#this made me wanna CRY i love him so much. đ
my favorite doomed siblings how i love you so
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my dad is so cute he saw me struggling w psych exam prep and I'm gonna do psych in uni so he sat me down and let me know that I can change my mind any time :( and that he'll support me even if I decide I wanna scrap my degree and do something else as long as I put my full conviction and effort towards it
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Part 1 of The Simple Life: The Talk
{ Steve has a crazy idea. Bucky doesn't think it's all that crazy. }
2 chapters / complete / 3,070 words
I haven't heavily promoted any of my fics so far but gotta be honest. Kinda really like this one. Kinda proud. It kinda slaps. Steve and Bucky's discussion about Steve leaving, in two parts. Steve has anxiety. Bucky is a pro shipper.
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Okay.. but like, loser ellie but sheâs also a stoner and explains the entire lore of spider man to you while youâre trying to have seggs and sheâs like stoned out of her mind and yapping about literally spider man đ
before you read!!
â: THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY IM CRYING LMFAO had me dying for like 10 mins straight. this is longer than intended bc im a yapper as we know, and i kinda don't know much of the spiderman lore (and you can def tell oops)âŠBUT I LOVE THE WAY YOUR MIND WORKS NONNIE.
â: sfw but suggestive themes. warning: FAR from my best work, just wanted to keep momentum going ig. basically just fluff, lots of buildup as usual SORRY i have to establish a plot before we get to the good stuffâŠthey're of age obviously, their relationship is left vague/up for interpretation so fill in the blanks w/ your own thoughts! âbabeâ pet name usage, consumption of weed, duh. ok i suppose that's all. OH AND SBWM REFERENCE HAHAHA (shameless self plug :3) + 1.0k wc.
One nice, regular night, chilling at Ellieâs humble abode, getting high, the usual Friday evening activities. You both were laying down in her bed, wrapped up in her dinosaur bedsheets of course, you were resting your head on her chest, occasionally coughing and swatting away the residual smoke that lingered in the air.
The weed had made your head fuzzy and your mouth drier than the Sahara desert, but despite all the not-so-great things, you loved to get high with Ellie.
Sometimes you'd fuck, sometimes you'd talk about life and reminisce about the good, the bad, and the ugly, and sometimes you'd just lay there to enjoy each other's company.
She was so warm and comfortable, you simply wished to merge bodies and become one with her, to make a home inside her ribcage even. You'd be perfectly fine just napping there on her cushiony chest, listening to her steady heartbeat and slow intakes of breath, if it wasn't for the familiar ache of need between your legs.
Shifting to look up at her, she was so incredibly zooted out of her mind, you found it hilarious. Chunky glasses covered in fingerprint smudges and sitting crooked atop her nose, eyes blood-red and so heavy lidded, you'd have thought she was asleep had you not taken a closer look.
You lifted yourself up and pressed your lips to the side of her pink cheek, repeatedly kissing her soft, smooth skin. She let out a husky giggle, her voice all hoarse and crackly from the substance. âHiiii.â
She dragged out the vowel, grinning widely at you. Her smile was infectious, and you laughed at her state. Burying your face again in the crook of her neck, you mumbled, âHi EllieâŠyou're so cute.â
Tangled up together, you kissed her some more on her neck, wanting to be as close as possible to her. She sighed, and angled her head to give you better access to more surface area. âThat feels nice.â She'd slur, and you were pretty turned on at this point, to say the least.
It was worth asking. âEllieâŠdo you wanna fuckkk?â You whisper against her ear, and watch in delight as the bright-red blush spreads across her entire face like a wildfire, even reaching her collar, and spreading underneathyour shirt. âUm, yeah, duh. Câmere.â
You pressed a sloppy kiss to her lips, tangling your hands in her auburn locks and parting your puffy lips to invite her tongue in, not noticing the spit dribble down your chin where your faces met. Her breathing quickened immediately, and she whined into your mouth, the kisses getting even messier to the point where your teeth were clinking together, so you backed away for a breather.
The two of you shifted positions so she was now on top of you, resting her hand on your hip, thumb rubbing small circles. She moved in to initiate more lip-locking, but pulled away abruptly.
âBabe I forgot to tell you, so yâknow Peter Parker, right?â And there she goes.
âYeah, yeah I know him, can you just-â You try to rush past the beginnings of her rambling, because you knew once she got started, there was no end in sight. At least for a while.
You tried pulling her in to meet your lips again by the back of her head, but were met with lots of resistance. She seemed to look more alert now, a miracle. The power of superheroes!
She shuffled off of you and sat upright, assuming a cross-legged position, clearly not noticing your exasperated huffs and purposely obnoxious eye rolling, and the fact that there was a whole-ass human, half undressed, horny girl on her bed right there in front of her, who was slowly losing patience.
Ellie just went to her own world. Her eyes sparkled with passionate wonder as she thought about the series so dear to her heart. âOkay I rewatched all the movies a few days ago and I noticed something newâŠâ
You were ready to give up what you originally had in mind, she was too far gone. She talked and talked endlessly, and you had to feign interest, nodding along and murmuring, âMhm, yeah Els. Wow that's cool. Huh, never knew.â As enthusiastically as you could, so she didn't feel like she wasn't being listened to.
It was worth noting too though, when she started info-dumping about her interests she really was adorable, an excitement in her grassy eyes you never see otherwise, gesturing wildly with her hands and mapping out ideas to make it easy for someone who's never seen any of it to digest all this new information.
â...And then, in the movies Into the Spiderverse and Across the Spiderverse, there's this character called Gwen Stacy.â
She stops to cough and clear her throat, now seemingly appearing to completely forget that you were even there.
âAnd- oh yeah! She's also in the comics and ugh she's awesome, I really love her suit. It's got a hood on itâŠif I were to have a spider suit, it would be her style. Hm, it would also be mostly like, greenâŠwith red accents, ah I'm gonna show you all the sketches I made of it. But anywayâŠâ
To be completely honest, you've been out of the mood for enough time now, and you've come to the realization that it actually didn't bother you.
This was Ellie, and you loved her for her! There was always next time you two met for a smoke session, you just loved spending time with someone so treasured such as her, and you'd be lying to say the Spiderman world wasn't a little interesting.
"That's so cool, wait. Okay can you explain the timeline of it all, oh and also how do all these different movies interact, is it the same universe, or something like the multiverse I think you mentioned?â
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lando smau where theyre lowkey but heâll find a way to slip small crumbs of her in every post somehow
ââË.â private not secret - ÊÉŽ4 â
âż lando norris x reader
âż a few of the times lando norris managed to sneak his girlfriend into his posts and the time he won his first formula 1 race
á”á”á”Ê°á”ÊłËą âżá”á”á” àšà§ my brain is fried so iâm sorry if this isnât what you wanted đ
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landonorris see you next time china đšđł
hearts4lando bro thought he could slip a flick of y/n and we wouldnât say anything
carlando everyone say thank you for the crumbs
‷ danielricciardo Thank you king! đ€Ž
alexandrasaintmleux Missing my girl đ bring her back to me
‷ landonorris how about no đ
‷ landonorris iâm coming baby - alexâs girl
‷ alexandrasaintmleux Iâll be waiting đ
‷ charles_leclerc So I guess Iâm stuck third wheeling my girlfriend and my girlfriendâs girlfriend when I come back
‷ landonorris always đ - alexâs girl
landolovesyn i love y/n so much đ„č
georgerussell63 Y/n is my idol I wanna be like her when I grow up
‷ landonorris your 5 years older then her??
‷ georgerussell63 Well then I wanna be like her in my next life damn.
‷ landonorris you are my hero george russell youâre such a icon - alexâs girl
‷ charles_leclerc Oh weâre still doing this?
‷ landonorris we never stopped?? đ€Ł - alexâs girl
beloved.hamilton no itâs the fact y/n has her own account but always takes landoâs phone and replies on his account đđđ
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landonorris WWE FUCKIJG DID IT. P1 đ
yn so proud of you đ
‷ landonorris i couldnât have done without you and all you do for me baby â€ïž
oscarpiastri Well done man đđđ
georgerussell63 Congrats mate!!
lando_luvr4 him running to y/n before anyone else got me in tears đ„čđ„č
maxverstappen1 đ„łđ„łđ„ł
carlossainz55 Well deserved â€ïž
mclaren We made it boys! đ§Ąđđ
chilipowder55 i took a nap and got woken up to be told LANDO WON HIS FIRST EVER F1 RACE???
maxfewtrell So proud brother đ§Ą
landowantsrizz ok but what does WWE have to do with this?
landolovesyn YOU DID IT LANDO IM CRYING HAPPY TEARS RN
all4lando i already know what him and y/n are doing tonight đ
lnfour LFGGGGGG
estiebestie everyone shut up iâm so happy right now
charles_leclerc Lando we can be world champion!
team_quadrant *SCREAMING*
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landonorris a night of celebration đ„ł
charles_leclerc âalex wants to know the next time her and y/n can have a sleepoverâ
‷ landonorris itâs like weâre just their side hoes or something đ
‷ alexandrasaintmleux Or something? you are - alexâs girl
‷ landonorris babe come back i miss you where did you two go
‷ alexandrasaintmleux Youâll never find us
‷ charles_leclerc They just took the bowl of pasta and ran đ
pierregasly the clam before the storm
maxfewtrell Come back soon I miss you đ
sharls_lerklerk y/n and alex stealing the pasta and hiding with each other đ
alex_albon it was amazing seeing lando going feral when y/n wouldnât come out of hiding đ
‷ carlossainz55 Truly a sight for sore eyes
georgerussell63 I wish someone was as down bad for me as lando is for y/n
‷ carmenmmundt Girl. Donât even.
danielricciardo Crazy crazy night đ
‷ flowers444yn i need to know what happen now
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landonorris feels good to be back đ€
landolovesyn y/n appearance!! đ„°
landonowins iâm only here for y/n tbh
‷ lilymhe me 2
‷ francisca.cgomes me 3
‷ alexandrasaintmleux Me 4
‷ carmenmmundt Me 5
‷ lilyzneimer Me 6
‷ landonorizz everyone loves y/n
carlando lando nowins & lando norizz are retired. lando norris has won in life.
carlito55sainz if you look very closely you can see me jumping off the balcony đđ
operationsainz55 this love is the typa love you find in movies & books
lewistearmeup the dark aesthetic then the light pictures of y/n đđ„čđ„°đđđ
lovely_leclerc my heart canât take all this love and cuteness anymore stop
ynstan4lyfe awhh so cute iâm sleeping on the highway tonight đ„°đ„°
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á”á”á”Ê°á”ÊłËą âżá”á”á” àšà§ i just took a nap and when i woke up i opened instagram AND THE FIRST POST I SAW WAS LANDOS?? i had to finish this and him winning was my motivation đ
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ËâșïœĄËâËsickly sweet | OB38/87/whateverËâșïœĄËâË
pairing: ollie bearman x driver!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, new relationship
warnings: very fluffy lol
summary: in which you & your new boyfriend act too sweet online and your friends are extremely overprotective !!!
a/n: ollie is deffo a new one for me lol im not rly a massive fan of writing driver!reader ngl but i did it for u anon pls appreciate <333
request!!!: driver!reader x Ollie bearman just them being sickly in love with one another and the other f1 drivers being protective about y/n
fc: various brunette girls from pinterest
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f1updates mclaren rookie driver y/n y/l/n seen at a sports game this weekend with f2 driver ollie bearman â„ïž
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user1 are they dating??
user2 yea but it's pretty new i think
user3 omg so cute
user4 awww the way she's looking at him đ„čđ„č
user5 TOO CUTEEE
user6 who is he??
user7 f2 driver lol and reserve driver for ferrari & haas
user8 idk who im more jealous of
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user9 OMGGG HELLOOO OLLIE
mclaren that better be papaya đ
yourusername cheating on u with a mango đ
mclaren đ”
user10 LOL? they are so unserious
landonorris cancel your weekend plans
yourusername excuse u
charles_leclerc we're staging an intervention
yourusername i wont be attending, sorry
maxverstappen1 oh dont worry y/n, we'll come to you đ
yourusername guys please you cant "stage an intervention" just bc i have a bf now
carlossainz55 sure
user11 HAHAHA FREE HER
user12 ijbol they r so overprotective
alex_albon grid princess
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olliebearman â„ïžđ«¶
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georgerussell63 read the room
landonorris đ€š
yourusername ignore them ollie
user13 LOLLLLL
olliebearman posted a story
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lilymhe cuties
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user14 omg im obsessed with u guys
user15 papaya prin đ„čđ„čđ„č
landonorris delete
carlossainz55 blocked and reported
maxverstappen1 watch your footing
alex_albon stay safe out there
olliebearman đŹđŹđŹ
yourbff posted a story
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georgerussell63 not you too
yourbff awwww stop being a loser
charles_leclerc interesting
yourbff UR NOT HER FATHER đ
user16 OMG GOALS
user17 they r sosososo cute tgthr
user18 i jus know the rest of the grid r spamming ur dm rn
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lilymhe the boys are so triggered and she dgaf
yourbff they are such little worms! free my baby y/n
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f1updates mclaren rookie driver y/n y/l/n spotted once again with f2 driver ollie bearman in romantic embrace, out for lunch at a fast food chain with friends during a week long break in the season !
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user19 my ollieyn heart
user20 ollie liking this omg he's down bad đ
user21 obsessed with y/n finally noticing ollie when he drove for ferrari this season instead of when they were both in f2
user22 she's real for this
user23 no one can say tht girl isn't all about the racing
user24 lovethemlovethemlovethem
user25 im down bad crying at the gymđ
user26 would kill to see the grid group chat after this dropped đ
user27 đ they are so protective of the papaya princess
user28 as they should be tbh
maxverstappen1 not again...
f1updates MAX??!!
user29 what is max doing here đ
olliebearman oh no.....
user30 screaming
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yourusername my first podium in f1 in freaking monaco đ„ș i wanna thank my family and friends, my team and my fellow drivers who made an impossible transition from idols to friends thank u so so much i can't believe this is my life đ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ą
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olliebearman so proud đ§Ą
maxverstappen1 will let it slide for today
user31 LOL taking a day off
landonorris smashed it
charles_leclerc so proud! an honour to share the podium with you
alex_albon papaya QUEEN
georgerussell63 never doubted you for a second!
mclaren that's our girl đ§Ą
user32 eating the right fruit this time đ
carlossainz55 no one else i'd rather be beaten by đ
lilymhe my fav girl boss
user33 everyone loves her sm đ„čđ„č
user34 so happy for her i cried fr
yourbff my little legend <3
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olliebearman congratulations to our y/n on her first f1 podium so unbelievably proud of you and in awe of everything you do everyday. i love you đ©·
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user35 OMGGG a whole post for her
user36 screaming this is so so cute
charles_leclerc â€ïžâ€ïž
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yourusername �
carlossainz55 this is actually very nice
georgerussell63 ...agree
landonorris đł
olliebearman no way
yourusername you won them over....
alex_albon FINALLY
user37 scream
user38 hahahaha awww they finally accepted ollie đ
user39 obsessed with everything about this omg
user40 I LOVE OLLIEYN
yourusername stop it you'll make me cry!!!! i love you so much i couldn't have done it without you
olliebearman well you could but i appreciate the sentiment đ
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OK ANOTHER IDEA
OK SO WE KNOW THAT ALASTOR IS A MAMAS BOY AND HAS AN AMAZING RELATIONSHIP WITH HER
SO WHAT IF ALASTOR HAD A FEM S/O BUT SHE HAS A TERRIBLE RELATIONSHIP WITH HER MOM, ITS JUST SO EMOTIONALLY TOXIC (especially with reader being an older sibling)
reader never tells him though because alastors relationship with his mom is good and she doesnât wanna make him feel bad whenever he talks about her and one day readers mom comes to the hotel and reader DREADS it and becomes snappy but readers mom wins everyone over (of course alastor too). So when reader explains that she doesnât want her mom around alastor canât understand why and reader feels betrayed its only later when readers mom shows her true colors towards reader. And reader of course bites back (or at least tries too)
So basically angst to fluff and SORRY IF THATS SO MUCHđđ
đ Mommy issues??? đ
Alastor X Reader Headcanons
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âïžPlatonic
TW: Emotionally Abusive mother, Reader suffering, Reader gets grabbed a few times, Ambiguous ending for mama
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When it comes to mothers, it's safe to say you and Alastor had very different experiences
His mother was full of warmth and kindness towards him, doing her best to build him up into a great man
She loved him greatly and it shows whenever he talks about her
But your mother?? Your mother saw you as fucking competition and always found ways to put you down, to make herself better than you
Well maybe she should be the one who was cooking the meals, getting your younger siblings off to school on time or making sure everyone had clean clothes
Just the thought of her made your stomach flip and your legs shake
She would put you down all your life while claiming it was so that you could be a great woman just like her, but not too great, you have to remember who the better woman is
Well now you're both in hell so-
You put as much distance between her and yourself as you could, living your afterlife without her influence
You even got yourself a handsome powerful overlord boyfriend and new friends to share your life with
Even though you're supposed to be in hell, you couldn't be happier
At least you were until your mother showed up at the hotel, her face full of faux worry and tears
"Oh my precious girl! This is where you've been hiding? I was so worried!!"
Before Charlie can even shut the door, your mother has already shoved her way inside and literally dug her claws into you, hugging you
It's all you can do not to throw up, smothered by her familiar scent and grip, hearing her voice again after all this time
"Now let Mommy take a look at you-oh!!! And here I was worried that you were starving! Good to know you've put some weight on those bones!"
And it's already starting-
And now she's crying and rocking you in her arms, cooing about how much she's missed you and how she's never letting you go again
Charlie and the others are just staring at the two of you, completely enraptured by your mother, like everyone always is
She loved being the center of attention
When you finally come to your senses you push her away and create some distance, disturbed by the worried looks everyone is giving her
"Mom, why are you here?"
Oh don't everyone look at you like you're the bad guy!! She's the one who's only here because she wants something!!
"Maybe I wouldn't have to come track you down if you would just visit your poor mother every once in a while...she never even calls me, you know!"
And now she's crying again, Charlie immediately going to comfort her while Vaggie gives you a dirty look
Fucking mommy issues much? Don't fall for this crap
"I don't want to visit you, so just leave-"
"Well now, who is this~?"
Alastor! Yes! He can make her leave! You turn to give your boyfriend a pleading look but your mother catches his attention first
"Oh don't worry about who I am.. just a poor lonely mother who came to see her daughter...but I guess I'll show myself out.."
Alastor doesn't have to guess who she's talking about, even in death you always looked like your mother
His smile gets surprisingly warm and soft, taking your mother's hand in his own in a disgusting display of affection that used to only be for you
"You're Y/N's mother? My my, I should've guessed! You must have so many stories of her from her life! I simply must insist that you say."
ALASTOR NO
You feel sick but nobody notices, your mother already soaking up their attention and winning their hearts
So you turn and leave the hotel, unable to stand being in her presence any longer, you don't miss the smug look she gives you on your way out
You spend all day trying to avoid going back to the hotel until you're sure your mother is gone
You're more than disappointed to find her drinking tea with Alastor, the two of them laughing, her placing her hand on top of his
She always used to try and go after your boyfriends and that hasn't changed either
She hasn't changed
"Oh darling~! We hadn't realized you left! Alastor and I were simply having a moment~"
Alastor lights up when he sees you, only to be visibly confused by your troubled expression
"Y/N! Your mother was just telling me about her life before you! She was quite a wildcard back then!"
Your mother is practically drooling over him, rubbing his hand and winking
"I'm still wild if you ever care to find out!"
You've had it
You tug your mother's hand off of Alastor, forcing her to stand up and look you in the eyes
"You need to leave! Right now!"
And here come the waterworks again
"Y/N..! Darling, what did I do wrong? I'm your mother please don't throw me out like this!"
You just start pushing her towards the door and you slam it shut behind her, sighing in relief
That is until you look at Alastor's face, his smile seeming strained
"Y/N! You can't just throw her out like that, not only is that bad manners but that's no way to treat the woman who raised you!"
Raised you? You raised yourself!!
"Alastor, you don't know what you're talking about so please just stay out of it. You don't know what she's like-"
You're trying to stay calm-
"She's your mother, it's not like she's some evil creature-"
"SHE'S IN HELL OF COURSE SHE'S EVIL-"
"So are you and I, my dear."
You try to put your foot down, tell him that you don't want her here but he's already opening the door for her and letting her back in
She looks so pleased with herself
He invites her to stay the night because of course he does, he would do it for his own mother so why not yours
You try not to give her the satisfaction of seeing you cry but your eyes are already hot and watery
"I-I'm going to bed..!"
Alastor calls for you, trying to resolve things then and there but the only response he gets is your door slamming shut
He goes to go after you but your mother stops him with a gentle hand to the shoulder
"Now now...let her cool off for a bit then I'll go make sure she's alright, a mother always knows how to cheer up her child~"
It feels like you spend hours crying in your bed, feeling so hurt that Alastor took her side over yours
Your mom isn't like his, she doesn't nurture, she just takes from you and bullies you
Later, just when you've about cried yourself to sleep, you hear the bedroom door open
"Alastor..?"
"Not a chance, pet."
Now what does she want
"Why are you even here?"
Suddenly she pounces on you, grabbing your wrists tightly, eyes wild with fury she must've been containing this whole time
You don't even know why she's so mad at you, you haven't seen her in years-
"You think you're better than me now, is that it? Now that you're on your own, living in some fancy hotel, got some powerful boytoy, hiding behind hell's princess?"
As a kid, she seemed so strong but now you easily rip out of her grasp and manage to create some distance between you two
"I'm not hiding behind anyone! I'm just trying to get away from you!"
"Oh no no no, that's not how this works! I am your mother! If I have to be miserable and live in filth then so do you!"
"Why are you even here!?"
"Because it's not fair! I deserve to be here! Not some ungrateful little bitch who just happened to fall out of me!"
