#stilesstylelinski

[alis-valot-propriis]

What was true? What was false?

Lydia Martin hadn’t had a vacation since she graduated from her journalism program nearly three years ago. She’d spent much of her first year working late and nearly every night to earn some respect at the magazine. She’d eventually earned the privilege of covering up and coming influential women in the workplace. She’d covered whoever her boss loved the most that year and this past year she’d had a lot more freedom over who she got to cover, but she was exhausted. She’d taken short breaks home to Boston over last three years, but no significant time off. This year she’d gotten a new boss and he was forcing her to take two weeks off. That was how she’d ended up in Greece. She figured if she was going to be forced to take time off. To waste time she could be using to develop new stories lounging and “seeing the sites” then she was going to go somewhere she could get a tan and appreciate history. 

Today she was just going to be roaming the streets of Corfu. She was going to stop into whatever local restaurants looked busiest and have her meals whenever she liked. She was going to shop and take today easy. Tomorrow she would resume her rather packed schedule. She would change islands and at the end of the week, she was heading to the mainland to take in the ruins and the history of Athens. Right now, she was standing just outside a little restaurant with the most gorgeous view. She leans against the wrought iron railing and feels the linen of her sundress whip around her thighs and loose hairs from her braid brush across her cheeks. She pushes up onto the toes of her wedges to get a better look at the gorgeous turquoise ocean and the sandy beach. It was gorgeous here and she felt more refreshed than she had in a very long time. She was almost inclined to admit that her boss was right. She’d needed this time away from the office and her job more than she’d realized. She closes her eyes and takes in a deep breath of salty, Mediterranean air and suddenly there’s a hand on her arm, turning her around. She gasps, “Hey! Hands off!” She bats away the hand on her arm as her eyes fly open to see who put their hands on her. 

@stilesstylelinski

[bvrnedbones]

@stilesstylelinski

Derek liked routine, he liked things to follow certain tasks in a specific order. It was one of his favorite things about running the bakery he did, because he had a rotating order of baked goods he’d make during the week.

But it didn’t matter how much he planned or structured himself, Stiles would always manage to surprise him at the weirdest times, and never when he expected it. He hadn’t even known the man was back in town.

Derek knew the pack’s heartbeats like the back of his hand still, and he knew the instant Stiles walked into the bakery. Wiping flour off on his apron, he walked out from the kitchen.

“Hey, didn’t know you were back in town.”

[seriesxwriting]

@idkam33 requested part two!!

Giving into you- part 2

𝐆𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮- 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 (𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡)

Series- tw (teen wolf)

Paring- stiles stilinski

Warnings- Physical fighting, use of an axe, loss of blood, fainting, hospitals, swearing, kissing.

Summary- request!

“What! The hell is this!” Scott yelled out in complete rage. “Scott don’t shout” I told him as I reached for my top. “I fucking knew it!” He laughed removing himself from the tent. “Wait- Scott” stiles crawled off me and raced out of the tent after his best friend. “Scott!” “Do not talk to me! I don’t even want to look at your face- I want you to go” he ordered.

As I came out the tent I caught sight of his eyes flashing red yet again. “Can you at least hear me out?” Stiles asked in a calm manner. “Nothing you can say can validate that! I want you gone get out of my face” Scott yelled, his veins in his forehead pulsed with rage. “You can’t send him home- this is a tradition” I frowned stepping over towards them.

“Your lucky I’m not sending you home too” he frowned at me, as if he expected me to just stay quite. “Well If stiles is leaving im going too” “the hell you are” Scott chuckled rudely. His attitude was disgusting. “It’s fine y/n- I’m going to go but you can’t come back with me” stiles shook his head vigorously. He didn’t even look me in the eyes. I was embarrassed. I wasn’t worth this argument for him. I didn’t know what we were now.

“What’s going on? Why are you yelling?” Melisa came wondering over trying to stay balenced and hide her drunken feeling. “Don’t worry about it mum, stiles is just leaving we’re saying our goodbyes” Scott eyed his ‘best friend’. “What? Leaving- heavens why?” “I just need to get back, things to do, people to see” stiles fake smiled at Melisa. “Do you think I was born yesterday? What the hells happened here?”.

“For once mum will you just stay out of it” Scott growled, the way our mother looked at him made him uncomfortable. He turned around with a grunt and ran off towards the woods. “I um, need to go tell my dad the plan” stiles smiled weakly before heading off leaving my mother looking to me for answers. “Are you okay?” “I’m going to bed” I stated turning on my heels and going back into the tent leaving her gawping at the tension.

