#syd ilysm!!!!!

[stardustanddaffodils]

did you know youre the loveliest person i know. did you know that

ur gonna make me CRYYYYYYYY /pos

[elsfairy]

hi! *blushing* just popping into say hello

….n deliver this

hey baby!

Syd please you're so cute 😳 i want to kiss you so bad ⭐️

[gareis]

holding your face in my hands and smooching your forehead, tbh.

I HAVE BEEN,,,, SMEECHED??????

[emometalhead]

oh no are you feeling okay love ???? i hope everything’s going well, you deserve only good things <33 also just hope the benadryl isn’t for anything too serious :((

I'm okay!! I have bad allergies, and I always get super stuffy right before it's windy. It's going to be pretty gusty tomorrow, and I stopped being able to breathe out of my nose earlier this evening. I'm feeling better now and can breathe again lol. I take Benadryl occasionally at night just to make sure I can sleep instead of being up all night blowing my nose.

[alexsays-no]

They say when an artist falls in love with you, you will never truly die.

@imdamagecontrol wrote a little something for the drawing and I will forever and ever cherish it.

Syd ilysm ♡

[winterchimez]

describe your relationship with your moots using tbz ships!!

weeee i haven’t done a moot game in a while and i do miss it!! im gonna just tag the ones i talk to often so im sorry if you’re not on the list ><

@sungbeam (sangyeon & changmin)

im not saying this just cs ive assigned both of us to our biases, but yknow how sangkyu are always real sweet to each other thats us 🥺 but at the same time yall know how changmin is always hitting his hyung thats beam when she bites back 🤓 and the way how changmin always say “ah hyung!” when he gets annoyed thats beam to me when the *cough* horny thoughts are at its peak ✨ but i always imagine us as the sangkyu piggyback vid from the b-zone cs you’re my precious lil 妹妹 🥺💕

@juyeonszn (sangyeon & haknyeon)

remember when sunwoo said sanghak is the best ship in tbz, thats me and fawn periodt ✨ never in a million years would i have expected to get close to her (cs god i was admiring her works sm 🤧) but now we’re like long lost sisters 🥺 you’re the hakkie to my yeonnie, and i’ll protect you forever 🫂❤️

@from-izzy (jacob & kevin)

who would’ve thought i’d find my soulmate all the way in australia? its crazy how we went from just getting to know each other, and then finding out we have so much in common (i’d say almost 99.9999% of the things we do & enjoy) like its crazy how we’re not placed in the same continent 😤 we’re basically moonbae and nobody can tell me otherwise 💅 btw pack your bags bcs i might be able to visit you next year along with j either in mel or syd!!!

@daisyvisions (sangyeon & eric)

we all know how sangyeon basically cares for his lil baby eric 24/7 and thats daisy to me 🥺 but then we’re also super chaotic behind the scenes which also screams sangric to me LMAO trust me the day we meet irl the world would not be ready for it 😤🫂❤️

@aimeecarreros (sangyeon & hyunjae)

we just gotten close recently and omg i can’t believe i was able to click so quickly and well with elena like she’s so funny & chaotic and I LOVE IT 🤣 sangmil will forever be one of my fav ships and that’ll be me and you 🥰

@snowflakewhispers (sunwoo & eric)

my fellow SEA moot who lives so so close to where i am 🥹 its funny how we gradually got close after that sangyeon fic you dropped and the rest is history 😌 i think the way we relate to so many things is actually what made us become to close & chaotic (god i love our dms i love the mess and we singing gimme gimme more) we’re sunric fs 😘❤️

@flwoie @hanniluvi (sangyeon & jacob)

you two are literally the sweetest lil cuties ever 🥺 from supporting my work since the beginning of my journey like im floored im beyond grateful for you two always 🫂💕

@heemingyu (chanhee & changmin)

we literally have an ongoing series tgt + that way we just clicked from the start is insane. we’re newkyu. i said what i said. sana is WILD which makes me give her the side eye 24/7 but then its what made us close, and the way how newkyu are always tgt thats also me & sana 🤞🏻

