#sorry for everything

[mayvette]

adventurestuck is real

[zimtlees]

are you ok where have you been

HAI, sorry I disappeared for a while, but I usually stop posting (I left part of the reasons in the tags). But it makes me happy to see you guys asking :'), 'cause I haven’t been doing too well lately, but now I'm feeling a bit better! Sooooo here are...Orel and John Ward from faith game!!!!

[shortiepinocco]

Roo (liam's sister) just made a post on ig.. its been half a year since.

and greg (niall's brother) left comment to her post too 🥺

we all arent even blood related but we shared this same kind of pain, this long, and this loss still doesnt makes sense.

especially because it end with tragedy, especially because it end with everyone treated him badly. especially because after 31 years living life with so much generosity doesn't make everyone defend and have your back when the whole world shunned at you for something you didnt do.

[chilibambooooo]

【手书】 Motherland 【Ayrton Senna & Nelson Piquet】

I listen to the song Motherland and thought it would be perfect for Piquenna, so I drew this 手书 (not sure what the English word for "手书" is... probably fanvid or something?).

Forgive me if it may be a bit historically inaccurate and low quality.

I highly recommend this song if you're interested!

[greennoobartist]

I'm very sorry for how I went about this whole debacle, all I wanted was for you and other people to take things like this seriously, and for you to change your behavior and see that saying things like the things you've said about people like me is very harmful and is violent, passively or not.

This fandom has a problem with queerphobia, ever since the reveal of that " conservative " lu server people with ill thoughts about people like me have been sprouting up everywhere, I'm very sorry that my frustration from that got in the way of telling you to better yourself.

You have your work to do, so please. You need to stop seeing people like me and the depictions of us as disturbing, weird and disgusting, because it's no different from man and woman just because it's the same gender. It's disrespectful and rude, and it heavily dips into bigoted territory once you continue to validate your warped mindset with things like calling lgbt fans annoying because it's everywhere.

Hello, and before saying anything i want to say sorry for replying very late. I saw this the moment I received it but I didn't want to reply immediately bcuz 1. I wanted to give it my full attention and full time to reply in detail and 2. I was upset today and pretty much mad so to make sure i don't say things ill regret later, i placed everything aside a bit to calm down myself to make sure i reply respectfully and truthfully. Im sorry. I saw your post. I didn't ignore you. I just wanted to make sure my response doesn't make everything worse and that i won't regret it later.... Bcuz now I just now learned a good lesson.

It did get to me, i think I understand what you wanted to say, i just avoided replying bcuz it made me angry and I now know that my anger makes me say things ill regret, so your rant posts made me angry and to make sure i don't reply inappropriately, i didn't reply but I read everything (im pretty sure i read it all maybe I missed smth). Ill be honest, at first look, i did took it as overreacting and dramatizing, but after thinking about it for a while, now i see that you've got a point and that i did a harmful mistake there. It's not something petty, and now I know. Im truly sorry for that.

I accept your apology, but I'm the one who owes apologies. I now realize what I did with my wording and im sorry. I regret it now. Sorry.

I didn't know about that issue in the fandom since I haven't been here for long. Now when I think about it, im pretty sure I saw such ppl around the internet. I think so, im not exactly sure. But queerphobia definitely isn't something good so I feel sorry that you dealt with such ppl. And again, apology accepted.

Now, about my homophobic behavior and harmful words towards LGBT people. Please take me seriously, im genuinely sorry for everything i said. Forgive me for my words. Now when I reread everything I wrote in some posts, i see that it can be taken in a rude and offensive way. And all i can say is that it's for two reasons: my anger and my past experiences with ppl. I now acknowledged those two reasons after a long while of thinking, but they aren't an excuse for my words and behavior, so again, im sorry. Now, for better understanding, if your don't mind, id like to explain these two reasons that probably caused my behavior, which again, aren't an excuse, id just like to let you and everyone else know, if you want.

1. Anger: maybe you haven't seen it or you haven't known, but in other fandoms and other social media I've been roaming around on, there were ppl that were fully disrespectful towards cis and straight ppl and completely disconnected from the fandom. Some members of the LGBT community saw us straight ppl as "incorrect" in some way and how we are unfair with not being a part of the community, so i saw fandoms in which being straight was a big burden. Ppl like me were pushed away and harmed, which by only seeing that made me furious. There were also instances in which, even to me in some occasions, LGBT was pushed to us on how we must also be a part of it and how we are psychopaths for being straight. It was literally pushed under our noses and basically forced upon us, which was very annoying. And THAT is what I find annoying about SOME LGBT ppl. I find ppl that force others into LGBT annoying. I, now, realize that not every LGBT person is like that, but before i didn't know that.

2. Past experiences with ppl: i explained a bit above, but there's also another occasion which really gave me a bad view on homosexuals. When I first came to Tumblr, there was an adult that wanted to befriend me. The more I respectfully talked to them, the more they were forcing to know my age and, from what I remember, were forcing me to accept that im a part of LGBT in some way. Ofc, i didn't tell that person my age, but the way they were rude and were forcing it upon me was infuriating and I just ignored them until they stopped. That was actually my first interaction on Tumblr and also my first interaction with a homosexual. So, since I didn't met other LGBT ppl back then, it gave me an image that every homosexual is like that, which when I think about it, is pretty stupid and incorrect.

With these two things above, i had, i admit it, pretty much a bad view on homosexuals and, not gonna lie, i did hate LGBT then. Also where I grew up, in Europe, the big majority and even my entire family were homphobes, so I suppose that I subconsciously had a bit of their behavior. Since I didn't have experience with LGBT ppl, i had a bad view on them, which up to recently, kept me angry. With anger, i said things that i now regret, and im truly sorry for that. Also about the usage of words "disturbing", " weird " and "disgusting". I remember that i used those words, but now I don't remember why did i use such harmful vocabulary. I assume it was in anger and frustration, so now i regret that I caused such harm.

