Putting Family First
Or, the six times Sid and Geno were protective over Kris, and the two times they didn't need to be. I'm delving into the rough time period between 'It's A Cruel Summer' and 'A Second Chance' - so 2018 and early 2019 - here. And, exploring Kris' heartache through the eyes of the two men who know him best. And, two moments in the present day, where they have nothing to worry about.
This is not going to be fun, at least until the very end.
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One.
Sid didn't quite know what to think when they got back from the All Star Game, and his best friend went totally mute on everyone out of nowhere. Kris hasn't been talkative since the season started, he's been sitting on the edges of conversations lately, a wistful look in his dark eyes. Right now, the team are in the dressing room for training ahead of the midseason grind. Horny and Phil exit the room first, everyone else following them. Sid kneels at Kris' stall, and looks him in the eyes, the lights are on, but nobody's home. ''Tanger, Kris... hey, you with me, mon frere?'' Sid says.
Kris blinks a few times, and says. ''Hi, Sid.''
Sid says, letting Kris come out of his head slowly. ''Hi, Kris, I've missed your voice, brother. Talk to me, are you alright? You've not spoken to us in days.''
Kris stares at the doors, Geno goes to close them, secluding the core in the dressing room together. ''I just... don't like my mind right now, guys. There's too much going on, and... it hurts.''
Geno sits down next to Kris, putting a hand on his knee. ''We know, let us help you.''
Sid gently asks, as if trying to coax a scared cat from a tree. ''Kris, we know you're hurting, we don't care why. We do this your way, are you okay to skate today?''
Kris shakes his head, tears in his eyes. ''No.'' Is all he says, is all he needs to say. Sid nods, and goes to sign them off for a gym day together. They change into gym clothes, and head upstairs. Whatever happened in Tampa has set Kris back, he was coming through this depression before the all star break, now, he's been thrown right back in. And, Sid fucking hates it, the shadow that's replaced his brother.
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Two.
Geno has no idea why Kris hates playing the Senators so much all of a sudden. Just last season, he used to look forward to those games against Ottawa. Now, it's like a dark cloud follows him into the arena. He keeps an eye on Kris as the team suit up for the game, their second of three against Erik Karlsson's team. Dumo is trying to engage his partner in a conversation, to no real results. ''What's up with you tonight, Tanger? You've not spoken to anyone since we got in.'' Schultz says.
Geno rolls his eyes. ''Leave him alone, Schultzy, if he doesn't want to talk, he doesn't want to talk. We all have bad days.''
Ian Cole says. ''But, G, he's been like this since training camp. We're the defending cup champions, we need to act like it.'' So fucking what? They were defending cup winners last year too, and in 2010, and on it goes. ''Ian, that's enough. Depression doesn't care about a cup, we're family, let's act like it. I'm sure Mario would love to know you're making one of his boys' lives harder.'' Geno says. A threat, but one he'll more than step up to if needs be. He'll have no one insulting Kris when they need to be putting him back together.
Geno keeps an eye on Kris throughout the game, noticing how he glances over to the Ottawa bench with the most heartbroken look in his eyes. Some time into the third, Sid passes the puck to Dumo, who shouts. ''Tanger!'' Kris fires his fourth goal of the season past the opposition goalie. In the end, they take the game 6-3.
The core, as usual, stay until last after press. Kris puts his head in his hands, body shaking with silent tears. Geno wraps his arms around his brother, Kris hugs him back. ''Thank you, Geno.''
Geno says, helping to ground Kris back in reality. ''Don't thank me, Legenda, they're idiots, don't listen to them. We're here for you, so are Horny, Dumo, Rusty, and Jake - that's all that matters.'' Sid asks, sitting with them. ''You really meant that threat, didn't you?''
Geno nods. ''I did, if anyone doesn't wanna support Kris through this, they can get the fuck off this team.''
Kris, ever a martyr at the best of times, says while drying his bloodshot eyes. ''Do not sacrifice the team on my altar, please.'' Sid says, fully on board with Geno at all times when it comes to taking care of their family. ''We are the team, Tanger, us three.''
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Three.
Something Sid is starting to get really fucking sick of now that February has come in is the people who can't stop gossiping about what might have happened to Kris last summer to bring this depression on. Kris is slowly coming out of this darkness, he talks more, is starting to get his bite back, but there's still this sadness that follows him everywhere. And, for some stupid reason, some of the bottom liners are taking it unto themselves to gossip about why Kris is different now. Sid gets in for training, and hears some of the guys chatting in the common area. ''I think he's salty he couldn't play in the playoffs last year.'' Brassard says.
Ian Cole muses. ''Maybe he got dumped by someone after the final? He was always talking about having someone, now he never does.'' That's hard to believe, what moron would ever dump Kris Letang? Who on earth would be that fucking stupid? Sid only has eyes for Geno, but even he can't deny how desirable Kris is. ''Honestly? I think he needs to get out of this funk or just tell us what's wrong with him. He's got a letter, a third cup, and he's up for the Masterton. What could possibly be wrong with him?'' Reaves says.
