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#tone indicator slash lighhearted or whatever it is you guys say when u wanna criticize the qsmp and not get harassed#qsmp#qsmp fr#qsmp french#its only like the 10th time something like this has happened it surely cant be a pattern or anything#tiggady tags#qsmp neg#< tagging this so i actually dont get harassed tho#(genuinely dont believe its malicious or anything but at this point i wouldnt blame people if they did start suspecting that like-#these type of things happened so many times specifically to the french speaking ccs/fans that it does kinda appear as tho its purposeful)
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Is it just me, or is that every time u draw Mk u draw her differently? 😭😭😭 (not hating)
im slowly but surely oc-fying her at this point 🙏🙏 also its bcs i try many styles i like a lot and since mk's character design is like forever dented in my brain. i draw her a lot
#my art#total drama#tdi 2023#td mk#total drama mk#tdi mk#tdi 2024#ñññññ since i try to add some things abt artists i like to my artstyle im kinda all over the place all the time#my annoying ass when i draw mk differently every week (it WILL happen again)#shes the only thing keeping me in the td fandom genuinely. shes my favorite character ever u guys#keeping me ACTIVE*** i've been in the fandom since 2022 i believe sooo....#i wanna try drawing other characters. maybe draw sm nj bcs i started to rlly like it#or maybe just skip that n start drawing DNDADS!! idk ehy i havent drawn the kiddads already man
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me: whoa why arent I focusing today this is so weird I've got very tangible tasks to do today??? why cant I get anything done???
me: oh
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the dr pepper I didnt drink: is there someone you forgot to ask
#guys dr pepper is keeping me alive right now I swear#the only time I get any work done is when I have dr pepper idk what it is#dr is right this shit should be prescribed cause what the hell#I'm really hoping that once I start taking the wellbutrin the doc prescribed me it helps#I dont wanna start yet tho cause I'm about to go on a family trip and I wanna have drinks#and you can't drink on it#so#yeah#idk why I'm posting this#probably cause I can't focus ltierally at all#I've drawn actually straight up nothing#it always feels so silly#like oh well then what did you do#yeah so thats the thing#just cause I didnt draw does not mean I did something in its place#days just gone idk what to tell u
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today, here's edgeworth in an ugly sweater <3
#aka i started watching the muppets for the first time in my life#sorry bert but those colours.... theyre ugly#i do love them though#anyway u guys wanna bet on which muppet movie will make me cry#i think im only missing three? i could make a poll maybe itll be fun#ace attorney#miles edgeworth#traditional art#traditional
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i think the most we will get is PC release (if that) this year but that means we gotta deal with those trolls bc changing angrb0da’s skin color is such a big deal to these mfs and i still dont understand that sweet baby inc shit bcuz all the information im seeing is just bundled bullshit LMFAOOO i feel like her actual character gets overshadowed by the made up problems and no one actually talks abt HER as a character or even analyses her fr (outside of here ofc) lol sms abt to make a banger with her and atreus istg
#Truth be told i dont even wanna talk abt this anymore but this topic gets brought up pretty much every week atp#How weird is it that u would only accept her if she were white#Thats literally you admitting you like her character but her being black is a deal breaker#I feel like no matter how much they want her to be a white girl changing her skin wouldnt change their opinion abt her#Theres this one (big) acct in particular thats constantly shitting on rag and its like bro u need to just leave if ur not happy#or take a long ass break and come back at times and then leave again cuz hes just miserable as fuck and yall know exactly who im talking ab#I do see more people getting annoyed with this topic and i dont blame them#its getting super out of hand and dragged out atp#Once again i do not want ppl to like her out of PITY. she deserves a very honest group of fans and if those fans are ppl#That disliked her at first but started to like her later on thats fine as long as its out of being genuine#I cannot wait for her to gain more fans fr but i have to be careful what i wish for bcuz i dont want ppl to become too crazy lol#I might just post smth on that god forsaken reddit as an appreciation post of her or smth idk yet LMFAOOO#I for sure will have to be more brave and visible with my love for her one of these days#also very grateful for that one ragnarok vp. he loves angie for sure#Anyways#Love angie for life#Gow#god of war ragnarok#rant
