#the least likely game im looking forward to playing would be the sims 2 story games... never played them so idk-

[youredreamingofroo]

if you read my last post, hello, this is my poll post i was talking about. If you havent read my last post, no worries, to sum it up, i am gonna be very off and on in terms of activity due to up and down depression 🙃🙃

but anyways, point is, i know i made a post like this before but i cant be arsed to check 1000+ posts for the poll. So here it is... again!

not putting sims 4 on the list because i cannot be arsed to play the sims 4 rn :)

[leafbatraccoon]

sul-sul !! [ new simblr alert ]

i'm starting the year with launching this page i have been working on it for a bit on the background now, just playing around with the theme and setting up some info and oh my plumbob i did not expect to have fun dusting up basic html skills but i did yeey

my name is cat 🐈 i've been an avid simmer since the sims 2 launched and i currently play the sims 4 although it's probably my least favourite chapter of the saga [sorry to whoever is building this game but the modder community really saves ts4 for me]

i don't follow many simblrs (yet), mostly been following simmers on yt but i'm looking forward to discover your stories here aswell since most of my time on tumblr related to the sims has been due to cc shopping - i have an addiction and i am working on it i swear im learning there's a lot of skilled homies over here, im in awe & i am not of them, i've never opened blender even accidentally... so...

yea stick around if you feel like it, im not trying to grow into anything special, i just get really attached to my sims and have a hard time letting go so i figured keeping memories of them would help in the process eheh [ i will be posting my current legacies then ]

dag dag !!

[lemonypixels]

Get To Know The Simmer

i was tagged by @junktrait​ thank u bb!!!

Your name: Sydney

Languages you speak: pretty much just english but im totally duolingo-ing my way through a couple others

Are you a mermaid: my fear of open water says no

Your play style: casual family type gameplay for sure bc im totally living vicariously through my sims since i don’t want kids or anything irl lmao

Your Simself picture: oh u mean this constantly changing monstrosity?

Stories or gameplay, builds, lookbooks, edits or cc: mostly gameplay with a couple of builds (or at least build screenshots) here and there

Your favorite age state: young adult bc there isn’t really much to do with the other life stages !!! give us more to do with them!!!!

Your favorite season: fall !! which is coincidentally also my favorite season irl

Your favorite holiday: can i say none lmao

How was your day: EXHAUSTING but like what day isn’t anymore

Your favorite career: i guess the freelancer careers?? Especially the programmer one lol wish that were me

Your favorite aspiration: renaissance sim

Your favorite EP, SP or GP: Seasons for sure, it’s the one i most looked forward to

How old is your simblr: about 4 years I think!! but there were a couple of months in there consecutively that I wasn’t actually active

Have you woohooed: nah 😔

Your favorite skill: video gaming bc like same

The size of your Mods folder: 11.6 GB

Your 3 favorite mods: mccc, wicked whims (that attraction system is EVERYTHING omg), and slice of life

Your interests (other than sims): lots of other video games and anime 

Your favorite sim (picture if possible): He a dummy but he is my dummy

Which Sims games you have played (including mobile games): ts3 for ps3 DS and pc, ts4 for pc, and the sims mobile

Propose a crazy scheme: getting a full night of sleep

Best part of simblr: getting to talk to people who are into the sims !!! i don’t know anyone irl who plays it so it’s really nice to get to talk to yall and I really appreciate all of u !!

Worst part of simblr: patreon exclusives and people who shit on others for no good reason just because they can hide behind an anonymous icon

What other games you play: oh boy okay so Skyrim, Mass Effect Trilogy + Andromeda, the Dragon Age trilogy, Fallout NV 3 and 4, Stardew Valley, Night in the Woods, The Outer Worlds, and Minecraft just to name a few

Other websites or accounts (origin, twitter etc..): my origin is vulpeculai

Are you single: yeah and it will be a miracle when that changes lmao !! 😔✌️

as usual i never know who 2 tag so uh if you wanna do this consider yourself tagged by me !!! im serious u can say i tagged u and everything i would love 2 see! 

[simstationdance]

10 Random Questions Rule: Answer 10 random Questions and tag 10 simmers! (im too lazy for this part so anyone who wants to do it can do it sdfdhsgfsh)

i was tagged by @hystericallytragicsimmer (thank u!) so HERE I GO

1. If you could travel one place in the world where would you travel? hmmm. this is a very difficult question bc i dont think about this very often. i guess canada, to visit one of my friends who lives there.

2. What do you do in your free time away from sims? hang out with friends, listen to music, make music (link to my music tag on my main blog, bc why not), i also draw sometimes but not very often these days, i used to draw a lot of comics.

