#someone shld draw them

[willowistic22]

I believe the newsies fandom has unanimously (at least for the majority of us) agree on a few things such as jack, race, and crutchie being siblings. And i believe as siblings they hv a few activities they do together to bond. The activity i want to push into the narrative here is horseback riding. Let me explain.

Jack, Crutchie, and Race were adopted by Medda on various different occasions but were around the same age. It started from Ms Medda being a foster parent to Jack. She had personally knew the boy’s mom. One thing let to another, Jack was forced to be taken cared of by Medda at quite the young age. Not long after, Crutchie came and so did Race (who was just a year younger than the two but accelerated in school so they were in the same grade). It wasn’t long till Medda finalized their adoption paper and they were thrilled.

Growing up together, they soon realized they liked different things from one another. However, they find out horseback riding one day as middle schoolers and has never looked back since. It was one Summer roadtrip to visit Medda’s friend who lived on a farm. They had horses and let the boys have their fun. They begged Medda to learn on their own, and Medda was delighted to hear it. She never wanted to stop the boys from learning and exploring new things. She doesn’t have the means to buy and own a horse, but she can definitely afford them proper lessons.

Idk like the specifics of which equestrians disciplines they would take up + what they are in general (i’m not an equestrian sorry) but they definitely rock a lot of equestrian shit. They enter competitions but i wld say they’re like average at it so not a lot of wins. But also i don’t believe equestrian are their main sports to begin with so it doesn’t really matter to them, they just enjoy horseback riding in general. However if it is important to yall, I believe Race wins the most trophies with Crutchie a close second and jack very far behind the both of them lolz. He’s just too focused on living his childhood dream of being a cowboy. Their favorite thing to do with horseback riding though is to ride freely in an open field and just race around together. It’s not even considerably a race since their riding mostly consists of laughing and feeling the wind when they speed. It feels amazing to go to the country side and go riding on a couple rounds together. Top tier sibling bonding moment. I love them. I love this. Pls love this too random tumblr users.

[autismsupersoldier]

a non-exhaustive list of my dunmeshi cast headcanons, as well as a fun exercise in censoring genitals in creative ways. below the cut you can see a list of notes and explanations. hope you enjoy as much as i enjoyed watching the anime!

important to preface:

now, lets get into it.

thanks for lookin! here are some sketches too:

some more falins because shes my favourite!

[h1mejoshi]

having big big dreams is fun until u realize u need to work to achieve them

[rev-xce]

Freshly Abrew Recognizance Mechanized or F.A.R.M for short

iterator design based off farm arrays lmao

he is a big fan of raindeer(is chill until you say some shit abt raindeers)(now both of you can fight in the public broadcasts like children in a youtube comment section)

[justeliiijah]

1:25 Siffrin!

submitted by @sammusbird my beloved <3

1. Why do you like or dislike this character?

HOOO boy okay a lot of characters with anxiety, PTSD, and depression in media are shown as uwu soft or evil with NO in between and siffrin has a LOT OF NUANCE TO HIM. there was a lot of care and love put into how they react to the hopelessness of their situation and by god do i adore it.

2. Favorite canon thing about this character?

dude is so fuCKING shape. also SUCH fun nonbinary rep??? give more queers knives. i know a lot of us have them but more. more should have them. me. give ME a knife.

3. Least favorite canon thing about this character?

how do i draw him in color he looks Wrong

4. If you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in?

ace attorney bc i think it wld be funny. they wld get framed for a murder that they did commit somehow i can Feel it

5. What's the first song that comes to mind when you think about them?

dont kill me bc this is kind of hilarious but the song is called Time Travel by Never Shout Never it's linked lol. u can extrapolate abt who's talkin to who in the song but i imagine it's loop and siffrin

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

[thousand yard stare] hot and transmasc next question

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

fuck that lad up yall ur doing great

8. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise?

as king of angst every time i see siffrin unburdened with trauma i lose ten years off my life span (i don't have any real pet peeves and am not super active in the fandom!)

