye!  Today I want to talk about many things, so I’m going to make a list like the first time I explained the AU (doing these things is saving my life).  So let’s dive into some Background/story stuff!

Why are there two Hiccups if the name only belongs to people from the Haddock clan?

A question I asked myself, with only one answer: they’re really related. Not very close, though. But they’re both from the Haddock clan. I know that Movie Hiccup is called Hiccup III. too, but I refer to him as Hiccup II. Now, that doesn’t mean that our Hiccup II. is just ereased, not at all! I simply changed the number from three to two first to avoid confusion, but then my brain came up with… BOOM BACKSTORY! I talked earlier about that there was a event when the old Berkians split up, right?  So when Grimbeard was King, the Haddock clan was very, very big and one of the most important ones too. They left their old island when he was crowned and came to new Berk in the middle of the Archipelago (old Berk is the Berk behind the fog wall). When Hiccup II. was killed the entire clan literally got stripped of its honor (a father who kills his son? A great no no). A big part of it split itself from the others and returned in shame to old Berk and basically exiled themselves. That’s why in the movies no one dares to go beyond the fog wall. Of course there were also other families and clans who followed them, disgusted of what happened. Most of their history got forgotten after that because all the documents of the family were, of course still with Grimbeard. They intentionally forgot their own history and that there was a Hiccup II. and moved on. That’s why we have a Hiccup II. and a Hiccup III. They’re, as I said, just related very distantly but do they care? Nope.

Why is Hiccup III. a nasty little warcriminal doing warcriminal stuff?

Well first. He is a actual warcriminal. Second, I thought but why aren’t Camicazi and Fishlegs with him? Sadly, I found the answer. They lost eachother right after being reunited! That sucks! I am evil! But yeah, he’s on a quest to find his friends. And he’s bothering those dragonhunters to find out if they got captured. To say it, he has almost no inside information so the fact that he’s working together with the dragonriders who think he has inside information gets even funnier because he has to pretend he knows more than he actually does. He is so small, angry and stressed. And he’s doing all of this just to gain more information, pretending he has information, so their interactions are the biggest shitshow you’ve ever seen. The dragonriders just want to know why there are suddenly so much dragonhunters. The gang is yelling at eachother. Hiccup III. looks like he had pitch black coffee with too much sugar in the morning. Of course at some point everything goes wrong, as expected but hey. At least he has more found family right now.

What is up with the time limit until the coronation?

I stretched that and gave them more time to complete the movie timeline and get their shit together. Almost two years. Because I am very soft for their dynamic. When they meet Hiccup will soon turn twenty, small Hiccup is still thirteen (or four, if you want so).

Also Language (Dragonese voice accent ect.)

All Dragons, even the movie ones speak dragonese. Because think of the possibilities. Big Toothless. Speaking.

Also imagine book Hiccup having a light scottish accent that would be so funny. Maybe new Berk is nearer to the coast? Idk it just would be funny if you have big no accent Hiccup and this small filthy scottish accent Hiccup. Maybe if he gets angry he suddenly starts screaming like he had a heavy accent the entire time… also I had to think about his voice because it’s difficult growing when you’re not really healthy and a late bloomer and maybe he has like suddenly more that problem of a voice switching octaves randomly and he’s so frustrated :’) like in he’s only now really getting a boost in growing up and it’s happening faster than before, just a headcanon actually and does not have really to do anything with the AU.

I’ll leave you with all of that.

[ecliptsukki]

how they hug you ❧ tsukishima kei, kuroo tetsurou

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➣ genre: fluff

➣ warnings: minimal cursing and nothing else unless you count soft moments

➣ a/n: just a quick post because i haven’t had the time to post this week. i personally love back hugs and chins resting on heads. the cutest shit uwu. also i might start writing for jujutsu kaisen, balance: unlimited, and bungou stray dogs

- tsukki is a tsundere. he despises pda but when it comes to you, he makes a small smol exception

- in public, he’ll give you a slightly half-assed side hug, only doing it to show other people who you belong to or to give you warmth

- the only time he gave you a complete hug in front of his teammates was when you had aced the exam you were stressing over with him for months

- the blondie couldn’t help himself when you were practically bouncing over to him in joy, tears of happiness in your eyes

- “tsukki!” hiccup, “tsukki! baby! guess what?” you asked, giggling and fidgeting every movable limb on your body

- “what? you really need to use the restroom? did you have too much sugar this morning?” he replied sarcastically, smirking

- “not sugar but caffeine,” you paused to think, which he frowned upon you, “that’s not the point,” you returned to hopping over to him, “i aced the exam!”

- you practically forced yourself onto him, jumping onto him

- instinctively, he grabbed you from your waist, ensuring you a safe spot on his body as you koala-ed him

- he was so embarrassed by the encounter, but he couldn’t deny that hugging you like that made his heart flutter

- you can bet sugamama teased him about it, as well as the rest of the team, except for daichi and asahi

- whenever you’re at home, though, you usually sit in his lap, arms wrapped around his neck, hand snaking into his blonde hair, legs secured around his waist

- in bed, when you’re going to sleep, you’re always the small spoon because tsukishima is a giant bean pole he also tends to confess his feelings or whisper sweet nothings to your unconscious figure

- may deny it but he is an omega simp for you and loves any physical contact with you, whether it be something as simple as linking pinkies or full on you laying on top of him

- an obvious flirt and tease

- LOVES pda; it shows his classmates that you’re with him and only him

- pulls you under his arm and pecks your forehead as you walk down the hallway together

- he doesn’t give two shits if he’s all sweaty and smelly; he will hug you no matter what

- “eW, gross, tetsu,” you whine, trying to wriggle out of his arms

- hugs you tighter “what was that? you want more hugs? gladly!”