It wasn’t until about ten minutes later that I actually stopped staring into space, re thinking about everything that had gone down right in this very spot. My phone dinging pulling me out of my daydream. Or day nightmare. My heart skipped a beat when I saw stiles’s contact pop up telling me to bring his bag by the car. I took a deep breath before exiting the tent, nervously making my way to him.

I brought his bag out to him but other than that he was all packed. “Hey” I called out gently wiggling his bag. I felt the tension, I felt awkward because I didn’t know how he felt. “Thank you” he answered in quite a neutral tone taking it off my hands and putting it in his car. He then turned to me. This was the first time he’d actually looked at me since. His hand came out brushing my hair behind my ear before he took a step closer to me.

My heart threw itself against my chest as if it was trying to get out a locked room. “So beautiful” he breathed. “Forbidden things always are”. My chest raised up and down looking up at him without knowing what to say. He slowly bent his head down and planted a kiss on my lips. I was so taken back my head moved away. “What are you doing- I thought- I dunno what i thought” I whispered as my brows knitted together.

“I’ve given into you y/n, I told you I’m fucked- I’m all yours now” he told me in a low voice. My stomach dropped and I’m surprised my jaw didn’t follow. “Even though- you’ve just fallen out with Scott?” “I’m not giving up on our friendship but I’m not giving you up for our friendship either” he replied. My eyes widened and my hand came up to his face. My thumb rubbed his cheek. “That is the most attractive thing anyone has ever said to me” I giggled like a five year old child.

Stiles let out a tiny laugh and lifted my head up by my jaw to meet his lips. I kissed him back this time, gently. Closing my eyes and just enjoying the peaceful moment. “I’ll see you soon” I whispered putting my forehead against his. “Keep me updated” he whispered before planting a kiss on my cheek. Stiles drew away as I nodded robotically and gave him a beam as he drove off away from me. I missed him already.

“Is that what Scott is so upset about?” “Jeezus mum!” I squealed as she appeared out of the trees. I practically jumped out of my skin. “Is it?” “Yes- yes he caught us kissing and- it’s a mess” I shook my head not allowing myself to cry over this situation. “Oh hunny, for what it’s worth I’m really excited for you it seems so real so natural” “god how long were you there for” my head jerked back as she made her way over to me.

“Of course Scott’s going to be upset that’s his best friend but I’m just as hopeful as you that the situation will grow on him” she fluffed out my hair before hugging me seeing I was clearly upset. “I’ll speak to him tomorrow” mum whispered to me.

And she did speak to him. Yet it resolved nothing. In fact the whole time we were camping Scott ignored me, blatantly ignored me. Barely even looked at me and when he did it was full of anger and almost disgust. He wasn’t hearing my side or stiles’s side when he tried to text him or even mums side. His hostile behaviour didn’t stay at camp either, he took back home. The atmosphere was awful, tension was always high.

He even braught it to school with him and not just towards me. He’d practically kicked stiles out of the group, he wouldn’t let him within five meters of them or me. So me and stiles had to meet in private. Which kinda made it more fun. Sneaking into supply closets, the changing rooms. Even the girls bathroom once.

“Stiles?” I hissed opening up the cupboard door. He put his finger to his lips smiling but nodding for me into come in. I closed the door silently behind us. “Have I told you that top really brings out your eyes?” He greeted me pulling me towards him by my waist. “Mm no, but you said that about my necklace last week” I giggled wrapping my arms round his neck.

When I looked into his eyes I saw the happiness he felt when we were together but I also saw the sadness when we wasn’t. When he looked at Scott. “Stiles? Are you okay?” I asked holding his face in my hand. “I’m with you, I’m ecstatic” he whispered dragging a finger down my cheek. “Not right now- in general- I really thought this was going to blow over but it’s been weeks”

He sighed pulling away but still holding my hand, he took a seat on the floor dragging me down with him. I giggled falling on his lap. “I thought it would blow over too- he’s really upset I just don’t know why because he won’t talk to me” he chewed on his lip before correcting himself. “I mean I know why generally but like why is he this upset about it”

“I dunno- it just doesn’t seem like Scott you know?” “Yeah, I do- he’s too busy looking into those home invasions the murders anyway, I heard him talking to Lydia about it on the phone” i nodded squeezing his hand comfortingly. “Mm my dad was looking into them- does Scott think it’s supernatural?” Stiles frowned gently. “I think so- but it doesn’t matter, it will be sorted out” I shook my head looking down

“Mm, but thank you- for checking on me” he smiled kissing my lips softly. I looked back into his eyes and pulled his face back to mine kissing him slowly. “Your done for the day huh?” He asked me afterwards. “Yep, so excited to go home and- just sleep”. Stiles giggled shaking his head.