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kinda wanna write a fic where the dog is literally the deus ex machina
#sophie speaks#dog backwards is god yknow it makes sense#me and my undertale bullshit back on it again#i have 3 fic ideas for it. one is a meta commentary one is just about a reader with a chronic illness and one is my love for desperate read#-rs returning in full blown massive fashion. and also identity issues but all 3 of these fics have that last one just has that. a lot lot#all include my weird DID metaphors and multiverse shenanigans#because honestly all sans/sans shippers do not understand the weirdness of loving an alternate version of urself#they dont lean into it#i mean im not gonna write sans/sans I'm an x reader till death because i love self love. also sans could not love himself look at that guy#but undertale itself has so many cool themes u can build off of that i just. i wanna grab and squeeze em out like juice#and i mean its not like i can do www at the moment I've written like... 9k this month it ain't going good#might as well just enjoy the depression spiral. i know that doesn't sound very possible but yknow. we rock w it#im just in pain all the time... ill go back to the docs soon and maybe just start taking straight up opiods#but until then i can only do things if i feel there is absolutely 0 pressure on me to do them#once again thanks school system i love these learned behaviors you traumatised into me they're really useful#what was i saying? did i mention im a little scatterbrained atm
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did u know
#i don’t know when i but i’m taller it must be something in the water#i grew up here til it all went up in flames except the notches in the door frame#my recurring dream i’m at the movies i don’t remember what i’m seeing the screen turns into a tidal wave#when the speed kicks in i go to the store for nothing#the house where u lived with snow white i wonder if she ever though the storybook tiles on the roof were too much#the drugstores r open all night the only real reason i moved to the east side#and here everyone knows ur the way to my heart hear so many stories of u at the bar#either i’m careless or i wanna get caught#i can’t open and forget how to talk bcs even if i could wouldn’t know where to start wouldn’t know where to stop#close my eyes fantisize three clicks and i’m home#when i get back i’ll lay around then i’ll get up and lay back down#i know i know i know#like a wave that crashed and melted on the shore not even the burnouts r out here anymore#either way we’re not alone i’ll find a new place to be from a haunted house with a picket fence to float around and ghost my#friends no i’m not afraid to disappear the billboard said the end is here i turned around there was nothing there yea ig the end is here#and now my feet can’t touch the bottom of u#of somebody who loves u more#so i will wait for the next time u want me like a dog with a bird at ur door#and there’s something i’m supposed to say but i can’t remember what it is#and if and if i could give u the moon i would give u the moon#u r sick and ur married and u might be dying#i would do anything for u i would do anything i will do anything#laying down on the lawn i’m tired of trying to get in the house i’m thinking out loud#i’ve been playing dead my whole life#i hate ur mom i hate it when she opens her mouth it’s amazing to me how much u can say when u don’t know what ur talking abt#i feel something when i see u#bcs i don’t know what i want until a fuck it up#i’ll climb through the window again but rn it feels good not to stand#day off in kyoto got bored at the temple looked around at the 711 the band took the speed train to the arcade i wanted to go but i didnt#called me from a pay phone they still got pay phones it cost a dollar a minute
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it's so exhausting bc basically just existing as a woman means you're a target of sexual harrassment. like just going on a walk in nature or going to your physiotherapy session and a man sees you he'll sexually harrass u. just exisitng online is an invitation for men who come across u to sexually harrass u. there's nothing u can do to stop their advancements bc u havent done anything to invite or instigate it. your mere existence is what provokes them to exert their power over u. there's no escape. no reprise. nothing u can do. just knowing that waiting behind any corner is a guy ready to sexually harrass (or even worse sexually assault) u is heartbreaking. the times it's happened to me wont be the last and many many occasions are awaiting me in the future. nothing to be done abt it. all i can hope is that the damage wont be too bad so i can at least keep functioning after. it feels like walking in a mine field and constantly being on edge and ready for it to blow up in your face