9. Could you be roommates with this character?

i can't even be roommates with my roommates, man

10. Could you be best friends with this character?

unfortunately i am a bit of an asshole and i also have ptsd i think we wld kill each other with our eyes immediately

11. Would you date this character?

we are the same type of fucked up so that is a solid dear god no

12. What's a headcanon you have for this character?

ftm (i am projecting ok). they are canon nb i believe but i don't know if. like. there's a canon depiction of them w top scars or some shit but it wld fuck!!!

13. What's an emoji, an emoticon and/or any symbol that reminds you of this character or you think the character would use a lot?

feel free to assume what i mean from this bc i'm not adding context

14. Assign a fashion aesthetic to this character.

i am not a fashion bitch but i think someone shld give him a choker

15. What's your favorite ship for this character? (Doesn't matter if it's canon or not.)

surprisingly canon for once! isafrin <3

16. What's your least favorite ship for this character?

mira or odile w siff. those mfs are his besties stop trying to make them kiss. also mira is aroace

17. What's a ship for this character you don't hate but it's not your favorite that you're fine with?

loopfrin. ironically my bf @codacheetah is extremely abnormal abt this one lol

18. How about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire?

mira and siffrin's relationship makes me fuckign emotional literally dont look at me???? but siffrin and odile too bc like. they share that lack of ability to Know where they come from (if only partially on odile's part). and bonn-- okay i think. i think all of their relationships are insanely complex and important ok

19. How about a relationship they have in canon that you don't like?

not applicable tbh. i do think that he shld kick the king in the wiener tho

20. Which other character is the ideal best friend for this character, the amount of screentime they share doesn't matter?

mira my beloevd <333

21. If you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? What's something you don't like?

i havent posted fic since like. 2017

22. If you're a fic reader, what's something you like in fics when it comes to ths character? Something you don't like?

i love the introspection abt the recovery i've seen!!! like, ppl showing how they think siffrin copes after the fact.

as for dislike,,, hm. i don't love the Other People Loop aus despite how intriguing they are because,,, well. there's a Reason to me that it was siffrin, a reason that their desperation to stay was so powerful. they are singularly capable of that level of need, i think.

23. Favorite picture of this character?

man its gotta be

24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them?

ur gonna laugh but. like s4 jon sims. i think they wld get along but jon is far more of a loser

25. What was your first impression of this character? How about now?

honestly i think i thought they were a very malleable char? like, that he wld change w the player's decisions. and i wasn't wrong entirely, because that's. how story driven gaming works, but siffrin has a much stronger personality and identity than i thought. i also thought they were in space for some reason i did NOT listen to coda's rants

26. FREEBIE QUESTION!!

hes a cutie :3

[hinamie]

7 and 21 for the fanartist asks :3 !!

a hello!!! omg kaneki icon i love him i miss him he looks so good i hope u r enjoying your :reread :'> anyway!

7. do you have any favourite fellow fanartists?

HIDES FACE IN HANDS listen....im. .shy.....idk what's worse naming ppl i Am mutuals with or naming ppl who don't follow me back either way i am Dies......ask fr my social security number and home address it'd feel less vulnerable.......

go through my style envy tag you'll find a lot of them there i think i make it very obvious :')

21. have you ever created art for someone else's fanfic? Is there a certain writer or fic that you would like to make art for?

I have ! besides art for lmhs (which is still in production albeit slowly gomennnnn), i've done a few pieces for @lyrebirdswrites (who is amazing and whose stuff u shld check out Yesterday) as well as some small concept/accompanying art for a few friends' oc writing (not fic but i'll count it), @kikuism being one of them ! fr some reason i collect writer mutuals like it's my job and i Do have more stuff i'd like to do but ths super secret plans fr me for now :3c i have a bit of a self-inflicted backlog of things 2 draw at the moment so i'll get to those eventually smile :)

[skunkes]

i thignk i literally just said this a few weeks ago but i forgor so i dont care but drawing programs shld be putting less stock into ai shit and more into making some form of collaborative versions of the program...like...i dont like any existing art collab drawing programs/sites rn they feel so unintuitive...why the hell cant i just invite someone onto my csp canvas and draw with them on my home turf with my existing brushes....

Also i for sure said this bit but why dont all programs ever let you go ham with customization/themes like wdym i cant make csp varying shades of blue and pink...why not...