3. What other games do you play besides the sims? uhh... spyro reignited (fave), terraria, dragon age, death road to canada (i have only gotten to canada once in that game and never again since), stardew valley, other stuff i cant think of. i also play a lot of tabletop rpgs because im a turbo nerd

4. How tall are you? i’m actually quite short, standing at an itty bitty 5′2 i can’t reach the highest cabinets in my kitchen and it makes me angry

5. One random interest of yours? i’m very deeply interested in psychology, but the idea of being, like, a therapist or a counselor in real life scares me because i wouldn’t be good at it. so instead i just write stories and deep-dive into the psychology of fictional people sdfghsdfh

6. Current favourite bands or artists? marina (formerly ‘and the diamonds’), tame impala, kate bush, new order, and lemon demon. ive also been listening to quite a few talking heads songs on loop lately

7. Something you’re looking forward to? my friend’s birthday partyyyyyy (it’s gonna be a virtual party because uhhh... you know...)

8. Current favorite films? these days i usually just watch really bad movies because they’re fun to make fun of, and this question made me realize, with shock, that i haven’t watched a GOOD movie in a really long time and as a result i dont have a solid answer.

so rather than list off my favorite films, i’ll just tell you not to watch every single air buddies spin off movie, least of all to watch them twice due to losing a bet. i have suffered enough.

9.  What food could you not live without? pizza, probably.

10. Favourite series (book or movie series)? when i was a kid i was a very big fan of the novel versions of the W.I.T.C.H. comic books and to be quite honest, i still am. it may have a little early 2000s jank but most of the things i’m nostalgic for do.

[aharris00britney]

ASKS 10

‘less weird hairs,’ pics of me, real life questions, seasons thoughts, kpop stuff, ‘are you a boy’ erhdfnv, tutorial questions, edits, ‘safe’ cc, and umm yeah never go camping in the actual woods ok

Anonymous said: Can you do Less weird hair? I Like how good Mesh You make but all styles look Really Weird I never Would use them. I just want Usual hair? Thanks you            

Firstly, thank you for the meshing compliment, but tbh I think I make pretty simple hair styles? Like I don’t do many crazy things especially recently? Idk, I hope you like some of my hairs and can find something that fits in your liking :/

Anonymous said: Hi I really love you content and I was wondering if you’d ever do a “goddess locs” hairstyle?            

Ok I am gonna be super straight forward about this, making hairstyles like this is really challenging for me. I have tried a ton of times and I just can’t get the meshes to work out the way I like. UV mapping is a pain in the ass, making the hairline match well, and making sure none of the mesh strands are broken is next to impossible for me. Most creators that make hairstyles like this do them from scratch or spend a long time working on them for them to look right. I’m not saying ‘no’ because I am going to try to play around with some seasons meshes (I have hair ideas) but no promises :(

Anonymous said: BLACKPINK COMEBACK

i know omg jennie snapped, I wasn’t planning on buying the physical album but I ended up caving in and getting the pink versions ;-; I hope I get Jennie or Lisa photocards

Anonymous said: i know your theme is by gukthemes, but what is it called?            

PAPILLON by GUKTHEMES

Anonymous said: Are you ever gonna do a face reveal?

I have posted a pic of myself before in one of these ask posts, here are three more from the past few months :P

Anonymous said: Fav kpop group(s)???            

1). LOONA (bias Kim Lip) 2). BLACKPINK (bias Jennie) 3). RED VELVET (bias Joy) 4). CLC (bias Yeeun) 5). DREAMCATCHER (idk their names but the rapper)

Anonymous said: You play pokemon go still?

Yes! I collected cards/figures growing up and watched the show before school every morning. I’m not a ‘game’ fan but the mobile app is fun. Actually I played the Wii U Pokemon tournament game but it was boring so :/

Anonymous said: are you going to buy seasons? do you think it is worth it?

I got it from CDkeys for $25 lmao, so yes :P I can’t run the live mode so I kind of am just getting it for the new CAS assets :/ but I think the pack looks really good. Everyone always says ‘it looks like the best EP so far’ every time something new comes out so I’m not gonna say that but we will see :D

Anonymous said: whats ur skin blend called?            

Fruitpunch! You can get it here

Anonymous said: when are you going to be done camping?

I am back home now lmao I assume you sent this when I posted about not having service there :P but I was camping for 3 days? I know it was 2 nights at least refdbv also omg some camping stories:

► I didn’t have my voice for the entire trip bc I got sick with laryngitis, and now koby (the guy i shared a tent with) has it too erfdbvc

► It was blazing hot like omg I was dying, there werent showers, bathrooms, anything with AC. The tents were boiling hot, the ground fucking hurt, and it was just hell ok this isnt even a story I just need to complain.

