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luuxxart · 5 months
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bleh kids and super stuff
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fagcrisis · 9 months
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nah, I totally get where you're coming from, but it's not necessarily something wrong with the kids- I'm a software tutor, and it's been getting.... bad, at least in the usa. it's not their fault, but society has become so tech-saturated that lot of schools literally have stopped teaching kids basic computer knowledge anymore, and assume they'll have picked it up intuitively, and so do their parents. but it's not intuitive, it's a skill like any other. and a lot of the kids are post-zoom era, which you'd think would make them more tech-literate, but no one was beside them looking at their computers to teach them, and they wound up with at least a year's gap of educational neglect in general as well. it's gotten... weird. the kids get by, cause a lot of tech is just 'push a button' now, and they soak up the new information like the little freak sponges they are, but quite often no one has sat down with them and explained jack shit before ....that being said, the amount of grown adults I have to explain that 'no, if you don't save the file it won't exist when you close the file' on a daily basis to is... so high. soooo high. people are unbelievably stupid
but then again, I can only speak to one form of educational system, so truly, who the fuck am I lmao
idk like, ive worked with kids and based on my experience theyre just kind of fucking stupid i say this w all the love in my heart but u take the smartest kid ive ever worked with n ask them a basic fuckin question and theyll just go huh bc thats how kids r i think this is less "the youth of today has smth wrong with them" and more the usual thing where a generation gets 9lder and starts teaching and interacting w kids and realize kids r kinda fucking stupid. we have a huge scare abt how the latest generation cant do this or that every ten years and its fine every time. kids get older and they learn shit.even if u got a teenager thats kinda fucking stupid they can still learn. also just like u said a lotta fucking adults r also tech illiterate as shit so i think this is more demographic based and not age based. kids whose parents r good w computers or who have access to some sort of education abt computers will learn that shit. also some places have more of a culture of fostering this shit like here piracy counts as basic tech literacy i think and that migjt not be the case in other places
anyway the reason these posts annoy me bc i used to see all this posting abt how well b the genrration who isnt a cunt to kids and doesnt demean them and now 10 yrs later yall r doing that shit like u were also kind of fucking stupid as a kid and adults were probs freaking out about how u cant even read and now ur an adult n ur fine. also if kids cant do smth its not their fault its the fault of every adult around them so in any case stop talking abt how kids r tech illiterate itll be fine calm down. most of yall dont even have kids n if ya do teach them computers
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oquinn53 · 3 years
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BNHA THEORY RAMBLING WITH SPOILERS
Okay so second bnha rambling with theories because I can’t think straight so I think of bnha! Specifically Deku.
Specifically, Deku’s endgame. There are so many theories out there and I just.... think about Deku specifically a lot. I mean he’s the protagonist and everything and I love him and a common theory that I actually do kinda think about a lot is Deku losing OFA. But I don’t think he’ll end quirkless. I think a lot of things need to happen but let’s start with me rambling about Deku’s characterization, how it can all be wrapped up in this:
Deku has PTSD. (This part is LONG and talks about masochism and mentions suicide and all that. Other points are shorter!) And I don’t mean post war arc or even post Bakugo’s kidnapping, if we want to go that far back. Deku has PTSD from the VERY start. This kid is a walking mental illness. Sources? Hi, I’m a Civilian With PTSD and I saw Deku at the beginning and I watched Deku’s horrible mental health deteriorate EVEN MORE than it started off as. This is really important to me, to state that he has it from the beginning, because I believe in the character growth and development. I might be talking out my ass but it’s fun so. Why do I say he starts out from it? Let’s look at symptoms.
A) hyperfixation, my old friend. Deku fixated hardcore on All Might and Heros in general. But he fixated specifically on All Might and he gets EMBARRASSED about it a lot. (Funny enough, the embarrassment of it is also a symptom of ADHD but I’m not as well versed in that). Hyperfixation is a very very common coping method.
B) His anxiety. Kinda self explanatory here. He’s a bully victim. He also has been literally classified as LESS. Quirkless. But also defenseless. Useless. We’ve heard that, his anxiety is there but it’s because of what DEFINES him. His self identity was born from what everyone else tells him. He’s a determined boy, but his sense of self is only wrapped up in what other people think—or specifically, what All Might thinks. Which blends a bit with...