She lunges at you and you try to dodge her but she manages to grab you by your hair, yanking you back
You're about to start swinging when Alastor is suddenly there, watching the two of you in bewilderment
Then that bewilderment melts away into understanding, then anger
The radio sounds in the room are suddenly deafening, your mother letting go of you so she can cover her ears
You take the chance to kick her away, watching as she tumbles and loses consciousness from the impact
Alastor kneels beside you but you flinch away from him, still feeling hurt
"Y/N...I'm so sorry..." He does look properly ashamed, his smile a little watery
"Why didn't you just tell me that she was like this..?"
How could you even begin to start?? That you didn't want to somehow sour his opinion of mothers by telling him about your own?
That you didn't want him to feel guilty for having a mother who loved him while you grew up having to be a mother to your siblings because your own mom had none to give??
It's just word vomit at this point, but Alastor simply gathers you into his arms, tutting as he checks your scalp and fixes your hair
When he gets to your wrists where your mother grabbed than his smile turns positively venomous, giving your mother a deadly look
"What do you want me to do with her? Anything you ask..."
You're a little irritated that he brought her up, having been too relaxed by the feeling of his lips against your palm
"I just want her out of here..."
And that's all it takes, Alastor calls for Niffty and has her take out the trash, her scuttling out gleefully while dragging your mother
Niffty doesn't even care, she's just happy to have a new toy
You didn't realize how stressed out you were until it was just the two of you, Alastor rubbing your back soothingly
You don't know when you fall asleep but when you wake up Alastor is kissing the side of your face, looking as apologetic as he can be
You manage to convince him to apologize in morning snuggles and by the time you two come downstairs everyone else is awake
"Where is Y/N's mom?"
Not Niffty giggling and running out of the room
Alastor simply shakes his head and wraps an arm around your waist to hold you closer
"She is gone and won't ever be visiting again, I would like to ask that nobody brings her up again~"
Something about the way he says it manages to shut everyone up
Alastor takes you out to eat your favorite breakfast and spends the day spoiling you
He doesn't bring up the events of last night until the two of you are in bed, entangled in each other's arms
"You didn't ruin my opinion of mothers, you know."
"I didn't?"
"No, in fact, it sounds like you were quite the mother back in your day~"
Not his hand rubbing your belly
OH MAMA THIS ONE TOOK ALL DAY! I hope you liked it!!
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I lost my granddad yesterday, Iâm trying to distract myself as much as I can to not cry, but Iâm so sad not a lot is working right nowâŠ
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MADE FOR EACH OTHER. O, BEARMAN
summary ⶠfanâs canât help but to gush over you & ollie!
pairings ⶠollie bearman x reader
type of fic ⶠsmau
faceclaim ⶠhanni pham!
notes ⶠi ⥠ollie. youâre a college student (18-19) so youâre a private wag đ!
#INSTAGRAM: FAN ACCOUNT !
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author throwback to when yn brought a teddy bear for ollie at baku 2023 đ„č!!
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user AND IT WAS REDD I LOVE HERR đ«
user possibly the cutest f2 couple !! i hope we see her at more races this year
â„ user possibly the best wag đ€·!
â„ user you ainât never lie !!
user WHEN HE WON THE RACE SHE GAVE IT TO HIM !! IT WAS THE CUTEST THINGG
olliebearman i still have that bear :)! she cuddles with it more than me but eh
â„ author oh HEY GIRLLL!! TELL YN I SAID HI OMGG
â„ user i sobbed i love them both
â„ user GIVE US MORE YN CONTENT đ đ€šđ
â„ user THATâS SO CUTEEE
user đŻïž yn at more races this year đŻïž
user SHEâS SO PRETTYY
user waiitt im new here!! how is she related to ollie? like what does she do?
â„ user this is y/n l/n !! sheâs a college student majoring in journalism! sheâs a private wag, so her instagram & tiktok is private. she doesnât show up to a lot of races but she tries to and is the sweetest ever
user ollie teach me your ways bro
user best f2 wag soon to be the best f1 wag !1!1
user off topic but once ollie becomes a full-time f1 driver iâm gonna be so excited to see yn interact with all the other wags!!
â„ user HER AND FLAVY OMGGG>>
â„ user ALSO HER AND ALEX??? FASHIONISTAS FRR
â„ user canât wait until the wags take her under their wing đ
â„ user just realized sheâs gonna be the youngest wag what the frick đŠ
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olliebearman summer break with my baby đ
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user SHES SUCH A CUTE
user oh my god idk if wanna be ollie or yn
user HE WENT TO HER COLLEGE??? OH IM SICK đ
user theyâre made for each other omfg
user YN CONTENT YN CONTENT âŒïžâŒïž
alexandrasaintmleux cuties đ!!
â„ user mother omfg
â„ user when iâm in a biggest ynliver fan competition and my opponent is alexandra saint mleux
â„ canât wait for the yn x alex interactions next yeaarrr đ«
user SHEâS SO HAPPYFUL WHAT
user my favorite couple i cant
user the grass photo of her.. shes so adorable
user âmy babyâ I LOVE THEM YOUR HONOR
user the photos with each other đ„č..
user PLEASE NEVER BREAK UP OMFG
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yourusername did a little photoshoot for my friendâs makeup showcase ! these are BTS (not the band) <3!
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olliebearman FIRST HA
olliebearman pretty girl đ
olliebearman canât believe youâre my girlfriend đźâđš!!
olliebearman i miss you sososo much đ”âđ«
paularon_ have some decorum oliver đ§
â„ yourusername leave him alone paul ! let him express his love (even if itâs a little worrying..)
â„ olliebearman THANK YOU BABY!! (i think??)
â„ yourusername youâre welcome baby !! (˶ Ë ÂłË)Ëá” Ë˶)
alexandrasaintmleux gorgeous girl !!! we must plan another date đđ
â„ yourusername thank you alex đ„č!! iâll text you <3
kimi.antonelli ollie wouldnât stop talking about these photos btw
â„ kimi.antonelli seriously. pls come get your boyfriend
â„ kimi.antonelli iâm pretty sure heâs gonna start crying if you donât call him
â„ yourusername i- okay thank you kimi !! đ
olliebearman please disregard kimiâs comments, i was in fact NOT CRYING.
â„ olliebearman okay i was, i love you âčïžđ
â„ yourusername i love you more pretty boy đâŒïž
â„ olliebearman thatâs impossible but whatever âŠ đ€· (I LOVE YOU MOST)
nymphia talks! OLLIE FIC OLLIE FIC! heâs not on my masterlist but iâm slowly becoming a fan of his so heâs getting added đ! i hope you all enjoy <3
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The Way You Love Me
Note - I promised never to write a fic as long as what I need again but this is longer by 3k so sorry about that đ this fic would be nothing without @masonmtxo and just thank you so much for all the hours we spent brainstorming this cause I just had so much fun đ©· this oneâs for you bestie đ€ this fic is a part two of Like Magnets so if you havenât read that first please do but if you donât want to hopefully you can keep up! Love you guys I hope you enjoy and feedback is appreciated đ©·
Pairing - Mason Mount Ă Reader
Word count - 24.2k
Warnings - smut fluff and angst
You still remember that morning you woke up next to Mason for the first time after youâd reacquainted the night before. Youâd been crying like a crazy person and as a result could barely open your eyes but you laid on his chest and watched him intently.
You loved the way his brows were pinched, making him look pissed off in his sleep. It made your heart feel soft and you couldnât help but reach out to touch them to try and smooth them out. Your fingers shifting him awake slightly but it was worth it so see the smile on his face when his eyes landed on yours.
âGood morning beautifulâ he sighed, pulling you in closer before leaving a soft kiss on your forehead. âYou look like youâve been punched in both eyesâ
âVery funnyâ you laughed, rubbing at your eyes to try and do something with them but you knew nothing would make a difference. You could feel they were still swollen from all the crying youâd done last night but right now it was worth it to wake up next to him. âDo you have to rush off or do you want breakfast?â
âIâll probably have to go sweetheart, I need to get to trainingâ he pouted and even though you knew that was probably the case you were still sad about him leaving.
âOkayâ you whispered, a sad smile on your face as he tucked some hair behind your ear and you could tell he was wracking his brain to try and think of something to make you smile.
âDo you wanna come over to mine tonight?â He offered, holding your jaw as he stroked your cheek gently and you cursed yourself at that being all it took to make your face light up like the sun.
âReally? Already?â
âYeah, Iâm not hiding you or anything anymore. I want you to be a part of my life for realâ he confirmed and even though you told him last night you wanted to take things slow you also knew you had more to talk about. âSo youâll come?
âOkayâ you whispered, giddy and excited about seeing him later and you could see from the smile he was giving you that he felt exactly the same.
âIâll send you the address, yeah? And Iâll have dinner waiting for youâ
âI might reconsider in that caseâ you joked and the look of shock on his face made you giggle.
âCheeky, Iâll get you back for thatâ he teased, feeling him move his hands to your waist so he could tickle you relentlessly until you were practically begging him to stop. Pulling him down for a kiss in the end to distract him and you couldnât help but let out a content hum at the way you melted into each other.
So you went to his that night, him texting you the address along with one of the animal facts heâd saved for you just as promised and you werenât sure what to expect. It was just his flat as Robin was still in the house but it was still nicer than what you had and you could tell Robin had never set foot in here. It was a man cave to a T but you could tell heâd tidied up a bit for you. Letting you know heâd ordered food so you were safe and you spent the evening cuddled up on the sofa stealing sweet kisses from each other.
âI like it here, itâs calmâ you commented after a while, watching the corners of his lips tilt up into a soft smile.
âWell whenever you wanna drop by you can, you know I love having you aroundâ
âI might take you up on thatâ you winked and he was quick to kiss you again. The pair of you not able to keep your hands off of each other it seemed but you werenât complaining. Youâd missed his touch more than youâd realised over the weeks youâd spent apart and now you were back you felt that same force sticking you together again.
âI hope you doâ he laughed before his face turned serious as he gripped your chin to look at you. âWhat do you think about me introducing you to some people properly soon?
âOh? Um I mean-â
âYeah I mean some of my mates know who you are and Iâll tell my family about us soon I promise. You know like when the timings good and-â
âMase waitâ you interrupted. Wanting to stop him in his tracks as heâd clearly got a little ahead of himself and forgot that youâd requested to take things slowly, the thought of having to let him down a bit made your heart hurt but you knew you had to be strong on this one .
âWhatâs wrong?â
âItâs just, itâs a bit fast for meâ you whispered, the sudden realisation changing Masonâs expression in an instant and thankfully you didnât get the vibe that we was mad or anything.
âOh no not youâre right, sorry I just got a bit excited. We've got loads of time for thatâ
âI just-â
âYou donât need to explainâ he smiled, cutting you off with a quick kiss. âYou need time and I know that. Iâm happy to wait until youâre ready, okay? And if Iâm this pushy again just tell me to back off. Iâll take what you give me, just like we agreedâ
âOkayâ you whispered, your heart soaring at the fact heâs actually listened to you and was respecting your boundaries but It wasnât just Mason going fast that made you pump the brakes. You were nervous about everything that would come with being in his world and meeting everyone as you werenât sure what people might think of you or if theyâd have something to say, but thankfully you were keeping things on the down low for now. Agreeing that youâd take it slow and since the evening youâd spent at his youâd only physically seen him once in three weeks when he came over to yours for a movie night and you realised how much you loved being around him again.
Youâd kept in touch with messages and the odd facetime but you missed his touch, his kisses and the way your head fit so perfectly on his chest so after your dinner plans fell through one night, you thought it would be nice to surprise him in hopes you could cook for him or treat him to a takeaway. Taking him up on his offer of popping over whenever you liked and heading over straight from work without letting him know you were on the way.
You werenât expecting the door to open to a mop of blonde curls though. Their face eyeing you curiously before they sent you a friendly smile and it finally clicked that youâd seen this person before.
âOh hey, y/n right? It's nice to see you againâ
âY-yeah thatâs meâ you nodded. Face to face with the boy from the first night you met Mason who didnât seem to take too kindly to you. âWoody right?â
âYeah, thatâs meâ he laughed, stepping back and nodding you in but you felt awkward and shy and you stepped inside.
âSorry, I had no idea youâd be here I was just gonna speak to Mase about something but itâs fine I can come back another timeâ you told him, hoping to make it seem like you were just popping in rather than going with the expectation of staying a while.
âNo donât be silly, come inâ he smiled before you followed him into the sitting room, wondering if Mason would be in there but when you turned the corner there was no one else around. âHeâs not stopped yapping about you since Iâve seen him. Weâre only watching a film so itâs fine, heâs actually just ordering some food. You eaten?â
âOh no I um-â
âYou know what heâs like, eyes bigger than his belly so Iâm sure there will be plenty. You might as well stay and eat with usâ he offered and even though his attitude seemed to have done a 180 and he was being more than welcoming you still felt weird about intruding.
âAre you sure?â
âDefinitelyâ he smiled, before he gulped and you knew he was getting ready to say something else. Your heart rate picking up at what might be an awkward encounter but he was talking before you could tell him to stop. âListen, I kinda wanted to talk to you anyway at some point and now seems like as good a time as any. I wanted to apologise for that night, you know when you first met him? I know I didnât come across as very friendly but you know it was never you right?â
âI know, you donât have to be sorryâ you told him, knowing he was just looking out for Mason and it was clear to see he had his back over anything. âIt was weird for everyone, like I knew nothing at the time and I know you were just looking out for himâ
âI was, and I know how tough things have been for him but I canât tell you how happy you make himâ he laughed, feeling your cheeks flush straight away at his confession. You knew Mason made you happy but to hear it coming from someone so close to him meant more than anything. âItâs like having a whole different Mason aroundâ
âWell he makes me happy tooâ you nodded, speaking quietly as you were embarrassed to admit to him. âI know itâs been rocky and weird but-â
âI donât think they understood my southern accent but if my calculations are correct it should be delivered in half an hourâ you suddenly heard Mason shout through the hall, you and Woody turning to look at each other with a smile before Mason rounded the corner and he spotted you straight away. His face a mask of shock but you could tell he was happy and also a little flustered. âHey, what are you doing here? I thought you had plans?â
âI did, but they got cancelled last minute. I was just popping in but I didnât realise Woody was here tooâ
âI told her she can stay for dinner, youâve ordered enough right?â Woody asked him, raising his brows at him. Almost as if he was trying to tell him to act cool but Mason was way beyond that and you could see how giddy he was just at the sight of you.
âYeah I haveâ he smiled, slowly making his way over to you and as if Woody knew it was his que to go, he excused himself to the loo.
âThought heâd never leaveâ Mason laughed, falling down next to you on the sofa so he could wrap you up in his arms and you felt your whole body relax as you held each other. âMissed you, gorgeousâ
âI missed you tooâ you whispered, hiding your head in his neck as you felt too shy to look at him and soon enough he was trying to pull you away so he could see you.
âHey, why wonât you look at meâ he laughed, trying to tickle your sides and his plans worked as you started to squirm away but you moved your hands over your face to hide again. âBaby, what are you doing?â
âStop it, Iâve gone all shyâ you laughed, hoping heâd leave you be but just as youâd figured he did no such thing. Prying your hands away from your face so your red cheeks were exposed to him and the bright smile on his face made you melt.
âWhy are you shy, itâs only meâ he whispered, his own cheeks just as red and you thought it was the most adorable thing in the world.
âI knowâ you giggled, letting him cup your jaw before resting your face in his hand so you could gaze into each other's eyes lovingly before he dipped down to kiss you.
It was like having your first kiss all over again. Slightly hesitant and soft but you could feel his smile on your lips and feel the tsunami of butterflies swarming in your tummy. You loved kissing Mason, and each time you got to kiss him again you remembered how much. Letting him take control as he carefully dipped his tongue into your mouth so he could brush it against yours and in the end you had to pull away as you felt yourself overwhelmed by him. Your heart pounding in your ears as you struggled to catch your breath but his soft smile and kind eyes relaxed you when you were finally able to look at him.
âYou guys want a drink?â Woody suddenly called, the pair of you jumping slightly and Mason answered for the both of you before he came back to the living room with his arms full of cans from the fridge. They both let you have the first pick before you took your coat off to get comfy on the sofa but Mason was giving you the once over before his face scrunched a little.
âDo you wanna get changed, love? Iâve got some things you can borrow if you donât wanna sit in thatâ Mason asked, his eyes trailing over your body trapped in your stuffy work trousers and tight top and you couldnât think of anything better than putting something else on.
âActually yeah, if you donât mind. These trousers are suffocating meâ you laughed but he just nodded at you with a knowing smile.
âYeah come on, Iâll go grab you somethingâ Mason laughed, reaching down to pull you up before leading you down the hall and even though you were just getting changed, having him lead you to his room by the hand made your legs weak.
You followed him in, watching him pull some stuff out of his drawers and handing them to you with a smile before he nodded his head into the bathroom.
âI won't be long, you can get changed in hereâ he told you. Popping a quick kiss to your cheek before he left you to it.
You were just pulling his top over your head when you heard the bathroom door click open. Turning around to see Mason's eyes already over your bare legs and you gulped as he made his way over to you.
âSorry, I thought youâd be doneâ
âIt's okayâ you whispered, placing your hands on his chest as he wrapped his around your lower back and you felt the air shift immediately.
âSorry about Woody, I know you waited to wait to meet peopleâ
âItâs honestly fine, I think weâre gonna be bestiesâ you winked and the little laugh that erupted from him filled you with pride. You knew he had the prettiest smile youâd ever seen and you loved making him laugh, getting to see him so happy made you feel like you were floating.
âOh yeah?â
âYeah, apparently I make you really happy and you donât stop talking about meâ you teased, letting him kiss your cheek and jaw but you almost lost it when you felt his lips at you ear so he could speak.
âWoody is many things but heâs not a liar, so yeah Iâd say thatâs all trueâ he told you quietly. âWoodys a nice entry level, if heâs on board then the rest will be fine when itâs timeâ
âMaseyâ you whispered, letting him pull back to look at you properly and you could see in his eyes that you both wanted the same thing to happen next. âCan I have another kiss?â You asked, the question only leaving your mouth for a second before he dipped his head and planted lips on yours.
This was nothing like the kiss in the living room. This was slow and steamy and when his hands gripped your bum you let out a faint moan before he hoisted you up to carry you over to his bed. Sitting down at the end so you could straddle him and when you felt his hands on your naked waist as he slipped them under your top you almost lost it.
This was as close as youâd gotten to each other in a while, having not been intimate since he ran out on you after and since you were taking things slowly, sex had been off the table. Ideally you were hoping you could have held out a bit longer and make him work for it, you were drawn back to him like usual. Wanting to touch him and feel him in every way shape and form as you pressed your body into him until you could feel him pressing into you.
âMase! Foods hereâ Woody suddenly shouted down the hall, the pair of you jumping away from each other before looking up at him. His eyes dark and pretty lips were swollen but he quickly pressed a kiss to your cheek before rolling his eyes
âComingâ he called before looking back at you and you both knew you were a little annoyed at being interrupted again but also knew it was for the best. âCome back when youâre ready, yeah?â He nodded, stroking your cheek gently.
âOkayâ you whispered and with one final kiss he left you to finish getting changed. Giving yourself a moment to collect yourself before pulling on a pair of his shorts and wandering back out to find the pair of them in the kitchen and the smell of the food made your tummy rumble.
âI forgot to ask, what did you order?â You asked, coming up behind Mason and placing your hand on his back which made him jump slightly but he was quick to send you a wink.
âChineseâ he smiled. âDonât worry, I conveniently ordered your favourite. Itâs like I knew you were comingâ
âWhy did you do that?â
âWell Iâd consider it our favourite now. Youâve made me see the lightâ he winked before dishing you up two identical plates.
âI feel awful, are you sure thereâs enough?â
âOf course there is love, even got some left overâ he reassured you, planting a quick kiss on your forehead before grabbing both your plates and ushering you into the living room.
You all spoke as you ate, Mason and Woody updating you on some exciting plans and trips they had coming up before Mason was nudging your shoulder and telling you he wanted to take you away at some point but you just blushed as you tried to brush him off. Knowing it was way too early to think about trips when you were still figuring out what everything was.
âSo when can I take you on that first date?â Mason asked once youâd finished eating. Popping your plates on the coffee table as Woody set the movie up and thankfully Mason pulled you into his body without you having to ask for a cuddle.
âWhenever you likeâ you nodded and the smile on his face my your heart flutter.
âOkay, perfect. What would you like to do? Remember I said Iâd take you wherever you wanna go so think carefullyâ
âHmmmâ you mused, wondering if you should say something completely ridiculous to test the waters as he seemed so cool about everything and when you sent him a cheeky smile he raised his brows at you expectantly. âI fancy pizza⊠in Italyâ
âPizza in Italy?â
âYou said whatever I wantâ you shrugged, watching his face scrunch up adorably as he knew heâd walked into that one but he didnât seem phased by your request in the slightest.
âI did say that didnât Iâ he laughed, kissing your cheek sweetly âIâll make it happenâ
âIâm joking Maseâ you told him, knowing if you didnât heâd actually take you there and the cheeky smile in his face wasnât exactly doing anything to calm your nerves.
âNo no, Iâll do it-â
âOi, fingers on lips you two. I canât hear thisâ Woody laughed, the two of you bursting into giggles at how stroppy he seemed but you felt bad enough for ruining boys night so you snuggled into Masons chest as he rested his head on top of yours and kept silent for the rest of the movie. Letting Mason kiss your forehead whenever he felt like it and sneak his hand under your top so he could feel your skin under his fingers.
You fell asleep on Mason's chest with around ten minutes left of the film to go. Mason noticing straight away that youâd turned heavy and your breathing was deeper but he let you sleep. Knowing today had been a long day for you and you were exhausted but he couldnât help but look down at you adoringly. Pressing the softest of kisses to your hairline every so often until the credits were rolling and and he looked over to see wishing giving him a knowing smile that he returned.
âYou gonna wake her up?â Woody asked quietly but Mason was torn. Looking back down at you so peacefully sleepily on him make him not want to move a muscle.
