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the crazy thing abt liking contemporary artists is that you can actually just call taylor up … and they will answer u and maybe even send u prints for free
#i had#one artist send me his art all the way from sweden !!!! for free !!!!! <3#i dmed my fav artists asking questions/asking them if they are willing to sell prints of x art and they’ll do it!!#like 🧍♀️ wow this is crazy. me n jerry saltz love u hiiii heyyyy#dming an artist now asking abt prints and he just said he’d make me a print of any of the works on his instagram#like !!! 🙈 thank u love u ur so cool
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hiii, i know it’s not what you’re writing right now but i’m on a re read because i’m obsessed with all your fanfic, can you please talk a little bit about what will was going through when nico was taken in by thalia? and just in general
god space fic is WONDERFUL idk how you through those up, and FAIRY TALE FIC TOO OMG AND everything else you’re amazing ily
Ahhh I’m ALWAYS down to talk space fic i loooooved space fic !! ;-; ;-; ;-;
Will after Nico was taken. What a wonderful question. What a picture of devastation.
I imagine from the very first moment Will saw the ship empty out and Nico—and Mitchell!—weren’t there, and he saw the looks on the others’ faces, he knew. There wasn’t a moment of justifying it, of maybe they -, it was just fact.
I think that’s something Will is good at, immediately accepting the circumstances so he can move on to responding. It’s not like he could stand there and process the fact—he was parked in the hangar with the rest of the med team for a reason, and the others show up in horrific shape. So he pushed it down and throws himself into his work—is Annabeth missing a hand?—and they get to the medbay but the others are screaming and fighting and at one point, Piper’s throwing fists, but Will blocks it all out up until he finds himself across from Jason, waiting with his hands on a silver tray in front of him.
They’d injected every single one of them with a round of painkillers and antibiotics, but Jason had gotten one of the strongest for a reason; his hands were a brutal mess of bloody tendons, odd flashes of exposed bones through the gore.
“Fuck,” Will said, startled out of his daze. “What happened?”
“They locked us out of the cockpit,” Jason said, hollow. He stared up at him, heavy-lidded. “They left before he could get to the ship.”
And that is what Will remembered the best about the whole disastrous night, months later. When he’s talking to Nico about it, it’s what he’s thinking of. Stark images had gone through his mind before he could stop them—Nico, trying to keep up, trying to board, Stormtroopers chasing behind. Nico, as always, fighting to survive.
Will couldn’t think about it; he had a patient.
“You’re going to need stitches,” Will said. “Let me get my kit.”
Will treats him. Hours later, after all the major or minor stuff has been treated and all patients either cleared out or in bacta tanks, after Will finally gets off from the shift from hell and goes from the medbay to the empty hall, his first thought is to find Mitchell to tell him everything; Will ends up hutched at the end of an empty hall with one arm braced on the wall, sobbing into his hand.
Unfortunately, this happened to be right where Clarisse emerges from her room. Who now has to semi-deal with the situation, because Will sees her and he just cries even harder, because of course this is his life.
Anyway, Clarisse shuffles him along and dumps him off in his room without a word, Will sniffling in his hands the entire walk, and goes to Command to stiffly inform the closest Guardian (Piper) of the misfortune she witnessed and then never speaks of it again. Honestly, I don’t think she cares. Clarisse is SO busy in the space fic. They are eight hours off from an Empire base attack, and Annabeth’s still getting her beauty sleep (read: Annabeth is in a medical coma), and while she’s vaguely sympathetic to the whole ugly-crying-in-public thing, she has THINGS TO DO -
Anyway, it’s a looooooong five months for Will. For all of them. But I think the Guardians would have made a point to check-in on Will, drag him on info missions, get him out of the medbay. It was a pet project for them I’m sure, a distraction they were all desperate for.
I don’t imagine the four of them talk about Nico a TON, but he most definitely haunts every conversation. Will spends nights in Nico’s room and stares out into space and wonders about the last time Nico was in his exact position, at ease in his own room, and shows up for mealtimes so the others don’t worry as much.
The Ravagers don’t spend much time on the Rebel base during this time. I imagine they’re in the thick of tracking down Empire communications / information. But when they do stop in for gas and a sandwich, Connor will usually drop by the medbay with a meal. Will usually cries the entire time, but Connor, who has sat next to Mitchell through many Will cries, is deeply, deeply used to this.
I imagine Will works a BIT too much during this time but most people are too kind to comment on the fact. Piper is not one of them. Piper, more than once, locks Will in the Milano with them to keep him from picking up a shift. Will goes along with it only because it reminds him of Mitchell.
Will works. He has the occasional meal with company. He stares into space. I don’t think he does much else.
Then, eventually, Will gets a random comm, on a random day. When he sees the sender, he drops a box of hypos.
And yeah. We know what happens after that :))))))
SO happy you enjoyed the space fic! Especially enough to reread that BEAST of a fic! Thank you for the fun question!!
#space fic#kind words#ANOTHER fun question !!!! wow what a roll#anon#space fic is sooo special to me <3#I was thinking about space fic thalia a few days ago and ugggghhhhh oh my god i LOVE her ;-;#anyway thank you anon!!!! <3
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03: Do you regret anything?
70 Horrible Questions
"Nothing at all. If anything, I should have been harder from the very beginning."
He'd grown quite adamant about that. Edward didn't regret a single thing he'd done with the exception of believing the masses would actually appreciate his efforts. They hadn't. They believed him to be a criminal, somebody who was utterly insane. Didn't they know everything he'd ever done had all been for them? Instead of appreciating his efforts, most people scorned him, feared him when he'd only tried to expose the corruption from within. What gratitude they showed. No, they didn't deserve him.
#threadpull#memes ;; horrible questions#Eddie: I regret nothing your honor#Except maybe trying to do right by Gotham bc wow people suck!!#Insert narcissist's prayer here#Thank you for sending this graves ahhhhh <3#I'm sorry it's a little short trying not to ramble so much and also long af shift at work
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#cat noises#:3#wow#i wasn't expecting to make this so soon lol#:D#thank you thank you <3#question#⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐#🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟#lgbt 🏳️🌈#🏳️⚧️#✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨#🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀🧀#❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜#♥️♥️♥️♥️
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hi foxy!! :)
🎱 ⇢ post your AO3 total stats
and bonus fun facts because i like talking: i joined ao3 in 2021. my ao3 is hyperfixation_or_death. i currently have 22 fics on ao3! with most of them (14 of them) being for the fandom Parallels (TV 2022). my current longest fic is 4,620 words. (it's a Parallels fic called impulsive haircuts and what they mean for your future)
🥤 ⇢ recommend an author or fanfic you love
an author i love: (i am resisting the urge to recommend you to yourself because that defeats the purpose of recommendations. but to everyone else, consider this a recommendation. go read foxy's fics if you like qsmp or ducktales!)
midas_touch_of_angst is an incredible author! multi-fandom, but it was the snicketverse fics that altered the course of my life and changed my brain chemistry forever with how much i loved them.
also i know some of you people are rottmnt fans. i personally haven't seen it yet. but if you like absolutely gorgeous angst and sibling dynamics, remrose has phenomenal fics that i have almost started crying over while at a family gathering. (this is a good thing, the emotional catharsis of reading about a fictional character's anxiety distracted me from experiencing my own anxiety. also the fic was stunningly written.)
a fanfic i love: in honor of my current epic the musical hyperfixation, i will recommend this absolutely incredible oneshot. i love it so much. even after reading, bookmarking, leaving kudos, re-reading, commenting, reblogging on here, re-reading again, talking to the (amazing) author on here, following the (fantastic and wonderful) author on here, and re-reading again, i still feel like i haven't given this fic as much love as it deserves. because the amount of love it deserves is unlimited and infinite. it's so good.
anyways. epic the musical fans, especially those of you who are rotating eurylochus in your mind at all times like me: i think you should read brother you were so right, sure as the setting sun by DrawingsAndDreams on ao3.