- lil chicken ass rooster lookin’ bitch

- sometimes, he’ll give you a mini heart attack when he pulls you into his lap as you walk by

- “yeah, so that should be enough to get you a passing grade on the test. good lu-”

- you can smell his familiar scent, as he nuzzles his face into your neck, arms securing you on his lap

- butterflies in your stomach. 

- he’ll also do that when he is horny because one: it’ll hide his boner, and two: he can feel your warmth against him and breathe you in

- “tetsu, babe”

- “hm?” his hum vibrates against your neck

- “you is NASTY”

- does everything you can to escape his hold but only ends up turning him on further

- bed cuddles are always enjoyable

- he holds you tight in his arms, your face plastered against his toned chest. you can hear his steady heartbeat and feel the rise and dip of his chest as he breathes

- your legs are probably tangled together under the sheets

- “mmm, love you, sweet-cheeks”

[machinegunkissu]

lemme get uhhh nishiki comforting male reader who is having an anxiety attack please and thank ❤️🙏❤️

|| YEET I GOT YOU!!!! i did a smol half and half of smol scenario and headcanons if that’s okey dokey. You didn’t specify friend or partner so i tried to keep it neutral so it could be either. I hope that is also alright

Nishiki is very quick to pick up on the anxiety attack after getting used to them. He wastes no time, bringing you to a secluded area so you can settle down and remove any possible triggers

He doesn’t want to engulf you and make you feel trapped by any means, he fears that’d make it even worse. So he often opts hold your hand or arm, rubbing his thumb back and forth gently

There’s a particular softness in his eyes during these times that you don’t see any other time, it shows the want and need to protect you, and stop the attack, even though he knows that’s not always feasible

Nishiki knows that sometimes people need to ride those out in silence, but if you’ll allow it he will talk you down with phrases like “it’s okay,” “don’t apologize everything is okay, you’re fine,” or “in and out, breathe”

Nishiki had pulled ______ into a private room in the Tojo headquarters, locking the door behind them. He grabbed his hand softly, approaching cautiously to not add any stress on to him. As Nishiki knelt before ______ he rubbed his thumb over his knuckles.

“I’ve got you. We can stay in here as long as you need. Don’t push yourself.”

“Th....Thanks,” ______ said in a shaky voice. “I-I’m so sorry. I-I’m embarrassing you-”

“Oi, oi, none of that. You aren’t embarrassing nobody. And you know that if someone’s gonna say something, they can take it up with me. There’s not a problem at all.”

“B..But Nishiki.”

“Come on, now. Breathe in.”

Nishiki took in a loud, slow breath, eyeing ______ as he did the same. While he hiccuped a bit and shook, it was still a good start. Nishiki found himself smiling gently at this.

“Breathe out your nose.”

And with his free hand. Nishiki signaled his exhale, urging ______ to do the same. Which he followed obediently. His eyes trained on Nishiki to ground him a bit and focus on something to settle the racing void of thoughts and panicked state. He found himself settling down after a few minutes of breathing with Nishiki but didn’t move to remove his hand at all from Nishiki’s gentle grasp.

“Thank you, Nishiki.”

“I will always be here for you, _______. Don’t you forget that.”

[writingiyuu]

Hi😊 Can I request one for Tengen Uzui where s/o is one of his wives(she isn't a demon slayer or an assassin). S/o is a crybaby and very dependent on Tengen. His wives baby the s/o since she is very adorable. How would he react when his s/o kept crying and won't let go of him for weeks even while he was training his students after him and the other wives fought the sibling demon (former uppermoon 6). Could I have domestic au as well please🥺 thank you🥺🥺

Tengen x Crybaby! Wife (feat. The 3 Wives)

A.N: i’ll do the domestic au next time! For now this is all I’ve got >~<“”

People wondered how the five of you met. You, an ordinary woman or girl, and the rest of them were assassins and a demon slayer but all four of them fell in love with you LITERATELLY at love at first sight. Yes, even the three wives included.

Your smile would just make up their worst days possible and your hugs were so full of passion and tight even for your small size. Everything about you just charmed them. Almost every morning, you would just wake up in between the four of them and being odd numbered, two at each side while you being in the middle. Why? Cus you smol.

Along with your cuteness comes your crybaby personality which somehow compliments your entire persona. The four still loves you down to the bone like, the moment you shed a tear or start hiccuping, all the four would literally drop everything they are doing and run to comfort you and baby you, too. Unless they are on a mission which is something undeniably hard for you to calm down about. Particularly the Mission against the Upper Moon Six.

That particular mission, the moment you heard the crow informing Tengen and his wives, you were in fear. Like, really huge fear. We are talking about an Upper Moon. The wives were dispatched first followed by Tengen himself. Prior to their departure, you were sobbing uncontrollably. You were in so much fear that you weren’t sure if they were going to survive or not.

Not to mention you were clinging onto the four of them as much as your tiny self could manage. But the wives and Tengen managed to break free — gently. And thereafter caressing you and assuring that they were going to be safe and come home together. It was kind of rushed when you kind of calmed down already. You continuously apologised to delaying them however they kept assuring you it was fine.

When the wives left it was just you and Tengen you did all your best to spend time with him, just in case. “I’m not going to die! I’m going to give the demons a real flamboyant show!” He exclaimed, in attempts of trying to make you relax and feel assured. In which he succeeded. Pressing you a small kiss on your forehead, he went off. The small kiss felt of promise.

- after the mission -

They came back. You were extremely overjoyed. The fact that Tengen lost an eye and almost died and the other wives were in the process of recovery, made your extreme motherly self come out and you immediately went off to prepare the futons for them and warmed up the heater, made some onigiris / (food of your choice) and made some warm matcha tea.

They tried their best to tell you it’s alright they can manage and that you should rest as you’ve been worried sick and may have been very stressed waiting for them, despite not going against the demon. They didn’t even finish their sentence before you cut them off of their words — saying that they’ve done so much and you should repay them. They brought you in for a warm but bone crushing hug afterwards but you hugged back gratefully.

