Make it hurt
Thomas Hewitt x reader
*edited english version*
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It was a hot Saturday afternoon
The 3:00 pm sun was shining brightly, but occasionally the bright light was mercifully blocked by dark, dense clouds. It would rain soon.
Thomas was in charge of cleaning out the Hewitts' neglected old barn. Just one of the many tasks the family gave him to burden him. Luda Mae was back for her shift at the decrepit gas station, Hoyt was probably driving his stolen cruiser around, intimidating unsuspecting teenagers. And Monty was watching reruns of soap operas, as usual.
You were on the porch, brooding in thought as you shamelessly watched Thomas work. But you couldn't look away.
His toned muscles glistened with sweat and grime, his torso, bare to withstand the Texan heat, rising and falling rapidly as he heaved from the exertion. You watched him, his massive, massive body supporting the weight of a giant tire, which then dropped into the rubble pile with a loud thud. The mere thought of Thomas made your body tingle.
You mentally beat yourself up
Do you remember: Thomas and you are enemies
Ever since that day you first met the Hewitts, when they slaughtered your "friends" (who were more like idiotic traveling companions). You, unlike your peers, took advantage of your good manners early on, managing to ingratiate yourself with Luda Mae and sparing your life.
But then there was Thomas.
It was he who first caught your eye while visiting the station.
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You were holding a basket with some produce in it, fanning yourself with your other hand in a fruitless attempt to relieve the heat. Luda Mae watched intently as your rowdy colleagues carelessly grabbed a few items from the sparse shelves. The commotion in the shop seemed to bother the old lady, who regarded them with disdain.
You, a shy and polite young woman, greeted the woman with a sweet smile and placed the remaining items on the counter. Ears burning with embarrassment.
"Sorry about the mess ma'am, I swear we'll clean it up before we leave."
"Are these your friends?" She asked sniffing at the young people at the back of the store.
You considered the question for a few seconds. "No, just college buddies. I needed a ride to Louisiana to do some research work."
She stared at you for a long time. Shit, you struggled to maintain eye contact. She had that strict mother vibe, the look over her round glasses almost made you cringe.
"Well, I'm kind of paying for the ride, so it's not exactly a ride."
She looked at you for a few more seconds and smiled "Well, that explains how a nice young lady like you ended up here with these...children".
"E-er. Yes. Well, where's my education, my name is y/n."
"Luda Mae." She greeted with a grandmotherly smile.
"Ah, sorry to bother you again, but do you have mineral water?"
"Oh yes. We're restocking. I'll have my son bring them over.
"Fine, thanks." You smiled.
"Tommy, dear, bring the crates from the warehouse."
A few moments of silence passed before you heard a distant thump.
Footsteps echoed like an earthquake through the room, and from the back room, a huge man in a stained dress shirt and apron emerged with packages piled high in his strong arms.
Jesus Christ.
The man was built like a tractor.
Luda Mae referred to him as a child, but there was nothing childish about his composition.
You stared at him mesmerized. His unruly dark curls surrounded his strong, masculine face and fell over his massive shoulders. Until he turned to his mother. So you saw it.
There was a dark, thick mask that covered the lower part of his face. It piqued his curiosity and somehow made his figure more attractive and mysterious.
"This here is my son Thomas, he's a sweetheart, he's not very talkative, but he can take care of you just fine anyway. Thomas take care of the lady and her….friends. I need to make a call to your uncle" . She said casting one last look at you.
Your mouth was dry. The man unloaded the merchandise onto the counter, then turned to you, waiting. A few moments passed as you unconsciously studied his face, until he narrowed those blue eyes at you. You chastised yourself for the invasive action and pulled yourself together.
"Oh yes, it's nice to meet you Thomas." You stared at the linoleum floor in embarrassment. He must have misinterpreted your curiosity. You were stuck with his lack of reaction and his intimidating aura.
Yes, a love, for sure.