“Come on, I’ll drive you home before I have math” “oh you don’t have to- it’s out of your way” I shook my head feeling bad. “No one I want to spend time with more than you anyway y/n” he told me as we stood up. “Are you sure?” I checked again, biting my lip. “Meet me at my car” he smiled pressing a kiss on my forehead. He hesitantly left the cupboard checking no one saw him.

I couldn’t remove the smile on my face, the butterflies wouldn’t stop fluttering. Stiles did that to me. I was so sure I was in love, that he was it for me. Then I thought about Scott. Why did it have to be so difficult. Forbidden things really are so much more tempting.

Stiles dropped me home and kissed me goodbye before speeding back in time for maths. He was so good to me. Now I planned on going through with my idea of having a nap before mum and Scott got back. Treading up to my room I got into my pjs and was just about to slide into my covers before I heard a loud sound coming from downstairs. A window smashing? A wave of fear washed over me as my stomach dropped. I stood still not moving, just listening.

The silence was awful, my heart pounded at a mile a minute. Footsteps ascended up the stairs. I grabbed my phone with sweaty hands and sprinted over to my wardrobe trembling with fear. In the pitch black I pressed for Scott’s contact. It rang once and then cut off. The bastard put the phone down on me. There was someone in the house and he’d put the fucking phone down. So I called stiles. I wanted to call him anyway but I felt obligated to call Scott.

He answered on the third ring with his normal cheery voice. “Hey, What’s up? I just got back to school” “stiles” I whispered on the verge of tears. “There’s someone here” I told him as quietly as possible. “What? Who- where?” He ranted stopping in his tracks, desperate for answers. “In the house- there’s someone here” I whispered clutching the phone to my ear. “Okay- okay hide- did you tell Scott?” “He hung up on me- I don’t know what to do” I sobbed quietly.

“Im going to get him okay- stay on the phone” he told me. But as he did my door opened. I heard the familiar squeak. I automatically ended the phone so i would make no sound at all. Shit it must of been one of those home invasions Scott was looking into. Shit. I wasn’t about to be murdered by whoever this was. In that moment the doors flew open. A tall man stood in front of me. He had no hair and he was missing a mouth too. His eyes looked so cold, so evil. He had an axe in his hand which he threw down at me.

I moved out the way and dug my claws into his leg. He jolted and brought his axe back towards me. It sliced across my side and up across my arm. I cried out In pain but managed to get my claws into the arm that held the axe. It fell. I scrambled up trying to get away. He grabbed an arm and pulled me back and now has a knife in his hand that he tried to cut my throat with. He only managed to get my collar bone as I struggled not saying still.

Just before I clawed his face. His grip on me loosened and I ran. Out my door. Down the stairs. Out the front door which I’d never unlocked so fast. As I ran down the side of the road I found myself drifting in and out of consciousness. My running slowed and I fell to the ground. Black. That’s all I remember seeing.

Five minutes later driving down the road

“What the hell is that?” Stiles asked breaking the silence. The two boys peered out the window screen squinting their eyes. “That isn’t…” Scott started, batting his eyes to refresh them. “That’s y/n!!” Stiles made apparent, emergency stopping the car. The two boys opened their car doors quicker than the speed of light. “Holy fuck, that’s a lot of blood” stiles panted trying to keep calm. Scott didn’t say anything. He didn’t know what to say. Deep down, he felt so guilty.

Stiles lifted my body up and over his lap, identifying the wounds. “It’s too deep, It’s not healing fast enough- we need to get her to my mum” he ordered really! really! fast. Stiles hesitated looking down sadly, his mind was racing. “STILES! Now! she’s dying!” Scott yelled getting his best friends attention. He nodded, blinking waking himself up before pulling me into his chest bridal style. His eyes were full of tears he could hardly see straight.

He laid me in the back, where Scott got in to keep an eye on me while stiles hit the accelerator. He probably had so many tickets after the speed drive to the hospital but he didn’t care. He only cared about me right now.

“MUM!” Scott screamed as they carried me into the hospital. “MUM!” He cried out again when she didn’t come running. It wasn’t long though. She blinked in horror at the sight of me in stiles’s arms. Her chest going up at down watching the blood drip onto the floor.

5 hours later, 11pm

Melissa came out into the waiting area. The two boys jerked their heads up at her. “You can see her but don’t make it obvious I shouldn’t be letting you- y/n’s out of surgery she’s going to be okay” she nodded smiling clasping her hands together. They both stood up at the same time. Scott looked at stiles. “You gonna try and stop me from seeing her or something?” He scoffed eyeing up the Alpha. “No” he answered with a guilty look in his eyes.

