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i just fucking hate love bombing

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"save me, substance abuse!" i cry. before you can moralize to me about the dangers of addiction, a noble and powerful steed gallops into the room - my horse whom i have named "substance abuse". you learn an important lesson about making assumptions. i snort a line off its back

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Why does it hurt so much to let go?

I've broken up with and gotten back with the same person countless times, but I still can't get out of there definitely.

I know it doesn't do me any good, like at all, but I can't

why can't I?

it hurts so much being with you

indifference, emotional distance, aggressiveness, disinterest, lack of support, EVERYTHING

why don't you love me?

why do you treat me like that?

What did I do wrong?

What was I wrong about?

What am I missing?

What do I have to change?

why?

just why?

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my girlfriend doesn’t love me

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I fucked up everything again

Well, like always

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“Know who you are. Know what you want. Know what you deserve. and don’t settle for less.”

— Tony Gaskins

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It’s my fucking birthday and I’m fucking crying cause I’m so fucking alone

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Am I in love? Idk

Do I like the way I feel when I'm with her? Definitely

Am I afraid of the end of this? Fuck yeah

Do I hate the way that I’m vulnerable when she's around? I don't even know how to explain it

Am I the only one? Idk

Do I care? Not really (lie, I'm so fuckin afraid that maybe I'm not)

Is this love? I need an answer

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“you can’t force someone to care about you. if you have to, they aren’t worth it”

— Unknown

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I hate that

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How can I know that I’m in love?

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wow, what a day. i did absolutely nothing and i feel worse than yesterday

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