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[purpleandlavenderpen]

The Mystic Messenger from Heaven: Tale of Purple Lotus

During ancient times, the world was divided into four realms, the Heavenly Realm under the command of Gods and Goddesses, the Immortal Realm at Mount Penglai, the Void Realm or the Demon Land, and Xulan the main city of the Mortal Realm. The three realms continue to live in peace, while the Void Realm continues its vicious work at the Yao Huo Forest, the forest that divides the Demon Land and the Mortal Land. Mortal Emperor Gong Lei asked for the assistance of the Immortals from Mount Penglai and the Demon Realm got furious and continued to cause havoc in the mortal realm. At that time, the sprout of the Purple Lotus was expected by the Gods and Goddesses in the Heavenly Realm.

The war of Mortals, Immortal between the Void Realm was worsened when the previous Demon King, Qingshan was killed by the most powerful immortal from Yunhui Sect, Guo Fang with his divine sword from heaven, causing the son of the late Demon King to get revenge because of what happened to his late father, Wei Zhou planned to steal the most powerful item from the heaven to resurrect his father. He ordered one of his men to go to the banquet at the heavenly realm to celebrate the success of the Immortal and Mortal realms in defeating the Void realm.

The Gods and Goddesses together with the Immortals were all gathered to witness the ceremony of seeing the purple lotus sprout. All of them were mesmerized by what they saw. A color purple lotus sprouted at the sacred Fuhua Tree of the Heavenly Realm; the flower manifested its powerful essence around the heaven which caused the flowers around the world to bloom.

At the Demon Land, the son of the late Demon King continues to mourn because of the death of his father. His men came back as soon as he learned about the Purple Lotus. Upon hearing words from his men, the new Demon King planned to attack the Heavenly Realm and steal the said flower.

Shang Lu, was anxious about the safety of the heavenly flower, he felt uneasy and didn’t want to let his guard down while the ceremony was not yet over.

The High God Shang Lu, instructed his successor and the Chief God, Dong Mei to take care of the newly sprouted Purple Lotus until its reincarnation as the next Chief, God. The said flower is believed to be the most powerful item of the heavenly realm.

10, 000 years ago, the Purple Lotus was taken by the Demon King during the war between the Heavenly Realm and Void Realm. The previous Chief, God, Dong Mei together with the four main Gods and Goddesses, Tao Tai, Xue Fen, Su Xiang, and Qianfan, take all of their original beings to protect the Heavenly Realm from the massive destruction. The immortals from the Rain Society were given their mission from heaven to recover the heavenly flower from the possession of Wei Zhou. One of the powerful immortals from the sect, Guo Fang, led the fight against the men of the Demon King. They successfully brought back the heaven item and temporarily hid it in the Sacred Hall of Chang Ying and sealed it with his divine blood.

The next 4,000 years later, the Goddess of Moon, Renxiang ordered her mystic messenger Zheng Hu to go down to the mortal realm to retrieve the Purple Lotus that was under the care of Immortal Wan Xiang, leader of Yuhui Sect (Rain Society).

“Greetings mystic messenger of heaven Zheng Hu.”

“I, Zheng Hu, mystic messenger from heaven have received an order from the Goddess of the Moon, Renxiang to retrieve the heavenly flower to ensure its safekeeping from the hands of the Blood Cult (Xuejiao) of Void Realm.”

“The Blood Cult was kept on attacking the innocent people of Xu Lan, Reports were verified by my men when they encountered the bloodthirsty demon from the void during their visit to Yang Chun Palace.”

“I’m glad I arrived earlier than expected. Where did you put the Purple Lotus?”

“Come, let me guide you to Changying Hall.”

Wan Xiang and Zheng Hu went to Changying Hall to retrieve the Purple Lotus. Meanwhile, the Blood Cult was planning to steal it from the hand of Zheng Hu. The Blood Cult Leader, General Zou Shuren ordered his men to track down the route of Zheng Hu to heaven and to ambush him from his way to heaven.

“The Demon King, Wei Zhou ordered to retrieve the Purple Lotus, hence all you must do everything to get it by all means from the hands of Zheng Hu! I don’t care if you are going to kill him. Just make sure that we’ll able to get it. Understand?!

“Yes, General!”

