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taking all these quietly awed expressions mihashi makes at abe and holding them very close to my heart
#oofuri#abemiha#just staring at him#whatever *standing alone in the center of a room covered in blood and the 3 singed hairs still left on my head gently smoking*#it means a lot to me💔#moments i feel when hes really 'seeing' him you know#i need more of their quiet moments. begging on my knees to god please bring them back to me
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They like being cute together
#I hate that they are constantly doing cute shit together and we don’t get to see it#tucking each other to bed and gently singing Frontside Ollie to each other#fuck them#käärijä#bojan cvjetićanin#joker out#bojere
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#medical talk#rays random ramblings#dude I cannot hold my hand out flat w/o all my fingers jittering#any tension- curled- extended- my fingers tremble#just like really gently holding my index finger to my thumb I can feel a tremble in my knuckles and wrist#if there's something to rest on or something it's not so bad- like I can holds things#I have trouble writing with pencils though like I've had them skip away from my a few times#but my tablet pen isn't so bad because it's thicker? I don't really have to apply pressure to use it either#anyways things I'm noticing this morning#ah. eh.#in other news I'm going to the camp song thing!!! I'm very excited!!! I get to room with cool people!!!#I'm gonna get to sing so many songs!!! and learn new songs! and play guitar!!! with cool people!!! AAAAAAA
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Y en a qui se demandent si pour Rayllum, on va avoir une proposition de mariage ou bien si ils vont avoir des gosses dans l'act 3. Et moi je me demande si ils vont enfin partager une chambre ensemble ?
Some people wonder if Rayllum will get a marriage proposal or if they'll have kids in act 3. And me, I wonder if they'll finally share a bedroom together?
#the dragon prince#tdp#tdp act 3#callum#rayla#rayllum#just imagine all the domestic fluff they could have if they share a bedroom#they cuddles in bed or for example one is sick and the other look after them#Rayla look at Callum lovingly when he's asleep stroking his hair gently#When Callum have trouble to sleep Rayla sing her lullaby for him
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2024.09.01 | We Like 2 Party - GOOD BOY | Taeyang, Daesung, GD | THE LIGHT TOUR Seoul
#Taeyang#Youngbae#daesung#GD#Jiyong#love them for gently forcing him to perform on stage#it really needed this gentle invitation to come back on stage after what? 7-8 years?#this is friendship!#You can see how he trust them!#We Like 2 party#Good Boy#in the comments they said how he didn't know he was going to sing on stage#if it's true#he really is the king of k-pop#this is the same gd performing like 7 years haven't really gone by!#Big Bang#Youtube#Daesung saying sorry after throwing him on stage for another song...it's breaking me! 😂
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Every time I see a video with James Hetfield's notebooks for lyrics I am claimed by an indescribable rage.
BECAUSE 👏🏻 WE 👏🏻 COULD 👏🏻 HAVE 👏🏻 IT 👏🏻 ALL!!!!
*taps furiously St. Anger booklet*
AND INSTEAD IS JUST A RANDOM FONT PRINTED KINDA SMALL!!!!!!!!!!
- This post is brought to you by booklet enthusiast united (me) and frothing Metallica fans who enjoy philology a normal amount I swear (still me)
But, like, for real: I know booklet costs money and (basically) nobody in the west wants to invest so much in cd packaging, but!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!
Please understand me, who had to see with their own eyes the page dedicated to HALO ON FIRE, with all the words the spacing, THE BIG DOODLE OVER THEM, and wanted to eat it all without chewing once, while I couldn't for the life of me tell you what's on the page of the official booklet for the song.
#I AM HAVING A MOMENT HERE.jpeg#metallica#james hetfield#YES IM GONNA TAG BC FUCKING HELL#steffan chirazi#the way he gently caressed the notebook at the end of the clip? i felt that#i feel the fucking same... tenderness? care? for that stack of paper that I've seen for the first time in my life 5 mins ago#insert the puppy meme here#bc its so!!!! personal!!!!!!! and not for james for me!!!! the lyrics are so personal TO ME that seeing them finding their way on paper#with his serial killer calligraphy (i can say that bc I'm worse than him in that) is!!!!!!#AND THE FUCKN DOODLE#did j mention the easy doodle that WAS MADE OVER THE WORDSSSSSSSSSS#im banging pots shaking the frame of my bed (it's late here)#at least scan all those pages and put the images to be seen on the lyrics section on your site man#maybe not all the pages. i swear i can be less greedy but- hell!!!!!!!#it's weird. but its my fave band so im kinda always weird abt them but the weird thing im gonna say now is#i saw them handwritten. and they felt mine? the connection i felt seeing human calligraphy wasnt to james. but to myself#and im not here to be deep or whatever but my brain went 'mine'. like the sensatio when you sing /that/ song out loud#and the words are yours. in that moment they are YOURS. you made them.#that but *move hands* visually#ANYWAY. HALO. CALLIGRAPHY. PEN DRAWINGSSSSSSSSSSSSS#(d)jinn all'opera#jinn out#also hi. yeah. not ded. just in mild pain (that brings along mild misery) happy to see you reading till here! it's been a while#jinn's rantology
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i love interviews about their songs so much, but this one in particular because whenever roland brings up his wife Caroline you can see curt shift, ever so slightly, in every interview ive seen, closer to roland, and just give him that silent support.
and in the beginning, curt knows they're getting into hard territory for roland, so he cracks that quick joke. "dont ask me" and laughs. and roland tries to laugh, but doesnt manage to, but you can see the gratefulness in his eyes
#and of course i adore that curt sings this song#roland sang it originally aparently#but he got too emotional#and curt took it from him gently and sings it instead#and i love how much trust that shows#that roland is willing to hand over this very personal#fragile song#to his best friend#and completely trusts him to sing it well#and curts soft voice just adds so much to it#and i swear i can sometimes hear his voice quiver too#because he and caroline were also friends#and they have such a beautiful relationship and i just love them sm#roland and curt#curt smith#roland orzabal#besties#tears for fears#Youtube
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Face caressing and being in awe
#oi remember when bojan just.. stopped singing while jere gently caressed his face#living his best life#both of them are so in awe of each other on these#bojan cvjetićanin#käärijä
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Out of curiosity, how would the Noah’s Ark Circus boys be with a fem opera singer s/o?
babies, all of em <3
Lord, she can hit notes he’s never even conceived of! He’s always in awe while she’s singing; all anyone needs to do to confirm it is to look at him. As long as his S/O has her mouth open and some tune coming out of it, his eyes are glued to her, and he’s got a dreamy expression on his face. He thinks of her as sort of… fancy and unattainable. Except, well, obviously that’s a lie, because he’s got her. It’s always a shift to him, the way he can go from thinking of her that way, to lying in her lap at night while she sings to him. She’s not some held-up ideal or just an idea or a person he can never have, she’s a dream come true. Listening to her sing makes him drift off, although he teases her, “Why are y’ try’na make me fall asleep? Any dream I ‘ave ain’t gonna ‘old a candle t’ y’.”
Well, well, look at this! Another natural entertainer just like him, so it’s no surprise they get on so grandly. Does she want to use that talent of hers in a show with the circus from time to time? He’d love it; someone as incredible as her would draw a big crowd. Of course, that’s not all he’s thinking about. He could listen to her singing all day. Even if she sings in other languages, foreign operas that he’s never heard of, even if he doesn’t know what the song is about, just her voice on its own is something to be praised. Sometimes he likes to sing with her, if he starts a song and she continues it. He’s far from a bad singer, but a professional like her blows him away. Her voice is a gift, and he doesn’t know what he did to deserve it… he’s just lucky he has it. Often, one might notice him closing his eyes to soak it in whenever she sings. It’s one of the few times he actually relaxes a bit.