"I just need one of those mineral water packs…..please," you added nervously.
At a practiced pace, Thomas reached for one of the packages and cradled it for you. The rumble of your colleagues' voices ceased for a moment, until you turned and noticed their glances and whispers directed at the brute of a man at the register.
Thomas seemed to be purposely ignoring them in favor of finishing serving you as soon as possible so you could leave the store soon. But soon one of them, John, spoke up:
"Hey man, what's wrong with your face?"
Shit.
"Is this thing to cover your giant nose or something?" Said another with a shit-eating grin. His girlfriend let out a nasal laugh.
Thomas stiffened but remained silent.
"Come on, you think you're too good to talk to us?"
Crushing silence took over the place.
Thomas had his head down, trying to calmly organize the rest of his shopping into bags.
"Animal". John finished
Thomas clenched his fists. He was holding back, you saw, the fury in his red face obscured by his unruly hair. It was better to step in before something happened.
"Can you stop? What's your problem?"
"Oh come on kitten." John looped his arm around your shoulders. "Don't tell me you're going to side with that thing over us. We're partners, aren't we?" You shuddered with revulsion.
You looked at Thomas wordlessly, he looked into your startled eyes, before lowering his head again.
You were about to answer when someone interrupted.
"Well, what do we have here?"
It was a sheriff, the name "Hoyt" written on his name tag. His smile was sallow and forced as he assessed the young people in front of him.
"Who does that car parked outside belong to?"
"It's mine". Evan spoke up.
"We're taking a college trip, sheriff." Completed John
"Ah, so you can explain that to me." He held out a small package in the air.
"Damn it, Evan." The girl, Cindy, murmured to her boyfriend.
"We don't know how that got in the car, Sheriff." They looked at each other nervously.
"Well, they should know since there's weed all over the damn car." He grunted. "You guys come with me." He sucked his teeth in arrogance.
"Wait, we can't get arrested, yeah....
Hoyt pulled a gun on Evan, interrupting his plea.
"Want me to blow your brains out boy?" Evan shook his head. "Better get going then."
You risked one last guilty look at Thomas before you left, but he was gone. He must have been really upset with you.
You were escorted by Hoyt to your squad car. The discomfort of being crammed into a car like a can of sardines, suffocating you, but no one said a word the entire trip.
But instead of a police station, you were taken to the big house in a deserted area. Hoyt threw you out of the car. Before anyone could protest, the noise of a chainsaw cut through the silence, and suddenly, a tall figure approached the car.
Thomas
The sound of chains cutting through human flesh was disturbing. You watched him brutally murder every one of them. You saw him approaching his helpless figure. And suddenly, darkness.
You remember the dark, dank basement you were kept in for days, you remember recognizing Luda Mae when you were called to join a "family" dinner.
That was it, wasn't it? You were considered part of the family now.
Except for Thomas.
He still had that distrust and recent fondness for you from that day in Luda Mae's little shop.
Speaking of her, another point aroused Thomas' resentment: Luda mentioned how she would like to have a "daughter". So since you were just polite and kind to the family, she saw that role as a perfect fit for you. It didn't help that you were always disciplined and helped Luda with the housework.
A golden girl, she said.
She spoiled you, offered you dresses and treats she got in the store.
Thomas was furious.
How could they believe you so blindly? You were just like those pieces of shit that came with you. The mere mention of his name made him grind his teeth.
Over time you adapted. You learned the family routine and how to communicate with Thomas. You would watch him signing or gesturing to his mother when she asked him something. He had different ways of talking, so you understood.
You tried to approach him several times, but he snubbed you. It was just acting, he thought, you'd hope to gain the family's trust enough to run away and call the police.
You had no right to invade their lives and establish yourself as their preferred daughter. It was his home, his life, his mother.
He hated you, but he couldn't even lay his hands on you like he did the victims he took. The last time he reacted to your gentle advances with rudeness, his mother scolded him and sent him to his room.
