#tearing my hair out crying and sobbing

[jfkisonthemoon]

i want to be living in japan again.................

[tadc-harlequin-au]

Harlequin!Showtime fankid - Cade!

I may be sick but this was so worth it

So remember when I said on main that I badly wanted to draw a Harlequin AU Showtime fankid? Yeah, this is the lil' bugger.

His original name is Caddi, and Cade is a shorter nickname. He's the first Child Puppet in history, and he's often referred to as a "Miracle Star" for it. He's fierce like his mom, smart like his dad, and twice as mischievous as both his parents will ever be. His classification of a Puppet is a Harlequin.

He pretty much likes to bite everything in range: whether that be fingers, heads, objects, furniture, etc, a trait he definitely got from his mother's side. At a young age he's already showing feats of intelligence, being interested in his father's tinkered machineries (and sometimes even allowed to participate in them), despite not even being able to talk yet.

No one exactly knows how Caddi came to be: One day Pomni simply showed signs of being weakened to the point of being bedridden, constantly fuming and having more tendencies to bite or attack when shocked or approached, as well as having cravings out of nowhere.

Caine was concerned by her situation, and examined Pomni's condition. He then sensed that Pomni's die was housing TWO souls, a smaller, incomplete one that was accidentally eating away at her own to grow stronger. Caine then proceeded to extract the incomplete energy to save her life, and transferred it to a smaller die, to which he informs Pomni about the news. He then gives her the choice whether to let the die complete it's still undergoing process of life, or to obliterate the little, forming soul.

Pomni chose the former.

The Puppetmaster then spent many sun and moons of trial and error to figure out how the little die wanted it's form to turn out, until one day he realized this wasn't his theory of Pomni's soul splitting apart to create a newer being: Somehow, he had a hand in it's creation and he doesn't fully know why, or how it even came to be in the first place.

So taking a brave risk, he came up with a design that combined both him and Pomni's features, into a smaller, compact puppet.

The little soul accepted this new form, twinkling brightly like a star in the sky, and was officially born.

He may be a handful at times, but gosh darn does his parents love him regardless.

[willthespy]

“No story ever ends, does it? It just leads into others.”

[just-null-cult]

the way you drew kokichi .. i think im ascending to the heavens .. i see the light .. chest collapsing .. heartbeat flatlining ..

oho, a Kokichi enjoyer!! tysm!! it was my first time drawing him at the time so im glad i didnt fail him. i dont want to fail any of the kyoto group. i love them all!! even w my clear favoritism

he's nice too, a bit more expressive than Noritoshi so i can finally draw something that isnt :| or >:( even if it isnt by much- i like him too

I like how he's both a dick but also kinda sweet. He's a different flavor of tsun... i can use this. my knowledge on him is limited but FROM WHAT I SAW IN THE WIKI OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! KOKICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[westscain]

anton mordrid the babygirl that you are !

[dragons-in-spaceee]

if I cry enough tears and also maybe jump out the window will owen and tosh come back please pleas

[spoopieere]

Hey it’s 4:38am and I’m thinking abt :

How Jesse only cuddles Preston after sex. And one night when Preston only wants to cuddle, so he forces himself to have sex with Jesse. But before they can even get started, Jesse notices and asked what’s wrong. Preston just stares into space for a moment and then blurts out the most pathetic

“. . . Can we cuddle?”

-ever. He sounds like he’s about to CRY. and then Jesse just says “yeah” and then they cuddled to sleep, but proceeds to say nothing abt what happened in the morning WAHHHHHHHHFGHH.

Anyway here’s a playlist for them :3 here

[theannoyeddragon82]

going apeshit over this song

[maraudersoncrack1981]

not me abt to literally rip my skin off because my mum washed my moony jumper but she washed it with fabric softner so now it has this weird kinda greasy like texture that wont come off my hands even after washing them and i cant wear my moony jumper to school now im abt to cry

[cannibalsurprise]

PLWNFBSBQWEEE WHY GOD I NEED MY FANFICJS I NEED THME

[mothlau]

need to talk with someone about the state of this fic and how insane it's making me feel

[bigdvmnhero]

funny how i started my bad future multi-chapter wip with the wholesome desire to write about food as love language in the apocalypse

now my outline looks like.. what if we explored the remnants of the yokai civilization after the invasion. what if we showed how grief deteriorates our most hopeful characters. what if we warped a loving brotherhood into its opposite. also what if donnie piloted the crying titan wouldnt that. wouldnt that be something

[baeshijima]

this is just a mini heads up, but i wont be active until friday, maybe even going into the weekends !!

u may have already noticed me complaing abt this, but i have a major final project due on thursday for my english language coursework which im like,,, halfway done with ;w; so i wont be on any socmeds until after so that i can stop procrastinating and not fail this part of the course :’)

this is also why i havent been as engaging with asks recently, and im so sorry to those of u who have sent smth but it hasnt been answered,,, i swear i see them but i havent had the time nor energy bc of this 😭 other than that, the ayato fic will be rbed a couple more times on a schedule but other than that i wont be online !!

everyone i hope u all take care of urself !! remember to hydrate regularly, eat what u can manage and get plenty of rest unlike me :D <33

once again apologies for the lack of content recently 😔 currently rioting at the world for making me be in this situation with no free time 😔 the audacity 😔

[blindbisexualgoose]

We as a whole don’t talk about benny’s death enough because that shit was sAD AS FUCK

[woadisme]

not to be greedy and entitled and selfish and rude but whatever byler content happens in s5 i just know that it won’t be enough. i need every moment they have ever even thought of each other detailed in flashbacks and epilogues. sadistic angst and pining to most beautiful wholesome romance. pls pls pls. good lord this ship makes me unwell.

[bitterseadrop-a]

binged the manhwa of milou's main fc and now i'm depressed bc i need to wait for updates.