🧩 ⇢ what will make you click away from a fanfiction immediately?
okay, with every answer i try to think of for this one, i immediately think of exceptions.
because i have a long track record of being in microscopically small fandoms, and if one of those fandoms got a new fic, there is very, very little that would stop me from reading it to the end.
i guess if the entire fic was untagged, very explicit smut, then i would click away immediately. (although most authors i've seen do tag well. so i would probably know without clicking that it's something i won't be really comfortable reading. everyone say thank you for the tag system <3)
thanks for the ask!! :)
#ask game#this got kinda long wow. i have much to say about everything ever. :)#also fanfic authors i love you all so much forever and ever. thank you all for your wonderful gifts you are sharing with the world. <3#fic#also genuine question about tagging etiquette: should i tag authors when i recommend their fics? because i'm not sure if i should or not.#(because i know i would want to be tagged. but some of them are very popular and probably get tons of notifications a day. so idk?)#anyways if anyone has an answer on that i'd appreciate it! :)
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Any ideas for Howdy and Eddie? They are my special little pookies and I love them
I’ve been obsessing over Howdy x Eddie, that ship is just so fun to me and I love them (Frank can be part of the ship too, Frank/Eddie/Howdy is lovely too :3)
hhhh I'm so sorry but I'm brainrotting over my disabled Eddie au sobbbs but I will Try dang it
But first! DISABLED EDDIE IS SO 😭😭😭✨✨
I'm going to bite Eddie Dear. I'm feral and Unwell.
To me it just makes soo much sense??? I have shit coordination/balance and my life is hell and I want to project so hard. It's representation and it gives me Delicious angst and hurt/comfort opportunities.
phew ok ok ok,, hcs,, howdy,, eddie,,, ok,, i got this
They both will, would, and have eaten an entire head of lettuce. Howdy makes sense, bc he eats lots of greens already. But Eddie? bbg is so sleep deprived it's the only thing he can think of to eat.
They're rivalry is a Bit. They are the only ones aware of this. Everyone else thinks Howdy genuinely has problem with Eddie in regards to business but it's all jest! A joke, a charade, a whole ass Bit! They find hilarious!
Eddie swears more than you think. He just keeps it professional when working. Howdy wishes he could record some of Eddie's more,,, creative cursing.
By contrast Howdy doesn't swear that much, he's so used to being surrounded by little siblings + other family that he just,, doesn't think about it? ofc he'll swear occasionally out of shock, exasperation, or anger. he can say fuck, he just doesn't think to! he doesn't have an issue with swearing, either.
Shipping stuff,, ok!
The Bromance turned Romance Pipeline is Real. It would take a while for the others to notice they even started dating lol bc they keep it 'professional' during work hours.
Physical affection is both their love language. Oh My Golly. They are never Not in contact with each other. Cuddles are top tier holy shittt
Eddie also writes love letters bc he's a sappy goof and words of affirmation is his other love language.
Howdy has never received a love letter before and Swooned when he read the first one. He keeps them all in a special box by his nightstand <3
Bringing Frank into the mix? Hoo boy they are not ready. They are. But also not. If it's not Eddie holding his hand it's Howdy's on his back. If it's not Eddie holding him by the waist it's Howdy literally picking him up for a kiss. Frank is overwhelmed with affection all the time /pos
A sprinkle of angst, Frank may get sad from time to time bc they feel almost,, out of place in the relationship. Eddie and Howdy are incredibly close and have known each other longer than they've both known Frank. This causes some self doubt.
However Eddie and Howdy are Quick to shoo the thoughts away! The reassure Frank and smother them in affection! All praise and loving words. How much they love him, how happy he makes them, just everything about Frank Frankly they adore.
Over time this doubt fades away, Frank becomes confident in themselves, their love, and their Loves!
Literally the best wedding ever. Eddie and Frank combined forces to keep Howdy from turning it into one Big Advertisement lmao. It was great!
#ok thats enough#i need to stop before i talk about my own au#i just... love themmmmm#PLZ let me talk about disabled eddie#I am gripping the bars of my enclosure#srry for being unhinged this was All over the place#its very late and I have eaten nothing but a few bread rolls today#cough anyways#i hope this is kinda what u asked for my dude(gender neutral)#!!! wow i need to show emotion hold on forgetting how internet#!!!! Thank You!!! <3 For asking Questions!!!#I mean that genuinely!!!! <3#ok thats enough back to calm haha#welcome home#eddie dear#howdy pillar#frank frankly#dizztalkstoomuch#neon child
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hey what are your pronouns
funny you should ask!
transcripts, from top ("[actually answers]") to bottom ("why. what are you saying about me"):
penn: has been referred to with a BUNCH of non-rito pronouns in his travels around and beyond hyrule. finds he prefers he/him or they/them in hylian. masc-presenting
tulin: defaults to he/him, but won't explicitly say anything if assumed otherwise. masc-presenting
molli: can't be super manipulative cutesy with these pronouns :( she/her but will give you "i (hatchling)" at first if asked. fem-presenting
kido: does not care! defaults to he/him for ease of reference but really, it's any/any. masc-presenting
dineli: "what should we call you" -> "my name??? (or elder.)" labelled he/him and shrugged about it. masc-presenting
revali: he/him only (and not in a cis way). masc-presenting
#quillheel#* roosting / ooc.#wow thank you for this question i definitely did not ask to have sent in#asfjdlksg no but really thank you captain!! <3#i have yet to figure out a way to satisfactorily describe the ri.tos' view on gender (as interpreted by me)#because what they have ingame is like uhhhh i'm Not Here For Those Implications. Sorry!#BUT i need y'all to know i only use the pronouns i use for my birdies when writing because it is the simplest and easiest#interpretation of what they'd actually use. and also the closest to what they'd most (< for lack of better words) agree with#even rev.ali who i use 'not [...] cis' with is like....that's not the term they'd use but it's about the same concept slkfjld#the kinship terms system is my best worded post on the topic so you'll have to excuse me for plugging it again!#* arrowhead / study.#* plumule / study.#* powder down / study.#* field notes / study.#* wisps / study.#* vanes / study.
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Hello, I really like your art and I was just wondering: are you self taught, or did you take classes/go to art school? If you are self taught, what resources/strategies do you recommend to improve and is there any “art wisdom” you would like to share?
oh, thank you very much! that’s very kind. I’m flattered, but yeah i’m basically entirely self taught (which is why my style can be a bit inconsistent at times lol).
i don’t think i’m particularly in a place with my work where i can dictate how other people should go about refining their skills—aside from it being a very varied process that depends on your personal taste and style, no two people will ever really draw the same way. but, if you’re aiming for something you see in mine, here’s what i recommend/what i enjoy about art below the cut!
i watch a lot of art videos! not necessarily tutorials, but things like draw with mes or animatics or process videos. i think you can find a lot of inspiration watching other people work. also, sometimes being self indulgent can be really helpful: what do you personally want to draw? once you identify what inspires you it’s a lot easier to motivate yourself to actually draw it.
i know people say it a lot, but it’s okay to make bad art, or art you aren’t proud of, or art that’s messy or unfinished or self indulgent. if drawing yourself holding hands with your favorite fictional character does that for you, great! if you really really want to learn to draw dragons, go for it! and you don’t have to post anything if you don’t want to. art should, first and foremost, be made for you.
some of my favorite pieces and concepts came from me just drawing something for the sake of it, or because i enjoy the trope. also, especially when it comes to digital art, don’t forget you can ALWAYS scrap something and start over. drew a pose you aren’t totally sold on? hide the layer and draw it again from another angle! even if you don’t like the new one more, it might help your perspective.
something i want to do personally more often is studies. lighting, painting, etc. i like painting things and figuring out how they’d work, even if i’m not a personal fan of realism.
also, yes. gesture drawing and practice is fantastic and i should really do it more ;; it shouldn’t be all you do if you don’t enjoy it, but it can genuinely be really helpful now and then.