- during the intensive training -

Tengen soon received a letter which was in a way persuading him to go back to the headquarters and train the other demon slayers. Note: he has retired. He whined to both his wife and also you but mostly you. You told him as long as he does not go for another battle. You just wanted him to be safe, at the very least.

During the training, you were again, worried that the students might make him stressed out or tire out. They didn’t really, his patience has heightened and he really is a happy man. Maybe it’s because he’s retired? You were not exactly sure. You assisted the wives in making the food for the demon slayer juniors. And everyone enjoyed the food throughly.

[emmyrosee]

Merkel hates to see baby cry he’ll just be like oh no smol human don’t cry please stop how do I make it stop

Oh my Lordy yes

The first time it happens is definitely something new for them both. Because baby is under so much stress, she’s so tired and she honestly just wants to go home, or somewhere close to home. But she can’t, and she’s feeling like she’s doomed to stay at this strangers house for the rest of her life, and despite his kindness, she just can’t deal with it anymore.

So one day it just collapses. She can’t hold back her feelings, and she’s on the couch, crying and hiccuping so hard she’s about to throw up, and Merkel is just like “uhhhHHH-“

It kills him when she cries because to him it means he’s doing something wrong, and it’s bad enough she has to be away from her family and room with a stranger, but now there’s something else and he doesn’t know what to do

So he’ll try and get her to talk or at least look at him, nearly forcing himself into her line of vision, but she’s shaking from crying so hard and he’s cursing under his breath in German so she doesn’t hear it, and suddenly he just gets so much courage, and he plops down next to her, picks her up and pulls her into his lap, tucking her head under his chin and just- holds her.

And that alone is enough to make her stop from shock, it’s so weird for Merkel to just jump into close touch and action like that, but she can’t fight the fact that it feels so good, and she finally just curls up into him, his large hand rubbing her back and soothing breathing reminding her to do the same.

Now everytime she’s about to cry or is a mess of tears, she just crawls into Merkel’s lap and lets him hold her. They don’t talk about it because it’s so out of body for both of them, but when it happens, nothing else matters.

No judging, no crime, no records; it’s just them.

[fire-fanboy-trash]

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I've haven't been the best mentally so I didn't write as much but enjoy! I will have a longer chapter soon!!

@meisamyth @sadcat5555 @thebluehearted @smol-bean-ashley @pma-girl @sharky-g @dead-golden @10th-no-name-person

Tw: abusive| drugs |crying sam

Sam looked in the chamber and was startled! She fell back almost falling on the floor but google caught her. In front of them was a man sitting in a leather chair. He looked up. She gripped google's arm. "It's ok he's harmless,this is eric". He strolled over starring at the tile floor. "hh h ii" "But you told what Fatality meant, I don't wanna" "Dark only named this area Fatality chamber so other egos avoid it. This is where the Vounrable egos are kept to prevent them from serious harm or injuries. The dangerous egos avoid it because once an ego goes down here they never leave. It's a safety precaution." Sam blinked. "Oh but I don't wanna be here" "Darks orders prove you can protect yourself and you can be with the other ipliers"

[ ] anytime these are around words it mean talking through mind telepathically just in case someone forgot

[Get up here ] [affirmative]*slam*"no don't go" She felt a hand on hear shoulder and screamed. "i i t's ooK" The man was toned and missing feet, with black hair and a floral shirt. She was terrified the way Google described fatality freaked her out. Bang bang bang bang bang bang. She pounded her fists into the titanium door desperate to get out. "HELP"!! Tears streamed down her cheeks. "hhow ol d are u" She began kicking the door. "Hoow olD aRee u" She jerked her head back shaking at the sight of Eric. "7". "th aT maAkes s ense" He took a step towards Sam. "I don't know you"

[ Sky͡le̶r w͘è ̴t̡al҉ked͞ ab̨o͠ut͡ this ] [I still go by dat name?] [ YE͜Ş ] [ok] [ now̨ ̛sto͠p be͡i͝ng ̧a ba͞by ҉àn͝d͘ s̀h͜o͝w ̴NO F̡EAR̴ ]

She trembled and turned around to afraid to disobey Anti. "Hi sir I Skyler" "I m e ric" "Why you talk like dat?" He gripped his handkerchief. "A nn x iety " Sam starred at him blankly.

[w͛͟ḩ̈o͒ ͫcͪ́a̓r̴e̸s͒ ̴a̕b̡̈́oút̏ ̶h̢͑i̡̔m̧ ̢̚f̄́o̾c͗u̧ͦs ̸͒on̊̕ ̈́c҉ǫn̴vͨi̓͝n̶͑cȉn̉͟g ̿̀dark̽ ҉yͩou'̉rͪ́e̷̔ ̨a̵b́ļ̒eͮ ̸t̕oͨ ̚͡p̅rͯ͏o͢t̍eͭ͞c̃t̎ ͝yỡur̎͡s̓͝ëlf! ̉S̀TÓ̡Pͤ B̧ͣEIŃG̓͘ ͑͢SU͡C͟H̍́ ͬA̵ ͦS̨͛C̀A̎R͞DY̨̐ C̀AT͘!̂!̷ͬ ̈́] [but I wanna have fun ] his eyes filled with rage, he truly forgot about the fact that she is only 7. Although Sam is Anti's biological child he is not capable of raising her.

(I hc anti is gay btw so sam was born before he figured this out, now he knows)

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Meanwhile with chase

Chase always wanted Sam every since they were born. Anti didn't especially since she is the result of a one night stand. After that he realized he was gay and despised their existence. He agreed to let chase raise Sam but them he saw it made him happy for once. He suddenly changed his mind. Not caring as chase cried. Chase had PTSD from watching his family be murdered in front of him and constantly blamed himself for it. After it had been a year since murders of Stacy and Luna and Steven the police said it was a cold case. Chase remembers watching Sam cry because the glitch screamed and hit him. He didn't like how Sam was gender fluid and literally became those genders. While chase loved them, little Sam.