► There was a racoon family outside the tents the first night, and we thought it was a bear bc we were literally in the middle of the woods, like it wasn’t a campsite with other people, it was the forest ;-; anyways we were legit so freaked out and up for 2 hours just listening to them walk around the tents and god it was so scary rfbdv

► As I said, I had no service so I missed the larvitar community day in pokemon go -_-

► I suck at cornhole so I was the cheer leader for a team UwU

► A deer jumped out right in front of the fucking car like RIGHT IN FRONT OF IT omg we were so close to hitting it like... it was fucking scary

► We went walking on a trail that was down a mountain and once we got down we discovered that the chairlift up was CLOSED so we had to walk back up and it was a nightmare bc we had all just drove like 30 minutes to shower in crappy no pressure no heat showers and we were all sweaty again by the time we got back to the top ;-;

dont go camping

Anonymous said: Your last edit creeps me out.

LMAO why? It isnt meant to be sexual or scary?  

@achinghearts88 said: I really love Sims 4 cc but I constantly struggle with finding safe sites and have accidentally downloaded a virus trying to get cc before so I'm kinda frightened now. What advice do you have for getting safe cc? Thanks!

Hello! I use an adfly skipper + adblock, and if both of those don’t work then I just don’t download the cc. For some creators (nolan-sims, simduction, isjao, ivo-sims, and others) I will turn them off because I know these creators aren’t ones that use the sketchy adfly stuff, but for others that I don’t know well I leave it on. I use: U Block origin and adfly skipper (both on firefox)

Anonymous said: I couldn't find a "contact me" thing but your AHarris00Britney has a broken mesh I think.            

??? idk what this means im sorry ;-; what hair are you referring to?

Anonymous said: an amazing creator and a loona fan???? i stan            

My mind... your mind... our mind..

@chocooosims said: hey, I love your cc, you are such a good creator! :) I'm not sure if someone already ask you that, but have you ever considered making a tutorial where you show us how you create maxis match hair? I mean, I know that I can already find on Internet  tutorials about frankenmeshing hair. But the thing is that you are one of the only creator who do more than simply merge 2 EA's hair together. So, I would really love to see a tutorial of how you are creating your cc! :) Thx for your time!! 

I am making a BIG tutorial right now of me making a hair from start-finish and it is around 3 hours not speed up. My guardian angel is going to edit it for me tonight and then I will try to have it posted next week sometime

Anonymous said: what university are you going to?

Radford :D it is in Virginia

Anonymous said: Just wanted to let you know you're a king           

thank you lmao I wish it were true, stan loona or be beheaded

Anonymous said: r u a guy or girl or non binary etc. also are you lgbtq+ at all? not to judge, just wondering :)

uuh, I’m a gay guy lmao idk about all the other terms like cis/bianary ;-; i like the anatomy exclusive to the male body

edit: rip so someone messaged me asking what I meant by “anatomy exclusive to the male body” and I was like ?? bc I meant i like d**k, and i explained that i didn't like using cuss words on my blog bc my account got shut down/deleted/reported last year and was completely gone for two days while I emailed my butt off to get it back. Also, I was trying to be funny by sounding proper and using big terms like anatomy/exclusive instead of just saying “i like penis” bc that just isnt as fun to say imo. My anatomy teacher never used words like v*gina/p*nis and would say stuff like that, and I always found it funny and I guess that was another reason I worded it that way. Anyways if you think I was being transphobic, I apologize. I hope you don’t think that I am transphobic bc of that? If you want to message me and talk to me about how I can word stuff better then I am around 24/7 mostly, but I’m not going to fight with anyone who is just looking to argue because that is childish. I am sorry to those that got offended but I got one message about this so if something like this happens, message me like this person and ask what I meant so that it isn’t blown out of proportion. Again, I did not think that it would be taken that way and I am sorry if you felt that I was making fun of a trans person. <3

Anonymous said: What do you see in the corner of your room when you get sleep paralysis  (;            

James Charles with breasts on the beach and im not sharing this photo anymore it is demonic OK

Anonymous said: hi! i installed your non-default eye recolors but i'm having a glitch with them. my female sims lose their face in cas and it's just like an empty spot where the face should be. i have the default eyes installed too so i know it's not an issue with a missing mesh but i'm not sure how to fix it.            

Hello!! I don’t think this is my eyes because I’m not experiencing this glitch? Did you run a S4S batch fix over everything? I think that causes this glitch sometimes but I am unsure. Try repairing your game and if you have the “no EA eyelash” mod then redownload that and replace the old file.

@sephirajo said: I found your sims 4 mods and I love the hairs! They're so amazing and pretty.            

thank you so much!

Anonymous said: In your collab with wildpixel, I F**KING love the Ivy hair; do you have any recolours of it or any of the other hairs in the collab?

all the hairs in that pack are recolored in the anathema and sacharinne palette :) and I reblog all recolors of my cc over on @aharris00britneyrecolors

[xesoteric-extraterrestrialx]

What would you do?

Kill them?

