#to make up for the fact that it's me
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"I don't know what's going to come out of me," I told her. "It has to be perfect. It has to be irreproachable in every way." "Why?" she said. "To make up for it," I said. "To make up for the fact that it's me."
—Suzanne Rivecca, "Ugly, Bitter, and True"
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Listen they're doing their best
Sequel to this / Part 3
#deltarune#susie deltarune#the roaring knight#deltarune spoilers#...kinda?#lil kris au#weird dog au#idk what to call this but i kinda wanna make more so i should set up a tag for it early#anyway once again ignore me adding elements to the knight's design just because i can fit them outside pixel form#and also the fact that the art style is way different than the first comic because I actually decided to put more effort into this one lol#still drawing with a mouse though
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Yes the quote I searched has the words "make up" in it but still those are some bleak youtube recommendations to see as the second result on this search.
#to make up for the fact that it's me#suzanne rivecca#self acceptance#creativity#creative expression
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post-graduation trip airport looks
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jujutsu kaisen fanart#these took ages but fr once i am choosing to forgive myself given th fact tht i was coming out of A State when i drew them#im normal now dw drawing the first years wearing merch of my comfort content fixed me#when in doubt play dress up. life hack#i am holding fast 2 my hc tht megumi is a fiend @ indie platformers and is a household name on the celeste speedrun leaderboards#argue with a wall this is my jujutsu kaisen#megumi designated Drink Runner also#alr in line at a cafe texts their gc 'what do you guys want' n gets mad @ nobara fr making him go to a Second shop 2 get her bubble tea#anyway theres not much 2 say abt these just bc i needed sth Light n Easy 2 get me out of my head#no lore to fashion pieces which is both a blessing and a curse but it Is what i needed#nobara serving looks fr a flight i love u so much. it's probably 8 in the morning n she is in a fully coordinated fit#its so criminal tht we don't have more alt hairstyle official art fr her???? iirc it's Just the lost in paradise mv with her in buns no????#robbed. i am fixing it immediately.#wonder where the 3 of them wld go on a trip
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Why didn't you inherit my rage?
#why are you more like him?#transformers one#transformers#megatron wins custody au#megatron#bumblebee#b 127#something about megatron and bumblebee makes me draw crazy stuff bro#be nice btws... i dont know how to paint and this is my first time rendering metal#i was lowkey just making stuff up LOOOL#i actually had a lot of fun making this#fun fact the title of the drawing was just I HATE YOU in all caps twice because i already had another one LOOOL:FLGMD#im feel like the dany devito video abt rendering now#“oh my god... i get it...”#me when im boerd so i jam my thumb into my sons throat and rip out his voice box
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Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in
#viktor#arcane#ig my assumption would be that he wears both simultaneously cause in the scene where he injects the shimmer#it seems implied that he just threw off his clothes and kept experimenting#so one might assume he was already wearing the smaller one underneath#tho it is a funny image to think of him just being like 'one sec i gotta go all the way home and grab my other brace to do this'#he can take off the back brace too cause hes not wearing it in the scene where he's in the hospital bed and you can see his shoulder#where the strap would be#but that one seems to make even less sense functionality wise#everything looks like its screwed together#or screwed INTO him#but only the top bolts on his spine are i think#in the close ups of his back brace model it looks like theres cushioning underneath the parts of it that cover the rest of his spine#so he can take it off. but HOW#what parts of it unscrew/detatch to pull open and off#does it not do that at all and he just has to shimmy it off his shoulder and all the way down his legs to get it off like a romper#the shape language of the designs are cool but like. tell me how it wooorrkkksss#forgive me if im just dumb and dont know at all how braces work and theres a very simple practical explanation for all this#any king who wants to infodump about mobility aids at me....the floor is yours#something to be said i suppose about the fact that zaunites have crazy prosthetics with wild augmentations that work flawlessly#and piltover's like. idk heres some fucking uncomfortable ass metal. salo gets wheelchair in non ada compliant place#they havent ever needed to adapt to accommodate disabilities etc etc#or maybe artists were just like 'heres a design' and everybody clapped and didnt give it a second thought#and then they just turned off the visibility on the mesh when they didnt need it knowing thered not be a scene where its taken off#dont even wanna THINK about what that rig would look like#like 40 different controllers#soft body and rigid hard surfaces needing to move together....#a cold chill just shot up my spine#<- guy who is only an animator and doesnt know how to rig#forgive the magic wand tool with zero cleanup. i am lazy
