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gaysforbyler · 2 months

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I still don’t understand how the fandom decided that MIKE was the more emotionally closed off one out of the two of them.

Mike, who spills his guts every time Will so much as looks at him in S4, who calmly explained to El how she hurt him after Will’s body was found in S1, who is famous for giving heartfelt monologues, and is literally seen as the HEART of the Party.

And Will, who lied to his mom about the mind flayer in S2, AND to Mike about the painting, just so he wouldn’t be a bother. Who pretended to like baseball just because it would make Lonnie happy. Who hasn’t told a single soul about being in love for YEARS, and would happily take that secret to his grave.

Yeah, Mike cries less. That doesn’t mean that he isn’t extremely emotionally intelligent, or that Will isn’t constantly suffering in silence. Mike works through his emotions logically, Will bottles them up until he breaks down. The only times Mike actually hides his emotions is when he’s scared. The only times Will DOESNT hide his emotions is when he’s with Mike or Jonathan.

#Mike’s parents literally get mad because he’s too expressive of his emotions #‘im the only one who cares about Will’ is seen as ‘talking back’#but he’s very reasonably explaining how he feels #‘haha mike is so dumb. he’s so bad at emotions’ literally stfu #getting a bit heated. my bad #But i could talk about Mike’s mental process for hours #mike wheeler #will byers #byler #stranger things

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zeroducks-2 · 9 months

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When I see Jason and Bruce acting like the stereotypical "prodigal son and gruff but loving father" (in canon!) my blood boils.

Jason died. Bruce did not avenge him, not even "playing by the rules", so not even by arresting the Joker. He didn't do JACK SHIT after his boy was murdered. And once Jason came back, Bruce slit his throat in order to save the life of the man who murdered him, and then left him to die in a burning building.

They should be unable to coexist in the same room let alone speak let alone have a "difficult but ultimately loving relationship". I hate you DC I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE

#the enormous injustice of what happened to Jason is hard to even process #he's one of the most mistreated mainstream characters I've ever seen (as in mistreated by the writers and directors)#this boy died and his family didn't lift a finger and suddenly he comes back and everything is his fault #it's his fault for dying it's his fault for being traumatized it's his fault for suffering it's his fault for being angry it's HIS FAULT #while Bruce keeps being heroic and stoic and in the right even if he slits a boy's neck in order to save his murderer's life #because how dare Jason demand love and demand justice and demand his pain to be seen and heard and acknowledged #aaarghbgvnhgrghenvvfkj I know this is nothing new but I'm hella stressed so this is going to be my emotional outlet for today apparently #bruce wayne #jason todd #my meta

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chirpsythismorning · 3 months

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Just remembered that Will sat on the icebox in the van for the 30 hr ride back to Hawkins

#byler #stranger things #that willelmike dynamic in the van after the monologue needs to be studied under a microscope #like why couldn’t we see the aftermath of his monologue???#what happened??#when will sat on the icebox did el and mike look confused??#did they offer to leave room for him to sit there but he declined politely like no that’s okay…#followed by the next 30 hrs of awkward #I know the vibes were OFF #that’s the reason they only let us be confronted with them by the time they arrived in Hawkins #they needed to shift the mood to confusion about Hawkins’ state #bc they could not reveal what the vibes were like before that #no but the prospects of el hugging all of them after saving max #and it’s like emotional and they’re all so relieved she’s alive #but then shortly after that when they’re planning going back to Hawkins #she’s distant again #maybe it’s with everyone so they just brush it off as her needing time to process everything #but it’s still suspicious because…#why are things with her and mike still feeling very off #and then that’s when they’re getting into the van and then will just adds to the awkwardness even more by sitting on the icebox 😭#I also noticed 2 pillows on the backseat so it’s likely that’s where byler slept in s4 during their shenanigans #so I’m guessing that where el and mike slept while Will slept on the floor 😭#no but seriously they could not show any of that without giving it all away #the angst and heartbreak and confusion and regret would have been so loud 😅

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fishareglorious · 2 months

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Post-Mor Pankh where Kaalaa Baunaa and Shamane hang out sometimes and something Shamane does just. reminds Kaalaa deeply of Kumar. The siblings haven't met each other in literal decades aside from the latter's final moments, but the fact that they're related is there, mirroring each other in the way Shamane goes cocky or makes tea or some other little idiosyncrasy, and after she notices, Kaalaa Baunaa is hit full speed with missing Kumar.