“Yup” “who said- what layer” 2 - 3 of them

Their laughs, he tried!!! 💚

They’re making my heart race but I’m not scared I’m smiling like all might

Yeah what is their obsession

I laugh at myself clearly they can’t

We’re more mature now we are waking up now~ mentally I’m excited for the adventure even though our vessel cries lmao

I’m waiting...

They’re moving someone is raping me

Probably a race I could suspect cause they called “baby” and the I’m baby memes are jokes on me cause they want cherubs!!!! Wake up!!!!! I feel pricks in my legs like they’re trying to kill me haha aww pretending to care we are working (them clearly talking out loud and if you can understand their signals) lmao hmmm trying to heal and set everyone free duh

Well then

Demons in my house

I’m a cherub haha make fun all you want

Ew x3 if that’s enki im disgusted or at least controlling their vessel after police took them and skinned him.

I’m not having sex with anyone in this house so someone please help me get the fuck out of here I am not doing no bs to join some fucking pack just fucking sacrifice me you fucking dildos.

Going to teach Hal how to dance, everyone is friend zoned tho so hands off royally decreed.

I’m your Batman

Smile death in the face!!! Peace to you!!!

I am the revenge of the pine cone, acorn and Gaia

(They probably the spongebob episode with plankton in brain at night but except I’m not conscious... look at the domes meme it’s like that there’s a giant baby up there that don’t want to not be one so just leave me alone I don’t want to be sexual ever leave me alone please I am never available in that way just friends. Or aqua rices like fish get it and the dome meme and matrix and the ufo dome meme that’s where we are god that’s their name and others have names won’t stop flashy gunning everyone I don’t want to be sexual with my family please stop I’m not joking any club but we can all live together and I’ll be a giant being that’s all a chill one with no sin just I can handle the truth just I’m not ever doing sin so leave me alone my arms are pupeeteered “Lucy arms” they’re all looking forward empathy and then they all want love but I Janine do not royally decreed I am pink but greed and sloth or something idk they make fun of our symphony sensitivity... I used to be the cherub I guess Cupid and I lmaoooo wtf never want to be with any of them ever because the truth hurts and Janine is not into that I’m sorry if Cupid is an different being and trying to wake everyone up to what “god” does to the cherubs they cut off their heads and we are bubbles in their mind.. I’m the next cherub or so they say I don’t want to be “then don’t be” yay-Janine I want to be like Rose quartz if anything please or just a nothing so I can hide away... I don’t want to be raped by them help me or well my head cut off actually that’s better thank you queen god off with my head!!~

Hide me please lmaoooo

I’m going to be traumatized for life from what they all told me and are doing to my soul so if I can I am sueing thank you, take care all, I hope everyone heals I am not suicidal. Just saying “the end is””nneea-“ standing between doorways hides your intenna I am innocent clearly. That’s why I’m wrath now I was framed I wanted to be a yeti leave me alone a shield the end “a shield for what” -Janine sin - me Janine duh I’m done with thier bs this whole place needs to heal and I’m just going to chill somewhere else cause I’m not into those who are into that.. you know whos... “clearly not, clearly not I said” thank you- me I am innocent I plead the 5th. 💚

Push future if I’m put in a new matrix I’m the apex predator and whatever you do to me is what happens in the future, we’ll look at that.

I’m nature wake up plant seeds next layer plant seeds no sin wake tf up. And then I’m nature use me again that’s the cycle recycle I’m Gaia.

Close down hospitals “slaughter houses”

No shelters use the treees for mesh water? For sue sheep (zootopia haha!) I’m the receptionist I discovered the clues! I forgot the whole movie

No tps

I’ll be Hal’s source

But use the trees for your shelter

Rehab - others

All souls trapped in houses and buildings and everything do you understand what’s going on? Set them free and then set us free and then set them free layers end the sim break the tradition!!!! Door ways are PORTALS...

take your time to process and I hope you all heal yourselves please no sin I’ll eat the sinners if I’m not correct with any of the “pool” garnet timelines

No processed food (human in another layer) cloud atlas, snow piercer, etc mad Alice probably has signs but I never really played it... not enough time... we’re all late for a very important date... I am the source so eat me lmfaoooo ahahaha disgusting I mean take the source I’m done with this circus lmao

I’m dumb o

Bow

Princess

?

The sixth sense the daughter who threw up that’s us and us the story and Janine hehe see you all again~ peace peace peace no sin no sin no sin heal heal heal peace peace peace twilight wake up please that means save them all the animals too!!! They’re your spirit guides to heal you out of... the portals.... don’t kill them please go vegan that’s why all need to go vegan now negativity in vessel is sin but we can heal those with it in them already like jasper clearly little vampire , effy lemonade video , lemonade videos , lemons , memes , quotes, books, videos, video games, degrees lessons, collect the clues to your souls lesson but use me as your shield there now everyone has more time to fucking heal the sin out of the egg don’t even know what that means

Autistic ones are the shinning ones they are the futures generation heal them all please that means understand them use empathy and then protect them they are your future so be careful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They’re fragile.