#ney’s chatter (ask answers)#ney’s art tips (art questions)#oh wow it’s been a while since i last used that tag#thank you anon for being so kind by the way! i’m honestly always kinda conflicted abt my art’s quality lol#so this kind of question lifts the spirits a bit <3
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Hey guys. gay rights



#i already made the sonic one a while bc yknow. kinnie stuff youve all seen my blog theme#but then i was wearing my Fearless Year of Shadow(tm) shirt along with it and my irl bff was like.#'why are you wearing a sonic bracelet with that shirt if you love shadow so much 🤨' *#(he doesnt know much about sth stuff but ive infodumped abt shadow and his backstory to him many times)#and i was like 😭😭 BECAUSE I DONT HAVW A SHADOW KANDI BUT I WANNA MAKE ONE. I WILL SOON#so. now i do!! taking my ad/derall on the weekends always make me want to make more kandi. its great!#and yknow what else it makes me want to do...... talk more on here >:3333#me and my dad are gonna go to a local jazz festival this afternoon bc our jazz combo is playing at it!!#itll be fun. my dad said hes gonna get some food from this really good breakfast place on the way thwre#which is not the best part. the best part is outside the shop there is a wonderful kitty cat who hangs around the parking lot#bc hes owned by the ppl who own the bar right next door#its so great. everybody knows him (the cat) and loves him. the v/ape shop next door has a tip door set up for him even though the#bar owner ppl take care of him and take him to the vet nd stuff. my dad found a faceb/ook page somebody made for him#and apparently it just has pictures of ppl at the bar holding him. its so great and hilarious. this cat is so loved#by the v/ape shop people. by random people at this beachtown bar. by the breakfast shop people.#anyways uh. this post was abkut kandi wasnt it 😭😭😭 lol#cherry chortles#anyways the add/er/all also usually makes me want to look at and sort through my pkmn card collection. so imma do that#because my dads friend (and my friend too i guess! me and him exchange cat photos bc he has this adorable chunky cat named gremlin) that we#play bar trivia with on tuesdays (dw its not really even a bar. its mostly a restaurant) asked me abt my pokemon card collection#bc the final question was to put a few franchises (it was like. dora the ecplora and spide/rman etc. and pokemon) in order of revenue#and obvs pokemon was the top. bc of factors like the trading cards so thats how that came up#we didnt bet any of our points btw but we almost! got it right! the order was pk/mn dora spidamen friends (the tv seies) but we had spidman#as second. but we still won!! our team is on a two game winning streak!!! we always split the money so next week ill get another 8 dolla >:3#wow i havent hit tag limit yert#lol. yall'll open the 'see all tags' thing and boom. do you love the color of the sky type shit 😭😭😭#sorry that sounds too much like aave. i (white baby) cant be sayin that#cherrys kandi#okay well i had a tag with a verse from the ultimarw showdown bc i didnt know what else to say#but with my kandi tag and these two tags i have hit tag limit. thank you folks ill be here all night
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finally getting a chance to work on chapter 15 today :-)
#shout out AS ALWAYS to people leaving comments!!!! you are keeping me motivated you are keeping the dream alive#for some behind the scenes: in the last few weeks i've been barely sleeping and it makes it very hard to write or even be in a good mood#i usually need 11+ hours to function and so like. 2-3 hours a night is putting me in a bad place both mentally and physically#and yes i realize 11 or more hours is like a silly amount of sleep but idk. it's just how i am. i go to bed early AND sleep in ahaha.#i've been falling behind in all my classes due to the sleep thing so writing for fun has totally been off the table lol#ANYWAYS#typing typing typing (this chapter will be a lighthearted one)#we all need some fluff and levity i think (and i need to give time for Riku to care for Sora even more and be like. wow. i love you)#I was struggling earlier bc i wanted to write both about how Sora has been hiding darkness from loved ones and needs to let them in#but also with the idea of sora feeling that he needs friends to have strength or value. and i kind of realized i needed to pick one#like maybe a better writer than me could have both of those things be addressed at once but for me i was like... I want Riku to comfort him#which goes against him learning that he's fine on his own. we can address that in a different fic. rn he is just sad and needs to know#that he can share that with the people around him. and that he's still loveable despite it all#also shout out to my gf for teaching me “love isn't something you deserve that's not what love is” like. i did not know that b4 her#so I asked her lots of questions for chapter 14 actually cause I was like. i want Riku to support Sora in the way you'd support me#cuz IDK SHIT ABOUT THAT i have always felt unworthy of love and like i had to beg people to stay with me until i got into this relationship#so i was like. judy. what is your wisdom. how do you care for me when i feel like my pain makes me unloveable. what would you say#So yeah shout out to her! I am off on a tangent now hehe sorry. thanks for reading if you read this at all!! have a good day :)#jtsys fic#updates
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Hi! Thank you so much for posting the new chapter :) I can’t even put into words how much I love your work. It feels crazy because I have been following liab for over a year now and I think I’ve never been this consistent with anything in my life :D i don’t know if it’s a secret but do you have the next chapters already planned out? And do you know how many chapters this part is going to be? Thank you for you hard work!!
Hiii aww I’m so glad you liked the new chapter! & yeah wow I’ve been writing this fic for like 2 years I think, shiiiit what is time ahhh. Thanks for sticking with me so long <3
I actually have pretty much all the chapter planned out until the battle begins but my problem is I do them by events so it’s like I want this this and this to happen in a chapter but idk how long it’ll take to make that happen but I know what I want to write lol.
(& sometimes the characters don’t LISTEN & I say be nice and make this an easy talk and they’re like no fuck you author I wanna fight right now and the convo takes 1.5k instead of idk 500 words lol. )
I just posted chapter 15 & I’m going to GUESS we are about halfway done. In my mind we are halfway through the last book and that means we have roughly 15 chapter left to go then the epilogue.
I’m pretty good at estimating chapter count but horrible at word count estimation haha.
Thanks for the ask I hope you have an awesome day!!
#hellloooo anon#I have to give a tag shout out to my buddy bestie lifesaver friend who helps me organize my thoughts#seriously she helps me so much#so hiii thank you friend <3#anywayyyy the healing arc in BSS is my fun time to idk smush characters together and make them talk#so I plan to have a little fun#honestly I think 5 more chapters of chill BSS gearing up for battle and growing and preparing and chilling and then 10 chapters of#everything that happens with ALLLLL that haha#I’m tense just thinking about it lol#but I love writing battles and chaos and tension so Woho bring it on#but also I’ve been looking forward to the fun drama of just the boys being a mess and everyone trying to piece together their puzzles#too bad sokkas eating the pieces hehehe#(I mean we all know zuko isn’t eating them stubborn guy)#I hope I answered your question#yall can always ask me stuff I love asks#I won’t spoil anything I’m good at avoiding the spoilers haha#alright thanks anon#wow I can’t believe liab will be done this year#what will I do next???!!!#*peeks at poll I have in my drafts with new fic ideas*#I guess we’ll see!#thanks for the ask anon#YOURE AWESOME#liab#ITF#ask
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14, 24, and 28 for the ask game? ❤️
14. if you could choose an opening and ending theme for the series, what would it be?
ooo this is difficult omg im going to pull from my own music taste and not generally, because it narrows down my options.
i don't know if this works for opening so much as it does endingggg, but airbag by radiohead. "i am born again / in an interstellar burst / i am back to save the universe." because. well. you know. also just a really epic song, radiohead will always go kinda hard as exist music imo
24. if you could design your own line of merch, assuming money or time wasn't an issue, what would that look like?
oh, definitely collectable figures. lame? maybe! but i personally think it'd be awesome. especially for characters who have big roles in both mcd & ms, you could like, switch out their outfits (?) and add/remove features to switch between them. or the shadow knights, at least vylad and laurance, can switch between their armour & normal skins. and when i say "collectable figure" i'm not talking like, funko-pops or youtooz, i mean a nendoroid type thing, with those changeable aspects. soo cool
28. if you could ask jess one question about the series and recieve a direct answer, what would it be?
i have a lot, actually, and i cant think of any super good ones about unanswered lore or story, so one about her decision as a writer that might be a little critical: “why did you decide to take the ms characters in such different directions than their mcd counterparts?” — it’s just something i have a lot of holdups about, like, that still bothers me. i know that putting fantasy war-torn tormented characters into a slice of life story requires SOME changes, but the differences are so drastic with some (eg garroth) and i just want to know what the thought process behind that was. if there was one, if the flanderization was even something intentional.
