#trait: angel

[digi-lov]

Angemon ST03-05 and Angewomon ST03-09 Alternative Arts by Qacoro from the Tamer Party Vol.1 and Tamer Battle Pack 1

[all-with-angel]

Sukuna is big. In every sense of the word. He. is. big. Even if he stood beside the beefiest human you could think of, he'd still be bigger.

From first glance, he looks like he'd be made of pure muscle— but that is simply not true. This man loves eating. It's his hobby right beside chaos and destruction. He has a bit of fat on him, not much, but enough for a little squish before your fingers meet firm muscle underneath. Comfortable enough to lay down on, you'd realize after a while.

He was comfy, firm and grounding. He even runs warm, making him perfect for cuddling during cold days. You spoil him every single time, nuzzling into him, asking him nonsensical questions, place kisses anywhere you could reach. <- THAT was spoiling him. Atleast in his eyes, nothing could be better than that. Sukuna would usually just let out a grunt or grumble at your rambles maybe supplying a "Mhm." Or a "No." When he felt particularly chatty.

It wasn't like he wasn't paying attention to you, it's just that if he was your human teddy bear with a built-in heater, you were his human teddy bear as well.

He thought you were the absolute perfect size, felt nice and soft under him. Whenever you'd blabber on about your day, his hands would just wander around, squishing and feeling you up n down. Not even in a sexual way most of the time, he just liked feeling you nice and pliant under him. In his opinion, you spoil him with your mere presence alone.

So, ofcourse, he always throws a fit during the summer months.

Why? Because most days, you refuse to cuddle him. Why? Because of the heat.

Whats to blame? The Sun.

If Sukuna had his way, he'd rip out the sun out of the sky and doom the world to an eternal cold if it meant he'd stay beside you throughout that eternity.

Mans just wants to cuddle. He will never directly ask for it btw, be ready to initiate every cuddle session or deal with a grumpy Sukuna if you don't.

[mofsblog]

Defending Ending 2

Okay I've seen a lot of discourse around the "True Ending" of Clinical Trial and I just wanted to give my take on it. Spoilers under the cut

I know a lot of people didn't like Ending 2's light and happier tone and it being the True Ending and felt like it absolved Lee of any consequences and just put Angel in a dangerous shitty position, isolated with a murderer and argue that it goes against the whole point of the game… But I just really don't view it like that. To me, Ending 2 reinforces some of the game's central themes surrounding consent, neurodivergency and societal neglect.

While I do think Lee can be manipulative (ESPECIALLY in the Reject route) and consistently hides things from Angel, I do think the Accept route that leads into Ending 2/the True Ending is a product of Angel's own anatomy as much as Ending 1 is. While Angel chooses to forgive him initally for the shrine thing, they don't dismiss or downplay what he did either. While they do display some unhealthy thought patterns (the idea that they never thought someone would ever pay so much attention to them <- which is a belief absolutely fueled by self hatred) that could contribute to their forgiveness, they don't let that blind them from the inherent fucked upness of what Lee's done. This isn't a "Wow, you did nothing wrong. Let's date!" situation. It's a "You fucked up and you hurt me but I'm willing to give you another chance, if you change for the better" situation.

Same thing with the revelation of the murder. Angel does not downplay how upset they are to appease him. Even when they acknowledge Lee killing Brandon probably prevented him from harming future victims as he's a repeated offender who likely wouldn't stop, Angel still acknowledge that Lee didn't know that when he killed him. Angel is consistently able to voice their grievances with him and call him out on the wrongness of his actions, which is why I feel pretty comfortable stating that Lee and Angel's relationship, no matter how fucked up, toxic or unhealthy, is not an abusive one because Angel is always able to voice their issues with him and he is more than willing to listen.

The player, and by extension, Angel is also explicitly given the choice on whether or not to forgive him with both revelations (I especially like that Angel's given the choice to basically back out of the relationship, even after they accept the shrine thing, after the murder reveal), highlighting their agency. Yes, you can absolutely argue that Angel's decision to forgive Lee twice is likely influenced by their loneliness and need for connection and that does make their relationship a bit unhealthy (and interesting/hj) but again I don't think it's abusive.

I also want to point out that even if the Accept route, Angel gives Lee conditions. They don't just accept him willy-nilly. They want him to actually listen to them.

I think that Angel's ultimate decision to forgive Lee isn't just to date him, it's to give him another chance at becoming a better, more rounded person. A large part of the whole game is about how society (the education system and the medical system) tends to fail neurodivergent people, especially those most in need of help. Angel and Lee literally bond over their different experiences of neurodivergency (or implied neurodivergency on Lee's end) and how ultimately society failed both of them (with neither of them managing to succeed in ways they wanted because the system wasn't built for people like them).

