#suffering is fun ✌️😭✌️

[akkivee]

prior to this moment, ichiro had been keeping his cool to mediate between samatoki and ramuda until ramuda said wouldn’t nearly have as much fun playing around with kuukou (and sasara lol) and you where else we’ve seen this exact thing happen???? whenever someone insults his bros so that’s how important kuukou (and sasara lol) are to ichiro—

[svedupelle]

hi henry !!! how are you today :)

hi hanan!!!! im good :) im currently suffering a sunburn so thats not fun but i am literally in brazil so i wont complain lol. i am learning portuguese tho lol

the ocean is so warm here. like it almost feels unnatural im so used to ocean and lakes being cold as balls in sweden. its sooo nice i want it to be cloudy so i can just spend every day in the water without worrying about the sun turning me into a piece of charcoal 😭

i also didnt bring enough appropriate clothes so maybe it'll be an excuse to go shopping hehehe. i want a hat.

hope ur well too :) i saw a colibri-like bird in some flowers the other day and wanted to snag a picture for u but i was too slow 💔 ill try harder next time ✌️

[bobapplesimblr]

2 things.

Does anybody know/have more medical apparel cc? Like, custom content made for the new medical items category in CAS that was added a couple of updates ago? I was expecting to see so much of it but I haven't been able to really find any besides recolors.

Be warned, I'm going to be rambling a LOT later today (i gotta have lunch first). It will not be about sims, but it hopefully will still be well recieved. So keep an eye out for that one lol

Also I am still pretty sick, but now it is mostly allergic reactions (I have allergic rinitus(?) [Rinite alérgica - portuguese] and I'm currently living next to a park with lots of trees, so the polen of the season is just flooding into our house and I am suffering ✌️😭) so hopefully I'll feel a bit better in another day or two.

I've been kinda working on my personal save file a bit in this time, but haven't made any super significant progress. But I've come up with a method to make it a bit easier for me (and also my adhd meds might be helping with that, focusing my mind so I can think and all). It will NOT be done anything soon, and it probably will remain for my person use even when i finish it, but I'll keep yall posted on that. I'll publish a 'Willow Creek/Oasis Springs only' version of the save whenever those two are done, if you'd like. I've seen a couple of those types of saves floating around a good few weeks back.

So ye, I guess that's a little update/public wcif post for ya. I'm gonna have a lot to talk about later, and hopefully enough time and energy to make and post some sims. I really wanna get back to playing and have fun

See yall later!!!

[annes-room]

📘 June 28, 2023

I finally finished a book 😭 I've been reading this since March and finished it last week, it was definitely a struggle to get through

I'd give it 2.5/5 stars. the world building was interesting enough, but the pacing was off and by the end, I didn't really like any of the characters, save maybe two. I looked up reviews for this as I was reading it and most of them said it was a skip, and I think I'd have to agree 😅 I probably won't be rereading it, and I was pretty disappointed in the ending

onto my next book though!!

more review/spoilers under the cut

the biggest issue was that none of the characters were really likeable??

Sparks had justifiable anger at the end, and yes he made a mistake getting robbed at the beginning, but he didn't have to sidle up next to the queen as quickly as he did, especially considering how often he talked about how "hollow" she was and that it bothered him that she wasn't Moon even though they looked identical.

Moon definitely had a lot of drive, but why was she still so motivated to get back to Sparks after seeing him as Starbuck? she could've eventually gotten over him and focused entirely on the Sibyl stuff.

I also hate that they still ended up together. Sparks is never going to fully trust Moon again or forgive her, so the future of that relationship is going to be so rocky. I also can't look past the fact that they were raised as first cousins and believe that they are. even if they actually aren't related, they still believe they are at the end of the book and it kinda taints the whole book because that's the main reason either of them have any motivation.

Arienrhod was a decent villain/evil Queen, but her character didn't feel super groundbreaking. she has all the traits of a corrupt monarch: selfish, conceited, power hungry, technology and spies at her fingertips, but what else? granted this was written in 1980, so it could've been novel for a female antagonist character at the time, but the extra depth of character still felt lacking- I don't feel like a full reason for why she wanted to hold onto her power was given.

BZ was one of the characters I liked. despite the shame he knew he would get from his home planets society for what happened to him, he kept going. he wasn't going to let that perception stop him.

and the other character I liked was Jerusha. she had good intentions with wanting to change the policing from the inside, but she should've known she couldn't do it alone. even though it worked out, it wasn't fun to watch her suffer so much for so little payoff at the end. and it felt like she was the only character to make a decision for herself at the end as well, everyone else just seemed to go along with "fate" or what someone else wanted/told them to do, no one else showed that kind of autonomy.

the world building was definitely the most interesting part, I liked the establishment of the Hegemony and the cycle between the Summers and Winters on Tiamat. I also thought the reveal of the truth about Sibyls was cool and well set up, I felt like that was when the plot hit it's peak.

