this is a reply to that post abt sending a long ask about how we feel about ya
Youve always been quite something y'know? Strong and sweet in a way that's truly remarkable. It's been quite the fuckin inspiration watching you navigate through challenges with such grace and determination. I remember how sad you were when i met you in.. 2020. 3 fuckin years ago, damn. But looking at you now, youve grown so much, and im so proud of you. Your not the same teenager i met back then. Youve grown into such an awesome and wonderful person and i have lived you through every stage.
You are family, sayu. Even if we dont talk much, your my sibling. Ive always admired how strong you are and it's not just your strength that gets to me. Your intelligence is something ELSE <your on that genius shit>, not just in books and shit < i learned so much book shit from you though. Pretty sure you're only reason i didnt fail chem.> but also in the way you understand people.
You've got this incredible knack for connecting with people on a deep level, which is something ive never seen in anyone else. Your advice has helped me through some <billion> rough patches, and I can't thank you enough for that.What truly sets you apart is your unwavering support for your friends. You've always been there with a kind word, a listening ear, or a shoulder to lean on. It's a quality that's not easy to find, and it's something I've always appreciated about you. In many ways, you've been like a mentor to me.
Your guidance has meant the world to me. I want you to know that you've left a lasting impact on my life, and I can't imagine what it would be like without you around. I dont wanna imagine it. I'm truly lucky to have you in my corner. And as long as im alive, ill be in yours. I couldnt have done this without you. Like i said earlier on discord, we're the last ones standing. You were always the strongest.
I dont know if ill be able to see it, but i know youll have an awesome life. Never stop being you. As long as you're still alive, theres hope for the rest of the world. Thats cringey sounding, but its fuckin true.
Take care of yourself, Sayu-sib. With heartfelt gratitude, and so much love, parker.
I wish there was more I could say because this ask broke me when I first saw it, thoughts? None. I'm so emotional over this and I genuinely have no words and I feel genuinely bad for that.
Words aren't something I'm always good with, especially right now because I genuinely don't know what to say. You've always been the younger sibling I've never had, we both know this. But damn, I hope you know how strong you are.
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I got 26 asks for ya’ll, sorry they’re a bit late!
..Bruh. Where have you been for the last 4 months?? Scroll down on my blog for like 3 seconds. You’ll find dozens of posts talking about my FNAF AU. How I’ve spent weeks rewriting the timeline, how certain comics aren’t canon anymore, how I’m working on my Recap/Repair project WHICH MIND YOU, part 1 is the most recent post I’ve made.
Also I will give Gregory any story that I want, thank you very much.
Hey, buddy. Listen, you’re up here at a 10 right now, I’m gonna need you to come down to at least a 4, okay?
Also I hate to burst your bubble, but If you want a faithful interpretation/version of Vanessa? You don’t want my blog.
Ah, sorry. I don’t do commissions no.. Thank you though!
AU comes first, movies later lol
Awe, thank you! I did my best! :} Also I don’t have a jester Anon, feel free to take the title!
Uhg. That’s really frustrating. But I actually heard word that he finally took them down. I never checked to confirm but its a nice thought. Also thanks for letting me know!
@elegysonnet
Thank you so much! Also I don’t think I’ve actually seen any Don Bluth movies.. or if I have I didn’t know they were made by him-
@sunnysshanty
Thank you so much! Also nooo, sorry. Those game’s events don’t happen. I built my AU mostly on games that I myself have played/ones I know a lot about. <:/
@readeren
I haven’t actually thought about it too much. Just figured eventually they’d meet and hit it off-
@jyalynn
<XD I’ll do my best! Thank you for the reminder,
@quillsinkwell
Awww, you’re too kind. Thank you so much!
@mishishiwritings
Holy cow, that far back?? Man, well, I apologize for the completely unhinged content you were subjected to- <XDDD
But also thank you so much! Hearing that I have such an old fan is really cool! And your patience and support for my project means the world!