“All hail to Void Realm!” General Zhou Shuren shouted.

“All hail to Void Realm!” all of the demons shouted.

            At the Heavenly Realm, the Chief God, Donghai was waiting for the arrival of Zheng Hu. The God of Winter, Mao Yi, approached him to discuss the preparations to be made after the messenger brought back the Purple Lotus to the heavenly realm.

“I already deployed my emissary, Feng Zexian to receive Zheng Hu after he completed his mission. As you saw from your vision, the Blood Cult was planning to steal the heavenly flower from our messenger.”

“I hope that the leader of the phoenix tribe along with our heavenly messenger will be able to protect the heavenly item.”

“Feng Zexian is the Phoenix Queen; she can protect the Purple Lotus. Let’s hope for the positive outcome of Zheng Hu’s mission.”

The goddess of the moon, Renxiang appeared during their conversation.

“Chief, God, Zheng Hu was already on his way.” Renxiang.

“Did he already meet Feng Zexian?” Mao Yi.

“He’s still on his way to meet the Phoenix Queen at the East Gate.” Renxiang.

On his way to meet Feng Zexian, the messenger suddenly sensed a demonic figure following him at the Peach Blossom Forest. Upon realizing that it was the men from Blood Cult he got ready himself to fight them and to protect the Purple Lotus.

“Zheng Hu! Hand over the Purple Lotus.” Ma Xia, is one of the official demons from Blood Sect.

“Never!” Zheng Hu.

“Then, I don’t have a choice but to kill you!” Ma Xia.

Ma Xia drew his sword and aimed it at Zheng Hu, using the cloud sword, Zheng Hu subdued the demonic power from the weapon of his opponent. The battle between the two powerful beings continues, nobody wants to surrender. Meanwhile, Feng Zexian got bored and she decided to go to Peach Blossom Forest. On her way to the forest, the Phoenix Queen sensed the energy from the cloud sword.

“Zheng Hu.” Feng Zexian.

During the battle between the messenger and the demon official, the Purple Lotus was almost lost fortunately, Zheng Hu saved the flower but he got injured by the demonic power.

“Hand over the flower and I will spare your life,” Ma Xia.

“I will never give you the Purple Lotus.” Zheng Hu.

“Then, Die!!!” Ma Xia.

            The demon was hit by a fireball from the Phoenix Queen, the messenger was able to temporarily recover his energy with the help of an elixir given by Feng Zexian.

“Zheng Hu, are you okay?” Feng Zexian.

“Yes.” Replied of Zheng Hu.

            The Phoenix Queen used her peach blossom sword to fight the demon. The demon was no match to the prowess of Feng Zexian and he was subdued by the phoenix arrow. After subduing their enemy, they both come back to the Heavenly Realm carrying the Purple Lotus. Chief, God was relieved when they arrived safely at the realm and asked the messenger if he successfully retrieved the powerful flower, and Zheng Hu showed it to his majesty.

“I’m glad that you are safe, especially the Lotus.”

“On my way here, I had a battle with a demon official named Ma Xia. Fortunately, the Phoenix Queen arrived and I was able to regain my strength. The Phoenix Queen and I subdued the demons on our way and were able to protect the Purple Lotus.”

“I’m sure that demons from the void already know that the heavens ruined their plan. It is important for us to ensure the safety of the next Chief God.”

“I will protect the flower until it transforms into her form.”

“I already deployed heavenly guards to Yan Shun Garden. You will be going to supervise and ensure the safety of the Purple Lotus.”

“Rest assured that I will protect the next successor of heaven.”

The next full moon will be the day when the Lotus will transform into human form. Gods and Goddesses were all gathered to witness the birth of the new Chief, God.

Flowers of the earth started to bloom and the stars from the sky shone brighter. The 12 zodiac spirits were also preparing to be born along with the purple star.

At the Bureau of Constellation (Mortal Land)

It is an auspicious day for both the Emperor and Empress. The Empress was on her way to give birth to a crown successor.

A beautiful light from the sky the moon and stars shine brightly, there is a big dipper and other star constellations. The constellation mage saw a bright light among the stars and he was fascinated that it transformed into a dragon.

“Your Majesty, please use your strength the baby is coming out.”

“Ahhhhhhhh……I can’t do it anymore…Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.”

