#three meals a day

[yejiapsabtob]

[BTOB] Three Meals a Day

[220311-0415] BTOB Three Meals a Day : Watch (engsub)

[disney-den]

[clarkresse]

Week 009

I survived this week with most of me living with my stomach boiling from anxiety, mind clouded in fear while this perishable flesh can't perish soon enough.

Keeping most of the details to myself, whenever I'm in a crisis, a friend of mine always seems to sense it and would message me. Despite that she's in a different continent and she only had one day off. Meanwhile, a person in the same timezone as me barely acknowledged my need for comfort and gaslighted me instead.

Lived with the toxic relationship for most of my life so I learned to understand tones and read between sentences. Like how I've been fat-shamed for a lot of my life. The moment I lost a lot of weight their reaction was 'You finally look good' and every other compliment to my outward appearance. Meanwhile, my friend was concerned about this sudden weight loss and wondered if there was something troubling me. There was. And without a word, someone who hasn't known me that well knew me better than the ones who've held the clock longer.

My friend is busy with her life. As I am. But when we have time, we do make time for each other. That effort to just make time for me, I will never forget and forever hold in my heart. As a reminder that this is love that I deserve.

I hope everyone finds that kind of love. The ones who really need it at least.

I've been finding comfort by distracting myself. With shows, movies. books, comics, mangas, just everything that could keep my mind thinking of everything else but where I am.

Recently, I've gotten into iyashikei anime and manga.

And true to the meaning, it did heal me. Mentally.

I've always rushed to things and sometimes I come out rather ... not well. Like in most fiction, there's always a rush to an exciting plot like plot twists, villain reveal, dark histories, and whatever to get the audience hooked on the adrenaline of the story.

And here was just a story with no plot just calm vibes. Reminds me of watching Three Meals a Day on TVN. It's a South Korean reality show that I play in the back whenever I'm writing.

And perhaps, I do desire some sort of quiet life. Like a small cafe owner in a small town where nothing bad happens. That's exciting for me.

Though I am a chaos child by heart.

Anyway, just clearing all of my To Read List and To Watch List of only iyashikei was a nice change of pace. I seem less stress and just go with the flow.

I tend to adapt the personality of the character I've seen or read.

So, yeah. Calm, slice of shows were good for my soul and mental health.

At least, until I'm reminded where I am, what I should be doing, and everything else that's on fire or drowning. But good distractions and personality to absorb.

[k-star-holic]

Jung Yu-mi, Lee Seo-jin A phone call to New York City for 23 hours What is life?

Source: k-star-holic.blogspot.com

[nakeddeparture]

Colonialism/White Supremacy — Three Meals a Day: How obedient have you been? Come on now, let us count the years 🤭🤭🤭

https://youtu.be/XSqWbP3pLMc

It was part of the domestication process. It led you to consumerism and obesity. True? False? Naked!!

[bathask]

急遽夕方お肉やカレーライスに決定し家族買い物に行けどASD普段のルーティン通り進まぬとパニックメルトダウン自閉症��ペクトラムいつもと同じもの食べるので自分だけ1人同じ時間に同じ食事。匂いの感覚過敏大人の発達障害アスペルガー/自閉スペクトラム症での就労B型事業所通所前シャワー汗対策も入念

[tofixtheshadows]

I see a lot of people headcanoning that Marcille and Kabru will become friends postcanon over a shared love of gossip, but to me the biggest thing they have in common is that they're both deeply concerned with the inequality between the races.

I think before anything else, as the two people closest to the throne, they'll probably end up banding together over their shared desire to fix the divide between the races. Marcille has to give up on her dream of magically changing humanity, but she can help Laios achieve it Kabru's way, through political and social change.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

You're mine now, old man.

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[macey-wacey]

[tvhorrors]

She Had Her Face.

thank you tanya for adding so much to the doomed girl narrative.

[hinamie]

Megumi is brought to beautiful rooms like this to suffer

may or may not be obsessed with @lyrebirdswrites' fic slaughterhouse it's been living in my head absolutely rent-free and I wanted to pay it homage <3

[disney-den]

[puppyboygf]

the more i get to know my mutuals the more i wanna cook for them. you do NOT eat enough

[k-star-holic]

Helper washes washing fishes...Fake Three Meals a Day' in a rigging engulf

[yridenergyridenergy]

"I haven't eaten anything since yesterday's breakfast. I haven't been able to eat. Hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell hell

Kyo"

[heyriette]

Your honor, it was for a bit