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#after I’m done with class for the day I never know what to do#like normally I’d go to my car and smoke#but I’m trying not to be as dependent on weed#talked through some stuff in group#working a lot on friendships and boundaries#talked to them about this situation I’ve been having#and they all agreed that I should just block them and be done#everyone thought that he’s playing games and wants to use me again#soooooooooo I’m good#it’s just hard when you don’t have many friends to begin with?#also it’s hard for me to block people when I know them????#like if I get super pissed off then I can easily block them and say fuck it#but when I’m just mellow chilling#idk idk idk blocking is scary I guess?#anyway#can’t decide if I should take a quick nap#or if I should go out to my car and maybe go for a walk or paint or something#bahhhhhh#shut up rosie
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Stop I just made sweet tea cupcakes and they are absolutely stupid good. I was iffy on the recipe at first but jesus fucking christ. I was delighted already that the batter is like an actual drug but I just got them out of the oven and the whole room smells like tea. And the batter was portioned for 12 but I have extra leftover anyway 💞💞💞💞💞
#I’m gonna do buttercream in the morning. I’m making an apricot buttercream for these#I made apricot syrup earlier and it’s soooooooooo fucking good dude#might put a little sweet tea in the buttercream too. idk yet
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Want to write fanfic or draw but instead brain is mush thanks to covid. Looks like a good time to finish rewatching S5 of Steven Universe. It’s still so damn good you guys 🥰🥹🥹🥹
#Steven universe#started right after the trial yesterday#now I’m on change your mind and I know I’m gonna cry my eyes out again#I don’t know that I’ll ever go back to full fannish craziness for SU#but I will always appreciate the masterful reveal in S5#the wonderful characters#the incredible production designs voice acting music#it’s all soooooooooo good ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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I can’t believe my original hotch sister drabble got almost 5k notes I feel like I’ve done crack
#It’s always soooooooooo nice and fun and a bit scary in a good way when fics randomly do well#like omg yes they think I’m good
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tried making pretzel bites for the first time 2day
#next time I’m gonna make them smaller and boil them for longer I think#but they taste soooooooooo fucking good#food
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Can’t sleep, time to reread my favorite fic that hasn’t updated in almost two years
#*cries*#anyway#it’s soooooOOOOO GOOD#and I’m not tired at all even though it’s 11:40 almost wahoo#actually maybe I should read something shorter#in case I get sleepy#rambles from the floor
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ok I forreal have to stop watching grey’s I’m coming up close to the episode where alex is written off and I already know what’s going to happen but was hoping it wouldn’t be as bad as people said but the way this is going its looking like I’m going to want to kill myself
#suicide mention#I’m soooooooooo pissed#like deeply. not even bothering to type in all caps bc it still wouldn’t convey how pissed I am.#and disppointed which is honestly worse#a show that makes you angry can be a good show but a show that makes you disappointed? you can’t come back from that#and I’ve forgiven a lot of sins. for instance I’ve watched the musical episode twice#grey's anatomy
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me: i don’t wanna be a cog in the capitalist machine!! my job doesn’t care about me and i literally don’t get paid enough to care about it!!
the part of me relentlessly scrutinized for being the family fuckup: but,,,,when i do good job customers like me,,,,when i do extra managers think i’m the best,,,,
#bird noises#work sucks in a lot of ways#it’s just food service nothing special and it will destroy my body eventually#but also it is genuinely better for my mental health to just. get positive feedback and interact with people in a nice way#i havent really had any terrible customers yet. the occasional grumpy or kinda rude one but nothing i cant shake off in a second#that probably helps#its funny bc my parents notice the difference and its like GEE I WONDER HOW ELSE THIS COULD HAVE OCCURRED#PERHAPS IF THE HUMANS I LIVE WITH WERE ALSO NICE TO ME#but alas……#anyway thinking about this bc i accidentally volunteered myself to do two people’s closing tasks and that sucked#but my manager said im amazing soooooooooo maybe it was worth it#i’m gonna fight whoever’s in charge of their advertising tho for saying they have a ‘competitive wage’#which is $3-4 less than the nearby ‘good’ places money-wise AND ALSO. exactly the same or less than what people were making at this location#THREE YEARS AGO#which i know because i worked here. making $2.50 less. but i talked to the new hires and found out they made a good chunk more#we do get tips which is like an extra $1-1.50 so thats nice but its not competitive my friend#its barely acceptable#theyre lucky no one else would hire me#also pisses me off bc their main website advertises their starting wages as ACTUALLY competitive but c’est la vie#i’m in a weird situation where i need to Be Employed more than i need money per se so i’m fine with it for now#wren stop talking about panera challenge
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My sister made sweet chili green bean rice bowls..with beef…YUMMYYYYYY
#SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD I’m really surprised I’m going to be honest. LOL#it’s nice to have someone cook for once..so HAPPI…
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okay. Just planned out my next two weeks and change and i THINK i will not die!
