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For the drabble prompt, no. 17 pls.💜

U didn’t say a pair so I’m gonna default to ma boys!! Hope that’s okay!!  also I’m a slut for roommates so uhhhh we doin that again

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17. “Ignore me, I didn’t see anything.”

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Isak panicked. Eskild was giving him those eyes, their new roommate, Even, just having left for school, and Isak just panicked.

“He’s so annoying,” Isak grumbled. Eskild raised his eyebrows in disbelief.

Isak couldn’t afford to let Eskild know how not annoying Isak really thought Even was. How funny. Or cool. Or hot. Or tall. Or hot.

Like, really hot.

He hadn’t told Eskild anything- anyone anything yet, and Eskild gave him enough shit as it was. It was like he was waiting for Isak to come out, with rainbow confetti at the ready and a newspaper announcement on hold.

And as much as Isak loved Eskild- Isak couldn’t stand that. Couldn’t stand the constant knowing expressions, the asking for opinions on the latest Grindr date, the overly enthusiastic does Baby Jesus have a secret crush? You can tell me!s every time Isak reacted in any way to anything at all.

So he did his best from that moment on to pretend he could barely tolerate Even- around Eskild.

Around Even, however, it was almost impossible not to laugh when he made a joke, or smile when Even smiled, or feel like his stomach was melting when Even slung his arm around Isak’s shoulders in a probably very bro-like manner.

Isak wasn’t lying to Eskild- in a way.

In the way that Isak could barely tolerate being around Even- without feeling like he wanted to attach his face to Even’s face, or his hand to Even’s hand- or some other parts to Even’s other parts.

In the way that Isak hated being around Even- and feeling like a hopeless kid with a crush that left Isak with unsteady breathing and his face hot, while Even seemed almost unaffected every time they knocked shoulders or brushed fingers. Which was often.

In the way that Isak couldn’t stand being in the same room as Even- when Eskild was also there, because then he had to pull himself away from Even’s reach, tear his eyes away from his face, and bury himself in his phone in an attempt to look totally disinterested in the most interesting person Isak had ever met.

When he and Eskild were alone and Even came up, he made sure to roll his eyes, control his heartbeat, and even complain about him.

“He’s way too peppy-“

“He’s so touchy-“

“His taste in movies-“

“He’s woken me up twice on the weekend with his singing!”

All things he absolutely loved about Even.

And Eskild seemed to be buying it- he seemed apologetic whenever he invited Even out with them and did his best to do the most talking during their few house dinners.

He had this whole thing under control. Eskild was off his ass- and Isak? If dreams came true, one day Isak would be on Even’s.

Which is what Isak finds himself thinking as Even plops down next to him on the sofa- really, really next to him, so close that their shoulders are brushing up against each other, despite there being ample room- while Isak is watching TV.

Eskild is at work late today, and Isak won’t miss this chance to take in as much of Even as he can.

They’re quiet at first, as if it’s totally normal to press yourself up against your roommate in the middle of an empty living room and not say anything.

Then, Even comments on what Isak’s watching, because he’s Even. Isak rolls his eyes but can’t hide a smile, returns with something about how pretentious Even’s taste in film is. Even smiles so big, his eyes go all wrinkly and closed.

It’s good.

They turn it into a movie marathon. Even gets a bowl of popcorn eventually and sets it on his lap. Isak gets himself a blanket from his room. He’s got it wrapped around his bottom half, not wanting to give up the chance to feel Even’s shoulder pressing against his own every time he goes to grab popcorn, or their fingers brushing when they both put their hands in the bowl at the same time.

And when he sees Even shiver a bit, he can’t help but unfurl his blanket a bit and ask, “want to share?”

They end up both wrapped in it, their bodies touching all along their sides. Their hands knock together more frequently in the popcorn bowl, now half in both of their laps. Isak is relieved the lights are off and hopes that the glow of the TV isn’t enough to illuminate the fierce blush on his cheeks. He’s too nervous to even look at Even.

And when the popcorn runs out, Isak expects even to shift away just a little, cross his arms or fold his legs- but.

But what he actually does is lay his hand right next to Isak’s, and both of their hands are right on that border between them, their elbows touching and if Isak just movies one inch-

But in the end he doesn’t have to. Because Even, his eyes still locked on the TV, inches his hand so, so slowly- until they meet in the middle and slot their finger together and they’re holding hands, they’re holding hands, his hand is being held and it’s by Even.