@cloverdaisies (hyunjae & haknyeon)

omg where do i even begin!! we go wayyyy back during summer when i was still in EU and when i found out we live literally next to each other i was just????? im sad i didn’t get to know you earlier cs i would’ve come visit you when i was there!! but i promise i will do everything i can to come back UK one day fs (i said what i said so dont come for me again vajfbrnrhrjd) you’re literally hyunjae. sweet but also likes to tease & like seeing me lose my shit 🙄 but i love hyunjae so that also means i love you so i’ll let it pass 💚

@justalildumpling (jacob & sunwoo)

ahahahaha the chaotic parent and child duo is here 🤪 j is literally the sweetest to me when we first met, only later down the line when we got closer that i found out abt her chaotic ass (but i love it so keep it coming LMAO) my little dongsaeng ilysm, i’ll always be here whenever you need me (gurl for you i’ll stay on call with you for 24 hours again 😤😤😤) counting down the days i come visit you & izzy!! 💪

@zzoguri (sunwoo & changmin)

i was debating to put jacob but then i think sunkyu works slightly better for us? pls moni is so sweet but also REALLY FUNNY AND CHAOTIC shjendnrnd i love their reactions i love going through your stories all the time cs they make me laugh 😭 and you have such a good taste in music just like changmin 🥺 you can interchange between these two and you always have a special place in my heart my moni 💜

@itsbeeble (younghoon & hyunjae)

yknow how in tv shows they put this gold light or smth with the audio for the main charas/good looking ppl lmao bsjfbekrm thats bbangmil and that would be us so yall better make way for us 😤😤😤 we’re as chaotic as the two, esp with how reese is always getting me to sleep early BUT THEN I DONT 🤓 and we’re both swifties ugh love a fellow good woman who listens to good songs 💕💕💕

@kimsohn (younghoon & eric)

its only ever since coming back to asia that i got to spend more time talking to you in the gc!! (timezone sucks in EU 😭) and god you are so funny and chaotic too lmao bandndm you’re just like eric, but then yknow how younghoon is always the first one to support and care for the maknae thats me to you 🥺❤️

honorary mentions:

@daisyvisions @aimeecarreros (the lee bros)

make way for the 3 grand sangmil girlies ✨💅 our everyday dms are always loud, chaotic, fun, and a sprinkle of msg aka sexiness 🥰✨ the day the 3 of us meet it would make history in deobiland istg watch us get a ring on our finger by the lee bros themselves bcs delulu is free and it’s the solulu 😚

@cloverdaisies @heemingyu (the kyeopmuda line)

the OG trio ✨ it went from me being moots with clo, and then sana being clo’s biggest fan, made a gc and the rest is history 😌 the 3 of us could talk for hours and often times way past our bed times (esp clo im looking at you pls fix it) just like how close kyeopmuda line is, thats also the 3 of us, we’ve always got each other’s back, and always ready to text and vc anytime 🫂 looking forward to the holidays when the 3 of us are free and we’ll vc for hours fs 😤❤️

[aguineapigcouldntdothis]

me to my israeli friends: u guys make me so happy ilysm i hope you're doing ok i worry about you all the time *sends 10 guinea pig pictures* anyway things are bad here but i didnt even get a single death threat today!

my israeli friends: syd..you know you could move here, right?? like we know you wont budge until you're done with school but after that just come here.

me (imagining living in a place where i couldn't drive 12 hours straight only to end up at a gas station large enough to host a 100 person shabbat dinner): no..i dont think i could do that *sends 5 more guinea pig pictures*

[propertyofkylar]

Sydney was maybe pile once. (I'm just gonna mention scone posted the screenshot on her blog so she doesn't have to send it here)

yeah i saw that!! it makes me wonder what else is on the maybe pile that could become something like syd…sigh…sydney ilysm