What the fuck. He was not a child. He should NOT be treated like a bratty, insolent child. It was your fault.
In the end, you got tired too.
Tired of treating him with kindness and kindness only to be ignored and stepped on. You was tired of getting disapproving looks and snarls when you went out of your way to do something to please him. You got tired of him.
So you matched your behavior to his. Yes, it was childish. But as long as Thomas treated you with disgust and unjust hatred, you would reciprocate in kind.
It became a game between you. You two beings refused to falter around each other and give in to defeat.
Your pride and stubbornness as high as his. Neither of them would back down.
But still, there was something growing, something the two of you denied sharing.
The way Thomas looked fondly at his mother made your heart ache, the diligence he took with his work aroused your admiration, his concern for his family's welfare made you believe he was something more than a brute no compassion. His sassy way when he looked at you defiantly.
But……there was something more carnal as well. A raw and unbridled feeling that built up in you day after day. You stared at his hands and imagined how they would feel on your body, you thought of his huge body on top of your much smaller figure, his cruel and intense blue eyes focused on you with genuine interest. It made your core vibrate.
It was wrong. Outside the terms established between you.
You were upset that, without even trying, Thomas was making you lose.
The only way you've found to ease your thoughts is in your bed at night with your fingers buried in your pussy. It didn't seem like enough, but you'd have to make do. Guilt welled up as your chased your orgasm, trying to think of anything, anything other than Thomas Hewitt, but it was inevitable.
Thomas wasn't any better either. He was confused and outraged by the seething feeling you aroused in him.
He became increasingly interested in your quirks and quirky behaviors. You would be rude to him too, but never the way others have been. The slights from you would never be because of his appearance, he realized.
"Thomas let me out." He pushed you and blocked the door. "I need my things that are in the car, Luda Mae said I could get them."
"No". He grunted. "Seriously, Thomas. I'm not running away even if I wanted to. The car won't work since Hoyt screwed it up." He didn't move out of the way. You snorted and suppressed a frustrated cry. The day had been stressful enough, its time of the month had made you more sensitive and emotional. You weren't going to cry, were you?
"Damn, Thomas, you're so…"
He raised his eyebrows daring you to continue. So what? Ugly? A disgusting, scary monster? He wanted you to say, wanted you to get past that barrier so he would have a reason to…
"Irritating". You completed with a sigh. You give up your quest and turn upstairs, leaving Thomas standing in the doorway.
Sometimes he would catch himself looking at you, immediately condemning himself for the act. He would watch your face closely when you were distracted or focused on some task, your pleasant smile directed at someone other than him. He would stare at your tiny little hands getting all over the cutlery during dinner, imagining how they would feel wrapped up in something else…
Fuck. It was too much.
Often he would have to retreat from the same room you were in just to hide his growing erection. Making you imagine it was just a reaction to the revulsion he felt for you, something you were used to, but it still hurt.
Constantly he would have to seclude himself in his room, hand wrapped around his cock, masturbating at a frantic pace until the only thing on his mind was the post-orgasm haze.
In the end, the two of you carried so much guilt around that you couldn't even face each other for days.
You weren't aware of the effect you had on each other. For you Thomas still hated you with a passion, for Thomas you couldn't even bear to spare a look at his face like you did before.
Little did you know that the two lost.
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You took one last peek at Thomas before stepping off the porch, heading straight into the kitchen to pour yourself two glasses of juice.
You left the house, heading towards the barn. You approached him and when you spotted Thomas and considered him for a moment.
His heavy breathing revealed how much the accumulated work of the day had exhausted him. The barn wasn't even partially empty, he wasn't going to be finished anytime soon.
You felt that twinge of pity rising in your chest. Thomas worked like a workhorse and wasn't even recognized for it.
An idea came to you.
Come on y/n, erase that thought, you're like arch enemies. You shouldn't even have come to talk to him in the first plac-
"Here". You understood one of the glasses to Thomas, who turned to you and, with a brief moment of reluctance, accepted your offering.