And Isak doesn’t Even have time to freak out about that because not even a few minutes later, Even’s arm is around him and Even asks, is this okay? To which Isak responds by moving closer and tangling their legs together.

And then it’s better than good. It’s so, so, so much better.

Even’s arm stays around Isak’s shoulders, their legs tangled together, and Isak’s hand finds Even’s free one in the sheets and they couldn’t get closer.

They get through two more movies, cuddled up close, whispering commentary and jokes to each other- they don’t have to whisper. They just do.

They’re halfway through Little Shop of Horrors- which seems to be the one movie the both love and hate- when a bright light flashes from the doorway Isak’s head snaps ups to see Eskild, who’s wearing the biggest shit eating grin on his face and doesn’t look ready to put his phone down anytime soon.

A week ago, if you had asked Isak what he would do is Eskild found him wrapped around Even in the dark, he would have told you, “one, not gonna happen- I wish. And two, bolt out of there. No hesitation.”

But Isak is both not at all and completely surprised to find himself burying his head into Even’s chest as Eskild snaps a few more shots of the two of them. Even laughs and holds him tighter and Isak genuinely thinks he would never move from this spot if he could.

“Eskild!” Isak huffs. “Don’t!”

Eskild’s smirk is dripping with unsaid I Told You So’s- but, thankfully, he puts the phone away and holds up his hands in mock innocence.

“Don’t worry,” he says. “Just ignore me, I didn’t see anything. I was never here!” And he slinks past them, to his room. Isak can feel the smug rolling off Eskild in waves, even through his bedroom door.

He glances up at Even, who is looking at him with the fondest smile- and he feels the corners of his own mouth turn upwards.

He’ll have to get Eskild to send him those pictures.

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more more blorbos!! :D hmm how about another fandom that you've been thinking about lately? pick one that u are just Bursting to talk about!

ahhh I couldn't think of anything for a while??? but then remembered daredevil exists and fell back down that obsession hole whoops! 😂 let's go on a nostalgia tour!!!

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my blorbo: god....I am never not thinking about my absolutely chaotic peak of mental health, matt fucking murdock, good LORD. has there ever been a more unhinged man? the human equivalent of a chihuahua shaking and saying "normal, I'm normal I swear"??? my man has so many mental illnesses, "baby I have neurodivergencies you've never heard of". his religious struggles hit so hard and I love how angry he is, how hard he tries, he frustrates me so much when he hurts people he loves and I also GET IT 😭😭😭 he's such a martyr (derogatory) and his heroic nature is his biggest weakness and just...we love to see it! peak character design!!! 😍

honorable mention - I have spent way too many hours of my life defending karen "goat" page from stupid hate and while my defensive zeal of her has cooled somewhat, she was my blorbo for years and she is still one of my many wives 💖💖💖

my scrunkly: foggy nelson, sweetheart, nobody on this fucking show deserves you 🥺🥺🥺 he's such a good-hearted guy and his flaws are so real!! he's just a guy, trying hard against a fucked system and friends with sooooo much trauma and just! he needs to rest lmao. my heart lights up whenever I see him. he's so funny, he's so emotional, he cries over things!! he's nerdy and frustrated and an incurable optimist trying to be a realist! everyone loves foggy nelson. I love foggy nelson and I will kill anyone who hurts him. 💖💖💖

my scrimblo blimblo: honestly?? vanessa doesn't get nearly enough credit as an evil #girlboss. she's unhinged in such a sexy way and her casual evil, her eye for the beauty of destruction, is fascinating. she should have been the one to take over fisks' empire when he was in jail and it's sexism that stopped her ascendency. they hate to see an evil woman winning.

my glup shitto: claire, my wife, my beloved, my angel. it's a CRIME that she wasn't a bigger role and erasing her from the narrative is just absurd. she's so compelling and complex and heroic and!! the chemistry!!! with matt is so damn electric 😍😍😍 I Stan forever and I will always be bitter she was sidelined.

my poor little meow meow: it's frank castle, of course it's frank castle, who else could it be? he's...so wonderfully pathetic and ain't no more problematic but he's my free pass, so 😇 metatextually, he's a fascinating introspection into the destructive internalizing of imperialism, traumatic martyrdom, and toxic masculinity but in canon, he's just....a fucking bloody mess. I am obsessed.