Chase was feeling nauseous. He drank more and got high more. He was anxious!! "Where is Sam did anti murder them"he cried miserably. "Anti never loved them, he keeps them around for some reason." "Ooh gOshh *hiccup* the room is spinning" Thud.

Jackie walks through the door profusely sweating. Slam. "Ugh work was stressful as hell, chase are you even listening"?! Silence. He walked in the living room. Chase was passed out on the floor. Although something was different than a drunk pass out. "Holy fuck"! He rushed over swooped him up and bolted outside to the car. Chase was foaming at the mouth. He speeded to the hospital not caring if he got a ticket. Practically screaming about how his brother was passed out and had white foam coming out of his mouth. Doctors and nurses frantically rushing around."go in the waiting room sir" Jackie reluctantly goes in the waiting room. Extremely Desperate to know what happened!!Finally the doctors come out. "He is fine now he had an overdose"!! They went home! "Why didnt you tell me you took drugs!!"!! He glared at him!! "I knew you'd be upset"!! "Chase you could've died!!" "I'm sor-" "CHASE I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONNA DIE!! SCHNEEP AND MARVIN ARE DEAD, I CAN'T LOSE YOU TOO!! I CRIED IN THE WAITING ROOM!!" He stormed off filled with rage. Chase slumped"i never thought I would overdose". He face palmed and cried tell he physically couldn't. Then chugged alcohol tell he passed out! "Sam where are you? " Jackie cried himself to sleep. Jackie got depression when schneep died.

"They still don't know I caused all this. The fools trust me".He watched chase and Jackie from his many cameras. "Chase it's only gonna get worse from here"

[crystalinn]

I haven’t posted about this here yet, but boy howdy has my life been A Mess™️ of late.

TW: medical talk, high stress situations, mentions of blood under the cut

This is a very long post, so a mild TL;DR: ma’s sick and this is me for eternity now (loud noises in video): 

Picture it. November 10th (ish. Time is hard.). The motherbeast came down with a case of viral bronchitis. She got a few days off work to recover. 

A couple days pass. She went back to work. Her manager sent her in the cooler for two hours. 

An immediate downturn ft. a fall out of bed that took 45 minutes to fix, heavy panting, confusion, the whole lot. She went to the Express ER. They said “oh hey, your viral bronchitis has become full blown pneumonia. You’re goin’ to the Real Hospital™️ for two days. See if you respond well.” Turns out, she did, at first. 

About a week or two of what seemed like solid improvement all came crashing back down when her return to work arrived. She went back to work... or tried to. She went to step onto the curb and gravity said no. She faceplanted the pavement, and the ambulance was called. A thorough concussion check later, and her manager drove her and her truck home. The next day, she went back to the Express ER, and they said “oh shit, your lung xray is worse than last time. Back to the Hospital for you.” 

That stay was nine days long. She was tested for tuberculosis (which came back negative, thankfully), and had a PICC line installed. During said stay, she did get rather confused and agitated, as it was near the end of the month and the rent needed paid. She called me in the middle of the night, asking me to move her IV... despite me being at home. So that was a thing.

After she came home on the 4th of this month (December), I had to start administering her PICC line antibiotics, every 8 hours. Did y’all know that cefepime (a bigboi antibiotic) smells like someone doing unholy things to eggs? Sulfuric smelling bullshit, that. Had some hiccups there, what with massive air bubbles in the line and getting the infusion orb stuck on the line. We were supposed to be done the 25th. Then she went to her new primary care doctor, and it was extended to the 6th of January, which h.

Anyway, fast forward to the 23rd. Mum was out with a pal, getting some groceries, and some Miralax ‘cause... y’know, and she fell on her ass. At this point, falling down is like a glowing neon red flag. She came home, was a bit wobbly, but was generally okay. Her primary care doctor called after the home health nurses stole some blood to tell her that her potassium levels are critical. A friend/my ‘adopted’ brotherbeast, Frank, brought her a fuckton of bananas that night. 

Now this is where it gets real fuckin’ spicy. The morning of the 24th, after we get done with the 7am orb, I gave her a dose of Miralax. She was fine, until the 3pm orb, when severe gut cramps showed up. Those lasted until about midnight when things... moved along. After that, shit went downhill fast. I put her to bed after orb times at 11 pm, and she kept waking up. As time went on, she got more and more confused. Like, she knew general things, in a kinda slow way, but she could not follow directions. On the morning of the 25th (fucking Christmas.), things had reached its boiling point. She was very confused, unable to focus, slurring words. I rang up a friend, Sandy (who has been a massive help this whole time of Fuckery), to get her to the ER. This triggered a complete meltdown. It took both of us to get her out of her chair, not to mention the sudden burst of confused crying and begging not to go. 

We finally managed to get her there, and the ER’s like “yo this looks like a stroke, so we’re gonna keep her, do an MRI or three, and get back to you.” Turns out she was very dehydrated, currently has a UTI, and is still a bit... shall we say, fucked up. But, the MRI came out clean, but there was some issue with the PICC with like, a blood clot, but they cleaned it out, so they let her go on the 26th. 

But just wait for it... I put her to bed pretty much as soon as she got home, ‘cause she doesn’t sleep in the hospital. Makes sense, right? I went to check on her at about 8, and she was unable to really comply with requests/commands/questions. I’d ask “what’s your name?”, I’d get her name (most of the time), but when I’d ask “when’s your birthday?”, I’d get her name again. Or the fact she lost her PICC line cap, and I’d ask her to hold the newly sterilized port so it wouldn’t touch anything, she’d say okay, take it, and immediately drop it. Repeatedly. 

I broke down whilst on the phone with my dad because everything has been too much of late, and eventually put her back to bed to wait for the 11pm orb. 