"It's not poisoned, if that's what you're thinking"
He growled and fixed his eyes on you just in case.
"Come on big guy, don't I get a thank you?"
He snorted again with disdain, then gulped down the cold drink greedily. You greedily watched his Adam's apple bob with every sip he took. A treacherous drop trickled down his chin, leaving a wet trail in its wake.
He was so sweaty. A few damp curls swayed heavily while others clung to his forehead and all over his warm skin. His fingers itched to pull his hair out of his face. Would he let you pull your hair back and tie it up?
Obviously not, behave y/n!
Thomas sighed with contentment and relief. But then he noticed your thoughtful expression and your eyes fixed on his face. He glared back and soon you tried to disguise the situation with a petulant look.
It was even funny. That audacious look of yours didn't suit you, your tiny size reminded him of an enraged kitten. You constantly battled your own shyness just to challenge him. Cute.
"Aren't you finished yet?"
"What do you think?"He gestured.
"Well, it would be good to finish soon." Damn, you couldn't just say what you wanted, could you?
He narrowed his eyes at you.
"Come on, I just came to offer help, don't be so proud."
He snorted in mockery.
"Look, two people are better than one at speeding up the work. I'm just trying to take a load off your ass."
"Why?"He raised one of his eyebrows in question.
"Well, because.... It's going to rain soon and Hoyt would hate to see those things soaked through when he gets back. And you know he's a pain in the ass with everyone when he gets mad."
You've always been terrible at making excuses.
He didn't insist though, just crossed his arms and shook his head.
"No?". You kind of already expected this answer. "Okay. But who said I asked your permission?"
You set the glass aside on a closer surface and brushed past Thomas before he reacted.
You started by selecting a few pieces and soon you were removing some items from the barn. Thomas sighed impatiently, knowing it was no use pushing someone as stubborn as you. So, with your help, he began to collect the materials and select those that would be stored in a shed, safe from water.
2 more hours of work and that's it. The barn was nearly empty except for a few bales of hay and a rake, which would remain in place. He had to admit, your help saved a good deal of effort and a few extra hours of work.
But of course he wouldn't admit it to you.
You.
He hasn't heard a word from you since you started on your mission to help him.
He walked back to the barn, eyes scanning around.
Until he felt your small figure hit his bare chest.
You blushed and tried to frown
"What's your problem, you didn't see me here?"
He tried to retort with a tease (something about your small stature), but soon noticed your red face and labored breathing. You were overheating, but it wasn't from the heat.
He did not understand. Thomas pulled you by the arm and made you sit on the hay ignoring your protests. Quickly he went to the mansion in search of water, returning in a minute with a full glass of liquid and delivering it in your hand.
"Hu-m thanks". You drink the contents of the glass, totally self-conscious under Thomas' intense gaze.
You finish your drink and soon an uncomfortable silence settles between you. And now?
"I told you it was better to have accepted my help from the beginning." You change the subject.
He ignores your comment, realizing that you're probably fine again.
"A thank you would be appreciated"
He grunts in disagreement rolling his eyes.
"Why do you have to be like this?" You sigh, "Can't you be nice even once?."
He shoots you a scathing look.
"I'm just saying, you should try to at least be gratefu-"
He doesn't give you a chance to finish before he approaches you, pulls you and pushes you hard against a wall.
Ouch!
He used only one of his giant hands to hold both your wrists together above your head.
Now his face is inches from yours, his hot breath making you cringe. Cerulean blues staring deep into theirs with unbridled fury.
He's asking you a question, you see.
"Who should I thank? You?".
"What the fuck is your problem, Thomas?"
The grip on your hand tightened and you writhed in pain. Your wrists would be bruised tomorrow for sure.
His patience was at an end. You, little minx, would get what you deserve.
He squeezes your throat tightly, squeezing most of the air out of your lungs.
Is this where you die?