Ah… well… she could be with anyone, couldn’t she? A skill like that… he’s especially appreciative of it, because music is something he’s passionate about even if he doesn’t always show it. To him this is the equivalent of dating a famous actress, and he doesn’t feel good enough for someone like her. Though, that’s not to say he looks down on himself or thinks she’s ‘better’ than he is. It’s just… it’s complicated. He still loves her, so much, and is trying to work through his feelings about it. Mostly, he just quietly admires her. Particularly whenever she’s singing. The first time he starts to play his harmonica as a background for whatever she’s singing, he does it shyly. When her eyes light up and she seems to enjoy that, however, he does it a lot less self-consciously every time after. She’s his perfect partner; he couldn’t have someone he loved more if he’d handmade them himself. Once in a rare, rare while, in private… he might actually sing with her.
Damn, how long did she train to be able to sing like that? Probably longer than he had to train to be able to do the trapeze! Or maybe not. Who knows? The king of overcompensating as usual, he sometimes brushes off her singing as something she’s spent too long on, even though he knows it’s literally her career. He realizes it might come across as hurtful, but it’s like he can’t shut his own rude comments up. It’s almost sad, because that’s not something he believes. He doesn’t think she’s ‘thrown away her life’ or spent too much time singing. He’s just… intimidated. He doesn’t think of himself as special compared to her, and thinks if he can scoff at her talent, she might appreciate his. Of course, what he fails to realize is that she probably already does appreciate his talent. In more peaceful moments, he might offer some small apologies and make it clear that he thinks her voice is amazing.
(Oooh. She has as much control over her voice as you do over yours, Snake.) Most certainly, Donne. Perhaps even more so. She’s impressive. He’s even more intimidated of his S/O than Peter is in the same situation, because of his self-worth being basically nonexistent. How can someone like her want to be with someone like him…? A part of him acknowledges that they’re similar in some way, and perhaps it’s because he knows all the effort and technique that’s required to manipulate one’s voice — whether through singing the way she does or through the acting he does. He and the snakes are all thoroughly soothed by her singing, to the point that sometimes the snakes will crawl up to rest on her throat (if that doesn’t bother her) to feel the vibrations better. There are moments, where he feels very selfish, where he lays his head on her chest and asks softly, “Would you sing me something?” Though… he typically makes an excuse that it’s a snake who wants to hear. That’s nothing new.
#onehellofashadynerd#Black Butler#Kuroshitsuji#Dagger#Joker#Jumbo#Peter#Snake#reaction#romantic#fluff#drama#domestic#my babies........... let me hold them gently.......................#... and sing to them in my terrible non operatic voice XDD#one hell of a queue
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me when im obsessed with dead singers from 50 (well... mostly 70-120) years ago and im heartbroken to know i'll never see them on stage... never hear them breathe, never see them sweat, never even touch the hem of their garment...





it really is enough to drive a person mad...
#this is so funny because this is the one vaguepost that i wholeheartedly 100% agree with skdhsjshsjdhsn#like yeah!! it does indeed pain me that the level of operatic singing has so drastically decreased over the last 50 years!#that top operatic stars of today are all either nasal or wobbly or knödely or completely inaudible without microphones#but some of yall are just not ready for this conversation. example a#anyway. as many have said before. its kinda easier to understand how some people cant appreciate certain operas#if they never heard them sung well lol#sorry im out of blood today. i know this is a very uncomfortable subject for many but.#you can actually judge someone's singing in a pretty objective way. there are nuances of course. but from a technical point of view#it really is pretty simple#(also its not like i dont enjoy *some* modern singers lol have you SEEN my kwiecień posting???? lmao#hell. there are even some modern singers i have a soft spot who i KNOW sing... Not Very Well. but i enjoy them lol#not many ofc but. yknow)#also 50 years ago would be the 1970s if im doing my maths correctly and. that is really the point in opera history#when it all started going downhill (sadly partly because of one of my all time favourite singers' influence... but thats a different story)#anyway. remember when luis tetrazzini said that the future generations of singers will be The Best singers in history#because they'll have access to all those recordings of The Greats Of The Past that they'll be able to listen to and learn from?#lmao queen you were right about so many things but that was tragically not one of them </3#opera tag#yes im stirring the pot of boiling liquid shit and putting this post gently into the main tag#*luisA tetrazzini ofc#lol and lmao im out FOR blood* shdgsjsghs
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M. Dupain-Cheng (aka Ladybug) Headcanons <3
Honestly she’s just a lil clumsy dummy and I love her lol. Nothing more to say, just that.
She used to do ballet when she was little. She was in the same class as Chloé (and Adrien). She used to make fun of her for being clumsy however, and this transferred over into academic school.
She really likes tea. Jasmine’s her favorite.
She also really likes gardening; she hangs out at a garden top building she knows a lot.
I retcon that a lot of the plants she has growing on her roof are actually herbs and stuff.
Lots and lots of basil.
She knows flower language and has a few books on it.
She rlly loves candles but barely ever lights them so she’s got this huge assortment of brand new candles sitting around in her room.
Tbh she does this a lot.
She has a huge collection of stationary that she never uses. She just has to get them when she sees them.
She has gel pens and post-it’s and stickers galore. It can’t be constituted but she does.
Also doesn’t really color traditionally often; she just does a lot of sketching and drawing in pen and pencil for the most part.
On the other hand, she’s an expert at digital color.
Did y’all see the Jagged Stone album??
Her parents didn’t let her have a sewing machine until she was like 12 bc yikes automated sharp thing.
Thus, she’s rlly good at sewing by hand.
There was a long period however where nearly all of her fingers were constantly covered in bandaids bc she kept sticking herself; she could have just used thimbles but honestly they just made it rlly hard.
At one point she figured out that preliminarily putting on bandaids prevented any sort of actual hurt and she began to do so, replacing the ones that had fallen off each time she went to sew again.
She’ll stick her tongue out when she’s concentrated on drawing or will make the facial expression she’s trying to portray.
Really good at pretty much anything creative that she tries her hand at. Drawing? Great. Fashion? The best. Jewelry making? Like a pro.
She uses mascara and gets into using different colors like pink n stuff.
Eyeliner that could kill a man.
She still has all of her old stuffed animals bc she was too attached to them to give them away.
She doesn’t really listen to rap music too much but she can rap rlly rlly fast which is a surprise given how much she stutters n stuff.
She can wrap the entirety of fergalicious on request.
Both of her parents unironically listen to bring me to life by evanescence and it’s subtlely driving her insane.
She’s French, Italian, and Chinese, but is like 4% aware of her own cultures.
Like, she’s not entirely French but she has no idea what’s going on in the Italian and Chinese scenes rn?? The cultural identity crisis is real lmao.
Also she calls it “patsa”. She couldn’t pronounce it as a kid for some reason and never bothered to stop. Her parents think it’s funny.
Also also Marinette is the daughter of the best baker in Paris but she’d give an arm and a leg for Little Debbie’s cakes and Hostess snacks (like zebra cakes and cosmic brownies and cherry pies and marshmallow/cream filled crap).
She eats a lot of them as of becoming ladybug bc she can afford to tbh.
Her parents chalk it up to puberty + the runs she’s been going on lately.
Hint: the runs are to cover up how she’s actually getting as fit as she is.
Sometimes Forgets to Hide her Strength and will Pick Up people or Heavy Things.
Adrien would be embarrassed to admit that he actually liked it when Marinette Carried him once.