11pm rolled around... and well. I couldn’t get her to wake up. She’d react to me poking and prodding her by making noise and moving away, but she would not wake up. Not properly. So, I called the on call home health nurse to see if she could help, and she pretty much told me to just call an ambulance. Not wanting the expense because I live in Hell the US, I called my dad. He helped me try to wake her up over the phone, but she flat refused. I was left with no choice. So, I called the ambulance, and just before they knocked on the door, she sat up like “huh?” but extra confused. She almost didn’t go to the hospital because she said “nah, I don’t want to go” but one of the EMTs was like “nah, you gotta go.”

So, she spent about 8 hours in the ER, and they told me that they can’t keep her since she was mostly lucid, but they did float an Idea (a skilled nursing facility, at least until she got her ducks in a row) to her that was immediately denied, but with some prodding from me, she finally agreed. So they moved her upstairs from the ER to keep her until they can find a facility in the Blue Cross/Blue Shield network that’s reasonably local. The one that came to visit yesterday turned out to not be, and I’m pretty sure the dude kicked it back to the Case Supervisor to see if they can find another. But, after they moved her into her room, she’s cleared up quite a bit. 

She’s still a bit slow on the uptake sometimes, a bit unfocused, and can get caught out in the grapes mentally, but she has improved a lot. 

Oh, and another thing she’s been doing is fighting me re: eating since the first go around. Bread’s a texture issue, rice is hard to eat without teeth, and everything else “smells bad” (which, since she’s quit smoking as of that second hospital stay... I understand, but you gotta sometimes push past that.) I did manage bananas though. Thank fuck for those. 

But, back to the plot: today (the 28th) was a decent day. Much clearer, less starts and stops in her speech. A bit more focused. She didn’t manage to sleep last night, so she was kinda tired. Had another MRI, but we won’t know about that until probably tomorrow (the 29th). Maybe. Had some PICC issues, though. The nurse got the cefepime running just fine, then mum had to use the bathroom, and when she came out, the machine started screaming bloody murder. After that, the nurse came back and tried to flush the line, since the cefepime was unable to run, and when she took the syringe off, the saline shot right back out... which ain’t supposed to happen. Hit me, the nurse, mum, the bed... probably got the windows too. So they’re working on that, and hopefully they figure it out.

Had my own woes at the hospital today, too. The sole of my boot fell off, so my ride/friend/adopted sister?, Sandy, went to walmart and got me some Heavy Duty Superglue, which I got it about half way stuck before we had to leave... then when we were pulling into the parking lot at home, the nurse in charge called to ask some questions about the PICC, the antibiotic, how long it’d been there, how long she was supposed to be on it, the pharmacy’s number, all that. So I went to get out of the car, my coke bottle fell out of my pocket, started rolling under the car, and I overextended. Fell right on my knees. They are not happy. Took a hot minute to get my dumb ass off the ground, without hurting Sandy, who is like 5′2″ and v smol. I am 5′6″ and... decidedly not. Plus the bonus rain.

UPDATE 12/29/2019: the diverticulitis has made a reappearance. It’s like everything is just It’s free real estate.

UPDATE 12/31/2019: Around 2 am this morning, she managed to roll out of bed and whack her head pretty good on something. They did a CT scan, and it came out clean. No concussion. However, now she has a sitter/keeper/minder to make sure she doesn’t do it again. It’s a good thing the nurses heard her fall, ‘cause despite being armed, the bed alarm didn’t go off. I know of all of this, ‘cause the hospital called me at 3 this morning, and boy howdy that’s a gut drop, let me tell you. But, better a CT ride and a bump on her noggin vs. the alternative. Sure is one thing after a-fucking-nother, ain’t it though.

UPDATE 1/1/2020: 2019 keep your problems challenge: she's had a major mental shift again, and now she's really groggy, really confused... So the hospital moved her to the ICU and called me for consent on a spinal tap, just to make sure they're not missing anything. Other than that, they've done x-rays and another CT, I think to check her spine, hips, the one leg she's been having issues with. The doctors also think that it may be the cefepime causing this altered mental state, and after doing some digging, boy howdy I sure believe it. Cephalosporins are some nasty fuckers.

So! That’s been my month and a half! I’d like to take a break now, please!

EDIT: Further updates found here.

[curatios-blog]

❝everything touches me—i see too much, i hear too much, everything demands too much of me.❞ scorpius malfoy - froy gutierrez - sixteen - sixth year - slytherin - cis-male - pureblood - he/him [megan, 22, she/her, gmt]

CHARACTER PARALLELS: Amy Santiago (B99), Claire Temple (Daredevil), Chidi Anagonye (The Good Place), Giles (Buffy TVS), Michelle Jones (Spiderman: Homecoming), Elizabeth Swan (PoTC), Hiccup Horrendous Haddock III (HTTYD), Spock (Star Trek), Clarke Griffin (The 100), Gregory House (House) suggested honorable mention Gizmo (Gremlins) 

he’s really a sarcastic piece of shit, it’s 90% bravado and though he’s kind of posh? he has a tendency to feign proper mad poshness for comedic value. mostly just hiding a core of overwhelming anxiety.

very very aware of many people’s distrust of him and his family, he will sneer and play it up if anyone tries to bring up his dad and go on the offensive but he’s genuinely affected quite deeply by it all. he constantly has his sleeves rolled up so that his blank forearm is bared as a statement to just about everyone. i am not marked, i never will be.

scor has never entertained purist values and finds the entire concept unfounded and ridiculous.

skinny and kind of sickly, he never had the best health as a kid. he scars very easily and bruises like a gd peach. pretty alright on a broom but he has no real interest in playing quidditch. he’s always cold, he’ll be sitting in direct sunlight and complaining about needing a scarf. yh hes THAT DUDE.

a complete bookworm, he just enjoys reading and accruing a ton of information even if some of it is useless. very far ahead on his studies and has been reading NEWT level subject material since before his OWLs, studying isnt something he does absolutely all the time? but he’s quietly competitive about it and silently smug with his good grades. can get a bit stressed around exam time.