âI donât know what to do. Iâd let her sleep here tonight but I donât know what she wants. Sheâs had a lot on lately I donât wanna wake her upâ
âWell you canât lay there all night, youâll do your back inâ Woody laughed, standing up so he could stretch his body out but clearly heâd forgotten the remote was on his lap and when it crashed to the floor you woke up with a fright.
âShit, sorryâ he whispered, his face turning red instantly but Mason was quick to rub your back and settle you again as your bleary eyes looked up into his.
âHey sleepyheadâ he whispered. âDo you want me to talk you homeâ
âNot reallyâ you sighed, trying to burrow yourself into his chest even further as you were so comfortable and the rubble of Mason's chest as he laughed made you giddy.
âCome on love, we need to get upâ
âNoooâ you protested. Holding your ground as you laid there and you could tell he was amused by your little tantrum.
âWhat do you wanna do then?â
âI think she wants to stay the night, Maseâ Woody called from the kitchen. It making you smile that Woody understood and Mason didnât and when he looked down at you his cheeks were a bright pink.
âDo you?â He whispered, holding you to his chest like he wasn't about to let you go anyway and when you nodded up at him you felt his whole body relax.
âIs that okay?â
âOf course it is, You donât have to askâ he told you. Kissing your hairline a few times before attempting to get up and eventually you moved yourself off of him and let him lead you to his room.
âThank youâ you whispered, ridding yourself of the shorts he gave you so you could sleep in just his shirt and when he eventually climbed in next to you in just his boxers you couldnât hold in the content hum as your skin touched his.
âYou donât need to thank me, gorgeous. You know Iâve been dying to be next to you again like thisâ he told you. Kissing your head softly wherever he could reach. âWhat time do you need to go in the morning?â
âIâm working from home tomorrow so I can just get a cab or somethingâ
âNo you wonât, Iâll drop you on the way to training okay?â He smiled and all you could do was nod and nestle yourself into him further.
This was your happy place and you were so excited to be back.
-
He stuck to his promise and drove you home in the morning and by the time lunch rolled around this sight of his name popping up on your phone made you giggle like a schoolgirl.
You knew exactly what this meant, and after your heated make out session that Woody had interrupted you couldnât wait to get your hands on him again. In your mind youâd wanted to wait a bit longer but you physically couldnât at this point as you were once again drawn back to him and now that you knew he might want to make your first time special you couldnât stop thinking about what he might be planning.
You saw him briefly once for a quick lunch date on one of his days off but it was for barely over an hour as you had to get back to work but you both knew what was coming up and no matter how much you asked he wasn't giving in and telling you where you were going so your imagination was running wild.
When the day of your date finally came, Mason's driver came and picked you up around 8am. A horrifically early morning by your standards but you wanted to get there early so you could check in and get settled and ready for Mason and in the back of his fancy car with a movie on, the drive didnât feel that long.
You didnât know what hotel you were staying at exactly, Mason had given you the name but youâd never heard of it and hadnât bothered to look it up but when you eventually stumbled from the back of the car it you thought youâd been dropped off at the wrong destination.
âAre you sure this is it?â You asked the driver as he unloaded your case but he nodded at you warmly as he set it up on the floor for you.
â100%â he laughed. Clearly catching on to your stunned expression. There were fancy hotels and there were fancy hotels and this was definitely the latter. âReception is just through that door, will you be alright or do you want me to come in with you?â He offered and even though you could have used his support, you felt a bit silly so just shook your head lightly.
âIâll be alright, thanks thoughâ you smiled and bid him a quick goodbye before making your way inside.
The reception was huge, a high ceiling with a grand chandelier and you must have looked a bit lost as someone directed you to the check in desk and you were checked in fairly quickly. Taking both room keys as Mason said heâd just text you when he was here so you could let him in and you made your way up to the top floor.
Once the door was open you wondered again if something had gone wrong somewhere. The room was huge with a huge double bed and balcony but the glass walled bathroom that you could see straight into made you blush. The shower being the perfect spot to watch from the bed and your mind was going crazy with all the possibilities.
Mason had told you to treat yourself to room service for lunch before you got settled for a nap, knowing Mason would still be a few hours and once you were awake you took and everything shower before you started getting ready. You were expecting a call from Mason at any moment and just as youâd finished drying your hair you heard your phone ping and you knew he was outside.
âHello gorgeousâ he smiled, cupping your jaw and pulling you into a kiss that made your knees weak before you let him in fully. Letting him dump his bag on the bed before he turned to look at you again and the cheeky smirk on his face was making you blush. âNice robeâ
You laughed as you looked down at yourself, not wanting to get fully dressed after your shower youâd just changed into the rather racy black underwear youâd bought specifically for tonight and thrown the fancy hotel robe over the top so you could get ready in some comfort but you could tell from the look in his eyes that he wanted to undress you right here and now.
âWell Iâve never been in a hotel this fancy, and Iâve always wanted to try the robes on so Iâm just living my little fantasyâ
âTrust me, so am Iâ he drawled, his eyes all over you as he took you back in his arms. Hands trailing down to grab your bum as his lips landed on your cheek before he littered kisses down your neck and you knew exactly what he wanted.
âNuh uh, I need to finish getting ready with no distractionsâ you told him, pulling away so you could walk over to your makeup bag but you knew he was pouting behind you.
âBut I havenât seen you for a weekâ
âAnd we got all night to make up for itâ you reasoned, flashing him a smile before picking your bag up and nodding towards the balcony. âNow Iâm going to do my makeupâ
âSpoil sportâ he laughed, kissing your forehead as you made your way past. âIâm gonna have a shower okayâ
It was probably a good thing that you were doing your makeup outside and away from Mason, knowing that if he was showering youâd be able to see him in all his glory and youâd probably end up joining him so you kept yourself out of the way and only went back in to get changed. Taking a few lipstick options into the bathroom with you as you were still undecided and wanted to be fully dressed before you settled on a colour.
Your outfit was fairly simple, a short black dress that showed off your legs but the long sleeves kept it a touch more conservative and you knew Mason would love the way it clung to your body and accentuated your hips.
Youâd never worn it before, but the tube of red lipstick youâd purchased a while ago and never opened had called your name whilst you were packing last night. Wondering if Mason would like it and since youâd kept the rest of your makeup pretty simple you figured it would be fine to try. Applying it as carefully as you could so you didnât smudge it and once you were done you wondered why you hadnât tried it sooner. You felt sexy and you couldnât wait to go and see what Mason thought.
His jaw physically dropped as soon as soon as he saw you. Eyes trailing all over you as he took every inch of you in and you felt yourself blush under his stare. No one else had ever made you feel this way by just a look and it was like he had the power to make you crumble.
âYou look unrealâ he breathed, walking towards you slowly before resting his hands on your waist. âI wanna kiss that lipstick off you so badâ
âWell you canât, not till later anywayâ you told him as his pout was evident. Kissing your temple and your cheek before pulling back to give you another once over and you felt your tummy flutter at the way he was looking at you.
âThis is like tortureâ he whispered, squeezing your hips but the way you bit your lip as you smiled clearly send him over the edge as he met out a shuddery breath. âThat's it, weâre not goingâ
âMason-â
âNope sorry, I wonât be able to concentrate on anything if Iâm sat opposite the human embodiment of Betty boop. I can barely think of a coherent thought right now so letâs just skip dinnerâ he laughed and even though you knew he was joking the thought of a whole evening between the sheets with Mason was tempting. You were starving though and curious as to what heâd planned so you pouted up at him in hopes heâd finish getting ready so you could go.
âBut Mason, Iâm hungryâ
âMe too, but not for foodâ
âMason Iâm seriousâ you laughed, tapping his chest as he wrapped himself around you again but you could see he was only playing and with a slight roll of his eyes he was smiling at you again.
âAlright fine, let me finish getting ready and weâll go yeah?â
âThank youâ you grinned. Letting him kiss the end of your nose and before you knew it he was ready in front of you. Your mouth watering at how good he looked and now you knew how he must have felt before as all you wanted was to drag him back to bed and have your way with him finally.
You managed to restrain yourself though, the pair of you leaving the room and making your way into the Uber outside and youâd been driving around for around ten minutes when you realised you still had no idea where you were going.
âSo where are we going then?â You asked nonchalantly, hoping heâd forget it was a surprise but the twinkle in his eye let you know you were still about to be kept in the dark.
âI thought you knew? Pizza in Italy right?â He winked, watching a pout form on your lips that he was quick to kiss away carefully. âItâs a surpriseâ
You let him have his fun, driving for another ten minutes or so before you pulled over and Mason helped you get out of the car. This wasnât an area of London you knew very well and when you looked up at him he was smiling down at you sheepishly.
âWhere are we?â
âLittle Veniceâ he smiled as he took your hand and you felt your cheeks redden at how thoughtful heâd been. âI know itâs not Italy but itâs the closest we haveâ
âMason⊠this isâŠâ you mumbled. Lost for words for the boy in front of you and even though this was already the best date youâd even been on you could tell he was still eager to impress.
âIs it okay?â He asked, squeezing your hand as his eyes tried to find yours but you were feeling shy at the way heâd put so much effort in and you couldnât look at him properly.
âIâm speechlessâ
âIs that good or bad?â
âItâs very goodâ you smiled, finally looking back to him before reaching up to give him a quick peck on the lips as you knew he needed a little reassurance. It seemed to do the trick and before long he was guiding you along the narrow path by the canal until your eyes caught sight of a restaurant that was situated above you on a bridge. âIs that where weâre going?â
âSurpriseâ he laughed, letting go of your hand so he could wrap his arm around your shoulder before kissing your head and it was like you were lost for words all over again. Looking up to see his shy smile directed down at you but you were too gobsmacked to think.
âMase⊠itâs beautifulâ
âJust like you thenâ he whispered shyly before taking your hand once more and leading you to the door.
It was just as beautiful inside and your table was outside on the middle of the balcony so you could look over the river. Your eyes filling with tears as soon as you were able to take everything in but Mason was quick to grab your hand and run his thumb over your knuckles to settle you a bit.
âMase⊠this isâŠâ
âJust the tip of the icebergâ he smiled. âIâm gonna treat you the way I should have from the start so youâre gonna have to get used to thisâ he told you sincerely but you werenât sure if you were ever going to be able to get used to it. You felt utterly spoiled and youâd only just sat down.
Thankfully you and Mason liked the same sort of foods so after starting off with some cocktails you ended up ordering a pizza to share and a pasta that the both of you thought sounded nice so you could share that too and you had to stop yourself from getting too giddy as he tried to feed you multiple times throughout the night.
âHowâs the pizza?â He asked, taking a bite out of the slice heâd just fed you with but the way he rolled his eyes in pleasure let you know he thought it was good.
âReally nice, what do you think?â
âI like it, we can compare it to the real thing soonâ he winked but you just looked back at him in confusion until he nodded to a white envelope that was sat in front of the menus that youâd completely missed until now.
You sent him a confused look, but he didnât crack. Waiting for you to open it before he said anything so you took it carefully and opened it with a slight frown. Unsure as to what it could be but you recognised they were plane tickets instantly.
âMasonâŠâ
âItâs not for a few months, have to wait till the season ends, but I promised Iâd make it happen and I willâ he smiled.
âI canât⊠Mase itâs too muchâ you told him. Shutting the envelope as you were too overwhelmed with what he might have done but he was quick to take your hand and rub his thumb over your knuckles soothingly.
âNothing will ever be too much for you, I promiseâ he told you lowly and the intensity of it all was making your tummy flip. No longer feeling confident enough to look at his face so you looked down at your plate as you blushed profusely.
âYou still think youâll be with me in a few months?â you joked and even though he smiled you could he was about to be serious with you and you werenât sure if you could take it right now given his emotional you were.
âI think itâs more you thinking if you wanna be with meâ he smiled. âYou know Iâm in this for the long hall right? You're all Iâll ever need okay?â
âIâm in this for the long hall tooâ you smiled, letting him raise your hand so he could kiss over your knuckles and it was like you could have melted on the spot. You knew tonight was going to be special but Mason really had pulled out all the stops and you couldnât be more grateful for the beautiful boy in front of you. Tonight feeling like a turning point for you both.
You spent the rest of the night chatting and feeding each other. The pair of you too full for a dessert each so he let you pick whatever you wanted and shared it with you. Pulling his chair round next to yours and under the table you felt him tangle his legs with yours before sending you a cheeky wink and itâs as if you felt as light as air. Nothing and no one could stop you tonight and you couldnât believe youâd finally made it to this point with him.
Just before leaving you popped to the loo but when you got back Mason wasnât at your table, wondering if heâd gone to the loo himself but when you sat back down you saw him talking to a waiter just across the room. A concerned look on his face as they talked back and forth before his eyes fell on your and his face softened slightly. Nodding to the waiter and thanking him before walking back to you and when he took your hands in his you knew something was wrong.
âWeâve got a bit of a situationâ he told you calmly but you could tell he was slightly annoyed. âApparently thereâs paps outsideâ
âOhâ
âItâs okay, Iâve got a plan. I think itâs best we donât get caught together just yet, you know? And thatâs not me trying to hide you or anything, I canât wait for the day I get to show you off but just cause of Robin and everything I-â
âMase itâs okay, I get itâ you smiled. âI donât really want to start a shit storm eitherâ you told him and the look of relief that took over his face made your heart thump. Clearly he was terrified of what you were going to say but you knew by now the trick with Mason was to keep calm and reassure him he was doing the right thing.
âOkay, so Iâve called an Uber, one of the waiters is gonna walk you out and put you in the car and Iâve told them to do a few laps before coming to get me. I donât care if they get my picture I just wanna keep you safe, okay?â
âOkayâ you smiled, letting him kiss the back of your hand gently. You could see he was panicking about it all a little bit but you knew youâd be fine and the way he was trying so hard to protect you was making you melt.
âIâm so sorry, Iâm not sure who called them but I know itâs shitâ
âMase, itâs okayâ you reassured him, knowing it wasnât his fault and that heâd tried to keep this as intimate as he could so you tried to keep his spirits up whilst the Uber made its way so nothing could ruin your evening.
âUbers outside okay? If you need me just text me and Iâll comeâ he told you as he helped you put your jacket on.
âIâll be fineâ you smiled. Giving his cheek a quick kiss before meeting the waiter by the door who gave you a soft smile and opened the door to let you out.
You could hear the commotion of the paps outside, around five of them with their cameras poised ready to shoot but when Mason was nowhere to be seen they went back to talking. Keeping an eye on you for the most part and you knew they were watching you get into the car but thankfully no one took your picture.
It was around five minutes later when you pulled back up to the restaurant, a little ways further down but not too far away so that Mason would struggle to find you and you quickly uploaded a few pictures to instagram while you waited for him.
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After a minute or two you saw the flashes from the cameras meaning Mason had left. He walked quickly but calmly, sending them a quick nod before dropping his head down and getting to you as quickly as he could and sliding in next you with a huff but your driver was quick to leave and thankfully the paps couldnât get close.
âThere we go, no one suspects a thingâ he laughed. Finally settling in the seat and taking your hand to he could hold it in his lap and even though you were glad to bet getting away you didnât think you were out of the woods yet.
âDo you think we should let someone know? Just in case they post the pictures of you?â
âNah, no point. Man leaves London restaurant isnât exactly a hard hitting storyâ
âYouâre not just any man though are you?â You laughed, not believing how nonchalant he was being and the cheeky smile he sent you let you know he still wasnât being serious.
âYouâre right, Iâm your manâ he winked before placing a quick kiss to your forehead.
You were almost back at the hotel when a weird noise from Mason's phone startled the both of you and he picked it up with a confused expression as he tried to work out what had happened.
âWhat the⊠I canât believe itâ
âMase? What is it?â You questioned, seeing his expression turn angry and you gulped as his eyes flickered to yours and then back to his phone.
âThink I know who called the paps. Not for certain but Iâve got a good ideaâ
âWhat? Who was it?â
He didnât speak, just showed you the notification on his phone but you werenât exactly sure what you were looking at to begin with.
âWhat? I donât understandâ you whispered, even seeing her name written down sent a shiver through you and after such a nice evening you wondered if this would be the start of the downfall.
âI forgot she was linked to my calendar, sheâs the only person who would have called them cause I added it in there and Iâm guessing she could see we were there. She knows how much I hate it when the paps show up and sheâs bloody notorious for itâ he told you. Your mind wandering back to the photos of him and her leaving the restaurant he was meant to take you to and now it all made so much more sense.
âWell at least they didnât get any of meâ you reasoned but you knew he was still angry about it. âItâs fine Mase, please just forget about herâ you whispered and you watched his face drop as he realised how talking about his ex was probably the last thing you wanted to be doing on your first date so he gently tilted your face to look up at him before leaving a gentle kiss on your lips
âI did a long time ago, I promiseâ he whispered, trying his best to reassure you and the sad smile you sent his way broke his heart a little bit. âIâm sorry baby, come on. letâs not let her spoil our evening. Iâve got big plans for you when we get backâ
âOh yeahâ you asked, one eyebrow raised and you tried to hold back a smile âlike what?â
âJust you wait and seeâ he teased. Kissing the back of your hand before the car came to a stop outside your hotel.
âWill you shut your eyes for me please?â He asked, stopping outside your door with a cheeky smile on his face and you were about to question him but he seemed so excited so you just did it. Letting him lead you into your room until he made you stop completely and when he softly told you to open your eyes, the sight you were met with almost took your breath away.
The lights had been dimmed, a few candles were twinkling away on the sides but it was the rose petals scattered all over the bed that made your cheeks burn and you looked up to see him looking down at you shyly.
âWhatâs all this?â
âPut in a little request downstairs to have it all done for when we got back. I just wanted to make things special for youâ
âMaseyâ you pouted, holding him by his jaw so you could pop a quick but heavy kiss on his lips and even though it was only small you could tell how happy he was youâd finally properly kissed him with your lipstick on.
âCan you imagine if they forgot and I made you shut your eyes for nothing, that would have been so awkwardâ he laughed, spinning you so he could hold you from behind and kiss your neck but you felt yourself melting into him and knew it was your turn to tease him a little bit too.
âYou know Mase, this is very presumptuous. I donât usually put out on the first dateâ
âNo? You put out that first night we metâ he chuckled, his lips right by your ear as he kissed the shell of it and you felt a tingle run all the way down your spine as he loved on you.
âThat wasnât a date though, that was an ambushâ you told him. Your voice already sounding breathy and he began to stroke his hands over your sides and at this point you were finding it hard to stand up.
âWhat about when I took you out for dinner the second time we met. Seem to remember I ended up in your bed againâ
âThat was just two friends catching upâ
âOh is that what weâre calling itâ he smiled, leaning over further to kiss the corner of your mouth and you could have melted on the spot. âSo no sex tonight then?â
âI think I could make an exceptionâ you told him quietly, letting him spin you around so you were face to face again and his soft smile made your breath catch in your throat. No one had ever looked at you the way Mason did and you knew you were putty in his hands no matter how hard you tried to be strong.
âThatâs the spiritâ he laughed, watching his face turn serious before he gently bumped his nose against yours. The action making you smile as you griped his shoulders gently and the need to kiss him became overwhelming. Thankfully you could see it in his eyes that he wanted the same and you couldnât wait to finally have him again. âCan I kiss you now?â
Youâd barely nodded and his lips were on yours. It was messy and frantic as he grabbed at you, clearly not able to control himself after not having you for so long and you knew youâd both be covered in lipstick now but you didnât care. Your need for him was stronger than any of that worrying so you let him have you. Kissing him until there was no air left in your lungs and you had to pull back but the red lipstick all around his mouth made you feel triumphant.
âShall we go clean our faces first?â You asked but he just shook his head before running his thumb across your bottom lip and dragging it down your chin to your jaw. You knew your messed up lipstick was even worse now, letting him grab your neck and kiss along where the mark was and you had to hold onto his shoulders tightly so you didnât crumple to the floor as your legs were so weak. âYou sure Mase? Weâre just gonna make a messâ
âThatâs what I want. I want you to make a mess all over meâ he growled into your neck and you couldn't contain the moan that fell from your lips. Letting him pull you over to the bed and onto his lap and you could feel him through his jeans already as you straddled his thighs.
He eventually let you grab some wipes to clean you both up. Telling him it was like making out with a clown and you didnât want to stain the white sheets so you carefully scrubbed the lipstick off of him as he sat and watched you but you could tell he was eager to have you. His hands massaging your thighs gently and once you told him you were all done he wasted no time in gripping your hips and kissing you once more. This time a little softer and slower and you were glad you were sitting down still as you could feel yourself melting into him.
His little kisses moved across your face and to your jaw, peppering them across until he was trailing them down your neck and trying to attack your collar bones. You could feel his hands pulling at your top, trying to untuck it from your skirt and once he had peeled it from your body his hands were unclipping your bra and throwing that to the side too. Leaving you sat on his lap completely bare from the waist up and the sudden exposure to the cold air made your skin erupt in goosebumps.
Now you were exposed to him he wasted no time in attaching his lips to your chest. Moaning with you in unison as he sucked on the hardened bud and you couldnât help but buck your hips slightly. His warm hands splayed out over your back made you shiver but you loved how he was devouring you like he hadnât eaten in weeks. Kissing down the valley of your breasts before giving the other side the same treatment and when he finally looked up at you his eyes were dark and wild.
âI hope you know you wonât be sleeping tonightâ he told you breathlessly, lips brushing yours as he spoke but it was his eyes rolling in the back of his head as you massaged his scalp lightly that turned you on more than anything else.
âYou better have got late check out thenâ
âIâm nothing if not preparedâ he winked and you knew then you were in for a wild ride.
He stuck to his word and you really didn't get much sleep. Between endless rounds of making each other feel good you found yourselves laying half on top of each other as you spoke. Mason's excitement for your future was contagious and even though you wanted to take things slowly you found yourself wanting to say things to him you never had before.
Youâd forgotten how good it felt to have him in between your thighs, to have him take care of you in a way no one else could. To let him do exactly what you needed him to and as he rocked himself into you slowly with his forehead resting on yours you found yourself wanting to say so much but you were lost for words.