[kroosluvr]

"if it were up to me i'd send light yagami to inaba"

To catch the killer? Or to see if the IT can solve the Kira case? Cause i can definitely see him curious about how those murders were done and if they were Death Note related.

More importantly, is Naoto friends with L? Or does L have beef with the Shirogane family? Like some kind of petty rivalry between detectives

OMFGGGG more like i'd want him to be the culprit........ i want him to throw ppl into tvs (or whatever) and then try to take hold of the investigation to solve his own case SMILE. (so like completely unrelated to the death note verse) (but like put him in adachi's place SORT OF but still have him go to yasogami and be the charming honest high school student that we know he is!!! bats eyelashes)

i just think it'd be interesting if light HAD to take a more hands-on way of eliminating criminals. bc half the point of death note is that, since light had such an Easy way of killing them off, ofc he took that avenue: in no universe would light actually like go out and kill people with his bare hands bc he's too cowardly/lazy/etc for that...... and ALSO i think the goofy/unserious tone of p4g (juxtaposed with the eerie loneliness of inaba and ofc the harrowing Fog....) would suit him. like i want him to meet teddie and then his eyes roll back into his skull like GODDDD I AM GOING TO KILL MYSE

IF THE IT COULD SOLVE THE KIRA CASE LMAOOOOO GOOD QUESTION i think yu would hit the "we shld just run light over w a car and then see if the killings stop" strat that L should have took

OMG THAT REMINDS ME THOUGH i remember seeing someone draw fanart of an AU where light/L are naoto's adopted dads!! IT WAS SO CUTE I DONT REMEMBER THE ARTIST RN BUT IM PRETTY SURE I RB'ED IT SO ILL CHECK LATER EHHEHE

i think L wouldnt have beef with any detective because hes 1) pretty self-assured in his best-detective-ness 2) if he really saw em as a threat he'd just take em out and take their name like coil and denueve. i'd say its more likely that he's worked with the shiroganes in the past if anything :o yknow its interesting tho... i dont know a lot abt naoto's family but it's interesting to think if wammy's house had tabs kept on naoto bc they came from that prestigious shirogane family tho

[dread-and-despair-dyke]

when ppl are like 'u owe others as much as ur able to give' i need someone to definitively outline what that means for me like . i Could give. anything. i cld rip my organs out and give it to u. i wont tho. is this selfishness? i know like. that post doesnt want me to rip my organs out for other people even if i Can. but what i mean to say is how do u even begin to draw the line of like. what you shld be expected to give

i guess this will depend on a lot of personal factors right, and does it also depend on like . the person ur 'giving' to. and also in terms of owing, what if u cld give something to someone but like . u shldnt bcs that person was shitty to u and theyre going to continue to mistreat u or u need time away from interacting with them or for them to improve as a person first, etc. like . where are all these lines drawn

[cheeseandbretboy]