he has a pet crested toad named jarvis the second, an unfortunate incident involving a certain person’s owl and the ORIGINAL jarvis in his fourth year saw his dad try to buy him a replacement. resentful at first at the idea of just replacing his lil bud he was won round and in fact likes jarvis ii just as much as his predecessor. he will often be perched on scor’s shoulder while he writes or sat upon his desk. YEP the name was borne from watching iron man with the wotters when he was smol.

is a very restless and sporadic sleeper when sleeping in a bed BUT he can nap fucking anywhere and occasionally (much less than when he was younger) someone will notice that he’s disappeared and they’ll find him snoozing up a tree or in a bunch of just ridic places. idiot.

he’s very empathetic though he tries to block most of it out. really feels the emotions in a room and finds them overwhelming a lot of the time. he’ll get flustered, try to leave and snap at people that try to stop him but he’s just shielding that he’s feeling panicked. a crybaby but hides it. he cries at all sorts of things and is fuming about it and has quite seriously looked into spells to seal up his tear ducts. the family dramatic streak runs strong w this one.

kind of craves attention? while being an introvert sometimes he just wants someone to pay attention to him until he gets annoyed by it and tells them to piss off. fickle.

claims to have no idea what he’s doing with his life but everyone can tell that he’s got a fascination and a lil gift for healing. he just feels like determining a set path is too limiting and wishes that he could somehow try everything. he scored the apprenticeship and is determined to be PERFECT. so y’know, a bit highly strung sometimes.

very eloquent and well spoken, though this has been dented somewhat since he began school.

the stillness of the world the moment you take the first step into fresh snow, cashmere and fine wool, the pearlescence of dreamless sleep draught, the scratch of a quill on parchment, a massive mug of tea with a splash of milk and one sugar, faintly tremoring fingers, a shiver up your spine in a warm room, the exhilaration of a problem solved, a thunderous grey overcast sky, laughing until you ache, sleeves rolled up to the elbows, petrichor, the burn in your eyes before a well of tears, the bite of a stitching charm.

ok lets try this again, if you like this ill message you to plot!! 

[becausetheysing]

hey ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ can i have a bts reaction to jimin (cause i love bts being protective over smol jimin) coming to them crying from stress and it slowly turns into a panic attack?? like he starts to hyperventilate and stuff??

​The ships ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) I’m doing this storyline based off of the threats he got in America (I was terrified at that concert bc if something did happen I would’ve witnessed that with my own eyes. The fear was rEAL. I was so worried about Jimin honestly). 

BTS: Reaction to Jimin crying and having a panic attack

•Jin: He was the first to find the news. He intended to keep it from Jimin so he wouldn’t freak out, but he knew he had to say something so they could stay on their guard. His plans to gently lay the news became pointless when Jimin ran in the room crying. Never has he seen Jimin so hysterical.

“Jin Hyung, will I be killed..?” Jimin hiccuped and hugged onto Jin’s broad shoulders.

“No way, we won’t let that happen.” He spoke seriously and hugged the smaller man tightly. “I’ll match you so no one knows who you are. And we’ll get more bodyguards. Don’t worry, you’ll be just fine.”

•Yoongi: He wasn’t much of a morning person. He hated being woken up. And normally he would brush people off or-ya know-punch them in the face. But this time was different. He felt the man who jumped on him shaking and he heard the saddest sound in the world-crying. He calmly rested his hands against Jimin’s back and hushed him.

“Ya, brat, you woke me up… This better be serious…” He would try to sound cold hearted but he was worried. He carefully listened to the news Jimin explained and he sat up instantly after. “What?” He looked into Jimin’s red eyes and his heart broke into tiny pieces. 

“Hyung I’m scared…” Jimin began to hyperventilate.

“We’ll call it off. We can reschedule-we don’t hAve to reschedule. Let’s go home.”

•Namjoon: Suddenly the light he was using was blacked, and he couldn’t see the small words on the paper anymore. He lost his place and he was frustrated, but he didn’t express it. He looked up and he forgot all about the book when he saw Jimin standing there, shaking and teary eyed.

“Hey… Hey hey what’s wrong?” He let the book fall to the ground as he stood up and met Jimin on the other side of the room. He looked down at the phone Jimin held out to him and watched the Korean news. His mind was jumbled and his heart began to skip beats. As leader, he wouldn’t allow himself to continue this tour. He would convince the manager, he didn’t want to lose a member for a silly concert they could reschedule when coast was clear.

“Will I really die…?” The smaller was in a state of panic and fear.

“What? Jimin no of course not. Let’s go figure this out right now.”

•Hoseok: One second he was lost in the music, and the next he had tight arms restricting him. He looked in the mirror to see who it was, and he could hardly tell he was crying. 

“Awww did Jiminie miss me?” He teased him and turned around to face him. He realized he was actually crying. He was instantly on guard, and stood tall. “What’s wrong?” He grabbed onto his shoulders and let his sweat drip to the floor. Jimin just hugged onto Hobi tightly, crying and shaking. Hobi didn’t dare ask what was wrong again because he knew it would just make him cry even more.

He let Jimin cry on his shoulder and rocked him slightly to calm him. Running his hand over his back and through his hair, which resulted in Jimin falling asleep standing up.

•Taehyung: He was slowly nodding off in his seat, listening to his music through his earphones. His mind was wide awake though when his best friend’s name was mentioned in Korea’s news. He heard the word “threat” and he nearly lost his shit. He stood up with a heavy breath, and he looked frantically for Jimin. When he saw the smaller boy in his hotel bed, curled up and crying, his heart sunk to his stomach.

“Jiminie…” He walked up to the bed and sat on it, rubbing his best friends back. “Jiminie are you ok?” He dared to ask. This just resulted in a loud groan and more tears. As time passed, the two men ended up in a tight cuddle, and both of them slept peacefully for a long time.