While waiting for the Empress to give birth, it is remarkable from the face of the emperor that he was worried about both of his wife and child.

“Please be at ease Your Majesty, Her Majesty was doing her best to deliver your child safely.”

“How can I relax at this moment?”

“Your child and the Empress will be alright your Majesty.”

The emperor sighed and prayed for the safety of his wife and child.

After an hour of pain, the Empress successfully delivered her child. His Majesty rejoiced and was relieved when he heard a cry from the delivery room.

“The Empress had given birth to a prince.”

The Constellation Bureau congratulates both the emperor and empress for giving birth to a prince with a dragon zodiac spirit.

“Congratulations Your Majesty, The Prince was born during the birth of the Next Chief God and was blessed to be one of the Zodiac Spirit.”

“Are you saying that our son was chosen to have an important duty by the heavens?” Empress.

“Yes, Your Majesty, the prince has the spirit of Azure Dragon. One of the mythical creatures and among the 12-Zodiac Spirit.”

“Indeed, that we received a blessing from heavens.” Emperor.

“Congratulations to you, our Majesties.”

The Purple Lotus transformed into a beautiful Goddess. All of the Gods and Goddesses together with the Immortals rejoiced. The Chief, God named her Yi Xing Hua/Li’er.

That day the heavenly realm had already proclaimed the next successor of Chief, God Donghai. At the void realm, Wei Zhou was devastated because of his unsuccessful plan. He was extremely mad because of what happened to his demon official during the battle between Zheng Hu and the Phoenix Queen.

“Arrrrrrrrrrggggg! You’ll pay for your boldness, Zheng Hu! I will make sure to kill all Gods and Goddesses including the Immortals at Mount Penglai. I will redeem our honor! Hahahahahahahaha… Argh”

His demonic power is on rage. The Demon King was planning to kill the successor of heaven to resurrect his father.

“Yu Rong!”

“Yes, My Lord.”

“You have a mission to fulfill.”

“Say it My Lord and I will do it for you.”

………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

At Mortal Realm (After 19 years)

The Emperor and Empress made a banquet to welcome the Crown Prince after 10 years of seclusion at Wangling Temple. Chaoxiang was born with a dragon spirit which made him more significant to his parents’ eye. He had a great talent and was under the care of High Immortal Fu Shuren where he spent his 10 years seclusion to become Immortal.

“Let us all welcome the Crown Prince Chaoxiang.”

 Upon his entrance, the sound of gong was all around the palace, as he was welcomed by his father and mother.

“Greeting your Majesties.”

“No need for formality my son. Me and your father miss you so much.” Empress.

“I am glad that I was given a chance to finish my training from High Immortal Fu Shuren.”

“We all know that you will never fail us.” Emperor.

[rati-amico]

Sad to say goodbye. เรามันเเค่คนเคยทำงาน คนอื่นอาจจะเห็นตามคำที่ซัดสาดมากกว่าความตั้งใจใช่ไหมคะ #tobecontinue 😃 # #บันทึกAmico @amico.life.is.journey_thailand @amicovoyage @Silvergrass Amico @Amico See Anemone Amico #Silvergrass Janedoe @amazingthainess @events @tatevents S.grass #AmigoSeaAnemone #บันทึกAmico #lifeIsJourney #journeyIsDestination #imtraveller #travelblogger #thailand #hipster #lifestyle #life #photooftheday #photography #photographer #instadaily #chinese #china #events #travel #artwonder #t #o #show #instagram #instaphotos @amazingthainess @events @tatevents @search_adventure @tourismthailand @letsbeamazed @natgeo @natgeotravel @movby @travelbloggeres @locarl @lonelyplanet @tripadvisor @explorerbartender @fashion.adverts @rati_ @amico.life.is.journey www.facebook.com/seeamico www.facebook.com/exotiquelife.and.journey @rativenum @silvergrasspentacle @amico.life.is.journey_thailand https://www.instagram.com/p/B2lfvrSFnV1/?igshid=13iyn2ucrlvf6

[farahhusna]

Selamat hari jadi Sayang 😘. Semoga hidup dan mati mu dalam iman. “You’re my 🌞 , my only 🌞. You make me happy when skies are grey. You never know dear, how much i love you. So please don’t take my 🌞 away.” #farahusna2019 #miro’sday #tobecontinue (at 38 Floor Bistrô Romântico) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1YQAwRJsnyLeaUeKjq-hZUJdBBHzHc-5D3h-40/?igshid=1smv1rixwx4se