C) A loss sense of identity. I talked about this a little bit he last part but Deku’s goal to become a hero is so tied to All Might that even when he gains the quirk, he has to have it beaten into him with warning of losing the use f his arms for him to realize he’s NOT All Might. But that’s still what he sees, even when he switches to using his legs more. He has no idea who he is. He just copies. He copies Bakugo’s moves again and again. And while it’s cool to see all the parallels and growth of Deku learning from others, there is a message of “making it his own” when Deku copies others again and again because he has no idea who HE is. He analyses like crazy because figuring out how other people do things is the only way he can figure out how HE can do things. Also, the whole language change because his image of victory is Bakugo? Literally his speech pattern isn’t his own, his every day one matching his mother’s.
D) repressed and heavily released emotion. He’s 0 or 100, both when he gets OFA and with his emotions. I mean. Feral!Deku. Do I need to say more? Yes, because I was to drive home how not okay Deku is from the very beginning. Boy cleans the beach and screams bloody murder. He has no idea what emotion to have and needs to let it out. Doesn’t matter he just did a shit ton of physical release, he has so much emotions that he doesn’t know what to do with. Just like Bakugo’s anger, Deku’s emotion usually comes out as his tears. Boy cries a lot but sometimes tears aren’t enough and Deku screams a LOT. Even his own excitement bursts out in bigger ways, with his mumbling and fact dropping (god, also slightly autistic coded maybe? Blurred lines with ADHD there, it again, not my area of expertise)
E) black and white thinking. He’s young, so that explains some of this but just like I mentioned above with the 0 or 100, he represents the mindset of civilians. He literally blinds himself at the very start to even what’s happening to HIMSELF. He sees hero and he sees villian and those are his two categories. Bakugo literally tells him to kill himself and Deku thinks about how that would negatively affect Bakugo. He doesn’t and never does see Bakugo as a villian for this. He sees “wow that wouldn’t be good for his Hero image” and because Deku sees Bakugo as a hero, everything has to fit into that. And while Deku has huge growth with this next part, he also originally viewed villains as just villains. He learned a LOT and while the society’s image becomes less black and white for him (because the whole manga revolves around the gray morality of it all) he still doesn’t see much gray area. It’s win or lose. With the sports festival, he literally won the race without his quirk. He got through the Calvary battle despite being a giant ass target. He placed in the top 8 (which he probably would have gotten higher on if his goal didn’t change) and despite accomplishing his goal with Todoroki, he broke down about not doing what All Might asked him despite gaining permanent scarring and a hell of a warning re his arms. But to point back at the beginning, this is reinforced with his entrance exam. Passing the written exam meant NOTHING because he did “””nothing””” in the practical.
F) last point, Deku’s a masochist. Obviously with the broken bones and things but I’m not even just talking about the physical damage he does to himself—which is, what, 95% of the time what he gets most of his wounds from? Anyway—I’m talking about his mindset. Masochism isn’t just the physical act of causing pain. It’s that mindset of deserving pain. The reasoning doesn’t matter. Deku only “betters” himself for the sake of giving more to others. He trains so hard, not for himself, but for others. On the outside it might seems like his goal of becoming a hero is his own but he sacrifices his body and dives into situations where he’s literally been warned he’s going to die and he just does it anyway. Eri’s Arc and him “changing the future” is what I’m referring to here and you could say “well he DID say he would change that future!” And okay, sure, but he was told Sir is never wrong. But he would rather rush into that future where he dies than take even a moment to think through his actions. But anyway, my point is him at the beginning so I specifically mean the training montage. Where he was ALREADY on a tough schedule that he knew would be difficult and he literally adjusted it and added MORE. Because, to circle back to other points because mental illness always overlaps points, he can only think of himself as 0 or 100, black and white, Able To Save or Failure. If he can’t be at 100 then he believes he deserves pain and causes it to himself. The only time he regrets his injuries is when it prevents him from giving MORE of himself to others. He learns his shoot style not because he doesn’t want to hurt himself but because he doesn’t want to become useless to others. He trains and loses sleep and puts his body through hell because he thinks of himself only as something for others. (I think wanting to save Shigaraki is a powerful moment not because it’s Pure Boy Deku but because it’a his own thinking, his OWN want, but.... it’s still not for him and will still cause him pain). And a last point on this, Heros Rising showed us that Deku is willing to give up his quirk and his dream to win and it showed us that while he believed he didn’t have any other choice, he was deeply disappointed in himself. Winning wasn’t enough. Hurting himself THAT MUCH wasn’t enough. He let All Migjt down and giving up his dreams, almost dying, becoming quirkless, all wasn’t enough to counteract the shame he held. Like god. Baby.
