#that last one 😵💫 ME WHEN!!!!
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some Chiho Saito illustrations of Waltz Wa Shiroi Dress De that I’ve always loved
#chiho saito#waltz wa shiroi dress de#waltz in a white dress#when I say how obscure this is 🥲#that last one 😵💫 ME WHEN!!!!#💌
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😵💫Pinch me😵💫
Unedited version and more on my OF https://onlyfans.com/feelin-peachy-keen
#me#peachy thoughts#clamps#pierced#is it cute when I look this pitiful#everyone has to forgive the shoddy nighttime picture quality#it just adds to the vibes that I’m going for#look how red and irritated they are in the last one 😵💫😩😵💫😩#peachy pics
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n5 with beloved was so beautiful, i loved screaming 7.5 mins for her 🥺 can’t wait for the one last hurrah tomorrow!
#notice how you don’t see 2 random heads blocking the photos/stage in these pictures?#it’s because i clicked these when the people in front of me were sitting 😵💫#(well you kinda do see one head in the last one)#im happy they were enjoying but goddamn tall people block views#this is why short people are superior#eras tour la n5#arshia talks
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fun fact I’ve never dressed up for halloween🫡
#my mom thought the holiday was demonic so she didn’t allow us to wear costumes or go trick or treating#now I’m told enough to buy my own costume but I feel like I’m too old for it:/#my parents fucked me and my siblings over soo badly on the social aspect of….everything lol#no sleepovers no going out you got your ass beat if u weren’t in the house by the time the sun was setting#I remember one time my brothers got thier asses beat for playing basketball at the community center until 8!!! they were 15 and 16😵💫#just ridiculous#that one time last year my mom grabbed me by my shirt bc I came back late from the movies even though I TOLD her the trains were running on#a different platform so I missed like 3 of them#and then she wonders why it’s so hard for me to socialize idk maybe it’s because you banned me from playing in the park and gave me#unrestricted access to the internet when i was 8
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I wonder if im lonelier than other people or much less lonely than other people and simply a complainer. I often ask for what i want and i imagine not doing that would be much lonelier but maybe other people need less?
#hmmm#i wanna be dead so bad rn hahaha#my stupid brain is tormenting me relentlessly the last week#time i passing fast and i feel guilty and bad and scared so fuckin acared#for no reason#and if i try toverbalize it idk i guess how dire it is doesnt translate#but i feel so alone 😵💫 like im trapped in a glass cage and when i pointit out i mostly get a huh yeah that IS weird but like#idk no one can change my brain#maybe i should be medicated again#but i dont want to be
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Mmmm Rosi pinned down for a few guys to play with and enjoy all her holes.
Wonder how long it would take for you to stop resisting your CNC encounter to you rocking back and forth between a few hard cocks… and then begging to be sandwiched by a few of the guys 😏 xx
Only one way to find out 👀🫣
#knowing me???#probably not very long tbh#literally right when someone starts touching me I lose focus#I feel like I would play along at the beginning#especially if it was a surprise cnc scenario and I didn’t expect it#maybe we agree beforehand but I don’t know when it’s going to happen#but then one night you come in with a few of your friends and you all have masks on so I can’t tell who you are#so for a little bit I actually think strangers are coming into my room 👀🫣#maybe you’ll keep the masks on the entire time#or if I get too freaked out then you take them off or whenever you want to#but idkkkkkkk#the thought is getting me 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#I really don’t know how long I’d last#before I’m begging for more more more#ask#anon
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I FEEL OKAY !!!!!!!!! I FEEL FINE ! REALLY!!!!!! THE HUG SCENE HAD NO EFFECT ON ME IM NOT CRYING!