Are you a hard boiled egg or fragile

Do you want fragile future of no sin or boiled future of sin? The egg is over cooked time is up soon. Your hair is a shield but also evidence? (Narwhals, unicorns, sonar)

[briteboy]

MORE ASKS I’VE BEEN IGNORING!!!!!!!

GET ‘EM WHILE THEY’RE HOT

P.S. ALL OF U WHO SENT ME THE CHAIN THINGY ILYSOMUCH 

Why is her step-douche such a foken piece of shit? omg i hate him

some mysteries are never meant to be explained tbh. why is he so ugly and evil? who wronged him? but also who cares he’s in jail forever now good riddance ugly

I know this is probably really bad, but after I saw the newest molly posts, I thought of that video where the little girl is yelling "MISS KEISHA, MISS KEISHA, oh my fukin gosh she fukin dead"

OMFGFD I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT THAT VIDEO WAS SO I JUST WATCHED IT AND I’M LAUGHIN

i don’t blame u i bet when it happens i’m gonna be like “u know she ded”

(To the previous anon) i agree with you so, so much! In Poland, these dumbass politicians are letting shooting pregnant bisons (?? Im not sure how they're called) become legal. Like BITCH WHAT. Can you imagine??? A fucking pregnant lil' cow getting shot????? I feel Molly's pain on an emotional level rn (sorry if this is too nsfw, just needed to get that outta my system...)

i think this was in response to someone saying that hurting pregnant women is one of the worst crimes but um WTF shooting animals at all makes me itchy but pregnant ones..............nah that’s......nah

it’s ok get it outta ur system i’m here 4 u

the first thing I check in the morning is your account.... you have me whipped! ;|

OMG WHA LMAO REALLY that’s wild. i feel like i’m the only one who looks at my page which is dumb but like idk i still feel like a little kid that no one cares about lmao. but then you guys exist and amaze me with your responsiveness every day and i just ;____________; ily all

hi Sunny. first of all i'm gonna say i love your story and your editing style so much! your blog is goals like literally. i need an advice if you don't mind. you always find such amazing angles for your pictures while mine are so boring. any tips or tricks you can share?

HI thank you so much ;-; sooooo i’ve been thinking about this question the past couple of times i went in game, trying to figure out how to describe how i take pictures. for one thing i live in tab mode lmao. meaning you press the tab button on your keyboard to go into camera mode and get all these sexy angles and super zoom and stufffff. i almost always zoom in super far idk why. so there’s one tip. i honestly just play around with going up and down with the q and e keys (i think?) until i find angles i like. i take a lottttt of pictures with so many different angles just so i have a lot to choose from. basically i try to focus on different things in each picture in order to get a mix of the most diverse and dynamic shots possible. you just need to experiment and get creative. i know that’s the most vague advice ever but really just try a new angle that you’ve never considered before and i bet you’ll get cool results. an interesting setting is also the biggest factor, because certain objects and their placements will give you interesting results. 

i honestly want to print out your reaction pic to that one post and just hang it on my wall, put it in my heart locket necklace, stamp it on people's faces, start an email thread with it. i love it.

an add on to the last ask i sent about your reaction pic. i've been looking at it religiously since it was posted, and i dont regret a minute of it. LMAO I'LL STOP NOW.

SAKJDLJKGKSDAF STOPPPP LMAOOO i looked so ugly but that was my pure unadulterated reaction to that question and i trust you all to not judge my ugliness and instead share this reaction with me. i’m glad u liked it that much, i just printed it out and i’m cutting it into a small heart to put inside ur locket ok

everytime i hear cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant i think of a serious case of the novembers like its so fitting and then i get all emo when i listen to it lmao rip

OMMMMGGGGGGG YESSSSS how have i never made that connection before honestly. cage the elephant is one of my faves and i’ve seen them perform twice actually!! i’m watching the music vid for that song now and even that reminds me of my story ;-; i cry

thank you for sending this, and also i cry @ the fact that you used the actual title *dies* now this song is gonna make me emo til the end of time thx

i might sound like some crazy stalker fan but i just want to say you are so freakin awesome and nice and funny and cute and (i can go on forever) so caring! i love your blog so much and all the hard work and care you put into all your posts and followers. thanks for making my day and making me smile so much. you have no clue how much i look forward to seeing your posts and your hilarious hashtags and answers from asks and AMAZING story posts. im sorry i just wanted to let you know ur awesome ily

OFMG WHAT!!!!!! I AM ONLY AN EEL!!!!!! but no you don’t sound like a crazy stalker, i actually love this, you’re too sweet, thank you ;-; i’m just blushin so much reading this omg. YOU EVEN LIKE MY TAGS WOW that’s true love. ily ;-; <333

how do you get your sims' facial expressions to line up with your scenes? I feel like my sims' faces are never right :(

tbh i just use a lot of the same neutral poses...my go-to’s are @helgatisha‘s poses lol. they’re the easiest to work with when i do just plain talking scenes, and often i tweak my sims’ eyebrows and mouths with the liquify tool if i want them to look a bit more concerned, sad, mad, happy, etc., it works like a charm!! i also tend to play around with angles, you’d be surprised how much a different angle can enhance a scene.