The class secretly shares photos of her Forgetting and Picking Up.
Also, after becoming Ladybug, for some reason, flowers and plants seem to be a lot easier to care for now.
She could forget to water her basil for a week and it’s still as big and bright as ever??
This bouquet should have wilted two weeks ago?? Cut flowers literally never last this long??
Those weren’t supposed to bloom for another two weeks?? Those weren’t supposed to bloom at all??
She’s basically her own little cell tower too. Need a better connection? Go stand by Marinette.
Flexibility is insane. Also reflexes.
If you catch her by surprise, you will be thrown.
Marinette will literally talk bad abt Chat Noir and then someone will simply agree with a lil mhm or a yeah and she’ll turn around and give dozens of counterpoints to what she was just saying two seconds ago and absolutely go for the throat and slaughter them for ever even thinking about saying anything bad about Chat Noir like that like the audacity.
She keeps all the flowers he gives her as Ladybug and presses them and puts them in this giant, heavy ahh archaic lookin book she has lying around.
Tbh even she doesn’t know where it came from but yk, flowers :)
No but actually she doesn’t question it nearly as much as she should.
Or at all. Marinette what is that thing.
We all know that she thinks of her role as Ladybug and her powers as a responsibility more so than an escape like Adrien does, but I like to think that at some point (maybe after the Santa Claws incident?), she loosens up about it and begins to understand Chat’s pov on the miraculous. Obviously, she still thinks of it as something not for personal use, but she’s more open to wandering.
Sometimes when she can’t sleep (particularly because of superhero-related stress), she’ll sneak out to find a nice place to sit and look out on the city, letting the drowned-out ambience lull her to sleep.
Sometimes on cold nights, she’ll bring a blanket or a jacket or something. She also likes bringing her sketchbook.
She’s more than once awoken to the sun on her face, on the roof of a building after accidentally dozing off and had to rush home.
We love her 💞💞 ok that’s it, bye.
#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#mlb#marinette dupain cheng#ladybug#headcanons#marinette dupain cheng headcanons#ladybug headcanons#also the pigtails are adorable#i can see her color coordinating her hair ties with her outfit#which is to say they’re pink like 80% of the time#i feel like she’d also look really cute with braid yk?#also abt her parents listening to bring me to life#i think the first time sabine heard it she was a little bit taken aback#and then tom heard it too and he was all#isn’t this what marinette listens to?#and her mom is like#oh you’re right#and then she kinda laughs and they both start jamming out to it#and both of them are in the kitchen testing a new recipe while marinette is sitting on the couch watching tv one day#and the song comes on and they both start gently head banging and mouthing the words and singing into their spatulas and playing air drums#and marinette is just sitting there watching them#absolutely mortified#also i feel like marinette can’t really head bang that hard bc it’ll give her a headache#not me projecting#also also i headcanon that she has to be really careful eating filled donuts#like jelly and boston cream donuts and what not#because she has a history of biting into the end opposite of the hole#and having everything squeeze out the other end and either end up on her shirt or all over the floor#ok that’s it for real this time
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[ tend ] while tending to receiver's wounds, sender gives receiver a reassuring kiss // reverse akira & adler
[ tend ] while tending to receiver's wounds, sender gives receiver a reassuring kiss
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--- Let none say that chivalry was dead. Night air agreed with the punk styled femme, and she much preferred it- and while daylight didn't burn her up like in fictional works about her kind, there was a certain discomfort and exhaustion that came from walking in the sun for great periods of time. Moonlit evenings like this were lovely, and when spent in good company there was no denying the nigh romantic atmosphere.
--- ...unless of course, said atmosphere was trespassed upon by vagrants and rebellious teens that sought to ruin nights and make a quick dollar by threatening unsuspecting couples. Adler already felt bad for them- she'd been walking with Akira casually, talking about music and the composition of a handful of different songs between then, offering suggestions and then listening to his own with an eager nod. He had a wonderful ear and beyond many contributing factors, she respected him as an artist.
--- Almost embarrassingly enough, the moment their fingers brushed, her cheeks colored and she jerked her hand away with a small noise of surprise. ' Sorry! I didn't...it was just...unexpected. ' she apologized quickly, offering the words with a guilt stricken smile.
--- ' It's...it's okay! ' he'd said quickly, grinning and rubbing the back of his head in his own embarrassment, but the vampire was quick to try and make amends for the gesture by snatching his hand and lacing her fingers into his own. A light squeeze was given, until his own cheeks were darkened with color as well...but that was about as far as they'd gotten before the harassment began.
--- A group of young looking boys, late teens or early adulthood but certainly ruffians that pulled out switchblades and the like. Threatening to beat them and cut them if they didn't offer up their valuables- only when a sharp word was delivered towards Adler, about taking her in such vulgar manner, did Akira throw a fist at the one speaking, catching him off guard enough that he'd knocked him out cold.
--- Expression went slack for a moment, the hybrid gasping at the abrupt violence before a spray of blood drew her attention, gaze narrowing sharply and in predatory fashion, as she fixated upon it. It smelled so delicious and familiar- only when she realize it was Akira's, did she attempt to reign in control, watching as the other did his best to fight off multiple attackers. ' Akira! ' Knuckles were cracked angrily, inhaling a sharp breath before she'd taken two steps forward, reared back a fist, and delivered a blow powerful enough to one's gut that he was coughing blood in an instant.
--- It lasted only a few moments more, before they'd scattered and the single-eyed boy was breathing heavily, gasping and bleeding from several small nicks and cuts. Her nose twitched, the blood making her wince and twitch, muscles tensing before she turned away. ' Hey, let's...let's go to my house okay. I've got stuff to clean this up... ' she murmured, leading him back home.
--- That was how they'd ended up like this, with him upon the couch and her seated next to him wrapping his forearm in gauze and settling bandaids over the smaller cuts. ' I could have taken them, you know! They shouldn't...have said those things, oh man what I would have done... '
--- His grumbling made her smile, sheepish. She was much stronger physically, given her blood and physiology and they both knew as much, but to see him get so worked up and defensive, she couldn't help but feel...safe. Protected. ' I know you could've. I was worried more for myself. All that blood was starting to get to me... ' she explained, and while it was a lie, to make him feel a bit better, it was also partly the truth.
--- Once she'd finished, she leaned over to first kiss his forehead...fingers tangling with his once more, before another kiss finally found his mouth. It was soft, delicate and reassuring to the words he'd spoken earlier, to her belief that he could have handled the situation. ' Thanks for protecting me and standing up for me, Akira... ' words were soft, and not tinged with her usual bite of sarcasm, before she was nervously biting her lower lip. ' I'm...I'm gonna get rid of the towels before I...lose it. ' a scoff, clearing her throat and moving to do just that.
#finally found a note to make you understand; if you can hit it sing along and take me by the hand | adler & akira | ;#hellwrought#inhales gently#CHIVALRY ISN'T DEAD#bless him protecting her even tho they both kno she can kick someone's ass#i think that's so cute of him#protecc ur tiny gf#i love them they're sweet
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ranking the best things I have heard surgeons say mid-surgery:
1. "Five second rule!" while scrubbed, after dropping a sterile scalpel on the floor (no they did NOT pick it up again but I swear everyone's buttholes puckered)
2. (spoken during the closing of a particularly long and difficult case) "Nurse - my tunes." :heavy metal starts blasting:
3. Gently to a fretful patient, pre-anaesthesia: "It's going to be okay. I promise, I've dealt with worse." As soon as the patient is unconscious: "This is literally the worst thing I've ever seen."