Would you die in an old barn on some off-the-map property, at the hand of the only man you ever loved in your entire life, the one who always hated you in return for your kindnesses?
Whatever, but you're not going to die without telling the truth, without throwing it all in his goddamn face. You wanted it to hurt him like it hurt you, you wanted him to toss and turn at night thinking about how he ended the life of the only person, besides his family, who showed him compassion in life, that he had a chance to be loved, but threw it all away.
Well fuck it, here it goes
"I tried Thomas." you suffocated
"You know I tried. I-I, ?I tried to be nice to everyone, even f-for you-u." He dares you to keep going, even as his grip tightens on your windpipe.
“I've tried, hu-ghh, t-tried to get his attention, ever since I met you. He's in shock. The tightness in your throat eases and you suck in a breath.
"But you... You cough. "You hurt me the whole time." Damn it, why did you have to start crying so easily? You hated that he was watching you break down.
You were weak, weak and pathetic.
"It's no use trying to be nice to you when you act like a jerk to me, I hate that I still try to help you because I still have feelings for you, I hate the fact that you're always trying to make me unhappy when all I feel for you is admiration". He was staring at you mortified, but you're not done yet.
"I hate having to put up with this damn feeling I feel when all I wanted was to hate you completely. I don't want to feel so confused. I don't want to feel attracted to you. But I do." You sob.
"I don't want to still have to wish you around when you're just mean to me. I hate myself even more for imagining you in my bed at night. But fuck you, because you were never there."
You couldn't just shut up, the turmoil of things inside you making it all come out all at once.
"So if you want Thomas, you can kill me now, it would do me a favor t-
The brutal kiss interrupts you. Needy and hungry tongue invading your mouth aggressively. You mind's confusion and surprise melts into a puddle. You do not understand.
The reality of the situation slowly dawning on you.
You recover from the momentary shock. You successfully try to keep pace with Thomas with the mask on the way, but he is the one who dominates the kiss.
Soon the oxygen disappears from your lungs, forcing you to separate. Lips swollen and wet with need.
Thomas's hungry gaze on you is almost animalistic. A wolf staring at its prey. And you're just a little bunny about to be eaten.
Your dress is the first to come off, buttons and seams straining in Thomas's rush to undress you. Your bra is pulled down carelessly by one of his hands. He looks away from your newly exposed breasts, one of your nipples is quickly taken by his mouth, sucking with will and sloppiness. The other neglected breast is massaged by his free hand, drawing a wave of sighs from you, encouraging him to continue his ministrations.
Your knees were weak and Thomas, observant as ever, guided you back to one of the haystacks beside you.
He spread your legs and pressed himself against you, coming into heat against your clothed pussy. His hands moved forward, but he held back and kept them there, hovering over your panties. He looked at you in question.
You waved as you whined
"Please Tommy, fuck me. You moaned
That was the last straw for Thomas. Impatience got the better of him, so he grabbed the waistband of your panties with both hands and ripped them, throwing them somewhere in the barn. The sick sting in your skin reminded you who was on top of you.
A beast of a man, a brute, whose strength excited you enough to make the insides of your thighs wet.
Now stark naked, every inch of skin was vulnerable to Thomas's ravenous gaze. The rare shyness you had around him was back in full force, making you close your legs to hide.
But he wouldn't have that.
He grabbed both your knees and forced them open, revealing your wet pussy to him.
The sight made his cock so hard it hurt. He wanted to know how it would fit, you were so small compared to him. The fit would be too tight perhaps.
But he wanted to taste you first, suck the essence of your pussy like he always fantasized about when he was alone.
He remembered something, then nervously gestured to your eyes.
Was he going to take off his mask?
"Please, Tommy, let me see you, please".
He hesitated.
It was too delicate for him.
Regret overwhelmed you and you felt you were asking too much. "Fine, I won't force you if you don't want to." You gave him an understandable look.
Not.
It was the bare minimum.