@aberrant-winter
Thank you! I’m so glad you like them! :DD
aaaa thank you so much!!! Same to you! :DD
@mynameisdoofthelizardandamlesbi
WOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAYHEMMMM
@chickenmilk120
Does being glued to the couch for 8 hours because of being in a constant state if dizziness count as a break? :D If so, back to work I go weee!!
@cherrycreamfairy
AAAAA that’s so cool! Having no dead kids in the story is really refreshing! (something I never thought I’d type-) Also I love their designs! Especially Foxy’s, seeing him so tall is different to me, but cool! XD
XD You can always count on me to jump fandoms at the perfect time! Also oh man, that’s a tough one. I’m really torn between Engineer and Soldier.
On one hand you have Engineer. He has so many things I love in a character. He’s a tough Texan that has a healthy dosage of southern hospitality. He has total dad vibes. I love the way he interacts with the other characters as well. Like in Expiration date, taking off his helmet to show some respect to his team as he gave them the grim news. Also being mostly gentle about how he worded the news as well. He spent what he thought was his last 3 days on Earth, helping Medic to try and find a cure, overall just working in his last hours to try and help his team. Even when it should have been pretty hopeless.. Also the way he bursts into the room, “Guys! Hey, Fellas! Listen! Its just bread that gets tumors! :DD” Tossing his arms over Soldier and Medics shoulders and smiling with them, UHG he’s so cool.
I also love all the headcannons people have made about his character. A lot of people, me included, like to think that engineer cooks breakfast for the team sometimes. Eggs, Bacon, pancakes, you name it. I also love the thought that after a rough battle, where they lost and the whole team is cranky and aching. Engie goes out and fires up the grill and makes everyone some good food as a pick me up. Burgers and hotdogs, shish kabobs and sandwiches, just MAN. Such a fun idea and such an awesome character.
His design is also really fun to me. Overalls and googles, with a hard hat that’s slightly crooked. And of course his wicked gunslinger that’s kept under wraps. Not sure why he covers it up, its awesome! ALSO His dialogue in the game is a real hoot, I also like his GAME PLAY. Although I’m a pretty lousy Engineer myself, I love the idea of being able to support my team the way he does. People can fall back and be fully protected by the Engineer. A sentry to keep you safe, a dispenser to replenish your ammo and health. And a kind hearted man to pat you on the shoulder and say, “You alright son? Here, take a seat for a while. You can get back out there when yer ready. I’ll keep an eye on you till then.” like OUHG, so much fun. I absolutely adore everything about his character.
On the other hand, there’s Soldier. He is so unbelievingly stupid, so mind blowingly absurd, and so incredibly big hearted and ridiculous. His antics and overall hilarity have brought me to tears multiple times and never fail to make me smile.
I don’t think I have a super gushy, character analysis-y reason why I like him so much. He’s just really funny, his character is so fun and ridiculous and he always makes me laugh. So that’s why its so hard to pick between Engie and him-
Sorry, I dumped that comic long ago.. but who knows? Maybe someday I’ll feel inspired and come back to it. My hyper fixations have been known to be quite unpredictable-
I straightened up and got 3 water bottles, I hope you’re proud of me! :}
Thank you so much!! :DDDD
@jellycreamjammedart
BIBI IS THAT YOU?? WHERE ARE YOUR CLOTHES-
Oooo, that’s so interesting!
Meanwhile there’s me who has completely deleted her from my brain and refuses to acknowledge her existence- XDDD
All I’m hoping for is that they make it scary.
I want little kids to come into this movie chanting “FNAF! FNAF! FNAF! :DD” And run out screaming and crying moments later.
FNAF at its core, is a disturbing story. With gruesome themes and horrible tragedies and disgusting people. It is not meant for kids. I feel like FNAF recently has been really dumbed down and kid-ified. Which makes me kind’a sad..