4. [okay this one was a med student] "Wowwww, that's so gross!!" Reg: "Please remember that [patient] is awake for this procedure." Student to patient: "Oh my god. I am so sorry, that was really unprofessional - " Patient, cheerfully, also engrossed with what's happening inside them on the screen: "Nah - it's, like, super gross, right?"
5. [another procedure where the patient couldn't be put under GA] Patient: *starts singing country roads midway through the procedure* Surgeon: *shrugs and joins in with surprisingly good harmony*
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part one here
fans of pornstar!gojo are starting to notice he’s not cycling through co-stars on his cam shows like he used to… not since his neighbor started showing up more regularly.
he’s put you in every position he can think of, pulled every type of orgasm out of you, called you every name (sweet and mean)—all for a live audience. you’ve come to know a few regular donors, you recognize names in his audience as people who have come back again and again to watch satoru show you off.
a few months ago, you hardly spoke to the pornstar in the apartment next to yours, and now you’re leaving things in his apartment to avoid having to run back to your own after he’s ruined your clothes, or given you a reason to brush your teeth…
now, you’re sitting between satorus spread legs, with your own legs spread to match his as you face the little camera he has set up. he’s reaching around your body to dip his hand between your thighs, rubbing at your sensitive clit as his free hand holds your chin and makes you keep your eyes on the camera.
“tell everyone who’s making you feel this good,” he says lowly. “it’s not any of the hundreds of people watching you at home, now is it?”
you shake your head and bite back a moan as satoru dips two of his fingers into you. “…no.”
he nips your ear, catching the love between his teeth and pulling back a little before pressing a kiss to the skin beneath it. “then who?”
“you.”
“good,” satoru practically sings. “maybe next show we’ll give these poor guys a chance to make you feel good, huh? we could get you a toy… let them control it while i fuck your pretty mouth, how’s that sound?”
“please,” you nod your head. satoru has unwound an exhibitionist streak in you, and it fires red at his words. he starts to fuck his fingers into you even faster, curling them up to trigger full body jolts that run through you. “god, don’t stop.”
“don’t stop?” he mocks you, voice low and teasing and so soft it’s sexual. “you wanna cum for everyone?”
a glance to his laptop screen shows you lines and lines of praises from people watching you at your most vulnerable. satoru is showing you off like a trophy and you don’t have the capacity to care when just his fingers feel this good pumping in and out of you.
you can’t keep up with the string of comments with how fast they’re moving, and how blurred your vision gets with unshed tears of pleasure. gojo releases your chin to grope at your tits, and then move that hand down your stomach to rub furious circles against your clit.
he knows exactly what he’s doing, and before you can even register it, your cumming loudly around his fingers. you’d feel bad for his neighbor if it wasn’t you—his name spills from your lips like you’re reciting gospel.
and when you ride it out and finally come down from your orgasm, you’re a panting mess of sweat and tears, but gojo is pressing a kiss to the back of your neck and then gently pushing you down and forward into doggy.
he must see how your eyes widen in the feed of his cam show, because he smiles and rubs the tip of his cock through your folds a few times before pushing into you with a deep stroke and a low groan.
“what?” he squeezes your ass. “they wanna know how fast i can get a second one out of you.”
#gojo smut#satoru gojo smut#gojo x reader#gojo x you#satoru gojo x you#satoru gojo x reader#gojo satoru#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jujutsu kaisen x you#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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Saja Boys x Rumi’s Sister! Reader Pt. 3
A/N: Wow. Okay this got a lot more attention than I expected it to in three days. Sorry this part took me a little longer to write but it has one-on-one interactions with each member, that’s why it’s longer than the other parts.
Also, sorry but I’ve reached the maximum number of mentions I can have in the tag list so the tag list is closed!
By majority vote, I will be giving the Saja Boys Korean names so depending on the situation and point of view, they’ll either be referred to as their stage names or their Korean names.
If you guys have any ideas for outtakes, leave them in the comments below!
TW: I needed some way for the reader’s stress to manifest, like how Rumi struggles to sing as the pattern progresses. This manifested as a form of self mutilation, mostly just scratching when stressed or anxious. Insecurity and self deprecating thoughts ahead as well!
Word Count: 6,388
Baby: Jum (king)
Romance: Chungae (noble and love)
Mystery: Hyeon (virtuous, worthy, able)
Abby: Kwan (one who is strong)
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The four boys knew that they had to talk to Jinu about what they found out about (Y/n) and, by default, her sister the hunter. But, they were summoned by Gwi Ma before they had a chance to. They appeared in the middle of a crowd of cheering demons so the boys fell into their idol personas, smiling and pandering to the crowd.
They couldn’t help how their chests clenched when Gwi Ma forced them back into their demon forms.
And then Jinu joined them, standing at the top of the mountain before Gwi Ma’s fire. “One of the Hunters and her sister bears my mark, but I have no control over them.”
The four boys shared looks with each other out of the corners of their eyes. Gwi Ma was in their heads, of course he already knew.
“That’s good. This means that they have shame. We’ll find out what it is and we can use it to destroy the Hunters for good,” Jinu plotted with a sly smirk.
“I’ve taught you well, Jinu.”
Gwi Ma dismissed the five boys back to the human world and they popped to the place they shared. “Hey, boss, we should talk about what we’re gonna do.”
The five spread across the living area, Kwan laying across the couch as Chungae picked up his legs so he could sit before replacing Kwan legs.
Jum sat on the ground, scrolling through his phone like he didn’t care but his eyes kept glancing up and around at the others.
Hyeon sat on the arm of the couch, picking at his lip even though he shouldn’t. It was hard to get used to not having his tusks anymore… It’s kinda become a tick at this point.
Jinu stood in front of them, “We need to find out what shame the Hunter and her sister have. To do that, we need to get close to them, make them comfortable around us.”
“You’ve had the most interaction with the Hunter, right? So she’ll be more open to you I think,” Chungae mused thoughtfully.
“But, there isn’t just one of us that the sister has spent more time with,” Jum pointed out.
None of the boys wanted to admit that they each knew your name, it would mean admitting that you had caught at least a little bit of their attention, enough to remember you.
“Well, I was the one that carried her tonight,” Chungae flipped his hair, smiling smugly.
“Hey hey, I was the one she was flirting with during the fight. And she was eyeing my abs so I should talk to her,” Kwan crossed his arms, nudging Chungae’s stomach with his foot.
“I was the one who won the spicy challenge, I feel like I should be the one to get close to her,” Jum added his own input.
Hyeon wanted to add his own argument but he didn’t think knowing your scent would really go in his favor… But his jaw itched to sink his teeth into your skin. Gently! He just wanted to bite you… affectionately…
Jinu pinched the bridge of his nose. He could see where the four were coming from and he was a bit disappointed that he already had the role of getting close to the Hunter but he couldn’t do anything about it. You were so cute when you were flustered too…
“You can all take a try at it, it’s four chances of her opening up to one of you so it should be fine. Just don’t overwhelm her or it’ll look sketchy,” Jinu told them. He dug through the stationary they had around, writing out a note for Derpy and his bird friend to deliver to the Hunter.
“I’m heading out.”
~~~
‘Was it bad that you were glad the girls hadn’t caught up to the Saja Boys…?’
You had run back to the Huntr/x tower, looking ridiculous with your arms inside your sweatshirt to cover your arms and very thankful that there weren’t any civilians out then. You tapped your foot impatiently as the elevator took you up and then you sprinted to your room to put on a different sweatshirt with a high neck tank top under to cover the marks spreading up your neck.
The girls were a few minutes behind you. You changed just in time to greet them with your first aid kit.