You were always so good. It was the least he could do for you after everything he put you through.
He grabbed the mask strings behind his head and pulled.
And by god.
It was the most beautiful face you've ever seen. The strong jaw, the scars scattered across his skin, red and full lips, thick eyebrows that seemed to be permanently furrowed, the deteriorated nose, pale cheeks contrasting with the sun-bleached forehead.
He looks nervously at you, waiting for your reaction. When he seems to have no answer he decides enough is enough, his eyes disappointed, like that day at Luda's shop......
He was ready to get up and go, but you stop Thomas. You cup his face and pull the sweaty hair off his forehead.
"Idiot. You had no right to hide such a beautiful face from me."
He blushes. It's the first time you've seen him so vulnerable. And he's so cute when he's embarrassed.
He plants a kiss on your hands, before remembering what he was doing earlier.
His face moves closer until it's just inches from your sodden pussy, studying with curiosity and excitement every slippery patch of pink flesh that only he has the right to look at.
Just him.
You were his from the start, you were always his. Emotion consumed his chest and soon his eager mouth was on you and he moaned at the taste. You groan at the unfamiliar sensation, all blood rushing south.
Thomas' lack of practice was made up for by his enthusiasm. His heated tongue ran up and down you slit, as if he was curious to learn but he didn't know where to start. His jagged teeth nudging you added a twinge of pleasure, his tongue briefly circled your clit and you moaned.
Thomas seemed to notice, because a moment later he began to press his tongue harder on the area, full lips closed around the bud and sucked.
"Fu-uuck". Shit, that felt so good. "T-Tho-mas, use your fingers." You moan.
He ponders. You grab Thomas's hand and hold one of his fingers against your entrance. "Like this, right here."
You guide his finger inside your tight pussy. The feel of your walls squeezing his finger made him wonder what his cock would feel like inside you.
You moaned. Damn the feel of his big finger is good enough to put your tiny little ones to shame.
Thomas began pulling his finger back and forth, testing its limits. He sucks you while pumping his finger at an increasing pace. You sigh.
Her hips shook with pleasure. Thomas put an arm across your stomach, holding you firmly in place. He gave you just one look: "be quiet".
The heat in your core only increased.
At that moment he was a starving man trying to enjoy his feast. No one would stop him, not even you.
His mouth is immediately back on your pussy, sucking wildly, as if the nectar of your arousal is nirvana on Earth.
"Thomas!"
He suckles on your pussy as if he can't get enough to drink, as if he wants to swallow you all at once, consume you whole and yet he won't get enough of you. you see stars dancing in your head as your orgasm approaches faster and faster. You cover your mouth with one hand to contain your moaning, your other hand grips his hair, the long, greasy strands between your fingers pulled hard, making Thomas moan.
With a loud moan, you come hard. Your vision turns white. You throb around Thomas's finger, convulsing as you tries to withstand the heavy orgasm that hits you.
You groan from overstimulation and try to warn Thomas.
"Thommy, not anymore. I can't." you tried to pull his head away from you.
Despite his desperate pleas, he doesn't stop. He vigorously sucks on your swollen pussy, trying to get more and more of your honey.
He adds one more finger and pumps hard. His sling circles all he can reach of your throbbing pussy.
Soon you are close to cumming again. You lifts your head back, eyes narrowed and mouth open in searing pleasure.
You come with a squirt all over Thomas's mouth, his face, his dripping hand.
He happily licks his sweet prize.
You're finished, bare skin coated in a fine sheen of sweat. And he's not even done with you yet.
He stood up and faced your boneless form. You were like a goddess under him, rosy cheeks, disheveled hair, heaving chest. It was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.
You were barely recovering and already wanted more, you pulled the waist of his pants down in weak movements, in an attempt to encourage him to take them off. Thomas got the message, and soon he was stripping off the last few pieces of clothing, freeing his heavy cock from its restraints.
you choked
His dick was thick, huge. A few veins stood out along its absurd length. The purple head drooled a drop of pre-cum. He was hard, swollen and angry.