[taeminiettaemiri]

Part I

Strawberry Sadistic Academy

The story begins from nowhere but we believe that one time Eve side give a birth to a lovely creature whose crying is loud to entire nature, the creature for they have a same structure and genital like their mother, the crying that make a whole universe joyful with her tears flowing down to ground, then the ground become fertile, able to growing anything beautiful like flowers, plants, weed, moss, everything which give colourful scenery. Every delivery of Eve's offsprings being mark with a big shaking, breaking the hard cliffs into parts and make more space for water to streaming down, for ground to spreading, for nature finally find its circle of life. More crying heard until the whole world covered up with trees reaching the sky, sleeping volcanic mountaints, waterfalls that filling the lower and empty space until it became endless sea, and clouded sky that make a rain to give a life for a living down there.

One day while enjoying their time in the garden full of bees collecting pollen and nectar, the mature one meets with a long time sibling, from Adam side, who come for quick visit. She told him about how the sisterhood manage to keep establishment of nature so more creature sprung up while the brotherhood build the fortress for defense from a wild. The never ending question about how they were ever created led them to absentmindedly fall for each other, becoming the next pair after their oldster. The wall between two opposites had been broken, unite them in one harmony, marriage the souls.

“Sweet.” Said him after the first taste of her lips.

“Oh, I wonder why Adam and Eve separate us while we could work together to protect the universe.”

The love is in every air their breath, more baby walking on their little feet, more animal wandering around, more plants filling the earth, and more souls blooming for affection. The combination work very well for decades until the first conflict comes on their way. The both sides demanding for a thing, Eve's demand for love so the nature would be milder and Adam's demanding for lust so they could create more powerful troops for defense.

"The wild are becomes bigger and start giving anomly pattern that we should be aware of."

"Don't you think its because lack of feeling of our copulation? You become greedy for creating."

"You also become greedy for feeling. It is wasting of time for us finding the feeling, we can't be survive."

"Survive? From what? Whose attacking us?"

"The wild of course!"

"They wild is nature and they are not treatening, they have cycles the same as us, we were created together remember?"

"The floating water have made our number decressing frantically and you still depend on deduction rather than action?"

"Nature is part of us so does the vice verca. Perhaps it becomes anomaly because we lack of affection."

"If its part of us, there is possible for overpowered it."

"Oh no, now i reliaze why they were seperated us for a while."

[nextskykeen]

眼见为实? Be Lie Ve 你相信你所看见的，所以你believe 会不会其实那be lie ve， 意思就是已经变成谎言了 你所看见的，也许是这世界早已包装好的谎言 因为你相信眼见为实，所以这世界让你看见包装好的一切 …“未完待续” 克洛诺斯氏·著 #vision #eyecontact #cronusseries #tobecontinue #未完待续 #克洛诺斯氏 #emoc #believe #be #lie #ve https://www.instagram.com/p/BuakW7pl72c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1flifhur83v4o

[0unknownone0]

Why i love her

Ur uniqueness. In a way ur attitude, ur manjakness ur personality ur character and ur charisma. U have that. U can be profesional u can be mature u can be anything depend on situation. So thats one thing i like about u. Ur uniqueness.

Ur imperfections perfect. U with ur upside down swing mood, ur insecurities, ur desire and ur stubborn. It somehow, does not make me fedup actually, just upset yes but then it teaches me, to improve myself. Why and what im supposed to do. To be a better person as who i am. Even in future, all this i can improves and understand women better. So teaches me alot also through ur imperfections.

Ur motherly. The way how every young mother should be. Doesnt matter either its single mother or not. U baby, u open my eyes, u touched me deep down my heart. The way how u struggle alone with her. How u raise her with loving caring kindness and patient how a best mom should give. U give ur whole self for her. That what makes me feel she is so precious even for me. U touched me and taught me that alot. A sincere love.

Ur mindset ur strongwill and independant. U achieve what u want in life dear. U struggle u have a strong heart and determination to achieve greateat thing in ur life. Cause even i was like u. We have that similarities. But dear, trust me. Even without a man in ur life, u still can survive, ur a strong woman. I adore u because of that. U never gave up and u push urself to the point ur on top. I respect and adore ur courage.