#leg plays bg3#bg3 spoilers#leg.txt#crying on the floor!! and crying on the floor bc i fixed the save shenanigans!!!!!!! yay!#godd okay the scene i almost feel like in the case of yana was that she didn’t want him to hear her thoughts skjzjzhz#how she’s morning someone she doesn’t remember no one in particular hehe <3 so she chose to hug him instead !!#i yelled about it in twt but I found a mod where you can wear g*ortashs gauntlet and it gave me THOUGHTS !!#and i thought what if he made one for yana (it’s more decoration than functional but yk !!!!) and the BRAINWORMS I GOT FROM THAT#the thought she is the way she is with ast is things she instinctively remembers from him and its SO#even the unhinged can be soft and mourn lovers they don’t recall bc I SAID SO!!!!!!! she has range!!#oc: anasyana an enaviryn#ITLL hurt like NO ONES BUSINESS when i save to write the scene where their tryst comes to an end RAHH#did it mean anything was it just her imitating what she had with someone else to bring back a semblance of what she lost WHAT WAS IT 🥀😵💫#i mean either way they’ll both walk away better and worse for it in the end so!!#but i mean i think he is resigned to that their history was something he knew would be an undertaking to keep up with ✨😭🥀#(though his resignation won’t last long as it’s the one where he ascends so it’s fight night at wyrms for yanas hand or something 🥀😵💫)#(i mean it’s not like THAT that ofc but the besties get it <3)#not to worry vampire pookie you’ll get the sweetest romance ever with sarspira JUST U WAIT MY LOVE!!#oh i cant wait for her playthrough RAHH i am so excited it’s the one i have planned where sarspira’ll resist her urge ill be EMOTIONAL#in that one scene especially where yk he sits with them the whole night while they’re tied trying to zero them GAHH
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I do relate to olivia rodrigo in some ways for example I did have nightmares each week (every day for months) after that phone call in may (march). I fantasize (once every other blue moon) about a time where you're a little fucking sorry. except I do not hold my undying love (there is not even an iota of love, if there ever was) like a grudge and also I will never ever forgive bc you were indeed filled with vitriol. and unfortunately I also cannot let it go. it was six months (three years) of torture. I did NOT love you truly and I cannot laugh at the stupidity. I may have made some real big mistakes but you do indeed make the worst one look fine. like..............
#sorry i know this is cringe and something i should just journal about#ive just had a very shitty day and also kinda week#ive just been tired and lethargic for no clear reason for the past five days and it's very frustrating#bc i have homework due tomorrow that ive barely made any progress on#and i kinda rly need an A in this class to maintain my gpa. so if one bad week means i tank this assignment and get a B in this class#oh dread. unspeakable unsurmountable dread#also i went on a walk in the park w my mom which i haven't done in a bit and i just was unable to stop thinking#about my high school demon of a boyfriend who lives nearby. altho he literally never goes outside i sometimes get rly freaked out#and panicky that i might see him and have to deal with him again. like he did call (AND TEXT?!?🤢) me last march#and i was having nightmares for months after and feeling so paranoid that he might randomly show up at my house one day#bc that's the kind of shit he used to do regularly when we were dating to keep me from breaking up w him#and like ughhhhhhhhhh it just makes me so upset bc he literally would have the audacity.#it's just upsetting. i am soooo nonviolent as a person but when i think of him i suddenly feel not very nonviolent#again my apologies i know this should be journaled about instead. sorry u had to see all this#feel free not to read these tags like this is just for me. apologies.#while im here some other songs that make me think of him include would've could've should've. atw10 but only the terrible parts#uhh better by myself by hey violet is incredibly on the nose#also it's actually just a rly great song. also get out of my life by little hurt. okay im done now.#gonna go find something funny and cute to watch. maybe little witch academia.#sorry if u read all this 😵💫
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today was sooo tiring lol
#but ok. but the last hr was really a lot#when they leave me alone w like 8 kids its hard#even when its rhe last two hrs and a few go home the kids who r always getting into shit are always the last to b picked up#so ill have like 4-6 kids left and its still a Lot lol#constant crying and so much chaos lmao#this girl always fkn hits kids nd gets in their space LMAO#And im still shook they opened the outside door and went outside while i was in the connected bathroom changing poop diapers.#Like its not a huge deal ig cuz its a gated backyard w a playground but like WTF lol#the toddler room w even younger kids has an alarm on their back door i need one ofthose#i ran out and told the girl on the playground to get back inside and she said no and i said her full name really sternly lmfao and then she#was like ok. and tben i tried to have a talk w the 3 who went out back inside and kind of got thru to them ig but#one of them does noy listen very well and half the stuff u say to her goes out the other ear sooo#So stressful#and it waslike pulling teeth getting tnem to clean up toys 😭#And im still like wtf cuz a parent was actually so mad over her kids shirt being wet w water lol#i felt bad she was bejng bitchy to my coworker#byt everyone was saying its not a big deal lol#😵💫sigh
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in my "afraid of everything" era