Sid makes his presence known by entering the common area. Trying so hard not to smack them all even stupider. ''Good morning, boys. Heard you gossiping about my alternate captain. Care to explain yourselves?''
Cole asks, not answering his captain's question at all. ''Sid, do you know why Tanger is being all weird?''
Sid says, setting his bag down on a chair. ''No, Ian, I don't. And, to be honest, I don't care, it's none of our business. But, you three gossiping about him isn't gonna make it better.''
Brassard says, putting his feet up on a chair. ''But, Sid, it's been months.''
Sid shrugs, and crosses his arms. ''So? Depression doesn't follow a schedule, whatever happened last summer has hurt him deeply. Geno and I are slowly bringing him back, but it's not gonna be overnight. For now, if you value your places in this team, leave him alone.'' Mario and the boys did the same for him after his concussion, and for Geno after his knee operation, and Kris after his stroke.
With that, Sid goes to get ready for a gym day, he shakes his head. Kuny, Max, and Duper would've never stood for this behaviour, Flower would be furious himself, for all his joking, Flower loves his family still. He's thankful Kris has a PA meeting today, so he can't hear the traitors, the more he and Geno can keep on trying to bring him back, the happier he'll be.
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Four.
No one entirely knows why Kris is gravitating to Horny lately. But, he seems content to help Kris out of his depression, so, Sid and Geno won't question it too much. It's been hard letting anyone else into the healing bubble they've built around him, but, they trust Horny to not fuck him up further. It does, however, surprise them when Kris approaches Horny in the gym, speaking in swedish. Horny engages Kris in friendly conversation at the salmon ladders, Geno looks over to Sid from his bike. ''Did you know he could do that?'' He asks his husband.
Sid shakes his head, coming over to Geno. ''No, no, I didn't.'' He hops on a bike next to Geno. ''What d'you think they're talking about?''
Geno shrugs, and says. ''No idea. But, he looks happier like this, no?'' Sid nods, observing the relaxed posture Kris has, and the smile on his face, faint as it is. They get on with their workout, Horny must tell some swedish joke, because Kris actually laughs, something no one has heard from him in ages. ''What's going on over there?'' Jake asks, downing some gatorade.
Sid looks equally perplexed, he had no idea Kris could speak swedish, much less carry a full conversation in the language. ''No idea. My brother speaks swedish apparently?''
Marcus looks up from his phone. ''Really? You speak swedish, Tanger?''
Kris nods, switching back to english. ''Yeah, Horny taught me.'' Hags is blown away. ''Wow, that's cool. Why'd you start learning?'' Kris' eyes glisten, he gives a wistful smile, putting a hand to his heart. ''For someone very special to me, Hags.''
Horny puts a proud hand on Kris' shoulder. ''Best student I've ever had.''
Geno welcomes the new information about Kris. Anything that helps him come out of his head is a good thing as far as he's concerned. Whoever Kris learned swedish for, they were a very lucky person. They finish their gym session, and head for a cool off skate. Horny still engaging in swedish conversation with Kris, Sid so wishes he knew what they were talking about, but that would probably ruin it. ''I guess you learn something new everyday, huh?'' Rusty says before they all head home.
Geno chuckles, zipping his Metallurg hoodie up for the drive home. ''Yeah, Rusty, I guess so.''
After everyone else clears off, Geno asks Kris. ''How are you today, Legend?''
Kris takes a deep breath, fiddling with the strings of his white Val D'Or hoodie. ''Strangely, alright? I think speaking in a different language helped today.''
Sid furrows his brows, glad Kris is looking more himself today, but curious as to how swedish helps. ''How does speaking to Horny in swedish help?''
Kris shrugs, it's obviously difficult to explain, but he says. ''It's like... a calming feeling, I guess? Like, a safe feeling?'' He picks up his car keys. ''I'll see you guys tomorrow, I love you both so much.'' He hugs them tight. Geno says, pleased that Kris has finally had an okay day after so fucking long. ''We love you too.'' Sid thinks about that while Geno drives them home, speaking swedish is somehow therapeutic for Kris, there's something big there, or there was. But, if it helps, it helps, and Sid isn't gonna question any tiny bit of progress Kris is making.
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Five.
March speeds in, and spring is on its way at last. Winters in Pittsburgh last far too long sometimes. Kris has just broken a record for the team long held by his successor, Paul Coffey. Most assists by a Pittsburgh defenceman. Which has been a bit of a mood booster for him since the game against the Islanders. But, as ever, Sid and Geno keep their eyes on him, watching for any sign that he needs them. The signs are small, but easy for them both to pick up on. They arrive for training ahead of a game against Calgary. It seems as if Oleksiak and Reeser are debating something with themselves. ''You do it, you've been staring at him for weeks, Big Rig.'' Zach says.