I thought the ending was too long and dragged on a bit though, just like this review is now ✌️ thanks for reading if you got this far

[gab-has-adhd]

honestly i just got into hxh and . came across ur blog (this post specifically) & i have so much to say regarding illumi / his character (im sorry you're gonna have to listen 😭🤞) anyways onto why i hate this man:

it's so bad kinning him. like so so bad. i've noticed a repetition in which i aggressively relate to characters in animes who were shitty siblings or have shitty relationships w their siblings (think shigaraki from bnha, tsukishima from haikyuu, kirishima from tokyo ghoul, etc.) and it's ridiculous bc the only way i'd ever have realized i lived in a very dangerous (abusive) environment was practically thru watching these characters in shows do the exact same or similar things i did to my own family. and what my family did to me. and what my parents families did to THEM. & i was in denial for literal Years over this and stopped watching anime for like. weeks afterward bc i just cld not face the idea that what my family did to me was horrible (still am in denial but we dont talk abt that.) its just so bad but its even worse w illumi because he's the eldest & we never actually get to SEE his suffering, we just see the end product (which is an almost puppet-like fucked up human being.)

& the part in ur post abt being unable to be truly mad despite them doing everything wrong and messing up ur childhood - i FELT that. like its insane how we (those who understand the zoldycks) all seem to have collective trauma over our families

i cld go on forevr but i do Not wanna be that person 😭😭 yeah im sorry. but i love this series so much i regret not watching itearlier </3

Aaaaaa I feel you anon! The family trauma is real ✌️😔✌️

But see I think I am personally unable to hate Illumi because, well, I feel so close to him. My kin feels for him are ridiculously high at this point. Like I fully aknowledge that Illumi is a horrible, vile, fucked up, despicable mess of a man and I will never ever defend his actions. He was so ruined by his families behavior and his own trauma he basically turned like them and passed that trauma on his own little brother (Killua), this is terrifying. This is so sad.

But Illumi neing a fucked up mess is also what makes me love him because I think despite everything profoundly bad he did in his life, I still feel sympathy for him.

I have that feeling I would have developped Illumi-like personality traits (extremely manipulative and controlling) if I haven't had so many amazing friends and if I turned out to be way, way, way less naturally kind.

When I say I kin Illumi because "I want to look like him", it obviously does not mean I want to be a massive asshole. What I love and envies in Illumi is probably his whole detached and emotionless behaviour, which I am like 100% sure he developped to cope with his trauma. And he's the eldest, while I am the youngest sibling and I have always hated being the youngest LMAO. Also hhhhh he pretty. Beautiful poor little meow meow.

I truly believe Togashi will end up telling us about Illumis childhood. Like Hisokas childhood I sincerely hope he will never share this with us because I just feel like it would be ruining the whole character, but Illumi? We have to see his childhood.

The day he decides to share this with us, I feel like I am going to have the biggest catharsis moment (tm) ever in my whole life.

Fun fact: I also happen to kin Killua. This is extremely confused in my brain JFJRJJJDJS

Thanks for your message Anon <3 it makes me happy to see I am not the only one who relates (too much) on traumatized characters because of family reasons.

Have a nice morning/day/evening 🙏

[derekgoffard]

Fuck marry kill: Mason, Celia and Derek. Why do you fuck Derek, marry Celia and kill Mason? And what do you think the experience of fucking Derek and being married to Celia will be like?

Ahhh oh my gosh this is so FUN!!??? AGAJA THANK U SM FOR THIS ASKKK!!!! (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)

ALSO

NOT YOU PREDICTING MY ANSWER LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 HAHA....IM THAT PREDICTABLE......L..LOL....

To no one on planet earths suprise: marry Celia, fuck Derek, and kill poor ol MASON 😭

I would marry Celia for many reasons but mainly because I think she is the only one of the 3 who I have a chance at atcually getting along with LOL, I wouldn't be rowdy or anything so she wouldn't really have a reason to get mad at me (I hope lol) plus!!! I suffer severely from the evil woman enjoyer curse SO ID ALWAYS BE ON HER SIDE... NO MATTER HOW MORALLY CORRUPT MY QUEEN MAY BE 🙏