the painting i continued (from longer than a year ago) has too bright white highlights so i need to get rid of them AND quite possibly it would be nice to just give up and do whaeter and get on the train just ot look at all the stations i havent seen before nd cvt and listten to whip your kids on repeat again and again and have no money to afford to eat and find someone who is just so ?? and mean but not in that non self absorbed self absorbed way and stupid because everyone has too much to look forward to and too much to complain about and that makes everyone so yucky and hypocritical and ughghurejne me whenni have work tmr ALSO need to print out more movie photos AND anyone i meet gets so human and i get sick of them so easily but not myself so i will always be alone and thats a good thing unless im not listening to music then it is not so good bc i can hear my breathing an feel my skin also what even is life without music its just ------------------ no ty i do not want to be like amber or ritchie but oh i did thrift their shoes and also jasons but hes kind of an L WAIT that makes so much sense anyway that scene where they are walking in the store with the heavy combat boots that have been discontinued (why?) and a shotgun wow! imagine being tricked by a soda can what a loser anyway the sehleves ive built are really nice and after doing that with hands blistered and joints sore i realised i can fit everythign insdie it and oh god im gonna lose absolutely everything! and thn something even WoORSE hit me that none of this even means anytnign, what the flip, imagine this format will stop and we only live in the real world what then maybe just maybe musicals make sense and then i bash my head into my desk HOW COULD U FOR A SECOND THINK MUSICALS ARE OKAY blood is spurting just likein that scene in longlegs dilf, jokes no maybe nicholas cage hes too pasty this has gotten long uve recently discovered this rly underground and unpopular artist michael jackson yea nobodies really heard of him sigh WHY DO I HAVEA FRENCH BOOK OH GOD IM GOING TO HELL people should put everything ive ever ever made into a bible because that is all i am and i am so happy that is true so yea put this in as well and all my assigmnets and paintings and digital art from 2019 and old drawings and scribbles and south park doodles and short stories ad gore and all the deleted notes of measurrements (sigh why phone) and dont forget all the photos and the annotations i rubbed out later cuz they sounded dumb and too personal remember always to make ur writing as obscure as possible because people always look to make everything about them hey emotions are really stupid our brains are amazing at finding information so much of it but our conciousness is preoccupied with other stupid stuff like education and being horny so all we get is emotions that have been processed information so hey our thinking brain really is in the back seat and we cant change it yk im bnad! im bad! u knowit really really bad megamind... evan peters is eyeing me rn.. i did a really good job of diverting my mental problems its actually really good but i am hoping we can get back to them once they get fixed and maybe this dependence wiol go away too right maybe and wait a darn second are you telling me i wont find myself a tim burton anti hero what the flip unbelievable may i get a refund never sell your doc martens just break them in please the blisters and pus and blood will pass and they will be great i swear unless theyre the max platform types then u might have to keep getting pain but thats okay god dont tell me i need to work in the future although when i watched the movie for the 2nd time in cinemas there was 3 seconds where there was a doctor with a mask and wowww maybe i shld become one of those but i dontthink i have the right motivation maybe neurobiology maybe quantum mechanics mabe maybe even both like quantum mind god thats interesting but only after biology i need to get worried abt climate change and then realise OH MY GOD NOTHING MATTERS BUT OUR MINDS and thats

[aliwept]

guys if u can read this send me asks w what i should draw my muses in / with thank u for your time

[secretsappyabode]

You're so lovely thank you for your sweet support on my Texfred art Tiff, I appreciate you for taking the time to write such kind things ;-----;✨🧡👑!!!

I wanted to come ask, what are some of the ways the twins like to make you laugh, especially when you could really use a good cheer-me-up :o?

Clover @tex-treasures

its my absolute pleasure clover!!! :''''') ty for the ask!! <33333

AAAAAAA this question is so sweet!! honestly, making each other laugh is like ESSENTIAL in my relationships yknow jkfgkljdfhgkjhd. cuz the moment you know another persons sense of humour, and knowing what makes them laugh/smile? such a nice way of making them happy and idk theres something personal about that. laughter is the best feeling in the world and if you can make ur partner feel that way? idk to me thats the way to my heart hehehe

Stan is a really funny person, like its one of his strong traits. even if hes not trying to be funny, his snark and bitter sarcasm is enough to make me crack a smile. like.....hes also just really rude?? hfjhdgdfk like he will outright tell someone that they have an ugly baby like "woah lady you have one ugly baby!!" AND I JUST- ON ONE HAND ITS LIKE STAN U CANT JUST SAY THAT BUT ON THE OTHER HAND HOLY SHIT HIS BLUNTNESS CAN BE REALLY FUNNY not because of what he says but more so how hes just NOT ASHAMED LIKE STAN PLZZZZ this man cannot be contained

honestly??? anything he cld do to try cheer me up cld work! crack a bad joke, share a funny story, or maybe an impression of some jerk that gave me a hard time, heck even insulting the jerk somehow (not necessarily to their face, although stan wldnt hesitate) stan: ooh look at me i wear too much cologne to compensate for my tiny dick stan: uh oh karen u dropped smth, its the stick that u lodge up ur ass stan: i tell u what tiff u got real good taste, and not just cuz ur dating me and sixer, but everyone in this hick town is ugly as shit like yeesh did they get hit w the ugly stick when they were born or what me: (clutching my sides and tears streaming down my face) STAN PLZ- stan: eheyyyy theres that smile ;)

Ford is a bit different. he doesnt rly use the "make her laugh" tactic to cheer me up, he lets stan take care of that. hes more of the "give her the plaidypus treatment and make her fave drink" guy. basically a lot of holding and words of affirmation, a kiss on the forehead or two shld def do the trick.