Other small observations or relevant commentary:
1) The doctor who told Deku he was quirkless is the same doctor who worked on Shigaraki. Same doctor who can perseve dead bodies. Same doctor who worked with AFO and all that. (See? Short! Will be relevant soon)
2) One for All is tied to All for One. OFA was literally created the moment a hand reached out to help. Can one even exist without the other?
3) Bakugo needs to apologize. Horikoshi has literally said in an interview post Heros Rising that Bakugo needs to apologize. Sacrificing his life to save Deku is NOT how you apologize to Deku. Deku will ask for a receipt on this type of apology. Return to sender. Unacceptable. So. Bakugo needs to apologize.
4) Deku’s dad isn’t in the picture yet. Hasn’t even been spoken of except for the fact we know his quirk is fire breathing and his name is Hisashi. Oh and he’s abroad. Oh and Horikoshi said he’ll be in the picture at some point. Given we’re in the final arc......... this might not be relevant at all to my theory because I have mixed thoughts on AFO being Deku’s dad but it would connect a few things in the theory.
SO. Finally, all of this together had me thinking about Deku’s characterization and what this (now with COMBAT related ptsd and not just civilian ptsd) means for his ending.
Like I said, I think he’s going to lose OFA. And I originally didn’t think so because Heros Rising showed his losing it and why would they do that again? The movie is canon. Horikoshi himself said so and was a huge part of the production of it. So they did that and wouldn’t do it again. Except.... Deku GAVE OFA away. Which is significant because it was his choice. And he had shame and we witnessed how much that hurt him, but we haven’t seen what’s now been tried TWICE: OFA being forcibly taken from him. Maybe by Shigaraki, since that is building up big time. But maybe by saving Shigaraki.
Either way, what’s more significant to me than how he has it taken is what that means for him, based on everything else above: he would lose his entire self identity. He would literally have no idea who he is anymore except for the only reference he’s ever had, which his from when he was quirkless. He gained friends only after he had a quirk. Every bond he has is tied to him being a hero and he was told it was impossible for him to be a hero without a quirk. Even All Might’s adjusted answer to him at the beginning involved giving him a quirk as the answer for him being able to become a hero.
I think this is the absolute perfect chance for Bakugo to say “since when did you need a quirk to be a hero”. And it doesn’t matter much what the context is, what causes Deku to still need to be a hero (whether a Situation or just an identity crisis) and I think about Quirkless Deku as a hero a lot, since that’s how he was originally written in the one shot before he was revamped for bnha.
But I don’t think Deku will end quirkless either because of who his doctor was. I think Deku had a quirk. I think the doctor stole it. Whether that’s because AFO is Deku’s dad and saw his quirk and knew he had to take it for some reason or whether it was independent and the doctor saw it and took it. The whole toe thing can be written off so easily that Deku could easily have had a quirk at some point.
And maybe, if AFO and OFA are cancelled out, the quirks that were stolen go back to their original owners. Meaning Deku gets his ORIGINAL quirk back.
As in, Deku gets his own identity.
And what would that quirk be? Hm. I don’t know. But. His mom can move small objects. His dad can breath fire. A mutation, maybe? I’ll leave that one up in the air.
And there are a lot of implications here that this could mean for him, as far as healing. And I just want him to be happy.
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adultingautistic · 4 years
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Hello! I think I might be autistic and if so Language learning migjt be a spin of mine. Today I started learning Chinese and got an amazing feeling of euforia and a need to shake and jump and move because of how happy I was. Is this stimming? Do allistics not experience this? I frequently feel a need to flap my arms or shake/dance, especially when super happy or anxious or sad, (though I usually rock and hug myself when sad) but it doesn't feel like a tic?
an amazing feeling of euforia and a need to shake and jump and move because of how happy I was. Is this stimming? Yes! This is exactly what stimming is- physical motion that expresses/regulates emotions.