#the only thing to do is to start expecting it#which is so sad. it's gonna happen lots of times. could happen anytime#could be anyone#could be a guy you've had a friendly convo w for two years who suddenly starts treating u as his personal spank bank#anyway. everything abt this is just so fkn exhausting. it's so energy consuming i just dont wanna fkn deal w it but theres no choice
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tbh tho i think my art is fugly af LMFAO
#not in a '>w< eeeek! i wish i could drawww 🥺 i can only cobble such measle crap with my lowly peasant paws.. *unveils mona lisa*'#sense but like a my style makes me want to hurl whenever i look at it bcs it's a constant reminder that it can only be what i can make it be#and bcs it looks bad to me then that means i cant make things look good if u get my sense like#idk man 😭!! im just sick of being scribbly!! and not clean! i wanna ink my art! have crisp lines! dark lines!!#not have to put stupid darkening filters on everything bcs i cant color or shade so my art is just stuck with the blinding white background#well the frustration is more how i CAN color and shade.. i CAN ink my lines with a darker one#lets not excuse my laziness now cmon ted omg dumbass bitch#it's just that doing so makes me . crazy#my attention span like. crumbles when i try to add color or ink over lines bcs thats Such a commitment to me#i HATE leaving things unfinished when it seems so monumental#like unfinished sketches or prompts? fine. those are sketches. little prompts. even if u post it it's shit#but starting big things is a COMMITMENT.. with CONSEQUENCES ! ! i just want to avoid them ig#it's like im stuck between art being a fun lil past time and being a perfectionist actually so no. no it is not#but also i NEED to draw i NEED to write SOMETHING! SOMETHING!! then i realize the weight of things and purposefully hinder myself#then later hate myself for hindering even tho it felt so good and right in the beginning ORGHH or WHATEVER#idk one of my friends told me my style reminded them of the new tmnt movie (which has been praised yeah#for like beautiful ugliness tho) and like. i KNOW it's a compliment... but. why did it make me Feel 😭 like i wanted to rip my art 2 shreds#once i lined my art and my friend (an artist i admire) said smthin like 'omg finally! ted lined art! gorgeous!'#& i KNOW. I KNOW IT'S A COMPLIMENT. BUT WHY AM I THINKING LIKE. SO VIOLENT. NOT ABT THEM. BUT MY SHIT NOW#like UGHHH i just HATE feeling trapped and helpless when actually theres help available but im just DUM!! JUST LINE UR ART TED#art is like playing sport is like making good grades is like working well is like being a good friend is like being a good person#literally. just be GOOD.#it's all a performance to me ARGHARGH! I HATE THE JOKER! I HATE BEING CRINGE@! RAGGHH I HATE THIS SHIT#<- mfs when no basketball#mfw i cannot avoid enlightenment via the meaningless distractions i codepently craveRAGGHG!!!!!!1!
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#love that when ur stressed and having a bad time it makes ur menstrual pain worse so you feel even more awful#like. yes. id love to get things done but unfortunately i need to go home immediately at 2pm bc i feel physically ill. vibes wretched.#im considering sleep here at 6pm but 2 b fair i think i only slept 4hrs last night. woof. tomorrow is gonna b interesting#i think the allergic reacting is abt over now tho. like im not really itchy anymore. the rash is still visible but i think its just dry now#bc of the cold. so was i ever reacting to the tatto0? or was it all the medication? im so interesting in what happened#would i not have had a reaction if i hadn't got a bunch of holes poked in my skin? or was it just a coincidence#that the rash started on that arm? ugh. so frustrating. and i think the psychiatrist forgot to actually book my appointment from when we#last talked so idk. maybe if i watch t4skmaster over and over it will heal my soul#ay. its all very frustrating. and i still dont have fucking autoclave access. fuck off. just give me the fucking key code#i just wanna pour plates 🫗 lol that actually looks a lot like pouring solid media. i dont wanna have to steal someone else's card to open#the door. who even locks up an autoclave??? they didnt at my old school and u could wheel a body into that thing. im pretty sure it was#bigger than this one. also there's another unlocked on on campus. why?! i ask ppl and fucking no one knows. that's just how it is#ugh. i should go to sleep. my tummy hurt#unrelated
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If ur blaming bad writers for why you only read WFA and fanfic…boy have I got some news for you!