my horse plinko: hmmm....they're all so fun to hurt but I love watching matt suffer 😇😇😇 he's the most tormentable man ever, he's pretty when he cries and I wanna watch him wrestle with god forever. is anyone more whumpable than matt murdock? no. no there isn't. my man is bleeding as we speak and frankly I encourage it.

my eeby deeby: WESLEY, james motherfucking wesley, he's such a fascinating character and I love him but in a very real way I also despise him, he's such a nasty man!!! he's not bothered by any nasty shit and his devotion to fisk is so spicy but also...ugh he's awful 👿

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@yakuzadog thx so much for please (whispers please send me moreeeee 👀👀👀)

from this ask game

[ask-svt-hearteu]

“to all admins (who are so beautiful it is sO UNFAIR) : it’s me!!! sofia ahaha and im sending this a lil early because i wont be home for christmas (:p) and i’d like to thank all of you because i can’t send over gifts due to the ocean. damned water. somewhere in december, i think on the 14th??? i will have known this blog for 5 months ! which isn’t that long but im looking forward to spending many more weeks and months on this wonderful blog. all the admins are so, so friendly, nice, amazing, interesting, beautiful, etc etc. thank you for talking to me ! thank you for being here for me during the tough times! thank you for your advice, thank you for your jokes, your rants, your posts, your everything. this blog has given me as much joy as seventeen does. really! i’m so happy i stumbled upon this blessing of a blog when i was still a baby carat and needed more knowledge. 