#kaalaa baunaa #shamane #reverse 1999 #certified storm moments #idk quite how to articulate it. but surely kaalaa hasn't quite processed the whole her mentor-close friend killed herself before the time #of the meteor shower. maybe the acceptance is there but surely the grief of losing someone that you're that close with hit her a while late #like she was so desperate for kumar to come back and start over and the relief and elation in her voice when kumar agreed to her but not #knowing that she'll do exactly what she did #i wonder how she deals with it #her seeing some of kumar in her brother at times is. you know that emotional angst i will eat that shit up

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apotelesmaa · 2 months

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Distressing that people think ruikasa are capable of emotional introspection and self awareness like we are talking about two of the most emotionally dense characters in the game. Canon compliment characterization is them being stupid as all hell. New levels of idiocy are being discovered over here at PXL.

#my personal hot take is tsukasa ‘do now think later’ would say something #but rui would do mental gymnastics to excuse it as friendship only & tsukasa would go oh ok he doesn’t want me.#Guess I’ll Just Suffer Forever.#rui is just like. absolutely horrific at processing his own emotions. & tsukasa is just stupid (fond)#to elaborate he recognizes his emotions he just doesn’t process them at all until they come back later to bite him in the ass #i say pxl bc emunene are included in this and nene is also shit with emotions #emu is the only one here capable of genuine self awareness but she doesn’t communicate her feelings so. net zero emotional competency #all around. love wxs. absolute circus show of dumbassery. (fond) (terminal brain worms).

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cherry-bomb-ships · 17 hours

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AAAAAAAH YOU GUYS Check out this AMAZING comm I got from my sweet friend Bea @mothfinite !!!! 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖 As the very first commission I've gotten for my ship with Mojo Jojo, I couldn't be happier 🥺💖💖💖 Thank you again Bea!!!

[Version without effects as well as the tag list are under the cut. Reblogs are all seen and very appreciated!! 💙🧡💙🧡]

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@cloudyvoid @derelictdumbass @dissonantyote @edencantstopfallininlove @final-catboy

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@nameless-self-ships @nerdstreak @paper-carnation @patches-and-her-selfships @p-i-t-s

@reds-self-ships @rexscanonwife @ship-trek @spacestationstorybook @squips-ship

@scroldie @toogayforthistoday @winterworlds

#💜: loving you's a felony #🍒🧬: emotional processing lag #self ship #oc x canon #self shipping #ok to rb #self ship community #self insert #fictional other #ppg #i didnt wanna go too ham in the post itself but grbrbbsGRGRRRAAAAAAAAA 💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘#TGIS CAME OUT SO CUUUUUUUTE BEA DID SUCH A GOOD JOB I LOVE IT I LOVE IT 🥺💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#I JUST ADORE HIM SO MUCH AND THE WAY THIS WAS DRAWN IS SO SO SO CUTE 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#hhrhgrgrgr i definitely keep coming back to look at it over and over and how can i not!!!! 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺 i wuv itttttt im gonna 💖💖💖

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hallowclave · 24 days

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What a whimsical looking young man I wonder if he has received any job offers recently

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#my art #project sekai #rui kamishiro #if u saw this get posted before: no u didn’t #forgot to schedule the post for the morning incident 60 dead 600 injured.#i feel obligated 2 say I actually post abt pjsk on my main (apotelesmaa) frequently (I have brain worms)#& I only post on this blog once in a blue moon and it’s usually not serious art atp #so do not expect anything.#curtain call. what an event. love rui he’s such a good character. I hope he explodes.#he is so full of love and so bad at recognizing his emotions and problems.#‘I don’t have any emotional hang ups about anything’ says the guy who has so many emotional hang ups #rationalizing pulling back as safety measures instead of fearing abandonment/concern of hurting tsukasa (or others) again ->#rationalizing accepting asahi’s job offer because it’s the best for his future even if it’s not the best for himself #also tbh I think to some degree u could argue accepting the job offer was his way of getting ahead of being abandoned #not that it would happen and not that he’d recognize that to begin with #negative self awareness king! he is not processing his emotions at all!#would love for him to mention the job offer in a future event. even just offhandedly. shaking him by the shoulders. talk to ur friends moron #me when I’m in a not recognizing what I’m feeling and how it effects me competition and my opponent is rui kamishiro from hit game pjsk #etc etc. anyways.#once again falling into the ‘sure whatever this can go on the art blog’ category #in that I used simultaneously too much effort and very little in creating it #once again: [hope you’re hungry. for NOTHING] dot jpeg. as is typical here at hallowclave dot tumblr dot com.