Do allistics not experience this? Nope!  They do not.  (More accurately, allistics do experience the desire to express emotions with body movements, but not nearly to the degree that we need to do it.  If you tell an allistic to “stop it”, they can, and it doesn’t bother them).
I frequently feel a need to flap my arms or shake/dance, especially when super happy or anxious or sad, (though I usually rock and hug myself when sad) YAY FOR STIMMING!!!!!
but it doesn't feel like a tic? That’s because stimming is not a tic. A tic is an involutnary movement that a person’s body does without their consent.  They cannot stop it OR start it, there is 0% control over a tic.
Stimming is not a tic.  Stimming is the movement of your body to express or regulate emotions.  Allistics do stim- but to a much, much lesser degree than autistics, and the difference is, they don’t NEED to stim in order to express their emotions.  Most allistics express their emotions with facial expressions and sometimes words, and that’s enough for them.
They don’t get so excited they need to leap out of their chair and twirl around the room in circles (that is stimming) or flap their hands or clap their hands excitedly (stimming) or squeal with glee while shaking their fists (stimming) on a DAILY basis.  They might do these things now and then.  But for them, it is a rare occasion.
Another type of stimming you mentioned is sad stimming.  Allistics might be SO sad that they would rock back and forth maybe a few times in their life.  Like that’s it.  For autistics, we rock back and forth to soothe ourselves even from just mild sadness.  So it’s not that stimming is involuntary- it’s very voluntary, but we NEED to do it, just like how breathing is voluntary (as in, you can stop doing it if you want to) but we also NEED to breathe.
I hope I’ve explained the difference between stimming and a tic!  If anyone has anything they’d like to add, or some important point I left out, please feel free to add it!
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mueritos · 4 years
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i'm genuinely trying to understand here, how is it morally ok to not vote? i understand that both biden and trump would be horrible presidents and could lead us to fascism, but at least biden has *some* values that are better than trump's. it's reasonable to hate the electoral college and the systems that uphold white supremacy etc but i don't understand why a person would choose not to vote against trump. again, i'm trying to understand your point of view, i'm not trying to antagonize you
Im on mobile so there migjt be typos. I already explained, let me try again further. Voting in itself is a privilege, not everyone can do it even if they can. Some people want to vote but literally cannot, whether this is because their work doesnt allow it, theyre disabled, theres only one polling center, the polling center is intentionally slow and this takes them over 6 hours to vote, or they could not get their ballot because they do not have information made available to them about how to vote or even register. Voting is a Priviledged Thing, and when people are out there shaming the minorities whp cannot or do not vote, understand youre adding another level of bigotry.
Im sick of hearing the “but biden is the lesser evil” nothing any of you say to me will ever change my mind about the political establishment. I used to thinl democrats were better, but then I learned that Obama deported more immigrants than any another contemporary US president, that he killed more in the middle east. That Democratic mayors in cities of BLM protests are responsible for allowing Trump’s gastapos into their cities. That they are just as complicit in the mistreatment, murder, and fascism in this country. People who prattle on with the idea that “Biden is better” are the very people who refuse to listen to indigenous and Black communities, because THESE are the people sharing ideas of not participating in a fascist and genocidal system. These people experience firsthand the colonization and racism that these systems had always perpetuated, and they understand that it doesnt matter who is up there in power, because people in power inherently do not exist to serve us in a capitalist society.
Morals? Morals??? Sure. Condemn the few who cannot and do not vote, blame them and not the political system that is forcing everyone to choose between two fascists. Condemn marginalized leftists and marginalized communities without access to voting because its their fault the electoral college did not work in the dems favor. No centrist/dem/republican/liberal/progressive ever wants to blame the systems in place, because they are capitalists and will always benefit from the very systems that are intentionally designed to murder. Do not ever preach to anyone how they should vote, regardless of ur party affiliation. Voteing is a personal and privileged choice. I genuinely do not give a shit what you do with it, but if you are able to vote, that’s your decision. Do not ever shame people for refusing to or being unable to participate in a fascist system, you are only further gaslighting and condemning marginalized communities.