HOWEVER, doesnt mean the guy aint funny. hes a diff brand of funny though, he can be sassy and mischievous when he wants to. (when both stan and ford get snarky its a real fuckin treat lemme tell ya) according to journal 3, he used to prank fiddleford by messing w his rubiks cube. its small and harmless, but tiny pranks is his way of playing around and teasing others. sometimes when i enter a room, he starts to sing an old 50s song rly loudly and grabs my hands to swing me around in a bad waltz cuz he knows i get embarrassed easily and i start to giggle out of habit (FJHKJDHFDG IT JUST FLUSTERS ME OK)

also??? yknow his bit with "princess unattainabelle"??? cmon....cmon.....its small instances like that, showing how he can be playful when he wants to be. also he loves to tell bad puns. everytime, its a bad one. and i may groan but i smile and shake my head fondly. ford: u wanna hear a chemistry joke? me: (knowing its gonna be bad) ok sure why not ford: ford: ford: me: yeah? ford: oh sorry were u waiting for a reaction? me: (smiling) oh my goddddddd sTOP

ford can be a little shit hfljhgkjfdhg

also can i just say??? i really like the fan interpretation of the twins done by this person here. he draws them (and everyone in general rly) so well and the silly comics he makes is just so good??? and funny??? like ive basically adopted it into my headcanon that the twins are just Like This

[euphoriacrossing]

The closer we get the more my anxiety plays up...

What if I can't keep up with my journal that I worked so hard on?

What if I mess up something I can't change on my island? (I don't WANT to have to reset, but if it's the first day i will... i don't want to have to reset two or three days in because i change my mind about something...)

And the bigger ones.... I've been so tired I can barely stay awake two or three hours at a time. I can't do a whole lot of recreational things because I'm asleep. Right now I'm attributing it to depression, but I am going to ask my oncologist if maybe the meds could cause it (the meds I DID stop, but thay messed with my hormones anyway) or if the slight bit of anemia I have could cause it maybe? What if I am not awake enough to fully enjoy the game?

I go to the oral surgeon I think for a consultation to get some teeth pulled, what if he wants to do it anytime soon after the game is out? Will it mess with my enjoybility to have that kind of procedure? (Last time I had teeth out... my wisdom teeth I did very poorly, I got two dry sockets and was in some of the worst pain... I was LUCKY to be able to sleep as much as I did, because the pain was awful. And I followed instructions, so I don't know if I am more prone to those kinds of things or if it was the fact he didn't tell me to stop my birth control or what... but it was bad. And now I have a much higher tolerance to pain meds and will have to use the ones I'm ON so they'll be less effective probably. I'll die if I get a dry socket. Pain tolerance, mine is high until you get to my mouth and then I'm an absolute crybaby.) So say he wants to do it the Monday after... will I be out of commission to play for two weeks or more while I recover? I know this sounds more important, but to me the game is important, too. I want to be able to put in at least some work daily for quite a while so I can create a beautiful island at the same time others who start on the 20th are. So it may not seem like a huge deal, but it is to me okay? Enough of a huge deal for my anxiety to use it against me.

Those are just examples though. I have an anxiety disorder which in past years has become more generalized and entwined with my bipolar symptoms. So I am in no short supply of things related to the 20th to be anxious about.

I wish I could just be happy. And I mean, I am. We have less than a week and I'll be playing a game that is 7 years in the making for those of us that play Animal Crossing. I've been waiting with baited breath probably more than a year, to the point where when Pokemon Sw/Shld came out it was just a distraction instead of the main event, at that point I was already craving New Horizons desperately. And here we are nearly at the end of our waiting, I am happy, don't get me wrong.

But my mind never just let's me be happy.