Ur kindness and softhearted person and ur spiritual life towards God. I love this about u. When i was down on my knee u reminds me of how great Gods power that he able to give us wisdom and guide us in our daily life. We were both lost before in our past life but yes, God match us later. U, u taught me the things that never a girl i knew before would even say that to me, pray. Cause me myself i had a hard times so yes prayer is what makes me stronger . So im connected there with u. U with ur kindness truthful, ur ideology about life and death about repent about Gods power. Really touches me as well. So i like that person of u an angel to spread and share good things to others. Believe or to not believe, u taught me alot spiritually as well.

[frakn87]

Fuegos artificiales de Navia #2018 #tobecontinue (en Navia)

[adorneprofessionalbodypiercing]

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[tinn-zblogg-blog]

My story.

I grow up having a family that I though was strong and happy. Life was better until my father decided to went abroad and follow her mom in the states. Maybe becaus his longing for her, a mother that was never been there through out his life, and ever though his mom left him before, still he forgave and continue to love her and obey her. But that's the beginning why his own family fell apart.

We always thought that if we go some place better that ours, giving greater salary and being able to give a better life for your family, financially.. We might have a chance to have a wonderful life future.. But we forgot that in able to get that life we wanted in future, it always rely on what we are doing to our present lives.

Things went so bad. Never goes exactly the way our parents planned it to be.. Soon they got divorce.. My dad met someone in the states.. Ending up marrying her and having a child with her. This story is a kind of story we heard everyday but never thought it can also happen to us.

[yes-a-nong]

Học trò, tuổi thổn thức tình đầu. Không phải qủy cũng chẳng là ma khi ở tuổi nay. Tôi hiền lành lướt qua với vẻn vẹn vài ba kỷ niệm hèn nhát. Nợ một cục ở quê, tôi theo chân Ba Má rời quê lên thành thị. Bỏ lớp 1 của trường làng, xa con đường 2 cây số bước chân, tạm biệt vách hủ tiếu tôi nuốt nước bọt ngồi trước chờ thằng bạn được bà đúc ăn, con chào luôn bà Hai bánh tét cho con ăn thiếu mỗi ngày, chào 2 thằng chó tao đi rồi khỏi có đứa cho bây đánh nha con, con chào Chúa ở nhà thờ - trung thu con về nhớ phát quà cho con, ...... Chào tới sáng cái quê tôi cắt rúng bỏ lại bao kí ức. Kí ức lại viết tiếp tại Hóc Môn. Tôi dần lớn lên và tuổi thơ sẽ vẽ thêm tiếp ở đây. Tôi Nhát từ nhỏ. Thiệt đó. Những nơi nào đông đúc, chen chúc chẳng bao giờ thấy mặt tôi đâu. Ngay cả ở cái nhà vệ sinh cũng vậy. Đã vài lần đứa ngồi cạnh bảo tôi Keo Kiệt vì chai nước cam không cho một ai uống - để ở cặp rồi đem về. Ai nào biết ai nào có hay, chai nước ấy nào phải là cam, mà là chai nước thánh của tên Tề Thiên nhút nhát. Rồi Ở cái ngày trọng đại nhất của Cô Linh, ngày 20/11, mỗi đứa tay cầm bông tay hộp quà. Riêng tôi, dựa tay vào góc tường, trong tay là nữa ký nhãn. Ở quê nào biết ngày này. Tôi tủi thân đứng khóc ở góc tường và tay cứ khư khư giấu bọc nhãn. Tôi trách sao nhà mình nghèo và thương lấy người Mẹ quần quật nào biết gì. Sợ dựa mạnh làm gãy nhãn, hư quà cô. Nhưng sao mà đưa cho cô - tôi lại khóc mạnh. Nào dám thành tiếng, nước cứ nhỏ giọt rồi thành dòng và tiếng cứ Hức Hức như tiếng cún rên. Trong đôi mắt ướt nhoèo, tôi chẳng còn nhận ra đã có người chạy đến bên tôi và nói « Nín đi, Đi theo Dì ». Cái cô lớp trưởng và cũng là Dì tôi, cô ta nắm tay tôi rồi dắt đến cô - tặng quà. Truyện cổ tích lúc nào cũng có hậu, tôi cô và Dì, cùng một số bạn, cùng nhau chúng tôi ăn hết bịch nhãn..... #chỉlàcấpmột #tobecontinue