•Jungkook: He loved to tease the smol mochi of the group. It was his way of flirting. But when it was time to get serious, he got serious. The second he saw Jimin entering his hotel room shaking and crying, Jungkook stood and got on his guard. 

“What’s wrong?” He stood and quickly walked to him, not wasting anytime. He hugged him and rubbed his back slowly to soothe him.

“Jungkook the news…” he mumbled and hugged onto the taller males torso. He pulled out his phone to show Jungkook the news, and almost immediately the younger boys heart dropped. How would they be able to continue their tour with the possibility of one of their members being killed??

“Don’t worry, I won’t let that happen.” Jungkook said confidently, seeing that the smaller boy was having a mental break down. “Nothing will happen, we’ll protect you." 

[nessackerman]

RFA - How would they cheer you up on a sad day!

Hiiiiiii! So... I was thinking... Maybe I should give you a little taste of how I write and weeeeeeeell, here we go  (>’-’)>

RFA trying to cheer you up on a sad day, they’re focused on their jobs and you miss them. You’re having a bad day and you don’t want them to know that you’re feeling sad but they instantly notice ->

Yoosung

-He’s a smol sensitive bean -like me- and he’s head over heels in love with you.

-He’s always attentive and caring unless he’s playing LOLOL. 

-Lately he’s been focusing a lot more on studying and LOLOL too, and you’re glad he’s putting so much effort on his future so you always care for him, make him some healthy food to eat at uni and stick lovely, funny and encouraging post-it everywhere for him to feel loved every day.

-So, today you try to hide the fact that you’ve been feeling sad because you know it’s just a bad day and you don’t want him to worry too much and stress for no reason. The last thing you want is to be the reason why he fails his grades.

-However, as soon as you arrive home from work/study/whatever, he notices something’s going on and he immediately leaves what he’s doing to be with you.

-You’re always so cheerful and positive that he instantly starts worrying when he sees you’re feeling down:

“Is it something I did? Is it something I said? Did something bad happened? I can’t let my girl be sad!!”

-You tell him that it’s just a bad day but he’s too worried now to leave it be.

-He asks you what can he do to cheer you up, maybe he even tries to crack up some bad jokes.

-He cooks Omurice for you with happy ketchup faces all around. He brings you chocolate and ice cream and whatever you want Jeez... he would be so sweet and warm and cozy asjkhdsad

-He’s SUPER attentive and cuddly for the rest of the day (and allows you to see the show or movie you want, he’s even up to scary movies if that’s what make you happy!)

Zen

-He tries to maintain a reasonable work schedule so he can give you all the quality time you need, nothing he wouldn’t do for his princess. 

-He’s been a little too occupied with practicing lately because he was preparing for a quite difficult character and he wanted to do a perfect performance.

-You miss him, of course, but no matter what you try to be supportive and cheer him up every day by telling him how awesome and talented he is, you also help him practicing his lines if he needs it. 

-Today you’re not as bright and positive as you usually are and you don’t compliment him as you always do when he sends you a selfie from his workout session that morning, that’s when he notices that something’s going on with you.

-He immediately calls you: Hello my princess~ Do you want to go out tonight? You obviously agree and you start to feel a bit better, you’re going to have a date with the incredibly handsome love of your life, how could you not cheer up? For God’s sake.

-He sets a romantic date, he compliments you a lot, he gives you all the attention you need that night and takes you home with him to kiss and hug the sadness out of you...  (͡• ͜ʖ ͡•) He unleashes The beast and you are happy for the rest of your life, believe me.

Jaehee

-She’s always too busy, she can’t even have a good sleep schedule, how could she find time to be with you? Oh, but she tries, and that’s all that matters to you~

-BUT lately she’s been busy even on weekends and that means you can’t see her unless you take your ass to the company to give her some healthy food and coffee (she really needs it and she’s ultra grateful she haves you)

-So today you go to the office to give her her daily dose of food and coffee, she doesn’t notice at first that you’re feeling a little down today but as you’re about to leave she does, there’s no way she doesn’t notice your pouty faces and she instantly starts to feel bad with herself.

-She hugs you tight and gives you a slow kiss, then she smiles and assures you she will talk with Ms. Han to ask for some free time to spend with you and you cheer up a little bit.

-She comes home earlier than usual and you two prepare dinner together, romantic music in the background. You laugh and kiss all night long.

-When you finish eating you cuddle each other on the sofa while watching any Zen’s movie she likes the most that day. 

-Yay! There you are, two happy beans cuddling and loving each other  \ (•◡•) /

Jumin 

-He’s been busy with the company projects and he has to travel a lot lately so that means you don’t get to see him often.

-There’s weeks that you two barely speak due to the time zone difference. He’s stressed and he misses you and Elisabeth the 3rd a lot, he apologizes every time he gets to talk with you. 

-He’s deeply worried about you even if he doesn’t show much, he’s scared one day you’ll leave him, he knows he should find more time to be with you but these weeks have been horrible and busy for you two. 

-You miss him like crazy and you’re kind of stressed with work too. Today you’re feeling down and sad, so when you talk with him that night and he notices you’re not as positive and cheerful as always he starts worrying a lot.

-He immediately tells his private pilot to prepare everything to fly back home and calls Jaehee to re-arrange the whole schedule so he can be with you a couple of days. 

-He arrives at 4AM, you’re sleeping and he doesn’t want to wake you up so he takes Elisabeth in his arms and sits besides you in bed, admiring the two loves of his life with a peaceful smile on his face.

-He wakes you up in the morning with kisses: Good morning Kitten, I’ve missed you a lot ~ he has prepared breakfast and many other things  (͡• ͜ʖ ͡•) and you’re instantly feeling happier than ever and that makes him feel confident and happy too.

-You spend the rest of the day cuddling and talking, drinking wine and making love.