#girl just say u wanna read fun shit like don’t pretend it’s genuinely that#Like if I said I don’t read fanfic I only read comics bc of bad ooc writing…#c’mon yall#and the bad writing in question is Bruce being mediocre at parenting the JL being competent and not kissing the bats asses and tim actually#having a personality that’s not easily palatable insecurities and ‘flaws’ that the masses can relate to without feeling bad about themselves#cause It’s easy for y’all to say ur overworked or do too much#It’s not easy for y’all to say ur arrogant or petty in a way that’s not ‘girl bossing’#like can we talk about that too when y’all acknowledge Tim’s flaws it’s always in a ‘haha so real’ kinda way#Like u can never sit down and say this dude is petty and at times narrowmined and it screws him and the ppl around him over at times#It’s always ‘he’s so petty he’s real asf’ but when you talk about how weird it is to hold THAT kind of grudge against a 10 year old#now we’re victim blaming 💀#I wouldn’t dislike fanon so much it y’all weren’t so weird about tbh#OH and god forbid the JL being competent without Bruce#god forbid they can do their fucking jobs#shocker 😱 the entire JL doesn’t revolve around Batman#most of them are not super duper intrigued by what he and his kids are doing 24/7#woooooah#started reading GL (FINALLY SORRY) and I’m never gonna forgive what y’all did to hal Jordan 😏#Im not fixing that emoji 😕#BUT IM ALSO NEVER GONNA FORGIVE HOW YALL TREAT OLIVER QUEEN
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planning courses for the next semester is not for the weak
#WHY IS EVERY SINGLE CLASS GOING ON AT THE SAME TIME.#WHY DO WE ALL START AT 9AM AND NOT GO PAST 11AM. PLEASE#please just strart at 1pmplease plase palseasee#i dont wanna take only 3 classes next semester but like erm.#mostly because im a little picky abt my professors. less so for electives but classes im worried about (SPEECH)#ive been pushing speech off for the longest time because i have crippling social anxiety 99% of the time. so i made sure i got a good prof#uhgghg#theres this one prof who does a lot of erm i think sociology classes yeah#she is so chill and nice and uses my prefurred name and pronouns (i really need to get my name chaged in the system uhghgh) but she did uh#the reverse grading and i hated it. everyone did. she was so nice and understanding..#one time i went 2 talk to her about my missing work (chronic pain and fatigue had me bed bound for days on end) and she literally just said#erm u have an A so u dont have to do it.#>@>>@>/1/1/?!?!?#live saver. i had a breakdwon in her office i was literally sobbing telling her about my health issues. it was really hard because i never-#-really talk about it. i didnt realize how hard it would be when i finally did#anywasy what was i saying. yeah i love her so much but not her grading and teaching system. but idk maybe ill try it again she has a gender#-and sexuality class i kinda wanna take because im a professional faggot
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<3
#y’all idk wut it is abt me but da last like 4 or 5 times i’ve gone out i’ve been asked if i’m latina by latina women#(n one man we’ll get 2 dat in a sec hold awn)#i have ended up making out w two of em tho so i mean hey ig just looking n dancing da way i do is a good way 2 get hot bitches 2 approach me#back 2 da MAN tho cuz dis was wild#i wasn’t even in da club i was OUTSIDE ACROSS DA STREET!!!! w a group of like 5 ppl 4 of which were MEN#n these two guys come up 2 us n then zero in on me#one of da guys speaks spanish da other guy speaks spanish n english#so da one dat speaks spanish said smthn 2 me but i clearly didn’t understand so his friend starts translating 4 him#talkin abt sum ‘ur so beautiful how’s ur night going are u gonna go back in the club?’ etcetc#n i’m answering very uninterested but still polite looking at da ppl around me like do y’all see dis like..: cant even escape men outside😭#n then i tell them i’m a lesbian n not interested n da spanish speaking guy gets his friend 2 translate him saying “even better’#EVEN BETTER?? 