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17 for the ask game?
Characters I relate to most, huh?
I’ll admit, this one’s a hard one. I sometimes misjudge myself, so I had to talk to my friends about this one and what they think. Plus, doing quizzes before have helped.
So, let’s break this down (partially to make sure it fits)
To start, my quiz result is always Nagi.

At first, I was honestly confused by this. I was like “okay, I’m a huge fangirl, but I’m not like that crazy of a fangirl. Nor do I see myself as serious as she often is (though I can be serious?? just not in the Nagi way.)
But I’ve learned that I am indeed like Nagi. I try my best to be an empathetic, understanding person. I’m not always the best at reading people offline like she is, but I can usually read people better online (…not always. Depends on their typing style and how open they are). Once I know people, I can even work out their reasons for acting the way they do, and whether or not I agree with them is another question entirely. Either way, people aren’t black and white, so even if I don’t agree with them, that understanding of how they think, what their feelings are, etc. helps me see the full extent of who they are. And that in turn helps me accept all parts of them, the good and the bad.
…wow, okay, just looking at that last paragraph, I can see why I got Nagi.
But anyway, what really sold me on being like Nagi? Is that despite all of this, despite trying my best to understand and get along with people… I’ve found that there really are types of people I just don’t get along with so well. Either because their talking style just doesn’t really click with me, or because they seem very closed off and I can’t tell much about them, or just something else that I can’t put my thumb on.
But anyway, despite that, I’m also not like pre-Game Nagi with how she is when confronted with characters like that. When it comes to people I don’t know, I try to be more like character #2…~
My fav, Shiki.
I put her as number 2 because I’m not exactly the same as her. I don’t know fashion, have never cared much about my looks or stuff like that compared to another, and… well basically, the main point of her character arc doesn’t quite fit me.
But what does is her heart.
Shiki is always a kind person, even to someone who treated her bad at first. She always tries to see the best in others, and she never gives up on people. I strive to be like that, even if I don’t always reach it. And back when I was more confident, I actually was the one who reached out to people first (as Kazea could tell you >.>’~). Sometimes, I still do that… I’m just not as confident with it as I used to be. DX’~
But yeah, even with the people I don’t get along with, I can usually see the best in them, or at least understand why they see things the way they do. And like Shiki, there comes a point where I do need to stand up for myself if I also feel disrespected… though I’m also quick to forgive and give another chance, too.
…All that said, when it comes to my writing projects, I’m the Eri who creates with no regard~ while Kazea’s definitely Shiki, noticing all my little mistakes. …and I don’t know what Sair is in that now, actually…??
But anyway, I’m sadly not as perfect as Shiki (or Nagi) in understanding others, ‘cause sometimes I do get salty and too into my online world, much like our boy Rindo~

…….and then while I try to understand others, I also tend to really suck at opening up and actually talking about my own emotions like Fret. Especially when I’m around people I don’t know well enough for that.
#ask game#aya’s answers#Wow sorry#I really rambled with this one DX’~#But it was a fun question and nice to analyze myself using TWEWY characters~#So thanks for the ask! <3
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needy.
they joke about you being needy but you take it seriously so you stopped kissing and sleeping with them and suddenly they're not laughing anymore.
mdni. 18+ only. grinding. suggestive but no actual sex. reader enjoys being an insufferable tease <3
sylus.

You pushed him down on the couch and straddled his thighs while one of his hand runs up and down your back, and the other rests on your waist.
He breaks free from your deep kiss with a playful smirk on his face.
"You've been quite needy lately, kitten."
You paused.
Needy?
"Oh."
Sylus froze as soon as he saw the lack of amusement on your face.
"I didn't mean — "
"No, you're so right." You suddenly got off his lap and expertly dodged the hands that attempted to catch you and pull you back down. "I really should calm down, shouldn't I ?"
"No — "
"That's such a great idea, Sylus." you smiled and pinched his cheek. "Let's do something else instead. Let's make cookies!"
That was the start of Sylus' awful week, when he didn't get to touch you at all.
No hand holding.
No hugs.
No kisses.
No sex.
Sylus thinks he might actually go insane.
But he can't lose your game so easily.
He'll toughen up if he must.
He lasted years without you and he had successfully kept his distance from you, no matter how difficult and tempting, until the time was right.
His patience and self-control are not to be underestimated.
He'll be fine.
That's what Sylus keeps reminding himself every time he gets the urge to hold you. Every time his eyes fall to your lips, he tells himself that he'll survive without them.
You're trying to punish him for calling you needy, but he won't give in.
He'll wait until you give in.
It's more fun that way.
Okay, so this is harder than he thought.
It's day two and he's already weak on the knees from the very moment you walked out of the bathroom wearing the dress for tonight's date.
Sylus watched you put on your heels, flashing him a part of your thighs while doing so, and he wanted to run a hand on it to feel your smooth skin.
"Sylus?"
He blinked out of his trance to realize you just asked him a question. "What was that, sweetie?"
"I was asking if it'll be cold in the restaurant you chose, so I can know if I should bring a jacket or not."
He shook his head. "You'll be just fine."
That was a total lie.
It turned out to be cold as your table was specially reserved at a rooftop of a building.
However, it just so happens that Sylus has a jacket and the cold wasn't affecting him, so he was able to give it to you.
With a grin on his face, Sylus pulled your seat right next to his and gently put the jacket around your shoulders, making sure his fingers brush against your skin even if it's only for a second.
"Thanks." as you gave him a smile, you slightly moved closer to his face. "I feel much better now."
Sylus made the mistake of looking at your lips. Without much thought, his head tilted down and his nose grazed yours before aligning your lips.
"Wow! This wine is so good! Try it!" You shoved your glass of wine to his lips before scooting your chair back to its initial place, a couple of feet away from him.
Sylus almost choked on the alcohol but gladly accepted your offer. He put his lips on the same spot that had your lipstick stain on it.
At the very least, he got to enjoy an indirect kiss that should keep him satisfied for the rest of the week.
Or so he thought.
Day four.
The frustration has gotten to Sylus.
It's like owning the world's most valued weapon yet not being able to use it.
He can look, but he can't touch.
It's much more difficult than he thought.
Especially when you're doing everything in your power to make him cave in.
Well, technically, you aren't doing anything out of the ordinary.
Right now, all you're doing is hitting the punching bag in the exact way that he taught you, but the way you look at the moment is making him want to grab you and pin you down — or you can be the one to pin him down. It doesn't matter to him. All he wants is his body to be pressed against yours.
Sylus quietly growled under his breath.
He clenched his fist and started to hit the other punching bag, hoping to take away some of the tension burning inside him, particularly inside his shorts.
You tilted your head and watched curiously as Sylus' punches to the sandbag has gotten heavier, leaving such satisfying sounds at the impact.
"Whoa! So good! You look like you're getting ready to beat up some real nasty bad guys. Did anyone piss you off or something?" You picked up the clean towel nearby and held it up towards his face to wipe the sweat on his forehead. "You do look tense lately."