Hey smol bean, I'm sent you an ask and now I feel bad that it probably made you feel anxious because you didn't answer it. It was the one about you not liking my posts, I have anxiety too so I'm sorry If I made you feel sad. I think I'm just looking for validation from people I look upto you get me? Anyway sorry again, don't worry about it! Love you!

hiya bb, i know you saw my answer to your original post (and i’m sorry it got some negative attention, i didn’t mean for that to happen by any means) anyway don’t sweat it, and i really appreciate this follow-up message. you didn’t make me feel sad, i just wanna know what i can do. it’s just a hard question y’know. i understand what you mean, i think everyone wants validation to some degree. tbh you can just come off anon and message me, i promise it’s not as nerve-wracking as it seems! ily

How did you make Santi's tattoos? I want some like that for my Sims but idk how to do it

boop

I HAVE A FEELING THAT MOLLY IS GOING TO DIE DURING THE BIRTH OF THE BEAN OR IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER STEPFATHER FINDING OUT ABOUT THE BEAN

WELP U WERE RIGHT ABOUT ONE THING

how did you make your characters page on your blog like that?

uoohhh like what?? i used this theme (monolog) if that’s what you mean aheh. here’s a guide on how to use custom page themes

okay so THIS IS MY THEORY: they might keep the baby and molly might actually carry it to full term, but then the kid dies in childbirth and either molly also dies or maybe kills herself or gets killed later? or maybe she's still alive but just won't speak to santi anymore cause she like can't look him in the eye after all of that or idk?? since ppl were sending theories i wanted to add mine lmao. another possible theory is that the stepdad finds out and kills her but thats TOO DARK omg

TOO DARK U SAY...WELL!!! it’s not AS dark as you guessed but only marginally

If Molly turns out to be alive and raising their kid alone (though from what I'm seeing in response to most questions I think that may not be the route) am I allowed to slap Santi (unless Molly didn't give him the option to help) because raising a child alone is not easy I've watched my mom do it for years.

YEAH i would give you permission to slap him lmao he would be a grade A piece o’ shit if that were the case. i would never ever write that tho because santi does own up to his actions if they’re that detrimental. his altruistic nature, no matter how backwards, would never allow him to do that.

There will be complication with the abortion so she will not be able to carry a baby anymore and she's going to kill herself OR her step dad is going to find out and he'll beat her to death. And in both situation Santi his blaming himself because he wasn't there at the right time... Okay I really really hope I'm wrong now !

I don't even follow your story very closely but every time I see your posts my heart hurts.

OMFG...that’s how u know the pain is real

but like wow my stuff is really so visceral that even my apathetic followers can feel the hurt...that’s real...that’s real my guy

omg!! you should 100% play or at least watch a playthrough of life is strange! legit the best game ever made, its so beautiful. the storyline kills you a thousand times over (much like your beautiful story) <3333

yaaaa i’ve heard lots of good things about it!! my bf played it actually, maybe he’ll revisit it again someday and i’ll watch him do it (i’m only a fan of video games if i can watch them like a movie lmao) thank you btw <3

I am shook and I worship you and your story and you are amazing WOW BYE

WORSHIP LMAO WHAT!!! PLS I AM UNDESERVING...ily tho don’t worship false gods

Do you let Molly and the younger versions of your characters frolic around your main save or do they have a separate one?

UM YES LMAO because i didn’t even know you could have separate saves until after i started the flashbacks lmao i’m...a noob. i don’t want separate saves anyway because 1) it’s too much of a hassle switching back and forth and 2) it gets too confusing for me and i’d be afraid of overwriting one save with another and NOPE too much anxiety for that soooo yeah there’s three santis in my game: child, teen and adult lmfao (fun fact: teen santi’s name is literally just Lil Santi)

I made it to my senior year with 6 A's and 1 B ... Be proud of me too? 😂 Lmao I told this to people and some of them were just like .. okay cool?! LMAO it's so funny but also kinda sad

I AM PROUD OF YOU TOO!!!!!!!!! my smart childrens

“okay cool” UM PLEASE that’s a feat...at my school if you got an A in a class in senior year you were allowed to be exempt from the final. so yeah that rules. ily

[nikadd]

thanks to @demizouie for tagging me in this like 3 weeks ago and i completely forgot about it whoops

1. if you were able to travel the world, where would you go first? i’d go on a tour around europe so to hit as many places as possible, but also to new zealand and would also love to visit kyrgyzstan

2. do you prefer driving or being the passenger? i don’t drive nor do i want to, and shotgun place is perfect bc you get the same views as the driver but with less Anxiety

3. what is your dream job? why? film producer/director so i can create things i love and share with other people!!!

