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#the past of thc
thc-au · 3 days
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Lost movie scene
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masonjarcollector · 6 months
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Not to be melodramatic but "you've got to get better, you're all that I've got"/"I've got to get better, I'm all that I've got" might be one of the most beautifully raw and heartwrenching lyrics I've ever heard sung before. Like. Shoot, man. I really am all that I've got.
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twidash-ftw-blysse · 2 months
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Ravio and Myth (The Heroes Curse)
Part of my Linkverse called "The Heroes Curse" They're husbands and they love each other.
Myth honestly wants to just settle down with Ravio, but the world keeps telling him no.
Other THC posts:
Fay and Ambrosia
Maybe I'll actually post all my guys later lmao
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four-eyed-nerd · 5 months
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Damnnn, it’s been a while since I last posted. Been a tad bit busy after ArtFight and haven’t drawn too much, but I plan on posting the pieces I have done soon! (As well as my ArtFight art, cuz I don’t think I posted that)
These two wonderful lads are from @twidash-ftw-blysse ! Seer is on the left and Myth is on the right, and they’re a part of Blysse’s Links Meet AU! They’re such cool characters and I love their designs so damn much!!!
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floral-hex · 2 months
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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tsukidrama · 11 months
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okay so like as im typing this out i feel lowkey pathetic as fuck but i just easily had the worst day of my entire life and i lowkey need somebody anybody who wasn't with me to tell me "im glad you're okay and u didn't deserve all of that"
i frew up....... for 16 hours nonstop 🤪 literally nonstop!!!! i am not exaggerating even a little bit!!!! it was constant and i have never been so scared that i was gonna die. can you even fucking die from throwing up? probably not but once you hit a certain point it really really really feels like it.
it was so bad that we had to call my mom. and still with both her and mars tending to me like i was a baby, literally doing everything for me from getting me water to changing the tempature or fixing my blankets, it didn't help even a little bit.
it started at 6pm. at 6am i was about to start slamming my head against the wall until i passed out so mama took me to urgent care. we got there as soon as they opened.
walked in there and broke down like i haven't broken down ever before in my life just begging for the pain to stop
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this story actually has one of the happiest endings as far as my medical fiascos typically go. the doctor who came into see me was an actual literal angel on earth. i wanna buy him a card or flowers or some shit. a lot of the time i don't get a lot of sympathy with this condition (on account of me being "too young" for my IBS to be as severe as it is) but this fuckin man not only prescribed me some really good medicine but he actually stayed in the exam room with me for probably 45 minutes, specifically just calming me down and comforting me. and it worked. the meds were a big part of course but it was honestly the best therapy i've gotten in years. i have been in an out of hospitals/urgent cares/emergency clinics more than i can count. the medical bills i rack up are horrifying. and i swear to god that ive never ever encountered a medical professional anywhere near this level of compassionate. especially while sick and throwing up like that. probably 2/3rds of the time i get written off as "just having a panic attack"
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vainvex · 3 months
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it's so nice like having the energy to talk to people again and being less scaredmode about it. mood stabilisers are fucking great
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cassowariess · 1 year
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uggrggh I haven't been able to concentrate on ANYTHING this week. Today was the worst day.
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bibleofficial · 2 years
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omg so proud of me for actually cutting down on smoking
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rockoblanco · 1 year
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Lol so recently found out THC is HORRIBLE for sleep bcs it prohibits like a deep REM cycle which basically means u never get a restful night of sleep ……. My life makes so much sense now wtf …!!! & even though the research is very scarce rn, CBD is looking like it actually might help with sleep as it doesn’t have the same effect on sleep as THC & may help better aid the body to be able to get a restful night of sleep so …… 2023 boutta be DIFFERENT !!!!!!!!!!!
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thc-au · 3 months
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Im so chaotic...
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It’s like half the price for thc gummies at one of the local dispensaries since the last time I bought some fuck yeah
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kalimusing · 1 month
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𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐈 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲. 𝐖𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭, 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?
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Wade had thought about kissing Freja a lot, you know, relatively. He thought about pigeons a lot too though, so who was he to pay it much mind? But he had thought about it. He’d been thinking about it right up until she’d leaned in, pressing her lips against his. In his little imagination situations, however, he never bolted back like a startled fawn. He froze for half a second, head tilted as he processed what just happened. In the six hour feeling two and a half seconds this all transpired, he managed to lean forward again eager only for her to have already pulled back with scarlet cheeks and a slight grimace. Say something, his mind pleaded. Wade blinked, his lips opened but no words followed. Oh my god, say something! Freja looked as though she was attempting to string words of her own together. Anything, anything is better than just staring at her.
“Ya know?” He asked, half a laugh in his throat. He then fell silent again, as though that had contributed to anything but the worsening of the atmosphere.
“I’m gonna go,” She was already standing and Wade was still wondering where the fuck his ability to use the english language had went.
“I didn’t- Ya kn-”
“It’s all good, Wade. Seriously.” She didn’t wait for another stupid syllable from him.
That had been the better part of three days ago. Three, very radio silent days. He’d wanted to say something, but the longer it had gone on- the more awkward it had felt. Freja was cool, she was like his best friend- well, not counting Orion, of course. They didn’t go three days without talking, that wasn’t them. He liked her, he liked kissing her for the 0.2 seconds he had. But he didn’t want this to happen. This had happened with Maria.
Still, that didn’t stop his face from falling when she finally sought him out, definitely not about to give it a second whirl. They stumbled over their hello’s, tried to talk without talking about it until she put him out of his misery.
“𝐒𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐈 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲. 𝐖𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐮𝐭, 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?” Okay maybe it had been weird. But that had been his doing, if he had just kissed her back a second earlier, it could have all been fine. It wasn’t like he could do it now. 
“No! No weirdness. I get it, ya know?” He managed, her eyes rolling for half a second.
“Yeah-no, I know.” She answered tightly.
“Okay.” They stood silent for a moment longer. Good god, no. Not again. “So I found out I can still see if I pull my eye out. You gotta be careful- but like yeah, I’m going to try to use it like a periscope, man.”
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linksnonbinaryass · 6 months
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Never getting a government job again this shit sucks
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swagging-back-to · 11 months
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ive literally cut so much shit from my life in the past week.
potatoes, rice, weed, the idea of having any small pets, hiking with my dogs, swimming in rivers.
so much shit.
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barrymccaulkinem · 1 year
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im gonna have to start actually airing out tomorrow (airing out:weed::drying out:liquor) so idk what im gonna do. everything will fail to please my senses or outright irritate me :/ I just hope I get the cleaning fits or something at least
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