Sylus' left hand suddenly caught the one you're using to wipe his face. "You're a vicious little kitten."
He gave your hand a kiss before stepping back and patting your head before walking out of the room and leaving you alone.
"Hey, where are you going?! We haven't sparred yet!"
"Shower." He looked over his shoulder to give you a smirk. "Would you like to join?"
You almost agreed in a heartbeat.
But you have to stay strong.
"Nope, I'll just stay here and keep practicing so I can kick your ass the next time we spar."
Your own answer only disappointed the both of you.
Day seven.
You and Sylus went out for a ride on his newest motorcycle at night, on the empty, spatious roads of N109.
It was the worst idea of all.
As the one that's manipulating the vehicle, you're the one sitting at the front and you took advantage of the close proximity by pressing your ass right against his crotch.
Sylus had to concentrate on making sure his grip on your waist doesn't hurt you, with the way his body had gone stiff. Every part of him.
Every bump on the road slammed your hips against him and he had to hold his breath every time. His pants became tighter and tighter by the minute, and his breath had gotten unsteady.
He was sweating throughout the entire ride.
And once you finally made it back to his place, Sylus' patience finally broke.
From the moment you got off the motorcycle, Sylus quickly removed his motorcycle before taking off yours.
As soon as your face was in clear view, before you could even comprehend what was happening, Sylus' left hand caressed your jawline before locking his lips with yours.
Your eyes widened with surprise, though you didn't waste a precious second to kiss him back and pull him close by grabbing onto his shoulders.
Sylus didn't dare to pull away until he was out of breath. Even then, he'd only stop for a second before diving back in like a starved man.
Every time you'd pull back to gasp for air, Sylus would come after your lips and slip his tongue between them to capture yours.
"You win." he huffs in between kisses while your hands run through the strands of his hair. "I yield."
"Heh?" you can't help but grin. "What are you talking about? What are you yielding for?"
"Don't play innocent, kitten. You know what you've been doing." He tapped your forehead as you laughed. "I won't call you needy ever again, so if you could stop teasing me, I'd greatly appreciate it." he whispered against your ear before kissing it softly, "I don't know how long I can keep holding back."
"Since you learned your lesson...." you pressed your lips under his jaw. "You don't need to hold back anymore."
That was all he needed to hear.
Sylus wrapped your legs around his hips and kept you up against him as he made his way into his bedroom.
zayne

You're drawing random patterns with your finger on Zayne's bare chest as you cuddle with him when suddenly, he made a lighthearted joke.
"Your libido has been rather high lately. Based on my record, your premenstrual syndrome symptoms shouldn't be showing up for another two weeks."
You looked up to see the playful grin on his face.
"Oh, is that right?" you huff. "Must be my diet or something. No worries, I'll fix it."
Zayne blinked with confusion. "Huh?" But he received no more response for an explanation as you closed your eyes and drifted oft to sleep.
It was only until the very next day when he realized his mistake when he received absolutely zero kisses.
He was quick to figure out what brought on such an evil scheme.
"Oh, no..."
Day three.
You stopped by his work to join him for lunch, just as he requested.
Zayne observed that you're not angry with him and you have no problem spending time with him. You act normal for the most part. The one big change with your behavior is that you refuse to give him any physical affection.
You didn't even give him a hug as you greeted him.
It feels strange. It's like he's forgetting something as important like his wallet or his car keys.
"Are you punishing me for what I said the other day?"
"What you said the other day?"
"You know... about your high libido...."
He could've sworn a vein popped out from your forehead just now and he does his best to suppress a smile of amusement. He's already in trouble. He doesn't want to dig his grave any deeper.
"Nope! I don't care at all!"
Despite the words that came out of your mouth, you continued to make him suffer.
Later that day, you met up aftet work to drink milk tea while taking a night stroll around the city during such a lovely weather.
The way you were smiling the whole time made Zayne want to hold your hand and keep you close to him.
And yet, you were constantly moving around so much, either on purpose or due to all the sugar from your drink, so he ended the night feeling somewhat emptyhanded.
He hasn't realized until now just how much he enjoys even the little touches you grace him with.
Day five.
You and Zayne attended a formal event.
It's a banquet for the hunters association and you were obligated to come, and he was your date, so you two dressed up nicely to follow the dress code.
Although, if he was being honest, Zayne wishes you two are still in your apartment, where he can have you all to himself.
Ever since he had come to your home to picked you up, he couldn't keep his eyes off you. And throughout the event, he has been rather... uneasy.
As you're eating dessert, Zayne can't help but imagine tasting it from your lips. It has been days since he last kissed you, and he needed to be reminded of your sweetness.
He needed to feel the warmth and softness of your skin underneath your dress.
Zayne lets out a shaky breath before loosening his tie.
It seems that the room suddenly feels hot.
Or maybe it's just his racing mind and heart and the blood rushing down below his hips.
"Zayne, are you okay?"
You scooted your chair closer to him so that your legs are touching. You faced him and put a hand on his forehead.
"You feel warm. Are you sick?"
Zayne lets out a laugh that was half-nervous. "Are you teasing me again?"
"I don't know what you're talking about. I'm just worried about you."
He detected from your tone that you are indeed teasing him.
On the drive back, Zayne was clutching the steering wheel as his mind continues to race, imagining all the things that he'd been wanting to do with you. Sitting still became difficult with a bulge rising through his pants.
But yet again, he ends the night without a single touch from you.
And Zayne has decided, he'll never joke about anything ever again.
Day six.
On his day off, Zayne had taken you out for a picnic and the torture continues.
Whenever you two have a picnic, there's lots of cuddling involved. This time, there's none at all and there's the Happy Snowman plushie sitting right between you two as a barrier.
You two are playing kitty cards and Zayne seems to be on top of his game today.
After all, he had a special proposal.
"Whoever wins must do something that the winner wants."
It's a simple but classic prize that no one can ever resist, so you gladly accepted the challenge thinking you'd easily win.
But Zayne's focus is unshakeable.
He's consecutively dropping assist cards to take away your points, and somehow he's stocking up all the sixes.
He won't even let you switch cards by acting cute. That's how serious it is right now. The stakes are high.
After six rounds, Zayne comes out as the winner.
"How could this happen?!"
Zayne chuckles at your dramatic cries, aggressively shaking Happy Snowman as if it was the one responsible for your loss.
Unfortunately for Happy Snowman, it's Zayne's turn to have your attention.
Zayne snatched the plushie out of your hands and set it aside.
"Darling, it's time for me to claim my prize."
You sigh and bowed playfully. "Yes, yes, congratulations for being crowned as the King of the Kitties. What can I do for you, Your Highness?"
Zayne smiled and gently held your chin with his fingers before guiding you to look up so you can lock gazes.
"Kiss me."
Your mouth drops at his request, face immediately heating up.
"Oh."
He found a way to end your silly little game.
He really is a clever boy.
"Your wish is my command~"
At last, you stop holding back against your urges and brought yourself on his lap.
Zayne eagerly welcomes you into his arms and wraps them around you tightly, making sure you don't try to escape.
His lips meets yours with desperation and his hands slides down to your thighs, encouraging you to sway your hips back and forth.
Between the deep and heavy kisses, he mutters, "I joked about you being needy yet here I am, being the needy one. But it's all your fault. Are you going to take responsbility for it?" Zayne pressed you down against his hips to let you feel just how hard he is for you.
"...should we end picnic early?"
"We should end picnic early."
caleb

You stumbled into his room while removing his shirt and almost tripped on his feet as you reached the bed.
"What's the rush, Pip-squeak? And here I thought I was the needy one."
Your hands come to a halt.
"What did you say?"
"I said there's no need to rush, I'm not going anywhere — "
"No, you just called me needy just now."
Caleb chuckles at your furrowed brows.