What if I am too late to make friends in the first few days like I've planned? Everyone else seems to already have their friendships, but I knew I couldn't keep up with a friendship that long. So here is the week to make friends, and I don't feel I know how, or I feel like most people already have their friends. I have maybe two people besides my sister to play with. And I'm excited for that. But I'd love to be included in a larger group of friends or something, you know, that sort of thing is nice. If I only have a few close friends though, that'd be nice too. And i think the first few days it seems people might just be playing on their own, i don't always NEED someone to play with, I'll probably prefer to play alone, or maybe with my sister mostly, or just my close friend when I play. But it's just i guess i expected to use this opportunity to make more friends and now i feel i am wasting it. I don't often have such an "easy way" to make friends because I am disinterested in most things and just don't have a lot to talk about. This common interest is an amazing thing to talk about and should make things easier, but it doesn't as much as I hoped I guess.

What if I don't finish my journal? I worked so hard on it, but i need my dad's help with the label maker and need to finalize the decisions about what I'm going to record in it before I do make the labels. It can still be changed later because I am using labels on plastic tabs and a discbound journal but what if I don't have time once i'm playing?

Ugh. Just all the "what ifs". And I know some people will think "why'd she bother making this post?" Well random person, it does help to get them out in the open. Since most everything I have been thinking has been AC related lately, this has turned into a bit of a personal blog. Sorry for that. I do plan to make it a New Horizons blog and post as much original content as I can once ACNH is out.

Oh another one. What if posting original content is too hard?

Like, I want this blog to have original content and all that, but if you have to remove your memory card and get on a computer to do it, that's a lot of trouble and extra energy I don't have these days. And you had to do that for New Leaf and everyone did including myself, but I had more energy and it seemed easier. And it seems like it was less effort those days because people DID THINGS on the computer including myself. Now I use my phone and ipad as computers, you can do almost all the same things on them, and my laptop sits idle which might be the reason it doesn't run as well these days. Or it may just be that it's old as crap for a laptop. I mean, I guess it's moderately old for what it is, it's a very nice laptop, but I think it's the same one I had for New Leaf so it's been with me a while. Anyway, it SEEMED like less trouble because you were on the computer doing stuff anyway, so just pop your memory card in there and go while you're checking your stuff. It's not that easy on a phone, BUT I am hoping you can post photos and screenshots to SOMETHING through the Nooklink app. We don't know everything about the app yet as it isnt out yet, and I doubt you can post straight to tumblr (though that'd make things easy, huh?) because this is not the most used platform anymore, but if I can post them to anywhere (like facebook or twitter... I'd probably post them privately to facebook because I am less versed in twitter stuff, but then I did recently become an AC twitter on my personal twitter because I never used my personal twitter anyway, so... yeah...) I can grab them on my phone once they are uploaded and reupload them here. But I also plan to make my "diary like" text posts here. I am not recording a diary in my journal having to do with NH, I only want like... data and information I can use, etc. But that doesn't mean I won't want to write diary like entries, and I am less likely to lose my blog that a physical journal anyway it feels. (I say less likely... I lost my New Leaf blog for a few years there, but with effort I did recently find it.) So it could be very easy to post original content here, or if the app doesn't do things it really totally should, then it might be a bit more effort and I don't know if I have that to give right now, so I'm nervous about that. Everything I post here about my game experience is going to be more for me to look back on than anything, so I WANT to be able to post about that stuff here. But I guess we'll have to wait to see, along with waiting for the game.

And everyone knows how well waiting and anxiety get along. They are two peas in a pod, they play off each other like it's no one's business.

But I hope everything in the end will just be okay. I am "lucky" in a way. Since I'm chronically ill, disabled, and have cancer, I don't have work or school to worry about and while being sick is a big bummer, that does take a lot of stress off of me. I don't know how I would handle a job or school even just mentally these days, I don't see how it could go well and I guess that is because I am so sick, even just mentally... but I know a lot of disabled people DO still do those things anyway, sometimes because they HAVE to, so I am glad I am in a position at my age where I am still largely take care of. My disability money doesn't cover a fraction of my necessities, so I feel blessed everyday for my parents, even though my mom and I fight like cats and dogs. Annnndddd now I am getting to be anxious about what happens to me when my parents are gone and that's a WHOLE different type of anxiety... yikes... I need to stop letting my anxiety run rampant now I guess, it's gone too far.