You felt as light as air as he kissed your cheeks, peppering them gently across your jaw and up to your ear where his light moans travelled straight to your brain and made you tingle. Your hands wandering the expanse of his back as you lightly trailed your nails over him and when you finally grabbed a hold of one of his cheeks he growled into your neck.
âI love every single part of youâ you he whispered. You hadn't heard him say that to you since that night in your flat as you werenât quite ready to say it back but clearly he couldnât hold it in anymore. âIâve known from the second I saw youâ
âMase-â
âShhhhh, itâs okay. I knowâ he told you and even though you wanted to speak you couldnât. His lips claiming yours again as he brought you to a high once more and by the time youâd recovered you were barely conscious. Heâd really put you to the test tonight and knew you were exhausted after the hours youâd spent between the sheets so he finally let you rest. Getting you comfortable in his arms so you could drift off and before long you were out for the count.
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You were awoken the next morning by the feeling of Mason's lips on your cheeks. Peppering soft kisses repetitively until you were squirming in his hold and you couldnât remember ever waking up so happy before.
âGood morning, sweetheartâ he whispered carefully, trying his best not to startle you as you carefully awoke but when you smiled at him softly his lips curled into your favourite smile. âAs pretty as you look when youâre asleep, you need to wake up my love. Check outs in an hour yeah?â He told you and you couldn't contain your huff. Barely opening your eyes to look at him but you could see his pout of sympathy for you. âI know beautiful, Iâm sorry. But it is almost middayâ he chuckled and even though you knew he was right, you shut your eyes again and got comfy.
Even though you were awake he was still pressing kisses to your face, the sound of your giggles mixing together as you tried to hide but he always managed to find somewhere to kiss. Eventually pressing his lips to yours in a sweet kiss that made your toes curl and when he pulled back to rest his forehead on yours you couldnât contain yourself anymore. The words youâd been holding in for a while now tumbling out of your mouth in a barely there whisper.
âI love youâ
You could tell Mason was shocked. Not expecting to hear that from you quite clearly but the smile on his face was contagious. Heâd told you he loved you before but knew you werenât ready for all of that yet so had cooled off on it until he couldnât hold it in last night but you knew he loved you as he proved it to you everyday with all the small things he did.
âYou what?â
âI said, I love youâ you told him again, a bit more forcefully this time as you wanted him to know you meant it and the look of relief on his face made your chest warm.
âAre you serious?â
âYesâ you laughed, kissing him lightly but he was too in shock to reciprocate. Looking back to see his eyes looking a little bleary as his emotions took over and you knew it must have hit him hard.
âI love you tooâ he whispered, laughing as he kissed again but you knew straight away where he was trying to take things and even though you wanted to, you didnât have time for that right now.
âHold your horses, big boy. We don't have timeâ you giggled and when he frowned at you you made the same face back.
âWhat? Youâve just told me you loved me and now Iâm not allowed to do anything about it?â
âYou said weâve only got an hourâ you argued but you knew he was about to argue back and you had to be strong.
âI can be quick-â
âMasonâ you laughed. âI love you, but noâ
âFineâ he huffed, pressing one last kiss to your lips before moving away from you. âIâm just gonna jump in the shower, okay. I love youâ he whispered and you nodded with a smile at him before he left the comfort of your bed to head into the bathroom.
You wondered if this was the whole reason he got this particular room in the first place, the glass bathroom was completely open and as you laid on your side you had a perfect view of Mason under the shower. You knew he wasnât doing it on purpose, at least you didnât think he was, but watching his hands roam across his wet body was getting you right in the mood and before you knew it you were knelt up on the bed completely naked in front of him while he stood and watched you. His mouth hanging open as you brushed your fingers softly over your body in an attempt to turn him on like he was doing to you as a little bit of pay back. Knowing he couldnât get to you easily as the glass wall was in the way but you should have realised by now Mason always got what he wanted.
He was rounding the corner back into the room in a flash. Soap bubbles and splatters of water following in his wake and you squealed as he grabbed a hold of you so he could carry you back into the shower with him.
âYou canât tell me no and then tease me like that, I wonât have itâ he laughed. Setting you down before pulling you under the warm water and you barely had time to think before he was pressing you up against the slippery tiles.
âMase-â
âShhh, I donât wanna hear itâ he whispered, his hand flying straight to where you needed him so he could circle over you gently and his first touch made you gasp. Knotting your fingers through his hair as he rested his forehead on yours and you knew you were blushing from the intense eye contact he was already holding you captive with.
âIâll go slow, yeah?â He told you quietly but you could already feel his fingers inching back towards your entrance and when he finally began to push his digits in you let out a breath you didnât realise youâd been holding.
Even though youâd had him multiple times the night before, it still wasnât enough for you. He would never be enough for you so you took his already hard length in your hand and began to pump him until his eyes were rolling back in his head and he was moving closer to finally get inside you again.
He managed to hook your leg over his arm so you were more open to him and you gasped as he pushed his way inside.
âYou thought you could do that to me and get away with it, huh?â He breathed, not letting you answer as he kissed you deeply as he snapped his hips back and forth quickly.
You knew he was trying to get out both over the line quickly as you didnât have time to mess about but as both your highs approached you felt him slow down. Your leg still hooked up over his arm as his other held you at your waist but you moved your hands to cup his jaw so you could look straight into his eyes.
You didnât know what it was but things felt different. Your wet bodies sliding against each other as you moaned into each other's mouths. Yours eyes all over each other's faces until they settled on looking straight into the others and it was like time was frozen. Just you and the boy you loved as he tried his hardest to push you over the line and you thought you might burst. Stroking your thumbs up and down his neck carefully as you held his shoulders and you wondered how your legs hadnât given out yet.
You could see it was a lot for him, his skin covered in goosebumps as his dark eyes bore into yours and you knew you were feeling the same feelings. An uncontrollable feeling of love ripping through you for the boy who was resting his head on yours.
âY/n.. fuck I-Iâ he stuttered, too overcome with emotion to get his words out properly but you just kissed him in hopes heâd relax and keep going.
âShhh itâs okay. I know Mase, I feel it tooâ you reassured him and the squeeze of you bum let you know he was just as close as you were.
âGod, I love you so fucking muchâ
âI love you tooâ you whimpered, looking back up into his eyes and you could see theyâd become glossy. Clearly too stunned with how he was feeling and when he shivered under your fingertips you knew it wasnât because of the temperature of the water.
You only let yourselves indulge in each other for a few moments longer as you knew you needed to get dry and dressed. Content with holding each other under the water for a few moments before you both got out and packed up. Mason managing to get himself ready a few minutes before you as you were just zipping up your bag when he groaned behind you.
âAh fuckâ you suddenly heard. Turning round to face Mason who was sat on the end of the bed and even though he sounded pissed off, he couldn't hold back a smile.
âWhatâs up?â You asked. Finally zipping your bag up as you were all packed and ready to go but by the look on Mason's face you could tell there was about to be another delay.
âCome hereâ he asked, patting the space on the bed next to him and once youâd taken your seat he passed you his phone and your eyes fell to the photo of Mason immediately. One of him in the same outfit he was wearing last night and it only hit you then that it was last night.
âWhatâs thisâ you questioned, reading through the article as quickly as you could to get a sense of what was happening and every word made you feel cold.
âSome shit someoneâs published about us last night. Youâre my mystery woman apparentlyâ he laughed but you could tell he was a little pissed about it.
âWhat?â
âYeah, my brother sent it to me and heâs not happy in the slightestâ Mason groaned. âBad for my image apparently. I should have listened to you last night and told him this might be coming I guessâ
âSorry, Maseâ you pouted, handing him his phone back but he just wrapped his arm around your back and sent you a small shy smile.
âNot your fault at all gorgeousâ he winked before placing a quick kiss to your forehead. âIâm gonna go call him quickly and clear the air yeah? You finish getting ready and weâll go homeâ he told you and you left him to take his call outside. Watching him pace up and down as he spoke to whoever he needed to but you couldn't tell how it was going as he was keeping his expression blank.
âHow did it go?â You asked as he walked back in and flopped down next to you. Pulling on your waist so youâd lay with him and once youâd settled on his chest he kissed your forehead sweetly.
âHe put me on the phone to my mum, sheâs kinda pissed and I had to tell her about you. I know you wanted things kept quiet for now but I couldnât not sayâ he explained and you could tell he was worried about telling you but you knew it wasn't his fault.
âNo donât be silly, itâs probably better they knowâ
âWell Iâm not sure about that cause she wants to meet you nowâ
âOhâ you breathed, knowing it was quicker than you wanted it to be but you knew youâd have to face them one day.
âDonât worry, Iâll sort it all out okay?â He reassured you, kissing your forehead gently as he stroked your hair and you couldnât help but feel calmer about it. He always had that effect on you. âYou've got nothing to worry about, theyâll love youâ
âIâm not so sure about thatâ
âWhy wouldn't they? I love you and you make me happy so thatâs all they should care about. The rest is none of their businessâ he told you and you knew thatâs how he saw things as heâd feel the same for his family if it was the other way around but you presumed they were protective over the baby of the family. âTrust me, Iâm more annoyed than you are, wonât let me keep my girlfriend a secret for more than five minutesâ
âGirlfriend, huh? Whoâs she?â You teased, looking up at him with a smirk and you saw a look of shock flicker over his face as he realised what heâd said until he smiled it off.
âWell I mean you told me you loved me this morning, I just presumedâ he joked but you could tell he was a little embarrassed about it still and the bridge of his nose flushed red but you reached up to kiss him softly letting him know it was fine.
âI havenât been a girlfriend for a long timeâ
âDonât worry, youâre already the best one Iâve ever hadâ he winked, the pair of you laughing as he pulled you into his body. âCome on, gorgeous. Weâve got a long drive and I think I want some snacksâ he told you and even though you hated to be going you were excited for the drive with him as youâd never been in his car before.
You stopped off in the small Sainsburyâs that was close to the hotel for some drinks and snacks and when you asked what sweets he wanted he demanded one of everything. You let him know he could only have two things though and once back in the car his hand was either settled on your thigh or his fingers were laced through yours.
You were around halfway home when his phone lit up on the dash. His eyes quickly flashing over before you heard him sigh and his eyes flashed to yours.
âEverything alright, love?â
âYeah uh, could you um⊠could you have a look on Robins instagram? Apparently sheâs posted some stories about meâ he asked quietly and you could tell he was upset about it. You didnât want to look but you were also curious yourself so you quickly found her and your heart broke as you saw them and what she was insinuating.
âIs it bad?â He asked quietly and when you didnât reply he sent you a sad smile. âCan you read it to me? Its fine I promiseâ
âFuckâ he breathed, not realising it was going to be that bad and you saw his shoulders deflate as you replayed what youâd said in your head.
âMase, itâs a bunch of bullshit, yeah? We both know sheâs just trying to get sympathy from everyoneâ you told him in hopes it would make him feel better but you knew not much would right now. âWhy donât you post something?â
âBest not, Lew will lose his marbles if he hasnât done so alreadyâ he shrugged. âItâll all blow over soon I promise, I know the truth, so do you and thatâs all that matters to me okay? Iâm done with her mind games and I just want to forget herâ
âIf youâre sure. But you know if you want to say anything Iâll be the first one there to defend youâ
âI know, sweetheartâ he muttered, turning to smile at you sadly and your heart broke once more for him. He didnât deserve any of this and you hated how now she couldnât manipulate Mason she was just manipulating everyone else.
-
You spent the next few days in a slight state of panic until he asked if you were free in the next week to meet his family and you agreed no matter how terrified you felt. Treating yourself to a nice new dress so youâd feel confident seeing them and at this point you didnât even care if Mason liked it you just hoped they would.
You didnât have to worry about Mason though, his eyes hanging out of his head when he saw you just like usual and it settled your nerves knowing whatever happened he would be there. He did his usual though and relaxed you, telling you how excited they were to meet you and that youâd have nothing to worry about so by the time you were finally there and out of the car you were feeling better than you had all day.
The vibes were off though as soon as you were in front of them. Mason's Dad, brother and brother in law werenât there yet as they had to pop out for something so you were thrown straight into the fire by meeting his mum and sister first. The bright smiling faces you were expecting to be looking back at you looked sour and unimpressed and they both appeared to be sizing you up. Unfortunately Mason was either ignoring it or none the wiser, wrapping his arm around your waist as he smiled down at you before looking back at them.
âThis is y/n, guysâ he smiled proudly introducing them to you. Watching them both give you tight smiles and small nods but the two babies made up for it by inviting you into the living room to join in on their tea party. You were a little too afraid to leave Mason's side and you could tell he knew it, but he gently squeezed your hand to reassure you before looking into your eyes. âGo on, love. Iâll join you guys in a minuteâ he assured you and after a quick kiss to your cheek you took Summers outstretched hand and let her lead the way.
He didnât leave you for long but you knew heâd followed them into the kitchen. His face set as he wanted to ask them why they were being so cold but he didnât really get the chance as they started quizzing him about Robin and he refused to talk.
âCanât you just tell us what happened?â Debbie asked, her voice thick with concern for her boy but Mason just shook his head.
âNo, I donât wanna talk about it, okay? Itâs done, I donât wanna see her again and thatâs thatâ he said bluntly but he could see Jaz was looking at him through narrowed eyes.
âWell youâll have to, sheâs coming to mum's birthdayâ Jaz said nonchalantly and Mason felt his tummy drop. There was no way in hell he wanted to see her again and he definitely was not having you and her in the same room.
âYou what?â
âI invited her a few weeks ago and when we spoke the other day she promised she was still comingâ
âLook I donât know what the fuck you thinking youâre doing but if sheâs there then I wonât beâ he told them harshly. The pair of them looking at him like heâd grown two heads as theyâd never heard him speak like that to them before.
âMason-â
âNah nah, Iâm not having itâ he told them. âItâs a dick move, Iâm your brother and I thought I came first over anyoneâ he spat but he could tell they still didnât get it.
âLook-â
âIâm serious, you don't know how hard the last few years have been for me and you donât have any right to do this. So youâve got a choice, her or meâ
âStop being ridiculousâ
âNot youâre being ridiculous, Iâm not talking to you about this anymoreâ he declared before standing up abruptly. His chair making a loud noise as it moved back and scraped across the floor but he didnât give them the chance to reply before he left them to finish lunch and joined you in the sitting room.
His heart broke for you as he caught sight of you sat in a circle with the girls. Mila was currently trying to put a tiara on your head as Summer poured you an imaginary cup of tea and itâs like he was falling for you all over again as you smiled whilst you pretended to take a sip.
He couldnât take it anymore, needing your comfort more than anything else so he walked in and your eyes found his immediately. He knew you were a little embarrassed but with a quick kiss to your forehead he sat with you and joined in much to the girls' amusement. At least there were a few women in his life who werenât disappointed in him.
âThey donât like me do theyâ you whispered, the vulnerability in your voice making his heart break so he quickly grabbed your hand and kissed your forehead again. Wanting to reassure you that it was all fine but also wanting to prepare you for the fact that today wouldnât be as easy as he thought it would be.
âDonât be silly baby, theyâve just got the wrong end of the stick thatâs all, theyâll be fine soonâ
âMasey? Whereâs Auntie Robin?â Summer suddenly popped up and you wanted the ground to swallow you whole. Thankfully it was only the four of you in there and Mila had no idea what was going on but you were still embarrassed and Mason could tell so he took your hand and placed it in his lap.
âRobin wonât be around anymore, Sums. Weâre not friends anymore reallyâ he told her simply but that seemed to be enough for her.
âOkayâ she smiled at him, nodding and pouring tea for everyone before taking her seat in between her bears whilst Mila decided your lap would be her seat today.
Mason's Dad, brother and brother in law turned up only five minutes before lunch was ready. Mason seemed furious at them for being so long but when they came in to meet you they seemed a little more friendly than the women in his life had been. They were just awkward if anything which was to be expected and when they were called into the kitchen Mason let them all go so you could have a few minutes alone together and he could build you up a bit.
When you were both ready you followed Mason into the dining room. Thankful that he hadnât let go of your hand but you could tell he was pissed about something else and you weren't sure what until he was directing you where to sit.
âYouâre sitting next to Summerâ he told, nodding you over to the other side of the table before following you around. You still couldn't figure out why his face was set so hard until he reached across the table to swap the wine glass in front of him with the water tumbler opposite.
âMase-â
âIâm sitting here. End ofâ Mason spoke. Cutting his sister off before she had a chance to say anything else. Pulling your chair out for you to sit down and you knew this was about to be one of the most awkward lunches of your life as Mason planted his hand firmly on your thigh as soon as he was sat next to you. You knew no matter what, at least you had him there for you as he turned to face you with a smile. âWhat would you like?â
Mason didnât let you lift a finger. Pouring your drink for you before serving up your food for you and you were grateful as you werenât feeling very confident at all. He was a gem though and constantly checked in to make sure you had enough and you were okay but it wasnât the food or anything like that that was the problem. It was the company.
If they were trying to make you feel awful then they were doing a pretty good job. Mason had told you they wanted to meet you so they could get to know you but if you hadn't been there it wouldnât have made a difference in the slightest. Not once did they ask you anything about yourself or try to include you in the conversation, if anything they were purposefully retelling stories that included Robin but Mason had a knack for changing the subject.
Maybe it was the fact you were on edge that made everything they did and said worse but you could feel yourself shrinking as the time drew on. Not bothering to say anything or rock the boat but thankfully Summer was keeping you entertained so you didn't feel too much like a spare part.
Mason was getting irate though so you slipped your fingers through his. Giving his hand a gentle squeeze to let him know you were fine and you could handle it and you watched his face soften as he looked at you before dropping a quick kiss on your forehead. The small act making your cheeks burn but you knew it was half for his family too, wanting to show them he didnât care what they were doing and that he was all about you.
When lunch was over you offered to help clear the table but Mason was quick to step in and told you you didnât need to before ushering you into the garden with the girls. You wondered if he wanted to talk to them privately so he could speak his mind without getting you upset but when he joined you outside five minutes later he seemed oddly calm.
You were sitting on the floor with Mila in your lap when he approached you. Resting his hands on your shoulders as he looked down at you with a soft smile before turning his attention to them.
âHey girlâs, mummy just told me sheâs got ice cream for you inside if you want itâ he told them, watching the pair of them scramble up and run inside hand in hand.
You werenât sure if you should get up but Mason was sitting down behind you soon enough. His hands on your waist as he tried to lift you into his lap as he sat crossed legged and once you were settled he wrapped his arms around your middle and rested his head on your shoulder.
You felt your eyes sting immediately, finally alone and able to let your walls down a little bit but when he kissed your shoulder a few times you couldn't help but smile. Yes the whole time youâd been here it had been incredibly tense and awkward but you still had Mason. His head hadnât been turned by anything theyâd said but when he moved you into his lap slightly so he could see your face better you felt your lip wobble.
âIts okay baby, you donât have to hold it in around me. No one can see you, yeah? You can cry if you want toâ he told you softly and it's like the curtain dropped as soon as he said those words. Your hands coming up to cover your face so you could let a few tears free but clearly you were more upset than you realised. âIâm so sorry y/nâ he whispered, feeling your sobs grow slightly before Mason turned you in his arms. Letting you hide your face in his neck as he held you and stroked your back lightly.
âIt's not you, itâs justâŠâ
âI know, gorgeous. Weâll get going yeah? Iâll go grab your bag and we can go homeâ he whispered but you didnât want to back out now. You wanted to stick by him and prove to his family that you were the right one for him no matter how hard it might be.
âNo itâs alright, Iâll suck it upâ you told him. Nodding your head and wiping your eyes as you tried to pull yourself together but Masons hands were on your jaw to make you look at him in an instant.
âNo I donât want you to do that. You shouldn't have to do that. I donât wanna be here anymore either so we can just go okay? How about I run us a nice bath when we get in, yeah?â He suggested, knowing how much you loved sharing a bath together and you nodded with a smile as he attempted to wipe your eyes. Thankful you could draw a line under today early and be alone just the two of you. âCome on then beautifulâ
He walked you to the back door but told you to wait there so he could get your things and you werenât in the state to argue. You were snotty and your eyes were puffy and you didnât want them to see that theyâd broken you so you let Mason go inside. Watching him march straight into the living room and he was met with his mum's guilty face straight away.
âMason-
âI donât wanna hear it. Iâve just come to get y/nâs bagâ he told her. His eyes scanning the room to try and find it but he couldnât see it straight away and it gave her an in to keep talking.
âPlease Mase-â
âIâm so fucking embarrassed of you guys, you know that? Couldnât play nice for a few hours and now sheâs in tears thinking you all hate herâ he told everyone. Finally spotting on a chair across the room and making his way to grab it.
âWe didnât mean for that to happenâ she told him, her voice sounding low and guilty and in the back of his mind he was happy about it. He wanted them to feel shit for what theyâd done to you.
âWell it did. She means a lot to me and Iâm not gonna stay here and let you guys carry on making her feel like shitâ
âWeâve got your best interests at heart always Mason, we werenât awful for the sake of itâ Jaz piped up but he was too angry with everyone to stand and argue any longer.
âI donât wanna hear anymore, weâre offâ he told them nonchalantly, picking your bag up from the chair and turning around but he stopped just before the door so he could stick the knife in again. âYou know I never thought you guys would be like this, she was terrified about meeting you but I told her it would be fine cause I really thought it would be. I thought youâd be there for me no matter what and Iâm so fucking ashamedâ he gulped, shaking his head as the he turned away, walking back out the way he came with your bag in hand before meeting you just outside the back door. His heart breaking once more as he took in your sorry state but he adored the way you smiled as soon as you saw him. âCome on sugar, letâs goâ
âI should say bye at leastâ you told him, not wanting to appear rude and make them hate you even more but Mason just shook his head and pulled you along.
âThe don't deserve it. Come on, you're fineâ he told you, pulling you round the house by the side gate until you reached his car. Opening the passenger door for you to climb into and before you knew it you were off. Your heart sank at the way things had gone and you couldnât stop yourself from silently crying the whole way back. Today had felt like a disaster but Mason kept his hand in yours the whole way home and deep down you knew things would be okay.