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Gregory knows he looks LIKE HIM in FNAF..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#michael afton#fnaf gregory#david afton#evan afton#security breach#fnaf 4#tyler the creator#your guys weekly angst eat up girlies!!#This is in fact based off ‘like him’ by Tyler The Creator#and tbh I might make another song semi based off that song#seeing it surprisingly works with a lot of fnaf BAHAH#but the plot point Gregory is supposed to be in same way David#truly hits me in a way#either to the mimic or in this case Michael#to think Michael can’t help but see his brother in Gregory#that in a way he’s a substitution for him#it mimics a lot how in the movie Abby makes Mike think of Garrett etc#this is an ongoing thing with Michael as a character#and truly it destroys my poor little heart#so of course I had to share the pain 💜💜
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making little snowmen ⛄⛄
#tbhk#jshk#toilet bound hanako kun#yashiro nene#akane aoi#aoinene#my art#happy holidays eveyone!! :3#ouuhhh i let a few of the recent chapters pile up a bit before bingeing them all and i already desperately need more#the aoi and nene interactions UWHA my daugters are so sweet😭😭 .....#and don't get me started on the boys.....................#the way i teared up seeing what kind of life they COULD'VE had in the real timeline if K didn't have to take care of his family#THE FACT HE DIDN'T WANT TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE “DREAMS” WERE REAL BECAUSE IT MEANT HIS BEST FRIEND WOULD BE DEAD#AND THEN THE BOTH OF THEM DIED ANYWAY???#ok sorry these tags are not at all related to this drawing of nene and aoi making snowmen LMAO#.... boy i gotta stop yapping in the tags (<- her ass is not going to stop)
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fuck it, mods asleep. post the forbidden ocship. the ghostdoves ♥
#ghost x oc#ghost x reader#ghostdove#dovelynn#this was one of my favorite illustrations of 2024 n i have been sitting on it. FOR WHAT? SHAME? pshh#we like to have fun here. art can be self indulgent haha#also i did not watermark this so pllsss dont repost it i am feeling lazy.. pls.. dont make me regret that lol#mine♥#he calls her bird/birdie bc northern but also her name is dove. get it. hawhaw. also she is bruised up from dance. professional ballerina!#some ghostdove facts for ya#i used 2 be shy abt them but idgaf anymore#simon ghost riley x oc
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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️⚧️
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time I��ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo
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I drew an art fight attack for you only to realize you're not doing art fight this year 😭😭 but take your babies as well.. babies
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#oh no I'm actually tearing up#so round#so sleepy#merely a pair of sausages#the hatchling baby bird eyes#the eyes is the part that punches me in the diaphragm personally#Vasco's little blep ;m;#Machete looks so darn pink without his darker eyelids#this is honestly making me weirdly anxious because yes they are so tiny and precious and comfy here#but they're so tiny and helpless and unaware that I'm in fact getting instinctually worried about their safety and wellbeing#like spotting a baby rabbit trying to take shelter in a little patch of medium height grass#not hiding itself too well tbh#and knowing that bajillion things would eat it if they had a chance#I hope these dogs are doing alright aaa#thank you so much! ;-;#I love and cherish them 🫱🤍🧡🫲#gift art#plasmophagous#Machete#Vasco#own characters#sorry about the art fight thing!#I've been thinking of choosing a team briefly later this month and submitting like one or two attacks#maybe you could submit this then? if you still want to?
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Historians Hate Him
(Bonus: Lost footage of WWX's death)
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#sect leader yao#lan jingyi#The last time we were in 'present day' it was comic no.168...#Wei Wuxian has been sitting on that stump listening to complaints and slander for the last 53 comics!#The comic for 'Jumping back to present day' went through so many re-writes because in the Audio Drama it's 'just the opening for ep 8'.#But for me? For readers of PD-MDZS? its been a long time. How to transition back in a way that's fun?#Let's also get to my main point: Yeah hold on how *did* he die???#Nobody seem to actually know - and usually WWX's inner monologue woud be like 'It actually happened like this'.#But we get *none* of that. Instead the audience is equally an outsider and we just have to draw our own conclusions.#What is rumour and what is lies? I personally do not think any of the presented options are the truth.#We aren't supposed to know! It's okay to let be a mystery! The open interpretation lends itself to some interesting analysis!#WWX is the historical figure that makes people lock forum threads when the topic of 'how he died' comes up -#-because the debates are *that* heated.#I like to image the people who did know him 1) don't press him about what happened and 2) make up incorrect facts on purpose.#Quick - everyone make up a fact about how the Yiling Laozu died.#Mine is: I heard the YLLZ died by trying to drink all the blood out of his blood pool.
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The sound in the room roared even louder, but Viktor's spotted vision was filled only by the broad expanse of Jayce's back. He was faced away, though his arm remained extended backward — an unintentional invitation that had Viktor's fingers twitching around the handle of his cane.