[rati-amico]

#ทิ้ง #ชีวิต By #note3 #samsung #tobecontinue 😃 # #บันทึกAmico @amico.life.is.journey_thailand @amicovoyage @Silvergrass Amico @Amico See Anemone Amico #Silvergrass Janedoe @amazingthainess @events @tatevents S.grass #AmigoSeaAnemone #บันทึกAmico #lifeIsJourney #journeyIsDestination #imtraveller #travelblogger #thailand #hipster #lifestyle #life #photooftheday #photography #photographer #instadaily #chinese #china #events #travel #artwonder #t #o #show #instagram #instaphotos @amazingthainess @events @tatevents @search_adventure @tourismthailand @letsbeamazed @natgeo @natgeotravel @movby @travelbloggeres @locarl @lonelyplanet @tripadvisor @explorerbartender @fashion.adverts @rati_ @amico.life.is.journey www.facebook.com/seeamico www.facebook.com/exotiquelife.and.journey @rativenum @silvergrasspentacle @amico.life.is.journey_thailand https://www.instagram.com/p/B13ns-PFiMe/?igshid=5t0teu7f6e8u

[nextskykeen]

2年前的这天我们喝蛋茶、吃tomyam、去瀑布… 已经过去2年的这天我们吃点心，所以也算是延续了那一年DBC3的聚集吧😄 #dbc3 #twoyearsago #tobecontinue #续缘第三班 #其他人叻 #哈哈 （在 TiTi Yong Tau Foo）

[hanissaoki]

a part of draft

Decide to occur and continue

Memutuskan untuk tetap terjaga dan bertahan

Dear Graha

Seorang amasya ingin bercerita dengan jujur dalam diam boleh yaa, kali ini harus boleh yaa jawabannya, hehe #peace #maksamodeon

Gra, apa yang kamu fikirkan saat mendengar kalimat  “Decide to occur and continue - Memutuskan untuk tetap terjaga dan bertahan”? seketika aku ingat tentang makna penjagaan diri pun tentang ke-istiqamah-an kita dalam upaya untuk terus menjadi hamba-Nya yang layak untuk dibanggakan, ah iyaa, siapa yg paling ingin kita buat bangga gra kalau bukan Allah?

Ada getir yg terasa seketika gra saat aku menanyakan ini kepadamu, mungkin lebih tepat-nya aku menanyakan hal ini kepada diri-ku sendiri, lebih khusus kepada inti diri-ku, dalam bahasa-mu aku bertanya pada ruh-ku

Aku ingat perkataanmu kala itu, “ruh itu sesuatu yang terasa-nya imajiner yaa, tapi ia nyata ada, utuh, hidup lagi menghidupkan, tidak seperti jasad yang nyata ada tapi hakikatnya imajiner, tidak bisa menjadi utuh apalagi menjadi hidup tanpa kehadiran ruh”.

Akan selalu ada yaa gra sesuatu yang terasa-nya imajiner tapi ia nyata ada, memberi sebab-sebab besar dalam hidup seseorang, semisal doa orang-orang yang menyayanginya dengan tulus karena-Nya, semisal kebaikan ayah-ibu maupun kakek-nenek kita yang memberikan sebab-sebab hadirnya kebaikan dalam hidup kita, semisal ketrikatan jodoh yang saling memberi sebab-sebab baik maupun buruk antara yang satu dengan yang lain-nya karena sifat fitrah jodoh adalah cermin, maka apa yang ada itulah yang akan dipantulkan, Masya Allah wa Allahu Akbar :’)

Maka seperti katamu gra, “Jangan hanya berfokus pada apa yang tampak, seringkali yang penting, yang berharga, yang menjadi inti adalah sesuatu yang tidak tampak, entah tertutupi oleh tabir atau memang imajiner, memang tidak tampak melalui kasat mata tapi terasa, hanya mampu dilihat oleh mata hati kita, inti diri kita”