ALSO LMAO. I think no matter who you are: fucking Derek would not be a mutually positive experience HAHA 💀 I think at the very least he may not kill you immediately after tho?? LOL LIKE. STATICALLY MASON DOES KILL YOU EVERYTIME HE FUCKS U SO.....there's that too I guess ✌️ there is also the fact that I am just insanely down bad for him so no matter how much I talk abt survival stats I would always pick Derek here, like, there could be 1% chance of survival and I would probably still pick him UVHBVUGGYVUHUHGYGGGGY

And lastly,, dear sweet Mason....oooh Mason.... So, personality wise, he may like me but ,, lol,, I fucking hate camping so bad LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL IM SORRY ;;;; I don't think Mason would appreciate my lack of survival experience or how physically weak I am LOL... Again back to the Mason fuck survival stats (lol), even without my Derek bais I think fucking him over Mason would just genuinely be the safer option 😭😭

[xzho-writes]

*inhales cutely uwu* (ignore that)

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okay i was going through docs in my comp and holy s h i t 😃

I found an old diluc fic where fatui harbinger S/O (note: who was favorited by the Tsaritsa) had a mission with Scaramouche to retrieve a high rank fatui runaway with notes to all the upcoming plans, and accidentally booked a house next to ahem the Mona Megistus and then Mona found out, told Jean, and then Jean the next day takes a whole fucking army to the house.

Scaramouche escaped but S/O was stuck in a sticky situation, (long story short, Mona left to find Scaramouche, Kaeya had his sword to S/O's neck, S/O had a polearm to Jean's neck.) And then HOLY SHIT DILUC came in through the back door, amber as well, and both of them aimed at S/O.

S/O ran away, got heavily injured at the dawn winery, and was taken back by Diluc and into Solitary confinement with Klee :D

Anyways, after questioning, they escaped confinement and during the long run to grand goth hotel their legs got burnt and electrocuted by Lisa and Amber.

Scaramouche (who is very ooc) helped them and then when Lumine came to look for them he poisoned them like he did in Inazuma.

But before he led them to the room where they got poisoned they made a pit stop to where s/o was and then after a 5 minute fight LITERALLY ELECTROCUTED S/O'S LEGS HAHAHAHHSHDHD

then Lumine and Paimon died (not literally)

(i forgot this part so excuse me if this is wrong lol)

From what I remember, S/O was on their way to Liyue but their cart got stuck and it was fucking POURING so they went to a nearby building for shelter BUT GUESS WHATTTT!!! It was the dawn winery.

Diluc (after CAREFUL CONSIDERATION) let S/O stay cause plot things ya know 😋✌️

okay so when they wake up K A E Y A and V E N T I are there bc i think they wanted wine but when they saw S/O in Diluc's bed (no they did not fuck I had to tell my Wattpad viewers that) and Diluc having tea whilst watching them they stayed until S/o woke up :D

after stuff yknow CHILDE COMES TO YHE WINERY, SNATCHES S/O, RUNS TO LIYUE, EVERYONE COMES TO GET S/O BACK THEN HAHA STUFF YKNOW

on the bright side, the first night S/O was there they found Marie and whilst Scaramouche was on a carriage they took Marie and then Scaramouche pushed S/O off the cart and took Marie with him AND ELECTROCUTED YHEIR LEGS MORE LIKE DAMN THEM LEGS LEAVE EM ALONE DILUC HAS TO CARRY THEM EVERYWHERE

anyways later later Lisa gets a letter about how Jean is kidnapped and if they give S/O they get Jean

haha 2 months being grounded (fun fact: Jean saw S/O get tortured for willingly staying in Mondstadt)

OAJY OKAY

since S/O and Venti became friends the Tsaritsa, who thinks S/O suffered enough, tells them and Scaramouche to go stir up trouble in Mondstadt for a scheme i think

GAMEPLAN:

Kidnap Diluc > Make Kaeya think you're going after him > Get captured > Try to get information out of Venti whilst Scaramouche becomes Klee and goes bombing Springvale.

Ehh venti got drunk, S/O was weirded out by Venti so they escaped lol

(later diluc and s/o get stuck in a room and then i left it at a cliffhanger)

I typed that shit in phone ;-;

Anyways it was 12k words long HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHDHGD....

