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[aftgficlibrary]

so i don't remember much but the fic started with neil being resurrected on the foxhole court and i think andrew or coach waymack find him. it was a halloween special that came out last year and was updated every week and the last chapter came out on Christmas

thank you :)

Anonymous said: Hey! I was wondering if you knew of a fic where Neil is killed in Baltimore, but he comes back to life and the Foxes find him at the court? He still has all his scars and new ones from what Nathan did to him before he died. He also gets another countdown to Halloween and gets kidnapped by Lola again, but with Andrew this time, and she tries to use him to bring Nathan back to life? Thank you sm!

i think you might be thinking of this one? -maz

Things That Go Bump in the Night by ennui_ephemera (M | 30,140 | 7/7)

Neil inexplicably comes back to life after being seven months dead and buried. He has no memory of how he crawled out of his grave, or even when he died. He has a heartbeat, he needs to breathe and eat and sleep, he's irrefutably alive, but that should be impossible. But he doesn't have time to dwell on it, because some very weird things start happening to him, and they all seem to revolve around Neil's mysterious reappearance and a certain countdown to Halloween.

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[aftgficlibrary]

Hi!!! Can I suggest Dizzy by GoonMiracles?

Of course!-Beth

Dizzy by GoonMiracles (Not Rated | 1,932 | 1/1)

Neil is used to being told that what he has with Andrew means nothing. However on one particular night it hurts more than it should.

[aftgficlibrary]

Hi! I’m looking for what was at least originally a tumblr fic where Neil reveals that he is a skilled pianist. It’s possibly by ravenvs?

here you go. ravenvsfox piano au-Beth

[aftgficlibrary]

Hi guys, I’d like to recommend this Fic called Dizzy! It’s on AoW, it’s angst with a happy end!

Here you go!-Beth

Dizzy by GoonMiracles (Not Rated | 1,932 | 1/1)

Neil is used to being told that what he has with Andrew means nothing. However on one particular night it hurts more than it should.

[aftgficlibrary]

Could you link that fic where Andrew sees his past abuser on tv and has a panic attack in front of the foxes?

yep here it is!-Maz

by ravenvsfox

[aftgficlibrary]

Hi, can I recommend this short yet sweet and angsty Fic? It’s called Dizzy.

sure thing! -félix

Dizzy by GoonMiracles (Not Rated | 1,932 | 1/1)

Neil is used to being told that what he has with Andrew means nothing. However on one particular night it hurts more than it should.

[aftgficlibrary]

Was wondering if you had any backliner Neil fics?

here’s one! -félix

Raven to Fox by Andrw_Jstn for AsfaHan (Not Rated |268,134 | 46/46)

AU: Neil's mom ran without him, he was sold off to the Moriyamas soon after, growing up with Kevin and Riko. It'll all be explained in the prologue.

It starts with Neil leaving the Nest after Kevin and Jean ran and going to the Foxes, trying to work out everything from transferring teams to transferring from Backliner to Striker while trying to solve issues he has with Kevin because of everything they went through.Neil learns what "family" means and that sometimes people are worth fightin for.

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[aftgficlibrary]

hello ! do u have any recs for fics where neil goes to live in the uk after mary dies? something like nekojita’s armies would be appreciated. thank you !

i found this one-Halley

whetstone by safeandwarm (Not Rated | 2,900 | 1/1)

Abram has been living in London since his mother’s death. He is a part of the family, but apart from them. And then, one morning, he is abducted during his run.…

Abram could have broken his thumb by now and slipped out of at least one of these handcuffs, but, damn him, he was curious. So far this guy had only mentioned Ichirou. Not Riko. Or his father.

[aftgficlibrary]

Hi there guys! I was wondering if you have any fics that deal with Nicky’s conversion camp; more specifically, the foxes and/or the monsters hearing about it. I feel like it’s something Nicky would have to address at some point so I’m hoping there’s some fics out there that do so!

Gordon found One where the foxes hear about it, and another One where it’s dealt with 

This is After by AgapantoBlu (T | 3,109 | 1/1)

It’s a summer trip, when it happens. In hindsight, it’s probably not the first time, but in all the years they’ve known each others, it’s an absolute first for the Foxes to witness.

Nicky has a panic attack about his time at the conversion camp, and the twins help out.