but please, you guys, get enough rest okay? i heard that someone (like joshua’s wife cough) doesnt get enough sleep and i swear im flying over. all of you are humans and you need rest. you all are in school and you need rest from school (which can be a pain lets be honest) and a break from writing. remember, we, as your readers and fans, care more about your health than how fast you answer our asks. we want you all to be happy and we wish we could give you back the happiness youve given us with this blog. i hope that in 2018, the blog will earn many,many more followers, the admins will make many more friends, and get more supporters (ok but i still dont understand why and how people send hate to the admins?? like fuck you man, these people work so hard arghhh don’t send them hate just because you’re pathetic and lonely and deprived of love and all the good things in life. Legit everytime I see a post about a hater i want to throw a pan at the shithole who hated on these amazing creatures. @jun @minghao @hoshi @scoups jom let’s go beat up the haters im bringing my frying pan and my sunat knife y’ALL BETTER WATCH OUT LATER KENA I SUNAT YOU) drink water, not alcohol : okay sO YOU’RE TELLING ME THAT A HUMAN IS ALLOWED TO BE A TALENTED WRITER, PRETTY ENOUGH TO BE A MODEL AND BE A SINGER ????? JESS IDC WHAT YOU SAY YOU ARE G O R G E O U S YOU’RE SO QR3UBFD-BGQIF and you’re so talented and friendly and n i c e. You’RE SO HARDWORKING AS WELL YOU’RE IN YOUR LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL AND STILL WRITE ON THIS BLOG AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN (it really touched me when i told you me and my best friend were fighting and you sent me tons of dino pics and tagged me in pictures of him. that really cheered me up , thank you :D) i think you’re the first admin i started to talking to hahahaha and even though im really annoying you still talked to me? like ?? i heard that you’re in your last year of high school and i wish you the best of luck !!! do only what you want to do. Don’t stress about choosing the right college/uni or the right course, just do what you want to. Please take your time with the blog, college tends to stress writers out and whenever you feel stressed rEST PLEASE. pls make many many new friends in college and have a better diet than ramen 24/7 which doesnt sound too bad but that’s a lot of sodium. i hope everything goes well for you but remember if anything goes wrong or u just wanna talk im here! love youuu bb. 10:10 : ok sERI. WE REALLY NEED TO FIND TIME TO TALK because whenever i text you you’re in class and whenever you text me im about to sleep (damn these timezones) sighh. it’s okay if i ever have kids, i’ll sell them and buy a plane ticket to meet you. okay when i first started talking to you i was really impressed because you’re really..tough? like i really people with thick skin and people who don’t give a shit about what other say and tbh i’m trying to be more like that. people like that are so cool !! and ur so pretty and cool sighh im so jealous (you have vv nice lips dONT TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY I JUST THINK THEY’RE VV PRETTY oR dO I) also you’re really smart ! like you’ve gotten full marks for a test like woah hoshi is so lucky. i hope you remain thick skinned and brush the haters away, but it’s okay to feel bad once in a while, you’re only being human. but you can talk to me any time you feel down or u just wanna talk or rant or vent. i hope you don’t stress about school, please take a break if you have to (i dont want you to go away i want you to get the rest you deserve)anyways i love you ! my name is soonyoung, call me soon : APA KHABAR MY MALAYSIAN FREN ahaha im soooo happy i met you on tumblr. *ur the aesthetic queen* . i hope that we meet in person soon or one day because we live in the same country and won’t it be cool to see each other? we should have a photoshoot together. speaking of photoshoot im very happy to have a model sensei to teach me how to pose. also ur one hell of a sweetheart. you always share fandom things with me and i tend to fangirl in the middle of tesco or class because of you. hmm if seventeen ever come back to malaysia we should meet at their concert, given both of us are going. i’d really love to know more about you lmao you’re so interesting and you’re really patient with me!!! which is reallly nice. okay bb let’s find a date when both of us are free and leggo have some fun. i hope you don’t ever have to feel sad. well actually i think sadness is vital to humans so maybe anger. i hope you’ll continue to be very peaceful and freak out w carats and kpop fans across the glose and i hope that one day you’ll see naega hosh up close and p e r so nal. ilysm bb xxx my i geddit because wo ai ni so ur my love heh : hello my wife /name twin ish / dancer girl / jun’s / blessing to thie world. oh my god we need to talk moreeeee. ur so funny and we’re so alike (like we both swear like pigs) but we’re different because you’re so good at dancing! heck, whenever i dance i blind people from a 5 kilometre radius. all the other admins say you could dance my i with jun and i am sHOOK BECAUSE ho l ee s h i et also do you know what i would give to see you dance with jun? i’d give up all my memes. yeah, that’s right. my knowledge of all memes and vines and fre sh a vacado. apart from your dancing skills, you’re very, very pretty. i can’t believe you think you’re ugly , sweet jisoos, you’re have… the beauty of all the sunsets in the world. you’re actually really nice (stop protesting) because you’ve listened to me rant about all the damn drama in my life and you gave me advice. and you’ve never lost your patience with me. jeez i love youuuu !!! you’ve laughed with me and sent me dino pics to make my heart explode and you were there when i did something really stupid on kakaotalk. sighhh good times amirite? well we can still talk on tumblr. i hope you continue being yourself, the amazing person you are. xx love you to bits. seventeenteenteen : i survived. you havent killed me yet. i have stuck to dino faithfully. well actually, my first bias for like, a week, was memesol but then dinosaur found his way into my heart. i know y’all are busy and it may be hard but please rest. please don’t read mean comments, please love yourselves, please eat well. please do anything that would make you happy. each and every one of you are so, so important to me and i hope all of you are healthy. the8 please rest, i hope you get better soon. scoups, i hope that fever is gone. dino, i hope you find someone that makes you really really happy and i hope you wake up with a smile on your face each day and i hope people will stop prying into your personal life because you deserve to find someone you love and you deserve to be able to love that person without hate. i hope all of you don;t feel pressured to keep away from relationships because of selfish “fans” and i hope all of you will be happy. @josh @hoshi @jun you guys, please take care of your aegis. @josh wish ur gf luck for college, @hoshi stop killing these girls w ur visuals and @jun im waiting for u and sophia’s dance duet. i love all of you with all my heart <3333 thank you for a wonderful 5 months, i hope many more will come. love, sofia xx add on : i wrote this note before jonghyun killed himself and i’d just like to say this to everyone. the admins and the readers ; please ask for help. you are not alone. people are here for you. mental illness is not and will never be a light topic. suicide is never the answer. i know it’s hard but you need to stay, because we need you. i need you. it doesnt matter if we are close friends or complete strangers : you are so important. you are strong and brave and kind and smart and beautiful and you can get through this. you have people willing to listen. if somehow the whole world refuses to listen, im here. there are people around you who care deeply about you and please, stay. if any of you feel sad about the recent tragedy, take a break from tumblr, okay? i love all of you and please, stay safe. — sofiafabulousphan”