#is it anxiety? probably#i've been extra paranoid lately over things that are legitimate threats but not like. a real pressing concern#like bears? grizzly bears? was in the woods on saturday and i was like ''if i see a bear im gonna shit'' but we didn't#i didn't want anything to happen to noodle#but my friend had a shotgun to scare them off so we were fine#i also heard coyotes the other night while walking and im also afraid of them going after noodle so i haven't walked in over a week#AND ALSO THERE'S A SERIAL KILLER that's in a town that isnt THAT far away from where i live#the funny thing is that my fears are making me fall asleep at a decent time cuz I don't like being out at night alone anymore#gah I've also always had a fear of predator animals attacking and eating me but it's been worrying me more lately idk why#when i was a kid my aunt lived in the deep woods of oregon#and a mountain lion killed some of their baby cows and i unfortunately saw the dead cows. when i was a kid#it fucked me up more than i wanted to admit and i was always so fucking scared of an animal gutting ME#like when i delivered pizzas at my last job and i had to go to the more remote areas closer to the foothills#the fear i always had in the back of my head 😵💫#everyone always thought i was silly for it!! they were like ''cougars are afraid of cars they wouldn't bother you''#okay but im holding a tasty fucking pizza in my hands? covered in meat? im a walking slab of meat? what if one is especially hungry??#hgkfnkshfsk okay sorry im fine it's fine i am safely in my home it's okay. i need to stop freaking out over nothing#ari speaks#sorry for the long ass tags#if you've gotten this far i love you and i hope you have a wonderful day 😚💌🫂#oh this also doesn't even dive into my fear of love and human interaction. but i should maybe save that for a therapist#...if i ever get another one
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someone in a yt comment section being like "oh what do YOU know abt the companys bad years if youve only been a fan for a few weeks" brother you have no idea how much wwe content i have consumed in less than a month
#free lobotomy tutorial. watch only pro wrestling for a month 👍#it will be a month officially on sunday .... honestly it feels like no time has passed since then LMAO#ive had so much time and nothing to do its always a right place right time situation when it comes to my fixations lol#last one that hit me this hard was alan wake........... and that was not that long ago LMAO#i think i was in the cooldown from that when i watched that video abt roman 😵💫😵💫 oouhgh my head hurts#the thing is the biggest thing i got from it was shield era brainrot 😭#the bitch with the cod username falls for the guys in tacgear god im so shocked#what was i talking about even. idk im gonna sleep
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I really miss commissioning art.
#it's been 3 years since i've commissioned someone#and that last one was when the artist accepted payment and then ghosted me#i still see their old art reblogged onto my dash every once in a while#😓😓😓#anyway... i really miss doing it#i used to commission so often??#i have so many ideas#but can never seem to find the right fit#*or was it 2 years since... the plague has fogged up my sense of time#😐😵💫
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🎉🎉🎊🎇🎆 WAHOOO 🎆🎇🎊🎉🎉
IM FUCKING BACK OMG!??!?!!?!??!??!?
thank you [tumblr] but also PESTENG YAWA NIMO [tumblr]
#so what happened was that my account got RANDOMLY TERMINATED LOL (how fun 🙃!!! /s)#i'm not gonna regale you the whole story of last week (yet)#(bc i've been TRYING to do that here on the tags but [tumblr] keeps on lagging on me & kept making me accidentally backspace every tag)#so here's the summery of what happened to me for the past week (contradicting what i said two tags earlier but w/e):#got banhammered by mistake#naively wasted time ''''contacting'''' support (I mean that's what they put in the suspension screen so you know)#the next day found the account recovery thing on [tumblr]'s help page#proceeded to NOT look up on what to do & sent two tickets TWICE 🤦🏻♀️#later found a tumblrina's actually helpful advice post & found out that all that didn't matter bc#a) it's the weekend for support team so good luck with those automated emails that wont do shit bc#b) my waking hours are closed hours for them & they're open around when i'd go to sleep AND#c) since i've now sent those two tickets (should've been one) i now have to wait about a WEEK just in case they got them but#d) if i'm still terminated after the week. THEN i can send another ticket#so i had to make myself be busy with anything else that's not [tumblr] for a week#during which time i set up alarms for yesterday evening to send a ticket later that night#so the week passed & it was yesterday evening#i was SO READY to do what i planned to do that night#you know what happened? I SLEPT THROUGH THE ALARMS & NEARLY THE ENTIRE NIGHT 🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤬🙃😵💫#i was LUCKY i woke up at around 4 AND immediately remembered ''OH SHIT THE COMPLAINT!!!''#so i sent it#& as soon as i ooened yt to wait an email was sent#thought it was another automated email so i opened it#but iT WAS AN ACTUAL EMAIL TELLING ME MY ACCOUNT' S BEEN REINSTATED WOOHOO!!!!! 🎉🎊💥🎊🎇😭😭😭😭😭😭#so now I'm back. back from [tumblr] suspension limbo#& EEWWW WHAT'S THIS TUMBLR LIVE SHIT GET THAT OUT OF MY FACE#*proceeds to snooze tumblr live for the week* thank goodness they're gone#kinda funny though since last week when i got back here (before the termination) one of the things on my dash was the whole poll bonanza#(& vanilla extract or whatever)#anyways i can now go back to soaking up the unhinged vibes of this wretched place (affectionate)#babble on the tower
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