Seperti Allah yang tidak tampak tapi terasa sekali pertolongan-Nya, rahmat-Nya, dan sifat Allah yang lain seperti yang terangkum dalam 99 Asma’ul Husna, seperti alam kubur, hari kiamat, padang mahsyar, maupun akhirat yang hanya bisa di-imajinasi-kan bagaimana kondisinya maupun suasananya, tapi yang utama harus di-imajinasi-kan adalah bagaimana kesiapan kita menyambut hari-hari yang paling menegangkan itu, semoga di hari itu ketenangan terasa yaa gra, sebab Allah meridhai seluruh amal kebaikan kita, Aamiin Allahumma Aamiin

Gra, aku intro-nya kemana-mana banget yaa, hehe, let me be focus again ^^

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Why i love her

It's thursday evening when the day is at its rest and im on a holiday for a week. Like usual i was sitting there by the chair with a cup of coffee to accompany me.I was going through my Instagram when i was bored to see fun pictures. Scrolling through it for a couple of minutes and likes few picture. And suddenly i was attracted by this picture. A picture that i never knew that will change my whole life that will set my journey of life to a diff path. I was stop by this decent picture which i never even know theres a bright beautiful person in my ig. So i decided to look at her profile. Scrolling through all her picture. Its funny that it makes me smile as the way of her taking selfie attracts me. I never had taking few minutes of my time to just open each picture and read all her comments.Then my hearts says, she is so beautiful but seem like she doesnt show much of herself, her beauties to others. I was wondering why and thats what keeps me attracted to her. At the end of stalking her profile i wanted to send a msg to get to know her personally. But dang!! I accindentally press the unfollow button.And then i was mad of myself for being so careless. I add her back hopping that she will accept me back.I was waiting for few hours and keep on checking to make sure that she have already accepted me back. On my mind i was always wandering why i never knew about her. Ive been busy with my jobs and work plus i try not to make any strong relationship with anyone as i might be called touch and go person. But this time its diff, i had long holiday and my instincts says i need to know this decent girl i just scrolling through. Bamm!There she is, she accepted me back!I had this weird happiness feeling when i was accepted back. Its funny that i can be so happy because just single accept as a friend.Here it goes, and so i took a long time to start a conversation with her as i was kinda scared, shy and its been awhile since last im having conversation with a girl that i just knew.And so i brace myself and be bold by saying hi to her with the hope that she replied me. *fingerscrossed*

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sabi nga ni AJ !!! “ We started off grand and ended in ruins, thought you were the one never know what we were doing “

kaya tayo siguro nagkalayo dahil sa line na yan most particularly sa part ko. Isang taon yung lumipas halos walang pag uusap, walang communication lulong sa pagliliwaliw.

Then I learned to say Hi again, took a deep breath …. then

-Simon 💘

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To confirm if I’m really preggy...

November 1 and 3 were urine tests. November 8 was a serum test.

I still remember the first time I took the PT. I'm on graveyard shift duty and was very nervous. Praying while waiting for the result.. The 2nd line made me confused because it’s blurred! Oh God. Is it a postive or negative? 😱

While Juan’s on duty too downstairs, I still didn't told him about it. Hinatid na niya ko pauwe, sinundo papasok kumain pa muna sa burger king before duty. I ate nuggets and run to the restroom to vomit. Little Juan didn't like it. Lol. And boyfie asked me what happened, hindi ko parin sinasabi even though inaasar na niya ko na baka buntis ako while looking at me with his sparkling eyes and smiling (he really wanted to have a baby na kahit nung bago palang kame) and tadaaaa! The universe heard him. 🙄😂

Then naisip ko to have a 2nd PT which was Nov. 3 after my duty again when I got home. There malinaw na malinaw na. I don't know what to feel. I went to my room crying. Sent a pic of the PT to Lovely my bestfriend, she told me to calm down and rest coz it's not good for the baby. Thank you Tita Ninang for being there. For being patient with me. MIXED EMOTIONS.

Hindi pa ko nagpa check up sa OB not until it's Nov. 23 (2nd month since my LMP) had my serum PT with our hospital medtech which is nakontrata ko na to be little Juan’s Ninang. Hahaha! She told me, “oh ayan dugo mo na yan ewan ko nalang kung di ka pa maniwala” FINE. After that sinabi ko na sa daddy ni little Juan...