Langsam aber sicher by AgapantoBlu (M | 3,631 | 1/1)

He thinks Erik knows, but they never talked about it. Whenever Nicky searches for touch, Erik gives without asking questions, his arms always open to welcome and his palms warm as they run up and down his spine and his shoulder an uncomfortable but adored pillow that smells faintly of musk and cinnamon.

He doesn’t believe he’s exaggerating when he thinks that Erik saved his life.

Nicky’s life in Germany is teaching him how to love himself again, slowly but surely.

[aftgficlibrary]

Hi to the most amazing blog ever! I was hoping you could help me find this fic that has been niggling at me for MONTHS now. All I remember is everyone was in the locker room (post canon I think) when Nicky makes some off-hand comment about Andrew and Neil having hate sex, which makes oblivious Neil wonder if they do. Andrew gets pissed and talks Neil through why that is completely untrue, comparing hate to Nathan and others I believe. Thank you wonderful people!!!

I couldn’t find the one you were looking for but I found this super similar one that I hope you’ll like, sorry!-Remy

the trees, and the trees, and the space inbetween the trees (swimming in gold) byOndine333 (G | Incomplete | ½)

“Are you guys okay?” Nicky asks one day, completely out of the blue. He looks surprised at himself, eyes round and lips parted like the question just burst out of him.“Um. What?” Neil says.“You and Andrew.”Nicky stares at him with palpable concern, like that answer is actually supposed to mean anything.“We’re… fine?”___Being close means something different, to them, than it does to most people. It never feels like a loss.(or: 5 times Neil and Andrew didn’t touch + 1 time they did)

[aftgficlibrary]

Hey hey hey! I have been looking for this five for a while now and can’t find it- essentially Andrew Neil Renee and Allison go to a mall for some? Reason?? And while there Andrew like gets sensory overload and Neil takes him to like a hallway or something?? Idk any ideas?

Here it is!-Scout

Chapter 17: Double Trouble of Foxhole Tidbits by SpangleBangle (M | Incomplete | 42/?)

A collection of tumblr prompts or short-form andreil/general foxes things I’ve done and wanted in one place :) Multiple AUs and settings, explained in each chapter.

Prompt for an andreil and renison double date. Original here. Featuring an autistic-spec/neurodivergent Andrew because you will never take my ND Andrew headcanons away from me, no sir. Warnings for sensory overload and shutdown.

[aftgficlibrary]

I’d like to recommend Only You by wematch on AO3! Thanks!!!

Sure!-Atlas

Only You by wematch ( T | Incomplete | 6/8)

In their second year a deal is made. Andrew wants to explore his boundaries and there’s really just one person he trusts around himself.

Set in a universe where everything is the same except that Andrew never kissed Neil on the rooftop that night. Instead, they just got closer and more comfortable around each other.

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[aftgficlibrary]

Any fics with Neil having panic attacks? Especially ones with Andrew helping him out

hello! we have a previous ask here that answered a similar thing and here’s another newer fic-Rachel

Breathe, idiot by HonoraryFox (G | Incomplete | 2/3)

Neil knows how to hold his breath. He had been in enough situations that called for it. But Neil did not know that it had turned into a reflex, or coping mechanism of sorts, for when he was uncomfortable.This is how Andrew helps.

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[aftgficlibrary]

This blog is doing a great service, and I thank you for that. Now, I'm looking for the fic where Andrew throws out the dashboard lighter in his car post Baltimore or any other fics where Neil has a hard time with lighters/fire after Baltimore. Thank you!

Hi, i haven’t been able to find anything except this fic. If anyone knows another, let us know -Scout

Because I Cared by jostenminyard (onceuponahundred) (G | 1,253 | 1/1)

Andreil prompt: A Raven sneaks a dashboard lighter on to the court and Neil gets hurt and has a panic attack.

[aftgficlibrary]

I'm sorry I can't find this anywhere on your page, but do you have the fic where a player on a team they're facing brings out a dashboard lighter during the game to get to Neil?

This is the one :)-Catherine

Because I Cared by jostenminyard (onceuponahundred) (G | 1,253 | 1/1)

Andreil prompt: A Raven sneaks a dashboard lighter on to the court and Neil gets hurt and has a panic attack.