But I am very "lucky" to be in a position where once the game comes out it can be my main focus for a while. Partially because i don't have the energy to focus on many different things, so it's good Animal Crossing can take up that main spot in my life for now.

Come on now, back to AC anxieties. Ya stupid general anxiety...

And I guess I am anxious about the typical things people are anxious about... what fruit will I get, will I like my first Islanders, etc. but to me those things arent as major. All the fruits are so pretty I could really get on with any of them I think, and hopefully my first villagers will be great, but I'll make myself a net if they're not, and I do have amiibo cards for moving in some of my favorite villagers later on, so I can deal with a dud or two.

I'm a little anxious about map layouts too, just picking the right one seems a little difficult to me since there are some things you cannot change. But I think I can make a good choice, I'm more worried if I'll be able to draw it in for my journal or not. I should draw the general layout for the map, but I don't even know if I can do that right.

Oh I also have a package to finish working on and get in the mail before Friday, BUT I finished the hardest parts (writing a bunch of postcards, basically a latter's worth of text but on postcards) last night, so I just have to do finishing touches and get it out. I maybe want to type another letter to send out, too, but if I don't get it done I'll try not to beat myself up. I got really burnt out on mail stuff lately and as much as I still get, which is about one or two things in the mail daily, I can't reply to all the things I should. I'm stressed about it, but I won't let that ruin my New Horizons time. Especially since mail was supposed to be a fun hobby for me and just... stopped. But that's a whole different thing, that has less to do with New Horizons than the other stuff.

Now I genuinely do feel less stressed since I rambled on for a while. Thanks for reading this, if you read any of it. I don't expect anyone to read all this anxiety inducing, depressing junk.

But anyway, now I am going to try and think about the Nooklink app and what kind of features I think it should have. Like I said, it really should have a way to post screenshots/pictures to social media, and I bet it's got something like that since we have the camera in game. I bet we maybe even can post pictures to social media from the switch. I mean, well, I know we can technically, but I mean I bet we can without having to leave the game. Because you can do that in New Leaf now. Gosh would that have been handy YEARS ago. I guess it came with the "welcome amiibo" update?

But at least we know we can scan in QR codes. I dunno if you've noticed but I have been collecting some and tagging them (you can find them under the "QR" tag on my blog, or by type of QR code, likes dresses I just tagged "dress") so I have them once we are able to use them in game. I am going to check my @playtimewithmadi blog to see if I have QR codes saved that I used in New Leaf, too, so I can reblog any good ones here. All of that gives me something to do, I suppose.

I could also work on my journal, or my mail. Both need to get done before Friday and need work.

But honestly, I am probably gonna play Happy Home Designer right now. I'll design at least one house, and then maybe I'll work on my mail and journal stuff. We'll see.

Anyway, thanks again for sticking with me, I love everyone who stays subbed to this blog even though the BS posts like this. Sorry for rambling on, but I needed this, so thank you for letting me have it.

Off to more distraction then...

[fwosonart]

so someone told one of their mutuals that weirdmageddon was in a discord server with a couple other freaks and they drew gore, and now she’s trying to pass off the shit she’s drawn by saying (and i quote) “yall DONT draw dark mother 3 stuff?” like... we really shouldn’t be? these are kids. it’s really not that hard to draw them having a better childhood than canon gave them. she needs to get a grip lol

holy shit????? why is she such a fuckign freak oh my god.... yea they r kids, they shldnt have their trauma be romanticized nor shld there be ppl drawin gore of them bc theyre 12 y/os!!!! nd yeah OFC no one draw dark m3 shit maybe ppl actually want to see the characters happy after the entire story nd arent total freaks abt it

[figureinthedistance]

a lot of traits which are rlly emphasised as desirable in our culture are like value neutral like bravery or honesty or loyalty... they can b used by anyone 2 any end. like i have a friend who was once like abt a certain right winger “idk @ least they have integrity + follow their argument thru to its logical conclusion instead of tapping out when it gets too controversial” + its like wow what a fucking weird thing 2 admire.....