Saeyoung/707

-This little monkey has been overly stressed with work lately, he wants to keep up with everything and that also includes rebuilding his relationship with Saeran, make time for you and the rfa... 

-You’re dead worried for him and you’re always trying to help him, even with the smallest tasks, so he can relax a little and take a nap if he feels too tired. You try to make him eat healthy, at least one meal a day, and hug him and kiss him often, and sometimes you also try to make him laugh a little to encourage him.  

-Your profession allows you to work from home, that’s why you can spend some time with him, basically to take care he doesn’t die, but these last days you had to go to the office to organize and arrange some things. You obviously miss him a lot during that time.

-BUT that means that when you finally have time to go to his house you find out that he’s a total mess: no sleep, no healthy meals... just non stop work. He says he wanted to take that time to advance some work so he could be able to be with you a little more.

-Today has been a bad day and you’re sad and tired and seeing him like that it’s painful so you feel sadder and when he said that... that’s it, you had too much, you hug him and you try to hold on your tears with your face buried on his neck but he instantly notices you’re not okay.

-Hey! Little alien, what’s up? I’m here my love, I’m okay~ (yES!! I fervently believe he would call you little alien, fIGHT mE) and that’s what you need to start crying and you’re there like: B-bu...but... you... I’m worried... I don’t want... get sick... *sobbing and hiccuping* You know what I mean!! 

-That makes him feel warm and loved inside and he hugs you tighter and he tells you how much he loves you and finally he decides to take a couple of days to rest and be with you, cuddling and laughing and watching some crappy tv shows. 

*

So... that’s it! lmao i’m so nervous right now...Tell me what you think, let me know if you think there’s something I can improve on (and sorry if I made some typos or any other mistakes, I try my best ;;) aaaaand if you liked it feel free to request your own scenarios, imagines, one-shots... 

Have a nice day (っ◔◡◔)っ ❤

[ganymedesclock]

Biovolt shenannigans

First off love, love, love this au! I had some fun interesting IDEAS when you posted about pidge on the Olkari planet. I get that the yellow armor can regen quickly but what about the resident smol Pidge? It would be hard on her body to regen the armor so the armor tries to “help”; and by help I mean root Pidge in a safe place so the armor can photosynthesize and repair. This could also function as an extreme form of regeneration/ stasis if the paladin is severely injured or stranded. Cue Pidge learning to keep some nutrient rich dirt in a pot under her little tech area in greens hangar. (Green approves of the bonding time because she is just so glad her cub isn’t as reckless as red’s.) Speaking of Red’s Cub what about Keith accidently melting things if he gets flustered. Or Lance getting gill hiccups and needing to hangout in water until they stop. Hunk curing up into a ball when someone startles him. JUST ALL THE EMBARASSING ARMOR ACTIVATIONS!!

Ohhh my gosh so much Biovolt love, I adore it, all this basically gets stamp of (AU) canon. Keith doesn’t usually accidentally melt things since he has a pretty good handle on that (and it takes a lot of heat to melt something) but he definitely has accidental temperature flares if he’s stressed or especially nervous. Also he gets more or less relegated to resident space heater if everybody’s cold, which he’s... not? entirely? embarrassed about like part of him is kind of flattered because whoops affection-starved as all get-out.

There definitely is a thing though where if Keith is breathing fire and something goes wrong or he has to cut it off in a hurry he coughs sparks for a while afterwards. Which, good news, that’s his armor making sure he doesn’t asphyxiate on hot ashes, bad news, it’s sort of like when you’re drinking something and a tiny amount of it gets into your windpipe and your cough reflex goes off like a fire alarm. 

Hunk has about the least trouble with his armor, and part of that is his disposition, Yellow’s, and the nature of his element, but another part of that is he’s the best equipped to handle it. Everybody’s pretty athletic, but Keith unfortunately has the metabolism of a hummingbird; Pidge is the smallest, youngest, and still growing, so, as you said, if she’s trying to repair anything seriously, she needs help, either roots, photosynthesis, or a healing pod if it’s really bad.

Shiro’s a fine physical specimen but his armor is pretty brittle for about the first few weeks because you know, being in space prison and having your food on very tight rations isn’t good so he just doesn’t quite have enough in his system to actually build better armor- that improves over time.

Actually, speaking of Shiro and awkward moments because I notice you left him out of the party: wings are super cool, but in about the first week they also get banged and bruised a lot because having a new set of limbs is an adjustment and folding them and keeping them folded is a bit of an exercise in muscle training.

Shiro’s interface also “misfires” more than anyone else’s- he tends to partially armor up in situations where he didn’t plan on it or nothing is going on because of anxiety. It especially tends to happen if he’s asleep. Initially it just seems like he’s Ready For Anything but once they’ve been in space a while people start to catch on that it’s anxiety-rooted. 

Coran and Allura try really, really hard to be sympathetic to the paladins figuring out how to interface, but the entire experience is just really baffling to them because handling a bio-interface on Altea was like. something you learned about the same time you were learning how to walk and speak. Sure the paladin interfaces are more intensive and complex in some ways but... guys. 

[peekaboo-parker]

soft kisses and scented candles?

Soft Kisses: Describe your OTP.

Ooh, there’s so many, but I think I’d go with Hiccstrid (Hiccup and Astrid from How to Train Your Dragon). Like it’s so cute how in the first movie Hiccup just has this somewhat helpless crush on Astrid (that probably people could relate to), when he’s really cute and smol. But then their relationship progresses and things :D and then in the second movie, they’re officially dating and they’re so CUTE. 

Sorry that was all very brief and informal (ﾉ･д･)ﾉ

Scented Candles: How do you relax?

I usually relax with music (upbeat, dance sort of music). Or if I’m stressed out or feeling anxious I try to distract myself by making up a story or visualise a dream. I relax when my head is in the clouds ( •⌄• ू )✧