Rumi burst out of the elevator with a cry of your name, “You’re okay, right?!” She grabbed your arms, scanning you over frantically, checking for bruises or scratches.
“Those dirty playing demons,” Zoey fumed, stomping with her arms crossed childishly. “You are okay though, right, (Y/n)?”
Mira huffed, following the other two out of the elevator, “She’s fine guys, she doesn’t have a scratch.” You didn’t miss how her eyes scanned over you though, making sure that you really were alright.
“What were you thinking?!” Rumi stressed, grabbing your face in her hands to pull you closer to her. “Going after them?! You could’ve been hurt! You could’ve been…!” Rumi trailed off, the words stuck in her throat.
You could’ve been found out. Your pattern could’ve been seen. You’d have to tell Rumi later that the boys had ripped your sleeves.
But for now, you smiled with a light laugh, “I’m fine, Rumi, I promise. Let me patch you guys up, you guys look a little… eesh.” You grimaced as you took a good look at all the scratches on their faces. They were not offended, they completely understood.
The girls relaxed and let you tend to their scratches and bruises before going to change into lounge clothes and then coming back to see the Honmoon.
Thankfully, they bought your explanation that you lost the boys due to Gwi Ma summoning them and had headed back to the tower to wait for them, you had explained while you patched them up.
The girls stood at the window, looking at the red corrupting the Honmoon as you put the first aid supplies away and moved to the kitchen. You glanced at them with furrowed brows as you got out the ingredients for kimbap.
Then the elevator came up with Bobby, “Girls?”
The girls whipped out their compacts to aggressively cover the wounds on their faces and turned to greet him, “Hey Bobby!”
You threw the first aid supplies in one of the cupboards as you shook your head. You couldn’t help but find it amusing how well trained they were by now in covering up scrapes and bruises from their hunting.
You heard Bobby swiping through TikTok, and couldn’t help the way your shoulders bounced as the chorus of Soda Pop played on a loop.
“Zoey!”
“Bobby! Control those shoulders!”
You froze awkwardly. At least they hadn’t caught you… You focused on making the kimbap a little more aggressively, your head ducked down to avoid attention. It was such a catchy song…
You hunched down further when Rumi started plotting an aggressive diss track to perform at the International Idol Awards.
“Zoey, we’re gonna need a new song!”
“I got twenty-three notebooks full of demon insults ready to go.”
“Yeah! Let’s make it thirty notebooks!”
“Mira, the choreography?”
“Yup. Making them hotter.”
“Backup dancers, ready to go.”
“(Y/n),” you gave a strained smile at the sudden call of your name, standing at attention and thankfully not cutting your fingers with the knife in your hand. “Visuals?”
“Already making a mental Pinterest board!”
“Team of designers, ready for your call!”
“We’ll write a brand new song. A diss track to expose those Saja Boys.”
“And send those disgusting demons back to the depths where they belong!”
You bit back a grimace as the girls started raging enthusiastically.
“Yeah!”
“Yeah!”
“YeaHHH!”
“YeahHHH!”
“…”
“YEAHHH!!”
And then they ran off to their rooms to get started or rest or something… You sighed, carrying the plate of finished kimbap rolls over to stand next to Bobby to stare flatly after them.
Welp. More for you. You held out the plate to Bobby, “Kimbap?”
“Oh, thanks (Y/n)!”
You wrapped up the rest of the rolls except for one, taking it with you. You paused at Rumi’s door, raising your hand to knock. But you hesitated.
You should tell Rumi that the Saja Boys saw your pattern. Them knowing was a threat because then they also knew that Rumi had patterns too. But… maybe they would just think you were the only one with a demon pattern…? You’d have to talk to them.
So you lowered your hand and kept walking to your room. You shut the door behind you, almost screaming in surprise when a hand slapped over your mouth and dragged you out your balcony door and jumped up to the roof of the tower.
When they released you, you took a deep breath and scrambled away to put distance between you and your kidnapper. “You gotta stop doing that!”
Romance couldn’t help but chuckle, waving his hands disarmingly, “Sorry sorry, I just wanted to chat with you.”
You bit your lip. They knew about your pattern. “About what?” You asked, on guard.
“Your pattern.” There it is. “You’re part demon.”
“So what?” You snapped defensively, hugging your arms even though you knew your skin was covered.
“I was curious,” He admitted openly, brushing some hair out of his face as he leaned back against the edge of the small roof balcony. “You don’t hear him, do you?”
“No. W-wait, who?” You backpedaled, you had refused on instinct and then you registered what he said.
He looked at you obviously, “Gwi Ma. You didn’t make a deal with him? All demons hear his voice, constantly reminding them of… their shame.”
You loosened from your defensive pose, surprised by the vulnerable look on his face. He didn’t seem to want to hurt you, so you relaxed and leaned against the edge behind you, keeping your distance for now.
“Shame?” You echoed curiously.
He looked at you, analyzing you, “It’s all demons do, feel their shame and all the emotions that come with it. These patterns,” He held up his arm, his patterns glowing as he did. “They show that each demon carries a deep shame with them…”
Then he was in front of you, taking your hand as you gasped softly. Your own pattern started glowing through your clothes, “You do too, sweetheart…”
Your grip tightened on his hand. You looked down as your heart squeezed painfully. Yeah… you do…
“Romance—“
“Call me Chungae,” He interrupted you softly.
“Chungae. You… you guys won’t tell the others, right? Rumi… Rumi and I aren’t ready yet, but… we want to be the ones to tell them…” You hesitantly asked through stumbling words. They knew. They must know that you and Rumi are part demon…
You couldn’t help but think of all the moments you’ve wanted to share your secret with Mira and Zoey. You want to go to the bathhouse with them. You want to go to the beach. You want to be able to wear your skin comfortably instead of the itching, crawling feeling you get at just the idea of wearing shorts or a tank top.
But it wasn’t your choice whether you told them or not. It wasn’t your secret to tell. It was Rumi’s.
Chungae scanned your face, his look softening as he brushed a bit of hair out of your face, tucking it behind your ear. “I don’t know about the others, but I won’t tell.”
You couldn’t help but relax at the reassurance, your face warmer at his touch. These boys really weren’t evil, they were so… human.
You looked away, “You should go before the other girls come looking for me.”
Chungae couldn’t help but chuckle softly at your shy demeanor. How cute… It’s like the first time you met all over again, how cute and shy you were when the five of them invited you to their debut. “Of course.”
You gasped as he smoothly swept you into his arms and leapt down to your balcony as you bit back a shriek. When you got down from his arms, you couldn’t help but bend over with your hands on your knees, taking deep breaths to settle your heart from the shock of being carried down from one height to another. “Stop doing that!” You whisper shouted at him, disgruntled.
“Sorry sorry, darling, I’ll go now,” Chungae hopped up to the railing of your balcony, stopping to look over his shoulder at you, “Oh. You should know that the others are also interested in seeing you. Just a heads up.”
He smiled slyly before jumping and disappearing in a dramatic poof of demon magic. “Wait, huh!?”
You grabbed a pillow to scream into.
Oh wait. Your kimbap!
~~~
And they did.
The next day, you were out looking at fabrics for the visuals of the diss track the girls were working on. Something like their battle outfits would work good but with sharp color accents to make it pop and fit the stage. Less spikes too, a little less aggressive but fans will probably like the dark look. Maybe in a music video, the girls could use their weapons so then if they pull them out on stage, they just look like props and special effects…?
Oh. There’s a boy walking next to you.
“… Can I help you…?”
Hands stuffed in his pockets, looking around with a disinterested look but a spark of curiosity shone in his eyes underneath the hat hiding his features, “No. I’m good.”