Im truly sorry and I hope that you and all other members of the LGBT community forgive me for my behavior. I swear that it was said in anger and frustration and that now i regret it. I promise to take better care of my language. Im grateful that you pointed out my mistake, but if you could please to next time do it more gently and calmly, since it didn't cause harm only to me but to my friends and my older sibling as well. Im pretty sure that they also said everything in anger and that they didn't truly mean what they say. I apologize in their name, i hope you don't mind them. I now see that we both might need to control our anger better, don't you think? Again, thank you for pointing out my mistake and I promise to fix it and work on it to not happen again. I hope you accept my apologies.

As of saying to fix it, if my words hurt you that much and if you'd like me to, ill edit them or take them down if you want. I took down my intro post and am now working on editing it, but if my other posts are also an issue, please let me know if you want me to take them down. Depending on the post, ill either delete it completely or only edit it to remove the harmful words. Not only the posts, i promise to pay better attention to what i say.

Thank you very much for pointing out my mistake, i appreciate it. I apologize for such behavior and I apologize in the name of my friends and my older sibling who attacked you. Im working on taking better care of my behavior. Im not sure of you'll believe me now but I'm not a homophobe. I did act like one but I'm not trying to be one. Im sorry. Also im repeating it but sorry for replying late, i wanted to give it 100% attention and be fully calm.

[circinir-81]

So someone asked me if I could draw tom as dark skin and I did this…..i really don’t know how to draw black people so i hope it dont look like im being racist or something…….

[sorry-my-unknown]

Why does it hurt so much to let go?

I've broken up with and gotten back with the same person countless times, but I still can't get out of there definitely.

I know it doesn't do me any good, like at all, but I can't

why can't I?

it hurts so much being with you

indifference, emotional distance, aggressiveness, disinterest, lack of support, EVERYTHING

why don't you love me?

why do you treat me like that?

What did I do wrong?

What was I wrong about?

What am I missing?

What do I have to change?

why?

just why?

[myblog-mp3]

Anyone else think if they died rn it would abt a week for everything to go back to normal? No? just me then

[xuanzibai]

Dream of Glory

Happened in the imagination of Void, no any John Walker get hurt or in pain. Pls don't hate me. I just want to see this so i drawn it. Forgive me if i have some wrong messages delivery cus English is not my first Language.

❗TW: Loss of limbs, Amputee John Walker. Pretty sure it was Non-Con. Watch it with careful.

[emilythenavi-animorpher]

Hello everyone. . .

I believe some of you are interested in getting answers to your questions about me being absent or offline for an extended period, blocking you, not responding, or why I left the group and changed my blog... how should I put this, I thought leaving the group and abandon would be a good time since everyone got close very friendships and not good friend, and think I'm burdens or unless I cause I was bit envy of that. After I left, I decided to distract myself by trying to draw, work, home life, and distance myself further sort of work at first, but the guilt kept coming back and trying to hide it again... so, I went back and forgave everyone for what I caused, after I'm horrible friends but just misunderstood, broken and alone person. . . I'm sorry for everything, I knew that apologizing wouldn't work and couldn't fix all situations or messes. . . I'm sorry, everyone. . . Oh, crap... my break is over, well I need to go back to work; I check the post later when I get another break or end my shift, I'm so nervous or anxious to see them, so see you later, i guess. . .?

[bananindu]

I'm trying to be positive but something always happens... it's pathetic the fact that I can only vent to people who don't even know me, I know you have better things to do than listen to some idiot whine... But honestly right now I want to die

[xomoosexo]

confession I was the one who sent chloe the original there are no more 1%-ers anon post-drexidus back in early november 2022

[tittyinfinity]

ngl I wish you could cap out your follower count bc I don't want any more damn notifications than I'm already getting lol

which is kinda funny as someone who only a few days ago was basically begging for notes lmao it's really because the only notifications I have are from my serious posts and I'm so burnt out I just wanna act a lil silly with people

[kylejsugarman]

going to sleep so i dont kill myself, raise a glass to not waking up

[tommy-thomas]

K thats all lol

See yall in some days i think

[rosstmcd]

Posted this once on Twitter, but it seems relevant here:

SILENT GENERATION: Here you go, BOOMERS, we got you this shiny car.

[The car is the economy. This is like a metaphor thing.]

BOOMERS: Great!

[BOOMERS drive the car all over the place.]

25 years later:

BOOMERS: Here you go, GEN X, here's the car we're leaving you.

GEN X: Um… the tires are bald. And the headlights are out. And the engine sounds like -- did you change the oil on this thing even once?

BOOMERS: Why would we ever do that? Anyway, enjoy your car.

[GEN X manages to nurse the car along for another 25 years.]

GEN X: Well, MILLENNIALS, here's your… car.

MILLENNIALS: This car is on fire.

GEN X: Yeah.

MILLENNIALS: Like, it is literally a ball of fire.

GEN X: Sorry about that. We did the best we could.

MILLENNIALS: Do you feel anything at all?

GEN X: No, we're dead inside.

MILLENNIALS: Well, maybe we can all chip in on a bike or something.

BOOMERS: Snowflakes! That car ran great for us!

Later:

GEN Z: If you make us save the world, none of you are invited.

GEN X: Fair.

BOOMERS: God, what is it with kids these days; they're so entitled.

MILLENNIALS: I've got 1/20th of a bike I can share.

GEN Z: Fuck all y'all.

When I grow up I wanna be upper middle class.