#they're real af (to me)

[kaistrashbin]

some vampire Donna doodles from class yesterday

[beanghostprincess]

sanuso parenting has been on my mind all day and it's rapidly consuming all of my braincells

[kennyomegasweave]

I'm going back and rewatching every KhemThongthai scene, until the finale is on YouTube and I can rewatch it, because they have my whole heart and I knew they met in college, but I blocked out that it was in 2009! And the show takes place in like 2023, yeah? So that's 14 years??? They've been together 14 freaking years??? I thought it was like 10, and that already had me laying on the floor, but my god. I may never recover from this, tbh.

The absolute embarrassment Thongthai was radiating while Khem was telling Yai and Tharn how they met was palpable. It was also hilarious since it's like "that's YOUR man of 14 years, you picked him, he was like this the whole time, who is this embarrassment for boo?"

And just the speed run of baby!Thongthai saying "I'm sorry, I'm not into men" and then not even 2:30 minutes later (I have timestamps!) taking Khem's pants off in the bed. Okay girl. Okay.

I love them. So much. They had like 15 minutes of screen time total the entire show and I would die for them.

Spoilers for the finale under the cut:

And they are def married by the end of the finale. Khem proposed with the ring necklace, and yeah it wasn't a "will you marry me" but I appreciated his "when this is all done, I'm gonna put this on your finger" and Thongthai's "who said I said yes" while you know, wearing the damn ring necklace his man of 14 years put around his neck. Because you just don't really need a "will you marry me"/"yes" when it's been 14 years, y'all became cops together, he followed you to special forces tryout, landed the special forces gig with you, and presumably has long since been living with you. And yes, okay, he did pull the necklace off falling after he got shot in Thongthai's arms, but he was alive, healed, and well in the one year later scene still with "Baby" so yeah. They're married. They def got married on their 15 year anniversary. I don't make the rules.

[becca-e-barnes]

omg that dbf pornstar!bucky drabble😩>> becca do you have anymore thots about him🙏

I always have thots about ps!dbf!bucky! 😏

Because I feel like that dick is addictive. Let's face it, you're gonna be daydreaming about it for weeks on end, good sex is so hard to forget.

I like to imagine it's pretty addictive for him too though because above all else, this sex is real. It's an opportunity for him to truly enjoy sex with a connection, rather than just scripted positions. It's grounded in real pleasure because neither of you are acting. You're kissing him because you want to kiss him. You're biting his shoulder because that's what feels right to you in that moment. You're asking for what you want next. Nothing is scripted; nothing is expected and that's such a different set up to what he's used to.

When you first start hooking up, the sex is bound to be so frantic. It's like the lust just bubbles over all of a sudden and your lips are on his while you try to get each other out of your clothes as quickly as possible. And that's nice! It feels good even just to get to take your clothes off because that's not something he has to do at work.

"You're so pretty, angel." He whispers, kissing down your neck so slowly. It's even nice to just get a chance to whisper because he doesn't get that in the studio. You're the only person that can hear him right now and it nearly gives him a kind of thrill. He doesn't have to think about tensing his muscles and looking his best, he can show you an intimate kind of sex where he's a lot less guarded and self conscious.

"Bucky..." You whine, your head thrown back, giving his mouth complete access to your throat.

"I know baby, I know. You're so needy. I bet you're ready for me already." A hand drifts under your skirt, up to your panties, rubbing you like he owns your cunt. His confidence makes you squirm and his gentle hum of approval leaves you wanting to squeeze your thighs together. You know you're soaked but it's almost embarrassing that he knows it now too.

"You've never had a man touch you like this before, have you blossom? You've never had someone who knows what you need and knows how to give it to you. Used to tell you all the time to stop dating those stupid boys." The pressure he's applying with his fingertips on your clothed pussy is perfect while you shake your head no. He's firm but considerate, letting you press yourself desperately against him in an effort to take more.

"They had no idea how you like to be touched, did they? And honestly sweetheart, neither do I. I don't know what you like yet. But I can promise you, I'm gonna work it out. I'll try everything we can think of. How does that sound? Just keep you in bed for a couple of days. I bet we could find things you didn't even realise you were into. That sound like a good idea?" His voice is calm and measured, his breath hot on your neck and his suggestion sounds pretty damn perfect.

He loses his cool a little when you nod quickly. You're as keen on this as he is and it's that mutual excitement at the prospect of some more really good sex that makes this even better for him.

[nekrophoria]

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[blackvahana]

Well! Well. I shut off Oblivion. I went to annoy Lev in the astral. He has a body chilling on my bed reading something or playing with something or. whatever. Anyway. So I start making Poses at him again because something in my goddamn biology needs to fucking do weird ass bird mating dances at him at every given opportunity. My bed is right beside my desk, head of the bed and back of the desk are in a line. Im sitting at my desk physically. I'm like oh. Sudden strong spirit presence beside me! Said hi to Lev guessing he got up to watch over my shoulder because I closed oblivion and he was asking me about it (so he probably came to look) and then was like. Oh that's not you is it. Because. That's where my astral body is.