“Okayyy… you do you, Baby” You decided to just keep going about your business as Baby followed at your side.
“Jum,” He corrected you.
“Uhm, okay, Jum…” You kept looking at the maknae out of the corner of your eye as he followed you into fabric shops, looking around curiously or scrolling on his phone as you talked with the owners.
“Hey,” You stopped on the sidewalk when Jum tugged on your sleeve, pointing over to a shop window, “What’s that?”
You looked over, “A cat cafe…?” You looked at him strangely. How old was he again…?
Jum was quiet for a moment. “Let’s go in.” He was already walking in before you could respond. You didn’t have to follow him, he had just decided to follow you after all, but—ughhhh!
You followed him in.
Going in, he looked like a lost kid. He was looking around at the tables and the people. “Welcome! How many people today and for how long?”
“Uhhh…”
You came up behind him, smiling at the host, “Table for two, just for an hour please.”
“Alright, right this way!”
Ah man, why did you follow him again…? Jum trailed after you as you followed the host into the sectioned off area to a booth by a window. “Someone will be by to take your order in a moment. Please feel free to give the cats treats!”
“Thank you!” You called after her as you sat, setting down your work bag as Jum slid into the seat across from you. He was staring. You followed his gaze to see he was in a staring contest with a black cat. You looked between the two of them, back and forth. It was kind of adorable.
“Pick what you want to order and then we can try and tempt some cats over.”
Jum didn’t know what to order. He was one of the few born in the demon realm, he had never been to the human realm before as the prince of a small territory. Not that the title mattered much with Gwi Ma ruling.
“If you wanna start simple, a coffee or hot chocolate would be good hot drinks. Or a vanilla or chocolate milkshake if you want something cold. For food, the sandwiches are good if you want something savory but the strawberry shortcake looks good for something sweet.”
You were almost tempted to recommend a soda pop for him but you’ve seen enough TikToks of fans giving them different sodas.
Jum took in the information you gave him with a hum, scanning over the menu again.
You ordered, Jum ended up getting a coffee and the strawberry shortcake. You almost laughed at the contrasting flavors he would be experiencing. But you pulled over the little container of cat treats, “Alright, let's see if we can get a few kitties over.”
Jum perked up at the same time as some of the cats as the container clinked as you opened it. Three cats hurried over, and you couldn’t help but laugh brightly as they jumped up on the bench to climb in your lap and over your shoulders, nuzzling your face cutely for treats. “Hey, settle down! You’ll get your treats!”
Jum’s face softened at the sight. You laughing so carelessly, smiling brightly as the fluffy creatures swarmed around you while your face flushed with joy. He couldn’t help but sneak a few photos and sent one to the Saja chat smugly. He ignored the chat as it started going off.
The two of you played with the cats for a while. The wondrous look on Jum’s face as he first pet a cat was adorable and you really wanted to take a picture but the girls were always taking selfies on the first phone they could grab. You couldn’t risk them seeing it.
You had the same urge when you saw his face as he first tasted his coffee and then his cake. It was soooo adorable…
Before the two of you went your separate ways, Jum quietly told you that he wouldn’t spill your secret.
~~~
You watched from backstage as the girls politely clapped on screen, the boys awarded as the top artist of the week. They were really starting to make progress on their diss track but you couldn’t help but distance yourself from the project. The lyrics that were unfolding made you uncomfortable in a different way from how Golden did.
Golden had lines about not hiding anymore and being honest but it just felt like a lie whenever Rumi sang it with the girls. But Takedown… was strictly about killing demons because they were evil, unfeeling monsters that didn’t deserve to live. It made your skin crawl and you couldn’t help but itch at your arms and neck from time to time when you heard them discussing it.
You turned to make your way back to the girls’ dressing room to meet them once the awards ended and they left the stage. You could hear clapping again, the awards must have ended. And then you were swept away. Into a closet.
‘What was with these guys?!’ You were pinned against a shelf of cleaning supplies, a thick arm caging you in above you. Another held out a flower to you. “Hey there, babe~”
You crossed your arms, looking up at him unimpressed. Well… there was a little flush on your cheeks. “Hi Abby. What is this, a shoujo manga?”
He tsked, smirking playfully down at you, “Come on, babe, can’t spare a guy a warmer welcome?”
“Not when he and his friends keep sweeping me away for their whims. What did you want?” You plucked the flower from his hand, rolling the stem between your fingers.
Abby chuckled, his arm flexing as he swept his hair out of his face. “Well, our two youngest got to spend some one-on-one time with you and I wanted my turn. Come on, let’s go get something to eat.”
You hesitated. And not for the reasons you should’ve. “I… I have to get dinner ready for the girls…”
“What are you, their housewife?” He raised a brow down at you.
You grimaced as the words hit a little close to home. Yeah, he hit the nail right on the head. “I guess… they can order take out tonight…”
“Yes! Come on, before the other boys catch up!” Abby cheered, taking your wrist and jogging out of the closet and to the nearest exit.
“Hey!”
“Abby!”
“No fair!” You heard the cries of the other Saja Boys behind you as he dragged you along. You chuckled. The other demon boys could easily catch up if they wanted to. But dang, you dropped your flower back there…
A few streets over, you stopped as Abby slowed down barely out of breath, in contrast to you who was panting like a dog. Oh man, you felt way too gross to be with this man right now.
“So… I actually don’t know any good spots to eat at…”
You laughed at his sheepish expression. “Come on, there are some good food stalls at the night market.”
Without thought, you took his hand and led the way. When you got there, it turned out that Abby wasn’t picky about his food at all and that he could pack away a lot of food. You guys went from stall to stall, you were amazed as Abby charmed the older sellers, chatting with them as if they had known each other for a long time. Whatever food you couldn’t finish, Abby happily did.
“What are you? Some demon trash disposal? Where does it all go?” You asked him as he finished off the last of the chicken skewers you both had been eating.
“Straight to my muscles of course,” He smirked, flexing cheekily with a wink.
You laughed and shoved him jokingly. Then, a curious thought occurred to you, “Hey Abby? Can I… ask what the demon realm is like?”
He blinked, surprised by the question but you just continued looking forward, not meeting his eyes. He copied you, looking ahead as the two of you walked.
“It’s dark and depressing. The sky is red like it’s on fire and the ground is dry and desolate. Nothing grows there. There are two main types of demons: those that formed from souls fed to Gwi Ma and those that lost their souls making deals with Gwi Ma. There are also demons born from other demons but those are rare.”
You frowned in thought, not responding for a long moment. So, demons really could feel emotions. Did that mean… that your dad really did love your mom…?
Abby noticed your expression, lost in deep thought, “What’cha thinking about there, babe?”
You didn’t answer for a moment, too many thoughts trailing in too many different directions… “Nothing important. So, which are you guys, Abby?”
Abby hummed, “Call me Kwan,” he said, letting you change the subject. He couldn’t help but let you in a little closer. He thought if he just kept using his stage name with you, he could keep a little distance between you, keep the mission in mind. But… he wanted to let you close.
“Well, with the exception of Jum, we’re all humans that made deals with Gwi Ma years ago out of desperation. I…” Kwan trailed off and the two of you stopped by the river to sit on a bench in a quiet area. “I was born during an old war. I wasn’t strong enough to protect my family when it counted, so I asked Gwi Ma for strength to protect those I cared about.” He laughed sarcastically, “How well that turned out for me…”
You frowned, taking his hand slowly, hesitantly offering comfort from the obviously dark memories and regrets swimming through his head. He smiled softly at you, squeezing your hand as the two of you looked out over the river. There was nothing for either of you to say at that moment, but you understood each other.