"I was joking, Pip— what are you doing?" you picked up his shirt that you dropped on the floor and threw it at his chest before walking out of his room.
"Gonna be needy all by myself in my room. Goodnight."
"Wha — hey wait!"
It's too late. You stomped your way into your own room and Caleb is left all alone with a boner that remained standing until his mood died down.
Caleb sent you a bunch of stickers, hoping you'd come back beside him. Sadly, you ignored all of them and he was forced to sleep with a cold, empty bedside.
The next day, Caleb woke up early and prepared breakfast for the two of you as usual. You came out of your room and lazily greeted him a good morning, so he was relieved to know that you weren't really mad.
But once he tried to kiss you on the cheek after giving you a cup of coffee and you blocked his lips with the palm of your hands, he learned that he's not completely off the hook just yet.
"No."
"Huh?"
"No kisses."
"What?! Why?!"
You almost laughed at the way his face shifted, looking like a little boy who'd gotten his favorite toy taken away.
"Because. I don't want to seem needy."
"Come onnnn, it was a joke! I'm sorry!" he tried to embrace you from the back but you stood up and moved away.
"Wow, look how nice the weather looks today!" you exclaimed as you look out the window, admiring the clouds of Skyhaven.
Caleb pouts at the way you deflected him.
Knowing how you behave whenever you're being petty, he has to brace himself for the worst few upcoming days of his life.
Day two.
The pout hasn't left his face.
You two are working out together at his home gym and he's pouting as he's doing push ups.
You're not even sitting on his back and motivating him to do more reps. You're just doing your own sets of excercises in front of him while pretending he's not there.
"Pip-squeak, look. I'm doing push-ups with one hand."
"...."
"Now I'm doing push-ups with just one finger!"
"..."
No matter what he did to grab your attention, he just couldn't get you to look at him.
But what if....
"Whew, it's so hot in here."
Caleb took off his shirt and threw it aside.
He tries not to grin as he caught you sneaking glances from the corner of your eye.
Now, he'll do pull-ups on the bar right in front of you.
Or at least, that was the plan.
His shirt was thrown back at his chest just like the other night.
"Caleb you dummy. You'll get cold."
You walked out of the room and he was back to pouting.
Day four.
You went back to Linkon at Monday morning. Caleb couldn't believe he lasted four whole days without getting a single kiss from you. He didn't even get to hold your hand or pat your head.
The lack of physical affection and intimacy should be nothing to him since he always had to hold back from acting on his feelings for you. He was willing to wait forever for you.
But now that he thinks about it, he'd always been touchy with you.
Even before you were in a romantic relationship, he'd given you plenty of hugs, he'd given you lots of forehead kisses, he'd hold your hands whenever you let him, he'd hold you when you don't want to sleep alone, and he'd even kissed your cheek during the times whenever you pretended to be a couple.
Physical affection has always been a part of your relationship.
Taking it away is like taking away a pilot's airplane.
Well, maybe it's not that drastic but it surely feels that way to Caleb.
Now that he's able to kiss you and hold you whenever he wants, he can't stop. He loves being with you and becoming one with you.
He can't help but seek for your touch.
It's only been a few days but he misses your warmth. He misses how you taste. He misses the sounds you'd make.
Oh, he definitely won't survive for long.
This scheme of yours has to end now.
Day five.
You got a good jumpscare when The Colonel showed up at your doorstep at night, in his full uniform and all.
Before opening the door, you peeked through the peephole and took note of his serious expression, just as The Colonel often appears as.
But the scary demeanor vanished the moment you oppened the door.
His face lights up and you're flashed with the warm smile you've used to seeing.
"Caleb! What are you doing here?!"
"I just dropped by to bring you something you forgot at my house. It's pretty important so I thought I'd make a trip to Linkon so you don't worry about it."
You let him in your apartment, trying to recall what you could have forgotten. You were able to get through a long day at work without noticing anything missing, so what could've been that important that he had to give to you immediately?
"What did I forget?"
Caleb dug something from one of the pockets of his coat.
"Ta-da! Here you go~"
Caleb took your left hand and dropped something to your palm.
".....Are you being serious right now?"
A hair clip.
"What? It's something that you use every day, is it not? I know you were probably feeling weird without it. You're welcome."
"...I leave this behind on purpose. I always use it whenever I'm at your house, every time I'm doing my hair. It was meant to stay there."
Caleb laughs and scratches the back of his head. "Oh, my baaaad, Pip-squeak. Ah, but since I'm already here, might as well have dinner together!I'll help you cook~"
He removed his hat and coat before entering your kitchen. You're in the middle of making dinner too, so he somehow arrived perfectly on time.
You should've known he came in with a mission.
As he goes around the kitchen, he does everything possible to accidentally touch you.
He'd lightly bump into you and touches your shoulder as he apologizes.
His hand brushes against your waist to move you aside so he can pass by.
He stands behind you and reaching over you so he could get some containers on the cabinet, making sure to grind his hips against your ass just for a brief second.
Eventually, you found yourself cornered against the fridge.
"What are you doing?"
"Making dinnner." you glare at him and he was quick to give you a pout. "...And trying to win your attention because you've been so mean to me by neglecting me."
"Neglecting?" you tilted your head. "But I thought I was being needy."
Caleb groans before completely losing his patience.
He pulls you into a hug. "I'm sorry! I won't say it again! Please don't punish me anymore I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry — " his embrace starts getting tighter at every word, making you cough dramatically.
"Jeez, alright fine! I get it, now let me go — "
"Never!"
Caleb lifts you off the ground and nuzzles his face against yours. "So soft and so warm ~"
"Caleb, the pot is boiling!"
"The pot can wait. I'm busy."
"Caleb — " the sizzling noises from the stove forced him to jump away from you.
"Okay I'm coming!"
rafayel

"You don't need to be so needy cutie, I'm not going anywhere~"
You pulled away from his kiss and raised a brow at him. "Needy...?"
Rafayel's eyes widen as he realized what he just said. "I — I was just joking!"
"Right..."
You laughed along but five minutes later, the kisses suddenly stopped and your attention shifted to your phone to play a silly game (one that he recommended to you in the first place).
Rafayel didn't think much of it. He was able to cuddle with you as the two of you fell asleep that night.
But once he woke up, things started to seem weird to him.
As you left to go to work, you didn't give him a kiss. You always give him a kiss. You rushed out of the studio before he could even remind you about it.
He didn't get to see you for the rest of the day because the Wanderers robbed him all of your time and energy.
At the very least, he was able to videocall with you and chat with you about how your day went. Though, seeing your sleeping face made him wish he was next to you so he could comfort you and ease your exhaustion.
Day two.
You joined him for a stroll at the beach and helped him collect some shells. He tried to hold your hand but you not-so-subtly moved away from him.
The face he made was worthy of a drama actor award.
"Are you worried I'd give you a virus? Come here, cutie, I'm perfectly clean. I just took a bath an hour ago."
"No no, just don't wanna seem clingy, that's all."
Rafayel took a moment to figure out what prompted that response.
"Waaaait, you're not really mad about me calling you needy, are you? It was just a joke, Miss Bodyguuaaard..."
"Mhmm."
Rafayel sighs as he realizes you're going to prolong this cruel revenge of yours just a little further. It's good that you're not really mad, though he can't help but pout about it.
He had to walk through the beach with you so close yet so far from him, and his hands have never felt so cold and lonely.
You don't even always hold his hand, as sometimes collecting sea shells require all hands available, but now that he's aware of your punishment, he can't help but notice that he really loves holding your hand and giving you little kisses.
Without them, his day feels incomplete.
Day three.
You showed up at Rafayel's art exhibition and he's acting like you just dumped him.
"Oh, I didn't expect you to show up today, Miss Bodyguard. I thought you'd forgotten all about me."
He showed you one painting that you haven't seen finished until now.