#there is soooooooo much schoolwork but i’m managing my time soooooooooo well#i’m honestly really fucking proud of myself for what i’ve accomplished#but i’ll be MUCH happier when it’s all actually done#we are SO close!#HOME STRETCH BABEY!!!!!!!!!#anyways in the end i’m glad i made a billion plans over the next three weeks#i DESERVE a good time and - with proper time management - i CAN do it all!#i’m fuckin READY#actually literally hate that i thrive under pressure but also like. thank GOD lmao
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i loved npmd but truly truly forever n always i am a tgwdlm kid I LOVE THAT SHOWWWW
#i just. i adore the ambiguity of it and while i like the hatchetfield universe i love that tgwdlm is so standalone and doesn’t really have#anything to do with the lords in black#like. i get it. i’m not crazy about that part of the lore but tgwdlm is soooooooooo#it’s just. it’s so!!#i also absolutely adore paul and emma they’re wonderful characters together and apart ough ough ough it’s so good#lu.txt
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never watch ordem paranormal
#actually please do watch it#finished o segredo na floresta and i’m soooooooooo#ough..#watch ordem paranormal by cellbit please#first two seasons have english captions#so far#oh my god#i mean if you speak portuguese then you don’t need the captions but#Ooough#it’s so good#but so heartbreaking#sam.post
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Sunday scaries have arrived so it’s time to sit on my balcony and contemplate what the hell is going on
#been on Instagram too much lately#seeing everyone hang out with friends#go on vacations#and just generally look like they’re having a great time is not good for me right now lol#i soooooooooo desperately want a fucking break and a nice trip to the beach#it’s too late to plan a trip for my birthday but i really want to go on vacation at the end of the year#I’m thinking Guatemala or Mexico since I’m closer to the border#need a cold cold cigarette to ease the pain#anyways Instagram is gone good riddance#gonna do my best not to isolate myself cause this is a time where i need folks the most
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what do u MEAN I have to practice drawing backgrounds….
#AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I have NO creativity when it comes to backgrounds. the fuck do I draw!!!!#but I think that’s what’s upsetting me about my art currently#it’s not like. all put together#and backgrounds bring an entire piece together!!!#and I just need to practice anatomy some more tooooo ughhhhhhh. + change my style a bit#I’m working on an AF attack w/ multiple characters and 😓😓😓#I wanna finish ittttttttt. but I wanna be better at ART first and backgrounds. but alas#I want to start taking more time on my art too but I’m so impatient lol <\3#vent#kinda. idk I’m always venting about the same shit here#I need to YouTube. but I’m soooooooooo impatient again I’ll watch like five minutes and go ok I’m good I’ll figure this shit out myself#I need to like psych myself into relaxing n being chill n reminding myself I got time#😞😞😞😞😞😔😔😔😔😔😔😰😰😰😢😭😭😭😭😭#I’m being a big baby huuuwahhhhhhhhhhhh 😣😣😣😖#I have a piece I like with a decent background I’m gonna actually draw soon and not just have the sketch#and I’m gonna FORCE myself to take my TIME. and do DETAILS and shit. terrifying but I can do it#‘a decent background’ it’s just a square background but BUT. with like. uhhh patterns#and it all goes together and it’s nice so I like it!!!!#actual backgrounds tho……. oof!#N MY IMPATIENCE IS NOT TIKTOK BRAIN OR WHATEVER PPL R SAYING THESE DAYS. I GOT ADHD I CANT FOCUS ON SHIT WITHOUT HAVING 5 OTHER THINGS#HAPPENINF AT THE SAME TIME#but to learn I gotta like. do one thing???? the entire time? and that ONLY??? 😧
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Me watching the ori vaari song sequence in dasara
#it was soooooooooo good#I’m so glad that I didn’t listen to that song beforehand bc I was just blown away watching it#dasara#nani#Telugu cinema#indian cinema
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Say what you want about ffxv’s story but I genuinely think it has one of the best soundtracks of any game in the series.
#the entire reason I’m on this FFXV kick rn#is because we’ve been playing theatrhythm and the FFXV songs are soooooooooo good#valse di fantastica#magna insomnia#all the character themes#chefs kiss#I’m not surprised though because Yoko Shimomura truly is a queen
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