finally beat the first kingdom in p5t the other day and it was truly flabbergasting the way marie fuckin. dissolved. and morgana was like well that shouldn't have caused a mental shutdown... but i don't know for sure! and then moved on. LIKE HUH. WHY ARE NONE OF THE THIEVES. ACKNOWLEDGING THIS. LMAO?
had the most braindead repetitive conversation/argument with my parents. buzz cuts are too masculine but if you dye a design on it it become effeminate which is bad because then you look weak and if youre weak then society falls apart (all societies ever that have fallen apart for any reason are actually because of feminine men) and we start sacrificing babies. and also all mental illness is invented because only 4 people had anxiety in the 90s and covid was made up so that we would all become gay and trans and then the government can control us better and be joe biden's little sex slaves. and also i need to keep my hair long because my father finds it attractive. what
I just realized what's wrong with the Targaryen wigs in HotD: they don't look like Targaryen hair, they look like they were stolen from the Malfoys. They all share one (1) or at best two wigs in toto and it makes them look like freaking Lucius Malfoy clones
i love you autistic women i love you women who didn't get diagnosed until their twenties or later i love you women with mental illnesses that can't be turned into something quirky i love you women whose symptoms are impossible to hide and i love you women who spend their whole life masking their symptoms i love you women at the start of their mental health journeys and i love you women who have been on the journey for years. i love you women who despite all odds are doing okay and i love you women whom i hope one day to become
My favorite part of all the squip blog nonsense was that I literally created 3 separate fake personas that i played like real people in order to convince an adult woman that my blogs were run by multiple people cuz it was easier to fake being a different person then to admit I wanted to make a squip roleplay blog.
thinking abt how person to person classifieds could be used in narrative peices. like a series of them showing progression in time or growth. i really would rather not write a period peice tho
legitimately alurichter without annette is nothing. rondo of blood is literally About richter saving annette so it retroactively makes rondo of blood matter less to pretend shes not important to him ok? ok
Internship Lady: hey you don’t have to do this paperwork that i made sound very important last week, but we need to have a zoom call about your last blog and the intern orientation manual you’re making; i know your term / your time with us ends on the 21st, and i feel really unwell because i just got covid, but we really need to catch up and talk -
Me, internally: why don’t you just leave me alone already and rest up, you weird, weird woman!!!!!!!
(aka don’t know when i’ll actually do stuff here again; send help)