Yeah no that was me. Because I could turn around and look through planes into my faces.

It's not the first time I've had a strong presence in the astral! I do that every once in a blue moon. I've dropped the temperature and brightness of rooms before, the spirits possessing my body have felt me before in the way I feel them but

I. don't talk about this because I don't agree p shifting is a thing but this is dangerously close to p shifting type beliefs, but in my and my groups experience spirits can actually physically come here. All planes are connected, it's not about a Veil but about a huge magnetic gap between this plane and the others and it's huge polarisation that means you need a fuck tonne of energy to translate yourself into a body on this plane And to get back out of it so it tends it really just be gods coming here and generally as shit like animals so they don't get Spotted. Generally. I don't care if anyone believes me I don't talk about it for others - uh. double meaning there. I'm not talking about it for others now, and usually I never mention it for others' sakes. This is not about others

But I was thinking that. I get thoughts crossing my mind especially lately about "well if I had a fuck tonne of energy, could I be here in two bodies...." in the way of the theory of it. trying to understand more about how this plane works and whatnot. this.

This was the first time. looking at myself through planes. Where I was like. I have two bodies in the same universe. both real. both exist. both are me. This is not some abstract "I exist and then the astral is some foreign place" I was in another body as real as this one on the fucking other side of the veil and I felt myself there. Like I've felt myself in the astral before, but now I'm like. spirits are not vague fucking things. I know they're real i Know the theory but I never let myself KNOW the theory

[byanyan]

thinking again about how byan experiences very intense emotions and has an incredibly hard time controlling them. admittedly, a lot of it does come out as anger because they're also painfully self-conscious about expressing any emotions other than anger too visibly (yes, this includes happiness), but... honestly? they cry a lot more than you'd expect. if something hits them hard enough and they start tearing up... there's nothing they can do to stop those tears from falling. do they hate this? yes, absolutely despise it. does it sometimes result in them getting violent to counteract the weakness they view crying to be? you bet it does.

[riotgrrlonline]

historians be damned because this sighting of god is undeniable

[shopcat]

there is, Obviously, fundamentally a difference between headcanon and an analytical reading of text, and treating the two as exactly the same is not only wrong but devalues both, but funnily, i've found people tend to forget that both of these things are the product of referencing our real life experiences and applying them where we see fit to make a more interesting way to interact with media. and you can't just like, forget that it's not JUST about headcanons and meta analysis and whatever, because people in real life also still matter. and in real life, there are different stakes and EXPERIENCES, and those experiences lead to thinking the way we do because that's how you Be a goddamn person, which is why it's ironic is all 😭

like, saying zuko atla has to be cis in order to be "properly" gay in order to be Truly Compelling narratively is fucking ridiculous. textually, zuko is not actually gay. he never was intended to be, he never will be intended to be, he was never even subtextually. the assumption otherwise is already rooted in fantasy, and the tongue in cheek assertion that it isn't, which means it has more credence, is ... dumb? childish? admitting to at least yourself that the things you talk about wrt character analysis aren't the intention of the creator is literally half the point of doing said analysis – you're MEANT to throw away the intended interpretation in order to give it a new life through different keyholes without entirely divorcing itself from the text. (in the same breath, insisting the creator truly meant One Thing when they absolutely would not have/don't care at all, and ignoring that the people who made the piece are going to put their own biases and experiences and background into the media itself and actually MUST be taken into account for things like this is just ... well. Stop That.)

i've personally never been someone to ever claim that The Writers All Along INTENDED to do something that they obviously didn't, like make a character from a 2005 cartoon lgbt+. this doesn't mean that reading doesn't have any substance or cannot possibly hold any meaning, or that it's wrong. if you can't be objective about your own readings what's the damn point... leaning into it being fiction, which changes just by being observed by a different person, is why it's fun or interesting to do in the first place. and yeah there are some basic cookie cutter headcanons people like to fling around, and there can be criticism for that otherwise, but claiming headcanons themselves AREN'T an offshoot of this way of thinking is fucking stupid. like it's plain wrong.

our own thoughts on why a character acts, what they do, what their presentation is, why their personality is what it is up to and including their sexuality, gender identity, religion, JOB, whatever, are made to fill the gaps the text can't or won't provide, and in the case of lgbt ones as long as it's not actively harmful (as in like insisting a lesbian character is bi or something) it is literally harmless seeing as it is fairly solidly a "won't", along with a whole bunch of other hc material that usually don't see the light of day on-screen nonstereotypically. people seeing themselves in characters isn't new but more than that, saying that you know this but then pushing it aside because The Analysis Means More when it's Realistic And Plausible is fucking dumb. and rude. bc the entire point of drawing the line of connections this way is how WE see them. being all like "oh well, your own personal identity is still valid otherwise, don't get your feelings hurt bc it doesn't matter," is moot if you've already asserted there's only One real way to be... plausible 🤨. which is to be NORMAL ! duh.