4 WHO my boy????😭#n THEN he gets his buddy 2 translate ‘there’s no way this girl doesn’t speak spanish she’s just lying cause she doesn’t wanna talk to me’#which.. first of all#if sum1 is fully pretending not 2 know a language they speak 2 avoid talking 2 u dat is ur cue 2 exit#second of all i only speak english i’m SORRY😭#then dis mf turns 2 me n starts speaking directly 2 me in spanish???#sir.. no hablo español! no entiendo español!!!#then i told him 2 gimme his phone so i could get his instagram so i could block him <3#n his friend went ‘oh hell no’ n steered him away😁#anyways moral of da story is#men r annoying women r sexy n fun amen#m1n3#m1sc#0ut
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i dont wanna go to work
i want to play bugsnax for 10 hours straight
#i just started it last night and played 6 hours straight#woudlve been longer but my friend texted me like ‘hey its 3am and u have stuff to do tomorrow dont forget to sleep’#and i was like. Its When#the passage of time completely escaped me. no time only bugsnax#i wanna go back 😔#but i have to make money 😔#i miss bunger.#my favorite silly#cat rambles
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The fav I have the most frequent (and most intense) fights with is actually jing yuan btw
#pattering on the roof#he has a tendency to make me feel stupid and it’s not entirely by accident#he just can’t help himself#like JDNJFNEF I reference it in my meet fruit fic (which was Very selfship coded) but#the first massive fight we have is before we start dating when he’s still like courting me ig#and wheedles me into playing starchess w him#but I’m BAD at starchess okay I hate it I suck at it sucking at it makes me hate it more#and I like him so much and he’s so good and I wanna make a good impression but I SUCK and I leave every time upset#and he knows ofc he does. I’m improving and he loves seeing me improve which is why he keeps asking#eventually he’s like well maybe it’ll help if I let her win#no. it doesn’t. I blow up at him entirely bc I HATEEEE being condescended to and if u wanted someone who could beat u in starchess then go#find someone else u fucking asshole don’t humiliate me like that (<- face puffy weeping literally the only two people in the garden)#and I storm off sobbing. literally refuse to interact w him for MONTHS he’s making every excuse to bump into me and it’s full cold shoulder#I also never fully forgive him for it. we never play starchess again even centuries down the line after we’re married and he’s retired#n e way yeah#p much every fight is similar he just makes me feel dumb sometimes and I lash out at him#and frankly often it’s warranted bc not infrequently he provokes me on purpose#ss.🌧 yujing
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Doodlys tonite
#I’m going to the CNE tomorrow it’s gonna be hell on my feet!!! woohoo#I need to check out the kids section this year cause they have reptilia visiting this time#Normally I go to the arts and crafts pavilion and the cultural pavilion. But my brother is interested in tanks so#We might check the tanks if we have time. I’m mostly interested in the arts and crafts and maybeeeee the farm#They have a cat show too but it’s only this weekend 😭 I wanna see the babies#My art#myart#doodles#my oc#friend oc#augusta#anton#its fun to imagine her working with Anton 🥺 they can be two silly little scientists together omg#If nobody got me I know the astronaut who eat stars got me can I get an amen#Mp100#mob psycho 100#yeah I drew some mob psycho cause I’m too excited for the 3rd season and I finally got enough energy to draw em#I wanna draw other characters too but I’m gonna be honest with u I don’t really care abt them. Well actually I would like to draw the body#Improvement club but I’m ass at drawing muscles and I’m not about to start now sorry musashi#Maybe I could draw the other esper kids the uhmmmm the ones ritsu became friends with#Mob psycho fanart#mp100 fanart#mp reigen#mp mob#Mp shigeo#mob shigeo#serizawa#shou suzuki#teruki hanazawa#mp teru
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