Jamie scoffs. ''Seriously, Reeser? I've seen the dumb look in your face when you look at him.''
Zach says. ''Yeah, duh, I'm not blind, Big Rig, he's gorgeous. But, you're a defenceman, so you ask him out.''
He's gorgeous? Who's gorgeous? Sid doesn't need much time to put two and two together. He gently warns them both. ''Boys, I know what you're trying to do, and I advise you not to.''
Jamie asks his captain. ''Why not? It's not like he's taken, is it?'' Geno also warns them. ''It's not a good idea, take it from those who know him best.''
Kris comes in from talking to Dumo in the common area, he notes the tension in the room. ''Everything okay, Sid?'' Sid assures him, trying to keep the room calm for his brother. ''Yeah, all okay, mon frere.''
Jamie blurts out, against advice, against all known logic. ''Hey, Tanger, are you single?'' The whole room goes dead silent, even Sully is dumbstruck. Kris takes a few seconds to even his breathing out, but the shaking hands are a dead giveaway. ''Yes, I am now, but I am not interested in anyone who isn't my other half. I'm glad you're on my dcorps, Big Rig, but I am not on any market.''
Jamie nods, resigned to letting Tanger be the one who got away. ''Okay, I'm sorry, Tanger, I didn't know.''
Kris calmly says, gripping his jersey tighter to busy his hands. ''That's fine, just... don't do that again.''
Sid is in awe of how calmly Kris handled that, even a few weeks ago, he'd have run out of the room in tears. There's obviously a storm within him, but he's gotten so much better at calming it down. Sid wraps his arms around him during a down moment in training. ''I'm so proud of you today, Kris.''
Kris rests his head on Sid's shoulder, something steady for him to rely on. ''Thank you so much, Sid. Did you know Oleksiak had a crush on me?''
Sid says, also shaken by that particular revelation. ''Nope, it was him and Reeser, debating who got to ask you out. Big Rig won.'' Kris furrows his brows, confused, not sad. ''Reeser too? Wasn't he chasing after Rusty two weeks ago?''
Sid laughs. ''I don't even want to know what goes on behind our backs, to be honest.''
Kris blinks a few times, as if letting the information wash through him. ''Neither do I, actually.''
Geno leans on the boards with them, and jokes. ''You need someone more handsome, Legend. More like you.'' Kris gives a wistful smile, and nods. Kris and Sid go to practice their assists together, Geno joining them a few moments later. Kris doesn't mind being shared between them, he'd have this no other way. It's them three against the world, just as it should be.
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Six.
Well, that fucking sucked. Two time defending champions, only to get dumped out by fucking Washington of all teams, and in the second round too. But, they did such a good job to get through the season in mostly one piece. Media is done and dusted on clear out day, the trio sit at their empty stalls, ready for some rest after all the work they've put in all season. Kris leans his head back, and says to his two brothers. ''I'm sorry for the wreck I've been this season, boys.''
Sid is baffled at that, Kris has been hurting this season, but it hasn't affected his game any, he still led the defence in all categories as he always has. ''Kris, what are you talking about?''
Kris sits up, looking Sid in the eyes. ''Well, I have been, I've been a wreck, and a burden no doubt.''
Geno shakes his head. ''No, you aren't, Kris. You've had depression, that's all.''
Sid asks his brother, moving to sit closer to him. ''Kris, whatever happened last summer is your business. But, you have never been a burden to anyone, if anything you could stand to be more of a burden.'' Sid continues. ''You are our conscience, this whole thing falls apart without you. You've been hurting, and we're here to help you.''
Kris looks nervous about something when he asks. ''What about when we leave this room? You two are going to Florida, I'm going home to Montreal. I hate being alone with my mind right now.''
Geno promises him, because that's what you do for family. ''We're a phone call away, Kris, whenever you need us. Promise.'' Kris nods, taking a deep breath. Sid says to him. ''You are not a burden, you are not a wreck.''
Sully comes in to pick something up. ''Tanger, to be honest, I'm surprised you're still standing sometimes. You've not been yourself this year, we all know that, but, you're still you.''
Kris nods, drying his eyes again. ''Thank you, all of you.''
With that, they close the doors on another season, not nearly as successful as their last, but, oh well. Sid does have a brief wobble in the car on the way home with Geno. Kris will now be on his own for two months, in that house in Montreal all by himself. For his sake, Sid hopes offseason goes quickly, and Kris doesn't just shut himself away like he did last summer. Those weeks on end without hearing from him were terrifying.
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Seven.