like, the read that zuko IS gay (and cis) relies on extracting parts through the lens of our own gay perceptions and is why cishet fans don't pick up on it, but you can ask pretty much any other lgbt fan and they'll agree. zuko's narrative arc IS compelling with the read that he is gay, from the way he is ostracised by his family, neglected and abused, the "punishment" he receives and then continues to become his own warden of, the order of his death and the banishment itself, sozin criminalising homosexuality, his inability to connect with others especially his own age, his inability to seamlessly interact with girls, his literal externalised viewing of seeing himself as someone with Two Sides, them being good vs evil, realising he can change the damn world through love and acceptance, striving for peace, being the face of change for his nation, relearning what it means to be who he is once he is free from his past, the shame and humiliation rituals, the claim of his father that he is worthless as a prince and person, AND MORE... and i cannot express enough here how fucking little it matters if he's specifically gay or WHAT THE HELL EVER 😭.

to claim in no small way that it's impossible for a trans person, or a bisexual person, or anyone else lgbt, could ever line up his narrative with their own personal one is so beyond ridiculous it gives me a headache. no, "plausibly", i don't think zuko is like, transmasc. yes, plausibly, he could be gay. plausibly, he could be amab nonbinary but no one seems to actually give a fuck about that for some reason (i wonder!). nothing would change in both cases, because he's not actually either, so i really don't see the point in making fun of or being frustrated by one to lift up the other because you want cisgender boot soles to brush the back of your throat THAT badly. the implausibility of thinking any way about a fictional character should be taken into account to an extent, sure, but at the end of the day neither of us are doing anything truly worthwhile, and no one is claiming that it's the intent from the beginning to say otherwise, so what's the point here. why are we doing this. let's go skip in a meadow together before i kill someone with this rock.

[theinfinitedivides]

LAPoem's Mirotic cover................ Cassies wake up this is our Forestella moment

[look-at-the-stars-tonight]

i was so so so annoyed by this "billionaire with a heart of gold" shit tms was peddling and the last couple episodes have been a relief

[s1mpactafterhours]

Is the default reaction to seeing Cyno and Tighnari together at the end of his Cyno's story quest wanting to be sandwiched between them...? Asking for a friend :)

[ooc-miqojak]

1. how do you feel about reblog karma?

Questions for Muns

Well...I think it's kind of essential to a healthy RP community, and it ends up being my kind of #1 Pet Peeve - no one ever really interacts, and people in the RP community only take from one another. There is no reciprocation, despite the fact that I assume we're all out here looking for roleplay/others to RP with. Why even follow an RP blog that you have no interest in ever interacting with? Why utilize that person's hard-work for your own gain, and not even give anything back in the taking?

Much like I've talked about at length on my FFXIV blog - it feels bad when all someone in an RP community does is take from you. When you no longer feel like a person, but a resource to the others in the community who never once try to RP, and won't even send in asks... they just take. Take aesthetic posts, take RP memes, take take take.

It feels really, really, bad to get 0 interaction while someone scrubs your blog for everything they want for their OC without even hitting like on your posts, never saying hi, never even trying to interact. It especially feels like a slap in the face when you've been sending those people asks, boosting their RP posts, and generally trying to interact, and they absolutely refuse to interact back at all (even down to reblogging RP memes without sending in an ask - just reblog from the source then? Instead of spitting in my eye?). And while it's okay to not want to interact, why not say you're not interested instead of letting me repeatedly send in asks? Why even follow my OC blog if you're not interested in my OC, or interacting with my OC/me?

Suffice to say, I have a lot to say about the selfishness and cruelty in the RP community these days, how insular it is, and how hurtful and entitled the people can be (no matter whether it is WoW or FFXIV - I've had the same issues in both circles).

[saintedbythestorm]

Apparently I missed pressing in the box to let nintendo give my info to the delivery companies on my package from them last time I ordered... so now I can't change the delivery to not go to our home. Nor can I get any notification that they are here to deliver it...

[starlytenight]

So I know we haven't come far (story wise) with both Orion and Morpho yet. Though we know more about Orion that we know of your verson of Morpho Knight (which so far is proven to me to be a interesting person that I can't wait to see more of). That being said, what dose Morpho actually think of the clone?

Without giving too much away, Morpho is intrigued by Orion since he hasn't encountered a Galacta clone in the dimensions he's been to. He's got Orion in the back of his mind as a potential candidate to unite with if he ever needed to get to the living world for whatever reason.

He kind of pities him for his situation of being Galacta's replacement, but it's a very soft "oh poor thing." Necro feels far more sympathetic toward him but is leaving him be for the moment.

[tankgotstuckinthecircusgate]

insane that these two mf are my biggest comfort characters atm. like girl what the fuck is wrong w you (shit ton of traumas+personality disorder👍)