“You two better sort this out- preferably before she wakes up which could be any minute” Melissa told them leading the way to the room. The two boys went inside and sat down on opposite sides of the bed. They looked at the bruises, bandages and machines, but knew I’d be okay. Stiles grasped my hand gently, watching me. “My mums right- we should sort this out- for her” Scott began. “I have no interest in doing that” stiles half laughed at the absurdity.

“Maybe before- but after what you’ve just done to her- forget about it” stiles shook his head. “I didn’t know!” Scott pounded his knee in anger. “You almost let her die because of your stupid attitude to us dating” “I know stiles and I feel guilty enough so thanks for rubbing it in” “your welcome” he replied in a snarky tone. It was silent for a while. “So what’s your deal? Why won’t you allow it- it’s not like you think I’ll treat her bad” “no” Scott shook his head.

“I know you’ll treat her good, that’s the problem” he answered, stiles screwed up his face and looked at Scott for an answer. “You’ll treat her right- she’ll fall in love and want to spend every second of the day with you, vise versa” he started before swallowing. “They’ll be no time for Me” Scott said quietly. “That’s! What Your so mad about? You think we’re going to ditch you when we’re a couple?” Stiles laughed shaking his head.

“The two people Im closest with in the world! You’d come round my house for her not me, you’d offer to pick me up because you were already coming for her, you’d come to pack meetings for her! I’d lose you and I’d lose her at the same time” Scott yelled, but his eyes weren’t red or angry. They were sad. “She almost died because of that selfish ass reason” “i know!” He chocked out as a tear slithered down his face. “And I’ll regret it for the rest of my life”.

Stiles sighed looking up at the ceiling away from Scott. “That would never happen anyway- your my best friend” he admitted finally. Scott looked over to him with tearful eyes. “She looks up to you so much- she’d never lock you out”. Scott put his hands on his face. “I didn’t want to cause this but- It was easier to lose yous on my terms than on yours” “you don’t have to lose us- but you have to get over it”.

“I didn’t want to hurt you and maybe I didn’t handle it the best way” stiles admitted with a huff. “I didn’t mean to give into her but once I had I fell in love with her” stiles smiled over at me. I squeezed stiles hand and he double took for a second. I opened my eyes adjusting to the light. “I love you too” I whispered out moving my lips into a smile. I closed my eyes again because the light hurt.

“Y- I- your okay- did you- mean that?”stiles stuttered sitting up leaning close. “Of course I meant it” i croaked, moving his hand up to my lips then tucking it under my neck. “We’re in love?” He questioned smiling, making me nod and let out a small laugh. “How long have you been awake then” “hm- most of that conversation if I’m going to be honest- didn’t want to disturb it” I answered looking over at my brother who was smiling at me for the first time in weeks.

“Welcome back sis” he smiled nodding. “That’s not what I want you to say” I told him honestly. “I’m sorry, i should have been there for you I…” “…no that’s not it either” I shook my head slightly. He looked over at stiles and then at me again. “You have my blessing, I hope it works out for you two and I’m- I am sorry” he took my other hand bringing it up to his mouth. “I’m so sorry y/n” he cried letting the tears fly out. “Stop apologising- I just wanted your blessing” I smiled rubbing his hand.

“Y/n- tell me, was it a home invasion?” Scott asked me a few second later. “Oh I can’t wait to tell the pack about this guy- we need to get him- it’s our thing” “it’s supernatural?” Stiles quizzed, raising an eyebrow. I nodded looking at them both.

“Welcome back to the pack, y/s/n”.

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[changxlingfae]

@stilesstylelinski​ liked for a starter:

“Come on. You know there’s no open containers in the library.” Bex crossed his arms. “If you’re bringing in coffee there has to be a lid.”

[grandtheftjeep]

@stilesstylelinski​ liked for a starter:

“Wait. You came to the game?”

[tcwnofdcrkness]

Continued from here x

Olivia could tell that Stiles was uncomfortable about something, she hoped it wasn't because of her. Honestly, she was half tempted to just admit that she started to think she was suddenly possessed by a demon, like how one sudden gets a cold. She hadn't been in Beacon Hills for long, but she knew Stiles and his friends were into the occult. Or, at least, the occult was interested in them.

"Right. Well...I'll go check the library again," she murmured, wondering if she should ask the questions she had, "You wouldn't have happened to read anything about possessions, have you?"

@stilesstylelinski

[wailingbulletmoved]

@stilesstylelinski gets a greeter

"What Stiles." Lydia said, slightly annoyed. She was trying to pay attention in class.

[haledwolf]

@stilesstylelinski sent in “knowing you is like…coming home. like i’ve finally found something that’s been missing all this time.”