a little awestruck viktor from chapter 5 of differential burdens
#jayvik#this is how i look at everyone who has said nice things about the fic/art you are all Angels#...now please ignore the fact i obviously flipped this at the last minute alskhfasl#i drew his cane in the wrong hand because i'm a fake fan i guess 😔😔😔#I GAVE HIM A BLUSH THO I THINK THAT MAKES UP FOR IT A LITTLE#the kissy for this chap is probably gonna take me a while#and if it doesn't then just know that means i am Unwell#arcane#yallstart#fic: differential burdens in displacement
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part 2 of my pining falin agenda aka I STAND WITH MARCILLE THAT DRESS WAS CUNT
part 1
(ID in alt text)
#dungeon meshi#falin touden#marcille donato#farcille#dungeon meshi spoilers#doodles#mine#in my to-do list that second image is described as 'visions of marcille tarted up dark magician style dancing in falin's mind'#making laios call the dungeon lord dress weird in part one is just compliance to canon characterization HE DOES NOT SPEAK FOR ME#i looove fashion and fashion as characterization so my headcanon is that marcille's epilogue style is a direct consequence of that dress#she realized that there was no escaping the resemblance to her mother bc it is now a proven fact that black brings out her cuntiferocity#also falin is wearing a chemise de la reine bc 1) plumage real estate 2) similar to her canon dresses and 3) booba
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RENEGADE TIME LORD WRAPPED
You have dematerialized in your TARDIS 3 times 🫥 this year, but only because you prefer traveling in the late 1900s and earlier 2000s.
You have traveled in 2 different TARDISes, you cheating whore 👎.
The Hostile Action Displacement System has kicked in 13 times ⚠️.
You successfully piloted your TARDIS to Heathrow Airport 0 times ✈️.
You have lost your memory 4 times 🧠.
You got stuck in 301 time loops ⏳️.
You have battled your on-again off-again situationship 134 times 🤼♂️.
You have collected 3 individuals from other worlds 👥 to travel with you.
You have accidentally destroyed 8 star systems 🌠.
You have meddled in the development of 87,912 different cultures 👋.
You have almost died 12,342,915 times 💀.
You have accidentally become a god 1 time 👑, which qualifies as a Class Two Intervention, so you really ought to be vaporized.
Your most traveled to planet was Earth 🌎.
You have regenerated 1 time this year 🔥, which is concerning because you also regenerated last year, and don't you think you're burning through your lives a bit quickly?
You have broken the Laws of Time 13,411,843 times 🚓. That's in the top 0.1% of Time Lords!
Your definition of a year has changed 8,541,823 times this year 🗓, making this Wrapped very difficult to complete.
#does this make sense? no#i dont care#the definition of a year changing within a year is very funny to me#what does this mean? what length of time does this wrapped cover? does time in the vortex count? who knows....#ignore the fact that the numbers dont add up this is Highly Purposeful#shit post#shitpost#doctor who#dw#dr who#new who#classic who#thoschei#doctor/master#doctor x master#first doctor#second doctor#third doctor#fourth doctor#fifth doctor#sixth doctor#seventh doctor#eighth doctor#ninth doctor#tenth doctor#eleventh doctor#twelfth doctor#thirteenth doctor#fourteenth doctor#fifteenth doctor
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but you know what really gets to me? how deeply and instinctively steve associates bucky with solace. with love. with mutual devotion.
he sees bucky again for the first time since 1945, standing on the business end of a gun, and through the pain and shock of this earth-shattering revelation, what does he say? what is the only thought he keeps coming back to? "even when i had nothing, i had bucky." which is such a powerful and, and intimate line, it knocks the breath out of you.
he has a moment to himself to gather his thoughts, and where does his mind travel to? to the lowest point of his life. the day he had to bury the only parent he had ever known, and found himself entirely alone in the world. yet the focus of that memory isn't so much on steve's grief, as you would expect; it's rather on bucky's comforting presence, his support, his unconditional affection. it's bucky offering to be steve's home, both literally and figuratively, and reminding steve that this, this thing between them, it's forever, no matter what.
there's just, this unspoken but very palpable tenderness between them, that steve keeps calling back to throughout the movie.
even when bucky's actively shooting at him, stabbing him, punching him with all the superhuman strength in his arm, steve doesn't see a heartless killing machine that must be stopped. even beaten to a pulp and on his way to bleeding to death, when steve looks up at bucky, he only ever sees the boy who loved him. the boy he has loved his whole life.
and now, now bucky's the one who has nothing. bucky's been stripped of everything: his name, his humanity, his sense of self, his freedom, his past. his entire life. for the past 70 years, he has been nothing but a weapon passed from hand to hand, used and brutalized without remorse.
and steve walks into that helicarrier determined to show him that what bucky told him that day, all those years ago? it goes both ways. that even now that bucky's got nothing, he still has steve, even if bucky doesn't remember that yet.
steve takes his helmet off, and lets go of his shield, and lays himself bare to bucky's rage - makes himself vulnerable in every way he possibly can - to show bucky that no matter what, there is one person in this world who loves him, and always will. that he's not alone, not anymore. steve will never let that happen again, even if it costs him his own life.
like god, if that isn't tenderness, i don't know what is.
#stucky#stevebucky#catws#today on THESE NERDS ARE SO IN LOVE IT MAKES ME PHYSICALLY SICK#the fact that THE VERY FIRST IMAGE steve conjures up when it comes to bucky is that of COMFORT#the memory of bucky telling him that it's the two of them till death do them part#and knowing with unshakeable conviction that bucky meant it#that it was true#that it was REAL#so real in fact that no one - not even hydra could rip that out of bucky's heart#I AM ONCE AGAIN CRYING OVER THESE KIDS#BUT THAT'S ALRIGHT. SNAFU ETC#rillers has feels
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