You played. Your hand wrapped around his length. Fuck, your fingers couldn't even touch, the girth too big to fit in his fist. You had to wrap both hands around it to make up for the lack of space. Thomas moaned at your touch, thrusting his hips into your hands.
Thomas wanted to fuck you, he wanted to deflower your pussy until you screamed and screamed in pleasure, moaning his name so everyone could hear who you belonged to.
He broke away from your touch and gently pushed you so that you were left. Thomas positioned himself between your legs and brought his cock closer to your dripping slit, wetting it with his arousal.
He would tear you apart. Your flower untouched by another man, she didn't have the training or experience to bear it.
As soon as he managed to find your little orifice, you stopped him. He looked at you expectantly, eyes hazy with dark pleasure.
"Er-m Thomas I-I never d-did that
I want it so bad, but I don't know if I can… you know, you're so big and and I…” You stammered quickly.
He pales. So you never… he thought that…
Were you… virgin?
He hadn't been with anyone else either, he knew sex only from Hoyt and the bullshit he spouted about the female victims that passed through the property, the filthy magazines he forced Thomas to look at. The things he saw on the internet, on a victim's cell phone that he stole and learned to use by himself.
Other than that, he had never had sexual contact with anyone. He has never been attracted to anyone but you and no one would ever feel that way for him.
Nobody wanted to touch a freak, a disfigured monster.
But you? You were beautiful in his eyes, a muse, an immaculate and perfect goddess that only the most worthy should look up to. Not him. You should have several men chasing after your attention.
But he was the one you chose, the one who would mark you and taste you first.
You were a rare creature, an innocent soul he would gladly take.
And your delicious pussy saved just for him...
His eyes darkened with desire and unbridled need. He had to hold back. You needed him to be careful.
He soothed you, cupped your chin and lifted your sheepish gaze back to him. His eyes were like a blue, black ocean, the pupil covering most of the iris. He was trying to put self control over his desire. He would be careful for you
He needed self control not to hurt you. Despite the urgency to be inside you killing it.
He looked at you fondly. A soft smile on his face.
"Don't worry"
You sighed and shook your head.
"It's okay, I trust you"
He nodded gratefully.
Thomas forced the head of his cock into your entrance, pushing in slowly, stopping occasionally to let you recover.
Gradually more than half of its length entered your pussy. He wanted to maintain control. But it was so much to bear.
Your pussy was so, so tight. He felt like he was going to come just from the feel of the resistance of your velvety walls around him.
You took gulps of air in an attempt to keep your heart rate steady. He wasn't even fully inside and you were already feeling overwhelmed, having to stretch your thighs to the fullest to support his waist circumference. As soon as you adjusted, that spark of courage appeared."
"Thomas, move please."
You didn't have to ask twice.
His languid rhythm against you allowed you to adjust to the pain, which was soon replaced by rising pleasure. He sped up. The cock deeper and deeper, until he was buried in you. Hips pressed against yours. He licked the seam of your neck and sucked on a small area that made you tingle, the pleasure of it adding more heat to your burning body.
The cream of your pussy eased the slide of his cock into your pussy. Thomas was hitting you with speed. He looked down at your face contorted with pleasure and stained with tears. His cock throbbed.
"Faster, Tommy. More, more, more". You cried deliriously.
The pace he set was brutal. You grabbed him, ankles dug into his back, hand behind his head, face buried in his neck.
He fucked you mercilessly. You screamed as loud as a cheap porn star. If it weren't for the rain that was already pouring down outside, Monty would certainly have heard you.
Fat tears spilled down your heated cheeks.
He growled muffled sounds in your ear.
His moans of pleasure mingled with yours. A symphony the two of you shared in each other's ears.
"This whole time you wanted to fuck me big man, hmm?" You moaned in his ear. "Wanna ram that thick cock into my pussy until I couldn't walk?