~~~
After that interaction with Kwan, the girls noticed you were lost in thought more often, but they didn’t bring it up, figuring you were just deep in thought about the visuals and clothes for the new song. You often got lost in a new project when it really inspired you.
Except you didn’t like the new song. It was just so hateful towards demons and after you knew most demons come from human souls in some shape or form, you couldn’t fully support it. Especially with your own pattern steadily spreading across your skin. You had to start using a salve to help with the scratching the stress was causing. If they spread too much more, you would have to start wearing a face mask…
Now that you think about it, the only Saja Boys you haven’t really talked to are Jinu and Mystery. Which one would ambush you next? Was it bad that you were looking forward to it?
You needed a break from the girls. As the Honmoon corruption got worse and more demons came through, they got more tense and enthusiastic with the new diss track. So, you went to the park to sit and just breathe for a few minutes. You sat on a bench under the shade of a tree, head back and eyes closed under the sun as you took a deep breath. Someone was playing Soda Pop nearby and you could hear Golden somewhere too…
Your eyes snapped open when arms wrapped around you from behind a nose buried into the crook of your neck, taking a deep breath. You flushed deep red, shrieking as you leapt to the other end of the bench. A hand pressed to your chest to settle your racing heart you turned to see it was a sulky Mystery, pouting at you pulling away so quickly.
“It’s just me,” He said.
“Personal space, dude!” You cried vehemently, your face still a dark red. Mystery circled the bench to sit next to you. Like, right next to you. Your thighs were touching. You deadpan at him, “This is not personal space, man.”
Mystery just tilted his head at you. It was nice to see you with the sun shining down on you like this. And your scent was so comforting when it filled his senses, he couldn’t help but burrow his nose in the crook of your neck. It made his teeth itch to bite again.
“How do you guys keep finding me? Do you have some kind of tracker or something…?”
“Nah, it’s mostly by chance,” Mystery told you, casually taking your hand to play with your fingers and the rings you had on. He didn’t tell you how Jinu’s bird was keeping an eye or three on you… He didn’t remember much about social normalities from when he was human, but he could remember that telling someone they were being watched was weird.
You shook your head and let him do as he pleased, taking a deep breath and tilting your head back to enjoy the sun while closing your eyes.
Then there was a tugging on your hand, “Let’s go.”
You didn’t get a chance to respond or ask where you were going before he was tugging you off the bench and away. “Wait, Mystery, where are we going?” You almost slapped a hand over your mouth, hoping no one heard that it was one of the Saja Boys out in public.
“Hyeon. De-stress,” he said simply. Then he was pulling you into an arcade. You didn’t really know how playing some games at an arcade would help you relax
But at least you didn’t have to pay to play because Hyeon was already pulling out his wallet! Don’t get it wrong, you could pay for stuff yourself, but it was refreshing after eating so much food with Jum and Kwan. You refused to let them pay for your food and you didn’t pay for theirs either but it was still money…
When Hyeon had the prepaid wristbands, he turned to hand one to you with a small smile, “Sometimes, you just need to act like a kid.”
You blinked. And then he was pulling you to the first game he saw with that small content smile and you couldn’t help but laugh.
You were pretty sure he also just wanted to go to an arcade…
Hyeon was right though. Playing those games, you couldn’t help but laugh and as you became more competitive with him, you forgot what was bugging you. You laughed louder and became more comfortable treating him like a close friend, pushing him and bickering as he gave you a little smug smirk when he won and a sulky pout when he lost. You had to pull him back when he started barking at a few people that tried to rush the two of you at some games…
It was late by the time you both left, matching ugly keychains in hand from the prize shop.
“… Thanks Hyeon, I really needed that,” You smiled at him as you stopped at the park where you would both be going your own ways.
He smiled, taking your hand in his. “Of course, princess. Anything to see that smile on your face.”
Oh boy. You didn’t think Hyeon would be the cheesy one but he said it so seriously before placing a kiss on your hand.
You shook yourself, your face flushing red as you steeled yourself, “Hey, I am not a princess!” You crossed your arms.
Hyeon smirked a little, “I don’t think you can handle what I really want to call you so princess will do for now.”
Your jaw couldn’t help but drop as your face flushed darker.
“See you soon, princess,” he said, and then he was walking away and you just stared after him, speechless.
‘What did he mean by that?! Ugh, stupid hot demon boys…’
~~~
Another award show passed and Golden won most played song of the week. But tensions were still high as the Saja Boys took over more and more of the billboards, they were all anyone could see on TikTok too, more fans joining the Pride.
Your nervous scratching was getting worse, you had to go out and get another salve. Thankfully, the girls were too focused on Takedown and demon hunting to keep track of when you were in or out of the tower. It hurt you a little though, that you fell to the wayside so easily.
You were mindlessly scratching over your sleeve with the salve safely wrapped in a small paper bag in your arms as you started the walk back to the tower. You needed to talk to the design team about what you had in mind and to the producers about visuals for a possible music video.
“What’cha got there, pretty girl?”
You turned to see him leaning against the wall in the shadows of an alley. You sighed, “Do you plan these dramatic encounters or do they just come naturally to you?”
Jinu chuckled, standing straight but his eyes lingered on the bag in your arms and the arm where you had been scratching. “Being an idol calls for a flare for the dramatic,” He shrugged.
You chuckled at his antics but then his hand snapped out to grab your wrist. Panicked, you tried to pull away as he pushed your sleeve up. You forgot that he knew about your pattern so it wasn’t those marks he was looking at.
No, it was the red scratch marks littering your arm where the pattern was darkest.
He snapped his eyes up to glare at you, pulling you somewhere, “What’s so bad that you scratch yourself to such a degree?”
You had no answer for him besides shame… So you didn’t say anything.
He sighed. Jinu ended up taking you to a small plaza, not many people around as he sat you on the edge of a fountain. He pulled out the small glass container of salve you had gotten, reading the ingredients with narrow eyes before opening it and smelling it.
Jinu tsked before taking your arm to gently apply the salve to each bleeding scratch and red mark, “The herbs used today are so bad, not as effective as the ones grown years ago… too much pollution…” He murmured to himself.
You couldn’t help but smile at his care. “Thanks Jinu…”
He glanced up and faltered, remembering who he was and who he was with as he quickly but carefully finished up, fumbling a little as his cheeks pinked, “Oh, ah, it’s fine, don’t mention it.” He quickly screwed the cap on of the salve and practically shoved it in your hands before awkwardly sitting down next to you.
Wow. Jinu was the most awkward of the group it seemed. Was Baby really the maknae of the group? You giggled at how the tips of his ears were red and he refused to look at you.
“Is it really… that bad living with the patterns…?”
You froze at his hesitant question. You gripped your arm over your sleeve to keep from scratching more at the flare of stress you felt. You couldn’t look at him. “I don’t know… I started scratching when I was a kid. It comes and goes depending on what I’m stressed about…”
“Meaning, when you’re stressed about your pattern,” Jinu summarized thoughtfully. You could feel his gaze on the side of your face.
“Yeah…” You avoided his gaze.
Jinu frowned. This wasn’t like the first interaction he had with your sister. That was filled with him trying to gain her trust, trying to convince her that he was the only one that would understand her. It made his stomach curl uncomfortably how she didn’t even argue that you understood her. Were you two not very close?
He saw something different than your sister in you, “You liked your patterns once, didn’t you?”
Your face slackened then hardened, “…I don’t wanna talk about it.”
