#this new fixation is consuming me

[fruitface]

HAVANA ROSE LIU for Cultured Magazine

[daily-crowley]

Crowley Of The Day: gorgeous 😍

(I used up all my hashtags that I couldn’t do my usual GO tags that I always do lol I don’t care)

[xavalav]

guys did you know that uhh. fucking bloodborne

[seventh-district]

so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh

[piplupod]

i think i potentially ate smth just now that potentially made me sick yesterday evening so fingers crossed that i dont end up down for the count for several hours again 👍 [family guy death pose]

[lomakes]

Oh fuck I forgot abt the dw tarot

[sophaeros]

i have been forced to admit that i may in fact be experiencing a hyperfixation and not just a regular old interest

[conjure-elemental]

I am having a really hard time regulating my consumption of world tragedy news rn and just feeling so guilty for feeling overwhelmed and wanting a break, which of course becomes a shame cycle that helps literally no one and is not productive

If you are also stressed about being stressed right now, here's a picture of my cat for morale

We will allow ourselves strategic breaks and processing time so that we can be in it for the long haul

[hellacioushag]

i really don’t understand how anyone can just enjoy something casually. when i like something it consumes my every waking moment, i start quoting it randomly to people who have zero idea what i’m talking about, i devour all media i can find associated with this hyper fixation. how can you enjoy something without letting it take over your entire life?

[waugh-bao]

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[dreamersscape]

Does it feel like life is permanently set to extreme hard mode and I still feel super crappy greater than 90% of the time? Yup. But! Emboldened by our relative success with last year's tomatoes, we have given it another go and have added a little pepper plant friend for them. :)

(It may look like the peppers aren't doing as well as the tomatoes, but it cannot be overstated just how bananas this plant's growth chart has been; it's determined to escape the confines of its basket-cage; it has to be constantly rotated so it doesn't completely lose the battle with gravity; I only took this picture the other day and it already looks SO outdated. Can't stop, WON'T STOP.)

[wachi-delectrico]

Been fantasising a lot about writing a very thorough scientific paper on the different english accents

[pauein]

Well might as well use this time 2 ramble i guess. Ive really noticed that like. My main hobby at this point is daydreaming and developing oc stories and actually like. Doing much else that isnt related to my own created content just doesnt click like 70% of the time. Its very strange but also unfortunately doesnt make actually putting out oc stuff any Easier for me both because 1. Art is hard and 2. I keep feeling like people are gonna think im like self obsessed or something (which ok sure but thats neither here or there.)

[444lotus]

how i manifested (+revised) my dream body ౨ৎ

This is my first post on my new account, though I am NOT new to the law and NOT new to loablr either. This post is specifically about how I manifested my dream body instantly with no technique besides knowing :)

PART ONE - the old story

In the old story, I was so fixated on my body and my weight all of the time, I was tracking my calories and weighing myself and my food obsessively and constantly gaining and losing weight. Back then, my beliefs were that 1) Excess food causes weight gain, 2) If I don't track my food and weigh myself, I will become too fat/skinny, and 3) There is something wrong with my body, and I need to diet/exercise to fix it.

Noticing these beliefs were key to changing the way I viewed food and my body, and therefore changing how I knew food to effect me and how I knew my body to be.

When I was overweight, I knew my body was too big, I knew I was eating too much, I knew excess calories made me gain weight. When I was underweight, I knew I had no appetite, I knew I was too bony, I knew that exercise makes you gain muscle which is why I had none, etc. I had to identify the limiting beliefs that made me know my body was a certain way.

PART TWO - writing the new story

Once I identified the beliefs that were holding me back and kept me from my goals ("I know I eat too much, even if I affirm I'm skinny, I'm still going to gain weight."), I could then change them. I wrote down a list of these beliefs, like I did above, and came up with reversals. For example;

"I overeat, so I will gain weight" -> "Calories aren't even real, so I can eat whatever I want and stay the same weight."

"I eat junk food, so I'll never be skinny" -> "I love how fast my metabolism is, I can eat junk all day and still stay so skinny." or "Junk food is just like other foods. Raspberries can't make me fat so neither can hamburgers."

"I don't exercise enough to be toned" -> "It's crazy how I'm naturally so toned and fit without trying."

The key for me was changing key beliefs that kept me dieting and exercising to lose weight, to sever the tie between calories consumed and weight, and hours exercising and muscles. These are limiting beliefs. We literally create our reality. Not ice cream, not soda and chips, none of that can overcome YOU as a divine creator. It sounds silly when you spell it out like that, doesn't it?

PART THREE - how i did it

Okay, now we understand that the secret is to change the rules of our own reality to allow us to know a higher truth (my higher truth? I am a skinny legend). So how do we put this into practice?

All you have to do is know. You set these rules, so you know they are true, reality is bound to them. You must know you are successful, know that reality is in the 4d, and feel truly satisfied in that realm. You can do this using whatever method you need to, but personally, I just knew deep within me that I was my ideal weight, and that nothing could change that, that is simply the reality, that is simply the way things are. I thought about old pictures I took of myself, and remembered how skinny I looked in them, I thought about the last time I saw my friends and how much littler they said I'd gotten, I thought about the last time I stood on the scale and how it read the exact weight I knew myself to be. And I just knew, deep within me, that was simply how things were.

And the last step, for me, was to feel truly joyful at this realization. To feel satisfied it came into fruition. Without seeking confirmation, because I already KNEW.

And what do you know? Pictures of myself in my phone from weeks ago, they were my ideal body. The girl I saw in the mirror when I stood up from my meditation? She had my ideal body. My clothes? XS and S, all of them. I had revised my ideal body all the way back to the day I bought them. And confirmed this by checking pictures I took in the dressing room.

I'm telling you right now it is possible if you know in your heart you've always had your desire. It's always been fulfilled within you. You make the rules because you are a divine creator. Nothing outside of you can change what you know to be true.

That's all for now ౨ৎ

[seventh-district]

so was anyone gonna tell me that Neil Newbon is the VA for Astarion or was i gonna have to find that out myself when he suddenly started uploading his playthrough of the game on YT

[mothercain]

why do you think so many people online think of PD as a story about cannibalism ? i feel like you’ve been pretty clear about strangers being somewhat of an epilogue to the story, but people still fixate on the cannibalism element. strangers is no doubt one of my favourite songs on the album but idk people seem to be missing out on so much by focussing on just one part of a really complex and intricate work.

i think we live in an age of overconsumption where there is so much new media to consume at all time, the idea of sitting with one thing and digesting all parts of it is now discarded in favor of just latching on to the most garish or stand-out aspects of said thing. cannibalism is obviously much more of a hot button topic than a subdued, nuanced table drama between a bunch of southern women (for the general public) so it makes sense honestly. although it does make me weirdly sad seeing so many “isaiah ate ethel” jokes lol.