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houseoftaetae · 7 years
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Hwarang au
Idk i just watched some hwarang eps back and omg my feelings, but, i also thought of an au idea Before you read SPOILERS LEAVE IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCH HWARANG YET Okey, so Taehyung is just a normal collage student but has magic in his veins like the rest of bts. It's nothing major, they just have a slight power they can use. Taehyung is a special case, his power is time traffeling or going to other demensions. He has been to other demensions before, he being not strong enough to controle it so it sometimes takes over and sends him into random demensions or worlds where he meets the him there and sees how he lives there. This time he gets send to the Hwarang world, with his sandy collored hair and the rest of bangtan by his side. Taehyung, not knowing where he is tries, along with the rest of BTS to make the best of it. When he is searching for food along with Yoongi he happens to walk into Sunwoo. 'H-hansung?' The hwarang speaks as he drops the wood he was carrying back to the palice. Taehyung quickly bows and apologizes. When the man speaks the foreign name again looks Tae up. He stands tall, his hand reaching for the pocket knife in case he needs it when the him from here memeories flash before his eyes. He limply falls onto the ground as darkness takes over his vision. Sunwoo is quick to catch him and before thinking everything through he carries him back to the palace — When Taehyung wakes up he is in a foreign place, not the hide out he and BTS had found. He quickly stands up and grabs the thing closest to him to protect himself when someone comes in. He smacks the object across the strangers face and makes a run for it. 'Get the fuck away from me!' He screeches as he is grabbed by the ankle and gets tackled to the ground. 'Hansung! Calm down!' The male yells and holds him to the ground. Taehyung looks up at the male and his eyes grow wide, memories of what haf happened to the him in the world flashing before his eyes as he lets out a deep breath. 'Let me go.' He orders, not caring all of these are royals and he used to be a mete collage student in his own world, but he also knew he was king somewhere else and knew now how to use a weapon and to come off as confindent. 'I can't.' The male ontop of him speaks and Taehyung scoffs, trying to push the person off but his body is still tired and his mind foggy. 'You have no reason to keep me here. I'm pretty sure i didn't do anything wrong i was just searching for food.' 'Smacking someone in the face isn't really what you call normal behaviour.' Speaks a unknown voice and the person holding him down lets go, allowing him to sit up and to look behind him. Tae tilts his head and blinks lazily at the two males standing infront of him. He knows who they are. He knows what kind of connection he used to have to them. But he can't get close to them. The him of this world is dead. 'Yea? Well i don't really like feeling cornered.' He speaks and jumps up, patting the dirt and dust from his clothes (wich migjt look odd since he's still wearing his ripped jeans and knitten goat from back home) and smiles at the two man. 'If tou don't mind i'll take my leave no--' 'You can't. You have to explain why you look like my friend and why you're here.' One of the two speaks and Taehyung is this close to just yell the truth and make a scene. But he wont, he's a nice boy. 'I dont know, people look alike and i'm here cause one of your servants kid napped me and to be quite honest with you 'your highness' i'm not really into that so if you don't mijd i'll take my leave no--' before he can continue he gets cut off again, this time by the person who he remembered he saw last before he blacked out during food searching. 'Hansung wait we--' 'I'm sorry but the person you speak about is dead and I know you all are perfectly aware of that. I would like to explain everything to you but i can't, not now. I have people waiting for me who want me to come back so i will take my leave.' He speaks with such a tone that says he isn't going to be held here against his will. The king sighs and nods. 'Wheh will you come to talk?' Taehyung smiles and makes a little bow. 'Sooner then you'd like, trust me.'