"This is inspired by the gaping hole in my heart because my beloved has left me."
Trying not to laugh, you flicked his forehead. "Your beloved saw you this morning for breakfast and watched you get scolded by Thomas because you weren't ready for your event on time."
Rafayel huffs. "Well, I would have woken up early and would've been prepared on time if only I went to sleep early. But I couldn't sleep early because my beloved is being mean to me and won't let me kiss her."
"Weeeell, that sucks for you." you patted his shoulder. "I'm gonna go check out that lovely painting over there. See you later."
Rafayel followed you the entire time, walking so closely beside you so his hand would constantly brush against yours.
Once you reached an empty room, he stood right behind you and put a hand on the wall next to the painting that you're admiring.
His lips brushed against your ear after taking a whiff of your neck. "This perfume... it's the one that I really like..."
It was indeed the scent that makes him act like a cat that's high on catnip. You wore it on purpose, solely to get the reaction that he's giving right now.
Rafayel's lips brushed against your neck like a feather, testing the waters to see if you'd push him away.
So far, you do nothing but stare at the beautiful painting he worked months on.
His right hand landed on your stomach and gently nudged you back so that your body is right against his.
His kisses grew a little bolder, lingering on your skin a little longer.
But then, the sound of footsteps coming close forced you to spring away from him.
You held back a grin at his red face.
"This has been a wonderful exhibit, Sir Rafayel. Thank you for the tour."
"...Hmph..."
He crossed his arms and looked away, trying to calm down his racing heart.
Looks like his body craves for you more than he realized.
Day four.
"I got here as fast as I could! What's the emergency?!"
You slam the bathroom door open to find Rafayel chilling in his bathtub, naked body submerged in warm water mixed with pink foamy soap.
"...."
"Oh, good, you're finally here." Rafayel sighs with relief. "Miss bodyguard, you have to help me. I slipped from a paintbrush earlier and hurt my right arm, so I can't move it around easily because it hurts. Will you help me with my bath?"
"How did you get in the bathtub in the first place if your arm hurts so much?"
"Don't worry about it, cutie. That's in the past. I like to focus in the present."
You shook your head, though you're unable to hide a smile from his silly yet clever response.
You knelt down beside the bathtub and started petting his head. Right away, he closed his eyes and leaned in towards your touch.
You lowered your hand to his neck and brushed slowly your thumb against his skin just under his jaw, and you caught him gulping nervously.
Next, you slid your hand down to his chest, drawing random shapes between his pecs, causing his breath to stutter.
"But now that I think about it... how does one get help for taking a bath?" you asked. "What exactly do you want me to do?"
Rafayel caught your hand before you could even think about pulling away and leave him hard, just like yesterday at the exhibit.
"I just need you... to move your hand... just a little lower...."
Your face heated up at his low tone. His face had turned into a dark shade of red, flushed from the warmth you've made him feel with just a few light touches.
"You better be careful." you whispered, moving your hands down as slow as possible. "With how you sound just now, someone might think that you might be a little....needy...."
Rafayel opened his eyes but didn't move a single muscle. His hand remained on top of yours, letting you wander to wherever you want to.
"Maybe you're right. Maybe I'm the needy one." he kept his gaze fixated on you. "I need to have you close to me. I need to hold you. I need to feel you."
Your face burned.
As did the rest of your body.
At last, your hand reached where he needed you to be.
Stiff and twitching, just for you.
Your core clenched as you recall the way he feels inside you.
"If.... if I'm gonna help you take a bath, you better make some room for me."
Rafayel has never moved so quickly.
xavier

Xavier breathes heavily on his bed, face flushed and chest heaving, glistening with sweat. You're lying next to him, equally spent after getting lost in each other's bodies.
"We've been doing it so much lately, I'm starting to feel sore." he says with a chuckle, putting one hand on his neck and shoulder.
"....You're right." you softly tapped on his chest as if to give him comfort. "Don't worry, I'll let you recover. Let's not do anything for a while."
Xavier's eyes widen. "What?! That's that not what I meant — "
You let out a yawn. "I'm sleepy. Goodnight, Xavier~"
"Wait — "
"Goodnight, I said."
Day one.
You had to be joking, right?
You were probably just so tired and blurted out such a hasty statement.
You probably don't even remember what you said.
Xavier didn't forget, though. He couldn't, even if he wanted to.
When he woke up at noon, you were already at work. You made breakfast for him. If you were really upset with him, you wouldn't have cooked anything for him.
So, everything should be fine.
He arrived at work and the very first thing he did is greet you at your station. You're behind your desk, busy with a report on your computer.
"Good morning."
He leaned down to give you a hug. Although you didn't return it, you didn't deflect him.
That means you really were just bluffing. Everything is fine.
"Good morning, Xavier."
Fast forward to a couple of hours later, you two are investigating an abandoned but recently used building that's been raided by Wanderers.
There was a suspicious man on site, so you hid somewhere so that you can observe him for any possible leads.
Xavier pulled you into a room that looks to be a supplies closet, which was luckily clean enough to not contain any foul smell that would make it unbearable for you to hide in.
You stood by the door that's slightly cracked open so that you can keep an eye on the suspicious man.
Xavier stood right behind you with absolutely no space between your bodies. His left hand made its way to your waist while his lips brushes against your neck.
Before he could do anything else, you turned around and covered his mouth with one hand.
"Hmm? What are you — "
"Shhh. We need to be quiet."
Okay, so you rejected his attempt to makeout.
But that was only because you couldn't risk missing out on any leads and had to focus on the suspicious guy, right? That's all. Everything is fine.
Everything is not fine.
He caught you on a conversation with Andrew and you were touching his shoulder. Then you spoke with Simone and you were touching her arm.
But when he talked to you, you didn't touch his shoulder or anything. You didn't touch his hand and you even moved away when he tried to touch yours.
For the final check: the Pocky test.
Once you're back in his apartment after work, Xavier decided to share his last box of Pocky with you.
As you were eating one, Xavier quickly went up to you.
"Wait, let me check if yours is good."
He continued to eat the stick of Pocky until he's closer to your lips.
But then you suddenly pulled back and ate the rest.
"Wah — "
You gently patted his cheeks. "Nice try."
So, it turns out you knew what he was doing and no, you were absolutely not going to give him kisses today.
And so, sulky Xavier makes his return.
Day two.
Xavier decided to get revenge for taking away kisses and cuddles by showing you the most horrifying scary movie on both of your watch list.
You two are sitting on his giant bean-bag chair, sharing a blanket while your eyes are glued to the TV screen, unable to look away at the bloody scene of another character getting ripped apart.
Little did you know, Xavier is mentally cheering.
For every jumpscare, you scoot closer and closer to him. Around halfway of the movie, you're sitting on his lap yet you're too focused on the movie to realize it.
Xavier kept quiet and rested one hand on your thigh, while the other casually shoves popcorn in his mouth.
As the end credits started to roll, Xavier got up to refill your drinks so that you can have more for the next film, which is another horror one.
"Wait where are you going?!" you grabbed his hand before he could start walking towards the kitchen.
Xavier almost laughed at your expression. "I'm just going to get us more drinks. I won't be gone for long. Just sit here and relax."
"You're not scared even a little bit?" you murmured, tightly hugging a pillow. Right now, your brain is imagining the killer in every dark spot of the apartment.
"I'll be fine~"
Five steps forward and he suddenly turns around.
"Are you really that scared?"
He uses his evol to shine a bright light on his face while pulling a silly expression, mocking the one that the killer from the movie wore.
"Ah!"

His plan worked a little too well because now, you can't sleep alone.
"Are you really that scared?" he asked, walking up to the bed, watching you hug Bunbun with your dear life. "We fought Wanderers that are much worse. If you were in the movie, I bet you'll make a good final girl that'll outlive the killer."