I tried not to let that rub off on my AU. It may be light hearted for now, but the truth about the past and the disturbing story of William will not be buried for long..
Thank you for the reminder, I’ll do my best!
Awe, thank you! Once my Recap/Repair is done I gotta get around to drawing some of them!
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✨ sam/deanna fic recs ✨
all of these fics are some flavour of sam/always-a-girl!dean. i'm planning to keep this list updated at least for now.
under the cut in no particular order:
my heart’s staying put by grim_lupine (6.4k, E)
It's like Deanna’s been asleep for four years, traversing the highways of her life on autopilot, every joy and every pain muted and numbed. In the months since she got Sam back she's been coming to life slowly, with the pins-and-needles tingling of a deadened limb awakening. One day the music in the Impala seems to ring brighter, so Deanna turns up the volume and caterwauls along while Sam tries to stop laughing next to her. One day she remembers the vivid, manic thrill of hunting, this trial-by-fire life she's chosen, and the next time they put a spirit to rest she's grinning so recklessly that Sam tells her she looks deranged, but he sounds fond, at least. One day Deanna rolls over in her bed, sleepily expecting to see Sam across the room, and she does, and the relief of it is so strong it makes her roll back over to look up at the ceiling, weak-limbed and gasping.
And now this: Sam leaning on Deanna’s strength like she’s solid ground beneath his feet, like he's given his trust over to her again wholeheartedly. It's the final cut to the protective numb shell around her, leaving her newborn and centered.
Madonna by @hellhoundsprey (5k, E)
Things used to be easier. This is on Sam.
reparations by @zmediaoutlet (9.5k, E)
With the first Trial behind them, Deanna wants to make up for lost time and plans a present for Sam.
all we want is more by @zmediaoutlet (35k, E)
Sam and Deanna have never been good at boundaries.
you feel your heart taking root in your body by paxlux (7.4k, M)
Then, he can see again, she’s stepped away, taking her little hands with her.
killed myself when I was young (pt. 1 of everlovin' baby) by paxlux (8.4k, E)
This is like premeditated murder. This is like a crime of passion. This is like a suicide pact.
alabaster stones (pt. 2 of everlovin' baby) by paxlux (579, T)
The floor looks so rich, it might even soak up the blood.
history in the making by yesimirreputable (1.1k, T)
Sam knows for a fact that there's something wrong with him.
You’ll No Longer Burn by songlin (10.7k, E)
Deanna's about to tease him when she realizes what Sam's looking at. It's her, all soaking wet, in nothing but a sports bra and underwear, scanty fabric clinging and water beaded on her skin.
Listen to the Rhythm by nomelon (4.3k, E)
A brother and sister and a hunt in the rain.
take off my flesh and sit in my bones by Signe (1.5k, E)
Tiny breasts, like sandcastles washed over by the tide, tan soft and warm like sand; body still bones and promise.
you're the only one that's mine by riyku (3k, E)
Dean gets injured on a hunt and Sam has to patch her up. Things get a little out of hand.
bloodletting by adastreia (4k, E)
Sam's jonesing for blood. Deanna's on her period.
[burn it to the ground] by ephemerall (2.4k, E)
And there it was. He left her; he always knew that's what it would come down to.
bonus: featuring john/deanna (more or less)
knock me flat on my back by @amiwritesthings (3.8k, E)
After all these years of fantasizing about it, he can’t believe it’s finally happening
nowhere left to fall by @amiwritesthings (4.9k, E)
Sam is ecstatic the day the letter from Stanford arrives. It is everything he’s dreamed of since he could grasp what the concept of leaving for college meant. Except for Deanna. He might have been dreaming about what he wants to do with, and for her for even longer. It’s the only thing dampening his excitement right now, the thought of leaving her here, with Dad.
Share the Spoils ch. 2 by @vintagedean (2.2k, E)
A.k.a. the "Everyone Shares Deanna" fic that nobody asked for.
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