Admin Jess: Sofia, bb T^T I honestly can’t express how much your words mean to me. I love you so so much thank you for everything. I honestly won’t deny, it’s hard. I think it will always be difficult to a certain degree to run this blog. Not that I don’t love every second of it believe me, I just (LMAO LEAVE IT TO ME TO START TEARING UP IN THE MIDDLE OF TYPING THIS) I’ve never wanted to do something I wanted to just because I can.  I don’t run this blog expecting anything in return. I do it because I genuinely love, love the happiness it brings other people, because I love seventeen and I love doing it all. If I didn’t love it with all my heart I don’t think I would have held up this long. You’re right, it’s my last year of high school. My hardest year because I decided to take a multitude of difficult classes. I have cried tears over so many classes (I’m crying writing this response omfg PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER JESS), I have had plenty of mental breakdowns, a lot of crying whenever someone simply asks me if I’m ok or suggests I get more sleep. I have been an emotional wreck all year. It is my fault though, I did decide to take challenging courses this school year, but one can only run on four hours of sleep everyday for so long and not be emotional I guess. AND I WAS TERRIFIED. I was so scared that in the course of this year, through all the difficult hours of studying and finishing homework at 2/3am in the morning before having to wake up at 6am and walk to school by 7am, that I wouldn’t have the time or effort to do just the one thing I wanted to do the most in the world. I only had one real hobby I loved doing and it was running this blog (again hella emotional and dramatic sorry it’s like one am here when I’m writing this). So I forgo sleep to get everything done. It’s not healthy but in my mind, if I gave up on this blog for one day, that one day might turn into two days, which would turn into a month, and then I’d never be able to do anything ever again just because I kept pushing it off, treating it as if it didn’t mean the world to me when it so very dearly does. OK I’M RAMBLING ABOUT MYSELF NO ONE CARES JESS AHEM,,, My point is, I sacrificed sleep for school and this blog not because I was forced to, but because if I slept, this feeling of guilt when I woke up in the morning, a feeling of “ahh I could have done more, I could have been better” would permeate my mind for who knows how long. I didn’t want to disappoint anyone. I hate disappointing people. So to hear you say this blog and all the stuff we do on it makes you happy? It makes me think maybe I’m not such a big disappointment after all, and maybe if I keep working hard, I can continue making more people happier, and that’s all I really want. True, with college approaching, I can’t make any guarantees. I anticipate not being able to do anything at all, and that idea is scary too and makes me want to work even harder now while I still can. I will definitely try to get more rest though??? I mean no one likes a sleep-deprived me at 3am lmao, I may seem nice but at 3am I’m bawling my eyes out over homework and cursing at my posters and pictures of Seventeen and school and textbooks in like three different languages (it’s not pretty lol). So yes rest? Idk what that is... but I’ll try??? fjnvksjn? I think I recall when you first sent in an ask, I’m not too sure but honestly the blog is about as old as you’ve been here so thank you for being one of our first supporters (did you have a book with a flower icon hmm trying to recall)! The hate I think will always be a thing I’m sure, I just don’t know how to deal with it T-T I am very naturally a sensitive human bean, what can I say... LMAO I’M NOT GORGEOUS THOUGH it’s called filters, lighting, angles, and makeup. The only reason I look anywhere near decent is because I use a combination of those things to hide all my flaws LMAO. As for singing, I’m not super? I can sing a pitch correctly I suppose? I can sing a chromatic scale? Idk if that qualifies as good singing (I can definitely sing svt songs in broken Korean shamelessly no matter where I go though). I’m really not that good, but I’m not awful like a dying seal or smth. I don’t even think I’m a talented writer, I just try my best I guess. I do sincerely try my hardest. YOU’RE NOT ANNOYING AT ALL I 117% would listen to you rant or scream about anything and I’m just super grateful you don’t think I’m annoying lsnfdnvd. OF COURSE I THINK YOU AND CHAN ARE THE CUTEST (or you and Jongdae pick your poison;) and of course I sent all those Channie pics omfg, I’m always here if you need it^~^ Thank you for all your kind words love (AND IMMA PRETEND YOU DIDN’T CALL ME JOSHUA’S WIFE BC MY HEART CAN’T TAKE IT KDFJNVKSBBDIBI I’LL CALL YOU CHAN’S WIFE ISTG I WILL) make sure to take care of yourself and you’re always welcome to come talk to me bb :)