4. do you have a favorite or go-to outfit? usually it’s whatever fell out of my closet but i really love this one red jacket/sweatshirt(?) i have

5. what would amortentia smell like to you? petrichor, fresh dough, jasmine

6. what web browser do you prefer? chrome

7. tell me about your dream house. oooooh lots of open spaces, big windows, cozy sofas and windowsills, walls of bookshelves, a huge bath, somewhere where it feels like you are in your own world while still being in the middle of a big city

8. do you have any pets? what are their names? not currently, but used to have a cat named Masha and two hamsters, Sonya and Borya

9. describe your ideal date (platonic or romantic). OHOHOHOOHOHHOHOHOHHO ok so a romantic date at an amusement park would be gr8

10. what is your favorite quality in a person? least favorite? when they get really excited about something and their whole being lights up!!! when they ignore me

11. do you have any hobbies? what are they? i like writing poetry and songs, and also researching stuff about tropes

12. Fave book series? probably harry potter. but i also love the russian parody of it called tanya grotter and the spin off called mefodii buslayev

13. Fave name? If that’s a thing... hmmmmm i like the name Alexis and Diana

14. Most recently watched movie and your opinion on it? wonder woman!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15. Most recently added song to your playlist? devil in disguise by opia

16. Fave/best meme? all of the memes that came from vine, take a fucking sip babes, any memes that get combined... tag yourself meme is also a Good

17. Weird fact/story you read or heard of? it snowed a couple of days ago in moscow

18. A memory that makes you feel good? dramafest in my freshman year

19. A quote. Any quote. “FOXFIRE NEVER SAYS NEVER” - Joyce Carol Oates, Foxfire: Confessions of a Girl Gang

20. Preferred subject or topic in school/uni? i really like math!!!!! and next year in college i will be taking a freshman writing seminar about gay subtext in movies

21. Preferred hair color? If any. on me, natural. on other people, in terms of me being attracted to that person, i generally go for people with dark hair, but for whatever reason whenever someone likes me, they are blonde.

22. Something you are looking forward to in the near future? graduating week from today!!!!

23. beach or mountains? beach

24. space or ocean? space

25. what’s your worst nervous habit? overthinking ha

26. who’s one of your best friends and why do you love them? @hellhounds-and-goldink bc she is one of the very few people who can deal with my shit lmao

27. what’s in your ideal sandwich? ok ok oko ko k ok okok so idk the names of types of bread but it’s like. going to be a panini sandwich so the one that works with that. ok so. chicken, onion, cherry tomatoes, pesto, mozzarella, cucumbers, some kind of sauce idk the name of.... probably honey mustard, that’s a Good one

28. pick one song you like for the lyrics and one you like for the music. hohohohohohohohoohhoohoh ok so there are Lots of songs but lyrically i Love where it all goes by lostboycrow so much!!!!! and musically hmmmmmm any of the marian hill songs are Lit musically but if i had to pick one i’d probably pick talk to me.

29. name a few people/places/things that inspire you. hmmmm whenever i go trident bookstore & cafe i get inspired to Write and it’s also a v Good place i highly recommend. zendaya is v inspiring also!!!! and that wonder woman film was so inspiring bc it was also made by a woman!!!!!!

30. think of a person you haven’t talked to in a long time. write something you wish you could say to them. im sorry for not reaching out to you and for forgetting you even exist

31. what’s something that always makes you laugh? that vine that’s like kermit the frog sitting in the car and i don’t mind by usher is playing. gets me every fucking time

32. everyone has that one food place from their hometown that is nowhere else and it is to die for. what’s yours? hmmm well i honestly dont remember what’s there in bishkek but im 100% sure lots of food way better than here

33. what’s the video game you’ve probably logged the most hours on? either the sims or spore or one of those barbie games i had

and here are my 11 questions:

34. silk or velvet?

35. lace or leather?

36. gold or silver?

37. favorite season of the year?

38. list 5 fictional characters who you identify with.

39. list 5 fictional characters whom you would 100% date.

40. who is your favorite superhero?

41. what is your favorite number and why?

42. what is the name of the song that reminds you of the better times?

43. what is the name of the song that reminds you of someone you love? (platonically and/or romantically)

44. what movie do you not get tired of watching over and over again?