The pair of you had your bath, Mason letting you cry a little more until he was trying his hardest to make you smile. It didnât take much as it came natural for you to be happy around him and by the time you were going to bed you were feeling just about okay again.
-
Mason was in the shower the next morning when the doorbell went. You were sat on the sofa in your pjs still as you ate the toast heâd made you a short while earlier and you froze at the sound before Mason's voice rang through the air.
âCan you get that, baby? Should just be a deliveryâ he called so you got yourself up and dusted the crumbs off of your body before answering.
When you opened the door you werenât expecting to be met with the face of Debbie. You knew your face was one of shock but hers was one of sorrow and guilt and you almost felt bad for her so you gave her a tight smile in hopes she knew you were okay.
âHi loveâ she smiled sadly but you didnât know what to say to her. âIs Mason here? I think itâs best we all talkâ
âHeâs in the showerâ you whispered, unsure if you should let her and if Mason would want to see her but she was his mum at the end of the day and you didnât want to make her hate you anymore
âMaybe you and I could talk first then? I think I owe you an apologyâ she gulped so you nodded her in and took her to the kitchen. Offering her a cup of tea that she gladly accepted before you took a seat opposite her.
âSorry Iâm still in my pjs, I donât normally dress like thisâ you laughed, trying to make light of the situation but she just smiled at you softly before her face grew serious again.
âIâm sorry for the way I acted yesterday, well the way we all acted really. Weâre very protective over Mason, too much sometimes, and we were just a bit concerned. Heâs not spoken about what happened with Robin and weâve only had her side of the story so Iâm guessing we got the wrong end of the stick. We just assumed the worst after that article came out and we werenât sure about your intentionsâ
âI get thatâ you nodded sadly, deep down you knew why yesterday had gone the way it had and that you would have to prove yourself so you started here and now while Mason wasnât around to tease you. âI need you to know that I love your son a lotâ
âI knowâ she told you sincerely, âand you know what, after seeing him with you yesterday I can see how much he loves youâ she confessed. âIâve never seen him act that way with someone. Weâve known Robin since she was 14 and sheâs like a daughter to me but heâs never looked at her like thatâ
âHeâs had a lot going on that he should have told-â
âWhatâs going on?â You suddenly heard. Looking over to see Mason walking in fully dressed in his comfies ready for your sofa day but the sight of his mum sat in his kitchen clearly wasnât what we was expecting.
âIâve come to talkâ
âYou better not have upset herâ he grumbled, coming over to touch your shoulder protectively but you just placed your hand over his and nodded to the chair next to you and opposite his mum.
âMason sit down, it's okayâ you laughed, his eyes lighting up at the way you didnât seem sad in any way so he took a seat and kept your hand in his.
âRight, I want the truth okay? I know we werenât the best yesterday but I need you to be honest with me about what happened with Robinâ Debbie told him and you knew Mason didnât want to. You wondered if some gentle encouragement might help and when his eyes met yours you sent him a soft smile.
âCome on Mase, I think itâs for the bestâ you offered, hoping heâd listen to you but Debbie clearly knew her son and was ready to guilt her way into him talking.
âYou used to tell me everythingâ Debbie pouted, looking down and huffing slightly and he clearly knew what she was doing as he rolled his eyes with a little smile.
âYeah well this is shit, I donât wanna keep reliving it and talking about it all the timeâ
âWell letâs make this the last time thenâ she told him, reaching over the table with her hand up in hopes heâd place his in hers and after a beat he did. Looking up to see his eyes full of tears at the thought of hashing everything out again so you took his other hand in yours and gave it a gentle squeeze in hopes it would give him some courage.
âI don't even know where to start,â he sighed. âThings with Robin had been bad for a while but i didnt wanna give up you know? Didnât wanna throw nine years of a relationship away but she made it impossibleâ he gulped. âI know I told you I bought this place for Woody to stay in as an investment but that was a load of shi- sorry a load of rubbishâ
âWhat do you mean?â Debbie frowned and you looked at Mason quizzically too but his eyes were glued to the table as he fought to get his words out.
âIâve been living here. Iâve probably only been in the house a handful of times lately cause I needed my own place to stayâ
âWhy though?â Debbie whispered, confused as to why heâd lied to her and you knew the floodgates were about to open.
âCause I couldnât stay at home. She kicked me out all the time over the most stupid things like I canât even begin to explain but I was always on edge around her. You know, wondering what mood she was in and if Iâd be allowed in my own home that dayâ he told her and you watched as her face dropped.
âShe didnât love me in the end, mum. She loved what I could give her. We were kids when we met and we grew apart but she was comfortable with the life I gave her and didnât want to give that up. You wonder why every time we went out there were pictures? She always called the paps like she wanted everyone to know I was hers so no other girls went near meâ
âWhy did you stick around for so long?â She asked quietly, her voice sad but understanding and you could see how upset she was for her boy.
âLooking back, Iâm not so sure. She had a knack for making me feel awful about her mistakes so I was the one who would always go crawling back to apologise. It was just this weird cycle I couldnât get out of until Iâd just had enough. I get you were trying to protect me yesterday but it was from the wrong personâ
âI think we were just a bit confused. This seems to have happened really quicklyâ she nodded before her eyes were flickering between the pair of you be she was smiling softly. âSo how did this happen then?â
âItâs my fault, Robin ended things with me and I told myself that I was done and moving on but I didnât explain everything to y/n at first and when Robin whistled I went running back like i always did cause Iâm a moronâ
âSo you didnât⊠you didnât cheat did you?â She whispered and even though he knew why she might have come to that conclusion he was ready to defend himself even if he had been a bit wrong.
âNo way, I would never do thatâ he told her. âI get the lines are blurry and it doesnât sound great, itâs not how you raised me at all but Iâd never do that. I hate talking about it cause I sound like a dick but I only went to y/n when sheâd broken up with me and I never told her I had a sort of girlfriend in the beginningâ he huffed.
âIâm not proud of it, at all. Iâm ashamed at how much I hurt y/n when sheâs only ever put me first and shown me love. This thing with us, itâs not what Robin said okay? This isnât just me spreading my wings for a bit, y/n is it for me and thatâs why I thought it would be okay for you to meet her cause I know sheâs gonna be around for a long time. But Robin got you like she got me and made you believe something else. You know if anything I cheated on y/n, went running right back into the fire after she offered to give me everything cause deep down I didnât think I deserved herâ he told her honestly and your heart broke for the boy you loved. His eyes finally meeting yours and the soft look in his eye made you melt. âBut she stuck with me, no matter what I did or how awful I treated her. She was there for me and all I want to do is make her life as easy as she makes mine feel nowâ
âI wish you would have been honest from the startâ Debbie huffed, making the pair of you look back at her and even though you could see she was hurting for him you could see that twinkle in her eye that you knew that she could see there was something special between you. âLook Iâm your mum okay, itâs my job to protect you. But for once I donât feel like I have to anymore. Thatâs your job now, yeah?â She smiled at you and you felt your heart soar at how much she was trusting you.
âI promise I willâ you reassured her, feeling Mason squeezing your hand under the table as he knew this was a big deal after yesterday.
âI know you willâ she nodded. âYou have been for a while by the looks of things. Iâm not going to sit here and say I saw this coming from a mile off cause I really didnât but I could tell something had changed lately. I thought you and Robin had just finally hit your strideâ she huffed rolling her eyes. âI really am sorry for yesterday and Iâm sorry for taking her side. I would say she can expect an earful from me but donât worry iâll leave itâ she laughed and you could tell Mason was happy to put everything to bed.
Debbie stayed for a little while longer, the three of you talking how you imagined you would be the day before and you felt like you made a good second impression. Debbie giving you a big hug before she left and you let her and Mason have a few moments alone while you got settled on the sofa.
You see how much lighter Mason looked when he came back to join you, the smile on his face was permanently etched there throughout the rest of the day as you stayed cuddled on the sofa. Watching all his favourite movies in between naps and plenty of stolen kisses until he couldnât keep his hands off you and you ended up having sleepy sofa sex as he rested his head on yours and told you how much he loved you repeatedly.
It was just before dinner when things went a little south. You knew something was coming as it always did with you two. Like god was testing you to see how much you could take and because things had been too perfect for you all day he was ready to throw a spanner in the works. Youâd just nipped off to the bathroom it finally happened and you felt you heart drop as the shock ripped through you.
âUghhhh Mason! What the fuck!â
âWhat?â He called, his voice getting closer as he ran towards where you were and you smiled as you knew heâd probably find it funny.
âYou left the bloody toilet seat up, I nearly fell inâ you shouted back, adjusting yourself as you laughed it off but when you were finished and you finally opened the door, he was sitting on the bed like a deer caught in the headlights. You didnât take much notice of it at first and made your way over to him but as you got closer you could see the panic all over him. âSeat down when Iâm here rememberâ you teased, trying to get him to smile but your words had the adverse effect.
âSorryâ he gulped his eyes falling to the floor as he played with his fingers and you werenât sure how to take his reaction.
âItâs alrightâ you whispered, taking a seat next to his to hopefully catch his eyes but heâd withdrawn himself completely and didnât even react when you took his hands in yours.
âDo you you, um⊠do you want me to take you home?â
âNo? Why would I want that?â You asked but he just shrugged his shoulders softly.
âCause I did something stupid and annoyed you. I thought you might want to be away from meâ
âMase, baby, you forgot to put the seat down, you didnât kill someoneâ you told him softly, the hurt across his face only really hitting you then as you realised what might be happening. The pain of his past so evident and your heart sunk that you made him feel that way again.
âSorry I just-â
âYou donât need to explainâ you whispered âIâm so sorry, I was just having a laugh I didnât even thinkâ you explained and you watched him take a breath as if he wanted to say something else but the words never came. In the end he just gripped your hand and looked back up at you hopefully.
âLetâs just forget it then, yeah? He asked hopefully, letting you pull him into a kiss that you both smiled into and even though you knew you both felt a bit rubbish about what had happened you knew you could move on from it fairly quick and reassure Mason that heâd never have to leave you.
The rest of the night went without a hitch and you were determined to make it up to him. Cooking him dinner and even making him a special dessert that he sat and ate it with the biggest grin on his face. The happiness was so evident on him and you felt accomplished that you could make him smile by just treating him how he should have been all along.
The treats didnât stop there and you changed the bed sheets whilst Mason was in the shower. You knew he loved the feeling of fresh ones but it was also a treat for yourself as his were much softer than yours and after a little bit of a struggle you undressed yourself down to your knickers before crawling inside as you loved the feel of it just as much.
You werenât in there on your own long, Mason sneaking his way out of the bathroom shortly after youâd gotten comfy and the feeling of Mason pressing himself against you made you shiver. The sensation of his warm skin on yours was second to none and you almost had to hold in a moan at how good it felt to have him next to you.
When you felt his lips on the back of your neck a content hum fell from your lips as you shivered. You knew heâd been waiting to get his hands on you again properly but there was a little voice in the back of your head that was stopping you from getting you fully involved.
When it came to sex, Mason was the king of being unselfish and made sure he gave you exactly what you wanted even at the detriment of his own pleasure. He knew what to say, what positions you loved and sometimes you could tell he wasnât feeling it as much as you were but he was so into making you feel good that he didnât care. Doing whatever he could to push you over the finish line before he took care of himself but you were about to change that tonight.
Because even if he didnât care about putting himself first, you did and as he kissed his way down your back you began to hatch a plan so you could repay him for all the times heâd made you the priority.
As much as you didnât want to as you adored the way he was touching you, you rolled over and sat yourself on Mason's lap. His hands reaching round to grab your bum as your thighs wrapped around his and you could feel he was hard for you already. Only the thin material of your underwear separating you as Mason hadnât bothered to put on anything at all after his shower and right now you were glad.
âWhat do you want, baby?â He asked, pulling you further into him as his hands wandered over your naked back and back down to your bum so he could give it a squeeze and you had to hold yourself back from rocking your hips over him as his touches were turning you on so much.
âWell I was about to ask you the same, what do you wantâ you asked, the question catching him off guard a little but he shook it off and sent you a teasing smile.
âI want whatever you wantâ
âCome on Mase, let me do something for youâ you argued and you knew this was about to be a battle that you wouldnât win easily.
âSex isnât about what I wantâ he smiled but you just rolled your eyes at him cause you knew heâd always thought this but tonight you were going to make it all about him.
âYes it is, come on tell me. Whatâs something youâve always wanted to try?â You asked him but he was frozen and you knew his mind was blank.
âI donât know⊠how about you sit on my face?â
âNo, thatâs not allowedâ you told him sternly and you knew right away he wasnât happy about it.
âWhy notâ he laughed âyou said I can pick what I want, thatâs what I wantâ
âNo you donât, you just picked that cause you know I like itâ you told him, shimming back down his legs before placing yourself in between them. âHow about I get started while you have a think yeah?â You asked but you didnât give him a chance to reply before lowering your naked chest to the mattress and taking him into your hand so you could guide him into your mouth.
âYou really think Iâll be able to come up with anything while my dicks in your mouth- oh fuck y/n thatâs itâ he breathed. His fingers automatically coming to your hair so he could brush it out of your face and when you made eye contact you knew you were driving him crazy.
Mason didnât ask for head that often, only when he was feeling lazy and you forgotten how much you loved having him in the palm of your hand. The way he just surrendered to you immediately as he moaned and groaned with every flick of your tongue made you feel like you were in charge of him and you let yourself get lost in him. Making sure your bum was sticking up high in the hair so heâd have something to look at but when you looked up at him his eyes were fixed in the corner of the room until he was back looking at you.
âCome on Masey, tell me what you wantâ you demanded after coming off of him with a pop. Using your hand to work him as you took a moment to get your breath back but now youâd given him a taste he seemed to be more comfortable with asking for what he wanted.
âI want you on topâ he breathed, rolling you off him slightly so he could lay down a bit as you took your underwear off but you noticed his head was still propped up slightly.
âOkayâ you smiled, attempting to climb over his lap but his hands on your hips stopped you in your tracks.
âWaitâ he suddenly breathed, face cautious as he thought about whether or not he should say what he wanted to but you nodded at him encouragingly to let him know it was fine. âOther wayâ
âOkayâ you smiled, trying to hide your own nerves as youâd never done it this way before but you did as he asked and settled over him your your back to him, trying to line yourself up with him but when you looked up, the first thing you noticed was the mirror had been moved from the corner of the room and Masons eyes looking back at you through it. âYouâve moved the mirror?â
âUh, yeahâ he laughed, moving his head back around so you couldnât look at him though it anymore but when you turned your body slightly to face him you could see how red his cheeks and nose were.
âYou were watching me earlier werenât you?â You laughed and he covered his face with his hands before he was laughing too.
âYeah I wasâ he confessed. âI got a glimpse of you the other night and I wanted to try it today. I like seeing you from all anglesâ he winked and you felt your tummy flip at how hot you found it but before you could say anything else he was sitting up fully behind you. âNow I know you wanna make this about me but I think you might need a bit of help okay?â He told you. Wrapping one arm around your waist before settling the other on your upper thigh and you knew what was coming as he began to kiss over your back.
You watched his hands move in the mirror, gently tracing his fingertips up and down your thigh before touching you exactly where you needed him to. Tracing over your clit a few times before dipping his fingers inside you and the growl that left his lip made your head spin.
âThis wet just from giving me head, yeah?â He whispered before playfully biting your side. And you instinctively felt your hands travel up to your chest as you rocked your hips over his fingers. âYou like it that much Iâll put you to work more oftenâ
âFuck, Maseâ you moaned, a shiver rolling through you at just how turned on you were and you couldnât keep your eyes away from the mirror that was just off to the side. Your eyes constantly meeting Mason's dark ones and the sight of the pair of you was driving you wild.
âYou see yourself, yeah? Can you see what I see now?â He asked. âIâm so fucking in love with you, you know that?â
âMase pleaseâ you whimpered, starting to get overwhelmed with everything that was happening but he knew you were ready now. Laying back down and positioning your hips over him before he was guiding himself inside you and pulling you down further into his lap.
You froze for a second or two, not really sure what you were meant to be doing as you'd never done it this way before but with Mason's hands on your bum guiding you, you began to move your hips and the first moans fell from his mouth.
That was all it took to spur you on to keep going. That mixed with Mason's dirty mouth and the image of him sliding in and out of you in the mirror. Youâd caught eyes with him a few times as his eyes were flicking between looking at you in the mirror and watching your bum bounce up and down on him. His hands gripping your bum every so often and you knew he was getting close as he bucked up into you.
âYou wanna cum, Mase?â You asked, the pair of you staring each other down through the mirror and you could tell he was almost done just by how dark his eyes were. His nose red and flushed whilst his hair stuck up in all directions and youâd sworn he never looked so good.
âI canât fucking hold itâ he whimpered, the sound of his voice pushing you to where you needed to be and all you wanted was to reach your highs and melt into each other like usual.
âItâs okay, Iâm right behind youâ you told him, the knowledge that youâd been able to work him up into this state had pushed you closer to the edge than you realised and soon enough you were fluttering around him as he held your hips and bounced you on top of him until he was shuddering beneath you.
It was awkward trying to get you off of him and laid next to him without making too much of a mess but you managed it. Curling yourself into his side and resting your head over his frantic heart that you felt start to slow as soon as you were both comfy.
âHey Mase?â You whispered and he looked down at you softly. His brows raised as he was unsure about what you wanted to say but as soon as you spoke your favourite smile returned. âIâm in love with you tooâ
-
It was a rare few days that the both of you had off when things took a drastic turn. You knew things had been too perfect lately and something was bound to push you off track but never did you think Mason would be up to his old tricks again.
You were doing your skincare in the bathroom as Mason took a quick shower. His phone face down next to yours on the counter and when the sound of multiple texts came through and yours didn't light up, you realised it must be his.
âIs that my phone or yours gorgeous?â Mason shouted from inside the shower so you quickly flipped his phone to confirm it was actually his.
âYoursâ
âCan you see what it is? I donât wanna get my hands wetâ he told you. Popping his head from around the curtain and his cheesy grin made you giggle.
âJust a load of texts from Lewisâ you confirmed and he nodded at you before disappearing back behind the curtain.
âCan you see what he wantsâ he asked, shouting the code to his phone for you to tap in but you were stood in shock for a few moments at the fact heâd actually told you how to unlock his phone before you did it and to your surprise it worked. âYou done it?â
âOh um yeah, heâs just confirming about the charity event next week?â You told him. Trying to hold on the wobble in your voice as you were so unsure and felt like you were invading his privacy.
âAhh okay, can you message him back for me? just say thanks and Iâll call him in a bitâ he told you and without thinking you quickly replied with what heâd asked you to. Wanting to lock his phone as quickly as you could as it felt so strange to me using it
âOkay, doneâ
âThank you baby, Iâll be out in a minute yeahâ
âOkayâ you told him before leaving and getting ready for bed but you couldnât seem to wipe the smile off of your face.
When Mason eventually joined you, you could tell he was looking at you in amusement. Clearly unsure as to why you were grinning like youâd just won the lottery and when you both climbed into bed he pulled you into his lap so your legs were laid across his thighs with his arms around you and your heart thumped at how he looked down at you.
âWhat you smiling at, pretty girl?â
âYou gave me the code to your phoneâ you whispered, smiling even wider like a cat that got the cream as he looked down at you and soon enough his face mirrored yours. âNo ones ever given me the code to their phone beforeâ
âWell Iâve got nothing to hideâ he told you sinserly, âAnd you can use it or look on there whenever you want to, yeah? Iâll be honest itâs a bit boring but youâve got free reignâ
âIs it just you and Woody sending each other heart eyes all the time?â You teased and thankfully he laughed as he ticked your sides.
âYouâve caught meâ he laughed, dropping a heavy kiss on your lips before pulling back to look at you seriously. âYou can trust me, you know that right?â
âI knowâ you nodded, and you really thought you could.
The fact heâd given you the code made you not want to bother looking. You knew he had nothing to hide and heâd given you no reason to think anything different was going on until one night after work around a week later you were staying with him again. Mason was taking a call on his work phone in the conservatory when his personal one began to ring beside you and when you looked down at the screen your skin prickled uncomfortably.
Robin? Why was she calling? And why was she still saved in his phone with a heart next to her name and a photo of them all over each other? you wondered. Letting it ring until the call ended before a few texts poured in and your curiosity got the better of you. Punching in the code as quickly as you could with your heart pounding in your ears to try and see what sheâd said.
He text her from his other phone? And he was meeting her tomorrow? Surely not this must be some sort of trick sheâs playing but the heart by her name and the picture of the two of them making out was making your head spin and you didnât know what to do.
Mason's voice was soon booming through the house, letting you know he was getting closer so you quickly locked his phone and put it back where it was just in time for him to end his call and take a seat next to you. You tried your best to act casual and like you hadnât just uncovered his secret but you forgot he could read you like a book and gave you a confused look as soon as he saw you.
âYou alright, gorgeous?â He asked, his voice full of concern as he wrapping his arm around you just like always but you hid yourself in his body and nodded your head.
âIâm fine, just sleepyâ you told him, not wanting to say anything and call him out of it really was nothing but you couldn't lie and pretend you hadnât seen what you had so when he offered you an early night you took it. Noticing how he was reading over messages on his personal phone when you slipped into bed but his brows were drawn and his face fallen as he typed out his replies.
âYou still have that meeting tomorrow after work?â He asked as he got settled behind you. His arm laying loosely around your tummy as he spoke into your shoulder and you could only muster a nod. Not trusting your voice in case it broke but he seemed happy enough with your reply. âOkay, well Iâve got dinner with Rasmus tomorrow night so I might not see youâ he told you and you wondered if this was just a lie so he could go and see Robin. If it was a lie he was horribly good at it.
He was asleep soon after you said goodnight, however you laid there awake for hours. Worrying about what tonight might hold and if he was seeing her again behind your back. You knew you should have said something but in a weird way you wanted him to do it. At least then youâd have the evidence and when you didnât hear from him for a few hours at around 5pm the next day you could only think of the worst possible scenario.