Admin Meagan:  aaaHHHHHHH, really appreciate you Sofia ✨😩 Gosh, can't believe you wrote us sub a long essay AHAHAHAH. Also, SUNAT KAU AHAHAHAHAHAHAH (Non-Malaysians  wouldn't understand lmao) But yeeeee, thank you so so much baby for taking the time to send this ask in <3 It's been amazing knowing you and gosh you are such a sweetheart! Also, Chinese New Year is soon, let's go out together ;)) Cafe hopping at SS15 maybe? Hehe. I want my postcard AHAHA and to spend time with you of course!! <3 You are such a bright individual and Chan loves you hella lots. Thank you for always sending us such encouraging messages and for being a good pal really. But for reals, you mean a lot to me and gosh I can't wait to meet you. Also I not model material lah AHAHAH, only a certain days ;) but yess!! A photoshoot would be amazing haha, I can try to teach you some tips lmao. And yes, thank you for caring about our mental health. January hasn't been the best month for me, honestly it's been horrible but stuff like this really warms up my heart yah know. So yes, really really appreciate you man. Keep being so spunky and loveable. Take care, stay safe and I hope we get to meet each other soon ❤️

Admin Seri: SERIously SERIously, you have no idea how much this warmed my heart. ahh i so wish we could find a better time to talk, i’ll work on that :’) i’m not very good at expressing my feeling through words! and for that mianhae mianhae. in fact, that’s one very VERY COOL thing about you!!! expression your feelings isn’t the easiest and hey, use those feelings to brush for those haters. as you know love, other people’s opinions don’t effect me BUT THERE’S NOTHING WRONG with being affected! just know, those people are irrelivant, and once you realize they can’t do a single fucking thing to you unless you let them, it gets a bit better <3 but GIRL i remember you from the VERY being!!! i can’t believe you stuck around this long , you’ve seen all the changes, how much we’ve grown, it’s seriously amazing. becoming an admin (sure as hell didn’t know it back then) was definitely my HIGHLIGHT of twenty seventeen. there’s not a day that goes by where i regret it, not at all, even when our inbox is loaded or when i have writers block. and you being here along that journey warms my heart so so much! i’m not kidding sometimes i find myself in the middle of the night looking through all the comments or reblogs and GOSH i just see every single sweet sweet message you leave. AND OH MY GOD I’M ALREADY FOR SURE GONNA VISIT AJVBELJNGR IM ALREADY PLANNING TO ONE DAY TO SEE MEAGAN SO LIKE DUHHHH WE COULD MEET UP!!! just augh i’m super super grateful for you message jinja jinja ily~~~ <333 !!! {p.s. i totally wrote bodyguard reader! Chan thinking of you, ngl}

Admin Soph: As much as I love you and as much as you’re my ai. DONT GIVE UP YOUR MEMES FOR ME WTAF. MAN I LOVE YA BUT MEMES ARE IMPORTANT XD. And you might only be disappointed after watching me dance with Jun. Ah I wish we could talk more too :””) We get along so well and Im fucking positive were soulmates just looking at how similar we are XD. Ah im not really good at things like this. Im really speechless because damn boi I love ya and you took the time to write all this for us :””). Youre an angel sent from the heavens. AND ME PRETTY??? NUUUUUUUU.Just like what Jess said, filters and lighting exists. Im only cute tho (char). But youre more prettier than me love. Both inside and outside. You're as beautiful as the northern lights. And like the northern lights, you light up my dark days :””). We dont talk much but we always check up on each other man. Goddamn I love ya. I hope we can make more stupid but fun memories together ^^. And I will literally hug the shit outta you when we meet. Also can we like talk about how much we appreciate ya? You’re always in our inbox sending adorable and heartwarming asks to both Svt and us. I remember telling you that your asks about the admins literally brightens our day. How you're little “I hope the admins stay safe” means so much to us. I really hope you only experience happiness for the rest of your life. You’re a person I really appreciate and love. AS MUCH AS I LOVE JUN. HELL YEAH I SAID IT. hAHHAH Dont be afraid to come to me if you have any problem. I will always be here to talk to you and help you love ^^. Please take care of yourself too. DonT FUCKING SKIP MEALS. GET A LOT OF SLEEP OR IM GETTING CHAN AND JONGDAE. Ah im sorry if I didnt say a lot. I want to say a lot but I literally dont know what to say :””). I WILL MESSAGE YOU A LONG AS MESSAGE ON YOUR BDAY OR SOMETHING. I HAVE SO MUCH TO SAY TO YOU GADBSVF ASNMK. For now, I love you and take care of yourself. You are loved by a lot and I hope your life gets filled with happiness and joy. Im also always here if you ever need to talk ^^