Ah FUCK. I know googling medical stuff is like “you’re about to die” and clearly this isn’t I’m About To Die bc it’s happened and gone away before and is already going away again but uh. Shit I’m going to need to make a doctor’s appointment.
And I’m going away so it’s like should it be after I get back bc that way there’s no known issues for my travel insurance that I still need to buy?
But on the other hand if it was something serious it’s like. I’d rather not die.
people are saying do it scared, but you also gotta do it alone. you'll miss out on so much you want to do if you wait til someone will do it with you. do it scared and do it alone.
as an aroace person with limited sexual experience, no interest in watching porn, and poor sex ed as a teen, there IS something simultaneously funny and vaguely tragic about being 28 adult years old and realising how extremely tiny your frame of reference is for genitalia and deciding you should expand this to better understand bodies (yours and others). and then you're just there like "okay so what the fuck do I even google right now, anyway"
ai generated images make me increasingly sad and tired the more i see them in more and more casual contexts. i dont know how to explain, but it just fills the world with a bunch of nothing. no matter how visually stunning the pictures might be, there's nothing behind it for me. no dedication, no emotions, no feelings, no hard work or creativity, nothing i can truly think about, admire or enjoy. i dont think thats how art is supposed to be