Much to your delight your meeting was cancelled and rather than go to Masons flat like you were planning on to surprise him you just went home. Wanting to be in your own bed and you laid there with the hump. Wondering what he was doing now or who he was with but after a quick look on Twitter there was a photo of Mason and Rasmus with a fan from half an hour ago and you felt even more confused.
You knew heâd sent you a few texts to see how you were and where you were but youâd left them all unanswered. Not really knowing what to say and if you wanted to see him but at around 9pm you heard the door open downstairs and you know it was him. Making use of the key youâd given him two weeks ago even though you now spent most of your time at his.
âYou here sweetheart?â He called, hearing him walk around downstairs but you didnât reply, laying on your side away from the door as you pretended to be asleep just in case he came upstairs and soon after you heard him jogging up the steps and your door opening.
âBaby? Baby are you- oh shitâ he whispered, his voice getting quiet when he realised you were asleep before you heard him go across the hall to the bathroom. You wondered if he was getting himself ready to come and join you and shit all you wanted was the feeling of his arms around you to make you feel better you could also feel your heart shattering in your chest.
When he eventually came back you knew you were tense so you tried to relax but you could hear him undressing behind you before he slid behind you and his first touch made you jump.
âItâs okay, itâs only meâ he laughed but when you tried to curl into yourself more so you could hide from him, his tone shifted instantly. âBaby? Whatâs happened? Whatâs wrong?â He asked, trying to tighten his grip on you as you pulled away but you couldnât fight him off. In the end you just face planted the pillows so he couldnât look at you as the first sobs fell from your lips. âHey come on, just tell meâ
âI feel like an idiotâ you told him, giving up slightly and letting him turn you but you sat up so you didnât have to lie down with him.
âWhy baby? What's happened?â
âWhere have you been?â You hiccuped, finally looking over to see him and watching his face drop ever so slightly âJust tell me, donât treat me like Iâm stupid. Were you really just with Rasmus all night? â
âBaby, I donât know what you think is going on-â
âI know you went to see her, or youâre planning on it at leastâ you confessed and itâs like you watched his heart break right in front of you. âHow could you, after everything?â
âLook at me, please baby let me explainâ he whispered. Gripping your jaw gently to tilt your face up and in the end you caved and looked at him. This was the explanation you wanted so you might as well hear him out. âSheâs moving out of the house. You know I said she could stay while she looked for something else? Well sheâs going now and I had to meet her so she could sign everything over to meâ
âWhat?â
âYeah, there was some stuff in her name and we said weâd sort it when the time came. I just didnât want you worrying or panicking so I didnât say anything but now I realise that was stupid of me cause itâs made it all worseâ
âOhâ you breathed, the tension lifting off you immediately but you could feel your tears coming thick and fast as you realised everything was fine.
âI know Iâve still got a lot to prove, but you know Iâd never-â
âIâm so sorryâ you sobbed, head falling into his chest as he took you in his arms but he just held you and let you cry. Knowing you probably needed to get your emotions out. âShe called you and I went through your phone. Iâm so sorry I know you said it was fine but I get if you want to change the code nowâ
âNot at allâ he whispered into your hair before he gripped you tighter. âI told you Iâve got nothing to hide and you can look where you wantâ he whispered. âBut baby if you see something or are worried about anything then please talk to me okay? Cause I can assure you itâll be nothingâ
âI feel like an idiot. I just panickedâ
âI know gorgeous, itâs okayâ he told you but you didnât feel like it was. You felt like youâd royally messed up even if he was looking at you like everything would be okay.
âPlease donât be mad at meâ you whispered. Your lip wobbling as you thought youâd ruined everything but he just smiled at you and held your jaw so you had to look at him and you felt your heart rate slow down as he softly stroked your cheek.
âHey no, no I would neverâ he told you softly. âIâm more mad at myself for just not being honest and getting you in a state. I thought i was doing the right thingâ
âI just didnât want you to think I was insecure but maybe I amâ you shrugged sadly and you could see how much it hurt him to hear you say that as he knew his actions were the cause of it. âIts okay, Mase. Itâll just have to be something we work on togetherâ you told him. Resting your hands on his shoulders so you could stroke his neck as you knew it calmed him but he still looked heartbroken at your confession.
âI hate that Iâve made you feel like thisâ
âMasey itâs okay, itâs just something weâll have to work on together okay?â You smiled at him. âIt's just a blip but weâll get through it. We always doâ
âI promised myself Iâd never make you cry because of me againâ he gulped and your heart broke before you pulled him into your arms. The both of you sad but latching onto the other for comfort and the feeling of him breathing you in made you relax.
âLetâs just use it as a learning curve, yeah? We just need to communicate more and weâll be fineâ you told him. Your fingers getting lost in his hair so you could massage his scalp and when he nodded into your neck you knew youâd both be fine. âI love you so much, Masonâ
âI love you, tooâ he told you. Pulling back just enough for him to kiss you tenderly and when you suggested getting comfy to sleep he let you lay down before resting his head on your chest. âWeâll be okayâ
âOf course we will be, we always areâ
-
You were on the phone to Mason on your lunch break two days later when you bought up dinner with a friend but much to your dismay he couldnât go with you.
âI might not be able to make it baby, Iâve gotta get stuff boxed up and moved back into the houseâ he explained and a feeling you couldnât describe swirled in your tummy.
âOh?â
âYeah sheâs moving out on Wednesday so I can move back in finallyâ he told you and you could hear the excitement in his voice already.
âOh wow thatâs quickâ you told him, thankful he couldnât see your face as you weren't exactly sure what expression you had on right now. Still processing that youâd have to take on this whole new part of his life when you were so comfortable in the current version.
âYeah I thought Thursday maybe we could go there? Stay the night like get settled and get you used to it there. What do you think?â He asked and you didnât know why but the idea filled you with dread. You knew the plan was always to move back in once she was out as that was Mason's home but now the time was here you werenât sure how you felt about moving into somewhere that was so full of her.
You brushed it off though, trying to be positive about the situation, telling him it was a great idea and it was fine until he was pulling onto the drive and you felt awkward immediately.
If you thought his flat was nice then this was a whole different game. Youâd never seen a house like this before and even the driveway felt bigger than your whole flat.
Even from the outside you could get a feel for how nice it would be inside. The size and scale was overwhelming and you knew it was well taken care of as all the plants and lawns on the outside were in perfect condition but you had a sneaky suspicion none of that was down to Mason.
He was dying to get inside though and as soon as the car was off he was jumping out. Looking up in what only can be described as pride at his home before he was searching for you and holding out his hand for you to take.
âWhat do you think?â
âIts hugeâ you whispered and when he wiggled his eyebrows at you suggestively you rolled your eyes at him with a smile.
âCome on, letâs go inâ he laughed but you felt yourself stuck to the floor until he was pulling you forward. âYou want the tour?â
âOkayâ you nodded, trying to send him a smile but it felt forced and he could see you were nervous so he kissed the back of your hand before walking you inside.
It was huge, five times the size of his flat and you knew youâd get lost in there eventually. But it wasnât just the size of it that was throwing you off, it was all of Mason's memories that were attached to it.
It was homely in a way that Mason's flat wasnât. There you could tell it was made for a man to live in whilst this place had a womanâs touch all over it. The empty picture frames a reminder of maybe what used to fill them and the bunch of flowers in the hall made your tummy squeeze.
She was everywhere you looked, from her water bottle that was conveniently left in the kitchen to some of her skincare in the bathroom. You didnât feel safe from her anywhere and the longer you walked around the worse you felt.
It was like taking a tour of his old life, the one you both wanted to forget, but Mason seemed to be in his element. Walking around and finding things he thought heâd lost and telling you silly stories from moments when he lived there but thankfully they only involved him or Woody.
You couldnât deny the house was beautiful, loads of bedrooms so all his family could come and stay and a cute cinema room with massive cushions and a big fluffy blanket but the smell of what you could only presume was Robinâs perfume was lingering and you felt your eyes sting. You wanted to be as excited as he was but you just couldnât.
After the grand tour he went and grabbed your bags from the car. You ordered food in the end, sitting on the sofa as he told you about all the changes he wanted to make that he was never allowed to and you began to relax as thoughts of her left your mind. Hoping you could maybe one day erase every part of her and not think about her being there in every corner of the room you looked.
You could feel yourself relaxing as the night went on but you knew what time it would be soon and your heart was racing but not in the usual way Mason made it.
âYou wanna head up to bed, love?â He asked, kissing your cheek softly as he stroked your arm but you didnât reply. This was the part youâd been dreading but when he pulled you up you went with him, following him up the stairs and into the bedroom and once you were in you froze.
Everything was wrong. The smell in the air did nothing but remind you that this used to be their shared room and it was clear that sheâd been living here for a while. Thankfully the sheets looked fresh but you still felt uncomfortable about it so you took your time in the bathroom getting ready for bed but the empty products of hers in the bin made your eyes sting.
Once you were ready and couldnât waste any more time away from him you joined him back in his bedroom. Watching him undress down to his boxers and jump right in, clearly wanting to get comfortable as quickly as he could so you could cuddle like youâd promised him all day but you were frozen to the spot.
That was their bed and this was their room.
Heâd picked his usual side, was that always his side? The thought of you getting in next to him was too much for you and you just wanted the ground to swallow you up completely.
âBaby? Is everything okay?â Mason asked. His voice soft as tilted his head to look at you, but you kept your eyes on your hands as you played with your fingers.
What were you supposed to say?
In the end you heard him move, climbing out from under the covers so he could make his way to the end of the bed and sit on the edge. Beckoning you over to him again but this time you went to him. Letting him sit you on his lap as he kissed your temple and you felt a shiver roll through you.
âYou donât wanna sleep in here, do you?â He asked quietly, gently tilting your face up so youâd look at him and the understanding look on his face made your heart break.
âSorryâ you sniffed, trying to keep your bottom lip from wobbling âI just-â
You were cut off by the feeling of him sweeping you up in his arms and walking towards the door. A slight giggle coming from your lips that he laughed at before he walked you down the hall and into one of the spare rooms that youâd been in earlier so he could pop you on the floor gently. Wrapping his arms around your waist slowly and only then did you look at him properly, a soft look on his face and you knew you had to explain yourself a little bit.
âI donât know how to say this without it sounding awful but Iâm struggling being here a bitâ you confessed and a sad but knowing look crossed his face. âI know sheâs gone but sheâs everywhere I look, itâs like one in one outâ you joked but you knew your comment had hit him hard.
âI donât mean for you to feel like that at all, babyâ he whispered before kissing along your hairline softly.
âDo you want me to take us back to the flat? I donât mindâ
âNo itâs okay, Iâll be fine hereâ
âSheâs never slept in here i promise. This was my room for a bit when we first started arguing, before I got the flat. It's also Summers room when she staysâ he told you and you felt a lot better about being in there.
âLetâs sleep here then. Make some new memoriesâ you smiled at him and you could see his shoulders relax now he knew you were happier in here.
âI love you so much, you know that right?â He whispered, trying to reassure you as best as he could but you felt a lot better already knowing that he understood.
âI knowâ you smiled, watching his face relax ever so slightly. âAnd I love you just as muchâ
-
You didn't see Mason for a few days as you were both busy with work but when you had some time Mason invited you over to the flat. You wondered if heâd ask you over to the house but you couldnât say you werenât relieved to turn the key in the lock and find him cooking for the pair of you in the kitchen.
Once youâd both eaten you let him find a movie for the pair of you as you went to the loo but as soon as you returned you could hear him finishing up a call and he gave you a sly wink as you sat yourself down next to him.
âWho was that?â
âEstate agents. Theyâre gonna come take pictures of the house tomorrowâ he told you nonchalantly but you werenât about to let him say that without an explanation.
âWhat, why?â
âCause Iâm selling itâ he smiled and you knew your face was one of shock.
âWhat? Mase no I didnât mean-â
âNo no, you were rightâ he reassured you. Wrapping his arm around you and pulling you further into his side. âThat house is too full of memories iâd really rather forget so Iâm getting rid and we can start fresh yeah?â
âMasonâŠâ you whispered, not believing what you were hearing but he was just smiling his usual goofy smile and you knew youâd be okay.
âIâm gonna start looking for some new places but why donât you have a look too? We can go and view them together but thereâs no rush cause weâve got here in the meantime, but this next place I want it to be ours okay? So think about what you want and donât wantâ
âAre you sure?â You giggled. The prospect of living together officially hadnât really crossed your mind yet even though you spent every night together and the thought of looking for a home together thrilled you.
âCâmereâ he whispered, pulling you further into his lap and all you wanted was to kiss him. âWhat did I say on our first date, huh? Iâm in this for the long haul, remember. I know itâs a big step and we can wait until youâre ready but we spend all our time with each other that we can anyway and it can only be better once weâre finally together under the same roofâ
âI canât believe weâve made it to this pointâ you laughed, trying to keep your tears at bay as you seemed to cry at the drop of a hat these days and you wanted to keep yourself in check but Mason's cheeky smile was helping and you knew he was about to make a stupid joke. Thatâs why you loved him though.
âWeâve come a long way, huh? And I canât tell you how excited I am to be so far away from any neighboursâ
âYour neighbours arenât bad hereâ
âYeah but now Iâll get to fuck you without everyone hearingâ he whispered against your cheek and a loud laugh fell from your lips.
âMasonnnâ you groaned, trying to act like you were annoyed with his dirty words but you couldnât ignore the way your tummy flipped at the thought of being able to fully let go with him and try new things. Youâd always tried to be quiet here as you knew the walls werenât exactly thick and as you tried to hide in his neck he just held you tighter to him.
âSorry babyâ he laughed, pulling away so you couldnât hide your face and when you looked up at him he kissed you deeply before chucking. âDo you wanna go and have really quiet sex?â
You didn't say a word, just giggled onto his lips before pulling away and leading him into the bedroom so you could take care of him just how heâd liked it as since youâd bitten the bullet and asked what he liked, you had discovered a new found love for pleasing him.
He still fought you on it, letting you know he wanted to make it all about you but every so often he let you have your way and tonight was about to be one of those nights whether he liked it or not.
You knew he loved it though and when you were both knackered and spent you laid facing each other in bed as he held you to his body. Both sharing a pillow as your noses just about touched and the way he was looking at you like you hung the moon was making you blush.
âI love the way you love meâ he whispered suddenly, feeling his thumb brush along your jaw as his nose bumped yours lightly. âI hope I can make you feel how you make me feelâ
âHow do I make you feel?â You asked, your voice just loud enough for him to hear and even in the dark you could see his eyes twinkling. Wanting to spill the contents of his brain and heart to you as he was feeling everything for you right now and all you wanted was to let him know you felt exactly the same.
âSafe. And understood. Like loving me is easyâ he confessed, your heart breaking at the way he didnât believe he was good enough and you quickly pressed a kiss to his cheek in hopes it would make him feel even a tiny bit better.
âThatâs cause it is easyâ you told him, feeling him relax as he let out a breath heâd clearly been holding for far too long and when you heard him sniff you knew he was getting a little emotional. âWhy do you think I fell for you in the first place, huh? Loving you is like breathing to me. I donât even have to think about it, it just happens and I fall more and more for you every second Iâm with youâ
âI donât deserve youâ
âYes you do. You deserve to be loved just like everyone else isâ you told him and you almost smiled at how emotional the pair of you had become. âI know you've never had someone prove that to you but you do Masey. Youâre the kindest and most gentle man Iâve ever met, you make me laugh more than anyone else ever has or ever will do. Youâre my world, and my life is so much better with you in it Mase. I love you so so muchâ
âI love you tooâ he whispered. His voice thick as he tried to hide in your neck so you turned onto your back a little and let him rest his head on your chest. Your words had hit him luck a truck and he swore heâd never been so in love with anyone or could ever be again. You flipped his world upside down in the best way possible and he couldnât help but spill his guts to you. âI never thought Iâd feel like this about someone, I know itâs early but Iâm gonna marry you one dayâ
âOh yeah?â You laughed, scratching his head gently whilst trying to make out that you werenât as affected by his words as you were but you knew your heart was thumping right under his ear.
âOh yeah, get the proposal in my head alreadyâ he joked as he squeezed you a little tighter. âI just donât ever want us to end, you know? You're my home and Iâve never had that before. Weâre twin flames, remember?â
âI rememberâ you whispered, kissing his head gently before he was looking up at you in awe again.
'Can I tell you something silly?' he asked, his voice quiet in the silent room but you heard him loud and clear and wanted him to know he could tell you anything.
'Of course you can'
'Sometimes when I think about you I feel so full of love I just wanna burst like I can't contain it' he laughed and you squeezed him tightly to your body thinking he was the most adorable thing before he looked away again out of shyness. 'I can feel it right now like I don't know what to do with myself'
'Look at me you laughed, wanting to see his face again as you spoke and when his gentle eyes landed on yours you let your mouth run away with you. 'I feel like that too, a lot actually. I know we didn't take the easy route, but I wouldn't change anything for a second okay? All of this shit we've gone through it's just made us stronger and you're worth every single tear I've ever cried so please don't ever say you don't deserve me cause I love you in ways I can't even love myself' you confessed. Watching his eyes glaze over and you told him everything heâd ever wanted to hear but little did he know you werenât done yet.
âAt the end of the day, itâs all about finding your person and you, Mason, you are my person. The person I want to spend the rest of my days laughing with, crying with. The one who I want to come home to and fall asleep next to every single day and I hope you donât ever forget thatâ
âYour my person tooâ he whispered, overwhelmed by everything youâd said and you knew you had to break the ice a little bit.
âI better beâ you winked but he just rolled his eyes as he sat up slightly so he could hover over you.
âCan I take that as a yes then?â He smiled, referring to him mentioning that he wanted to marry you earlier but even though you knew what the answer would be already you didnât want to inflate his ego at all and you knew he already knew the answer.
âYouâre too muchâ you laughed, pulling him back down next to you so you could hold each other again but as he got settled back next to you on the pillow you knew deep down heâd never be too much for you.
Thank you so much for making it this far and finishing. I really do appreciate it and I hope you loved reading it as much as I loved writing it. Od love to hear what you thought so please do let me know as it would make my day đ©· love you guys xxx
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casual // touya todoroki part 2
when the boy you're in love with wants to keep it casual.
a/n: i was fighting for my life while writing this đ pray for her (and me while i write... part 3? HEHE)
part one part three
You made your way up the fire escape, the cold air and icy railing nipping at the bare skin of your neck and face for the short travel up a level.
From outside of his window, you took a second to admire the scene. Tenko was sitting criss crossed on the couch while cradling a beer in his lap, and directly across from him is Spinner on the ottoman with their switches out- in which you could only assume was playing super smash bros. Toga was at the kitchen bar taste testing Kurogiri's mixed drinks, and everyone else plus a few more unfamiliar faces were drunkenly draped over the couch, laughing at one another.
You continue peering around the room for Touya. No one else had noticed your presence outside the window quite yet.
"Looking for someone?" A deep voice snaps you from your search.
You look up to see Touya sitting on a step another level up.
"God, Touya." You shutter from the cold breeze. "What are you doing out here? It's freezing."
"Needed some air." He shrugs, crinkling a bottle of water in his hands. "Not going inside?"
You climb your way up to him, taking a seat right beside him. In the moonlight, his silver hair glowed blue, and at a closer look, the tip of his nose and cheeks were dusted with pink.
"Was just about to before you ambushed me." You smile at his tipsy state. "How much have you drank?" You pressed a hand to his cheek, making him melt into it from the warmth.
"Enough, and not enough at the same time." He chuckles, grabbing your remaining hand and pressing it against his other cheek.
"Fuck, you're warm." A sigh of relief escapes his lips.
"Can I kiss you?"
Fuck
You had just told Toga that you were done running in circles around him, but in this moment with the buzzing lamp post drilling into your head and his swollen lips mere inches from yours, it was almost an offer you couldn't turn down. Do you close the gap between you two and continue this charade or will you end it now?
In a perfect world, you wouldn't have to make this decision now- you wouldn't ever have to, but you loved him. Desperately.
You looked at him, deeply. His bloodshot and glossy eyes, an effect of the alcohol, were peering right into yours while waiting for your answer.
You could savor this forever- a rare moment where he's the one waiting for you.
After a beat of silence, he sensed your hesitation and leaned back, searching your face for an answer for your off behavior, because Touya knew that the answer would've always been a yes- undeniably so.
"What's wrong?"
I love you.
"Nothing." You force a reassuring smile. "Why?"
"I don't know. You looked like you were about to cry for a second there." He moves his hand to your face now, rubbing his ice cold thumbs against your cheek. "Maybe I'm just drunk." He smiles.
He pulls your head in to press a kiss on your hairline. "Also, I saw Fuyumi today. She said hey."
"I'll text her later." You couldn't help but feel a twinge of warmth knowing that you came up in conversation with his sister.
"Were you not gonna come tonight?"
"Hmmm I don't think so" You casually say "I was kinda busy, but the fomo was kicking."
"Works out in my favor." He chuckles. "You wanna go inside? Toga said she was expecting you."
He starts standing up, gripping onto the railing to stabilize himself. With his other hand, he extends it out for you.
"Yeah I owe her a shot. That is, if she's not already fucked up." You grab onto his hand and hoist yourself up.
"In that case, I'll cash in the shot in her place." He wraps his arm around your waist, helping you down the frosty steps.
Once you made it through the window, your body instantly warmed up with the thick air of the apartment. Across from the kitchen, Toga spots you and squeals to herself, motioning for you to come to her.
"Kurogiri's been showing me how to make drinks!" She grins, panning her arm to the array of mixed drinks and shots sitting on the counter.
"Christ, Toga who's going to drink all that?" Touya mutters behind you as he moves into the kitchen.
"Y/N and I, duh!" She rolls her eyes before passing you a glass with a shots worth of pale pink liquid.
You swallowed your hesitation and glanced over to Touya, who was leaning up against the refrigerator watching you with a slight smile.
Seeing his pretty face was not a good reminder for yourself as to why you were here in the first place. Nonetheless, you and Toga clink your glasses together and down the first shot.
You cough into your sleeve, letting the burn warm your skin and help settle into your nerves. You shoot her a warning glance when she slides another drink into your hands.