He sat next to you and smiled as he put a hand on the plushie.
"Bunbun can go now. I'm taking over his job in protecting you while you sleep."
You gasped as he snatched the plushie and threw him across the room.
"Xavier!"
"Ssshh, I got you."
After turning off all the lights, he laid down next to you and wrapped his arms around you, pulling you close to him, with your back against his chest.
The second you closed your eyes, your mind starts replaying the scariest parts of the movies you just watched, causing you to shift uncomfortably.
You hear a faint gasp behind you, but you ignore it as you're trying to block off the scary images in your head.
"Ugh! It's no good! I need a distraction."
You turned around to get your phone on the nightstand, but then you come face to face with Xavier.
"A distraction?" he leans close to you so that your noses touch. "I can give you a distraction, if you want."
"....nope, I'm good." you turned back around with a huff. "Don't wanna make you sore."
Xavier laughs and nuzzles his face on your neck.
"I'll remember not to joke about something like that ever again. I'm sorry. Will you forgive me?"
"....are you also sorry for making me watch those really scary movies?"
"Well.... not really...."
They were excellent movies, after all. Aside from the scary parts, he could tell you enjoyed it overall.
"At least you're honest."
A few seconds later, Xavier starts to pepper kisses all over your neck and jaw.
"Do you still need a distraction? I can help you get your mind off of anything scary."
You let out a quiet moan as he softly pushed his hips against yours.
"Just focus on me."
From the moment he got on top of you, you forgot about everything — your silly scheme and the horror movies.
Right now, there's only Xavier.
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man they rlly said we are going to make your grocery store experience so miserable and hangry bc the rest of your day will be so overwhelmingly good we need to balance it out brother. and wow it rlly was great what a 180
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CAN YOU FIGHT? | OP81.
✩ — summary: fans teases a whipped oscar piastri if he can fight for his pretty girlfriend.
✩ — oscar piastri x fem!reader
✩ — author’s note: leading the championship babyyy
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youruser 3 wins in a row 🤩💫 so proud of my osc! (still love you after that horrendous griddy)
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random “my osc” 😭😭😭🩷🩷🩷 babies
oscarpiastri i get to have a relaxing week with you after this ❤️ (thank you for still accepting me, love you more)
random don’t u dare gatekeep her from us pls post lots of pics
random girl his account is basically 90% y/n 7% about mclaren & 3% about him
oscarpiastri wouldn’t have it any other way
random OMGDDJS HE REPLIED
mclaren our princess 🧡
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oscarpiastri 🤨
lando i finished p2 btw. if you even care.
youruser congrats to you too lando 🙄
oscarpiastri no she doesn’t
youruser osc play nice
oscarpiastri he’s trying (and failing) to take away my spotlight from you
lando oh who is you 🤬🤬🤬
random oscar being y/npilled is so special to me
random oscar heading straight to y/n after his win with the biggest smile ever im so soft for them 😭
random and the way y/n kept ushering him to celebrate first with his team but he shook his head and hugged her tightly instead #pissingmyself
nicolepiastri my beloveds ❤️❤️🥰
youruser we love u so much!!
alexandrasaintmleux leo misses you already 🐾
youruser MISSING BABY LEOOOO RN ):
random BEST GIRL!!!!! 💕💕💕💗💗💗💗💖💖
random prettiest girl ever ! so happy to see you again in the paddock ! ❣️😻
random favorite wag
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oscarpiastri decent race next next week again 👌🏻
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mclaren P1AS-THREE 🧡🧡💯
opeightyone Masterclass
random winning + being in love looks so good on you
random ok but can we talk about slide 3??? she’s unreal.
random y/n on the last slide is the real win of the weekend tbh
oscarpiastri i agree
random she’s insanely gorgeous wow
f1 our championship leader winning on and off the track 😎
random her smile 🥹 the way he clings on to her 🥹
lando second slide wasn’t necessary mate
random we all are just y/n fans
random oscar leading the fanclub LMFAOO
random YOU GUYS ARE THE CUTEST EVER
ausgp LETS GO OSCARRRRRRR 👏👏👏
youruser love ❤️
oscarpiastri 🥰😘
random my people 😭
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youruser 🍝 🩵😘 happy weekend with my favorite photographer xx
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random ofc oscar liked this 10s after she posted
hattiepiastri genuine question. how did my brother pull you???????
oscarpiastri don’t worry i ask myself the same question everyday
hattiepiastri at least you’re aware
youruser my hattie babyyy 😣💗
oscarpiastri ☹️ what about me
random can’t believe i’m witnessing clingy oscar piastri rn…
random better get used to it girl he has no decorum when it comes to y/n
random LMFAOOSHEJ look up heart eyes piastri on twitter it’s literally pics of him just staring at her like where’s the shame
alexandrasaintmleux the cutesttttt!
oscarpiastri my beautiful baby 😍😍
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oscarpiastri just updated my lockscreen x
youruser you’re adorable 😭😭😭
oscarpiastri 😘😘😘 love u
random OSCAR CAN YOU FIGHT.
random BROO LITERALLY SHE’S GORGEOUS
random omg queen who is that random man
random i’m a big fan of whatever this is
random BODY GOALS WOOOOW
random that dress looks good on you oh my
desireinglander angel 😍
random that dress is EVERYTHING.
random oscar you’re not that special. we love her too
random LIKEEEE CAN HE FIGHT 🤬
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oscarpiastri yes i can and will fight you all
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youruser stop 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
oscarpiastri had to clear things up baby
random he calls her baby im gonna be sick
alex_albon taught you the best 😌
random the caption is killing me where is his pr manager
mclaren zak emailed you something please check ASAP.
random IM CRYIJG
random oscar u lucky man im pissed
random ya’ll literally barbie and ken irl
random MY FAVORITE COUPLEEEE
lando mom and dad
oscarpiastri you’re older mate
charles_leclerc love this side of you 👏
random competitive in racing and y/n’s heart i have no choice but to stan
random he can’t handle all dat
oscarpiastri you’d be surprised
random /?/?/?/? SHAME WHERE
youruser has added to their story!



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youruser p3 babyyy what a drive! you were amazing out there osc 🧡
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random love it when she calls him osc 😭
random oscar being lowkey disappointed after the race and immediately searching for y/n after he got out of the car that’s his comfort your honor ☹️☹️
oscarpiastri i’m the luckiest man alive i love you so much ❤️
mclaren six consecutive podiums 💯💪���
random he won the race in my mind bye
random the pitstop was so fucking slow my 99 year old grandma is faster than that
random proud of you oscar bravo!! 👏
random osc kissing her forehead was so 😭❤️❤️
random and u can read from y/n’s lips saying “proud of you, love you” and oscar keeps hugging her tightly until she had to physically push him away so he can be interviewed 😭 bears….
random “yeah, yeah, glad she’s [y/n] here. every podium is dedicated to her. it’s a bad call on us that costed a secure win and we’ll do better next race but i was hoping to win this for her…” “she was proud anyway… she’s amazing, don’t know what i’d do without her” FULLY SOBBING WHEN HE SAID THIS TO THE INTERVIEWER 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
random still leading the championship ik my goat
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oscarpiastri p3 not bad 👍🏻
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formula2 great drive! 🏎️🏎️🏎️
random win the next race king i beg
random quick blink if u were forced to post a pic dump without a single pic of y/n
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youruser my boy 🧡 so proud
oscarpiastri 🥰 i’ll win the next race for you
random 100 men vs an obsessed oscar piastri
oscarpiastri 👊
random he still hasn’t let go of those comments huh?
oscarpiastri no. i will fight you all.
mclaren oscar no
random i just know he sneaked in that interview pic bc that’s where he yapped all about y/n
random knowing oscar 100%
random pls bring y/n next race!!!
random it’s monaco she’s gonna be there for sure
random GOOOOAATEEEEDDDDDD
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