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fanciestgeckofella · 5 months

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yknow, i think that q!maxo death has a very big potential for having one of the biggest lores in the server, because he is the only one that we have seen dying and not respawning. do you remember that theory that the feds were trying to discover how the islanders can respawn in the first place? they discovered how to make something that is indestructible as far as we know (cucurucho), sure, they kinda have discovered something with the eggs only having 2 lives, but they dont know how to kill something and keep it infinitely coming back. but now qmaxo is dead, and if the feds discover how to kill something that was infinitely reborn before, they might discover how to make something that keeps coming back no matter if theyre dead or not. something that death cant touch, cant hold. something perfect.

#i think that dan and spreen and felps were kidnapped for their capacity to infinitely come back #dan and spreen were killed in the process #maybe by whatever they put into felps arm?#their deaths were by feds hands. probably by similar situations #now maxo is dead in a very different situation #one that the feds didnt have any control over #its probably the most natural death they can ever have #even if maxo died because of a nuclear bomb #because they didnt have anything to do with that #also im pretty sure that the respawns only happen because of emotions and sentiments #cucurucho doesnt have feelings so it cant respawn #the islanders have feelings so they can respawn #now the only thing that spreen dan and maxo have in common is that they were fucking miserable when they died #and so were the workers that cellbit killed. all living shitty lives that cant give the motivation necessary for a respawn #so yeah. i think that when the feds discover this neat little trick with sentiments its over for us #it will be very weird to see cucurucho have actual emotions for once #qsmp #qsmp theory #q!maximus #q!maxo #and it even can be connected to why the feds wanted the islanders so happy in the first place #because if theyre happy they can respawn #if theyre not they just die #and the feds want to know how the respawning works #*laughs in tin hat* its all coming together baby

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marymekpop · 2 months

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⟢ highlight of the hour: flex x cop [10/16] ⟣

welcome back home

#flex x cop #korean drama #ahn bo hyun #park ji hyun #fxchoth #mmkfav #mygif #i luv how lgh has been subtly comforting and supporting jys #she helped him gather the courage to return home #she helped him process his feelings and emotions #she wasnt pushy about it either and rather shared some words of encouragement in a respectful way #fxc is taking its sweet time with the slow burn romance #and even if it doesnt go all the way with lgh and jys i luv what we've seen so far between them #car rides back home together and jys complaining about lgh's car #just like the good old times #oh and the way that i squealed when lgh said no one's been nagging her about her car #LIKE GURLLLLL

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lunarharp · 3 months

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the flash and the flood

#witch hat tag #orufrey #god this is so scrappy..ugh.. -_-'''' uagh.. ability to draw drains away when im tired..UGH..i prefer drawing soon upon waking.#i wanted the last 'page' to be them looking back at each other but im too tired..i dont think qifrey can look at anyone rn anyway.#maybe this is the first time oru seriously burnt himself. maybe this is the first time qifrey truly cried.#i think of him in this era as non-responsive and unable to process emotion correctly after all.#so qifrey taught him what fire feels like - oru taught him what it feels like to create water #i like you because you feel safe - i'm scared because the depth of this feeling is unpredictable and can hurt me. can hurt you

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b4kuch1n · 19 days

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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

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grantwilsonenjoyer · 2 months

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i just. I Just. am so sad about grant. i am so sad about this little 12 year old kid who was convinced that he became his trauma and could never be anything else. And he never even got a chance to TRY. kms