Shit... Did you know how to talk dirty? The polite, innocent girl Luda Mae bragged about? If she heard those words coming out of your pretty little mouth…. Oh no, she would have a fit.
He moans. He would fuck you like the whore you are. You sassy, y/n.
He puts out full power. His hips were like pistons, unbridled and powerful.
You saw stars, before you felt your third orgasm approaching. He didn't stop, the sensation of your pussy chewing was too much for him. He felt like he was going to come any minute.
He put his mouth over your ear and growled.
"MINE!" Your eyes widened. You had never heard him speak, and now he was saying it. Only for you.
You felt the coil tighten. In a desperate act, you bit the crook of Thomas's neck. He moaned hard. Fuck you were going to cum all over his cock.
His thick, rumbling voice rumbled like an earthquake in his chest: "CUM, Y/N!".
With one last heated look from Thomas, you came.
Your climax hit like a train. Your eyes rolled back behind your lids, head thrown back in ecstasy.
Your orgasm ripped Thomas's. Pussy milking him fervently. Thick ropes of cum shooting inside you in absurd amounts that couldn't fit inside and overflowed with every thrust. His hips stuttered on his last thrusts. Until he landed on top of you, your forearms braced to keep from throwing all of his body weight into your smaller form.
You stayed there, enjoying each other's warmth and the pleasant post-sex haze.
Minutes passed and soon you broke the silence
"Sorry"
He looked up. What were you apologizing for?
"I shouldn't have been so reckless, I should have said something that day at the station. I should have defended you from those idiots, but I acted like a coward."
You weren't to blame for anything, the only one who should be apologizing and begging for your forgiveness was him.
He looked at you with determination
"Not- you"he tried again
"I'm s-orry, y/n". I was mean, not you." He said with watery eyes. You rated him, did it hurt to talk? He was torturing himself just to apologize to you.
"Thomas, stop". He looked at you with regret. Sad, guilty eyes staring into yours reluctantly.
"What happened doesn't matter now, okay? You messed up, I messed up, we were two idiots fighting over something useless. The only thing I want right now is for you and me to try to get to know each other, okay. I want to touch you and be able to talk to you you without all that rancor. I want you to touch me and be closer to me, don't run away like you used to. I want to be friends before anything. I want to be your girlfriend, lover, whatever you want. If you want wants."
He considered you for a moment, his expression one of pure surprise and delight. He nodded in affirmation.
Yes, y/n! He would be everything you asked for. He didn't want to love you in secret anymore, he wanted to be able to touch your face, your hair, he wanted to wake up and find you in his bed with messy hair and sleepy eyes. He wanted to have those soft teasing moments, wanted to be able to openly watch your smile without having to watch you from a distance, wanted to sweep you in his arms and kiss you…..
Yes, yes and yes.
He wanted to make up for that pang of guilt by suffering for all the times he hurt you. He would try to compensate with every gesture of love he could give you. He would give his life for you.
You smiled and pecked all over his face, the forehead, the eyelids, the scarred cheeks, the damaged nose, and finally his mouth. He held your face in this position and stole your lips in a slow and deep kiss.
You broke away and rested your forehead against his with a happy sigh.
But then you felt the dry straw of hay prickling your back uncomfortably.
"So. How about a run home in the rain? His head shook in denial."
"Well, I was going to say that you could take a shower together when we get there, but if you don't want…"
He lifted his head and opened his eyes. You looked at him boldly.
Naughty girl.
He gave you a peck.
"Oh, so that's a yes?" He chuckled, but nodded, matching your amusement.
"I love you Thomas"
He touched your lower lip with his thumb, kissed your cheek and whispered into the shell of your ear.
"I love you too Y/N"
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This is my first story, so I don't know if it will be good. Too many words here, sorry I got carried away 👉👈
Sorry for any spelling errors, I'm from another country so English is not my native language.
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