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kuyamari · 7 years
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W I P
To whom who may concern Chapter 1 An Introduction Raven suddenly came to me and asked "Don't you love her? Why aren't you doing anything?" "She is who she is and I am who I am, there is no changing that. Besides, it was already too late to get to know her. Don't get me wrong, I wish I could but it's already time for us to go separate paths. I mean, I got all the opportunity before but I blew it. I screw up big time. Um I guess I didn't listen to those guys but it's my fault for believing them and doubting myself." I said "Why don't just try?" He replied "Well...I don't think I'm the one she is looking for, heck, I don't even have the balls to say hi! I mean...yah know...I'm just scared" To be exact I am afraid I might just hurt her knowing I'm not really a nice guy. Mike stares at me with dismay and he said " Dude...you're hopeless." " Nah I don't know..." But deep inside, well fuck off Raven I am shy extremely shy. And so I let another day die out without even trying. Having a routine like this is kinda tiresome but I'm used it. I spent the whole time hiding but hey it's not like I'm a fugitive or something, its just there is a girl I really like but I can't do anything but remain silent and avoid her, sometimes I felt I'm kinda rude to her. Well I kinda confessed already that I like her but I am really ashamed I did it on a text message rather personally. What can I do? It's hard to be confident if you know you don't have one or rather you know it's a losing battle even before it started. And all of the sudden a voice said "Well let us trace the cause of your so called shyness" "The hell are you" I asked "I am your subconscious" he answered. Well I didn't know my subconscious is an asshole "I heard that" "Heard what?" I asked because seriously what the fuck. "Hey, let's keep it PG down here" He said I'm not quite sure what's going on and on what narrative this shit called but I don't like it. I'm pretty sure I'm telling the story from my point of view. "Well I am your point of view, subconsciously." ladies and gentlemen my subconscious is a smart ass. "Unfortunately this would be more funny if this is written as a comic book." he said. Well that is not the problem if the freaking author is not a lazy ass and start drawing. "He can't" he said. And I replied "Why not?" "Because you are the and author." he said as he laugh his ass off. Seriously he is annoying just like me but worse. Can things can get anymore worse? "It sure can" he said and in my mind would just say "Well fuck my life." Chapter 2 Hi I'm... Hi! my name is Edward. There isn't that much to say about me but all you need to know that I am a coward. Well not that I always runaway from a fight it's more of a I always runaway and get discourage in expressing what I feel to the person I really like maybe because I am scared to say the wrong thing or maybe if she get to know me she might not like me for who I am because believe me I am wierd and quite rude and an asshole myself. Helena isn't the first woman I liked but let's just say it ended seemingly the same way. I didn't do anything to be with them all I did is runaway and sulk on the corner. Maybe part of it is discouragement from my friends. But now let's talk about Marie, the first woman I liked. It was back in my highschool days, we were classmates and on the third quarter of the school year I was happy because the class adviser assigned me to sit right next to her. To be honest, sitting right next to her is pure happiness I get to know her more and talk to her. The best thing that happened to me is also the worst, It was a day after Valentines I gave her a gift since didn't have one for her on the day itself. I gave her a cupcake, She was reluctant at first in accepting the gift and said that i could give her the cupcake before going home since we were sit right next to each other. It was already dismissal, She didn't left the room and it seems She is waiting for someone. As I left the room someone from another section went in and walked straight to Marie, his name was Noel and as I peak through the window, I saw them sharing the cupcake I gave to Marie. The two of them looked so sweet to each other the sight of it had me broken, I know it was my fault because Noel is Marie's friend and suitor. Me? Maybe calling me "honeybunch" almost everyday is a way to tease me maybe she figured out that I have a crush on her. But on that day little did I know that sight cost me so much. Chapter 3 Helena Well Helena for unknown reasons is quite popular among men, there are many who has a crush on her maybe only science can answer it but I'm no scientist so I cannot answer that but one things for sure, her smile is the brightest among them all. Don't get me wrong, I don't know her that well but she always stand out whenever she is there. She is the a avarage height of the woman in our country. I've seen a lot of woman before compared to them she is not that beautiful don't get me wrong she is pretty, yes, but the simplicity of her face is what makes her standout very well among them combined with her very charming smile, she is ready to kill, figuratively. "Hey, I told you tell her already how you feel!" said Raul " And in what womderful reason do I have to do that?" replied Edward " Well, you like her don't you?" " Well yeah I do..." " Then do it! I know tell her during Valentines day give her something" Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Footage not Found We were already drunk that night, the five of us, well technically four because Anthony is tending to his girlfriend who is unknown reason crying