 like we’ve got to have gotten something wrong if there are 2 ppl + one of them is like “i think ppl should only get out of society what theyre putting into it, but i do draw the line somewhere even if its slightly intellectually inconsistent/indefensible, + dont think society shld entirely abandon seriously disabled ppl” + the other one of them is like “i think ppl should only get out of society what theyre putting into it, + bc im rlly committed to that stance then yes, i think we shld offer absolutely no support to seriously disabled ppl”. + someone will see these 2 ppl + be like “yes the second person is less bad” 

i think theres an argument 2 b made that ppl on the right are less likely 2 have integrity or honesty or loyalty on the basis that alignment w the right is more often motivated by a desire fr personal gain rather than a true staunch commitment to any broader values, whereas aligning urself w the left rarely if ever yields more personal benefits than becoming as apolitical as possible wld, so if u do make that commitment it usually is motivated by some grander loyalty, but thats a different post + i dont think its a significant enough factor to change the fact that i dont think its worthwhile to praise, fr example, bravery in + of itself. sometimes ppl who are brave are worse 

[lcofowler]

ok hlo im not even Sure i shld be picking up a third muse but i. love beau n wanted to play him n thts tht on tht. so if u want an oversized puppy to plot with Bleathe give this a like smiles at u all

( demi-boy ) haven’t seen BEAU TURNER around in a while. the LUKE HEMMINGS lookalike has been known to be (+) EUPHORIC & (+) AMIABLE, but HE can also be (-) NAIVE & (-) CHILDISH. The 21 year old is a JUNIOR majoring in FINE ARTS. I believe they’re living in AUDAX but I popped by earlier and no one answered the door. 

overalls thrown over an oversized sweater. paint constantly staining your hands and face. smiling so hard your face hurts. naming all your plants. having a crush on everyone you see. flowers in your hair. 70’s lovechild. a fresh joint constantly in hand.

when beau’s parents were starting uni they met at a party, had a one night stand, n pretty much…….. were gna leave it at tht bt SURPRISE! his mum got pregnant

she told his dad and they literally were so laid back and had so little regard for like what they were doing w their future that they were just like ‘let’s just drop out and like. get married ig.’

it actually kinda worked in their favour, they’re still super in love to this day even tho his dad’s family kinda. stopped talking to them after that, so money was a huge struggle but they came into a huge income when his mom’s dad passed away so now? living pretty lavishly tbh!

they raised beau in a pretty………. hippie household, they were still good parents bt they were absent sometimes tryna catch up on the youth that they missed and made some questionable decisions as parents since they were rly jst kids themselves still when they had beau

they’re pretty sexually liberal folks even to this day, lots of ppl came in and out of their house while beau was growing up that his parents were like ‘in love’ with, they basically kept getting bored of just each other but didn’t wanna split up? so they’d………. bring in new ppl to ‘spice it up’ sidhgoisdhgio it was a mess

bc of this beau is pretty childish bt was also rly sexually mature? it got him into some trouble cause on more than one occasion the randoms that’d be crashing at his house wld. Have Their Way w him n he jst thought it was normal and never said anything cause he’d feel like he was ratting someone out if he did

it actually did mess him up a lil bit tho,he’s so loving tht he doesn’t wanna admit anything’s Wrong with him bt he truly feels undeserving of anyone tht wld . Treat Him Well. love that for him!

personality wise he’s a bit of an odd ball, super into the belief of aliens, a bit of an activist when it comes to equality and gay/bi rights, his parents took him to a bunch of pride parades n stuff growing up, he’s ALWAYS saying kinda. weird and odd phrases idk he’s endearing bt weird

also a sweetheart? like the definition of a California Sweetheart, wants everyone to love him and wants to love everyone, he’s not the best at commitment cuz he wasn’t rly raised in a v healthy ‘commitment’ environment but he knows how to love properly and does his best tbh

very very artsy, almost always covered in paint, n his nails are painted a diff colour every day. also has a thing for licorice?

PLOT IDEAS: exes, lots of them probs, it’s hard to imagine any break ups being BAD bt if they were he’d still be trying to this day to make things right, current fwb’s, a one night stand, ppl he’s totally pining over, maybe an ex he still has feelings for?, a muse, someone he jst loves to draw whether they know it or its in secret, he needs friends!!!, and roommates :-) the world? our oyster!