"Oh so you're trying to kill me tonight, huh?" You down the new drink, pinching your nose as the lukewarm liquid burns its way down your throat. You slide the empty glass to her just for her to replace it with more alcohol.
"If there's one way to cure a sad girl, it's alcohol." Toga clinks your glasses together before finishing off her's.
"I only promised you one shot!" You pushed the glass away. "I'm a lightweight, let me take a breather unless you want me on my ass in half an hour."
"Okay fine" She pouts. "Just finish this one and we'll stop."
You grimaced, but she shot you a knowing look. You needed this. You needed a night to not think and worry about repercussions later.
"Fuck you." You sigh, clinking your glass with her. "And I love you."
After the last shot, your head clouded and your skin went hot. You pulled out a bar stool to sit and propped your head in your hands, watching Toga and Kurogiri talk about the mixtures and types of alcohol they were experimenting with.
Maybe the last shot was overkill, but 3 shots in 5 minutes meant that you'll be sober in a couple hours? You hoped so, at least.
"If she starts throwing up, I'm gonna kick everyone out." Touya jokes.
"You think I'm done?" Toga starts. "Touya, you have to finish the rest of these drinks with me."
Touya kept his distance on the other side of the the kitchen, chatting and drinking with Kurogiri and Toga all while glancing your way every now and then.
You were confident that everyone in this apartment knew about your entanglement with Touya, but with any outings and functions, PDA and other romantic gestures were kept to a minimum. You kept your distance, but this last shot started to feel like you needed a moment alone with Touya.
Maybe this was a bad idea.
At some point when the alcohol had fully settled in your stomach, you decided to get up and wander around the apartment while everyone else was occupied.
You slowly go through the main hallway, looking at the framed band posters hung up that you had seen about a hundred times.
At the end of the hall, there was your favorite piece of decoration he had- a framed photo of him and his high school garage band at one of their practices. His hair was dyed midnight black and his jeans were all sorts of torn up and embellished with spikes and chains. Every time you came over, you had to look at it at least once. You always told him that you wished you met him at this age, and that he could've broken your heart, but he insists that he would've never been able to pull you in the first place.
You continue your walk, staying close to the wall to keep your balance before you finally made it to his bedroom. You step in and takes deep breath, savoring the crisp pine and green apple that lingered from his cologne.
If you had been sober, you probably wouldn't be bold enough to sneak off to his bedroom in the middle of the get together, but you were sure that he would rather you lay in his bed than the bathroom floor.
You flop down and close your eyes for a moment of solitude. You made a mental note to curse Toga out for getting you this tipsy when it was only supposed to be one drink.
"How did I know I could find you here?"
You instantly recognized the voice and the chuckle that paired with it.
"Shut up." You muttered, keeping your eyes closed. "If you didn't let me drink so much, I wouldn't have to crash here."
"So sorry, pretty girl. My fault." You feel the bed shift as he crawls onto the bed to sit beside you. "I brought something for you."
You open your eyes and sit up to see him holding out a red solo cup. You shoot him a glare.
"It's water, before you say anything."
You release a sigh of relief. "Thank you."
You downed the water in one go, letting the cold liquid bring you back to life. You lean over to set the empty cup on his bedside table before letting yourself lay back down. Touya follows suit, propping himself up on his elbow.
"You feeling okay?" He brings his hand up to your cheek, lightly brushing away stray hairs.
You nodded your head, letting yourself soak in his light touches. Looking up at him from this angle made your stomach twist. You reached up and held his hand on your cheek, letting your thumb brush over his knuckles.
"Can I have a kiss?" You turned towards him, propping yourself up to face him.
He smiles and leans in, pressing a soft and gentle kisses on your lips and cheeks.
"Should I kick everyone out?" He whispers between kisses. "Just you and me tonight. I'll take care of you."
"Aren't you drunk too?" You prop yourself up, leaning over him and making him fall back on the bed.
"Yeah but not multiple-shots-in-the-span-of-2-seconds drunk like you."
You drag your finger down his nose bridge, tracing it down to his lips where he gives your finger a kiss. You replace your finger with you own lips, letting your hand fall to cup the side of his neck.
"Say the word and all of those fuckers will be out of here." He silently mutters against your lips.
In your mind, you were screaming at yourself. You wanted the night with him, but you couldn't bear doing this to yourself anymore. Every night spent with him and watching him leave through your window made your self worth crumble bit by bit.
"Enticing offer." You smile, sitting upright now. "But I think I might have to throw up."
His eyes widen in fear. "And you're telling me this now?"
He sits up and hops off the bed, pulls you off with him by the arms. "Idiot. Sweet, beautiful idiot." He presses a kiss to your temple before ushering you to his bathroom.
He helps you kneel down in front of the toilet before running out to grab more water.
You sit there for a moment before dry heaving into the toilet a few times. Nothing. With every cough, you cringed at yourself. Here you were, at a party you didn't even want to go to, gagging in the bathroom of someone who doesn't love you back.
You knew you truly didn't have to throw up, maybe just gag it out a bit, but you mainly needed to step away from Touya to clear your mind. Tomorrow, when you would have to tell Toga about how you folded is going to be a whole separate issue for you after tonight.
In the corner of your eye, you saw a glistening black rectangular object lay next to his trash can. You reach over to grab it, revealing itself to be a tube of berry red lipstick. You felt sick to your stomach, but for a different reason now.
In your drunken state and the alcohol running through your veins, you felt yourself choking up with tears. You knew you weren't the only one, but now that it was right in your face, there was no more pretending that you were. God, how stupid you felt.
"Get it together, Y/N. It was never going to work out." You thought to yourself.
You began to stand up, stumbling while doing so. Right as you steady yourself on the the door frame, Touya comes back in with a glass of water in his hands.
"Done already?" He asked, peering over your shoulder to see the damage.
You say nothing and move around him to get pass He sets the glass down and grabs your shoulder, stopping you in your tracks.
"Where are you going?" His eyes widened once he see the tears streaming down your cheeks.
"What's wrong?" He says a bit quieter.
You choked out a laugh before showing him the object in your palm. "One of your girlfriends left this."
He gives you a puzzled look. "Okay? And you're upset over this? Why?"
"Are you serious, Touya? You're asking me why I'm upset over finding another girl's lipstick in your bathroom." You purse your lips,
He runs a hand through his hair, and releases a long sigh of air. "Y/N. This thing between us...it's casual. You know that. You can't get mad at me for that when we both agreed to it."
"Casual?" You spit back. "Is it casual that you're always coming to my window at 12am to fuck and talk about our futures? Is it casual when your siblings invite me over for dinner? Is it casual when you leave your front door open for me?" You exclaim. "It just doesn't make sense to me."
You storm out of his room to find that his apartment empty of your friends. He wasn't lying earlier, after all.
"Come on, Y/N." He follows you out "We were friends before anything else. In the beginning, Toga told me that you had a little crush on me, and I thought it was cute, but I didn't think it would turn out like this."
You make your way to the window, almost ready to jump out from embarrassment. A crush.. a little crush.
You rub your face in your hands. "You see, that's the problem, Touya. I think I'm in love with you, and you think I'm cute. Is it still casual?"
You step out onto the fire escape, and look back at him. This whole time you were avoiding his gaze, but there he was, his eyes wide and mouth gaped open watching you disappear from his fire escape for the last time.
tags: @bumblebeebutter @whitneys-favorite-slut @randomrosie01 @yuwuuta @raquel-star @the2ndl @vixendeery
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Sorry if it's basic but I would absolutely love breeding pleaseđđ
A/N: Listen iâm a slut for breeding!! I will literally never miss an opportunity to write about it đđ
If he could heâd spend the rest of his life buried between your legs sinking his cock into you. Is that too much to ask? Having you cry out his name while he fucks you full of his cum. He can't imagine anything more perfect than you with a round belly carrying his children.
âDo you want me to fuck a baby into you?â his lustful tone has you clenching around him. âIs that why you're holding me so tight begging me to keep going?âÂ
His lips were pressed against your ear whispering the filthy words to you as his cock slammed into you at a relentless pace.Â
âPlease, I want it so bad. I wanna feel your cum inside of meâ you whimpered.Â
Your words had him feeling feral. All he could think about was watching his cum drip from your perfect hole. He wouldn't waste a single drop of it. He needed to watch you shaking with pleasure while he stuffed you full. Youâd be such a pretty mommy. Youâd look so perfect waddling around with his children.Â
âIm gonna fuck my cum inside, make you all mineâ his words were dragging as he spoke.Â
He was losing his mind gripping onto you tightly dragging his cock in and out of your abused hole.Â
âIs this what you wanted?â he growled growing more and more feral just to see you falling apart taking all of his cumÂ
âYou want me breed you full rightâ
Your only reply was a rushed nod of your head while you moaned sloppy pleads begging him to give you what you so desperately desired.
âWant me to fuck you so deep my cum goes straight to your womb?âÂ
His questions left you feeling dizzy. You needed him so bad, every last drop that he could possibly give. His heart was hammering in his chest watching your eyes roll back while you begged for his cum. Did you really need him this much? He felt an explosion of joy bubble in him. His hands pinned your legs to your chest giving him full access to your slick core. The sloppy sounds of his cock filling you up was like fuel for him to fuck you harder.Â
âThis pussy was made just for me, sucking me in so deepâ he groanedÂ
This was the perfect position to fuck you. All you could do was lay there and take everything he had to give you. You wouldnât even need to beg for his cum, in this position heâd give it to you no matter what.
His thrust grew sloppier as he continued fucking you, slowly reaching his release.Â
âIâm so close baby, donât worry youâll be a mommy soon enoughâ
He sat up still pumping you full and watched as his cocked glided in and out of you with ease.Â
âLook at that, you canât even help yourself, milking me dry without even tryingâ his voice was trembling. You could tell he was on edge. You needed him just as bad.Â
âCum in me please, fill me up and make me a mommyâ you begged.
His wide eyes looked at you with such love and devotion.Â
âAnything for you babyâ
His orgasm seemed to take full control of his body. He couldnât stop himself from fucking you at a pace so rough and fast you could barely speak.Â
âTake it baby, take my cumâ He was completely gone, a mad man determined to stuff you full
âDonât waste a drop, take whatâs yours baby, take every ounce of meâ
Kita, Bokuto, Ushijima, Sakusa, Toji, Nanami, Gojo, Sabo, Sanj, Erwin, Eren, Reiner
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please a joost kink hc post đ i canât find anyyyy
â.àłàż*JOOSTS KINK HC LIST:àȘââŽ
Summary: what I think joosts kinks would be + some headcannons (ïœâœÂŽ)
Note: this is my first time doing somthing like this so tell me if this is too much and or if I should take it down!! ^_^
Warnings: litterally just straight and utter smut so if thatâs something that makes you uncomfortable click away!!
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ê© SIZE KINK; I feel like he would love a partner that is smaller in size then him. Which isnât hard since this mf is literally like 6,3 in feet.
- âN-Ngh~ JoostâŠtsâtoo much..canât take itâ you whimper as you feel him push into you, he was a lot larger then you in size and hight but seeing you barely able to fit his length burned something inside him. âYou can. And you will, now shut up and take itâ heâd say back with a sadistic chuckle
ê© DEGRADATION + PRAISE; I think Joost would like to mix the two together while fucking you. Saying the most dirty things in the sweetest way possible.
- âhaâŠsuch a dirty little thingâŠtaking me so well. God your go good for me, taking it all like the dirty baby you are huh..?â He would mutter as he looks down at you on your knees, stroking your cheek affectionately
ê© HAIR PULLING; I think Joost would love getting his hair pulled, your always running your hands through his hair through the day so feeling you tug on his hair in THIS atmosphere was something he treasures
- as he thrusts into you groaning into your neck you grab onto anything you can, that thing being his hair. As soon as he feels you tug on his hair he bites down onto your neck, not enough to hurt you of course butâŠyk. His thrusts become harsher, causing you to pull harder. This makes him grin
ê© BRAT TAMING; sometimes whenever your being a bratty he knows just how to put you back in your place, fucking you stupid so you have no thoughts in your head to make those snarky remarks anymore (he secretly loves them tho)
- you smarted off to Joost earlier which ended up in you face down and ass up, your poor cunt being abused. You were so overstimulated but he didnât stop. Everytime you were close he would stop his movements making you choke out a pathetic sob that was like music to his ears. By the end of it youâd be nothing but a little thing at his mercy.
ê© DACRYPHILIA; seeing you cry during sex (CONSENSUALLY AND NOT IN PAIN) would literally make him go feral, especially if youâre begging since he wonât give you what you want. Bringing you to tears that made him just wanna ruin you
- Tears stain your cheeks as Joost hits that certain spot that makes you see stars, âright thereâŠright there a-ah~â you cry, your tears leaving wet spots on the pillow below your head, making Joost groan and go even harder on you
ê© SLAPPING; this oneâs complicated because I feel like heâd NEVER slap your face. He loves you too much and takes that as way too far and as disrespectful. Iâm taking about slaps to your thighs and ass yk?
- Joost kisses down your stomach and continues kissing down your inner thighs, causing you to instinctively clench around his head. At his he snickers and spreads your legs forcefully but not before placing a harsh slap to your thigh, peppering kisses where the hand print started to form
OR
- your face in burrowed into the pillow, muffling your loud moans as Joost fucks into you from behind. Before you can even comprehend what happened you feel a stinging pain on your ass. You yelp and moan louder into the pillow. His soft fingertips lovingly run over the hand print, soothing the red stinging and chuckling
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Note: AHHH OKAY SO AGAIN THAT WAS MY FIRST TIME DOING SOMTHING LIKE THIS SO PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK AND IF I SHOULD TAKE THIS DOWN OR IF ITS GOOD (*áŽÍËŹáŽÍ)ê€*.ïŸ
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Guilty as Sin?
pairing: oscar piastri x norris reader; lando norris x sister reader; talks about carlos sainz x norris reader past relationship
series: the tortured poets department and part two of so long, london
synopsis: after the tragedy of y/n norris and carlos sainz, y/n moves on with her brother's new teammate, oscar piastri. can she feel guilty as sin in this new relationship?
warnings: drinking; a small segment of smut; the media being snakes
author's note: none i'm just happy that y/n is finally happy đ
Drowning in the Blue Nile
He sent me 'Downtown Lights'
I hadn't heard it in a while
After Lando's birthday celebration, Oscar decided to drive you guys back to your hotel since he was the only sober one between the three of you. As Oscar drives his McLaren Artura down the Las Vegas strip, one of your favorite songs 'The Downtown Lights' by the Blue Nile started playing. "This is one of my favorite songs."
"This is your favorite song too?" The Aussie says surprised.
"Yeah, but I haven't heard it in a while. My ex boyfriend hated this song because it was 'too chill' for his music taste." You say recalling the time Carlos got mad at you for playing this song while he was driving. It still hurt thinking about Carlos. How can you stop forgetting someone you've loved for so long? "Is it possible to turn it up?" You ask so you can numb the pain that you felt from Carlos.
"Will Lando wake up if you turn up the volume?" Oscar asks you and you turn around to see what he was doing. Lando was knocked out drunk from partying too hard.
You giggle at his question, "I'm pretty sure he'll be okay." Oscar smiles at the giggle you made. "I'm going to turn it up." The Aussie nods and you both start singing the lyrics to the song.
"Sometimes I walk away. When all I really wanna do. Is love and hold you right. There is just one thing I can say. Nobody loves you this way. It's alright, can't you see? The downtown lights" You and Oscar sing the lyrics in unison and smile at each other.
Little did you know everything was going to be alright with Oscar by your side.
This cage was once just fine
Am I allowed to cry?
I dream of cracking locks
Throwing my life to the wolves
Or the ocean rocks
The night of the Las Vegas Grand Prix, it felt like you were in cage with all the lights and cameras on you. This was your first time back in the paddock after the tragedy that happened in July 2022.
Oscar walks out of room in the paddock he hears you crying in Lando's room. "Hey Y/N. Are you okay in there?" He doesn't hear anything from you which starts to worry him. "I'm coming in."
When he enters the room, he sees you crying on the couch and sits next to you. "What's going on pretty girl?"
"I hate him so much. I spent so much of my youth throwing my life for him and Ferrari and he has the audacity to talk crap about me to the storm of reporters outside." When you were trying to walk through the paddock to get to the McLaren garages earlier, one of the reporters asked if you had any comments about Carlos talking about you to other reporters. You were confused at first, but once you got the time to watch what Carlos said in interviews it got you so angry. He started bad mouthing you and your three year relationship you had with him. He even started bad mouthing your brother and the McLaren team.
As you're still crying, Oscar decides to give you a hug. "I understand that you went through a lot in your relationship with Carlos and still are. It isn't right for Carlos to bad mouth you or anything related to you. That's very immature of him." Oscar wipes the tears that fall from your face. "It's okay to feel this way Y/N. You're allowed to cry. But it's time to crack these locks from Carlos and start throwing rocks at that past relationship."
You smile a bit at what Oscar was telling you. "You're right, Oscar." You stand up and fix yourself up.
Before you both leave the room, Oscar kisses your temple. "I'm always here for you Y/N." You felt butterflies after Oscar kissed your temple.
What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh
Only in my mind?
One slip and falling back into the hedge maze
Oh what a way to die
After Lando and Oscar got 5th and 6th place at the Abu Dhabi Grand Prix, you guys decided to hang out back at the hotel. Little Lando fell asleep after a couple rounds of alcohol, it was only you and Oscar talking.
You were a little tipsy from the rounds of alcohol you had and you accidentally told Oscar something that was only for your mind. "You know Oscar. The past two weeks, I've started to have a crush on you." Oscar was shocked when you told him, but you couldn't care since you were tipsy.
"Sometimes I wonder if you're written 'mine' on my upper thigh." Oscar laughs at your little pick up line and you notice. "Hey don't laugh at me trying to confess that I like you." You lightly slap him and he politely apologizes to you. "But only in my mine?" You question yourself.
"Why only in your mind?" he asks you.
"I don't want to move too fast. One slip and I'm falling back in love with one of my brother's teammates." As the words leave your mouth, Oscar kisses you in the lips.
"Oh what a way to die then." You both smile at each other and he kisses you once again.
I keep these longings locked
In lowercase inside a vault
Someone told me
There's no such thing as bad thoughts
Only your actions talk
During winter break, you decided to spend some private one on one time with Oscar in Australia. Before you two left you had to tell Lando about your fresh relationship with Oscar. Lando was shocked that you two were together since he was 23 and you were 26 but overall supportive for you. Lando did have to give Oscar the "if you hurt my sister, I'm going to kill you" talk. Oscar jokingly responded back "it's okay. I like my women a little older." Which got all of you laughing.
As you watch Daniel and Oscar paddle board on the Australian coast line, you were talking with Heidi. "So how long are you going to keep your relationship a secret?" she asks you.
"Well our relationship is new. I like keeping our relationship locked, only for us to enjoy for now. Let's call the vault our relationship in 'y/nscar' with a lowercase too." You both giggle about the vault idea.
"You look happier Y/N. I know that you're still grieving the years you had with 'the man that shall not be named.'" You both laugh about 'the man that shall not be named,' but it fells good to finally be able to laugh about your ex, but you had a feeling you were moving on too fast.
"Do you think I'm moving on too fast with Oscar?" You ask Heidi.
"Someone told me. There's no such thing as bad thoughts. Only your actions talk. You're really in love with Oscar and you're finally healing." She explains to you.
You both look at the Australian coast line and see your men coming back to where you were sitting. "You guys enjoying the view?" Daniel asks the both of you.
"Definitely." You answer Daniel's question and give a kiss to Oscar.
"I love you honey." Oscar says and kisses you again.
"I love you too."
My bedsheets are ablaze
I've screamed his name
Building up like waves
Crashing over my grave
That night after spending time with Daniel and Heidi, you both decided to take your relationship to the next step and have sex. Let me tell you it was the best you ever had.
For once a man put your needs first before his own. As Oscar was eating your pussy out, you screamed his name like never before. Carlos never got down on you once during your relationship.
After Oscar ate you out, he decided to insert himself in you. The waves of pleasure were building up as he kept thrusting himself inside you. You both spent hours making love.
"How was it?" Oscar asks once you both reach your climax.
You kiss him passionately, "It was the best sex I've ever had love. I could rest in peace now." You say jokingly and he laughs. "I love you so much."
"No I love you more." You two laugh again and kiss once again.
What if I roll the stone away?
They're gonna crucify me anyway
What if the way you hold me
Is actually what's holy?
Your private love didn't last for long as f1drama instagram reporters on the two of you.
f1drama BREAKING NEWS: McLaren driver, Oscar Piastri, spotted with his teammate's sister, Y/N Norris in Australia earlier today. Sources at the scene say that they were on a date and were very loving to each other.
It's embarrassing to see Lando Norris' older sister not only with another driver on the grid but someone 3 years younger than her. Carlos Sainz, her ex fiancé, definitely dodged a bullet on marrying Y/N Norris.
"That's so disrespectful for the media to be following us while we're on break." Oscar says angry that the media was following you two around Australia. "It's disgusting what they put in the caption of the post. They even added Carlos in there which is such a low blow."
You try to calm Oscar down by hugging him and pressing kisses to his jaw. "It's okay love. I knew the media would react like this once they found out."
"I just thought we would have time to keep our relationship private." Oscar says as he rests his chin on your head and continues to hug you.
"I know. All I need is you right now." You say as Oscar holds you tighter. The way that Oscar holds you felt holy to you. You felt like everything would be okay with just him by your side.
I choose you and me religiously
yourinstagram i choose you and me, religiously. @oscarpiastri
oscarpiastri love you always and forever honey đ©”
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landonorris yay i finally got to keep a secret for so long!