[mountain-in-springtime]

SYD ILYSM <3333

[trobeds]

💌 <3

SYD ONE OF MY BELOVEDS EVER U ARE SO FUNNY AND RAD AND I ABSOLUTELY ADORE SEEING U ON MY DASH!!!! also ur mcr reblogs are like. idc about mcr but i care through you so yeah. ilysm u are literally so <3

[cannibalismyuri]

OKAY I HOPE I HAVE THIS RIGHT (TIMEZONE WISE) BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA I LOVE YOU SM I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING DAY BESTIE 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

uhhhh this wasn't at 12 am if that was your intention but it IS my bday now AHHHHHHHHH

ILYSM SYD I'LL TRY TO HAVE A GOOD DAY ILYYY 💞💕💘💝💓💖💗✨⭐☀️⚡🌟💫

[greeneyezblackheart]

happy birthday darling!!! hope your day is as wonderful as you, and that izzy n duff are giving you the love you deserve ;)

Oh yes, they are (in my mind), lol. 🥵

Thank you so much, Syd. ILYSM! 🖤🖤

[batfall-moved]

blows a kiss to the sky, for u my dear friend

hmmmm syd this was too kind of you. hi ilysm and you’re so gd talented im supporting you to the moon 🌙 and possibly to the black lodge 🤍🤍

[babydollmarauders]

Happy one year my amazing friend!! You are soooooo talented and I'm always impressed by you!

thank you, sweet syd 🥹🫶🏻

ilysm!! i’m so thankful for you and your endless support in my writing endeavors!! 🫶🏻

[emometalhead]

for the music asks!!! 2, 6, 11, 14, 16, 23, 24 !!! love youuuuu <33

Syd!!!!! ILYSM!!!!! 🩷🩷🩷

2. who is the artist you put on to cry to?

I don't have a specific artist I put on to cry! I have a playlist of some songs that consistently make me cry, but I haven't actually listened to it! Tbh I cry a lot, so I really don't need music to make me cry lol. When I do turn on music while crying the artist/genre kind of depend on if I'm trying to lean into the mood or fix it.

6. what was the first concert you went to?

My first concert was Train! It was in 2015, and the openers were Matt Nathanson and The Fray. It was a lot of fun! We actually got free tickets. Someone my dad worked with at the time was dating someone that worked at the venue, so we got free tickets like the day of the concert since there were open seats. I was really into Train at the time, and I liked the openers too, so it was a cool experience! Plus obviously it sparked a love of concerts!!! 🖤

11. do you prefer loud booming speakers or quiet in headphones?

It depends on my mood, but generally I prefer to play music out loud on speakers!! I love singing along to music, but I don't do that if I'm listening through headphones.

14. who is the most overrated artist in your opinion?

Probably Tool. I just don't get the hype. I know they have a large and dedicated fan base, but I can't quite figure out why! I've tried to listen to their music on multiple occasions, and I can't get through a single song. I attempted to watch their set at a festival, and even live I couldn't see the appeal.

16. tell us the name of a song that most people probably don’t know but you absolutely adore

Refugee by Tribal Ink!! If you're looking for a new (old) nu metal song, I highly recommend it!!

23. how did you discover your favorite artist?

I'm going to give my answers for Taylor and FOB. With Taylor, I can't quite remember! I remember hearing the Fearless album shortly after it came out, but I couldn't tell you for certain how I heard it. I was 5, and You Belong With Me was my favorite song though!

With Fall Out Boy, I first discovered them when I was 3/4. Dance Dance was on a video game that my family had (Dance Dance Revoltion), and I was obsessed!!!! I'd turn on the game just to hear the song even though I sucked at the game back then lol.

24. which song do you want played at your funeral?

I spent a lot of time thinking about this, and I really can't come up with an answer. I don't think I have strong feelings about this one.

Thank you SO MUCH for asking!!!!!!!!

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