OH MY FUCKING GOD THERES MORE

i found this old venti x reader fic with Scaramouche slander and i literally fucking slapped myself LMAO LIKE

"how dare you make this shit-"

Anyways i love you (/p) ten, thanks for reading :)

-🥀

oh wOW this was a lot to unpack—

i’ve gotta hand it to you 🥀 nonnie, your asks are always so interesting cause i never know what wild ideas you have up your sleeve hAHJXSBSB 😭

this was also a very loaded and interesting plot but i take it you had to condense this a lot seeing as your word count was 12k! (scara pls give y/n a break, their legs are a breath away from being zapped outta existence 💀) diluc deserves kisses for taking care of s/o

i both condone and support scara slander, it’s a very love-hate relationship with that dude hdidjejdjdn

[ragnvdnir]

Ok i'm back to reply to your messages 😍

miss kamisato girly better come home but if she aint doing that you who who will : kazuha 😏 ay*to might just sign up in a business marriage to continue the bloodline 😌

Yes i hope i lose my 50/50 to that certain sweetie pie 2 😍 i've only won it one time with albedo and lost every other 50/50s with no diluc 😔 and c2 qiqi and keqing :') i have like cons for each standard 5* and i am still dilucless 😭

bc i was just in a village doing alright then i became your royal advisor over night and now im crazy like you 🧐 if i did get a hime cut irl we would be twinning 🤩 the queen and her royal adviser twinning in hairstyles (real!) Yes you're def dragging me to som crazy things 😭

This "betrayal" to are talking about means that i'd kick asses for you but i'd kick your ass too if i have to do it 😋😎

Yes i can see through your brain 😌 it's giving so much wide ass open minded vibes 💪 no but 😭 you're really successfully making everything sound funny or a joke everytime 😩

True abt vyn 🙄 man is allegedly aspiring to be an attention wh*re??? 🤨 Asking is easy but he wants to manipulate you instead 👮 yeah he may not physically be strong but he'd fit in a role to be proclaimed "dead" and the actual killer in the movie 😰

Today's generation must be smarter bc look at them not making the sweetie pie the standard 🤬 (this is a joke we def respect your ideal types ✌️😭) yall wilding when you can just settle for a simple but also luxurious life with Diluc Ragnvindr 😤💕

"maam this is mcdonalds" do you think you can stop me?? u lowly peasant of a cashier 🤨😎 can i just please order an extra large fries and a spaghetti with coke drink maam 😌 marius teases MC but he knows when 2 stop too when u literally cant take it 👍 cant let you die bc of him 💪 have fun having the stages of grief again 👍 she got engaged by default so that we would not try to endorse her to mhy as a potential lover character 🤬 they know they makin their side characters especially the women look good bc we cant date them 🙄

Also to the ppl cancelling Ein over using emojis: 🤺🤺🤺 dont you dare slander her humor 🤬🤬🤬 ur just jealous she's funnier than yall 🙄😤 (this is a joke again i dont do fights with ppl so pls ignore me 😎 i literally have no time to fight in nonsensical arguments) just keep using the emojis 😍😍😍 bc who are you to bow down to them 😋

No but about the ableist thing 😰 i kinda am frightened to whatever stuff that id do or say would come out of me bc i was ignorant of stuff

— 🍰.

i hope so too, i like ayaka's playstyle so she better accept my proposal🙄 kazuha will surely go home if she didn't bc after all im guaranteed😏😏 and whos this ay*to trying to set an arrange marriage🤨🤨 tell him to do it or hes a scaredy cat🤷🤷

mr. diluc is playing hard to get, just be patient bc thats what i did even though i have to suffer months before i got him😗😗

oh wait you're from a village before becoming royal advisor??😲😲 why is this kinda familiar 🤔🤔

i was a girl in the village doing alright then i became a princess royal advisor overnight. now i gotta figure out how to do it right, so much to learn and see~

u should get hime cut🤨 we're best buddies so we have to show ppl we're true and legit💆💆 kicking asses for me? yes. kicking my ass? no🙅‍♀️🙅‍♀️ i would run away if i have too my dear royal advisor ⁉️

sometimes i just wanna shut my mouth bc weird and corny jokes naturally comes out and i have to curl into a ball and cry on how cringy it is😔💔

ugh me and vyn being an attention seeker🤝 🤝🤝 we definitely deserve each other but my man vyn richter, manipulation is a no no or you will see a flying slippers and appliances coming your way🙆🙆🙆

agree, diluc set the bar too high to reach. diluc would do anything for you (yes we respect your opinions dont mind us! after all *glances at thoma* there's a certain malewife i would need in my life hehe)

me? a lowly peasant? i see🤔🤔 ill be looking for a new royal advisor. just ask my butler for your last pay check

i still refuse to believe that celestine is engaged 🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

naurr bc i started overusing emojis with my irl friends as a joke. apparently, i never got away from it👀 i think emojis is a part of my life now😔💔

same same anon😭 i now have to prevent myself from doing things bc i wont know that i did something horrible until someone points it out or mentions them. im just glad that this is not twitter bc i will really get cancelled even tho i did that unknowingly😟😟 twitter is a scary place to be in and not to mention the toxic side of genshin fandom existing there😗😗