It's been odd having to re-adjust to being a quartet again after so long as a trio. For Sid and Geno, at any rate. They still are thrown by having two defencemen to lead the team now, rather than one. Kris, however, has taken this very much in his stride. At first, they had no idea how he was doing it, how someone so proud and territorial as their Kris could stomach having someone else so similar to him on the team. That was, of course, until just a couple of short weeks ago. The two forwards get in for a skating day, Kris and Erik already on the ice, passing the puck between themselves, talking and laughing together. 2018 feels like so long ago, they might be six years older now, but Kris finally looks like himself properly. Kris dekes Erik out for a nice empty netter, and shoots Erik a challenging look. ''Well, how was that?''
Erik jokingly says. ''Cheater! Ready to get embarrassed, Letang?'' Kris flashes Erik a shit eating grin, and the most adoring glance ever. ''Don't threaten me with a good time, Karlsson. Drop the puck, go for it, see what happens.''
Erik drops the puck, and immediately weaves around Kris to score a goal of his own. ''I think that just happened, alskad.''
Kris removes his helmet, and kisses Erik on the cheek. ''Only because I let you score, mon coeur.''
Erik says, lost in Kris for a moment. ''Whatever helps you sleep tonight, hjartat.''
Kris winks, putting his helmet back on. ''Isn't that your job, amour?'' Geno finally takes to the ice. ''Alright, get a room.'' Kris practices some handling. ''We kinda had one, G.''
Sid miles, and shakes his head. He never would have imagined Kris to be such a open flirt in his life, and Erik fucking loves it, and gives as good as he gets. They truly were meant to be, weren't they? He so wishes he could've been in Raleigh in 2011, to see how the hell this whole thing began, but that'd ruin it, wouldn't it? ''Well, you're early today.'' Sid says.
Erik says, leaning against the boards. ''We wanted to skate together privately, helps us get in the zone. We do it all the time in Montreal and Vetlanda.''
Sid makes Erik one simple request before the others join them. ''Erik, one thing, just... don't hurt him again, please?''
Erik looks serious when he says. ''Would never dream of it, Sid, I swear.''
Sully splits the quartet up for practice. Erik with Geno, and Kris with Sid, as it should be, Sid thinks. Erik jokes across the ice. ''Hey, Sid, keep your hands off my man, okay?''
Sid smirks, and bites back. ''As long as you keep yours off mine, we're good, Karl.''
During a break, Sid watches Kris and Erik converse in french, putting it together that Kris learned swedish for Erik all those years ago. Sid sees how happy they look to finally be together after all these years apart, and lets all his worries go. Kris will be just fine, he's in good hands, and that's all he cares about.
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Eight.
Sid's annual Canada Day party is winding down. Nate and Marchy have long went home, some of the usual gang have stuck around. To no one's surprise, Kris and Erik have vanished. Geno goes to look for them, they've probably found some corner of Sid's estate to hide in for some alone time. Geno knows all to well, nothing beats the rush of that first summer knowing you're both going back to work together at the end of it. He finds them sitting against a tree, deep in conversation about something, letting the rest of the world fall away. Geno has been in awe of that for months now, how Kris and Erik can get so totally lost in each other. Safe to say, they've only got eyes for each other tonight. Geno observes them, Erik clearly says something Kris likes, because Kris beams at him. Kris runs his fingers through Erik's growing hair, Erik relaxing into his hand. They close the distance between them with a kiss, and rest their foreheads against each other. Geno smiles, and heads back inside. ''You find them, G?'' Sid asks him.
Geno nods, taking his hoodie off. ''Yeah, I found them. Having some private time.''
Sid gives a knowing smile, and sits down on the sofa. ''I can't remember a time when Kris was this happy, maybe after the 2019 all star game.'' Sid confesses to Geno. ''I hope this lasts.''
Geno assures his partner, they've had those worries more times than they care to admit. ''It will, they've been back together for four and a half years. Erik makes Kris happy at least.''
Sid nods, satisfied with that. ''Yeah, he does.''
After a while, Kris and Erik come inside out of the chill. ''Hope the boys didn't find having a Swede here weird.'' Erik says.
Geno laughs. ''No weirder than having a Russian here, besides, you two are a package deal, no?''
Kris nods, proudly accepting that label. ''Damn right we are, anyway, we should head to bed. Good night, guys.''
Sid says. ''Good night.'' Kris and Erik head off to the guest room, Geno nods to himself. They clearly have nothing to worry about anymore. Kris is okay now, the team will be okay. That's all they care about.
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I've been wanting to explore the trio post-breakup for a while now, and did a bit in 'It's A Cruel Summer', but I really wanted to delve deeper into just how that breakup affected Kris long-term, and how it affected Sid and Geno's relationship to Kris. Not overprotective parents, more like concerned brothers. I can't imagine they'd haze Erik as such, just make sure he's sticking to his words.
I just love the idea of Sid and Geno being protective of Kris off ice, since he's so protective of them on ice.
Enjoy!
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