45. if you were to direct a film adaptation of any book, what book would it be and would you change anything in your adaptation?

im tagging @hellhounds-and-goldink @magbeth @dantesaristotles @black-dashed-apamea @plvsmid @driftwood-xv @taahko @uranowitz @wedge-antilles

(answer the given questions and come up with 11 new ones!!!)

[ace-louis]

I was tagged by @demizouie. Thank you for tagging me!

1. if you were able to travel the world, where would you go first? I’d really like to go to Russia actually. And to go to Naples again!

2. do you prefer driving or being the passenger? I hate driving, so I’m going to say passenger. You can sleep, listen to music or read even. And you’re not at risk of killing people.

3. what is your dream job? why? I would like tob e a teacher for children aged 8 to 12 but sadly the school system makes me choose between older and younger children…

4. do you have a favorite or go-to outfit? I bought new trackies that actually have pockets, so now I wear them all the time. Does that count?

5. what would amortentia smell like to you? It sounds like it would sound like wood? It would actually be easier for me to give it a colour. It would be dark red, so something that smells like dark red.

6. what web browser do you prefer? Mozilla Firefox

7. tell me about your dream house. Uhm, I just want a big garden, a balcony and maybe a walk in closet or my own en suite. That’s all I dream of.

8. do you have any pets? what are their names? I have a cat called Kuddel. I love him and I miss him.

9. describe your ideal date (platonic or romantic). Eeeh… I love costa? Basically I love meeting my friends at costa and just kind of talking and sitting at the Thames for hours.

10. what is your favorite quality in a person? least favorite? I’d say caring? Because it can mean many things. Caring about friends and family, caring about what happens in the future when it comes to politics or climate change. I like it, when people don’t stop thinking when it stops concerning them in exactly that second.

11. do you have any hobbies? what are they? My hobbies right now are reading, meeting friends and preparing for university. Also sleeping, Netflix and taking walks.

12. Fave book series? I am reading Robert Harris‘ series about Cicero right now and it is on ist ay to becoming my favourite!

13. Fave name? If that’s a thing.. Not really? I am always thinking of good babynames for my children later but I can’t ever decide.

14. Most recently watched movie and your opinion on it? High School Musical. It was fun. I hated how american it was and how Gabriella and Troy barely spent any time with each other on screen. But then again, I didn’t watch it for quality.

15. Most recently added song to your playlist? Sweet Creature

16. Fave/best meme? STOP TELLING PEOPLE IM DEAD. I love that meme!

17. Weird fact/story you read or heard of? My friend reminded me of a story when we found out a teachers first name and we thought it was so funny and repeatedly said it so loudly that she came out and asked if someone had called her. It was so embarassing.

18. A memory that makes you feel good? Playing in the snow with my brothers two and a half years ago. This is like my go-to happy memory. It was one of those moments where you find yourself smiling so much. Also all sorts of fun things I did with the children I look after. I love them so much!

19. A quote. Any quote. „You don’t have to go to jail if you eat the person who runs the jail.“ One of my girls said this and it wasn’t even a game or something. I have no idea why she wanted to eat someone.

20. Preferred subject or topic in school/uni? History! I love history.

21. Preferred hair color? If any. I never dyed my hair but I think dark green sounds cool?

22. Something you are looking forward to in the near future? Maybe seeing David Tennant again in London? We went to Don Juan twice already and want to go again.

23. beach or mountains? Beach. I’m not a big fan oft he beach but I love the sea.

24. space or ocean? Who wrote these questions? I can’t decide! It’s both cool in different ways.

25. what’s your worst nervous habit? Picking at my fingernails and getting impatient iwth the people around me.

26. what’s in your ideal sandwich? Olives, gherkins, tomatoes, cucumber and lettuce.

27. pick one song you like for the lyrics and one you like for the music. Okay, so I thought I told you by The Academic for music and Perfect by Ed Sheeran for lyrics.

28. name a few people/places/things that inspire you. My mum inspires me to get better at childcare, the Harry Potter books inspire me to do study more, my father inspires me to care more about politics and stay informed about what happens in the world, and Jesus inspires me to be kinder or something like that.

29. think of a person you haven’t talked to in a long time. write something you wish you could say to them. It really hurt me how easy it was for you to cast us all aside and I hate that I still resent you for that. I feel bad about it but it always makes me feel good when it seems like you aren’t completely happy about the way things are going for you right now.

30. what’s something that always makes you laugh? The mental image I get when I hear the word „Kohl-Tour“

31. everyone has that one food place from their hometown that is nowhere else and it is to die for. what’s yours? I wasn’t really into take out etc when I was still living at home. But one thing I miss about Germany ist he bread. And my father’s veggie lasagna.

32. what’s the video game you’ve probably logged the most hours on? Does sims count? Im not a video game person at all.

This took me a long time, so you all better read this! I tag @s-ndy @but-the-library-of-alexandria @asexualfitz and @dracoyoulittlepoofer