Derek can’t help but smile. He’s been doing too much of that ever since Stiles came back to town and took over his life. Stiles had only been back a few days but he had not left Derek’s side. Derek couldn’t help but think that this was falling in love in the cruelest way. It was only a matter of time before everything came crashing down on him. It always did. Pulling Stiles into a kiss, Derek laid it all out. If Stiles had said that, it’s the least that Derek could do in return. “I fucking love you. He muttered against Stiles’ lips. “I’m pretty sure I always have.”

[vixenxqueen]

CONTINUED FROM HERE // ( @stilesstylelinski. )

"I know I am, or you wouldn't be smiling like this." Malia couldn't help but tease, but it had been easy to spot that smile he'd just displayed and she liked to think that she had something to do with it. When Stiles made another comment, she pretended to be surprised by his remark, purposely allowing her mouth to fall open slightly. At the same time though, her hazel eyes were sparkling deviously and she felt completely in her element. "I'm shocked you'd even think I'd use an excuse to get close to you, Stiles." she laid a hand on her chest for dramatic effect, though her playfulness gave her away effortlessly. "I don't need an excuse for that. If that's what I want, I'll just do it. But I don't exactly see you complaining. Just about your hair, which looks fine, by the way. Are you going somewhere?"

[lupaeus]

coolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool no doubt @stilesstylelinski

[lupaeusarc]

𝗘𝗠𝗠𝗔 𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗜𝗡 𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗞𝗜 𝗠𝗢𝗢𝗗𝗕𝗢𝗔𝗥𝗗 : 3 / ∞ featuring stiles stilinski ( @stilesstylelinski )

— 𝙢𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 / 𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨 —

[tvintedspvrkmoved]

closed | whenever u return from war king | @stilesstylelinski

❝   do  you  think   our   apartment   building   is   haunted   ?   i   kinda   think   it's   haunted   .   .   .   ❞

[lightsandlust]

Zero Hour

@stilesstylelinski

Derek looked in awe at the Sheriff’s son.

His timer had just gone off, and it wasn’t until he had looked at the kid that it happened.

The kid.

No more than 16 years old, while Derek himself was twenty.  His stomach clenched at that.  Right then and there he vowed to not so much as kiss the boy until he turned eighteen.  But the fact remained that this kid was his soul mate, and that meant that he needed to introduce him to the world of werewolves.

“Your dad is going to kill me.”

Derek chuckled softly.

He had never met the sheriff’s son until now.  Somehow they just never crossed paths, and with Derek having lived out of town for a short time, well...there was less chance.

“I’m Derek Hale.  You got a name?”

[minimavampiress]

𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐋 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐔𝐑𝐋 𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐒 . 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐍 , 𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐀𝐒 𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐘 𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐔𝐑𝐋

𝐌 . maine - noah kahan 𝐈 . i wanna get better - bleachers 𝐍 . new perspective - noah kahan 𝐈 . i almost do ( taylor's version ) - taylor swift 𝐌 . mess - noah kahan 𝐀 . another life - motionless in white 𝐕 . vices - mothica 𝐀 . all my love - noah kahan 𝐌 . missing limbs - sleep token 𝐏 . paul revere - noah kahan 𝐈 . idontwannabeyouanymore - billie eilish 𝐑 . rain - sleep token 𝐄 . euclid - sleep token 𝐒 . snow angel - reneé rapp 𝐒 . save me - noah kahan

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[boundforhale]

🎶 — favorite song at the moment?

MUNDAY ASKS

[  I  have  a  terrible  time  picking  a  favourite  anything,  but  I've  been  listening  to  Happy  by  NF  on  repeat  a  lot  lately,  so  I  guess  I'll  go  with  that  one.  Plus  the  lyrics  give  me  serious  Derek  feels.  ]

(p.s. shout out to @stilesstylelinski for recommending it to me initially)

[lnsania]

what's your role in a found family dynamic??

the hermit who helps

at first, you were a resource for the established characters to turn to, but you quickly began to steal the show due to your personality, your usefulness, or your inherently interesting perspective on life. you were pretty much already able to provide for yourself, but the next thing you know, these people are growing on you. instead of asking favors, it becomes an invitation to socialize. you find yourself sticking around for no apparent reason other than you like it here. the people are fun to watch, if nothing else, but ultimately they're just--oh no. oh no, you care about them. you always thought you stayed away from this "relationship" stuff for a reason. it gets messy and isn't worth it unless it really works. for some reason, this group really works. these weirdos are now your weirdos, and if anything happens to them, there will be hell to pay. you were basically already looking after them before this, after all. welcome to the family, hermit.

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