#this was so dang difficult

[iiryoku]

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄 .

Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse!

Billie Eilish - You Should See Me In A Crown

ᵞᵒᵘ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ ˢᵉᵉ ᵐᵉ ᶤᶰ ᵃ ᶜʳᵒʷᶰ ᵞᵒᵘʳ ˢᶤˡᵉᶰᶜᵉ ᶤˢ ᵐʸ ᶠᵃᵛᵒʳᶤᵗᵉ ˢᵒᵘᶰᵈ ᵂᵃᵗᶜʰ ᵐᵉ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ 'ᵉᵐ ᵇᵒʷ ᴼᶰᵉ ᵇʸ ᵒᶰᵉ ᵇʸ ᵒᶰᵉ

Hozier - Take Me To Church

ᵀᵃᵏᵉ ᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᶜʰᵘʳᶜʰ ᴵ'ˡˡ ʷᵒʳˢʰᶤᵖ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᵃ ᵈᵒᵍ ᵃᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢʰʳᶤᶰᵉ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˡᶤᵉˢ ᴵ'ˡˡ ᵗᵉˡˡ ʸᵒᵘ ᵐʸ ˢᶤᶰˢ ˢᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵃᶰ ˢʰᵃʳᵖᵉᶰ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵏᶰᶤᶠᵉ ᴼᶠᶠᵉʳ ᵐᵉ ᵐʸ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰˡᵉˢˢ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰ ᴳᵒᵒᵈ ᴳᵒᵈ˒ ˡᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵍᶤᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵐʸ ˡᶤᶠᵉ

Temposhark - Don't Mess With Me

ᴺᵒ ᵒᶰᵉ ᶜᵃᶰ ˢᵗᵒᵖ ᵐᵉ˒ ᶠᵒʳ ᵒᶰˡʸ ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᶤᶰ ᶜᵒᶰᵗʳᵒˡ˒ ᴵᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵃᶰᵗ ᵐᵉ ʸᵒᵘ ᵇᵉᵗᵗᵉʳ ᶜᵒᶰᵗᵃᶜᵗ ᵐʸ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ˒ ᴵᶰ ᵐʸ ᶜʳᵒʷᶰ˒ ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᵏᶤᶰᵍ˒ ᴵ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉᶤʳ ᵉᶰᵈˡᵉˢˢ ʷᵒʳˢʰᶤᵖᶤᶰᵍ˒ ᴵ ᵃᵐ ʳᵃʷ˒ ᴬ ᵈᶤᶰᵒˢᵃᵘʳ˒ ᴮᵘᵗ ᴵ ʷᶤˡˡ ᶰᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵇᵉ ᵉˣᵗᶤᶰᶜᵗ˒ ˢᵒ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵐᵉˢˢ ʷᶤᵗʰ ᵐᵉ˒ ᴵ'ˡˡ ˢʰᵒᵒᵗ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒʷᶰ˒ ᴰᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵐᵉˢˢ ʷᶤᵗʰ ᵐᵉˑ

AViVA - HYPNOTIZED

ᴸᵒᵒᵏ ᶤᶰᵗᵒ ᵐʸ ᵉʸᵉˢ˒ ᶠᶤᶰᵈ ᶤᵗ ˢᵒ ᵃᵖᵖᵉᵃˡᶤᶰᵍ ᴸᵒᵒᵏ ᶤᶰᵗᵒ ᵐʸ ᵉʸᵉˢ˒ ˢᵉᶰᵈ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵇᵒᵈʸ ʳᵉᵉˡᶤᶰᵍ ᴺᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ʰʸᵖᶰᵒᵗᶤᶻᵉᵈ ᴰʳᵃᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒʷᶰ˒ ᵈᵒʷᶰ˒ ᵈᵒʷᶰ ᴸᵒᵒᵏ ᶤᶰᵗᵒ ᵐʸ ᵉʸᵉˢ˒ ᶠᶤᶰᵈ ᶤᵗ ˢᵒ ᵃᵖᵖᵉᵃˡᶤᶰᵍ ᴸᵒᵒᵏ ᶤᶰᵗᵒ ᵐʸ ᵉʸᵉˢ˒ ˢᵉᶰᵈ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵇᵒᵈʸ ʳᵉᵉˡᶤᶰᵍ ᴺᵒʷ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ʰʸᵖᶰᵒᵗᶤᶻᵉᵈ ˢᵒ ᵈʳᵃᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒʷᶰ˒ ᵈᵒʷᶰ˒ ᵈᵒʷᶰ

NF - Can You Hold Me

ᴵᵗ ᶠᵉᵉˡˢ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᵃ ᵗᵉᵃʳ ᶤᶰ ᵐʸ ʰᵉᵃʳᵗ ᴸᶤᵏᵉ ᵃ ᵖᵃʳᵗ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵉ ᵐᶤˢˢᶤᶰᵍ ᴬᶰᵈ ᴵ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᶜᵃᶰ'ᵗ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᶤᵗ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ᵗʳᶤᵉᵈ ᵃᶰᵈ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ᵗʳᶤᵉᵈ ᴬᶰᵈ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ᵗʳᶤᵉᵈ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᶤᵗ'ˢ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵐᵉ˒ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᶤᵗ'ˢ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᶤᵗ ᵍᵒᶰ' ᵗᵃᵏᵉˀ ᵂʰᵃᵗ ᶤᵗ ᵍᵒᶰ' ᵇᵉˀ ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵏᶰᵒʷ˒ ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ᴮᵘᵗ ᴵ'ᵐ ˡᵒᶰᵉˡʸ˒ ˡᵒᶰᵉˡʸ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ᵐᵉ ᶠᵉᵉˡˢ ˡᶤᵏᵉ ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ᵐᵉ ᴵ ᵈᵒᶰ'ᵗ ᵉᵛᵉᶰ ᵏᶰᵒʷ ᵐᵉ