He frowned but nodded in acceptance anyway. Pushing wouldn’t get him anywhere. “That’s alright, but I can understand what you’re going through,” It was the same thing he told your sister. But with you he couldn’t help but… genuinely mean it. He looked down at his hand. His pattern was a constant reminder of his shame after all. Sometimes he wanted to scratch until they just peeled away too.
“I know, I just… I don’t think I’m ready to talk about it…” You told him. Rumi should be the first one you talked to about this, right? But, wouldn’t she just recycle Aunt Celine’s words at you? Never show your faults (Y/n), never show your pattern (Y/n), you’d betray Rumi and everyone else if you shared your pattern (Y/n), you’re not enough (Y/n).
You shook your head and stood. “I want ice cream.”
He looked up at you with surprise, “Oh. Okay…?”
“Come on.” The shoe was on the other foot now as you started marching to the nearest ice cream shop, not waiting to see if he would follow.
“Wh-what? Wait, what’s happening?” He scrambled after you, confused but going along with your sudden decision.
Jinu followed you into the ice cream shop, sliding on a pair of glasses and a hat to disguise himself. You were already ordering what you wanted, two big scoops of your favorite flavor.
He almost jumped when you suddenly turned to him expectantly. “Oh, uh,” He stuttered, scanning the flavors before him. It felt like he was sweating with the sudden pressure he felt. There were so many names, why were there so many different ice cream names?! “Uh, two scoops of Chuckle Chunk.” He couldn’t even tell you what was in it.
You couldn’t help but giggle at how stiff Jinu was. You hadn’t meant to make him feel pressured but it was pretty adorkable.
The two of you paid and left the shop to eat your ice cream at the fountain. You watched as he hesitantly tried his ice cream. His face lit up.
You chuckled, starting to eat your own ice cream, “How is it?”
Jinu couldn’t help but smile, “Yeah, it’s got these really rich chocolate things and there’s these little white pieces and some salty caramel things too.”
You blinked at how he described it. “How old are you again…?” That was how he described brownie fudge chunks, marshmallow pieces, and sea salt caramel syrup?
He blinked too, “Four hundred…?”
You couldn’t help but balk, “Oh wow, you’re old.”
He deadpanned at you. “And you’re a baby.”
You laughed. Jinu didn’t really know what you were laughing about, maybe just the situation itself but he smiled.
It was easier to be around you than he thought it would be. “Don’t stress too much.”
You looked at him, “It’s kinda hard to avoid stress when Gwi Ma is trying to destroy the Honmoon and feast and the human souls of the whole population. Besides, I’ve got a lot going on: visuals for the girls, keeping our apartment clean, cooking, designing clothes and visuals for them, and then there’s a fan signing event coming up…” You sighed and Jinu grimaced. Wow.
Jinu knew he wasn’t helping with the stress you were going through but he couldn’t help his selfish streak. He wanted his memories gone…
“Just… Cut your nails or wear gloves so you don’t hurt yourself so badly…” Jinu told you.
You smiled. He was… worried for you. It was the first time that someone’s worry didn’t make you feel weak. It wasn’t about your fighting capabilities, it was about your well-being. When was the last time that someone worried about that?
“Thanks Jinu…” You smiled mischievously. “It’s the first time such a pretty boy has shown me such care,” You turned the table on him.
Jinu spontaneously combust. Stuttering as he shoved more ice cream in his mouth to occupy himself but that just made his head hurt.
“Brain freeze!” You laughed.
~~~
The night before the fan signing event, you laid awake in bed. The girls were surely already sleeping so that they could get plenty of rest. But you couldn’t seem to fall asleep. Looking back on the past two weeks, you felt more conflicted than you ever had before.
The voice in your head that sounded like Aunt Celine said that you shouldn’t be letting the Saja Boys so close, getting so comfortable with them. The girls were going to kill them anyway so you were just looking to get your heart broken at this rate.
But a small part of yourself whispered that they made you feel safe, seen, heard in a way that you never had been before.
Outtake(s):
Jum(Baby): “Do they make these cakes…spicier?”
You: “Uh…no. No they do not.”
Jum(Baby): *Sadly* “Aw man…”
…
Hyeon(Mystery): *Sees someone just a little too close to you* “Grrrrr…”
You: *Being dragged along as you try to hold him back* “You can’t- Stop! Bad Saja Boy!”
Hyeon(Mystery): *Feral gremlin barking*
…
You: *sick of all these pretty boys flustering you* “What do you want, pretty boy?”
Jinu: *ERROR ERROR ERROR* “Uhhhh…”
…
Huntr/x: “You know, (Y/n) has been disappearing a lot lately… And she never wants to listen to our song…”
Huntr/x: “Maybe she’s uncomfortable with the lyrics?”
Huntr/x: …
Huntr/x: “Nah. She’s just way too inspired by our violent need to eradicate all demons.”
You: *frantically scratching*
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𝓟airing ↳ Saja Boys X Manager!F!Reader
𝓘𝓷 𝔀𝓱𝓲𝓬𝓱 .. you’re their favorite human. (HEADCANNONS)
𝓦arnings .. no warnings !
𝓐uthor's note .. Hello i love da saja boys 🤤🤤

— You were in their dressing room, writing stuff down on your clipboard as they were getting touch ups.
“Urgh– N/N, can you help me please?” You heard Baby struggle. You subtly rolled your eyes and walked over to him. He was tugging at his collar like it was choking him, fidgeting with the top button. You waited patiently until he stopped, then reached out and unbuttoned it for him. He then smiled at you and said thank you. You just gave him a look and walked away.
— Another time was when they were at their building late at night. They had just gone on break, so they were taking every opportunity they could get.
Mystery decided to cook ramen noodles as an offering to you—since you were always the one offering to cook for them. He didn’t realize how hot the pot was and ended up touching the outside of it. He hissed in pain and quickly called you over. You sighed and inspected his hands, trying to find the burn. You literally didn’t see anything, but he pointed to where it hurt, so you kissed it and gently rubbed the spot.
“Is that better?”
He stopped pouting and smiled. “Thank you, N/N.”
All the other members were jealous that he basically got kissed by you. Romance then walked over to the pot and pretended to burn his finger too, hoping for a kiss as well. But you knew exactly what he was doing, so you just went back to the couch to finish your movie.
— They loved teasing you. Especially Romance. He knew how good he can flirt with all the girls, so he takes advantage of it and tries to make you fold. ( Spoiler alert, you never give in. )
— Jinu might just be the most normal one in the group. He’s quiet, charming, nice to you sometimes, and he acts like a real human.
— They might annoy you all the time, but they’re quick to defend or protect you.
One time, they were on VLive when someone left a comment about you, calling you a “pick me” and saying you needed to quit.
Mind you, the VLive was being managed from your phone– because none of the boys knew how a phone actually worked, or even had one anymore, since they kept managing to break theirs.
As soon as they saw the comment, they jumped to your defense. Mystery shot a dirty look at the camera after reading it. “What even is a pick me? Whatever it is, you’re probably one,” Abby said. “Yeah, don’t come into our live just to talk shit about our perfect manager,” Baby added. “Who was talking shit about our manager?” Romance asked, snapping back to reality. “Stop with these negative comments. That’s not nice,” Jinu chimed in.
You had to quickly end the live and remind them that they can’t curse, it could cause a scandal.
They ended up apologizing afterward.
— They hated how their group was portrayed, they were demons for fucks sake, why were they singing about a drink and doing ‘aeygo’?
“What are these bright colors?”
“Aegyo? What’s that?”
“I can’t learn this dance.”
“What are these stage names? Wha– mine is Baby?!”
“You’re telling me I have to do cute poses..”
“Yeah, I'm not doing that.”
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