because of a moisturizer. So what we did is we went to their room and bring his shot there. We were even laughing our ass of seeing his situation. "We ran out of Gin." said Mike "Let's go buy another." replied George "And let's document everything we do on the why 'coz we might not remember it" said Mike Mike went to theor room and ee to join us and asked Rupert who is fortunately awake that time to document the dumbassery we might do. As we walk the quiet road of the province we started making noise like we own the place making rude remarks about certain things. We were like hooligans that time, so wild and free roaming the streets. I was holding a stick and wielding it like a goon people who might saw us might think we were part of a gang of some sort. We don't mind because no one will recognize us there since we are just tourists. We saw the place's plaza amd we started taking awkward pictures of us in the dark. We were supposed to go there in the morning but we were already there early. At the landmark of the plaza where we took our photo we sr started shouting things about the persons we like and love. "I love you Meg!" shouted Anthony "Ilove you Helena!" shouted Mike I wasn't surprised when i heard it because everytime I see them they were together it's seems that Helena is very dependent to Mike. Jake followed by shouting "I like you---" he cutted it with a clap Jokes on him I know who is he reffering to. George followed by doing the same thing Jake did. " I love you!" I shouted " To whom who may concerned " "That's it?" asked Mike and George "Yep, that's it" I replied " I don't have anything to say anyway" But deep inside, their are so many things I wish I could say to Helena knowing I am already drunk that time their is no thinking what I could say and knowing Mike also has feelings for her and always ayot her side I am confident that Helena will be just fine with him. We continued the night walking the streets and finally made it to an open store and bought another bottle of Gin to spend the rest of the night waiting for the sun to rise. Things started quite unfortunate for me because I started to vomit due to the volume of alcohol we drank. And to think everything that happend that time was taken was documented who knows what might happened when the others watched the video. Chapter As Edward walk the road alone in the dark he kept on thinking, what went wrong? Is it just because of hime being scared all the time or was it the girl? He kept on thinking. Maybe, instead of getting the right encouragement, he got the right discouragement. Instead of saying good things about her, some of his friends decided to say bad things about her just to use your use to be love for her into hate to assist them in their vendetta against her and her friends. Is it really too late? Can he go back? Is waliking in the sidelines all I can do The Last Flag And how should we end this short story of a boy yet to be a man who is so scared to say how he actually feels to the person he like or should I say love? There are many ways to end it, we could say the boy move on and found another girl in which we vowed not to repeat the same mistake he omitted. If so? How in the world will I the author of the story write it? They could have met somewhere. At a convention perhaps knowing the boy is a some sort of a wierd geek. They both could have possess the same hobby or perhaps interests. For sure they could get along really well but is she really what the boy wanted? Is it the same feeling of falling for someone accidentally? Falling for someone for reasons that even scientists cannot even explain, even I is not sure how things like that could have happen. As the author of this story let's give it a try on how the story could have ended, we'll atleast for once they could have ended together here in this story because knowing the boy we is prone to giving up and doubting himself. Well let's say the boy suddenly became brave enough to talk to the girl in the earliest chance possible. he started talking to her, getting to know her more so he could fall for her more. Ask her out on dates perhaps? Helping her out in anyway possible, making good use of himself knowing he himself is quite useless at times. Even in my wildest imagination maybe only a miracle or perhaps the holy spirit migjt be the only thing that could help the boy, Why you may ask? Well let's just say I know the boy very well.
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twentyoneyong · 7 years
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Im livin for the angst tbh, my problem is more with the fact that nicoles error hurt waverly and was out of line, but came from misguided attempt to help. And waverly low key did it to spite nicole? But also no because drunk and who hasnt tbh. They both mucked up. But waaaaves migjt look a hypocrite if she iNt careful. But i love tje drama tbh
Yes. Nicole’s mistake was for more understandable reasons but still an error. Waverly did it out ouf anger and hurt and bc she didn’t know what she was doing, like you said. No one’s saying that those mistakes are on the same level. But both DID SCREW UP and THEY recognise that and WE recognise that and are all aware that it was wrong. But like some others said, everyone is dealing with the drama and hurt in their own way, so let’s see what’s coming next. No need to hate on everything all of a sudden. I love the angst, too, and I think that that kiss wasn’t that necessary but I’m not flipping out bc of that? But I’m also not justifying i (justifyong ndit explaining hte reasons why arestwo different things)‘Still, no need to burn everything around Wynonna Earp down, goddamn it
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