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[hollowsart]

Become clown 2!!!! 🎉💖✨️🥳🎊

the boios :>

[hey-hey-j]

enrichment for your emo boyfriend

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[sketch-twentytwo]

Apologies for the emotional damage; Happy Birthday Harold Hutchins!!!

[voidsaber]

#9 pleaseeeee please i can't keep doing this

[7goodangel]

Why did I decide to attempt to create a 3D character model with a character that doesn't have a completely solid form? AKA - how in the world am I supposed to use normal planes and meshes in tandem with metaballs?

[map1e-1stru3]

Our favorite admin, Xisuma! This is concept sketches of him I did recently :)

Eyes close-up

[giftboxxworld]

So I was in the middle of practicing entropy (chemistry lol) and I pondered… I’m scared for the future of this nation (I’m from America), and honestly I sometimes feel a very sad feeling, that feeling of doom over circumstances you tried to control and fix, but couldn’t. And especially how it’s affecting people. And it makes me feel so, so sad..

Here’s some drawings of Peppino feeling this way

Like and or reblog to give Peppino a warm hug and his favorite snacks

He could really use some love and comfort right now.. poor guy.

[actualbird]

beware cuz tw disordered eating, tw smoking addiction posting ahead but like.....

the thing about smoking vs eating is that. smoking is SO MUCH EASIER TO DO.

eating has so many steps. make food (AUGH), put food on plate, sit down and focus to eat food, food enters mouth, must chew, must swallow, must ignore constant low-level nausea to keep food down, repeat until food on the plate is gone. currently im so low-energy and fatigued that this whole process of eating is exhausting to me, and at the end of it i get a tummy ache anyway and risk vomiting all of it out, so theres always a risk of all that hard work (it is...objectively not hard work, i know, but right now in my Mental State it feels like climbing a mountain every time i have a meal) being all for naught.

meanwhile the steps for smoking are Marginally Much Less. it's: get cigarette, light cigarette, inhale, exhale, repeat until cigarette is done. and usually once im done, i wont feel hungry for another half hour because nicotine does that to me.

but it's short-term benefits vs long-term benefits because obviously after enough cigarettes-instead-of-eating, the effects of Not Having Eaten And Smoking Instead stack up to hit me with one hell of a whammy of acidity and Even More Nausea and like

i am Well Aware im trapping myself in a cycle of self-destruction every time i reach for a cig instead of sitting down and eating but smoking is just. easier. and it relaxes me instead of stressing me out, and eating sometimes does stress me out because of the amount of work and focus it involves

this is all horrible by the way, im not endorsing this behavior im just airing out my thoughts. in fact, i am a case study in all the things you should Not be doing to your body

but addiction is just a really crazy thing lmao. like what the fuck do you mean i prefer killing myself slowly rather than having a filling meal. thats crazy. no sane person would have those priorities in that order

and yet

[mitamicah]

The peacock boys ✨🦚✨:3

My attempt of making realism 💚💛

[iiryoku]

Aventurine is actually the perfect example of; your biggest enemy is your own mind.

[what-even-is-sleep]

Trying to get ahead of an unsustainability cycle that might be starting up this week,,, (I start work).

[siennaditbot]

UGH

I'M ABOUT TO CRY

At King Koco's trial rn and

I LIKE THE BOSSES IN SONIC FRONTIERS

BUT I CAN BARELY GET TO KNIGHT WITHIN THE 400 SECOND (RING) TIME LIMIT

THE GAME'S NOT OFFERING THE OPTION TO MAKE IT EASIER (ONE OF THE TOWER TRIALS DID CUZ I SUCK)

AND I'M LITERALLY ABOUT TO CRY OUT OF FRUSTRATION

I JUST WANNA BEAT THIS DUMB GAME AND SEE THE EPIC NEW ENDING

NOT DO A CHALLENGE

I JUST WANNA HAVE FUN AND NOT STRUGGLE LIKE THIS

PERFECT PARRY AND WHATEVER SUCKS AND I HATE IT

I NEED MORE RINGS

I'M SO BAD AT PARRYING WYVERN SO I HAVE BARELY SEEN KNIGHT IN THIS

AND SURFING ON KNIGHT'S SHIELD THINGY SUCKS AND I ALWAYS GET STUCK ON THAT

Thanks for coming to my ted talk

Back to crying I go

[ikam177]

Clean cut

[quietpossum]

Your hairdye looks drop dead gorgeous.

Aaahh thank you!!! 💖💖

[felikatze]

context

pros:

i dont have to replay the map

cons:

i like him

i hate the other thief unit deeply

he had a zanbato on him and there's so many fucking enemy horses