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yourinstagram i'm surprised. very proud of you little bro.
danielricciardo wow no photo creds @yourinstagram đ
heidiberger_ let her be down bad for oscar đ
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yourinstagram what my girlfriend said @danielricciardo đ
danielricciardo @yourinstagram hey she was my girlfriend first!
taylorswift the guilty as sin lyric đ„șđ©¶
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user1 mother approves of my other mother being happy đ„č
user2 @taylorswift ARE YOU HINTING THAT GUILTY AS SIN? IS ABOUT THEM !??
user3 she's glowing in her new relationship rn
user4 @yourintagram i don't get the hate about her moving on with oscar đ she's more happier with him than when she was with carlos
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list 1: 18, 30, 59 is driving me insane, it doesnt matter which member honestly đ
*Didnât Know Youâd Like That*
Pairing: Jisung x Reader (Fem)
Genre: Smut
Warnings: Choking, Hair Pulling, Biting, Breeding, Creampie, Unprotected (P in V), lots of dirty talk. Think thatâs all? (Not Proof read)
Prompts are: 18 âDo you kiss your mother with that mouth?â 30 âSitâ 59 âI didnât know you liked thatâ. All of these are from my first prompt list (Here) I also have a second prompt list (Here)
Ugh it took me a bit to figure who I wanted to do I saw youâve been getting wrecked by 3racha so figured to do one of them. Hope you enjoy it cause I really really did.
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Jisung sat across from you while you both played a card game. Youâve beat him the last 3 rounds, you definitely were feeling a little cocky about it too. âJi you kinda suckâ you teased pushing him with your foot you had against him under the table. âExcuse meâ he scoffed tickling your foot. âI just think youâre cheating, plus thereâs nothing to gain from winning.â He shrugged.
âSo you donât wanna win cause thereâs nothing to gain? Wow really been hanging with Minho to long huhâ you laughed. He chuckled at your words then a light bulb went off in his head. âI have an idea to make it more funâ he smiled a devilish smile âhow about whoever loses next has to do a strip tease for the other.â That smug smile across his face dared you. He knew you were competitive so he knew youâd do it however what you didnât know was this man was 100% hustling you. He was actually really good at this game and now that there was something to win he was gonna go for it.
You looked at him for a brief moment âJi just tell me youâre horny.â You teased rolling your eyes âbet though, Iâll kick your ass againâ you said with a smug smile. âIâm a man always am hornyâ he shrugged as he dealt the cards. You picked your hand up smirking at the cards thinking you had this in the bag. However it was so hard to read Jisung, heâs a bad liar for the most part but games like this heâs got a stone poker face. âGuess you better start stripping pretty boy.â You said putting your cards down.
The smile that creeped across your face was quickly wiped away by Jisung âI donât think so princessâ he said as he put his down revealing a perfect hand. You whined looking at him with a serious face âyou cheated thereâs no wayâ he couldnât help but laugh at your words ânope told yeah if thereâs something to gain Iâll actually do it.â He said standing up making his way to the couch. âNow Iâm ready for my show sweetheartâ he said that stupid smug grin creeping on him, just wanted to smack it off of him (in a loving way).
Although Jisung and you were friends this wouldnât be the first time heâs seen you naked. Hell it wouldnât even be the 4th time, you were always kinda whatever about being naked around him. Did he ever mind? No. Why would he? Getting to see his beautiful best friendâs body like that? He loved it, loved you were so comfortable with him. What he didnât love though is how much you always teased him and then he was stuck just thinking about you while he fucked his fist.
You sighed getting up looking at the cocky man in front of you âfine, but donât come crying to me when you get a boner.â You teased. You slowly made your way towards him taking off certain clothes and letting them drop to the floor. The way you moved your hips moved and the way the lights hit your curves had him in a trance. You could see his bulge growing quickly âsuch an easy boy hmm.â You said standing in front of him âyouâre just to damn hot.â He said his words airy and hot. As you let your last bit of clothes fall you were fully naked in front of him. He felt like he was about to go crazy even more so as you went behind him leaning down towards his ear âso hard for me and I havenât even done anything.â
Jisung almost moaned in reply his head spinning a bit from arousal. He snapped back out of it as you kept talking âsuch a horny man hmm? So hard for his best friend, I bet you think about me all the time when you touch yourself hm?â You said nipping at his ear. As you made your way back around you could see his body language change. His eyes were glued to you âsitâ he said his voice low, it sounded almost like a growl. He pat his thigh looking at you daring you to say something smart. To his surprise though you did, siting down his bulge perfectly sandwiched itself between your folds.
He looked you over a second before he quickly started to suck on your neck making you buck your hips in return. The feeling made him go almost crazy biting harshly onto your neck you let out the loudest moan rolling your hips onto his clothed hard on. His other hand gripped at your neck moving it to give him more room as he continued the assault on it. Leaving pretty little purple marks mixed with teeth marks all over your neck. His hand gripped your throat a bit hard as the free one smacked your ass every time you moved your hips.
You were almost drooling at the sensation, your neck being a sensitive spot for you. âFuck Ji, please- I- fuck- fuck me fuck meâ you babbled your brain already to fuzzy from him. âDo you kiss your mother with that mouth.â He teased pulling away from your neck latching his lips now to yours. The kiss was sloppy full of need and lust. Your tongues wrestled as you grinned on him needing any sort of friction. âFuck princess, ok let me take my pants off quick.â He said pulling away from the sloppy kiss.
As you moved you your eyes were met with the big wet patch you had left on him. His sweats having a clear outline where youâve been grinding. The way his eyes grew at the sight almost made him go feral he discarded his pants quickly pulling you back on his lap. Kissing you again as you grinned on his now unclothed cock. What he lacked in girth he made up in length, his cock a bit curved as well.
You both moaned at the feeling before he moved himself âtake your seat on the thrown princessâ he said he would have cringed at his words but he was already too far gone for that. You slowly sunk down on his cock letting the feeling of him burn into your brain. You could feel him so deep, your walls almost molding to him. Your legs went almost jelly as you tried to move âJi-â you said softly.
He smiled moving his hips upward âmy princess is already so fucked out of her brains she canât move? I bet youâve been thinking of me too huh. Thinking of me filling this pretty little cunt of yours? Hmm?â His words flowed out as he moved his hip digging his nails into your ass. You nod in response making him raise a brow âoh you have, have you? Think about me fucking you hard? The feeling of me filling you so full of my cock?â
âYes- fuck Jiâ you whimpered out his words driving you crazy âand now look at you bouncing on my cock, your cunt sucking me in. I can feel how much my words are driving you crazy, your cunt squeezes around me.â He continued to ramble picking his pace up. He moved one of his hands coming down to play with your clit, god you were so sensitive right now it was crazy. The moan you let out echoed in the room, the sound drove him mad. He latched himself back to your neck biting and sucking it harshly as he fucked you deep.
You could feel your high coming it was like a damn overflowing ready to just break at any moment. Jisung griped your hair pulling your head back a bit âtouch yourself as I fuck you, I want you to cum all over my cock.â He growled his hand now wrapping around your waist pulling your body close to his. You did as you were told as he fucked you mercilessly. âJi- Iâm- fuckâ you cried out as you felt the damn ready to burst âfucking hell princessâ he groaned out.
âIâm gonna fucking breed you so deep.â His words hit a part of you that made you go crazy. His words, his cock pounding you and the your fingers stuttering over your sensitive nub. âJisung- fuck please f-fill me breed me- fuck jisung!â You almost screamed out the damn finally busting the strew of your moans and the way your walls gripped him had him coming undone in no time.
He gripped your body tightly as he thrusted hard deep into you before cuming deep into you. His white strings painted pictures all across your walls. The feeling of him cuming so hard inside you had another wave rush over you making your body jolt squirting all over his cock. The rush of hot liquid coating both of you, he pulled you into a loving kiss holding you so tightly to him. âDidnât think youâd like that, that muchâ he smirked his eyes looked sleepy almost as he kissed you again.
You could only nod resting your head on his shoulder your body shaking a bit. He helped you get cleaned up grabbing you a drink of water as he cleaned himself off. He laid down on the couch pulling you into his arms snuggling you tightly. Your body still feeling a bit jello-y. He peppered kisses against your shoulder âsuch a sweet girl, you did such a good job.â He cooed âletâs watch a movie and relax hmm? Want me to order food?â
You looked up at him and kissed his lips softly âfood it is, Iâll order sweetheart. You ok though?â He said softly you nod holding onto him tightly âyeah, just want cuddlesâ you said voice sleepy. âOf course princess anything for you.â He said kissing your head curling back into the couch with you. You both never ended up getting food, falling asleep to quickly afterwards.
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: nâ two people before me made fics similar to this! @/chillyfrys with sodapop x male!reader and @/dearnows with the whole gang. go read both! theyâre both talented and lovely peopleđ«¶!
Dallas Winston ;
you two just finished pretending to be a couple getting married in a fancy restaurant to get free food.
you liked the rush and dallas was just really fucking hungry đ. so when the idea was brought up, dallas just nodded.
you two walked out of the restaurantâshit eating grins on your faces as you hold in laughs. you pretend to marvel at the obviously fake and stolen ring dallas had pulled out.
once you felt like you were far away enoughâyou burst out laughing.
âi canât believe we got away with it! like??â
âiâm a great actor, y/n.â
dallas said with a chuckle, looking over at you as he lit a cigarette, cupping a hand to protect the flame.
âyea. thatâs why i love you, dallas.â
you immediately pausedâthe smile on your face dropping. you kinda just stared at the sidewalk in front of you, avoiding dallasâ gaze like the plague.
dallas was silent, his head turned towards you. you both stopped walking, trying to process your words in two different ways.
in your head, you were screaming and crying. âFUCKFUCKFUVKđđđđ.â in dallasâ head he was jusy kinda more, âthey fucking what?? i thought we were just friends?? are we not??â
ââŠyea?â
dally mumbled, his eyebrows raised as smoke seeped through his lips as he asked.
nervously, you stood up straight, lips tightened as you become more and more awkward by the second. nodding as you hum to begrudgingly confirm.
a chuckle left dallasâ throat as he sees your reaction. he took a drag from his cigarette before taking a small step closer toward you.
âcool.â
he mumbled, hooking a finger around your belt loops, pulling you closer toward him. you stumbled to his side, his hand resting on his backside.
dallas has never been the guy to outright say âi love you.â but this is a start. youâre happy nonetheless with this, his hand on your lower back, guiding you.
his own way of not saying somethinâ stupid like you did.
âsoâŠyou love me, huh?â
âmaybe.â
ââŠfuck you mean, âmaybeâ?!â
Johnny Cade ;
âi-i canât do this anymore, y/n. i hate that damned house.â
âjohnny, youâre always welcomed at mine. you know that.â
you found johnny on the verge of tears in the lot. your best friend was alone in such a time where he needed someone the most.
you rushed toward his side, sitting beside him on the cold grass. johnny rested a head on your shoulder as you rubbed his back, trying to provide any sort of comfort.
âi know. itâs justâi donât know. jumpinâ at a fuckinâ bug ainât a life for anyone.â
âjesus, johnny. i love you too much for you to be talkinâ like this.â
johnny nodded his head, not realizing the weight behind your words at first. you did, however.
your eyes widened as you tightened your lips. âFUCKKKKâDID HE REALIZE??? WHY DID I SAY THAT??? NONONONO, JOHNNY DONâT THINK TOO HARD âBOUT WHAT I SAIDđđđâ
johnny blinked, realizing what you told him. did you mean it in the way heâs thinking? did you love love him? or was this all just some prank a bunch of socâs put you up to?
he moved away from your shoulder, hugging his knees as he turned his head to look back at you.
âuhâŠwhat did you mean?â
johnny thought asking that would cost him his life. youâre just freaking out in your head.
âFUCKKKKKKâčïž NONONO DONâT ASK ME THAT?? đI DONâT WANNA DO THIS WHOLE EMBARRASSING MOMENT ALL OVER AGAIN??â
âitâs nothinâ, man. donât look into it.â
you mumbled, trying to avoid the scenario in your head that you do redo your confession and he just spits on you before walking away.
johnny, however, wanted you to own up to it. itâd be a lot less work on his end. he adjusted his position, getting closer to you as he asked another question.
âtell me. please, y/n.â
you bit your tongue to stay away from saying something irrational.
âi just said i really like you. thatâs all.â
you mumbled so quietly, johnny could barely hear. he was awfully glad that this road was almost dead, hearing you admit somethinâ stupid like that was lovely.
johnny shifted around where he sat, his back straightened as he played with with cuticles, picking at them to distract him from his own small confession.
âme too. iâuhm, like you too.â
johnnyâs always had trouble saying âi love you.â this is close enough for the both of you. itâs a startâa start to something better.
âwhy didnât you just tell me, y/n?â
âI WAS FUCKINGSCARED!â
Ponyboy Curtis ;
you always liked pony. you never knew what it was. maybe itâs because he was nicer to you than other guysâor maybe itâs because you fell in love with your best friend.
itâs not like you know, anyways.
you were sleeping over at his house, you always do. darry and sodaâve gotten used to it by nowâkeeping spare everythingâs around the house for you.
it was late at night, watching a bunch of movies you two made fun of repeatedly. ponyboy said he was gonna ârest his eyesâ but you knew that he was just gonna fall asleep.
his head fell onto your shoulder, his body entirely relaxed. seeing your best friend like this was heartwarmingâit seemed ponyboy couldnât get a break.
you adjusted your position so heâd be more comfortable, a hand over his gently. with your attention diverted away from the TV, you watched as strands of his hair fell over his forehead.
a quiet chuckle escaped your throat as you brushed them back, a small whisper leaving your lips as did so.
âgodâi love you.â
âthank GOD this man is asleep! âșïžđthisâd be real fucking embarrassi-â
âyou what?â
ponyboy asked, a little a lot taken aback by the words that just left your mouth. his eyes were widened as his ears burned, sitting up straight.
you looked back at him with the same reactionâmore embarrassed than anything. your eyes were darting all around the room as you tightened your lips.
âi didnât say shit, man.â
âdonât even try that with me right now, y/n.â
your immediate thought was âhoooolyyyy fuckđ°đ°â while ponyboyâs was, âcan they just admit it alreadyđ.â
ââŠwerenât you asleep?â
âdonât you have something to tell me?â
ânoâŠâ
ponyboy groaned, rolling his eyes at your answer as you toyed with your fingers, biting the inside of your cheek.
ponyboy just decided to say somethinâ stupid like you didâready to get this 1000lbs weight off his shoulders.
âi love you too.â
he grumbled, crossing his arms as he went back to watching the movie. his posture faltered before a sigh left his lips, a head on your shoulder as you tried to process what just happened.
âyou loveeee me, ponyđđâ
ânevermind.â
âWAIT NO IâM SORRY!â
Sodapop Curtis ;
you cannot keep living like thisâseriously! how are you supposed to be walking around, pretending like you arenât totally and utterly in love with your best friend!
heâs way cute, way understanding, way too funny, way too smart (even if he wonât admit it.), and did you mention way too cute?
you thought about just telling him upfront. âtodayâs gonna be the day!â it never was though... you always chickened out or someone got in the way the second you opened your mouth to tell him the speech you rehearsed.
your eyes were locked on sodapop as he went under the hood of a random car. you couldnât care less about what steve was complaining aboutânor what vehicle this is.
âwhyâre you even âere? you donât even work today, y/n!đâ
âsteveâshe can come nâ go. donât act like you donât enjoy her visitinâ.â
âwhat? jumpinâ in to save your girlfriend?â
soda paused before throwing a rusted screw at steve, hitting his bicep. you laughed quietly, watching the two bicker back and forth.
âainât you got a register to run?â
ââŠ.touchĂ©đ€šâŠâ
steve mumbled before whispering something to soda, covering one side of his mouth so you wouldnât see. you rolled your eyes at his immature anticsânot finding them amusing when it doesnât involve you as much.
âwhat was that?â
ânothinâ, y/nâŠâ
he answered with a giggle as soda looked flustered and annoyed. steve practically skipped away, leaving the two of you alone.
even though you two knew each other since grade school, the air in the garage was awkward. like the two of you didnât know how to start a conversation in your 16âalmost 17âyears of living.
âso..â
âso?â
with that you went on a rant about a rumour goinâ around. âitâs total bullshit!â youâd shout with a huff. what was this rumour? you nâ soda are secretly dating.
âthatâs insane.â
âi know! and itâs likeâi do love you like that itâs jus-â
OH. OHHHHH. OHHHH MY GOD.
OF COURSE YOU HAD TO SCREW IT ALLL UP BY SAYING SOMETHINâ STUPID! youâre soo cool for that, y/n. wow. good job.
soda paused, his body tensed before a sigh left his lips. he chuckled, standing up straight as he slammed the hood of the door closed, looking over to you with a smile.
âwellâit ainât really a rumour, is it?â
ââŠit isnât?â
ânot if youâre free at 8 tomorrow.â
maybe youâre both stupid, maybe youâre both young, or maybe itâs actually gonna work out this time. you smiled as you nodded, confirming you had no plans.
âoh my gloryâfinally.â
âFYM FINALLY, STEVE??â
âI MEAN, FINALLY. am i gonna be the best man, soda wodađ?â
âhell nah.â
âman, fuck you and your loving partner. happy ass couple, pissinâ me off in my own store.â
Darry Curtis ;
chocolate cake. who doesnât love it? sure as hell not the boys that run in and out of the curtisâ house, stuffing their faces with this. they eat it like theyâve never eaten in their lives.
apparently it was up to you and darry to supply the next batch. darry (and the boys) announced it oddly ominously.
âweâre low on the supply.â
ââŠ.supply of what, darry? âŠwhatâre youâre jobs again?â
âcake.â
âOHHH. yeah okayâletâs go make some.â
and thatâs how it started. you flicking flour at darryâs darkened hair, making jokes about him âfinally looking his age,â darry laughing as you stood there with pride before he grabbed you by the waist and picked you up, putting you on the opposite side of him.
âhe wants me sooo badđđđđâ âthey looks so pretty when theyâre smiling.â
duality of man am i right
caught up in the moment, giggles filling the room, your mind empty, you began to mumble somethinâ stupid to yourself.
âjesusâi love you.â
âmh?â
darry hummed, wide eyed with brows raised as he turned his head to face you. you stared backâan awkward expression across your face.
ânothinâ.â
all darry did, however, was lightly chuckle as he brushed back a strand of your hair that fell out of place.
âyouâre a real treat.â
heâd mumble before confessing somethinâ stupid just as you did.
âi love you too. always have, yâknow.â
the cake was forgotten about for 10 minutes. within said timeâyou two were giggling about the times you tried to confess to one another
âAW, WHAT THE FUCK?â
âkissing? in front of my cake?â
âi knew itâŠâ
âightâŠare yâall done?â
âyesssir.đ«Ąâ
Steve Randle ;
steve got into another fightâreal bloody and real ugly. and whoâs job was it to patch him upâas always? you, of course! who else would it be other than his âbestest friendâ?
âglory, steve! who were you fightinâ? the hulk?â
âwith the way i was fightinââi might as well be the hulk. you shoulda seen me!â
he began to mimic the punches he threw earlier as he sat on your kitchen counterâmumbling small âbam!âs and âboom!âs. you chuckled quietly as you dampened several cotton balls with the alcohol.
âyeah, you wish.â
âyou jusâ donât see the vision.â
steve mumbled, rolling his eyes as you brought the cotton balls up to his open wound on his cheek. he hissed with pain at first, searching for your hand to squeeze.
you realized what he was doingâyour ears beginning to burn up. you allowed him to grab your hand, letting him use this as a way to ease the pain.
âOWUH! CAN YOU DO THIS ANY HARDER?â
âiâm doinâ this to help you, steve!â
âOWWWWWâ
âoh my godâshut up! i love you nâ all, but shut up!â
steve stopped his over exaggerated complaining to look at you with parted lips, his face getting red.
âlikeâŠlove, love? or just âi love you, manâ?â
he tried to get clarification so he doesnât start geeking in front of you like a loser over something he couldâve gotten wrong.
âLORD IF YOU CAN HEAR MEâLET IT BE WHAT I THINK IT ISđđ!! IâLL START GOINâ TO CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY, TRUST!!â
âlikeâi love, love you.â
you mumbled, putting down the cotton ball as you tried to regain your posture. ruining it all by saying somethinâ stupid was always somethinâ you thought youâd doâbut never actually do.
steve slowly got a grin on his faceâseemingly ecstatic at the news. he jumped off the counter before putting both hands on your shoulders.
âreally?! âcuz iâve always thought youâd never feel the same, and iâve always been so scared about that! the gangâs not gonâ believe me!â
he rambled, smiling from ear to ear as he said he felt the same way as you. maybe being an idiot sometimes ainât all that bad.
ââm the gonna be the best boyfriend ever.â
âi know you will be.â
ââŠ.TEEHEEđđ„°đ€â
Two-Bit Mathews ;
drinking was you twoâs favourite pass time. you always said he made the hangovers bearableâhe always said you made drinking way more fun.
stumbling out of bucks bar, you grabbed onto two-bitâs arm to stabilize you. he chuckled before wrapping an arm around your shoulder, pulling you in close.
âdidnât know i was that irresistible.đâ
âSHUDDUP-â
you pushed away from him, laughing to yourself as two-bit took a step closerâobviously way more sober than you are.
walking down the sidewalk at night, talking about whatever topic came to mind. sure, most of your nights consist of doing this. and sure, your mind always wanders to how cute he looks under the streetlights.
but WHO CARES?! you need to know what happened in the newest episode of the mickey mouse club house!!đđ
you looked over at two-bit whoâs hands seemed to be flying everywhere as he complained about what goofy and donald had been doing.
âi love you.â
âAND THEN HE-what?đâ
he paused in the middle of his sentence, whipping his head around to look over at you. maybe it was the drunken haze that made you say somethinâ stupidâyou didnât really care.
âyeah. always have.â
two-bits silence scared you more than the confessionâthe anxiety causing you to sober up slightly. however, the wide grin he got and the small chuckles eased you back.
âcool! i-i meanâcool. i love ya too.â
two-bit saidâhis words coming out quickly and jumbled together. he cleared his throat with tightened lips before wrapping an arm around your shoulders once moreâexpect you donât pull away.
he later continued his rant about goofy and donaldâholding you close.
âsoâŠwhat made you realizeđđ„°?â
âi like loser men.â
âYOU WHAT?đ°â
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