#dndads #grant wilson #and it is like. Especially devastating bc i think if he WAS given a chance #i think he Would have gotten a lot better #grant is a soft person he just does not let himself be. grant is loving the world just does not let him be #and yet still love persists #ALSO #it especially devastates me that grant thinks all of his emotions r just Gone #and never really being proven otherwise #bc it is so clear to me that at least for A While. grant is still very upset about killing things !#he might not recognize it as him being upset bc there Is also that relief of feeling something. but #he is essentially just retraumatizing himself #hoping desperately to get his feelings back not realizing it just shoves them further down once the shock wears off #I could write ESSAYS on grant wilson & how he processes his trauma #but alas. this is tumblr i will save the 10 page analysis #can u tell i was always the most annoying motherfucker in english class

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sunnytastic · 9 months

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feeling very mac today (i'm always the one who loves more and with full devotion only to be met with heartache and disappointment when the person who can't even love himself is incapable of reciprocating with the affection i need and deserve)

#i go back home tomorrow and i have so many emotions to process that i will mostly definitely be processing via mac #because he is me and i am him #iasip #its always sunny #it's always sunny in philadelphia #dennis reynolds #macdennis #mac mcdonald

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skitskatdacat63 · 7 months

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Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333 #he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today #this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant #i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves #seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his #so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better #whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh #anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO #its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation #pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such #boy king au

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pandora15 · 6 months

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life is cruel.

it's tragic, horrific, and unfair. it gives us the worst of things, causes us to feel and experience things that are so unspeakably painful that sometimes I can't even. I can't even.

and it seems even more cruel in those moments of pain and grief and loss when you see something beautiful, like fall colors, or the color of the sky at sunset, or how the holidays typically are meant to bring joy to people but all you can think about now is that every year when this time of year comes, you'll just think about how tragic it is.

and cruel.

and horrific.

and unfair.

and beautiful.

#grief #grief tw #so i'm dealing with grief intimately for the first time like. ever. and i'm having a lot of emotions #and i can't help but observe that the way i write it in fic feels. kinda like how i feel right now? in some ways?#but also like. everyone goes through it differently and there's no like correct way to process #for me i'm. okay most of the time when i have a lot of stuff to do #which is like 90% of the time #but i'm also just feeling a lot of things and trying to figure out how to move forward #especially with the knowledge that life is short and cruel and you just never know what might happen #and i can't just not do the things i truly want to do with my life because i'm SCARED #because. you never know what might happen #you never know when the end is gonna come #anyways i drove back to my apartment today and i saw beautiful fall colors on the way #and all i can think is ''how can the world be so beautiful and so horrible at the same time''#''so beautiful and so fucking CRUEL at the same time''#''and to the people who least deserve its cruelty''#anyways that's where i'm at ig #still got two classes moving and a full time job to do while all of this is happening 🙃#all things considered. i'm okay. not great but i'm doing my best #really in my post tpm obi-wan era except to a lesser degree #but i certainly have a LOT of responsibilities to deal with along with my grief so. yeah.

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brown-little-robin · 7 months

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if you can, would you pray for me? I am having a really hard time right now.

I just. I have too much to do 😭 I've been in survival mode 24/7 for the last four weeks. and the homework is only going to get worse, and I will only have less time for it from here on out because more clients will be booking my hours at work.

Also, I haven't been able to visit my parents for weeks, and the one in-person friend I had at college graduated last year. I'm lonely. I love you all but being with people in the body is a human need. Also, I'm struggling with even feeling like church community is worth attending church this year.

#Robin processes emotions on main #hnnnnnng #I'm so tired #blindsided by this tiredness #senior year and I'm EXHAUSTED turns out #thinking of dropping my 1-credit extra class. idk. that class is so fun though :((( it's creative writing: worldbuilding #idk. also this week in particular has just been really rough for VARIOUS reasons. among them: I have to write a proposal #for my capstone project. which! will! be! good! I get to do self-directed writing! work one-on-one with my favorite professor!#but AUGH the timing of this proposal being due This Week...#I'm sorry y'all. I've got nothing. I need help #AND IT'S RAINING AND I DIDN'T BRING AN UMBRELLA 😭#just adding insult to injury there tbh 😂#God's Hardest Battles To His Silliest Clowns et cetera #oh also hi I'm back early because I was lonely

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