There's also the prevalent mentions and implications of past punishments that we can observe through some of Lee's dialogue. He's canonically an ex Mormon, who was probably consistently punished (and abused) for any wrongdoing (some of which we can assume could come down to traits of his neurodivergency as it's not too uncommon for autistic children to get misunderstood and mistreated). Similarly, we know that Angel was put some level of physical abuse and mistreatment by their school in an attempt to "correct" their left handedness and even then it's implied that's only one example of them being abused by the education system.

Both Lee and Angel know what it's like to be punished and hurt after displaying a 'weakness' or a mistake. They've both been hurt by the notion that punishment is necessary to improve a person, which is why I find the Accept route so powerful. I've seen a lot of people complain that Lee doesn't go to jail or face "tangible" consequences but the way I see it, prison would make him worse and remove any chance he has of healing. While fucked up, illegal and his fault, his actions are still partially a product of his upbringing and the lack of support and therapy for him. He specifically mentions that he never went to therapy so he could get his job. Lee is partially the product of an unaccomodating society as much as Angel is. (Also I could go on for hours about how his Mormon upbringing probably skewed his entire view on how relationships are supposed to function and probably made him think love has to be in the form of devotion)

The way I interpreted it. Angel wasn't coerced into staying with a dangerous, harmful person. Angel sees parts of themselves in Lee and is giving Lee a chance neither of them were ever given in a life. They're creating a new life together where mistakes and fuck ups aren't instantly met with punishment or harm. Yes, Lee fucked up horrendously, violating their trust and ignored their wishes but they're both willing to acknowledge that and work on it because maybe for once, one of them's allowed to fucked up without facing an abusive 'punishment' afterwards. Maybe for once, one of them's allowed to fuck up and be given room to grow and improve. And maybe for once, Angel gets to choose how they want their life to go.

No, most people probably wouldn't have made the same choices as Angel but its still their decision to make. Yes, it's likely influenced by their pre existing loneliness and trauma. Yes, Lee would have to put a lot of work in to change himself and that will take time and there's likely some unhealthy beliefs he'll always struggle with. Yes, Lee and Angel's relationship is far from conventional or completely healthy, but fuck man, I think they're giving eachother room to figure it out together and idk, there's something beautiful about that to me.

They're both very mentally ill but they're trying and there's something about that that I find oddly comforting. Most media with the yandere trope never really provide the option for the yandere character to actually try to reflect on their actions and maybe learn better ways to cope and honestly I was so sure that both endings would involve someone dying in some way because these types of stories don't tend to go well. Usually, after a certain point, a character's just framed as "too" far gone, "too" mentally ill, "too" fucked up and beyond saving and they usually die a tragic or poetic death (i.e like Ending 1). But Angel looks at Lee and his actions and decides fuck it and to say no to that. They make the choice to give Lee another chance any way after what he's done because they don't see him as irredeemable. I just really like the way they both get to live in the end and make a better life together and what that says about neurodivergent and mentally ill people.

[sweetestflow3rs]

messing up a job from cody when he's at low love has its consequences

[snogfairy]

sometimes I see people calling Aziraphale selfish in an accusatory way, as if it's a flaw that needs to be smoothed out, as if it isn't a trait that is at once defiant and emancipating, as if his selfishness isn't mostly wielded in an empowering and kind way, as if it's categorically bad to want things for yourself, to enjoy them, to have and keep them, as if selfish isn't the most revolutionary thing an angel can be

[isbergillustration]

You Are Never Alone

[mangapeach]

my new kid oc, alex - more info under the cut!

--- small details

moved from brooklyn, new york - puerto rican parents! she misses it because of the amount of things to do + the culture of nyc itself, but her parents wanted to move to a small town because they thought it would be less overwhelming for her. she likes the "quiet mundane" of a small town and knowing everyone around her, but she still misses ny

used to be much more talkative and loud -> has selective mutism and has had it since she was 4, only talks to close friends and at home + doesn't usually like communicating non verbally either

despite her mutism, she enjoys being around other people + she's a person magnet (tbfw backstory)

when she does talk, her interjections are mostly deadpan and sarcastic. there's a lot of quiet fight in her, but since it's a struggle for her to talk, she lets most things go unnoticed

interests and hobbies

loves playing basketball and softball, but especially basketball. disappointed to know that the girls don't really play basketball and that the boys think baseball is boring, but she enjoys playing basketball with the boys. played point guard and shortstop at her old school and wishes that there were more girls sports teams in south park besides volleyball (which she isn't a big fan of but still goes to the games for support + wendy)

loves video games! a mega chinpokemon fan -> carries her 3DS and psp with her everywhere and has a bad habit of burying herself in games. a simultaneous nintendo hater and dickrider (she just loves chinpokemon wdym the newest release was BAD and UNFINISHED)

gardening -> ties into her plantmancer class! loved managing plants in old community garden at her apartment back in brooklyn and wants to do something similar in south park. in her mind, she communicates through her plants and feels that they are fully sentient

(special) relationships

alex's faves: yappers with a strong moral compass

absolutely whipped for wendy. she's praying to god that she breaks up with stan so she can shoot her shot -> was attached to her immediately during tfbw storyline and quests because wendy was the first to see her for who she was and treat her as such. she also appreciated her loyalty and later, her tenacity and patience since she seems genuinely interested in alex despite alex not talking + she talks enough for the both of them. alex is comfortable saying greetings to her but is working to try and say more :')

likes kyle the most out of the boys -> mainly urges him to talk about basketball to her and will occasionally join in! she feels very comfortable around him and enjoys his company a lot

honorable mentions: butters and jimmy

she wants to get closer to the girls group but feels pressured to talk -> she likes hanging out with them and wendy always invites her to sleepovers and girl meetings, but it stresses her out :'D she appreciates the gesture and joins in most of the time, but it's a lot for her

likes playing sports and games with the boys -> thinks the majority of them are stupid as fuck but enjoys hanging out with them as a whole because they don't make her feel as pressured to talk as much as the girls do

--- other notes: i have no idea if / how much the sp fandom likes new kid ocs but yeah, here's my child :') i made alex when i was 12 and playing the games for the first time, and the tfbw design is still the exact same (minus the fact that she was originally white). to do justice to my 12 year old self, i decided to redesign her + flesh her out more while keeping small parts of her that i did remember, such as her love for basketball, being from nyc, having a 3DS, blue hair, etc.

there's no promise that i'll do more with her, but if i feel like it, i may draw more of her and flesh her out more :D

[casdeans-pie]

Dean's eyes keep looking at something over Cas's shoulders when they talk, and Cas thinks it's because Dean can't stand to even look at him after his confession, but really it's just because ever since Dean decided he was going to confess his own feelings, he's been able to see Cas's halo. It's behind his head like a frame of light, and Dean keeps getting distracted, because he can't stop staring at how beautiful he is every time they speak

[willowcreektownie]

Just like that it's time for potty training and preschool 🥹🥹🥹

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[raihyeon]

Fallen Angel Vaggie

[wired-heartbeats]

For the record I think Vox is being effected and possibly swayed by Val’s poison just like Angel is, the pink signifying it on Angel shows up on Voxs screen during and after interacting and being influenced by Val directly, when Vox is operating independently it isn’t an actual normal feature of his

This paired with an earlier moment from episode 2 when Val first mentioned something had happened with Angel Dust, Vox seemed happy about the idea of Angel quitting

“He quit? :D”

It’s interesting for sure, makes me wonder what Vox actually thinks about Angel, and more importantly, actually thinks about Valentino. He’s a business man, and clearly the Vees all teamed up (at least initially) because it helps elevate their status and power spread, they may be friendly with each other but we as an audience don’t actually know if there’s more to it as of now. But still, interesting

[digi-lov]

Mastemon Ace EX6-029 Alternative Art by tyuga from EX-06 Theme Booster Infernal Ascension

[biffybobs]

Darcy's big girl hobbies include: making a mess in Angelou's half of the bedroom and annoying Wolfgang by cranking the stereo up to eleven.

Under the cut: today's noise of choice. If I have to be back on my BMTH bullshit then so do these kids. And also a little bonus of Mushroom getting annoyed with a hypocritical Wolfgang.

[strapped-and-beheaded]

hopeless romantic with dreams of a worry-free lavish life. İt's just daydreaming tho, obviously, Anna's not naive, can't be in this town.

[fearandhatred]

what hurts about angel crowley is not even just that he used to be an angel. it's the fact that in that one scene, even though it's just him and aziraphale, you can tell that he's so different from the rest of them.

aziraphale is very obviously wary, cautious and maybe even a little standoffish, and he's so concerned about breaking heaven's rules. crowley on the other hand is so innocent and excited the whole time and he's not afraid of anything, and he doesn't see the harm in being inquisitive, rightfully so.

and also, aziraphale at that point in time, and i assume all the other angels as well, are in that small little box where they think everything that they make has to have a purpose to advance heaven's plan: when crowley makes the stars aziraphale is like "okay... but what's it for though?" but why does it have to be for anything? crowley made them because he genuinely loves them, because it brings him joy, because he sees the beauty in things.

it's exactly these things that set him apart from the other angels that caused him to fall. and they're such human traits too. the curiosity, the passion, the want to create things just because they can be created. anyway that's what hurts thanks for coming

[a-gay-little-cat]

I feel like everyone always gives their favorite primarch their own little touch when they draw them, especially with Sanguinius, everyone loves to have their own personalized version of him so I wanted to try my hand at a few looks too and I've liked these two the most tbh :}